Monday: Counting Down to 12 Days!

One day lesser than yesterday.

Oh today went for a movie.. Elektra.. yup another movie with all the nice n slick stunts.. not really much of a story to talk about. Let me jus do a quick run thru of the movie then..

Bad guys wans to catch "the one"...
"the one" tries to hide...
Elektra to the rescue...
Help came along the way...
Elektra saves the day.

~The End~

But hey.. its really nice lo.. Elektra jus fought so stylishly. She is fantastic. Oh, her clothes.. cool, I bet they cost a bomb lo. She changes clothes everytime after a fight. But one thing stupid about the show is that their baddie die so easily.. too fast le..

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Saturday: Counting down to 14 days!

Went for the predeparture seminar.. Interesting lo.. informative.. Then met up with some seniors from UOW over there. Did abit of networking.. got their contacts down. Lucky jestin was with me.. she help with alot lo. At least she knows wat to ask.. wat sort of things to look out for.

Went to pay for my air tickets costing me more than a cool thousand bucks in total. HaHaha. Wait n wait.. then finally got it done by 230pm. then we went for lunch @ KFC.. lolx.

Then go shopping at Far East lo.. See alot of nice nice clothes. Feel like buying but abit sian.. cos like no use, since I'm not staying here anymore. Hahaha..

Then go buy presents for my friends lo. 2 of them.. 21st birthday! Lolx.. Then later we left orchard at 6pm like tat..

Then later I reach home at 7++ then bath then wrap present then go go to Aranda Country Club liao. Shaggy sia. I took a cab down cos it was pretty late liao. Who noes.. I was early! kaoz. Hahaha.. so i eat and crapped with my sec school mates.. then left the chalet at 1120 like tat. Took a bus home. Reach home at about 12 ++ then do something.. then slept at dun noe quite late..

Now very tired sia.

Sunday: Counting down to 13 days!

I hate Sundays. Cos its a damn day when i just got to inhale lots and lots of smoke. Be subjected to privacy lost. Hey! This isn't rite, and I simply detest this feeling. It sucks to the core!

I'm finally done with my compiling of my album. It looks ok lo. Now just need to add in all the captions and settle the borders and the front design. then I'm done.

I guess I better go slp now. good nite mates.


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Friday: Counting down to 15 days!

Yes.. 2 more weeks to go.. I'm not going to be sad over it. I wun allow myself to.. I dun wan to sadden those who care for me. Haahaa. I will be strong. I must be stronger than yesterday.

Went for tat dumb class... really got very screwed up in class.. lucky I could control my temper.. Haha.. the more enjoyable part of today is during the late morning and late nite.

This morning, I went to do some shopping with my mum. Ok lah, pretty fun, cos i no need to pay! Opps. Hahaha.. then i just help to shop and choose things lor. Hahaha

Then nite time, went to look for chris to pass her some angel's hair lo. She wanted to cook for her boyfrend mah. Hahaha.. then I got some supper for the both of us, I haven had my dinner and my dear silly mei mei didn't eat much during her dinner. Then we sat at the senior citizen corner (silly chris said it was my corner, always bully me de.. dun frend her liao!) to enjoy the goreng pisang and soon kueh... This is my first time doing such things.. eating things at void deck at such a time.. interesting.

I super tired liao.. I go n sleep le.. can't really blog much nowdays.. Guess too much blogging makes me cry.. So I shall just restrict to blogging daily happenings.. who i met or watever.. no more inner thots.. they bring tears easily. stupid.

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Down to 16 liao..

Haven be able to do daily updates due to numerous reasons.. let me slowly recap everything...

Monday: Counting down to 19 days!

Ok.. I was at home rotting.. cos I'm only meeting my mei mei after her work at 630pm. My poor mei mei seems abit moody on Sunday n monday itself. I was dead worried. Worry until I keep pacing up n down at home thinking of wat I can do to cheer her up. So afraid to see her upset.

Truthfully speaking, I do love this mei mei alot. Thou I call her mei mei, actually, I do see alot of quailties in her that I dun have. Its from her that I began to learn. I will say.. this mei mei is my most beloved mei mei ah.. can't stop caring for u wor. Hahaha.

I was frying some spring rolls in the morning. Was actually pretty busy at home. Walking around at home. Do this, do that. Abit irritated cos I can't think of ways to cheer mei mei up. Then I finally got to settle down at around noon. Then get a quick bite, then go back to my room and pack abit. dun noe y suddenly took out my instrument and started playing with it. Playing some very memoriable songs. Then suddenly thot of something to do Hahaha.. not going to reveal it to u... boo!

Then pretty excited to go n find mei mei. So went to bath at 4 plus.. then 5 plus go to Tampines liao. I went to get some blue tack for my album. Then actually thot of buying some chocolates for mei mei, cos I heard that chocolate makes one happy. So I went to look for some nice ones. Then later came across one with macadamia nuts. It was heavenly.

I know mei mei was pretty angry that I keep getting food for her.. I oso feel abit bad, cos I keep feeding her. So call, make her fat lo. But I really scare she go hungry. I scare she go hungry oso dun wan to tell me, then I oso dun noe. So I just keep buying for her lo.

Then we walk to mei mei's hse again. I really enjoy the walk with her ah. Jie Jie go fetch mei mei from work.. how sweet is that? It seems that this will only occur in our childhood days. But its actually happening on us. Its just a kind of undescribable feeling inside me. Just felt that it was really very sweet lo.

Then we play and talk.. mei mei help me with my photos lo. Lolx. Just enjoy her company very much lor. So hard to find someone like mei mei... so nice, so ting hua, so sweet, so patient... What else could I ask for?
I'm really blessed to have her as my mei mei.


Tuesday: Counting down to 18 days!

Yet another day has past. I'm only left with 18 days in singapore. Pretty sad. I woke up early today. Going to CENT retreat with mummy and Mr Ng. So spent my day over there.

Actually I'm supposed to have lesson in the evening @ Orchard. But I skipped it cos I wanted to spend my evening with mei mei. I dragged mummy to dine with us too. So we had some dim sum and went for kopi and loti at ya kun. It was pretty enjoyable.

Then later I walk home with mei mei again. Hahaha. Actually I'm just worried for her to travel alone at nite. So I accompanied her home lo. I oso not much chance to spend time with her anymore. Very sad ah. I got pretty sad. Till I almost cried at her place. So sorry to mei mei for making her feel upset too.

Wednesday: Counting down to 17 days!

I got up early as usual. Paced around the house. Then check my emails and everything. Then remembered to msg mei mei. Hahaha. Last time, I would purposely set alarm to wake myself up to msg her, and go back to sleep after that. Now I dun need alarm anymore. Got pretty used to waking up early now. Finally getting back to normal.

I spent my day cutting photographs.. selecting them for my album. This is my first time doing something for myself. Everytime I make cards or watever.. its always for someone else. Now finally I'm making something for myself.

Then went to meet mei mei and proceed to the CENT retreat BBQ. Oh, we had quite abit of food ah. I got pretty full. Then we had fun inside the kitchen. Haa.. mei mei cooked butter prawns ah. It was really well done. Everyone was saying that the prawn was fantastic. I had quite a few because it taste really good. Mei mei is a great cook actually, Jia hua is indeed very lucky sia.

Then Mr John Leong sent us home ah. Lolx.. Mei mei was so excited. Lolx. Actually I'm suppose to tag along with mummy on Mr Ng's car, but mei mei was afraid to go with Mr John Leong alone. So I offered to send mei mei home and then go back to my place by myself lo. Hahaha. Silly mei mei

Thursday: Counting down to 16 days!

I'm having the lesson at evening today. I just dun feel like attending it. Kind of turned off by that lecturer. That Roger something something from some poly.. Haa..

Abit bored to stay at home.. Feel like doing alot of things but yet lazy. Stupid lesson .. bloody lesson.. I dun want to go for class!!!!! Haiz.. if not for mei mei and mummy they all (they will nag!!), I would skip this lesson again! stupid lesson. Boo..

Today wun have much time to keep mei mei company liao. Cos of this stupid damn lesson. Mei mei wants to join me for my class on Friday. I'm not going to let her join me. I dun wan her to go home late, anyway, there isn't anything interesting in class. So dun waste her time. I will think of ways to prevent her to come definitely.

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Counting down.. 20 Days and loving it.

Whopped.. wat a busy day.. shaggy wor..

I slept at 430 last nite.. after bloggin and a couple of rounds of mahjong. Lolx.. Woke up at 730am.. but to late to say goodbye to my mum. She went off early in the morning. Well.. its ok ba.

So I started off my day with wrapping of spring rolls. Wow.. its pretty hardwork. Then at 1:30pm, went to bath and set off to parkway to get my pictures. I made my rounds at cold storage today. Got a couple of ingredients for sushi again. Spent a bomb sia. Oh.. I got a haircut today.. I was feeling rather bored then. So I decided to try something fun. A haircut seems a good idea since I've always been wanting to get one for quite sometime.

Took a bus down to bugis area to get some materials.. Not some lah.. its ALOT ah!!!!! I just realize that I spent a whooping $100+++ on the past 3 days! Shit man.. this isn't a good sign. It means I will be surviving on grass liao (wat mei mei said has come true!! OMG). Super broke.. broke until dun noe wat to say sia. No more food outside..

Got to cut down.. no.. I mean totally cut off expenses on food and beverages le. Welcome to Cheerene Survivial Camp. Haiz. Anyway, I only need a meal a day.. so it doesn't affect me too much lor.. heng ah! Lolx.

Pretty shaggy ah.. cos after I reach home at 6pm++, I had my first meal of the day. (Lolx.. and of cos its the last too...) I continued with the spring rolls.. just managed to finish wrapping them an hour ago. Woo.. I'm going to go thru my pixs now.. and pack all my newly bought stuff.. Guess its gonna be another late nite tonite. I'll con't with the making of the little surprises!

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Counting down.. 21 Days and loving it.

Abit stupid.. but this blog suppose to be last nite's work.. Just as I finished the last word of my post.. the wireless thingy got shut off.. I guess my faithful readers would know wat I'm actually talking abt.. Lol. Here goes the entry:

Back home at long last. Hahaha. Realized that Its almost 2 weeks since my last entry... I've not done my part and keep my promises. I M BAD! Lolx..
Was at Sentosa today. Fulfilled one of my wishes. To bask in the sun and immerse in the water, just love this carefree feeling where all the trouble in the world seems to disappear. But of cos.. we all know trouble dun dissappear just like that... it only disappear when its solved. It can only slip out of ur mind for a moment.. but huant u for life if not solved.


Hope that the whole gang had enjoyed themselves throughout. Specially like to dedicate this post to mei mei for being so nice and caring and oh.. so sweet. She actually remembered that I told her that I wanted to go Sentosa before I leave.. hence the trip today. I'm really at a lost of words now. Just thot that she is just too sweet le.. hao fan ah! lol Thanks alot ,my dear mei mei! Really couldn't thank u enough. But all I could say is.. you have really really done enough for me le.. no need to do so much for me de. u only make me feel bad whenever u do so much for me. Certain things you can't really help me much, there are things waiting for me to so it myself de.

Hahaha.. just dun noe wat to say now. Writer's block? Rubbish! Hahaha.. its just that I'm kind of having a very mixed up feeling.. Too much things to think, yet can't focus on anything.


My mum is leaving in a few hours time. Just feel like those chao recruit, waiting to get out of Tekong... No lah, kidding. Its more like a chance for me to do things by myself. A mockup 3-days Aussie life style? Ha. Fun lo.. I have the whole kitchen to myself..


Just got too much to say.. yet too much things to worry for, if I ever come clear with such issues. Definitely these are not unfound worries... trust me! Y bother to invite trouble when I'm abt to leave?? Hahaha.. I guess it might be pretty surprising for some of guys. Well, to you, I might have been always a very vocal person.. daring to point out all my point of views on anything? Hahaha.. thats far from truth actually. My disability to point things out at times has caused me to lose alot of things.. relationships.. trust etc.. Quite upset cos till now.. I still could not bare my thots out openly. I'm just too afraid that truth will hurt those I cared for too much. So much so that I would rather keep it deep within myself.. at somewhere I know those stuff would never be heard elsewhere other then my heart.


Sometimes... lessons has got to be learned the hard way. I've taken a very wrong step by giving up myself many years back. I'll always be look down upon becos of it. No second chance. But now, I'm given a new lease of life elsewhere. I will treasure it. I will get all those things which is rightfully mine back! Second life maybe? Ha.. Who knows? But, I would say, just grab this chance before its gone.


My blog has become my channel to let out every shit. tonnes and tonnes of complaints.. wonder if really anyone of u bothers to actually go thru all those stupid entries at times.. not to say if u r so free like me. opps. Sorry to make u read such nonsense. I do feel bad too. I do hope to share happy things too. Well, who dun?


Well.. at least for the past few days, I've been working on something good for everyone. My last thot for everyone. Hahaha.. u bet I'm gonna throw in tonnes of effort in it. Just wait n see! U r gonna see how great Cheerene Lab Inc actually is. How BHB.. bleah!

(Jan23 3.30am)


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Mei mei come to Jie Jie's house

Today quite fun ah, mei mei come to my place. Then 2 of us hide in my room eat n eat n eat for the whole day.. make me so full sia! BLOATED. Lolx.. But fun ah, really enjoy her company althou we never do much at my place. She seems abit sian, cos my place oso nutting much for her to play with. Then i made her do the poster for the club. Feel abit paisae, cos I was the one who offered to help, end up she is the one doing the poster but of cos I oso got work on it de lor.

Hope that the gang can come to my place more often, then at least i wun feel so bored at home. But I know its not really possible afterall. Mei mei has got a job, so meaning I have no playmates on weekdays. Evil twin is in Tekong. Dun tell me about weekends, it seems that my remaining Saturdays in SG have been booked. Sundays.. most prob its going to be family day for most of my friends, so I guess its even more out of question. Thou it seems like a blessing that I'm born in a family with so many siblings, but each of us r not that close afterall. Feeling pretty sad. Time flies, and before you know it, I'm gone.

But maybe I shouldn't be greedy afterall, I'm already blessed to have such a good time with my friends now. I guess I shouldn't ask for more. Thank god for blessing me with such wonderful friends now. Even if we might not remain as friends as time goes by, at least I still have all these beautiful memories to keep, they will be with me for the rest of my life.

Just now, I was pretty bored on bus, hence I came up with a pretty cute idea. From now on, I will do something meaningful everyday and will try my best to blog it down on a daily basis. It might not be possible for me to blog on a daily basis cos my schedule are pretty tight as well. Hahaha

Just suddenly recalled that I still have tonnes of appointment that has yet to be made. How lazy m I? arghh.. My Poly buddies and friends and lecturers who have been so kind to me. My sec schoolmates and teachers who have gone thru such troubled times with me. My pri schoolmates who has given me so much cute little childhood memories. Not forgetting those good O colleagues of mine. I seriously dun dare to count the number of appointments to be made. I dun have much time left...

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Entry No. 243

Harlo Folks.. Have u been good recently??

Oh well, I've been... In fact tooo good to be true. Wat crap! I've always been good! Lolx.

Hahaha.. Been having so much fun and food on New Year day itself.. Till an extend I fell sick yesterday. Was very sick.. When I woke up yesterday morning. I felt something wrong already, and by evening time, my temperature started to climb up.. Gosh! I felt very giddy and felt like vomitting. During my bath, I almost fainted in the toilet. Luckily I managed to hold on to something. Then I finally made my way back to my room. To me, it was the longest journey I ever made. Its really tough. For afew times, I almost fell. Kind of lost my sense of direction as well. My back started to ache as well. Got my temperature taken, ooh.. 38.4 degrees. Hmm.. I'm not too sure if tat is consider high or not.. But I just knew that it was the first time I ever felt so terrible with this fever and stupid dummy headache..

After popping down 2 panadols, I tried to sleep. Feeling so terrible. But I woke up at 3am again. This time feeling much better already. Had my temperature taken again. 35.5 degrees. Oh this one seems to be much more "normal-looking" then the previous temperature. Can't really sleep again.. So started starring at my celling till I fell asleep again. As for now, I still feel abit giddy and tired, but I guess I'm more or less on my way to recovery already.

Enough about all those sicky stories. Well time to share something fun. How abt my new year celebrations??

Ok, On the eve of the New Year, I was suppose to meet up with meimei anf gang for a dinner, but I wasn't feeling really fantastic. stomach was rumbling. Not as in hungry or wat, but its just a differnent kind of rumbling. So instead I meet them at 8++ to slack at macdonalds. Awhile later, we have a VOLUNTEER to treat us to K-Box for a KTV session. Opps.! Hahaha.. Thanks to Zihua for volunteering! Then later we hopped onto taxis and made our way home. But I couldn't sleep till 430am+++. Lolx. So its how i spent my countdown.!!

Then early next morning, I woke up too early, hence I decided to go for my tuition. It was a real stupid morning. First, I met a crazy guy on my way to my student's house. Sickening fella. So I ignored him and carry on my way. Then came this dumb car.. I guess u know wat happened next. Yup.... Splashed! I was wet all over. What a way to spend New Year.

Then when I got home, my aunt was at my place already. Actually they were on their way to the supermarket to get the stuff for BBQ. But the 2 kids of my aunt decided to stick with me at home. I couldn't say raise any objections! So they kept bothering me to let them play with my computer. Oh dear.. Computers dun come cheap, and when U look at the way they play computer, U will be able to understand my feelings at that point of time. I was dead sleeply actually, so reluctantly, I had to give in to them. I can't stand people repeating the same thing over and over again. Its very irritating. So this is a great way on how to make me give in to u. Argghh.. Evening's BBQ was pretty fun. Cos I cook, ppl eat. Hahaha.. Simple as that. Oh, my chocolates were finally cleared. So are my cookies. Sad.. but glad to know that at least I wun be gaining another 5kg with those stuff. My tummy really is giving me some serious problem. Before I could even take a rest and start to eat, it started to hurt. Very painful, till I can't stand. So had to get it out.. erm.. Hahahaa..

So wats on the menu that evening.. for cooked food, we had a big pot of curry chicken, fried bee hoon with pork, fried wanton and meat wrapped in beancurd skin. Fishballs and lastly, a pot of pork legs in dark soya sauce. Here comes the highlight.. Hahaa, BBQ stuff, chicken wings marinated in curry powder, black pepper pork chop, chicken chop, satay and otah, chilli sotong and stingray, prawns. For saugages, we have so many different types! Hahaha.. pepper saugages, cheese saugages, taiwan saugages and the normal hotdogs. For drinks, hmmm there were Tiger beer for the old folks, some sparkling juice for kids, and a bottle of red wine for young adults like me! And of cos, lots of gassy drinks and juices for everyone.

Can someone pass me a tissue.. my saliva is dripping..

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me