Nice pics?? Carefully chosen u noe! Haha.. I'm fooling around with the "hello" thingy i downloaded yesterday!! wahaha!! fun sia!
Need to retire to my room early today! Got to work on something for my special someone! Hahaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
A slightly more than perfect wallpaper that suits all types of PC and laptops.. Download your very own copy now!! Stop looking, start loading.. dun keep me waiting! Cheerios!
Finally got to swim today.. Haha
I've just received the letter of acceptance yesterday! Shld i go or shld i stay? Another major decision in life..
Will have to give up alot to achieve it.. M i willing to take the risk? I noe i will never achieve much by staying here.. Hahaha.. guess it will take me days to think thru it again!!
Never mind abt it! Haa.. Today i woke up really late, haha too long never sleep properly le!
Shit that fella, still dare to disturb me! Still giving me that stupid face!! I DUN OWE HIM ANYTHING!! He better stop it before anything happens.. I dun noe how long i can stand him! When i go crazy.. anything is possible! Hahaha.. Well, so nvm, went out just to avoid seeing him!
Today went out with my sister.. when to sim lim to get some ink for printer! Then went to pray at the temple at "si ma lu".. after that went to Bugis for some shopping! Eyeing on some bags and shoes! Now i noe what to do to my pay for next month! Haha.. Or is there any one who likes to fork out the cash "on my behalf"?? Haa.. After that went swimming at bedok! Oh my god, the pool was so packed! Haha.. but nevertheless i still enjoyed the swim! Then went for dinner at changi road.. Had western food, it was recommended by friends.. well its really pretty nice! The chick is really tender! Haha.. Okie.. here comes the fave part of my outing today! NTUC!! Hahaha.. nice sia! I bot some "angel hair" n "meet ball sauce".. some star fruits and udon and eel!! Shopping at supermarkets make me feel so good! Hahaha..
So who is coming for dinner this weekend?? My door is wide open for all! Hahaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Will have to give up alot to achieve it.. M i willing to take the risk? I noe i will never achieve much by staying here.. Hahaha.. guess it will take me days to think thru it again!!
Never mind abt it! Haa.. Today i woke up really late, haha too long never sleep properly le!
Shit that fella, still dare to disturb me! Still giving me that stupid face!! I DUN OWE HIM ANYTHING!! He better stop it before anything happens.. I dun noe how long i can stand him! When i go crazy.. anything is possible! Hahaha.. Well, so nvm, went out just to avoid seeing him!
Today went out with my sister.. when to sim lim to get some ink for printer! Then went to pray at the temple at "si ma lu".. after that went to Bugis for some shopping! Eyeing on some bags and shoes! Now i noe what to do to my pay for next month! Haha.. Or is there any one who likes to fork out the cash "on my behalf"?? Haa.. After that went swimming at bedok! Oh my god, the pool was so packed! Haha.. but nevertheless i still enjoyed the swim! Then went for dinner at changi road.. Had western food, it was recommended by friends.. well its really pretty nice! The chick is really tender! Haha.. Okie.. here comes the fave part of my outing today! NTUC!! Hahaha.. nice sia! I bot some "angel hair" n "meet ball sauce".. some star fruits and udon and eel!! Shopping at supermarkets make me feel so good! Hahaha..
So who is coming for dinner this weekend?? My door is wide open for all! Hahaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Wat a day..
It was really a great afternoon outside!
Oh guess what, i met the most fearsome teacher i had in secondary school today! Mdm Sue.. So glad that i got to meet her today! Its been like 1 or 2 years since i last met her! Didn't had a long talk cos she was in a hurry i think! But nvm, there will be chances i guess.. Miss her alot.. miss those good old days.. remember how she use to torture the class with all those presentations.. how she force us to do those comprehension! I guess i really owe her alot! If not for her.. I wouldn't have attain so much today! I promise to go back n visit her one day.. before the tiny weenie school closes.. Dun noe why, but just keep talking to her in mandarin.. She is a English Language teacher by the way.. Hahaha.. Again.. even after so many years, she still have to remind me to speak in english.. Hahaha..
Went shopping.. got some clothings.. nice nice! Hahaha.. So much people in the mall today! As usual, enjoyed some silly jokes as we go along..
So reach home around 6pm.. END OF FUN.. HERE COMES TROUBLE! Would there ever be an end? I really sick and tired..
Guess what, i tried talking to my mum.. guess wats her respones? It really pissed me off totally! When that idiot got home.. U should have seen that kind of face he gave me! I tried controlling myself.. But how long can i take?? Miss those really busy school days.. If i'm kept busy all day long.. I wouldn't have stayed at home enduring all those stupid shit! I could always hide in CENT room whenever things arise..
Haha.. So i guess it should be due to all these running away that causes the problem to stay all along the way! Running away didn't help.. it just make matters worst! And again.. where does the problem lies?? Me again.. I still can't change my temper, i'm still so childish, i'm not caring and sensitive enough, I'm too stubborn! I just lack self control.. I really hate to say all these but there is no way i could hide all them... I'm not trying to blame myself(as some of u would say).. But its just the truth! If only i could exercise a little more self control..
Who on earth could understand me.. when i dun even understand myself... Haa.
But hopefully as i write on.. trouble will dissappear itself.. HOPEFULLY..
Oh guess what, i met the most fearsome teacher i had in secondary school today! Mdm Sue.. So glad that i got to meet her today! Its been like 1 or 2 years since i last met her! Didn't had a long talk cos she was in a hurry i think! But nvm, there will be chances i guess.. Miss her alot.. miss those good old days.. remember how she use to torture the class with all those presentations.. how she force us to do those comprehension! I guess i really owe her alot! If not for her.. I wouldn't have attain so much today! I promise to go back n visit her one day.. before the tiny weenie school closes.. Dun noe why, but just keep talking to her in mandarin.. She is a English Language teacher by the way.. Hahaha.. Again.. even after so many years, she still have to remind me to speak in english.. Hahaha..
Went shopping.. got some clothings.. nice nice! Hahaha.. So much people in the mall today! As usual, enjoyed some silly jokes as we go along..
So reach home around 6pm.. END OF FUN.. HERE COMES TROUBLE! Would there ever be an end? I really sick and tired..
Guess what, i tried talking to my mum.. guess wats her respones? It really pissed me off totally! When that idiot got home.. U should have seen that kind of face he gave me! I tried controlling myself.. But how long can i take?? Miss those really busy school days.. If i'm kept busy all day long.. I wouldn't have stayed at home enduring all those stupid shit! I could always hide in CENT room whenever things arise..
Haha.. So i guess it should be due to all these running away that causes the problem to stay all along the way! Running away didn't help.. it just make matters worst! And again.. where does the problem lies?? Me again.. I still can't change my temper, i'm still so childish, i'm not caring and sensitive enough, I'm too stubborn! I just lack self control.. I really hate to say all these but there is no way i could hide all them... I'm not trying to blame myself(as some of u would say).. But its just the truth! If only i could exercise a little more self control..
Who on earth could understand me.. when i dun even understand myself... Haa.
But hopefully as i write on.. trouble will dissappear itself.. HOPEFULLY..
I hate home.. hate home.. hate u!
After days of fun .. and more fun, I'm finally back for a blog..
Sort of feeling tat my head is spinning.. I guess i'm really abit drunk! Haha.. I just reach home at 630am.. Thanks keong and zihua for staying out with me! Really hate going home! Stupid!
Yesterday morning was really dramatic! Hahaha.. almost had a fight at home! lucky i did manage to control myself.. I didn't lay my hands on him! I got so angry that i just throwed my keys on the floor and went off.. Thats y i refused to come home yesterday nite! But wondered y.. tears came to my eyes.. cried from bedok all the way to jurong.. Serious case of dehydration. I'm still so silly as to shed tears because of him.. asshole! But i just can't help feeling so angry and pissed off! No mood to work all day long.. Keep thinking.. just can't help it! Y do things have to turn out this way? It just make my blood boils to think of it!
Can some kind soul tell me what to do?? Screwed! Y should i endure his nonsense??
Childish i may seems.. running away from home whenever problems arise.. crying out whenever i cannot solve my own shit! Oh.. how stupid can i get? No wonder no one loves cheerene.. far too stupid! Killing everyone with my very own stupidity!
But at least had fun last nite! Oh oh.. its my son's birthday! We enjoyed a dinner at Cartel.. followed by a KTV session at Chinatown! But i didn't really want to call it a day after KTV.. So hop on into a cab, went down to East Coast.. Went for a drink! Now i finally do understand why people like to drink to drown their sorrows! I bet i did tell zihua and keong alot.. I do recall abit, so i guess i'm not totally drunk! Still feeling abit drowsy.. abit weird at my throat!
Going out soon! Hahaha.. meeting that 2 "J-sters"! Hahaha.. Will blog abit more when i'm home later! Got to go.. cheerios! Bathing time! Will pour out more of my problems here later! Let me clear my head first! Hahaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Stupid,
Me
Sort of feeling tat my head is spinning.. I guess i'm really abit drunk! Haha.. I just reach home at 630am.. Thanks keong and zihua for staying out with me! Really hate going home! Stupid!
Yesterday morning was really dramatic! Hahaha.. almost had a fight at home! lucky i did manage to control myself.. I didn't lay my hands on him! I got so angry that i just throwed my keys on the floor and went off.. Thats y i refused to come home yesterday nite! But wondered y.. tears came to my eyes.. cried from bedok all the way to jurong.. Serious case of dehydration. I'm still so silly as to shed tears because of him.. asshole! But i just can't help feeling so angry and pissed off! No mood to work all day long.. Keep thinking.. just can't help it! Y do things have to turn out this way? It just make my blood boils to think of it!
Can some kind soul tell me what to do?? Screwed! Y should i endure his nonsense??
Childish i may seems.. running away from home whenever problems arise.. crying out whenever i cannot solve my own shit! Oh.. how stupid can i get? No wonder no one loves cheerene.. far too stupid! Killing everyone with my very own stupidity!
But at least had fun last nite! Oh oh.. its my son's birthday! We enjoyed a dinner at Cartel.. followed by a KTV session at Chinatown! But i didn't really want to call it a day after KTV.. So hop on into a cab, went down to East Coast.. Went for a drink! Now i finally do understand why people like to drink to drown their sorrows! I bet i did tell zihua and keong alot.. I do recall abit, so i guess i'm not totally drunk! Still feeling abit drowsy.. abit weird at my throat!
Going out soon! Hahaha.. meeting that 2 "J-sters"! Hahaha.. Will blog abit more when i'm home later! Got to go.. cheerios! Bathing time! Will pour out more of my problems here later! Let me clear my head first! Hahaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Stupid,
Me
My blog starts here...
Time for a little bloggie..
Alrite, let me start of with monday.. Well, guess i was suffering from a little bit of monday blues! Hahaha... So anyone came up with the answer to my question?
I wonder why is there so much things awaiting me? Excitement is always round the corner! Hahaha.. Alrite, i got back my java book yesterday, guess its abt time i learn this language from scratch! Haa..
So whats for today? Endless amount of work! Haa.. thats the main dish EVERYDAY.. HooHoo.. So I had to stayed back to perform some Overtime.. all the way till 8pm. Well.. for the sake of $$.. what to do?????? I love $$.. $$ seems to hate cheerene thou.. I'm always BROKE...
So i guess its really pointless for me to get a new wallet, when i have no money to put inside! Hahaha..
PS. Dun ask me this question..: "how is work".. my standard answer would always be.. "it would be more fun with more pay.." Got it?
Tired to blog anymore.. I tink i would be in for another round of OT again tml! Just got to brace myself! Hoo.. But after a month of hardwork.. I finally seen my results.. Yes.. It comes in a form of Vitamin.. What i like to call.. Vitamin M... Guess it about time to repay those treats i owe people! Haa.. One by one pls... Get ur queue number!! No pushing!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
(tsk.. Cheerene misses school..)
Alrite, let me start of with monday.. Well, guess i was suffering from a little bit of monday blues! Hahaha... So anyone came up with the answer to my question?
I wonder why is there so much things awaiting me? Excitement is always round the corner! Hahaha.. Alrite, i got back my java book yesterday, guess its abt time i learn this language from scratch! Haa..
So whats for today? Endless amount of work! Haa.. thats the main dish EVERYDAY.. HooHoo.. So I had to stayed back to perform some Overtime.. all the way till 8pm. Well.. for the sake of $$.. what to do?????? I love $$.. $$ seems to hate cheerene thou.. I'm always BROKE...
So i guess its really pointless for me to get a new wallet, when i have no money to put inside! Hahaha..
PS. Dun ask me this question..: "how is work".. my standard answer would always be.. "it would be more fun with more pay.." Got it?
Tired to blog anymore.. I tink i would be in for another round of OT again tml! Just got to brace myself! Hoo.. But after a month of hardwork.. I finally seen my results.. Yes.. It comes in a form of Vitamin.. What i like to call.. Vitamin M... Guess it about time to repay those treats i owe people! Haa.. One by one pls... Get ur queue number!! No pushing!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
(tsk.. Cheerene misses school..)
I'm no loser...
How stupid can i get?? Well.. u never noe! Hahaha
Once a stone.. always a stone! Getting bigger day by day!
Why didn't i see clearly? Now that i have lost things that cost dearly.. Perhaps i'm not the loser afterall.. And perhaps i didn't lose anything, because i nv receive anything in the first place! How can i be a loser when i'm back to square one again? HoHoho.. Hahaha.. I guess the other party is the loser!
I gave all i have, but the other failed to received! So come to think of it.. who is on the losing end?? Definitely not me! Haa..
Happiness is the ability to give.. not receive! M i rite to say that???
Well.. here is something to make everyone do abit of thinking.. Let me know the answer.. that is if u could get it! Hahaha..
There are three words in the English language that end in "gry".
ONE is angry and the other is hungry. EveryONE knows what the
third ONE means and what it stands for. EveryONE uses them
everyday, and if you listened very carefully, I've given you the
third word.
What is it?
_______gry?
Cheerios..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Once a stone.. always a stone! Getting bigger day by day!
Why didn't i see clearly? Now that i have lost things that cost dearly.. Perhaps i'm not the loser afterall.. And perhaps i didn't lose anything, because i nv receive anything in the first place! How can i be a loser when i'm back to square one again? HoHoho.. Hahaha.. I guess the other party is the loser!
I gave all i have, but the other failed to received! So come to think of it.. who is on the losing end?? Definitely not me! Haa..
Happiness is the ability to give.. not receive! M i rite to say that???
Well.. here is something to make everyone do abit of thinking.. Let me know the answer.. that is if u could get it! Hahaha..
There are three words in the English language that end in "gry".
ONE is angry and the other is hungry. EveryONE knows what the
third ONE means and what it stands for. EveryONE uses them
everyday, and if you listened very carefully, I've given you the
third word.
What is it?
_______gry?
Cheerios..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Not that different...
Toss in bed.. Can't fall asleep yesterday.. Hmm.. troubled over my future yet again! Haiz.. Still not willing to face the truth.. Still not willing to try.. Still so childish! Face the truth.. this is me!
Pondering where to go, wondering if i will make it? Its really about time to wake up my puny little brain!! Try banging the wall maybe! Haa..
Had a talk to my idol(Andrew) yesterday.. He was giving some advice from his point of view! Yup.. Really apperciate that! Hahaha.. always a big brother to me! And a really nice one too!
Woke up at 7am.. wondering wats the next thing i should do??
I dun wan to close my eyes,
Dun wan to fall asleep.... (new song huh!)
So here i m, blogging to my heart's content!
Done alot of research this morning! Have been reading up alot on those university! Sort of decided wat to go for.. Some wat like that feeling i've got 3 years ago... But i'm still worried.. is this another "rushed" decision of mine??? I never regret soming to CEN.. just that i regretted that i didn't put my heart to my studies.. Then so much "Only if .... " came to my mind!
"Nutting is too difficult.. " Thats what andrew told me yesterday.
Very true i thot to myself! And facts have proven it! Nutting too difficult for me.. I've done it once, I've done it twice, why can't i do it again?? Somehow found this common characteristic in the both of us.. We are both have answers in our heart.. But we just need more reasons to support ourselves! So we are really not that different... Haahhaa.. nice song from collin raye, yet again..
Pondering wats for breakfast, wondering wats nice on TV??
Cheerios to all!
Enjoy the great sunny day(another day to slack away...) Darn.. hate this feeling!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Pondering where to go, wondering if i will make it? Its really about time to wake up my puny little brain!! Try banging the wall maybe! Haa..
Had a talk to my idol(Andrew) yesterday.. He was giving some advice from his point of view! Yup.. Really apperciate that! Hahaha.. always a big brother to me! And a really nice one too!
Woke up at 7am.. wondering wats the next thing i should do??
I dun wan to close my eyes,
Dun wan to fall asleep.... (new song huh!)
So here i m, blogging to my heart's content!
Done alot of research this morning! Have been reading up alot on those university! Sort of decided wat to go for.. Some wat like that feeling i've got 3 years ago... But i'm still worried.. is this another "rushed" decision of mine??? I never regret soming to CEN.. just that i regretted that i didn't put my heart to my studies.. Then so much "Only if .... " came to my mind!
"Nutting is too difficult.. " Thats what andrew told me yesterday.
Very true i thot to myself! And facts have proven it! Nutting too difficult for me.. I've done it once, I've done it twice, why can't i do it again?? Somehow found this common characteristic in the both of us.. We are both have answers in our heart.. But we just need more reasons to support ourselves! So we are really not that different... Haahhaa.. nice song from collin raye, yet again..
Pondering wats for breakfast, wondering wats nice on TV??
Cheerios to all!
Enjoy the great sunny day(another day to slack away...) Darn.. hate this feeling!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'm broke!
HiHi.. Back to blog again!
Hoo.. Lots of work to clear yesterday! Hahaha.. then for lunch, went for some yummy peneng food near my work place! Nice ambience! Hence expected to pay higher price for it! Then went to a warehouse sale nearby! But found nutting i fancy(lucky sia..)! Then went to West Mall to get some gifts for colleagues! Today is their last day at work! Hmm.. i've got one of their hp number! Got laugh at by my colleagues for that! I return to work almost at 3.. hoo hoo!! Shh.. dun let anyone noe!
Went to cityhall with my sister for some shopping after work! Woahaha.. got some great deal! Oh ho ho.. Went to get some T-shirt, my sister suggested to get something similar for 3 of us(me, my sister and my mum)! Ok, i really went to buy u noe! Hahaha it would be so funny if the 3 of us wear the same shirt together! Hee.. Got a wallet, got another one for my sister.. but who noes this silly girl insisted on getting a same one as mine! Oh wat to do??
My heart is bleeding... All those stuff cost $$ u noe! Things dun come cheap even thou there is a sale! They are so happy with all those new stuff.. of cos they are happy when they dun have to pay for anything and get everything! Hahaha..
Today.. as usual, work work work.. run around all over the place! Couldn't really rest! Hahaha.. Went for a very early lunch today! Boss's treat! Ho Ho.. japanese food! I ate eel and beef! Very nice! Hahaha.. Went around IMM for a while before strolling back to the office! Wat a enjoyable day!
I guess i will retire early tonite, got to wake up early again tml!! Will be joining everyone at school tml! Hoo!! HAHAhaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hoo.. Lots of work to clear yesterday! Hahaha.. then for lunch, went for some yummy peneng food near my work place! Nice ambience! Hence expected to pay higher price for it! Then went to a warehouse sale nearby! But found nutting i fancy(lucky sia..)! Then went to West Mall to get some gifts for colleagues! Today is their last day at work! Hmm.. i've got one of their hp number! Got laugh at by my colleagues for that! I return to work almost at 3.. hoo hoo!! Shh.. dun let anyone noe!
Went to cityhall with my sister for some shopping after work! Woahaha.. got some great deal! Oh ho ho.. Went to get some T-shirt, my sister suggested to get something similar for 3 of us(me, my sister and my mum)! Ok, i really went to buy u noe! Hahaha it would be so funny if the 3 of us wear the same shirt together! Hee.. Got a wallet, got another one for my sister.. but who noes this silly girl insisted on getting a same one as mine! Oh wat to do??
My heart is bleeding... All those stuff cost $$ u noe! Things dun come cheap even thou there is a sale! They are so happy with all those new stuff.. of cos they are happy when they dun have to pay for anything and get everything! Hahaha..
Today.. as usual, work work work.. run around all over the place! Couldn't really rest! Hahaha.. Went for a very early lunch today! Boss's treat! Ho Ho.. japanese food! I ate eel and beef! Very nice! Hahaha.. Went around IMM for a while before strolling back to the office! Wat a enjoyable day!
I guess i will retire early tonite, got to wake up early again tml!! Will be joining everyone at school tml! Hoo!! HAHAhaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
! month..
Haa.. Today marks the end of my first 31 days(1 month) at work!
Something special today.. met an old secondary school friend at Creative today. Nah.. She's not working at Creative, she was a promoter with Good Wood Park Hotel.. There happen to be sale of Durian stuffs (puffs and cakes) at our canteen today! My colleagues bought lots of them! Hahaha.. I didn't get any.. cos it was really expensive! I couldn't really afford. So forget it ba! I already over-spent during lunch! Actually thot of staying at Creative for my lunch.. but colleagues wanted to eat out today.. so i just follow the crowd..
So thats all for today.
Wonder y i didn't blog yesterday? I was having a hard time setting up the PC yesterday! A lame ass unplug everything.. Ho ho.. he got a good scolding for that~ Created quite a stir at home! I even receive SOS messages during work! Damn.. spoil my mood for the day!
Nah.. mood already spoilt.. Hahaha..
Much better now.. except that i really hate having someone watching me surf web from behind! Arghh..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Something special today.. met an old secondary school friend at Creative today. Nah.. She's not working at Creative, she was a promoter with Good Wood Park Hotel.. There happen to be sale of Durian stuffs (puffs and cakes) at our canteen today! My colleagues bought lots of them! Hahaha.. I didn't get any.. cos it was really expensive! I couldn't really afford. So forget it ba! I already over-spent during lunch! Actually thot of staying at Creative for my lunch.. but colleagues wanted to eat out today.. so i just follow the crowd..
So thats all for today.
Wonder y i didn't blog yesterday? I was having a hard time setting up the PC yesterday! A lame ass unplug everything.. Ho ho.. he got a good scolding for that~ Created quite a stir at home! I even receive SOS messages during work! Damn.. spoil my mood for the day!
Nah.. mood already spoilt.. Hahaha..
Much better now.. except that i really hate having someone watching me surf web from behind! Arghh..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Monday Blues...
Back home again.. regret coming home! Should have just stay out all nite long! Can't help feeling angry!
No, i'm not complaining of work! Well.. work is fine, thou busy.. but its a real easy job.. just that it requires lots of patience, got to be very organized and structured! Nutting much needed otherwise..
So its just that things are happening at home.. Why did i choose to come home straight after work? Just to hear my parents quarrel?? I just can't help feeling angry whenever they quarrel.. I would ask myself y?? Whats wrong again?? I never get any answer.. Just cannot help it but feel so angry!
I came home.. to spend time with them, not hear them quarrel. All i wanted is to spend more timw with them.. So m i wrong again?? I work hard in the office to earn my living and contribute to my family.. At the end of the day, all i hope for is a nice dinner, and watch TV together with them.. and of cos a good nite rest! So whats wrong with it?? I tried talking to them.. although hard to get words coming out of my mouth.. but i did try.. but in the end.. what do i get??
I came home.. and all i have been getting for the past weeks is some damn attitude face! Being nag at over nutting, sometimes even scolded over other people's problem...! My god, what has it got to do with me?? Yes i do understand that when one is in a foul mood, he/she tends to shoot whatever that comes to mind! Hey.. but dun you tink its only logical to shoot it at the person who cause all those screw-ups, instead of anyone in sight??
For those of you guys who know me well enough.. you will sure know that i used to be a person who prefers to stay home and do nutting rather than go out n do nutting..! And because of this, i'm always the unlucky person who always gets the dirt before anyone else! My sister told me the only thing i can do is to absorb! ABSORB everything...??? Trying to turn me into Spoonge Bob Square Pants? Nah..
I tried not to get into trouble.. I hold on to my job for the sake of my family.. I do whatever they wish for.. I tried spending more time with them.. I did.. I really tried.. But i just can't help feeling that all my effort has gone down the drain..
I guess its because things dun follow my way.. thats y i'm feeling so angry and upset.. and it all boils down to EXPECTATIONS yet again.. Perhaps i'm just expecting too much.. and when things are not up to my expectations, i get angry! When will i ever learn my lesson?????? Stupid me.. feel so screwed! Arghhhhh..
Nowadays, I just can't wait for every single chance to sneak out of the house.. just feel so upset at home! Wats really happening to me?? Oh my god.. tell me what to do!! Is this a place that i could still call home??
Perhaps i never love them enough... never shower enough care on them... never put in enough effort..
SOS... Lets all pray hard for a better tml..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
No, i'm not complaining of work! Well.. work is fine, thou busy.. but its a real easy job.. just that it requires lots of patience, got to be very organized and structured! Nutting much needed otherwise..
So its just that things are happening at home.. Why did i choose to come home straight after work? Just to hear my parents quarrel?? I just can't help feeling angry whenever they quarrel.. I would ask myself y?? Whats wrong again?? I never get any answer.. Just cannot help it but feel so angry!
I came home.. to spend time with them, not hear them quarrel. All i wanted is to spend more timw with them.. So m i wrong again?? I work hard in the office to earn my living and contribute to my family.. At the end of the day, all i hope for is a nice dinner, and watch TV together with them.. and of cos a good nite rest! So whats wrong with it?? I tried talking to them.. although hard to get words coming out of my mouth.. but i did try.. but in the end.. what do i get??
I came home.. and all i have been getting for the past weeks is some damn attitude face! Being nag at over nutting, sometimes even scolded over other people's problem...! My god, what has it got to do with me?? Yes i do understand that when one is in a foul mood, he/she tends to shoot whatever that comes to mind! Hey.. but dun you tink its only logical to shoot it at the person who cause all those screw-ups, instead of anyone in sight??
For those of you guys who know me well enough.. you will sure know that i used to be a person who prefers to stay home and do nutting rather than go out n do nutting..! And because of this, i'm always the unlucky person who always gets the dirt before anyone else! My sister told me the only thing i can do is to absorb! ABSORB everything...??? Trying to turn me into Spoonge Bob Square Pants? Nah..
I tried not to get into trouble.. I hold on to my job for the sake of my family.. I do whatever they wish for.. I tried spending more time with them.. I did.. I really tried.. But i just can't help feeling that all my effort has gone down the drain..
I guess its because things dun follow my way.. thats y i'm feeling so angry and upset.. and it all boils down to EXPECTATIONS yet again.. Perhaps i'm just expecting too much.. and when things are not up to my expectations, i get angry! When will i ever learn my lesson?????? Stupid me.. feel so screwed! Arghhhhh..
Nowadays, I just can't wait for every single chance to sneak out of the house.. just feel so upset at home! Wats really happening to me?? Oh my god.. tell me what to do!! Is this a place that i could still call home??
Perhaps i never love them enough... never shower enough care on them... never put in enough effort..
SOS... Lets all pray hard for a better tml..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
If i were you
If I were you
You want to know where we go from here.
So many roads, but none that seem clear.
Is what we have enough to last a whole life through?
Who knows. Baby, who knows.
So you're asking me 'what do we do'?
'Cause times moves so fast, and the chances seem so few.
Is it too much to think that we could have it all?
Who knows. Baby who knows.
But if I were you I'd promise to live life for all its worth.
Take all that you've been given and leave your mark upon this earth.
Trust your heart to show you everything you'll ever need.
And if I were you, I'd fall in love with me.
So hold me close, I'll kiss away your tears.
I won't promise the moon, but I promise to be here.
And what if together it gets better everyday?
Who knows. We may never know...
But if I were you I'd promise to live life for all its worth.
Take all that you've been given and leave your mark upon this earth.
Trust your heart to show you everything you'll ever need.
And if I were you, I'd fall in love with me.
If I were you, I'd fall in love with me.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
You want to know where we go from here.
So many roads, but none that seem clear.
Is what we have enough to last a whole life through?
Who knows. Baby, who knows.
So you're asking me 'what do we do'?
'Cause times moves so fast, and the chances seem so few.
Is it too much to think that we could have it all?
Who knows. Baby who knows.
But if I were you I'd promise to live life for all its worth.
Take all that you've been given and leave your mark upon this earth.
Trust your heart to show you everything you'll ever need.
And if I were you, I'd fall in love with me.
So hold me close, I'll kiss away your tears.
I won't promise the moon, but I promise to be here.
And what if together it gets better everyday?
Who knows. We may never know...
But if I were you I'd promise to live life for all its worth.
Take all that you've been given and leave your mark upon this earth.
Trust your heart to show you everything you'll ever need.
And if I were you, I'd fall in love with me.
If I were you, I'd fall in love with me.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Incredibly Irresistible Cheerene
What m i suppose to do on a hot sunday afternoon like this? Too hot to go out for shopping i guess! Seriously bored to death! Sunday afternoon are simply too precious to waste.. but yet.. i'm still wasting it like nobody's business! Anyone have any suggestions on where to go or what to do on a beautiful sunny sunday like this??
To prevent the same thing from happening again, i guess i better start planning my next weekend activities! Perhaps i should go for a relaxing morning swim next saturday! Its been something like a month or two since i last went for a dip. Too sick to swim for the past weeks, finally rid myself of those stupid illness! Morning swim is always better than swimming during anytime of the day! Water is cool.. weather is just nice, not much sun.. so you wun get tanned! Best of all, the pool isn't that crowded.. all those joining you in the morning swim will be only "ah pek(s)" and "ah ma(s)"! No noisy kids to disrupt the wonderful quietness of the morning.. Hahaha, guess thats for next week then!
Most of you might be starting school tml... When can i start school?? Arghh.... Miss school, miss those badminton games with mummy, miss almost everyone.. *Sigh*! When can i go back to school???
Ok, I'm pretty nice today(hmm.. aren't i'm suppose to be nice everyday! hahaa) I stayed at home for the whole day.. Never even step out of my house! I had my room all packed up! Guess what.. I found some much snacks and sweets hiding in my room.. No one to share with! Haiz.. what a scatterbrain i am! I can buy them, chuck them, forget them, buy more... I better find a container to keep them all! Or should i say, i shouldn't spend $$ on such treats again! Better to save up my $$..
okie.. phone call coming in!! Cheerios to u guys!!
Enjoy school life while u can! Live life without regrets! Haa..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
To prevent the same thing from happening again, i guess i better start planning my next weekend activities! Perhaps i should go for a relaxing morning swim next saturday! Its been something like a month or two since i last went for a dip. Too sick to swim for the past weeks, finally rid myself of those stupid illness! Morning swim is always better than swimming during anytime of the day! Water is cool.. weather is just nice, not much sun.. so you wun get tanned! Best of all, the pool isn't that crowded.. all those joining you in the morning swim will be only "ah pek(s)" and "ah ma(s)"! No noisy kids to disrupt the wonderful quietness of the morning.. Hahaha, guess thats for next week then!
Most of you might be starting school tml... When can i start school?? Arghh.... Miss school, miss those badminton games with mummy, miss almost everyone.. *Sigh*! When can i go back to school???
Ok, I'm pretty nice today(hmm.. aren't i'm suppose to be nice everyday! hahaa) I stayed at home for the whole day.. Never even step out of my house! I had my room all packed up! Guess what.. I found some much snacks and sweets hiding in my room.. No one to share with! Haiz.. what a scatterbrain i am! I can buy them, chuck them, forget them, buy more... I better find a container to keep them all! Or should i say, i shouldn't spend $$ on such treats again! Better to save up my $$..
okie.. phone call coming in!! Cheerios to u guys!!
Enjoy school life while u can! Live life without regrets! Haa..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Eat up your words.... Not funny at all!!
WTF.... Who is that arse who has been posting nonsense at my shout box??? U dare u just put down ur sucky name! Dun be such a tortise and try to be funny with the nicks... ITS NOT FUNNY AT ALL!!!!!
Not that i'm trying to be sensitive or what, but i jus dun like to see nonsense in my blog!
Dun ever let me find out who you are, I will make u eat ur words!
Between now and then, dun let me catch you again, I'll be hunting you..
Love,
Me
Not that i'm trying to be sensitive or what, but i jus dun like to see nonsense in my blog!
Dun ever let me find out who you are, I will make u eat ur words!
Between now and then, dun let me catch you again, I'll be hunting you..
Love,
Me
Cheerene's mistakes!
Back from RELC, near orchard area! What a stupid place, really hard to find that place! Settled some of my application stuff!
Received a call from colleague, asked me to join them for dinner tonite at Fullerton! OMG.. Where do i find $$ to go to such places! Hee.. I do need to save up seriously for my future.. Hahaha! Not that i'm that anti-social.. But its just that i felt that i dun have the ability to spend so much rite now! Actually thot of going out with a bunch of buddies for supper at some hawker centre(thats the most i could afford..) Haa.. But i guess it cancelled! Guess its all fated that i should save up abit more! Haahahaha.. u see.. even heaven is trying to lend a helping hand!!
Then went back to orchard for lunch, had some Taiwanese snacks, a set of ToriQ Bento and LJS for lunch! Then went shopping around Orchard.. Then went home on bus 65! Hahaha.. My sister kind of wanted me to take bus 7 to go Eunos.. But i was lazy! Actually deep down, I was actually hoping to take bus 7, as it would take me back to my Secondary school.. Chung Cheng High School(Branch).. Miss that silly little school! Miss my friends and teachers over there! Its a feeling.. no words can describe! I'm forever indebted to all my teachers over there! (Opps... not forgetting all my lecturers in TP!! I guess i owe them even more.. hahaha)
On my way back, board this stupid bus 65! Guess wat.. The aircon isn't working! (Shouldn't I just follow my sister and take bus 7)OMG.. Its 3pm in the afternoon.. Weather is killing everyone.. What a time to have such stupid breakdown! Luckily i had some brouches in my bag, took them out to fan myself throughout that 1 hour journey(there was a traffic jam in that area)!! I fell asleep pretty soon! Oh well, it has kind of become a habit, no matter how long or short my bus journey is, I will always catch a few winks! Hee..
But sad to say, I wasn't able to sleep very well.. For the very fact, I haven been sleeping well so the past week! Just can't stop myself from thinking! Just felt very selfish! I dun even consider much about my family before i make any decisions.. Selfish isn't it?? Yes.. I'm too selfish! I put myself before everything, everyone, every shit! I noe every well that my family cares for me.. I truly apperciate it! But my actions always suggest otherwise! Well i still have 1 month to think about it! Once everything is decided, there will be no turning back! From there onwards, I will embark on a brand new chapter in life!
Now back to my yesterday's blog! I was saying that i was abandoned by hope!! Haa.. Have u guys read Jestin's blog! I guess i was totally wrong about my concept! Yes.. she is rite, our hopes dun abandon us, we are the ones who abandon them! Perhaps i'm not so lost afterall, Just that I was clouded by dark thots! All i need is to be more focused!
I need to wake up now!! Yes.. this very moment!! I can no longer be a baby! I can no longer cry in the arms of mummy whenever something happen! I gotta be brave! I gotta be on my own! Mummy cannot be always there for me.. In fact, no one will always be there for anyone! I got to be strong! I will blaze my own path, a path that is different from all others!
"Its alrite to have hopes.. Its ok to dream! The only thing wrong is that you dun work hard to make your dreams come true!!" - Cheerene the Great -
Jestin was also talking abt Letting go. . Difficult but challenging task. Yes, letting go is never an easy task! Its a skill that people might even take a lifetime to learn! Some simply dun.. Haa! Difficult as it may seems, but i do see alot of people succeeding in this quest! So how impossible can it be?? But i can't deny that its a v.challenging task (as mentioned by jestin)! Haa.. From my point of view, "Letting it go" is always associated with "forgive and forget".. These 2 phrases somehow, to me, shares the same meaning(from certain point of view)!!
Perhaps i should share with you what my mummy irene shared with me quite sometime ago.. "...you may forgive, but you can never forget... But whenever such memories comes back, it no longer hurts u so much like it use to be..."
Haa.. Dun u just find mummy great, to be able to come up some such sentences! Its no easy task! I found that very true.. No way i could forget them! So whenever such memories come back to me, I would just laugh at it, instead of fuming away! (oh btw, getting angry or upset is bad for health) But i still need to admit that i couldn't 100% fully rid myself of such problems.. (saw my previous blog?? The way i scolded my brother.. Haa..)but rest assured that i'm working on it!!
Mummy irene also told me this.. (I believe that i have wrote this in my previous blogs, but i still would love to share with all of you again) "In order to love others, you first got to learn to love yourself.."
I always believe in sharing my happiness with everyone.. So only when i have this sense of happiness in myself, only will i be able to share it with the rest! (This is the reason behind my joining of ODOL-Paying it Forward.. simply because i felt that i have something i could give) And when you are happy, things will just fall in place for you!!
I guess i've just vomitted out some of my most precious lessons i've learnt from mummy.. Truly grateful for her words..
Haa.. Can this be consider a good deed done?? Mummy has pass on her words to me, and in turn, i have pass it to someone else.. Hmm.. Isn't this the whole idea of paying it forward? What do you think, Lorsorene(Jestin's new name)? Hee.. Not to worry too much on your MP.. your 2nd supervisor! He will be kind to all the groups under him!! He is not too bad afterall!! Haa.. Thats sort of tested and proven! Hee.. I would rather he give harsh comments on our projects, rather than those judges giving those comments.. and that kind of grades! Well, to think of it! Its actually a VERY GOOD news that he is your 2nd supervisor! I'm not going to tell u the reason here!! Perhaps next time when we meet online! Hahaha.. I guess no one is smart enough to think of this YET! Hahaha.. I can assure that you will jump with joy after hearing this piece of good news!
"One person does a good deed for another, something the person cannot do for himself and, indeed, may not expect. The recipient then goes out and does likewise to someone else and the chain of goodness continues."
Haa.. Y do i keep repeating things i've said in my previous blog entries? Guess I've have inherited this "nagginess" from my dear mummy irene! Haa.. opps.. I'm just kidding! Hee..
Alrite, its way past dinner time.. but i'm still very full(even after so much vomitting)! Can't really eat now! Guess i had too much drink jus now!
Hmm.. seems that my words make more sense today.. Haa!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Received a call from colleague, asked me to join them for dinner tonite at Fullerton! OMG.. Where do i find $$ to go to such places! Hee.. I do need to save up seriously for my future.. Hahaha! Not that i'm that anti-social.. But its just that i felt that i dun have the ability to spend so much rite now! Actually thot of going out with a bunch of buddies for supper at some hawker centre(thats the most i could afford..) Haa.. But i guess it cancelled! Guess its all fated that i should save up abit more! Haahahaha.. u see.. even heaven is trying to lend a helping hand!!
Then went back to orchard for lunch, had some Taiwanese snacks, a set of ToriQ Bento and LJS for lunch! Then went shopping around Orchard.. Then went home on bus 65! Hahaha.. My sister kind of wanted me to take bus 7 to go Eunos.. But i was lazy! Actually deep down, I was actually hoping to take bus 7, as it would take me back to my Secondary school.. Chung Cheng High School(Branch).. Miss that silly little school! Miss my friends and teachers over there! Its a feeling.. no words can describe! I'm forever indebted to all my teachers over there! (Opps... not forgetting all my lecturers in TP!! I guess i owe them even more.. hahaha)
On my way back, board this stupid bus 65! Guess wat.. The aircon isn't working! (Shouldn't I just follow my sister and take bus 7)OMG.. Its 3pm in the afternoon.. Weather is killing everyone.. What a time to have such stupid breakdown! Luckily i had some brouches in my bag, took them out to fan myself throughout that 1 hour journey(there was a traffic jam in that area)!! I fell asleep pretty soon! Oh well, it has kind of become a habit, no matter how long or short my bus journey is, I will always catch a few winks! Hee..
But sad to say, I wasn't able to sleep very well.. For the very fact, I haven been sleeping well so the past week! Just can't stop myself from thinking! Just felt very selfish! I dun even consider much about my family before i make any decisions.. Selfish isn't it?? Yes.. I'm too selfish! I put myself before everything, everyone, every shit! I noe every well that my family cares for me.. I truly apperciate it! But my actions always suggest otherwise! Well i still have 1 month to think about it! Once everything is decided, there will be no turning back! From there onwards, I will embark on a brand new chapter in life!
Now back to my yesterday's blog! I was saying that i was abandoned by hope!! Haa.. Have u guys read Jestin's blog! I guess i was totally wrong about my concept! Yes.. she is rite, our hopes dun abandon us, we are the ones who abandon them! Perhaps i'm not so lost afterall, Just that I was clouded by dark thots! All i need is to be more focused!
I need to wake up now!! Yes.. this very moment!! I can no longer be a baby! I can no longer cry in the arms of mummy whenever something happen! I gotta be brave! I gotta be on my own! Mummy cannot be always there for me.. In fact, no one will always be there for anyone! I got to be strong! I will blaze my own path, a path that is different from all others!
"Its alrite to have hopes.. Its ok to dream! The only thing wrong is that you dun work hard to make your dreams come true!!" - Cheerene the Great -
Jestin was also talking abt Letting go. . Difficult but challenging task. Yes, letting go is never an easy task! Its a skill that people might even take a lifetime to learn! Some simply dun.. Haa! Difficult as it may seems, but i do see alot of people succeeding in this quest! So how impossible can it be?? But i can't deny that its a v.challenging task (as mentioned by jestin)! Haa.. From my point of view, "Letting it go" is always associated with "forgive and forget".. These 2 phrases somehow, to me, shares the same meaning(from certain point of view)!!
Perhaps i should share with you what my mummy irene shared with me quite sometime ago.. "...you may forgive, but you can never forget... But whenever such memories comes back, it no longer hurts u so much like it use to be..."
Haa.. Dun u just find mummy great, to be able to come up some such sentences! Its no easy task! I found that very true.. No way i could forget them! So whenever such memories come back to me, I would just laugh at it, instead of fuming away! (oh btw, getting angry or upset is bad for health) But i still need to admit that i couldn't 100% fully rid myself of such problems.. (saw my previous blog?? The way i scolded my brother.. Haa..)but rest assured that i'm working on it!!
Mummy irene also told me this.. (I believe that i have wrote this in my previous blogs, but i still would love to share with all of you again) "In order to love others, you first got to learn to love yourself.."
I always believe in sharing my happiness with everyone.. So only when i have this sense of happiness in myself, only will i be able to share it with the rest! (This is the reason behind my joining of ODOL-Paying it Forward.. simply because i felt that i have something i could give) And when you are happy, things will just fall in place for you!!
I guess i've just vomitted out some of my most precious lessons i've learnt from mummy.. Truly grateful for her words..
Haa.. Can this be consider a good deed done?? Mummy has pass on her words to me, and in turn, i have pass it to someone else.. Hmm.. Isn't this the whole idea of paying it forward? What do you think, Lorsorene(Jestin's new name)? Hee.. Not to worry too much on your MP.. your 2nd supervisor! He will be kind to all the groups under him!! He is not too bad afterall!! Haa.. Thats sort of tested and proven! Hee.. I would rather he give harsh comments on our projects, rather than those judges giving those comments.. and that kind of grades! Well, to think of it! Its actually a VERY GOOD news that he is your 2nd supervisor! I'm not going to tell u the reason here!! Perhaps next time when we meet online! Hahaha.. I guess no one is smart enough to think of this YET! Hahaha.. I can assure that you will jump with joy after hearing this piece of good news!
"One person does a good deed for another, something the person cannot do for himself and, indeed, may not expect. The recipient then goes out and does likewise to someone else and the chain of goodness continues."
Haa.. Y do i keep repeating things i've said in my previous blog entries? Guess I've have inherited this "nagginess" from my dear mummy irene! Haa.. opps.. I'm just kidding! Hee..
Alrite, its way past dinner time.. but i'm still very full(even after so much vomitting)! Can't really eat now! Guess i had too much drink jus now!
Hmm.. seems that my words make more sense today.. Haa!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Abandoned by hope... lost in my world.. full of shit!
Interesting.. I'm actually home on friday nite, with no where to go! Hahaha.. not that there isn't any appointment! Lol... Turn them down, hoping something better will come along the way.. apparently, there isn't any! Thot of going nite hiking with my colleagues.. but turn it down! Frends called, asked me to join them at their place for a whole nite of fun with their new DVDs and KTV session.. Thot that it would be nice, but i still rejected the offer! Stupid rite???
Hence i'm here yet again for another long blog..
Its very much like what we experience in life, we always turn down what we deem as "not so good".. but what determines what is good?? Gut feeling maybe! We are always hoping for the better.. But this so-called "better" doesn't seems to always come on time.. Just simply feel like being abandoned by the one thing that i used to call it.. hope..
Feel as if i have lost my sense of direction.. going along blindly with watever,whoever that comes along my way. Where has my goals went to? Y m i always trying so hard, yet end up with nutting in life that i really yearn for? By the way, what do i look for in life?? I thot i use to be very clear.. but somehow, it has become a very far-fetch idea! Y?
Lost..
Meaningless somehow! But what does life really mean to me? What does it mean to you?
My sister showed me a entrepreneur-related webby.. Saw one of my cousin there! That financial advisor i was talking about.. Hmm.. pretty interesting.. I thot he really look like one of my course-mate! Hahaha.. well, he make it big! Good for him!
Nice sentence i got from there..
"entrepreneur is one who innovates and not duplicates"
Perhaps one fine day, i will be there too.. I certainly hope so! Think i will have to re-set all my goals, draft out my directions yet again! But dun noe what is my next step in life.. Where will i be the next moment? I have no answer to this yet..
Talking to jestin now, kind of like she came up with this very interesting idea!
On father's day(similar for mother's day), we kids shouldn't be the one giving gifts to our dad(or mum)! In fact, we should be the one receiving gifts! Y??? Simply because we are the ones who made them "dad"(or "mum").. Without us, they wouldn't even get the chance to celebrate this occassion! Isn't it cool! Hahaha.. thanks to jestin for coming up with such a wonderful idea! I guess i will be able to save a great deal when the next occassion comes along!
Got complaint by my stupid brother.. yeah.. brother.. since when did he treat me like his sister? I'm nutting more than a ATM machine to him! But one thing that makes me different from such machines is that, he got to pay up! Money dun come easy u noe! Of cos i must get back everything i "give" out! Damn him! Giving me attitude! No way m i going to tolerate such nonsense from someone who is even worst then a piece of shit! He should really do some reflection! At the age of 25, Still nutting to his credit! Practically living off the family! What a useless bum! Shit head! Dumb ass! I just can't find a more suitable word for him other than those mentioned.. Fancy throwing his weight around! Think i will be scare?? No way man! Cheerene fears no one... Or perhaps i should say.. Cheerene fears someone... but definitely not him! Well, at least cheerene fears of mummy!
Anyway, forget it! He can live in his dream world! We shall see who has the last laugh! He shall see, I shall laugh!
Share a song with u! This is the song that i've been wanting to share but keep forgetting about it! This is only part of it, wait till i'm dead free, then i will type out word by word for u!
I look in the sky,
and there i saw a star
shinning so bright above.
I close my eyes
and wish upon a star
that i would find true love.
Someone who needed me
Someone to share my life.
For a love that would be true,
I would wait forever..
Very nice song.. But i can't remember the title. Izzit wrong to wait?? Hahaha.. All of us hate to wait, but aren't we wait everyday! Hahaha.. Thats life perhaps! Silly isn't it! Thou we dun like, but we still have to do it! Nutting is perfect in life. Life will always be dotted with impurities!
Nobody is perfect..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
(PS: I am nobody)
Hence i'm here yet again for another long blog..
Its very much like what we experience in life, we always turn down what we deem as "not so good".. but what determines what is good?? Gut feeling maybe! We are always hoping for the better.. But this so-called "better" doesn't seems to always come on time.. Just simply feel like being abandoned by the one thing that i used to call it.. hope..
Feel as if i have lost my sense of direction.. going along blindly with watever,whoever that comes along my way. Where has my goals went to? Y m i always trying so hard, yet end up with nutting in life that i really yearn for? By the way, what do i look for in life?? I thot i use to be very clear.. but somehow, it has become a very far-fetch idea! Y?
Lost..
Meaningless somehow! But what does life really mean to me? What does it mean to you?
My sister showed me a entrepreneur-related webby.. Saw one of my cousin there! That financial advisor i was talking about.. Hmm.. pretty interesting.. I thot he really look like one of my course-mate! Hahaha.. well, he make it big! Good for him!
Nice sentence i got from there..
"entrepreneur is one who innovates and not duplicates"
Perhaps one fine day, i will be there too.. I certainly hope so! Think i will have to re-set all my goals, draft out my directions yet again! But dun noe what is my next step in life.. Where will i be the next moment? I have no answer to this yet..
Talking to jestin now, kind of like she came up with this very interesting idea!
On father's day(similar for mother's day), we kids shouldn't be the one giving gifts to our dad(or mum)! In fact, we should be the one receiving gifts! Y??? Simply because we are the ones who made them "dad"(or "mum").. Without us, they wouldn't even get the chance to celebrate this occassion! Isn't it cool! Hahaha.. thanks to jestin for coming up with such a wonderful idea! I guess i will be able to save a great deal when the next occassion comes along!
Got complaint by my stupid brother.. yeah.. brother.. since when did he treat me like his sister? I'm nutting more than a ATM machine to him! But one thing that makes me different from such machines is that, he got to pay up! Money dun come easy u noe! Of cos i must get back everything i "give" out! Damn him! Giving me attitude! No way m i going to tolerate such nonsense from someone who is even worst then a piece of shit! He should really do some reflection! At the age of 25, Still nutting to his credit! Practically living off the family! What a useless bum! Shit head! Dumb ass! I just can't find a more suitable word for him other than those mentioned.. Fancy throwing his weight around! Think i will be scare?? No way man! Cheerene fears no one... Or perhaps i should say.. Cheerene fears someone... but definitely not him! Well, at least cheerene fears of mummy!
Anyway, forget it! He can live in his dream world! We shall see who has the last laugh! He shall see, I shall laugh!
Share a song with u! This is the song that i've been wanting to share but keep forgetting about it! This is only part of it, wait till i'm dead free, then i will type out word by word for u!
I look in the sky,
and there i saw a star
shinning so bright above.
I close my eyes
and wish upon a star
that i would find true love.
Someone who needed me
Someone to share my life.
For a love that would be true,
I would wait forever..
Very nice song.. But i can't remember the title. Izzit wrong to wait?? Hahaha.. All of us hate to wait, but aren't we wait everyday! Hahaha.. Thats life perhaps! Silly isn't it! Thou we dun like, but we still have to do it! Nutting is perfect in life. Life will always be dotted with impurities!
Nobody is perfect..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
(PS: I am nobody)
My dumb sister's birthday!
Alrite guys! First of all would like to say sorry to chris and gang! I was actually suppose to meet you people for dinner tonite, but i back out last minute! Not without a reason of cos! But still would like to offer my most sincere apologies..
Ahem.. June 17, 1991.. My mum gave me a new sister(<-- sorry that i couldn't come up with another better pharsing now)! Yup, the one dumb sister who brought me lots of sorrows and pain throughtout all these years! But never will i forget the joy and happiness she gave me occasionally.. This dumb sister of mine, had "extort" lots of gifts from me already, but nevertheless.. i still rushed home after work today and got her a small cake! Could really see the happiness in her eyes. Yup, thats rite, today is my dumb sister's birthday! I knew that my mum will be out for dinner with my father, so i rushed home just to keep her company on her birthday! U noe, its really very bad if you have to spend your birthday all alone, infront of the computer..
When i got her to cut the cake, i told her to make a wish! Guess what was her reply??
Dumb sister: "I need no wishes, I am a happy person already.."
Well, i guess she is really a very happy person at that very moment! Perhaps she was really touched by that little cake i've got her! Oh well, who wouldn't be?? Hahaha.. Dun be envy of her in any way, okie! I'm a bad sister ah.. Hahaha! Thats what she always say of me! What do u tink? Hee..
Had a long day at work! Finally see some end to the inventory thingy! Expected to finish it by tomolo! Today, my supervisor saw me getting very stress up over the inventory stuff! She bought me a taro pie! Wow.. That was yummy! Then as i plough thru the whole inventory, i found some damn serious mistakes! Oh... Without those silly mistakes, i could have saved alot of time! Oh man! What a waste of time, due to someone else's stupid mistakes! My supervisor almost fainted when i pointed out that mistake to her! Ahhh.. finally.. , finally will be able to rest properly on my long-awaited weekend! But i seriously doubt so! Will be busy on saturday too! Got to settle some application stuff and bring my mum to orchard for some shopping maybe!
I finally remembered what i wanted to share with all of u! Got really attracted by the concept of "Paying it Forward", so i decided to visit that webby! And send in my particulars to register myself as a participant of this great movement! Seriously hope that all of you out there could be part of this wonderful movement too!
One person does a good deed for another, something the person cannot do for himself and, indeed, may not expect. The recipient then goes out and does likewise to someone else and the chain of goodness continues.
Weekend's coming again! Wonder what will happen this weekend! Hopefully wun get sick like the past 2 weeks again! Stupid.. Wasted my weekends falling sick! Can't go anyway when i'm too sick to even stand up straight! Hahaha.. no wonder my mum forbid me to go anywhere! Lol.. Nah.. Its just out of her care and concern lah! I dun blame her for it! I just blame myself for being so stupid, trying to go out even when i can't walk properly!
Still coughing abit here and there! But rest assured, I'm recovering already! Please dun ask me to see a doctor! I'm really scare of seeing doctors! They are gonna stick that big fat needle into my butt again! (That was many many years ago, I had very serious food poisoning, the doctor gave me n injection in my butt!).... Ok.. stop laughing! Its not funny! In fact, its painfully okie! Hahaha.. but that was years ago lah! But till now, i'm still afraid of going to clinics, taking awful medicine..
In short, I just hate falling sick!
Hahaha.. oh well, who likes it anyway!
Oh today, i left my handphone at home! Wow.. I simply felt so stranded all alone at jurong! Stupid me!
Will definitely remember to bring along my phone tomolo! Hahaha.. Love u all, good nite! Cheers.. and take care!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Ahem.. June 17, 1991.. My mum gave me a new sister(<-- sorry that i couldn't come up with another better pharsing now)! Yup, the one dumb sister who brought me lots of sorrows and pain throughtout all these years! But never will i forget the joy and happiness she gave me occasionally.. This dumb sister of mine, had "extort" lots of gifts from me already, but nevertheless.. i still rushed home after work today and got her a small cake! Could really see the happiness in her eyes. Yup, thats rite, today is my dumb sister's birthday! I knew that my mum will be out for dinner with my father, so i rushed home just to keep her company on her birthday! U noe, its really very bad if you have to spend your birthday all alone, infront of the computer..
When i got her to cut the cake, i told her to make a wish! Guess what was her reply??
Dumb sister: "I need no wishes, I am a happy person already.."
Well, i guess she is really a very happy person at that very moment! Perhaps she was really touched by that little cake i've got her! Oh well, who wouldn't be?? Hahaha.. Dun be envy of her in any way, okie! I'm a bad sister ah.. Hahaha! Thats what she always say of me! What do u tink? Hee..
Had a long day at work! Finally see some end to the inventory thingy! Expected to finish it by tomolo! Today, my supervisor saw me getting very stress up over the inventory stuff! She bought me a taro pie! Wow.. That was yummy! Then as i plough thru the whole inventory, i found some damn serious mistakes! Oh... Without those silly mistakes, i could have saved alot of time! Oh man! What a waste of time, due to someone else's stupid mistakes! My supervisor almost fainted when i pointed out that mistake to her! Ahhh.. finally.. , finally will be able to rest properly on my long-awaited weekend! But i seriously doubt so! Will be busy on saturday too! Got to settle some application stuff and bring my mum to orchard for some shopping maybe!
I finally remembered what i wanted to share with all of u! Got really attracted by the concept of "Paying it Forward", so i decided to visit that webby! And send in my particulars to register myself as a participant of this great movement! Seriously hope that all of you out there could be part of this wonderful movement too!
One person does a good deed for another, something the person cannot do for himself and, indeed, may not expect. The recipient then goes out and does likewise to someone else and the chain of goodness continues.
Weekend's coming again! Wonder what will happen this weekend! Hopefully wun get sick like the past 2 weeks again! Stupid.. Wasted my weekends falling sick! Can't go anyway when i'm too sick to even stand up straight! Hahaha.. no wonder my mum forbid me to go anywhere! Lol.. Nah.. Its just out of her care and concern lah! I dun blame her for it! I just blame myself for being so stupid, trying to go out even when i can't walk properly!
Still coughing abit here and there! But rest assured, I'm recovering already! Please dun ask me to see a doctor! I'm really scare of seeing doctors! They are gonna stick that big fat needle into my butt again! (That was many many years ago, I had very serious food poisoning, the doctor gave me n injection in my butt!).... Ok.. stop laughing! Its not funny! In fact, its painfully okie! Hahaha.. but that was years ago lah! But till now, i'm still afraid of going to clinics, taking awful medicine..
In short, I just hate falling sick!
Hahaha.. oh well, who likes it anyway!
Oh today, i left my handphone at home! Wow.. I simply felt so stranded all alone at jurong! Stupid me!
Will definitely remember to bring along my phone tomolo! Hahaha.. Love u all, good nite! Cheers.. and take care!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Time for another blog! Hahaha
Today almost fainted infront of my computer again! Still have not finish my inventory! Haiz! Work are coming in really fast! Its gonna take a while before i could clear them up!
Okie! Got some news from colleagues and supervisor! One of the manager has been eyeing on me.. Ok, they are in the middle of planning some new work for me! This is wonderful, dot dot dot.. Hahaha! Whatever it is! Accept it as the way it is! Wouldn't allow anything to affect my everything! Lolx..
Had 3 slices of my choco bread today! I'm left with another 3 slices of it! Should last me for another day! Oh my, that means no food for friday! Hahaha nvm lah, go hungry once in a while is alrite ba i tink! Afterall, my office is well-stocked with snacks, pantry is full of cookies! But the canteen is very bad.. only left with pau and bread! Omg.. Hahaha
Have been chatting with Zihua online, we were talking about some very chim topic! Something that has no right, no wrongs! Each of us have very different perception of the way of life! Hahaha..
Oh my, I can't remember what i wanted to blog down so badly! Give me sometime to think abt it! I will blog it down as soon as i remember! I just noe i still have much more to write, but i simply can't remember it!
Forgive me for my short-term memory! Give me some time.. :)
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Okie! Got some news from colleagues and supervisor! One of the manager has been eyeing on me.. Ok, they are in the middle of planning some new work for me! This is wonderful, dot dot dot.. Hahaha! Whatever it is! Accept it as the way it is! Wouldn't allow anything to affect my everything! Lolx..
Had 3 slices of my choco bread today! I'm left with another 3 slices of it! Should last me for another day! Oh my, that means no food for friday! Hahaha nvm lah, go hungry once in a while is alrite ba i tink! Afterall, my office is well-stocked with snacks, pantry is full of cookies! But the canteen is very bad.. only left with pau and bread! Omg.. Hahaha
Have been chatting with Zihua online, we were talking about some very chim topic! Something that has no right, no wrongs! Each of us have very different perception of the way of life! Hahaha..
Oh my, I can't remember what i wanted to blog down so badly! Give me sometime to think abt it! I will blog it down as soon as i remember! I just noe i still have much more to write, but i simply can't remember it!
Forgive me for my short-term memory! Give me some time.. :)
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Can't stop blogging... can't stop thinking!
So happily browsing thru my friendster' account! Have Just added one of my funny colleague to my account! Hahaha
Orite, today was treated to a nice pizza cum KFC lunch! It was birthday of 2 of my colleagues(coincidentally.. their birthday happpen to be on the same day!)! So my manager actually gave us a treat! Yipee! Hahaha so finally one day with a proper lunch! No need for me to munch on my bread today! Haa.. Now my bread can last me one day longer! lol..
Today almost vomitted infront of the computer! Have to settle the inventory stuff! So much to do.. can't seems to finish it! Haiz.. really makes me fall asleep sia! Dun really like to sit down the whole day infront of the computer! At least let me walk around mah! haa..
Found another job recruitment poster at the void deck that is really interesting. They are looking for block cleaners! Hmm.. come to think of it! It really suits me ah! This job will require minimum travelling, cos its just in this area! And it does fit what i'm looking for, a job that lets me move around! No need to sit infront of the computer all day long! Do u think i should call my make my application?? Hee..
Keep having this problem! I can't seems to sleep at nite! Something are troubling me again? Yeah perhaps! Can't sleep well for the past few nites oready! Keep imaginging things! Oh well... thats me! Can't help it! Hahaha Hope to stop it soon! Hahaha.. not to worry guys! I'm getting on very well!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Orite, today was treated to a nice pizza cum KFC lunch! It was birthday of 2 of my colleagues(coincidentally.. their birthday happpen to be on the same day!)! So my manager actually gave us a treat! Yipee! Hahaha so finally one day with a proper lunch! No need for me to munch on my bread today! Haa.. Now my bread can last me one day longer! lol..
Today almost vomitted infront of the computer! Have to settle the inventory stuff! So much to do.. can't seems to finish it! Haiz.. really makes me fall asleep sia! Dun really like to sit down the whole day infront of the computer! At least let me walk around mah! haa..
Found another job recruitment poster at the void deck that is really interesting. They are looking for block cleaners! Hmm.. come to think of it! It really suits me ah! This job will require minimum travelling, cos its just in this area! And it does fit what i'm looking for, a job that lets me move around! No need to sit infront of the computer all day long! Do u think i should call my make my application?? Hee..
Keep having this problem! I can't seems to sleep at nite! Something are troubling me again? Yeah perhaps! Can't sleep well for the past few nites oready! Keep imaginging things! Oh well... thats me! Can't help it! Hahaha Hope to stop it soon! Hahaha.. not to worry guys! I'm getting on very well!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Another phrase brought to you by the one and only.. Cheerene!
Time waits for no man, neither does cheerene!
Hahaha wat a stupid sentence! Got this idea from a sentence i saw on webby! Pls dun mind my stupidity!
Got to run! Take good care of yourself! Yipee!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hahaha wat a stupid sentence! Got this idea from a sentence i saw on webby! Pls dun mind my stupidity!
Got to run! Take good care of yourself! Yipee!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Back from work.. going to bed!
Back from work, suffering from a bad headache for the whole day! Not too sure what happen, perhaps it was due to the bad weather!
Today was a very busy day, i have been messing around with the inventory for the whole day. It wasn't even half done by the time i left office! Oh my god! I guess this will be how i'm going to spend my week in office! Its really draining me of all my brain juice!
Today brought in one loave of my favourite chocolate bread from bon joure! Had 3 slices for lunch! So nice! So this loave of choco bread will settle my whole week's lunch! Hahaha
Gonna pop some panadols before i go to sleep later! Maybe i shall pack up my room in a while!
Just can't help having this feeling.. But i do really miss all of u! Really really miss each and everyone of u!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Today was a very busy day, i have been messing around with the inventory for the whole day. It wasn't even half done by the time i left office! Oh my god! I guess this will be how i'm going to spend my week in office! Its really draining me of all my brain juice!
Today brought in one loave of my favourite chocolate bread from bon joure! Had 3 slices for lunch! So nice! So this loave of choco bread will settle my whole week's lunch! Hahaha
Gonna pop some panadols before i go to sleep later! Maybe i shall pack up my room in a while!
Just can't help having this feeling.. But i do really miss all of u! Really really miss each and everyone of u!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Vegetarian BBQ.. anyone?
Well, I came back yesterday nite at almost 12 o'clock! Brought back lots of food from the BBQ, all vegetarian stuff! Pity that all of my family were asleep, they couldn't taste it yesterday nite. But my mum heated up the food this morning! Everything still taste pretty good!
Yesterday's BBQ was definitely one of its kind! All dishes were basically vegetarian stuff! All except the chix wings(marinated with lots of garlic.. Superb)! Some of the dishes include:
Vegetarian Mutton curry
Vegetarian Char Siew
Vegetarian Satay
Vegetarian "Sing Chow" Bee Hoon
Vegetarian Stir-Fried Chicken with celery
Vegetarian Kebarb
It was abit weird, my friend was from ELN, so all the people she invited was (needless to say) all from ELN! I was the only CEN student over there! There was also another TEL student with us! Hahaha.. it was like a miniature ELN grad nite!
Yesterday nite talk was revolved around work! Seems that i was among the very very very few people who have started working! In fact, there was only another guy who have started working recently! We started talking about working life, our "dream" range of salary, working hours. I guess it was really my luck to be able to work in a MNC! Creative simply sound so impressive to them! They were so interested in my company! Hahaha, but currently, i'm still a small puny temp staff! When will i get promoted and become a "business owner"(these people who their own products to take care of)??
I understand from a few of them that they are still looking for jobs! Jobs weren't hard to find actually! Some of them actually turn down jobs with lower pay! Most of them choose to be jobless simply because they wanted to find their dream job! I haven't found mine too, but that doesn't i should wait! I think its better to be more practical! Anyway, our dream job now, may not still be our dream job after 10 years down the road! How many of us can really find our own dream job??
But anyway, how good your job is, is determined by yourself isn't it?? You gotta learn to persuade yourself to love what you are doing! Be good to yourself!
Btw, been coughing like hell! Haiz.. I tink it will take me sometime to recover! Meanwhile no cold drinks for me! Haiz! If i take cold drinks, it will make me cough even worst! And my mum will nag.. and force me to drink the stupid cough mixture again!!
Cheers
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yesterday's BBQ was definitely one of its kind! All dishes were basically vegetarian stuff! All except the chix wings(marinated with lots of garlic.. Superb)! Some of the dishes include:
Vegetarian Mutton curry
Vegetarian Char Siew
Vegetarian Satay
Vegetarian "Sing Chow" Bee Hoon
Vegetarian Stir-Fried Chicken with celery
Vegetarian Kebarb
It was abit weird, my friend was from ELN, so all the people she invited was (needless to say) all from ELN! I was the only CEN student over there! There was also another TEL student with us! Hahaha.. it was like a miniature ELN grad nite!
Yesterday nite talk was revolved around work! Seems that i was among the very very very few people who have started working! In fact, there was only another guy who have started working recently! We started talking about working life, our "dream" range of salary, working hours. I guess it was really my luck to be able to work in a MNC! Creative simply sound so impressive to them! They were so interested in my company! Hahaha, but currently, i'm still a small puny temp staff! When will i get promoted and become a "business owner"(these people who their own products to take care of)??
I understand from a few of them that they are still looking for jobs! Jobs weren't hard to find actually! Some of them actually turn down jobs with lower pay! Most of them choose to be jobless simply because they wanted to find their dream job! I haven't found mine too, but that doesn't i should wait! I think its better to be more practical! Anyway, our dream job now, may not still be our dream job after 10 years down the road! How many of us can really find our own dream job??
But anyway, how good your job is, is determined by yourself isn't it?? You gotta learn to persuade yourself to love what you are doing! Be good to yourself!
Btw, been coughing like hell! Haiz.. I tink it will take me sometime to recover! Meanwhile no cold drinks for me! Haiz! If i take cold drinks, it will make me cough even worst! And my mum will nag.. and force me to drink the stupid cough mixture again!!
Cheers
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Nice bloggy template!
Cool Blog Template?? Yeah! Thanks to Jestin!
Something first of its kind! Yeah! Thanks to my ultimate creativity.. and of cos Jestin's superb skills with HTML. This was done within an hour if i'm not wrong! Hahaha I'll try to get nicer pix of everyone and get them uploaded! I've just finish updating some of the information inside this "friendster-like" blog of mine! Not all the links are working now.. Pls have some patience!
Thanks a million to all supporters of my humble blog!
Proud to bring you a news i heard on TV moblie that day while i was on my way to work! Singapore now has the highest number of bloggers per capita in the world!! This is pretty cool! Nowadays, blogs come in all size and shape! Templates available almost everywhere! Apply a little bit of creativity and yours will shine! I'm glad mine is different from the rest!
Need to go out for some fresh air now! will be back at nite i guess.. or perhaps, tomolo morning! Hehehe..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Something first of its kind! Yeah! Thanks to my ultimate creativity.. and of cos Jestin's superb skills with HTML. This was done within an hour if i'm not wrong! Hahaha I'll try to get nicer pix of everyone and get them uploaded! I've just finish updating some of the information inside this "friendster-like" blog of mine! Not all the links are working now.. Pls have some patience!
Thanks a million to all supporters of my humble blog!
Proud to bring you a news i heard on TV moblie that day while i was on my way to work! Singapore now has the highest number of bloggers per capita in the world!! This is pretty cool! Nowadays, blogs come in all size and shape! Templates available almost everywhere! Apply a little bit of creativity and yours will shine! I'm glad mine is different from the rest!
Need to go out for some fresh air now! will be back at nite i guess.. or perhaps, tomolo morning! Hehehe..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
New Face.. cool
Can't help it, but i'm really looking forward to my blog's new look! Jestin is helping me with it! I've been pestering her to help me with it for sometime! So today, an idea struck me! So poor jestin got to start working on it now! Hahaha.. Thanks girl! I owe u once again!
New look, new feel! Hope you guys will like it when its up and running! It wun be just another blog.. Its gonna be a simply irresistible one!
Have fun..
Cheers
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
New look, new feel! Hope you guys will like it when its up and running! It wun be just another blog.. Its gonna be a simply irresistible one!
Have fun..
Cheers
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Lalala..
Oh my.. today there was a very serious starring incident at my workplace! My colleague audrea, stared at me, so i just dig out her eyes and put it in a carton and sent it to South Africa.. Oh my, isn't that scary. Don't worry, its just a "joke of the day"!
This is how the story goes..
I was packing a box of keyboard and mouse, then i brought it to weighing machine. Jenny was there to help me.. both of us were having fun with the machine. Audrea came over to look for jenny, and i happen to turn around and saw her standing behind me..
Me: 0_0
Audrea: Not looking for u lah, I looking for jenny..
Me: hmmm.. icic
Audrea: What u all doing here??
Jenny: Taking weight of this carton lor, we want to send to South Africa de..
Audrea: Whats inside that carton?
Jenny: Inside got... (interrupted by me)
Me: Haiz.. Just now got one fella wave at jenny.. so his hand is inside this carton now..
Jenny: (giggling) ya.. then just now got one fella smile at Liping.. his head is also inside liao..
Audrea: Wah, both of u so fierce one ah??
Me: not lah, not really fierce..
Me: Oie.. Audrea, wat are u starring at??
Jenny: oh.. u die le, she wan to dig out ur eyes le!
Me: U wait.. since we are friends, i go and find a nice box for your eyes! So later u tell me where you want to send your eyes to, I get Bee Leng to send it by FedEx..
That was the joke that we continued till i knock off today! We came up with more "ulu" places that we could send audrea's eyes to. Then came up with more body parts to cut.. Wahaha! Scary working-life huh? Hehehe, we just kidding one lah!
Then later i saw Liqi at the photocopying machine, so i walk over to the machine and disturb her.
Me: Wahaha.. poor audrea, let us disturb until she bth..
jenny: ya lor.. i tink we dun disturb her so much lah..
Me: ya, i agree.. we dun disturb her liao lah, we change our target to Liqi lor..
Liqi: oie.. none of my business okie!!
Me n jenny: Hehehe..
Liqi: I ask my boss to come out then u all noe..
Me n jenny: Hahaha..
jenny: No use de, cos she oso scare of us!
Me: ya lor.. practically no one can save u now!
(My boss happen to walk out of his cubicle)
Boss: Liqi.. u kena bully by them ah?
Liqi: ya lor.. this 2 hor!
Boss: Haha.. last time only got jenny, now still got one more Liping.. All the best to you!
Ok.. so by now can u see wat a terror me n jenny were?? Definitely a nitemare of all our colleagues!
So today got more "tie dan" to eat! Today got those really big ones! Even harder to chew on! Wahahaha.. those who like to eat eggs will definitely enjoy the taste of "tie dan"! Then ben still gave me some wasabi crackers to eat.. wow.. really hot sia! Hahaha. Althou today is one busy day for most of us in the office, but we still had alot of fun! This is the way to work! Enjoy it! Cheers.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
This is how the story goes..
I was packing a box of keyboard and mouse, then i brought it to weighing machine. Jenny was there to help me.. both of us were having fun with the machine. Audrea came over to look for jenny, and i happen to turn around and saw her standing behind me..
Me: 0_0
Audrea: Not looking for u lah, I looking for jenny..
Me: hmmm.. icic
Audrea: What u all doing here??
Jenny: Taking weight of this carton lor, we want to send to South Africa de..
Audrea: Whats inside that carton?
Jenny: Inside got... (interrupted by me)
Me: Haiz.. Just now got one fella wave at jenny.. so his hand is inside this carton now..
Jenny: (giggling) ya.. then just now got one fella smile at Liping.. his head is also inside liao..
Audrea: Wah, both of u so fierce one ah??
Me: not lah, not really fierce..
Me: Oie.. Audrea, wat are u starring at??
Jenny: oh.. u die le, she wan to dig out ur eyes le!
Me: U wait.. since we are friends, i go and find a nice box for your eyes! So later u tell me where you want to send your eyes to, I get Bee Leng to send it by FedEx..
That was the joke that we continued till i knock off today! We came up with more "ulu" places that we could send audrea's eyes to. Then came up with more body parts to cut.. Wahaha! Scary working-life huh? Hehehe, we just kidding one lah!
Then later i saw Liqi at the photocopying machine, so i walk over to the machine and disturb her.
Me: Wahaha.. poor audrea, let us disturb until she bth..
jenny: ya lor.. i tink we dun disturb her so much lah..
Me: ya, i agree.. we dun disturb her liao lah, we change our target to Liqi lor..
Liqi: oie.. none of my business okie!!
Me n jenny: Hehehe..
Liqi: I ask my boss to come out then u all noe..
Me n jenny: Hahaha..
jenny: No use de, cos she oso scare of us!
Me: ya lor.. practically no one can save u now!
(My boss happen to walk out of his cubicle)
Boss: Liqi.. u kena bully by them ah?
Liqi: ya lor.. this 2 hor!
Boss: Haha.. last time only got jenny, now still got one more Liping.. All the best to you!
Ok.. so by now can u see wat a terror me n jenny were?? Definitely a nitemare of all our colleagues!
So today got more "tie dan" to eat! Today got those really big ones! Even harder to chew on! Wahahaha.. those who like to eat eggs will definitely enjoy the taste of "tie dan"! Then ben still gave me some wasabi crackers to eat.. wow.. really hot sia! Hahaha. Althou today is one busy day for most of us in the office, but we still had alot of fun! This is the way to work! Enjoy it! Cheers.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Nite nite!
Maybe for a very short bloggy before i go n rest!
Well.. today have been a busy day! As time goes by, I've been getting the hang of the job. Definitely my previous stint with the company has paid off! It really helps me alot when i pick things up!
Today we actually went down to the warehouse to go a physical check on the inventory. It was hard work, but hey.. no pain, no gain! Hahaha, at least now that we manage to clear alot of things, it will help to facilitate my work in the future! Now the whole area looks much cleaner n much nicer!
Wow, i've been trying to change the whole working environment like mad, no time to waste.. Its about time they experience something different in their normal daily working life! Hahaha.. Well at least i'm making everybody's life easier(hopefully)! Implementing new systems and rules definitely will benefit all in the long run!
In time to come, we shall all see..
Enjoy the wonderful week ahead, and lets meet up for a drink sometime soon.. All of us(esp those who haven been updating their bloggies) will have alot of catching up to do!! Cheers!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Well.. today have been a busy day! As time goes by, I've been getting the hang of the job. Definitely my previous stint with the company has paid off! It really helps me alot when i pick things up!
Today we actually went down to the warehouse to go a physical check on the inventory. It was hard work, but hey.. no pain, no gain! Hahaha, at least now that we manage to clear alot of things, it will help to facilitate my work in the future! Now the whole area looks much cleaner n much nicer!
Wow, i've been trying to change the whole working environment like mad, no time to waste.. Its about time they experience something different in their normal daily working life! Hahaha.. Well at least i'm making everybody's life easier(hopefully)! Implementing new systems and rules definitely will benefit all in the long run!
In time to come, we shall all see..
Enjoy the wonderful week ahead, and lets meet up for a drink sometime soon.. All of us(esp those who haven been updating their bloggies) will have alot of catching up to do!! Cheers!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Need more work to keep me going...
Back from 1 whole day of non-stop fun and adventure at work!
Today tried something for the first time in my life.. Hahaha, its "iron-egg" (tie dan)from Taiwan.. Some colleagues just returned from Taiwan from business trip, one of them got some of their local products for us! Very nice of him.. Too bad i'm still down with my stupid flu, couldn't really fully enjoy it! Oh well, there is always tml.. Hahaha, still got some green-tea "muai-chee".. Oh stupid flu.. Be gone!
Had fun in office today, my colleagues had fun laughing at me.. cos i couldn't talk much today! Sort of lose my voice again.. I seriouly dun understand y people simply like it so much when i lose my voice?? I remember when i was in school, whenever i lose my voice, my classmates n friends would laugh at me when i speak and nutting comes out of my mouth! Ok.. thats pretty funny i should say.. Maybe i talk too much everytime.. so whenever i can't speak out, people tend to laugh out loud!
Didn't went for lunch today, have no appetite.. due to the flu maybe.. Kind of save a few dollars because of this! I think i should go on like this, and in no time, i would be rich! Yes.. Thats the way! I found another way to gear myself up for my dreams! Yeah!!Anyway the food in the canteen is not as good as Short Circuit.. Thou the price is more or less comparable to Short Circuit! Heard from colleagues that there are better food over at IMM.. But expect to pay a higher price for better food of cos! Oh forget it! IMM is around a 15 mins walk from my workplace! I'm just can't be bothered! No way will i walk under the hot afternoon sun for 15 mins x2 just for another meal! The sun already turn me off.. let alone the price of the food! YES.. I'm going to be RICH in no time..! Hahaha
I guess its really a matter of choice.. How i use to complain about my work.. but u see, now i'm actually enjoying myself at work! Guess what i choose in life?? Happiness.. not only for me, but for everyone in my life! I will work for it, in my way! If i could score 100 marks for this, I wouldn't settle for 99..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Today tried something for the first time in my life.. Hahaha, its "iron-egg" (tie dan)from Taiwan.. Some colleagues just returned from Taiwan from business trip, one of them got some of their local products for us! Very nice of him.. Too bad i'm still down with my stupid flu, couldn't really fully enjoy it! Oh well, there is always tml.. Hahaha, still got some green-tea "muai-chee".. Oh stupid flu.. Be gone!
Had fun in office today, my colleagues had fun laughing at me.. cos i couldn't talk much today! Sort of lose my voice again.. I seriouly dun understand y people simply like it so much when i lose my voice?? I remember when i was in school, whenever i lose my voice, my classmates n friends would laugh at me when i speak and nutting comes out of my mouth! Ok.. thats pretty funny i should say.. Maybe i talk too much everytime.. so whenever i can't speak out, people tend to laugh out loud!
Didn't went for lunch today, have no appetite.. due to the flu maybe.. Kind of save a few dollars because of this! I think i should go on like this, and in no time, i would be rich! Yes.. Thats the way! I found another way to gear myself up for my dreams! Yeah!!Anyway the food in the canteen is not as good as Short Circuit.. Thou the price is more or less comparable to Short Circuit! Heard from colleagues that there are better food over at IMM.. But expect to pay a higher price for better food of cos! Oh forget it! IMM is around a 15 mins walk from my workplace! I'm just can't be bothered! No way will i walk under the hot afternoon sun for 15 mins x2 just for another meal! The sun already turn me off.. let alone the price of the food! YES.. I'm going to be RICH in no time..! Hahaha
I guess its really a matter of choice.. How i use to complain about my work.. but u see, now i'm actually enjoying myself at work! Guess what i choose in life?? Happiness.. not only for me, but for everyone in my life! I will work for it, in my way! If i could score 100 marks for this, I wouldn't settle for 99..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
No title for today
Been sleeping all day long.. Feeling weak all over! Just manage to pull myself up into the toilet for a bath. At least feeling better after that! Oh my.. what have i done to deserve such a weekend?
There is no where i could go.. practically no way to slip out. My mum insisted that i should stay at home! What can i do? Anyway, I'm too weak to even stand up straight.. let alone walk..
Now at least after taking those medicine.. I'm slightly better already! Those tablets really make me so drowsy and sleepy..
Guess there is nothing much i could do on this lonely saturday.. Been surfing around the web aimlessly.. then i finally chance upon the william hung's website.. Those clips are really entertaining! Have fun with it! Hahaha
I think there will be a horror show later at 11pm on channel 8.. Not going to miss that! Hahaha..
Been very bored.. thats y started to think alot again! First.. I would like to ask a few questions..
1. What causes changes?
2. Why are human so unreceptive to changes?
3. Can we undo changes?
4. Do all changes happen for the better or for worst?
Alright, not going to write anymore.. Go and take my medicine now, and prepare myself for the show! Hopefully i can wake up on time tomolo morning!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
There is no where i could go.. practically no way to slip out. My mum insisted that i should stay at home! What can i do? Anyway, I'm too weak to even stand up straight.. let alone walk..
Now at least after taking those medicine.. I'm slightly better already! Those tablets really make me so drowsy and sleepy..
Guess there is nothing much i could do on this lonely saturday.. Been surfing around the web aimlessly.. then i finally chance upon the william hung's website.. Those clips are really entertaining! Have fun with it! Hahaha
I think there will be a horror show later at 11pm on channel 8.. Not going to miss that! Hahaha..
Been very bored.. thats y started to think alot again! First.. I would like to ask a few questions..
1. What causes changes?
2. Why are human so unreceptive to changes?
3. Can we undo changes?
4. Do all changes happen for the better or for worst?
Alright, not going to write anymore.. Go and take my medicine now, and prepare myself for the show! Hopefully i can wake up on time tomolo morning!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Show me the way..
Runny nose and bad cough! Oh my god.. why do this happen only when weekend comes? So there goes another weekend!
Couldn't sleep last night. Really upset. How am I going to break the news to the world? Utterly dissapointed with myself! It was something that i rejected the idea in the first place(because i'm a selfish person in nature), but now i'm upset over it when things actually happen in my way. Shouldn't I be happy? But i simply just can't when i think of those around me..
Still looking for my way to become a happier person... Perhaps the only thing i can do is to lower my expectations of myself and others..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Couldn't sleep last night. Really upset. How am I going to break the news to the world? Utterly dissapointed with myself! It was something that i rejected the idea in the first place(because i'm a selfish person in nature), but now i'm upset over it when things actually happen in my way. Shouldn't I be happy? But i simply just can't when i think of those around me..
Still looking for my way to become a happier person... Perhaps the only thing i can do is to lower my expectations of myself and others..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Missing you..
I've read jestin's blog! Thanks for the wonderful reminder. I guess I will just have to use standard english instead of my usual singlish.
Had a great time at office today! My colleagues are going crazy because of me. They are going absolutely nuts over my jokes! This really lighten up our working environment alot!
I was kept very busy all day long. Things are moving fast! Althought I kept making mistakes, my supervisor was really kind, she was there to guide me! Learn alot of things today! To tell the truth, I love to be busy! Love to have so much things to do! Take it as a way to gain experience! It never hurt to gain new knowledge!
When throught alot of planning during lunch just now! I will keep it a secret.. at least till i'm ready to execute it! Its still in the initial planning stage! It will need more inputs before you can see the results!
I'll never give up.. Trust me! CENT vision, remember?
I think i'm falling sick again.. sore throat again! Been coughing all day long! Miss you so much...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Had a great time at office today! My colleagues are going crazy because of me. They are going absolutely nuts over my jokes! This really lighten up our working environment alot!
I was kept very busy all day long. Things are moving fast! Althought I kept making mistakes, my supervisor was really kind, she was there to guide me! Learn alot of things today! To tell the truth, I love to be busy! Love to have so much things to do! Take it as a way to gain experience! It never hurt to gain new knowledge!
When throught alot of planning during lunch just now! I will keep it a secret.. at least till i'm ready to execute it! Its still in the initial planning stage! It will need more inputs before you can see the results!
I'll never give up.. Trust me! CENT vision, remember?
I think i'm falling sick again.. sore throat again! Been coughing all day long! Miss you so much...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Fun @ work
Would really love to sit down all day long and write pages and pages of blog! But you see, if i dun work, where would i find money?? Hahaha, money dun grow on trees nor do they fall from the sky! Enjoyed work today! Finally have things to keep me busy all day long! I was running all over the place for the whole day. Love to be busy.. Hahaha finally dun have time to slack! Simply love this kind of feeling.. dun you?
Today had lunch with a group of colleagues! Oh it was really fun! We practically flood ourselves with jokes.. It was like chain reaction.. oh I shouldn't have started it! hahaha what would you expect from 5 very stressed-up women? HAhahaa
Weekend is coming again! Gonna chiong all day long tomolo! My office email is up finally!Can't really remember my email addy(cheerene_wee@ xxxxxxxxx), but not to worry, i will go and find out tomolo! Actually i also have my own phone.. 6xxx-5091.. thats all i can remember.. I dun really noe wat is the 3 numbers infornt! Haiz! Thats me.. As always! Hahaha
Looking forward to get my mp3 player at very special rate.. Oh yeahh..
Okie.. will stop here for today! Will write more soon! I'm loving it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Today had lunch with a group of colleagues! Oh it was really fun! We practically flood ourselves with jokes.. It was like chain reaction.. oh I shouldn't have started it! hahaha what would you expect from 5 very stressed-up women? HAhahaa
Weekend is coming again! Gonna chiong all day long tomolo! My office email is up finally!Can't really remember my email addy(cheerene_wee@ xxxxxxxxx), but not to worry, i will go and find out tomolo! Actually i also have my own phone.. 6xxx-5091.. thats all i can remember.. I dun really noe wat is the 3 numbers infornt! Haiz! Thats me.. As always! Hahaha
Looking forward to get my mp3 player at very special rate.. Oh yeahh..
Okie.. will stop here for today! Will write more soon! I'm loving it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My working Environment!
Sales is finally over! Sales was pretty good! He made lots of $$ from it! Oh well! hahaha its really fun in the sales! Made lots of new friends.. all over the company! Fellow workers from different departments!
It was fun! Got to know my colleagues better too! hahhaa.. Met a few fellow CEN students over there too!1 of them graduated in 1998... Wow.. thats really long ago! Hahaha
Maybe i shall describe my working environment abit.. These are the people around me.. our seats...
(a) (b) (c)
(d) me (e)
(f) (g) (h)
(a)Ee Siang.. I used to do his email summary for him during my IA.. Usually we dun need to communicate de! He is always infront of his computer.. Dun noe do wat! haha
(b)Audrea.. Hahaha, she likes my joke alot de! I tink soon or later she will become my league de! She usually handles alot of stuff on the mouses n keyboards projects!
(c) Ben.. Funny guy! Also do mouse n keyboards projects! likes to play games oso! haha..
(d) Jenny.. My supervisor! Aiyo! both of us is a headache to our manager ah! Hahaha we joke alot de! She really take care of me de! Hahaha.. anything.. just call jenny! hehee..
(e)Bee Leng.. Dept admin! Hahaha.. She is the one responsible for my weight gain during SIP! hehee.. very nice lady! U noe.. her desk has 2 big containers of candy!! Wow..
(f)Fook On.. My manager! Manager of the Engineering dept! WAhaha.. very nice man! Very helpful n kind.. lucky to have him as my boss!
(g) Alice.. Associate Manager..Ultimate quiet person in the dept! Sometimes u dun even know she existed! Ok.. but recently.. she has been talking to me! Oh well.. maybe i manage to open her heart? hahah u never know!
(h) Suh Bin.. HOD's right hand man! Hahaha.. I guess you will know wat i wan to say already..
Lots of other very nice colleagues too! Maybe just mention afew first before i forget their names! Hahaha..
Richard.. has been with me for 2 days in the Creativex showroom! Very gentleman i should say!
Su Hwee.. New to the company too! Hahaha.. oso very nice n chatty!
Ernest.. Perhaps the most handsome guy around le! Hehehe!
Alicia.. Last time those IA students use to tell me she is the prettiest lady around the company! But with me around.. Erm.. hahaha!
Lab engineers.. Wee Chong.. Yong Hwee.. Tian Le and Bao Hua! IA students.. Andros(ex CEN student too).. Stanley and Amer! wahahahaha
Still got more colleagues ah! I haven come up with things to describe them! lol.. Next time perhaps!
Hehee.. Dun be surprise if u see me growing fatter n fatter! Not my fault okie! They have been feeding me with cakes n pastries! Cookies n candies! I'm INNOcent!
Working is definitely different from studying! Thou i'm not really enjoying my work there! But just take it as a different learning experience! If i dun try, i'll never know!
Perhaps its that i still haven got used to it, thats y i'm complaining about my work! But hopefully i will get settle down soon! Mummy.. I promise that i will not give up so easily!! Hehehe.. Dun worry.. everything is under control!
Going to watch Deep Blue Sea now! Hahaha.. Seeya!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
It was fun! Got to know my colleagues better too! hahhaa.. Met a few fellow CEN students over there too!1 of them graduated in 1998... Wow.. thats really long ago! Hahaha
Maybe i shall describe my working environment abit.. These are the people around me.. our seats...
(a) (b) (c)
(d) me (e)
(f) (g) (h)
(a)Ee Siang.. I used to do his email summary for him during my IA.. Usually we dun need to communicate de! He is always infront of his computer.. Dun noe do wat! haha
(b)Audrea.. Hahaha, she likes my joke alot de! I tink soon or later she will become my league de! She usually handles alot of stuff on the mouses n keyboards projects!
(c) Ben.. Funny guy! Also do mouse n keyboards projects! likes to play games oso! haha..
(d) Jenny.. My supervisor! Aiyo! both of us is a headache to our manager ah! Hahaha we joke alot de! She really take care of me de! Hahaha.. anything.. just call jenny! hehee..
(e)Bee Leng.. Dept admin! Hahaha.. She is the one responsible for my weight gain during SIP! hehee.. very nice lady! U noe.. her desk has 2 big containers of candy!! Wow..
(f)Fook On.. My manager! Manager of the Engineering dept! WAhaha.. very nice man! Very helpful n kind.. lucky to have him as my boss!
(g) Alice.. Associate Manager..Ultimate quiet person in the dept! Sometimes u dun even know she existed! Ok.. but recently.. she has been talking to me! Oh well.. maybe i manage to open her heart? hahah u never know!
(h) Suh Bin.. HOD's right hand man! Hahaha.. I guess you will know wat i wan to say already..
Lots of other very nice colleagues too! Maybe just mention afew first before i forget their names! Hahaha..
Richard.. has been with me for 2 days in the Creativex showroom! Very gentleman i should say!
Su Hwee.. New to the company too! Hahaha.. oso very nice n chatty!
Ernest.. Perhaps the most handsome guy around le! Hehehe!
Alicia.. Last time those IA students use to tell me she is the prettiest lady around the company! But with me around.. Erm.. hahaha!
Lab engineers.. Wee Chong.. Yong Hwee.. Tian Le and Bao Hua! IA students.. Andros(ex CEN student too).. Stanley and Amer! wahahahaha
Still got more colleagues ah! I haven come up with things to describe them! lol.. Next time perhaps!
Hehee.. Dun be surprise if u see me growing fatter n fatter! Not my fault okie! They have been feeding me with cakes n pastries! Cookies n candies! I'm INNOcent!
Working is definitely different from studying! Thou i'm not really enjoying my work there! But just take it as a different learning experience! If i dun try, i'll never know!
Perhaps its that i still haven got used to it, thats y i'm complaining about my work! But hopefully i will get settle down soon! Mummy.. I promise that i will not give up so easily!! Hehehe.. Dun worry.. everything is under control!
Going to watch Deep Blue Sea now! Hahaha.. Seeya!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Saturday is no holiday!
Tired! Tired! Wat a way to spend my Saturday! Work! Work! Work! Today very happening ah! Saw a few big shots again! Sim Wong Hoo was there too! Hmm.. Everyone so gan chiong when he was coming! haiz! hahaha pls leh.. all never see him before meh??
Today surpose to be in the warehouse but got swope to the showroom instead! Reason: Not to nice to mention.. So just keep quiet abt it ba! All the temp was put back to warehouse except for me! Oh well..
Going to bed again! Tired liao! bye bye..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Today surpose to be in the warehouse but got swope to the showroom instead! Reason: Not to nice to mention.. So just keep quiet abt it ba! All the temp was put back to warehouse except for me! Oh well..
Going to bed again! Tired liao! bye bye..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Free me from all these.. I beg u......
Simply can't stand it! Its a suffering worst than death! This is the price i have to pay for being so stupid! Doing things without thinking again! Where the hell did i left my brains??
My legs hurt alot.. standing for 10 long hours in the showroom! Doing something i terribly good at.. talking!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My legs hurt alot.. standing for 10 long hours in the showroom! Doing something i terribly good at.. talking!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
abit more to add on!
Yes, true that i might have got myself into a good company, big company, rich company! But i can tell u that I Really hate this! I've been missing out alot in other aspects of life! This is not going to be short term! I dun noe how long i can stand!
I tink i'm really gonna break down soon! I dun noe y but its just that i will put in everything i've got into my work! Hence spending less time at home! Can u imagine i actually spent 12 hours at work yesterday! 3 to 4 hours on the road! so how long do u tink i can spend at home? Not much i guess!
Well.. dun tell me this is only once in a blue moon.. I can tell u this straight.. This is just the beginning! .. Once i get into it, I will be spending more than just 12 hours at work! This is the way people work there! Well.. not all of them are like that thou, i guess its just the level of committment in each of us! Each of us has different expectation of ourself.. So maybe mine is much higher than them! Well.. wat ever it is.. I just hope for nutting but the best!
Alrite, gtg! Tml is the sales! I'm expected to be stationed in the showroom, cos that is a pretty important area and my bosses dun really trust those temp workers.. So i guess.. Its me again..... haiz! I will definitely try my best to break their sales records! Show them all i've got! HAhaha
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I tink i'm really gonna break down soon! I dun noe y but its just that i will put in everything i've got into my work! Hence spending less time at home! Can u imagine i actually spent 12 hours at work yesterday! 3 to 4 hours on the road! so how long do u tink i can spend at home? Not much i guess!
Well.. dun tell me this is only once in a blue moon.. I can tell u this straight.. This is just the beginning! .. Once i get into it, I will be spending more than just 12 hours at work! This is the way people work there! Well.. not all of them are like that thou, i guess its just the level of committment in each of us! Each of us has different expectation of ourself.. So maybe mine is much higher than them! Well.. wat ever it is.. I just hope for nutting but the best!
Alrite, gtg! Tml is the sales! I'm expected to be stationed in the showroom, cos that is a pretty important area and my bosses dun really trust those temp workers.. So i guess.. Its me again..... haiz! I will definitely try my best to break their sales records! Show them all i've got! HAhaha
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Back from work!
Yawnz... Back from work already! All tired out! Have been doing OT to prepare for the sales! Confirmed will be working on the weekend! Die ah! going to break down soon!
Want to know wat i'm doing in Creative??
Day 1:
Plant tour! Briefing from HR. Get to my dept and watch Goldfish.. almost for the whole day!
Day 2:
Major department in the morning! A really short 15 min lunchbreak! Then follow by a ultra long product training! Need to recap all those things i've gone thru during my attachment and getting familiar with new products!
Day 3:
Tied up in the warehouse clearing some of the goods for customer! Then back to 2nd level warehouse to do setting up for warehouse sales till.. 8+++pm
Day 4:
Doing lots of RMA stuff! Trying to get all the necessary stuff from the other temp staff cos today is her last day! Haiz! Then get to showroom, wait for those big shots to come n inspect the showroom! Saw this really big shot.. heard that he is just a level below big big boss.. wahaha.. almost scare to death! Those are just some of those big shots that you might not be able to see! Its definitely one eye opener! Haha
Now blogging has become my working logbook! Hahaha! Interesting! lolx.. Will definitely write more next time! I really dead tired! Need rest immediately! But i seriously dun noe when i can afford the time to write blog again!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Want to know wat i'm doing in Creative??
Day 1:
Plant tour! Briefing from HR. Get to my dept and watch Goldfish.. almost for the whole day!
Day 2:
Major department in the morning! A really short 15 min lunchbreak! Then follow by a ultra long product training! Need to recap all those things i've gone thru during my attachment and getting familiar with new products!
Day 3:
Tied up in the warehouse clearing some of the goods for customer! Then back to 2nd level warehouse to do setting up for warehouse sales till.. 8+++pm
Day 4:
Doing lots of RMA stuff! Trying to get all the necessary stuff from the other temp staff cos today is her last day! Haiz! Then get to showroom, wait for those big shots to come n inspect the showroom! Saw this really big shot.. heard that he is just a level below big big boss.. wahaha.. almost scare to death! Those are just some of those big shots that you might not be able to see! Its definitely one eye opener! Haha
Now blogging has become my working logbook! Hahaha! Interesting! lolx.. Will definitely write more next time! I really dead tired! Need rest immediately! But i seriously dun noe when i can afford the time to write blog again!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Last blog before i start the new journey..
Feel so bored! Feel so bad! Feel so lousy! Feel so Sad!
Okie... This will be my last blog before i start to slog for money.. Yes! Tml will be reporting for work at 8:30am! I will have to begin my journey to the west at 7am!! Pray hard that my first day of work will be fine!
Today has been another boring day! Didn't do anything except for watching TV.. playing some games.. till my blue black patch worsen! Oh my god.. Please tell me where can i go on Sundays?? Simply hate to stay at home and playing those lousy games! I HATE SUNDAYS AND PUBLIC HOLIDAYS! Feel so upset and jealous when i watch TV shows where family goes out on Sunday for some family events! To me.. going out on a NORMAL family outing is a very far-fetch idea! It has really been a very long time since we last sat together for a meal.. I can't even remember how many years ago was the last time we went out together as a FAMILY! So sad ah.. Haiz
Today have been reflecting alot! Realised that i've been very short-tempered and easily irritated nowadays! PMS again? Yeah maybe! Arghhh.. I can't bring myself to talk to anyone of them at home! Just find it pointless to talk to them anymore! No common topics with them! Dun noe how to start a topic with them!
Anyway.. I dun really feel like talking much nowadays! The stupid tooth is such a pain in the ass.. Erm.. i mean mouth!
Might not be able to rest next weekend due to the sales! Hopeful i wun be involved.. Its gonna be really tiring! After sales is where all the hard work comes in! Its going to be tough! Hahaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Okie... This will be my last blog before i start to slog for money.. Yes! Tml will be reporting for work at 8:30am! I will have to begin my journey to the west at 7am!! Pray hard that my first day of work will be fine!
Today has been another boring day! Didn't do anything except for watching TV.. playing some games.. till my blue black patch worsen! Oh my god.. Please tell me where can i go on Sundays?? Simply hate to stay at home and playing those lousy games! I HATE SUNDAYS AND PUBLIC HOLIDAYS! Feel so upset and jealous when i watch TV shows where family goes out on Sunday for some family events! To me.. going out on a NORMAL family outing is a very far-fetch idea! It has really been a very long time since we last sat together for a meal.. I can't even remember how many years ago was the last time we went out together as a FAMILY! So sad ah.. Haiz
Today have been reflecting alot! Realised that i've been very short-tempered and easily irritated nowadays! PMS again? Yeah maybe! Arghhh.. I can't bring myself to talk to anyone of them at home! Just find it pointless to talk to them anymore! No common topics with them! Dun noe how to start a topic with them!
Anyway.. I dun really feel like talking much nowadays! The stupid tooth is such a pain in the ass.. Erm.. i mean mouth!
Might not be able to rest next weekend due to the sales! Hopeful i wun be involved.. Its gonna be really tiring! After sales is where all the hard work comes in! Its going to be tough! Hahaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Saturday Nite Boredom
Hahaha.. Smart kid! Got it rite at her first attempt! Lol.. Yeah! I was just trying to be funny and play a trick on all my bloggy readers! Omg.. But never expect jestin to EXPOSE me so soon! She is absolutely rite! The HIM in the previous blog is my badminton racket! Lol.. It meant to be a silly joke ah! Hope u all dun mind! lolx. Btw, my racket has already found a good "resting spot" for itself! I tink most probably it will be staying there for good.. collect dust! Haiz!
Wat m i doing on Saturday nite?? Writing this piece of blog again! Haiz.. no place to go to.. no mood to go out.. I'm just so bored! Clock is ticking.. and i feel so lousy! I'm getting closer to the time to report for work!
I'm kind of lost in my own world since i came back from badminton that day! Oh well.. I've been having some pain on my back and my butt! N the new tooth that is growing up is giving me this painful irritation every now and then!
Oh well.. Just kind of feeling very bored! I've been playing Spider (<-- that window XP game) for the whole morning till afternoon today! It kind of resulted in a blue black patch on my wrist.. I'm really very bored! I can't come online becos my brother has been hogging this stupid comp for the whole day! Then came my sister who tried to irritate me yet again! She has been testing my patience again! Time and again.. she try to put me thru all this test! I can't stand it!! Yes... I'm running out of patience again!
I'm really upset about this! Sad to say.. I've been running away from this conflicts for quite some time already! I tried to stay away from her.. I tried to stay away from home! Really cannot stand her! Arghh.. i dun noe what to say already... Piss me off! When can i ever learn to cope with this?
Today i keep daydreaming! Sitting infront of my comp, playing my favourite songs.. and playing around the stupid spider game! I came up with so many interesting stories! Dun noe where the hell i got so much ideas! Its just like open tap! It can't stop flowing! Lol..
I just hide in my room for the whole day! Never do anything liao! So nutting much to blog oso! Hahaha i tink i will just keep quiet and stay with my computer..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Wat m i doing on Saturday nite?? Writing this piece of blog again! Haiz.. no place to go to.. no mood to go out.. I'm just so bored! Clock is ticking.. and i feel so lousy! I'm getting closer to the time to report for work!
I'm kind of lost in my own world since i came back from badminton that day! Oh well.. I've been having some pain on my back and my butt! N the new tooth that is growing up is giving me this painful irritation every now and then!
Oh well.. Just kind of feeling very bored! I've been playing Spider (<-- that window XP game) for the whole morning till afternoon today! It kind of resulted in a blue black patch on my wrist.. I'm really very bored! I can't come online becos my brother has been hogging this stupid comp for the whole day! Then came my sister who tried to irritate me yet again! She has been testing my patience again! Time and again.. she try to put me thru all this test! I can't stand it!! Yes... I'm running out of patience again!
I'm really upset about this! Sad to say.. I've been running away from this conflicts for quite some time already! I tried to stay away from her.. I tried to stay away from home! Really cannot stand her! Arghh.. i dun noe what to say already... Piss me off! When can i ever learn to cope with this?
Today i keep daydreaming! Sitting infront of my comp, playing my favourite songs.. and playing around the stupid spider game! I came up with so many interesting stories! Dun noe where the hell i got so much ideas! Its just like open tap! It can't stop flowing! Lol..
I just hide in my room for the whole day! Never do anything liao! So nutting much to blog oso! Hahaha i tink i will just keep quiet and stay with my computer..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Magic opened their hearts... love did the rest
Very hot nowadays.. Hahaha! I woke up pretty early and then i started playing games and chatting in MSN ah. Life is pretty much the same..
Okie.. yesterday's show (Martin Yan's Chinatown on Channel 5) he cook the samsui chicken! Dun really look very fantastic because he didn't know the proper way to chop that chicken! Its really dissapointing because i was hoping to learn the right way to chop up that chicken from him! Another dish is stirred fried chilli prawns.. Hmm.. just some simply dishes!
So after the show, I went for a swim! Met some "old friends" there! Hahaha i kept swimming and swimming.. cos i keep having a feeling that i have no time left! Perhaps its really because i dread going to work on monday! So stupid of me.. Its not as if i cannot come out for a swim when i start work! Haha.. but i just cannot help but feel this way! Perhaps it might be due to the time of the day.. i was the only girl in the pool! Interesting??
From the past few experience of afternoon swim.. I finally came up with this conclusion:
Not all guys who swim are handsome and not all handsome guys can swim
Thats what i can say about those people i see over there! Yawnz.
Then after my swim, i went back to school.. My final badminton game.. Really very sad ah! Haiz.. Meet apple at CENT room.. Need to pick up my racket too! Hahaha.. Then later help Zihua to hand in her log book! So i went up to level 7 to look for mummy! Hahaha.. then she pass me a curry puff.. ok. there goes my whole afternoon's effort ah!
Badminton game in the evening was fantastic! So many people came to play! Hahaha! got Chris, Smith, Apple, Ryan, Cheerene, Mr Boey, Mummy and her huaband! Play until i wan to die ah! So tiring! Maybe i already got tired out by the swim already! Hehe.. Thats a really good work out ah!
Then later after the game the innoCENT went for dinner together! Went to tampines interchange! Food was alrite! Haha most importantly is the people you eat with! They must be fun if u wanna enjoy your dinner! Lolx. Then later still went to slack around! Hahaha lame around! Then went home at 11++ pm!
Yesterday nite, i finally brought him home! Its been a long time since i brought him home! I really miss him alot! We seldom go out together! I used to meet up with him once or twice a week! But when i got busy with projects and exams.. I neglected him totally! But he was always there for me.. He didn't went out with other girls when i wasn't around.. Thats for sure!
My parents were asleep already when we got home! So we sneak into my room! Oh well.. he really enjoy lying around my room! Oh.. let him be! He's already very tired! So i went for a bath.. when i was back.. seeing him sleeping so soundly, I couldn't bear to wake him up! Very soon, I also fell asleep...
Hahaha. I've been laming around since morning! Went to different search engines and play around! Some of the interesting things i've found out!
1. If you go to www.google.com.sg and search for "Cheerene".. you actually get to see alot of our blog addresses! Got apple, jestin, chris and others ah! hahaha
2. "Simply Irresistible" is actually the name of a movie!! follow this link to read more! ---> http://www.suntimes.com/ebert/ebert_reviews/1999/02/020505.html
3. "simply Irresistible" is also a song.. want to see the lyrics?? follow this link ---> http://www.lyricsdepot.com/robert-palmer/simply-irresistible.html
4. Another version of "Simply Irresistible" (this version is abit more erm... Hahaha u know wat!) ---> http://www.songlyrics.co.nz/lyrics/g/ginuwine/simply.htm
5. You cannot find the meaning of the name "Cheerene" in most of those webbies which offers meanings of names!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Okie.. yesterday's show (Martin Yan's Chinatown on Channel 5) he cook the samsui chicken! Dun really look very fantastic because he didn't know the proper way to chop that chicken! Its really dissapointing because i was hoping to learn the right way to chop up that chicken from him! Another dish is stirred fried chilli prawns.. Hmm.. just some simply dishes!
So after the show, I went for a swim! Met some "old friends" there! Hahaha i kept swimming and swimming.. cos i keep having a feeling that i have no time left! Perhaps its really because i dread going to work on monday! So stupid of me.. Its not as if i cannot come out for a swim when i start work! Haha.. but i just cannot help but feel this way! Perhaps it might be due to the time of the day.. i was the only girl in the pool! Interesting??
From the past few experience of afternoon swim.. I finally came up with this conclusion:
Not all guys who swim are handsome and not all handsome guys can swim
Thats what i can say about those people i see over there! Yawnz.
Then after my swim, i went back to school.. My final badminton game.. Really very sad ah! Haiz.. Meet apple at CENT room.. Need to pick up my racket too! Hahaha.. Then later help Zihua to hand in her log book! So i went up to level 7 to look for mummy! Hahaha.. then she pass me a curry puff.. ok. there goes my whole afternoon's effort ah!
Badminton game in the evening was fantastic! So many people came to play! Hahaha! got Chris, Smith, Apple, Ryan, Cheerene, Mr Boey, Mummy and her huaband! Play until i wan to die ah! So tiring! Maybe i already got tired out by the swim already! Hehe.. Thats a really good work out ah!
Then later after the game the innoCENT went for dinner together! Went to tampines interchange! Food was alrite! Haha most importantly is the people you eat with! They must be fun if u wanna enjoy your dinner! Lolx. Then later still went to slack around! Hahaha lame around! Then went home at 11++ pm!
Yesterday nite, i finally brought him home! Its been a long time since i brought him home! I really miss him alot! We seldom go out together! I used to meet up with him once or twice a week! But when i got busy with projects and exams.. I neglected him totally! But he was always there for me.. He didn't went out with other girls when i wasn't around.. Thats for sure!
My parents were asleep already when we got home! So we sneak into my room! Oh well.. he really enjoy lying around my room! Oh.. let him be! He's already very tired! So i went for a bath.. when i was back.. seeing him sleeping so soundly, I couldn't bear to wake him up! Very soon, I also fell asleep...
Hahaha. I've been laming around since morning! Went to different search engines and play around! Some of the interesting things i've found out!
1. If you go to www.google.com.sg and search for "Cheerene".. you actually get to see alot of our blog addresses! Got apple, jestin, chris and others ah! hahaha
2. "Simply Irresistible" is actually the name of a movie!! follow this link to read more! ---> http://www.suntimes.com/ebert/ebert_reviews/1999/02/020505.html
3. "simply Irresistible" is also a song.. want to see the lyrics?? follow this link ---> http://www.lyricsdepot.com/robert-palmer/simply-irresistible.html
4. Another version of "Simply Irresistible" (this version is abit more erm... Hahaha u know wat!) ---> http://www.songlyrics.co.nz/lyrics/g/ginuwine/simply.htm
5. You cannot find the meaning of the name "Cheerene" in most of those webbies which offers meanings of names!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Bits and Pieces
One boy, one girl - two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled - they knew right away
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives
For a moment the whole world
Revolved around one boy- and one girl
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled - they knew right away
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives
For a moment the whole world
Revolved around one boy
- and one girl
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My mum is bored!
Sometimes i really dun understand my mum! Hmm.. She's abit funny at times!
U know what happened yesterday? After i came back from my swim, Receive a call from mummy.. we chat for awhile! Then after that i went to my mum's room to take dinner! I told her that my mummy called from school..
We were suppose to be watching TV together.. the Channel 8 show! The show can be quite funny at times ah! But dun noe what happen.. she suddden ask me..
mother: "Ur lecturer never introduce guys to you ah?"
mother: "What about her nephews?"
me: ... (0_o")
mother: "Got or not?? (you mei you)"
me: "dun have le!"
mother: "Huh? how come dun have liao???"
mother: "how about that time that one??"
me: "went back le.."
me: "aiya.. dun have liao lor.. Thats y never introduce lah!"
me: "Y leh?? Y u ask?"
mother: "long time never hear you talk about it liao mah! hahaha"
Dun noe wats wrong with her ah! Maybe she really scared i cannot get married! Oh.. Isn't that better?? I will have less responsiblilty and more freedom! Hahaha more time for everything else! Hahahaha
I tink she might be trying to sound me out! Hahaha.. cos ever since after my exams.. I've been going out very frequently! sometimes till quite late too! Hahaha everytime she ask.. i oso DUN TELL HER LEH!! Hahaha always like that..
mother: "where r u going?"
me: "out!"
mother: "with who?"
me: "friend"
Before she can continue to ask more.. I already ran out of the house liao! Hahaha this is something i'm really good at nowadays!
But so long as i return home with her favourite food.. I will be ok! Hahaha.. Thats my secret of being able to go out all day long and yet dun get scolding from my mum! If u guys have face this type of problem.. do give this method a try! It really works!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
U know what happened yesterday? After i came back from my swim, Receive a call from mummy.. we chat for awhile! Then after that i went to my mum's room to take dinner! I told her that my mummy called from school..
We were suppose to be watching TV together.. the Channel 8 show! The show can be quite funny at times ah! But dun noe what happen.. she suddden ask me..
mother: "Ur lecturer never introduce guys to you ah?"
mother: "What about her nephews?"
me: ... (0_o")
mother: "Got or not?? (you mei you)"
me: "dun have le!"
mother: "Huh? how come dun have liao???"
mother: "how about that time that one??"
me: "went back le.."
me: "aiya.. dun have liao lor.. Thats y never introduce lah!"
me: "Y leh?? Y u ask?"
mother: "long time never hear you talk about it liao mah! hahaha"
Dun noe wats wrong with her ah! Maybe she really scared i cannot get married! Oh.. Isn't that better?? I will have less responsiblilty and more freedom! Hahaha more time for everything else! Hahahaha
I tink she might be trying to sound me out! Hahaha.. cos ever since after my exams.. I've been going out very frequently! sometimes till quite late too! Hahaha everytime she ask.. i oso DUN TELL HER LEH!! Hahaha always like that..
mother: "where r u going?"
me: "out!"
mother: "with who?"
me: "friend"
Before she can continue to ask more.. I already ran out of the house liao! Hahaha this is something i'm really good at nowadays!
But so long as i return home with her favourite food.. I will be ok! Hahaha.. Thats my secret of being able to go out all day long and yet dun get scolding from my mum! If u guys have face this type of problem.. do give this method a try! It really works!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Write more for ya!
Time for another bloggy... Hahaha
Orite! This morning.. very early morning.. I went to Creative! Hmm.. Finally settled all the paperwork! All ready to start work on coming monday! After that, i tried to act smart YET AGAIN! Hahaha i tried taking bus home today.. from Jurong East Interchange! Oh.. That was a pretty smart choice i made! Cos the journey was comfy.. and fast! Yes!! I manage to reach home within 50 mins! Thats the fastest so far i could clock! I doubt there can be any faster way! The previous time i tried acting smart... cost me 1 hr and 30 mins on a bus.. and 20 mins on the other! A total of almost 2 hours!
Througout the journey.. I never sleep at all.. Well its because there is something on my mind... teacher! I started to recall all those funny stuff i did during my school days.. How i make my teacher's life like hell!
Anyway.. I reach home.. start to surf net again! I found myself in all those MOE webby! I was looking at teaching in particular! Kind of imaginging myself as a teacher! Hahaha I dun noe y.. but i keep thinking of this for the whole day already! Kind of like day dreaming.. But i dun noe y i keep having pictures of myself standing infront of a class of students..
I even have ideas of what i wanted to teach! N guess what is the first thing i want to share with them??
Problem Based Learning.. Oh My God!!.. Its PBL that actually came to my mind! I'm really influence by this teaching method maybe! Haha.. This will be something that i'm really proud to know! Hahaha
But anyway.. Teaching has lots of restrictions too! Some time ago.. mummy did told me about it! Haha thats what make me hesitated!
Oh BTW, these few nites have been really wonderful ah! Hahaha have so many people to entertain me! Hehehe Thats right.. apple and jestin.. i'm talking abt u girls again! Hehehe Thanks for constantly losing the minesweepers flag and checkers to me! Very seldom do i get the chance to win like that! Hahaha U girls really make me feel so good! Thanks for entertaining me when i'm bored!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Orite! This morning.. very early morning.. I went to Creative! Hmm.. Finally settled all the paperwork! All ready to start work on coming monday! After that, i tried to act smart YET AGAIN! Hahaha i tried taking bus home today.. from Jurong East Interchange! Oh.. That was a pretty smart choice i made! Cos the journey was comfy.. and fast! Yes!! I manage to reach home within 50 mins! Thats the fastest so far i could clock! I doubt there can be any faster way! The previous time i tried acting smart... cost me 1 hr and 30 mins on a bus.. and 20 mins on the other! A total of almost 2 hours!
Througout the journey.. I never sleep at all.. Well its because there is something on my mind... teacher! I started to recall all those funny stuff i did during my school days.. How i make my teacher's life like hell!
Anyway.. I reach home.. start to surf net again! I found myself in all those MOE webby! I was looking at teaching in particular! Kind of imaginging myself as a teacher! Hahaha I dun noe y.. but i keep thinking of this for the whole day already! Kind of like day dreaming.. But i dun noe y i keep having pictures of myself standing infront of a class of students..
I even have ideas of what i wanted to teach! N guess what is the first thing i want to share with them??
Problem Based Learning.. Oh My God!!.. Its PBL that actually came to my mind! I'm really influence by this teaching method maybe! Haha.. This will be something that i'm really proud to know! Hahaha
But anyway.. Teaching has lots of restrictions too! Some time ago.. mummy did told me about it! Haha thats what make me hesitated!
Oh BTW, these few nites have been really wonderful ah! Hahaha have so many people to entertain me! Hehehe Thats right.. apple and jestin.. i'm talking abt u girls again! Hehehe Thanks for constantly losing the minesweepers flag and checkers to me! Very seldom do i get the chance to win like that! Hahaha U girls really make me feel so good! Thanks for entertaining me when i'm bored!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
One Deed One Lifetime --- Pay it forward..
I've just went thru all my previous blogs! Some of my blogs can be so interestingly stupid! Hahaha.. did found alot of spelling errors in them! Hmm.. Hahaha I just realised that my life has been pretty happening! Always full of nonsense n craps!
Okie.. the company just called! Offering me a very low pay! Hmm.. I will still go for it! I may not like it.. but i still need to feed my family! Haiz.. what to do? Low qualifications mah! Hahaha! Now me really praying hard a miracle will happen again! I dun wan to work! Please let me continue to study! I'll make sure you will see the difference in me! I swear! From now on, I'll say "I love to study" I'll never tell others i hate books!! I want to go back to school!!
Ok! Feeling pretty lazy and lousy nowadays! Perhaps its the bad weather that is causing the trouble lah! Getting very short tempered again! But i'm trying my best to get out of this bad mood thingy! Sometimes by thinking of what mummy used to tell me can really help me alot! Hahaha..
Dun noe leh, but i really hate to stay at home! This is very bad ah! I oso dun noe ah! I really hate the feeling of staying at home! Dun noe y but my sister have the kick of pissing me off! She really enjoy seeing me kena scolding by my mother ah! For no good reason.. She always like to link certain things to me.. Causing me to get another scolding! ALL FOR NUTTING!
Yesterday, i keep asking myself this (actually someone ask me this long time ago).. "We all have goals, I have goals, you have goals! So when we actually reach our goals.. What happens next?"
So what will happen when we reach our goals? What do we get from our goals? So what if we are happy?? What do we get when we are happy? So what if we are not happy? What will we lose when we are not happy? What happens when we reach the goal of our life?
Then i start to think again, ppl say i have the ability to make others laugh! I have the capability to make ppl happy! ok.. fine! So they can laugh and be happy.. so what happens to me??
And i got the answers to none..
Cheers..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Okie.. the company just called! Offering me a very low pay! Hmm.. I will still go for it! I may not like it.. but i still need to feed my family! Haiz.. what to do? Low qualifications mah! Hahaha! Now me really praying hard a miracle will happen again! I dun wan to work! Please let me continue to study! I'll make sure you will see the difference in me! I swear! From now on, I'll say "I love to study" I'll never tell others i hate books!! I want to go back to school!!
Ok! Feeling pretty lazy and lousy nowadays! Perhaps its the bad weather that is causing the trouble lah! Getting very short tempered again! But i'm trying my best to get out of this bad mood thingy! Sometimes by thinking of what mummy used to tell me can really help me alot! Hahaha..
Dun noe leh, but i really hate to stay at home! This is very bad ah! I oso dun noe ah! I really hate the feeling of staying at home! Dun noe y but my sister have the kick of pissing me off! She really enjoy seeing me kena scolding by my mother ah! For no good reason.. She always like to link certain things to me.. Causing me to get another scolding! ALL FOR NUTTING!
Yesterday, i keep asking myself this (actually someone ask me this long time ago).. "We all have goals, I have goals, you have goals! So when we actually reach our goals.. What happens next?"
So what will happen when we reach our goals? What do we get from our goals? So what if we are happy?? What do we get when we are happy? So what if we are not happy? What will we lose when we are not happy? What happens when we reach the goal of our life?
Then i start to think again, ppl say i have the ability to make others laugh! I have the capability to make ppl happy! ok.. fine! So they can laugh and be happy.. so what happens to me??
And i got the answers to none..
Cheers..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Something that makes sense! Hahaha
Me just solve some silly problems! Oh well.. I shouldn't have tried to run away from it in the very first place! Just some communication problems n stuff like that! Hahaha
anyway.. Saw this pretty funni email in my hotmail! Hahaha
Don't Hurt Anyone
It only takes a few seconds to hurt people you love, and it can take years to heal
Live Today
There are two eternities that can really break you down. One is gone and the other doesn't exist.. so live today.
Marriage!
Do not marry a person that you know you can live with; only marry someone that you can't live without.
Money!
Money can buy everything but happiness
Remember your Wife's Birthday!
The most effective way to remember your wife's birthday is yo forget it once
Trust
It takes years to build trust, and seconds to destory it
Value!
What is most valuable is not what you have in my life, but who you have in your life
Makes sense rite??
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
anyway.. Saw this pretty funni email in my hotmail! Hahaha
Don't Hurt Anyone
It only takes a few seconds to hurt people you love, and it can take years to heal
Live Today
There are two eternities that can really break you down. One is gone and the other doesn't exist.. so live today.
Marriage!
Do not marry a person that you know you can live with; only marry someone that you can't live without.
Money!
Money can buy everything but happiness
Remember your Wife's Birthday!
The most effective way to remember your wife's birthday is yo forget it once
Trust
It takes years to build trust, and seconds to destory it
Value!
What is most valuable is not what you have in my life, but who you have in your life
Makes sense rite??
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
1 more week to go!
Seems like everyone is in the mood for reading! Me just visited Jestin's blog! She is reading some soul searching books! Hahahaha! Me is reading those recipe books! Feel so lazy to copy it down! Me tink me will send it down for photocopying! Haha!
Oh, me decided to make chocolate cake! Hmmm.. looks simply delicious! Hahaha Apple has already volunteer herself to be the little piglet! Hahaha Thanks girl! Me is not sure how it will taste.. cos its my first attempt! haha hopefully it will be as chocolicious as it looks on the book! Next attempt will be choco ice cream! Hmmm.. slurp~!!
Me is also going to do some vietnamese dishes! Kind of already got it all planned out! Some chicken dishes, and one of their very famous sugar-cane related dish! Now just have to wait for the right time to get into action!
Now what me need to do is to compile my shopping list... and get my ATM card ready! Hahaha.. Me is pretty cash-less nowadays!
Oh well.. $$ dun grow on trees.. neither do they fall from the sky! So me guess me will have to work really hard for it! 1 more week to enjoy.. before me enter the working mode! Hahaha me is gonna miss everyone! Can you ever imaging how it feels to be all alone in the West? Just the thot of it turns me off! So you may ask me.. If that is how me feels.. y go back there and work! Me can tell you straight..
NOT BECOS OF MONEY! Given the situation me is in now! Nothing else matters.. Me just dun wan my mother to worry so much for me! If me get a job, she will have 1 less burden and 1 more income! Isn't that great! Me may not really like to work there, but me thinks its gonna be ok! If my mother is happy.. me will be happy oso! Thats the least me can do for her! She was hoping that me could further study ah! Hmm.. me not sure ah.. me can no longer fight for what me really wants! Dun have the courage to fight for anything anymore! So be it... She happy can le! Hahaha
Can't wait to sink my teeth into the cake.. hahaha
Oh, me decided to make chocolate cake! Hmmm.. looks simply delicious! Hahaha Apple has already volunteer herself to be the little piglet! Hahaha Thanks girl! Me is not sure how it will taste.. cos its my first attempt! haha hopefully it will be as chocolicious as it looks on the book! Next attempt will be choco ice cream! Hmmm.. slurp~!!
Me is also going to do some vietnamese dishes! Kind of already got it all planned out! Some chicken dishes, and one of their very famous sugar-cane related dish! Now just have to wait for the right time to get into action!
Now what me need to do is to compile my shopping list... and get my ATM card ready! Hahaha.. Me is pretty cash-less nowadays!
Oh well.. $$ dun grow on trees.. neither do they fall from the sky! So me guess me will have to work really hard for it! 1 more week to enjoy.. before me enter the working mode! Hahaha me is gonna miss everyone! Can you ever imaging how it feels to be all alone in the West? Just the thot of it turns me off! So you may ask me.. If that is how me feels.. y go back there and work! Me can tell you straight..
NOT BECOS OF MONEY! Given the situation me is in now! Nothing else matters.. Me just dun wan my mother to worry so much for me! If me get a job, she will have 1 less burden and 1 more income! Isn't that great! Me may not really like to work there, but me thinks its gonna be ok! If my mother is happy.. me will be happy oso! Thats the least me can do for her! She was hoping that me could further study ah! Hmm.. me not sure ah.. me can no longer fight for what me really wants! Dun have the courage to fight for anything anymore! So be it... She happy can le! Hahaha
Can't wait to sink my teeth into the cake.. hahaha
Me in Pain (MIP)
Just got a call from the school! Dr. Yin ah! Hahaha! Scare me.. Haiz! For some serious matter lah! I thot who will call me at such a time? Haha.. we had a long chat! Hmm.. he sounds so different over the phone! Oh well, he is quite friendly afterall! Hahaha! Guess nutting much will happen! Oh well.. hopefully.. nutting much WILL happen!
Ok ah.. now really bad! Me cannot turn my head le! Neck very painful! Didn't sleep properly last nite! Very bad sia! Argh!! Lucky today's outing is cancelled! Me having alot of problems ah! Tummy ache! Neck Pain! arghhhh.. This is killing me ah! Since morning, i've been going thru all these pain ah! Haiz!
Me still very fascinated by my new pair of shoes! Hahaha.. ok! Me better spend some time at home to read up all my books! Maybe go out tml? Or see if tonite got any lobang or not! Hahaha.. oso must see if my tummy and my neck allows me to go out or not! Haha!
Jialat ah.. the pain is really killing me softly~ lol.. Its been some time since me is able to sleep well le! Keep have funni dreams in the nite! Some time ago.. Me even dreamt of running 2.4km for the physical fitness test! Oh my god! Wat a bad dream! Its really tough ah! me have been trying to escape it for so many years.. but it keeps coming back! Now it even make its way to my dream! ARGHHHhh.. Hahaha! Silly me! Maybe shld have just taken those test instead of letting it torture me at nite! Hahaha
I better go n rest my neck! It really hurt! I swear!
Ok ah.. now really bad! Me cannot turn my head le! Neck very painful! Didn't sleep properly last nite! Very bad sia! Argh!! Lucky today's outing is cancelled! Me having alot of problems ah! Tummy ache! Neck Pain! arghhhh.. This is killing me ah! Since morning, i've been going thru all these pain ah! Haiz!
Me still very fascinated by my new pair of shoes! Hahaha.. ok! Me better spend some time at home to read up all my books! Maybe go out tml? Or see if tonite got any lobang or not! Hahaha.. oso must see if my tummy and my neck allows me to go out or not! Haha!
Jialat ah.. the pain is really killing me softly~ lol.. Its been some time since me is able to sleep well le! Keep have funni dreams in the nite! Some time ago.. Me even dreamt of running 2.4km for the physical fitness test! Oh my god! Wat a bad dream! Its really tough ah! me have been trying to escape it for so many years.. but it keeps coming back! Now it even make its way to my dream! ARGHHHhh.. Hahaha! Silly me! Maybe shld have just taken those test instead of letting it torture me at nite! Hahaha
I better go n rest my neck! It really hurt! I swear!
Spoil myself..
Back from a day of fun and excitement!!
Oh well.. today started at 6am! Me woke up and make sushi!! Oh.. it was kind of a last minute decision. Just thot that it might be good to give mummy a little surprise by bringing her some nice sushi for lunch! Hahaha.. Me reach school at around 1150 ba! Give her all the sushi ah! Me didn't tell her me was coming down to TP today! She seems abit upset be it! Cos me is actually suppose to help her lose weight.. not help her to gain weight! But seems that everytime me is doing all the opposite stuff! (mummy, dun worry, today's sushi is made with "low calories" mayonise! So its not that bad ah! Enjoy it!)
She say she oso wan to learn how to make sushi from me again! But.. whats the point? Me will always make for her to eat! So she no need to learn ah! Just gimme a call and me will deliver right to her doorstep!
So me decided already! Next time i will have to find a boyfriend who does not like to eat sushi! So that everytime me make for mummy.. He wouldn't get jealous! Can u imaging if he likes to eat sushi.. so everytime i make for mummy, not him.. he would say me dun love him any more! But if me make for him, not mummy.. then wouldn't me be unfilial! Dun ask me to make more.. for everyone! Its really very tiring de! Hahaha so me have decided! To be my boyfriend, the top most rule is that he must not like to eat sushi!!
Hahaha.. Later we went KTV again! Lolx had fun singing! Sing like no body business! Hehehe
Later go shopping! Got myself a pair of shoes! Nice ah! Hahaha blue color! and a pair of shorts! red one! quite chio! That cost me around $80 already! All those food and entertainment expenses.. total up to around $100 ah! Heartache sia! But nvm, as long as me enjoy myself, me tink its ok to spoil myself abit once in a while! Quite sometime since me last buy so much stuff!
Me is really tired! Haven close my eyes for something like 18 hours le! Me better catch some sleep so that me have more energy to think of little surprises for everyone! Me going shopping again tomolo! Tomolo's stop is Bugis! Me think can even walk to suntec if the rest dun mind! Perhaps should get some clothes and maybe a bag! Gear up for the next battle in life.. "Real Time Working Life"! So scary! Me dun wan to work.. me wan to stay in TP.. in my comfort zone where no one can invade my "country". Stay with my queen and all my buddies in CENT!
Me dun wan to go.. Me is sad.. very very very sad!! Cheerene loves u all..
Oh well.. today started at 6am! Me woke up and make sushi!! Oh.. it was kind of a last minute decision. Just thot that it might be good to give mummy a little surprise by bringing her some nice sushi for lunch! Hahaha.. Me reach school at around 1150 ba! Give her all the sushi ah! Me didn't tell her me was coming down to TP today! She seems abit upset be it! Cos me is actually suppose to help her lose weight.. not help her to gain weight! But seems that everytime me is doing all the opposite stuff! (mummy, dun worry, today's sushi is made with "low calories" mayonise! So its not that bad ah! Enjoy it!)
She say she oso wan to learn how to make sushi from me again! But.. whats the point? Me will always make for her to eat! So she no need to learn ah! Just gimme a call and me will deliver right to her doorstep!
So me decided already! Next time i will have to find a boyfriend who does not like to eat sushi! So that everytime me make for mummy.. He wouldn't get jealous! Can u imaging if he likes to eat sushi.. so everytime i make for mummy, not him.. he would say me dun love him any more! But if me make for him, not mummy.. then wouldn't me be unfilial! Dun ask me to make more.. for everyone! Its really very tiring de! Hahaha so me have decided! To be my boyfriend, the top most rule is that he must not like to eat sushi!!
Hahaha.. Later we went KTV again! Lolx had fun singing! Sing like no body business! Hehehe
Later go shopping! Got myself a pair of shoes! Nice ah! Hahaha blue color! and a pair of shorts! red one! quite chio! That cost me around $80 already! All those food and entertainment expenses.. total up to around $100 ah! Heartache sia! But nvm, as long as me enjoy myself, me tink its ok to spoil myself abit once in a while! Quite sometime since me last buy so much stuff!
Me is really tired! Haven close my eyes for something like 18 hours le! Me better catch some sleep so that me have more energy to think of little surprises for everyone! Me going shopping again tomolo! Tomolo's stop is Bugis! Me think can even walk to suntec if the rest dun mind! Perhaps should get some clothes and maybe a bag! Gear up for the next battle in life.. "Real Time Working Life"! So scary! Me dun wan to work.. me wan to stay in TP.. in my comfort zone where no one can invade my "country". Stay with my queen and all my buddies in CENT!
Me dun wan to go.. Me is sad.. very very very sad!! Cheerene loves u all..
