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Time for a little bloggie..

Alrite, let me start of with monday.. Well, guess i was suffering from a little bit of monday blues! Hahaha... So anyone came up with the answer to my question?

I wonder why is there so much things awaiting me? Excitement is always round the corner! Hahaha.. Alrite, i got back my java book yesterday, guess its abt time i learn this language from scratch! Haa..

So whats for today? Endless amount of work! Haa.. thats the main dish EVERYDAY.. HooHoo.. So I had to stayed back to perform some Overtime.. all the way till 8pm. Well.. for the sake of $$.. what to do?????? I love $$.. $$ seems to hate cheerene thou.. I'm always BROKE...
So i guess its really pointless for me to get a new wallet, when i have no money to put inside! Hahaha..

PS. Dun ask me this question..: "how is work".. my standard answer would always be.. "it would be more fun with more pay.." Got it?

Tired to blog anymore.. I tink i would be in for another round of OT again tml! Just got to brace myself! Hoo.. But after a month of hardwork.. I finally seen my results.. Yes.. It comes in a form of Vitamin.. What i like to call.. Vitamin M... Guess it about time to repay those treats i owe people! Haa.. One by one pls... Get ur queue number!! No pushing!!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me
(tsk.. Cheerene misses school..)

I'm no loser...

How stupid can i get?? Well.. u never noe! Hahaha
Once a stone.. always a stone! Getting bigger day by day!

Why didn't i see clearly? Now that i have lost things that cost dearly.. Perhaps i'm not the loser afterall.. And perhaps i didn't lose anything, because i nv receive anything in the first place! How can i be a loser when i'm back to square one again? HoHoho.. Hahaha.. I guess the other party is the loser!

I gave all i have, but the other failed to received! So come to think of it.. who is on the losing end?? Definitely not me! Haa..
Happiness is the ability to give.. not receive! M i rite to say that???

Well.. here is something to make everyone do abit of thinking.. Let me know the answer.. that is if u could get it! Hahaha..

There are three words in the English language that end in "gry".
ONE is angry and the other is hungry. EveryONE knows what the
third ONE means and what it stands for. EveryONE uses them
everyday, and if you listened very carefully, I've given you the
third word.

What is it?
_______gry?


Cheerios..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Not that different...

Toss in bed.. Can't fall asleep yesterday.. Hmm.. troubled over my future yet again! Haiz.. Still not willing to face the truth.. Still not willing to try.. Still so childish! Face the truth.. this is me!

Pondering where to go, wondering if i will make it? Its really about time to wake up my puny little brain!! Try banging the wall maybe! Haa..

Had a talk to my idol(Andrew) yesterday.. He was giving some advice from his point of view! Yup.. Really apperciate that! Hahaha.. always a big brother to me! And a really nice one too!

Woke up at 7am.. wondering wats the next thing i should do??
I dun wan to close my eyes,
Dun wan to fall asleep....
(new song huh!)
So here i m, blogging to my heart's content!

Done alot of research this morning! Have been reading up alot on those university! Sort of decided wat to go for.. Some wat like that feeling i've got 3 years ago... But i'm still worried.. is this another "rushed" decision of mine??? I never regret soming to CEN.. just that i regretted that i didn't put my heart to my studies.. Then so much "Only if .... " came to my mind!

"Nutting is too difficult.. " Thats what andrew told me yesterday.

Very true i thot to myself! And facts have proven it! Nutting too difficult for me.. I've done it once, I've done it twice, why can't i do it again?? Somehow found this common characteristic in the both of us.. We are both have answers in our heart.. But we just need more reasons to support ourselves! So we are really not that different... Haahhaa.. nice song from collin raye, yet again..

Pondering wats for breakfast, wondering wats nice on TV??
Cheerios to all!
Enjoy the great sunny day(another day to slack away...) Darn.. hate this feeling!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

I'm broke!

HiHi.. Back to blog again!

Hoo.. Lots of work to clear yesterday! Hahaha.. then for lunch, went for some yummy peneng food near my work place! Nice ambience! Hence expected to pay higher price for it! Then went to a warehouse sale nearby! But found nutting i fancy(lucky sia..)! Then went to West Mall to get some gifts for colleagues! Today is their last day at work! Hmm.. i've got one of their hp number! Got laugh at by my colleagues for that! I return to work almost at 3.. hoo hoo!! Shh.. dun let anyone noe!

Went to cityhall with my sister for some shopping after work! Woahaha.. got some great deal! Oh ho ho.. Went to get some T-shirt, my sister suggested to get something similar for 3 of us(me, my sister and my mum)! Ok, i really went to buy u noe! Hahaha it would be so funny if the 3 of us wear the same shirt together! Hee.. Got a wallet, got another one for my sister.. but who noes this silly girl insisted on getting a same one as mine! Oh wat to do??

My heart is bleeding... All those stuff cost $$ u noe! Things dun come cheap even thou there is a sale! They are so happy with all those new stuff.. of cos they are happy when they dun have to pay for anything and get everything! Hahaha..

Today.. as usual, work work work.. run around all over the place! Couldn't really rest! Hahaha.. Went for a very early lunch today! Boss's treat! Ho Ho.. japanese food! I ate eel and beef! Very nice! Hahaha.. Went around IMM for a while before strolling back to the office! Wat a enjoyable day!

I guess i will retire early tonite, got to wake up early again tml!! Will be joining everyone at school tml! Hoo!! HAHAhaha..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

! month..

Haa.. Today marks the end of my first 31 days(1 month) at work!

Something special today.. met an old secondary school friend at Creative today. Nah.. She's not working at Creative, she was a promoter with Good Wood Park Hotel.. There happen to be sale of Durian stuffs (puffs and cakes) at our canteen today! My colleagues bought lots of them! Hahaha.. I didn't get any.. cos it was really expensive! I couldn't really afford. So forget it ba! I already over-spent during lunch! Actually thot of staying at Creative for my lunch.. but colleagues wanted to eat out today.. so i just follow the crowd..

So thats all for today.

Wonder y i didn't blog yesterday? I was having a hard time setting up the PC yesterday! A lame ass unplug everything.. Ho ho.. he got a good scolding for that~ Created quite a stir at home! I even receive SOS messages during work! Damn.. spoil my mood for the day!

Nah.. mood already spoilt.. Hahaha..

Much better now.. except that i really hate having someone watching me surf web from behind! Arghh..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Monday Blues...

Back home again.. regret coming home! Should have just stay out all nite long! Can't help feeling angry!

No, i'm not complaining of work! Well.. work is fine, thou busy.. but its a real easy job.. just that it requires lots of patience, got to be very organized and structured! Nutting much needed otherwise..

So its just that things are happening at home.. Why did i choose to come home straight after work? Just to hear my parents quarrel?? I just can't help feeling angry whenever they quarrel.. I would ask myself y?? Whats wrong again?? I never get any answer.. Just cannot help it but feel so angry!

I came home.. to spend time with them, not hear them quarrel. All i wanted is to spend more timw with them.. So m i wrong again?? I work hard in the office to earn my living and contribute to my family.. At the end of the day, all i hope for is a nice dinner, and watch TV together with them.. and of cos a good nite rest! So whats wrong with it?? I tried talking to them.. although hard to get words coming out of my mouth.. but i did try.. but in the end.. what do i get??

I came home.. and all i have been getting for the past weeks is some damn attitude face! Being nag at over nutting, sometimes even scolded over other people's problem...! My god, what has it got to do with me?? Yes i do understand that when one is in a foul mood, he/she tends to shoot whatever that comes to mind! Hey.. but dun you tink its only logical to shoot it at the person who cause all those screw-ups, instead of anyone in sight??

For those of you guys who know me well enough.. you will sure know that i used to be a person who prefers to stay home and do nutting rather than go out n do nutting..! And because of this, i'm always the unlucky person who always gets the dirt before anyone else! My sister told me the only thing i can do is to absorb! ABSORB everything...??? Trying to turn me into Spoonge Bob Square Pants? Nah..

I tried not to get into trouble.. I hold on to my job for the sake of my family.. I do whatever they wish for.. I tried spending more time with them.. I did.. I really tried.. But i just can't help feeling that all my effort has gone down the drain..

I guess its because things dun follow my way.. thats y i'm feeling so angry and upset.. and it all boils down to EXPECTATIONS yet again.. Perhaps i'm just expecting too much.. and when things are not up to my expectations, i get angry! When will i ever learn my lesson?????? Stupid me.. feel so screwed! Arghhhhh..

Nowadays, I just can't wait for every single chance to sneak out of the house.. just feel so upset at home! Wats really happening to me?? Oh my god.. tell me what to do!! Is this a place that i could still call home??

Perhaps i never love them enough... never shower enough care on them... never put in enough effort..

SOS... Lets all pray hard for a better tml..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

If i were you

If I were you

You want to know where we go from here.
So many roads, but none that seem clear.
Is what we have enough to last a whole life through?
Who knows. Baby, who knows.

So you're asking me 'what do we do'?
'Cause times moves so fast, and the chances seem so few.
Is it too much to think that we could have it all?
Who knows. Baby who knows.

But if I were you I'd promise to live life for all its worth.
Take all that you've been given and leave your mark upon this earth.
Trust your heart to show you everything you'll ever need.
And if I were you, I'd fall in love with me.

So hold me close, I'll kiss away your tears.
I won't promise the moon, but I promise to be here.
And what if together it gets better everyday?
Who knows. We may never know...

But if I were you I'd promise to live life for all its worth.
Take all that you've been given and leave your mark upon this earth.
Trust your heart to show you everything you'll ever need.
And if I were you, I'd fall in love with me.

If I were you, I'd fall in love with me.



Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Incredibly Irresistible Cheerene

What m i suppose to do on a hot sunday afternoon like this? Too hot to go out for shopping i guess! Seriously bored to death! Sunday afternoon are simply too precious to waste.. but yet.. i'm still wasting it like nobody's business! Anyone have any suggestions on where to go or what to do on a beautiful sunny sunday like this??

To prevent the same thing from happening again, i guess i better start planning my next weekend activities! Perhaps i should go for a relaxing morning swim next saturday! Its been something like a month or two since i last went for a dip. Too sick to swim for the past weeks, finally rid myself of those stupid illness! Morning swim is always better than swimming during anytime of the day! Water is cool.. weather is just nice, not much sun.. so you wun get tanned! Best of all, the pool isn't that crowded.. all those joining you in the morning swim will be only "ah pek(s)" and "ah ma(s)"! No noisy kids to disrupt the wonderful quietness of the morning.. Hahaha, guess thats for next week then!

Most of you might be starting school tml... When can i start school?? Arghh.... Miss school, miss those badminton games with mummy, miss almost everyone.. *Sigh*! When can i go back to school???

Ok, I'm pretty nice today(hmm.. aren't i'm suppose to be nice everyday! hahaa) I stayed at home for the whole day.. Never even step out of my house! I had my room all packed up! Guess what.. I found some much snacks and sweets hiding in my room.. No one to share with! Haiz.. what a scatterbrain i am! I can buy them, chuck them, forget them, buy more... I better find a container to keep them all! Or should i say, i shouldn't spend $$ on such treats again! Better to save up my $$..

okie.. phone call coming in!! Cheerios to u guys!!
Enjoy school life while u can! Live life without regrets! Haa..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Eat up your words.... Not funny at all!!

WTF.... Who is that arse who has been posting nonsense at my shout box??? U dare u just put down ur sucky name! Dun be such a tortise and try to be funny with the nicks... ITS NOT FUNNY AT ALL!!!!!

Not that i'm trying to be sensitive or what, but i jus dun like to see nonsense in my blog!

Dun ever let me find out who you are, I will make u eat ur words!


Between now and then, dun let me catch you again, I'll be hunting you..

Love,
Me

Cheerene's mistakes!

Back from RELC, near orchard area! What a stupid place, really hard to find that place! Settled some of my application stuff!

Received a call from colleague, asked me to join them for dinner tonite at Fullerton! OMG.. Where do i find $$ to go to such places! Hee.. I do need to save up seriously for my future.. Hahaha! Not that i'm that anti-social.. But its just that i felt that i dun have the ability to spend so much rite now! Actually thot of going out with a bunch of buddies for supper at some hawker centre(thats the most i could afford..) Haa.. But i guess it cancelled! Guess its all fated that i should save up abit more! Haahahaha.. u see.. even heaven is trying to lend a helping hand!!

Then went back to orchard for lunch, had some Taiwanese snacks, a set of ToriQ Bento and LJS for lunch! Then went shopping around Orchard.. Then went home on bus 65! Hahaha.. My sister kind of wanted me to take bus 7 to go Eunos.. But i was lazy! Actually deep down, I was actually hoping to take bus 7, as it would take me back to my Secondary school.. Chung Cheng High School(Branch).. Miss that silly little school! Miss my friends and teachers over there! Its a feeling.. no words can describe! I'm forever indebted to all my teachers over there! (Opps... not forgetting all my lecturers in TP!! I guess i owe them even more.. hahaha)

On my way back, board this stupid bus 65! Guess wat.. The aircon isn't working! (Shouldn't I just follow my sister and take bus 7)OMG.. Its 3pm in the afternoon.. Weather is killing everyone.. What a time to have such stupid breakdown! Luckily i had some brouches in my bag, took them out to fan myself throughout that 1 hour journey(there was a traffic jam in that area)!! I fell asleep pretty soon! Oh well, it has kind of become a habit, no matter how long or short my bus journey is, I will always catch a few winks! Hee..

But sad to say, I wasn't able to sleep very well.. For the very fact, I haven been sleeping well so the past week! Just can't stop myself from thinking! Just felt very selfish! I dun even consider much about my family before i make any decisions.. Selfish isn't it?? Yes.. I'm too selfish! I put myself before everything, everyone, every shit! I noe every well that my family cares for me.. I truly apperciate it! But my actions always suggest otherwise! Well i still have 1 month to think about it! Once everything is decided, there will be no turning back! From there onwards, I will embark on a brand new chapter in life!

Now back to my yesterday's blog! I was saying that i was abandoned by hope!! Haa.. Have u guys read Jestin's blog! I guess i was totally wrong about my concept! Yes.. she is rite, our hopes dun abandon us, we are the ones who abandon them! Perhaps i'm not so lost afterall, Just that I was clouded by dark thots! All i need is to be more focused!

I need to wake up now!! Yes.. this very moment!! I can no longer be a baby! I can no longer cry in the arms of mummy whenever something happen! I gotta be brave! I gotta be on my own! Mummy cannot be always there for me.. In fact, no one will always be there for anyone! I got to be strong! I will blaze my own path, a path that is different from all others!

"Its alrite to have hopes.. Its ok to dream! The only thing wrong is that you dun work hard to make your dreams come true!!" - Cheerene the Great -

Jestin was also talking abt Letting go. . Difficult but challenging task. Yes, letting go is never an easy task! Its a skill that people might even take a lifetime to learn! Some simply dun.. Haa! Difficult as it may seems, but i do see alot of people succeeding in this quest! So how impossible can it be?? But i can't deny that its a v.challenging task (as mentioned by jestin)! Haa.. From my point of view, "Letting it go" is always associated with "forgive and forget".. These 2 phrases somehow, to me, shares the same meaning(from certain point of view)!!

Perhaps i should share with you what my mummy irene shared with me quite sometime ago.. "...you may forgive, but you can never forget... But whenever such memories comes back, it no longer hurts u so much like it use to be..."

Haa.. Dun u just find mummy great, to be able to come up some such sentences! Its no easy task! I found that very true.. No way i could forget them! So whenever such memories come back to me, I would just laugh at it, instead of fuming away! (oh btw, getting angry or upset is bad for health) But i still need to admit that i couldn't 100% fully rid myself of such problems.. (saw my previous blog?? The way i scolded my brother.. Haa..)but rest assured that i'm working on it!!

Mummy irene also told me this.. (I believe that i have wrote this in my previous blogs, but i still would love to share with all of you again) "In order to love others, you first got to learn to love yourself.."
I always believe in sharing my happiness with everyone.. So only when i have this sense of happiness in myself, only will i be able to share it with the rest! (This is the reason behind my joining of ODOL-Paying it Forward.. simply because i felt that i have something i could give) And when you are happy, things will just fall in place for you!!

I guess i've just vomitted out some of my most precious lessons i've learnt from mummy.. Truly grateful for her words..

Haa.. Can this be consider a good deed done?? Mummy has pass on her words to me, and in turn, i have pass it to someone else.. Hmm.. Isn't this the whole idea of paying it forward? What do you think, Lorsorene(Jestin's new name)? Hee.. Not to worry too much on your MP.. your 2nd supervisor! He will be kind to all the groups under him!! He is not too bad afterall!! Haa.. Thats sort of tested and proven! Hee.. I would rather he give harsh comments on our projects, rather than those judges giving those comments.. and that kind of grades! Well, to think of it! Its actually a VERY GOOD news that he is your 2nd supervisor! I'm not going to tell u the reason here!! Perhaps next time when we meet online! Hahaha.. I guess no one is smart enough to think of this YET! Hahaha.. I can assure that you will jump with joy after hearing this piece of good news!

"One person does a good deed for another, something the person cannot do for himself and, indeed, may not expect. The recipient then goes out and does likewise to someone else and the chain of goodness continues."

Haa.. Y do i keep repeating things i've said in my previous blog entries? Guess I've have inherited this "nagginess" from my dear mummy irene! Haa.. opps.. I'm just kidding! Hee..

Alrite, its way past dinner time.. but i'm still very full(even after so much vomitting)! Can't really eat now! Guess i had too much drink jus now!

Hmm.. seems that my words make more sense today.. Haa!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Abandoned by hope... lost in my world.. full of shit!

Interesting.. I'm actually home on friday nite, with no where to go! Hahaha.. not that there isn't any appointment! Lol... Turn them down, hoping something better will come along the way.. apparently, there isn't any! Thot of going nite hiking with my colleagues.. but turn it down! Frends called, asked me to join them at their place for a whole nite of fun with their new DVDs and KTV session.. Thot that it would be nice, but i still rejected the offer! Stupid rite???

Hence i'm here yet again for another long blog..

Its very much like what we experience in life, we always turn down what we deem as "not so good".. but what determines what is good?? Gut feeling maybe! We are always hoping for the better.. But this so-called "better" doesn't seems to always come on time.. Just simply feel like being abandoned by the one thing that i used to call it.. hope..

Feel as if i have lost my sense of direction.. going along blindly with watever,whoever that comes along my way. Where has my goals went to? Y m i always trying so hard, yet end up with nutting in life that i really yearn for? By the way, what do i look for in life?? I thot i use to be very clear.. but somehow, it has become a very far-fetch idea! Y?

Lost..

Meaningless somehow! But what does life really mean to me? What does it mean to you?

My sister showed me a entrepreneur-related webby.. Saw one of my cousin there! That financial advisor i was talking about.. Hmm.. pretty interesting.. I thot he really look like one of my course-mate! Hahaha.. well, he make it big! Good for him!

Nice sentence i got from there..

"entrepreneur is one who innovates and not duplicates"


Perhaps one fine day, i will be there too.. I certainly hope so! Think i will have to re-set all my goals, draft out my directions yet again! But dun noe what is my next step in life.. Where will i be the next moment? I have no answer to this yet..

Talking to jestin now, kind of like she came up with this very interesting idea!

On father's day(similar for mother's day), we kids shouldn't be the one giving gifts to our dad(or mum)! In fact, we should be the one receiving gifts! Y??? Simply because we are the ones who made them "dad"(or "mum").. Without us, they wouldn't even get the chance to celebrate this occassion! Isn't it cool! Hahaha.. thanks to jestin for coming up with such a wonderful idea! I guess i will be able to save a great deal when the next occassion comes along!

Got complaint by my stupid brother.. yeah.. brother.. since when did he treat me like his sister? I'm nutting more than a ATM machine to him! But one thing that makes me different from such machines is that, he got to pay up! Money dun come easy u noe! Of cos i must get back everything i "give" out! Damn him! Giving me attitude! No way m i going to tolerate such nonsense from someone who is even worst then a piece of shit! He should really do some reflection! At the age of 25, Still nutting to his credit! Practically living off the family! What a useless bum! Shit head! Dumb ass! I just can't find a more suitable word for him other than those mentioned.. Fancy throwing his weight around! Think i will be scare?? No way man! Cheerene fears no one... Or perhaps i should say.. Cheerene fears someone... but definitely not him! Well, at least cheerene fears of mummy!

Anyway, forget it! He can live in his dream world! We shall see who has the last laugh! He shall see, I shall laugh!

Share a song with u! This is the song that i've been wanting to share but keep forgetting about it! This is only part of it, wait till i'm dead free, then i will type out word by word for u!

I look in the sky,
and there i saw a star
shinning so bright above.

I close my eyes
and wish upon a star
that i would find true love.

Someone who needed me
Someone to share my life.
For a love that would be true,
I would wait forever..


Very nice song.. But i can't remember the title. Izzit wrong to wait?? Hahaha.. All of us hate to wait, but aren't we wait everyday! Hahaha.. Thats life perhaps! Silly isn't it! Thou we dun like, but we still have to do it! Nutting is perfect in life. Life will always be dotted with impurities!

Nobody is perfect..

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me
(PS: I am nobody)

My dumb sister's birthday!

Alrite guys! First of all would like to say sorry to chris and gang! I was actually suppose to meet you people for dinner tonite, but i back out last minute! Not without a reason of cos! But still would like to offer my most sincere apologies..

Ahem.. June 17, 1991.. My mum gave me a new sister(<-- sorry that i couldn't come up with another better pharsing now)! Yup, the one dumb sister who brought me lots of sorrows and pain throughtout all these years! But never will i forget the joy and happiness she gave me occasionally.. This dumb sister of mine, had "extort" lots of gifts from me already, but nevertheless.. i still rushed home after work today and got her a small cake! Could really see the happiness in her eyes. Yup, thats rite, today is my dumb sister's birthday! I knew that my mum will be out for dinner with my father, so i rushed home just to keep her company on her birthday! U noe, its really very bad if you have to spend your birthday all alone, infront of the computer..

When i got her to cut the cake, i told her to make a wish! Guess what was her reply??

Dumb sister: "I need no wishes, I am a happy person already.."

Well, i guess she is really a very happy person at that very moment! Perhaps she was really touched by that little cake i've got her! Oh well, who wouldn't be?? Hahaha.. Dun be envy of her in any way, okie! I'm a bad sister ah.. Hahaha! Thats what she always say of me! What do u tink? Hee..

Had a long day at work! Finally see some end to the inventory thingy! Expected to finish it by tomolo! Today, my supervisor saw me getting very stress up over the inventory stuff! She bought me a taro pie! Wow.. That was yummy! Then as i plough thru the whole inventory, i found some damn serious mistakes! Oh... Without those silly mistakes, i could have saved alot of time! Oh man! What a waste of time, due to someone else's stupid mistakes! My supervisor almost fainted when i pointed out that mistake to her! Ahhh.. finally.. , finally will be able to rest properly on my long-awaited weekend! But i seriously doubt so! Will be busy on saturday too! Got to settle some application stuff and bring my mum to orchard for some shopping maybe!

I finally remembered what i wanted to share with all of u! Got really attracted by the concept of "Paying it Forward", so i decided to visit that webby! And send in my particulars to register myself as a participant of this great movement! Seriously hope that all of you out there could be part of this wonderful movement too!

One person does a good deed for another, something the person cannot do for himself and, indeed, may not expect. The recipient then goes out and does likewise to someone else and the chain of goodness continues.

Weekend's coming again! Wonder what will happen this weekend! Hopefully wun get sick like the past 2 weeks again! Stupid.. Wasted my weekends falling sick! Can't go anyway when i'm too sick to even stand up straight! Hahaha.. no wonder my mum forbid me to go anywhere! Lol.. Nah.. Its just out of her care and concern lah! I dun blame her for it! I just blame myself for being so stupid, trying to go out even when i can't walk properly!

Still coughing abit here and there! But rest assured, I'm recovering already! Please dun ask me to see a doctor! I'm really scare of seeing doctors! They are gonna stick that big fat needle into my butt again! (That was many many years ago, I had very serious food poisoning, the doctor gave me n injection in my butt!).... Ok.. stop laughing! Its not funny! In fact, its painfully okie! Hahaha.. but that was years ago lah! But till now, i'm still afraid of going to clinics, taking awful medicine..

In short, I just hate falling sick!
Hahaha.. oh well, who likes it anyway!

Oh today, i left my handphone at home! Wow.. I simply felt so stranded all alone at jurong! Stupid me!

Will definitely remember to bring along my phone tomolo! Hahaha.. Love u all, good nite! Cheers.. and take care!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Time for another blog! Hahaha

Today almost fainted infront of my computer again! Still have not finish my inventory! Haiz! Work are coming in really fast! Its gonna take a while before i could clear them up!

Okie! Got some news from colleagues and supervisor! One of the manager has been eyeing on me.. Ok, they are in the middle of planning some new work for me! This is wonderful, dot dot dot.. Hahaha! Whatever it is! Accept it as the way it is! Wouldn't allow anything to affect my everything! Lolx..

Had 3 slices of my choco bread today! I'm left with another 3 slices of it! Should last me for another day! Oh my, that means no food for friday! Hahaha nvm lah, go hungry once in a while is alrite ba i tink! Afterall, my office is well-stocked with snacks, pantry is full of cookies! But the canteen is very bad.. only left with pau and bread! Omg.. Hahaha

Have been chatting with Zihua online, we were talking about some very chim topic! Something that has no right, no wrongs! Each of us have very different perception of the way of life! Hahaha..

Oh my, I can't remember what i wanted to blog down so badly! Give me sometime to think abt it! I will blog it down as soon as i remember! I just noe i still have much more to write, but i simply can't remember it!

Forgive me for my short-term memory! Give me some time.. :)


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Can't stop blogging... can't stop thinking!

So happily browsing thru my friendster' account! Have Just added one of my funny colleague to my account! Hahaha

Orite, today was treated to a nice pizza cum KFC lunch! It was birthday of 2 of my colleagues(coincidentally.. their birthday happpen to be on the same day!)! So my manager actually gave us a treat! Yipee! Hahaha so finally one day with a proper lunch! No need for me to munch on my bread today! Haa.. Now my bread can last me one day longer! lol..

Today almost vomitted infront of the computer! Have to settle the inventory stuff! So much to do.. can't seems to finish it! Haiz.. really makes me fall asleep sia! Dun really like to sit down the whole day infront of the computer! At least let me walk around mah! haa..

Found another job recruitment poster at the void deck that is really interesting. They are looking for block cleaners! Hmm.. come to think of it! It really suits me ah! This job will require minimum travelling, cos its just in this area! And it does fit what i'm looking for, a job that lets me move around! No need to sit infront of the computer all day long! Do u think i should call my make my application?? Hee..

Keep having this problem! I can't seems to sleep at nite! Something are troubling me again? Yeah perhaps! Can't sleep well for the past few nites oready! Keep imaginging things! Oh well... thats me! Can't help it! Hahaha Hope to stop it soon! Hahaha.. not to worry guys! I'm getting on very well!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Another phrase brought to you by the one and only.. Cheerene!

Time waits for no man, neither does cheerene!
Hahaha wat a stupid sentence! Got this idea from a sentence i saw on webby! Pls dun mind my stupidity!

Got to run! Take good care of yourself! Yipee!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Back from work.. going to bed!

Back from work, suffering from a bad headache for the whole day! Not too sure what happen, perhaps it was due to the bad weather!

Today was a very busy day, i have been messing around with the inventory for the whole day. It wasn't even half done by the time i left office! Oh my god! I guess this will be how i'm going to spend my week in office! Its really draining me of all my brain juice!

Today brought in one loave of my favourite chocolate bread from bon joure! Had 3 slices for lunch! So nice! So this loave of choco bread will settle my whole week's lunch! Hahaha

Gonna pop some panadols before i go to sleep later! Maybe i shall pack up my room in a while!

Just can't help having this feeling.. But i do really miss all of u! Really really miss each and everyone of u!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Vegetarian BBQ.. anyone?

Well, I came back yesterday nite at almost 12 o'clock! Brought back lots of food from the BBQ, all vegetarian stuff! Pity that all of my family were asleep, they couldn't taste it yesterday nite. But my mum heated up the food this morning! Everything still taste pretty good!

Yesterday's BBQ was definitely one of its kind! All dishes were basically vegetarian stuff! All except the chix wings(marinated with lots of garlic.. Superb)! Some of the dishes include:
Vegetarian Mutton curry
Vegetarian Char Siew
Vegetarian Satay
Vegetarian "Sing Chow" Bee Hoon
Vegetarian Stir-Fried Chicken with celery
Vegetarian Kebarb

It was abit weird, my friend was from ELN, so all the people she invited was (needless to say) all from ELN! I was the only CEN student over there! There was also another TEL student with us! Hahaha.. it was like a miniature ELN grad nite!

Yesterday nite talk was revolved around work! Seems that i was among the very very very few people who have started working! In fact, there was only another guy who have started working recently! We started talking about working life, our "dream" range of salary, working hours. I guess it was really my luck to be able to work in a MNC! Creative simply sound so impressive to them! They were so interested in my company! Hahaha, but currently, i'm still a small puny temp staff! When will i get promoted and become a "business owner"(these people who their own products to take care of)??

I understand from a few of them that they are still looking for jobs! Jobs weren't hard to find actually! Some of them actually turn down jobs with lower pay! Most of them choose to be jobless simply because they wanted to find their dream job! I haven't found mine too, but that doesn't i should wait! I think its better to be more practical! Anyway, our dream job now, may not still be our dream job after 10 years down the road! How many of us can really find our own dream job??

But anyway, how good your job is, is determined by yourself isn't it?? You gotta learn to persuade yourself to love what you are doing! Be good to yourself!

Btw, been coughing like hell! Haiz.. I tink it will take me sometime to recover! Meanwhile no cold drinks for me! Haiz! If i take cold drinks, it will make me cough even worst! And my mum will nag.. and force me to drink the stupid cough mixture again!!

Cheers


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Nice bloggy template!

Cool Blog Template?? Yeah! Thanks to Jestin!

Something first of its kind! Yeah! Thanks to my ultimate creativity.. and of cos Jestin's superb skills with HTML. This was done within an hour if i'm not wrong! Hahaha I'll try to get nicer pix of everyone and get them uploaded! I've just finish updating some of the information inside this "friendster-like" blog of mine! Not all the links are working now.. Pls have some patience!

Thanks a million to all supporters of my humble blog!

Proud to bring you a news i heard on TV moblie that day while i was on my way to work! Singapore now has the highest number of bloggers per capita in the world!! This is pretty cool! Nowadays, blogs come in all size and shape! Templates available almost everywhere! Apply a little bit of creativity and yours will shine! I'm glad mine is different from the rest!

Need to go out for some fresh air now! will be back at nite i guess.. or perhaps, tomolo morning! Hehehe..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

New Face.. cool

Can't help it, but i'm really looking forward to my blog's new look! Jestin is helping me with it! I've been pestering her to help me with it for sometime! So today, an idea struck me! So poor jestin got to start working on it now! Hahaha.. Thanks girl! I owe u once again!

New look, new feel! Hope you guys will like it when its up and running! It wun be just another blog.. Its gonna be a simply irresistible one!

Have fun..
Cheers


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Lalala..

Oh my.. today there was a very serious starring incident at my workplace! My colleague audrea, stared at me, so i just dig out her eyes and put it in a carton and sent it to South Africa.. Oh my, isn't that scary. Don't worry, its just a "joke of the day"!

This is how the story goes..
I was packing a box of keyboard and mouse, then i brought it to weighing machine. Jenny was there to help me.. both of us were having fun with the machine. Audrea came over to look for jenny, and i happen to turn around and saw her standing behind me..

Me: 0_0
Audrea: Not looking for u lah, I looking for jenny..
Me: hmmm.. icic
Audrea: What u all doing here??
Jenny: Taking weight of this carton lor, we want to send to South Africa de..
Audrea: Whats inside that carton?
Jenny: Inside got... (interrupted by me)
Me: Haiz.. Just now got one fella wave at jenny.. so his hand is inside this carton now..
Jenny: (giggling) ya.. then just now got one fella smile at Liping.. his head is also inside liao..
Audrea: Wah, both of u so fierce one ah??
Me: not lah, not really fierce..
Me: Oie.. Audrea, wat are u starring at??
Jenny: oh.. u die le, she wan to dig out ur eyes le!
Me: U wait.. since we are friends, i go and find a nice box for your eyes! So later u tell me where you want to send your eyes to, I get Bee Leng to send it by FedEx..

That was the joke that we continued till i knock off today! We came up with more "ulu" places that we could send audrea's eyes to. Then came up with more body parts to cut.. Wahaha! Scary working-life huh? Hehehe, we just kidding one lah!

Then later i saw Liqi at the photocopying machine, so i walk over to the machine and disturb her.

Me: Wahaha.. poor audrea, let us disturb until she bth..
jenny: ya lor.. i tink we dun disturb her so much lah..
Me: ya, i agree.. we dun disturb her liao lah, we change our target to Liqi lor..
Liqi: oie.. none of my business okie!!
Me n jenny: Hehehe..
Liqi: I ask my boss to come out then u all noe..
Me n jenny: Hahaha..
jenny: No use de, cos she oso scare of us!
Me: ya lor.. practically no one can save u now!
(My boss happen to walk out of his cubicle)
Boss: Liqi.. u kena bully by them ah?
Liqi: ya lor.. this 2 hor!
Boss: Haha.. last time only got jenny, now still got one more Liping.. All the best to you!

Ok.. so by now can u see wat a terror me n jenny were?? Definitely a nitemare of all our colleagues!

So today got more "tie dan" to eat! Today got those really big ones! Even harder to chew on! Wahahaha.. those who like to eat eggs will definitely enjoy the taste of "tie dan"! Then ben still gave me some wasabi crackers to eat.. wow.. really hot sia! Hahaha. Althou today is one busy day for most of us in the office, but we still had alot of fun! This is the way to work! Enjoy it! Cheers.


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Nite nite!

Maybe for a very short bloggy before i go n rest!

Well.. today have been a busy day! As time goes by, I've been getting the hang of the job. Definitely my previous stint with the company has paid off! It really helps me alot when i pick things up!

Today we actually went down to the warehouse to go a physical check on the inventory. It was hard work, but hey.. no pain, no gain! Hahaha, at least now that we manage to clear alot of things, it will help to facilitate my work in the future! Now the whole area looks much cleaner n much nicer!

Wow, i've been trying to change the whole working environment like mad, no time to waste.. Its about time they experience something different in their normal daily working life! Hahaha.. Well at least i'm making everybody's life easier(hopefully)! Implementing new systems and rules definitely will benefit all in the long run!

In time to come, we shall all see..

Enjoy the wonderful week ahead, and lets meet up for a drink sometime soon.. All of us(esp those who haven been updating their bloggies) will have alot of catching up to do!! Cheers!!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Need more work to keep me going...

Back from 1 whole day of non-stop fun and adventure at work!

Today tried something for the first time in my life.. Hahaha, its "iron-egg" (tie dan)from Taiwan.. Some colleagues just returned from Taiwan from business trip, one of them got some of their local products for us! Very nice of him.. Too bad i'm still down with my stupid flu, couldn't really fully enjoy it! Oh well, there is always tml.. Hahaha, still got some green-tea "muai-chee".. Oh stupid flu.. Be gone!

Had fun in office today, my colleagues had fun laughing at me.. cos i couldn't talk much today! Sort of lose my voice again.. I seriouly dun understand y people simply like it so much when i lose my voice?? I remember when i was in school, whenever i lose my voice, my classmates n friends would laugh at me when i speak and nutting comes out of my mouth! Ok.. thats pretty funny i should say.. Maybe i talk too much everytime.. so whenever i can't speak out, people tend to laugh out loud!

Didn't went for lunch today, have no appetite.. due to the flu maybe.. Kind of save a few dollars because of this! I think i should go on like this, and in no time, i would be rich! Yes.. Thats the way! I found another way to gear myself up for my dreams! Yeah!!Anyway the food in the canteen is not as good as Short Circuit.. Thou the price is more or less comparable to Short Circuit! Heard from colleagues that there are better food over at IMM.. But expect to pay a higher price for better food of cos! Oh forget it! IMM is around a 15 mins walk from my workplace! I'm just can't be bothered! No way will i walk under the hot afternoon sun for 15 mins x2 just for another meal! The sun already turn me off.. let alone the price of the food! YES.. I'm going to be RICH in no time..! Hahaha

I guess its really a matter of choice.. How i use to complain about my work.. but u see, now i'm actually enjoying myself at work! Guess what i choose in life?? Happiness.. not only for me, but for everyone in my life! I will work for it, in my way! If i could score 100 marks for this, I wouldn't settle for 99..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

No title for today

Been sleeping all day long.. Feeling weak all over! Just manage to pull myself up into the toilet for a bath. At least feeling better after that! Oh my.. what have i done to deserve such a weekend?

There is no where i could go.. practically no way to slip out. My mum insisted that i should stay at home! What can i do? Anyway, I'm too weak to even stand up straight.. let alone walk..

Now at least after taking those medicine.. I'm slightly better already! Those tablets really make me so drowsy and sleepy..

Guess there is nothing much i could do on this lonely saturday.. Been surfing around the web aimlessly.. then i finally chance upon the william hung's website.. Those clips are really entertaining! Have fun with it! Hahaha

I think there will be a horror show later at 11pm on channel 8.. Not going to miss that! Hahaha..

Been very bored.. thats y started to think alot again! First.. I would like to ask a few questions..
1. What causes changes?
2. Why are human so unreceptive to changes?
3. Can we undo changes?
4. Do all changes happen for the better or for worst?

Alright, not going to write anymore.. Go and take my medicine now, and prepare myself for the show! Hopefully i can wake up on time tomolo morning!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Show me the way..

Runny nose and bad cough! Oh my god.. why do this happen only when weekend comes? So there goes another weekend!

Couldn't sleep last night. Really upset. How am I going to break the news to the world? Utterly dissapointed with myself! It was something that i rejected the idea in the first place(because i'm a selfish person in nature), but now i'm upset over it when things actually happen in my way. Shouldn't I be happy? But i simply just can't when i think of those around me..

Still looking for my way to become a happier person... Perhaps the only thing i can do is to lower my expectations of myself and others..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Missing you..

I've read jestin's blog! Thanks for the wonderful reminder. I guess I will just have to use standard english instead of my usual singlish.

Had a great time at office today! My colleagues are going crazy because of me. They are going absolutely nuts over my jokes! This really lighten up our working environment alot!

I was kept very busy all day long. Things are moving fast! Althought I kept making mistakes, my supervisor was really kind, she was there to guide me! Learn alot of things today! To tell the truth, I love to be busy! Love to have so much things to do! Take it as a way to gain experience! It never hurt to gain new knowledge!

When throught alot of planning during lunch just now! I will keep it a secret.. at least till i'm ready to execute it! Its still in the initial planning stage! It will need more inputs before you can see the results!

I'll never give up.. Trust me! CENT vision, remember?

I think i'm falling sick again.. sore throat again! Been coughing all day long! Miss you so much...


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Fun @ work

Would really love to sit down all day long and write pages and pages of blog! But you see, if i dun work, where would i find money?? Hahaha, money dun grow on trees nor do they fall from the sky! Enjoyed work today! Finally have things to keep me busy all day long! I was running all over the place for the whole day. Love to be busy.. Hahaha finally dun have time to slack! Simply love this kind of feeling.. dun you?

Today had lunch with a group of colleagues! Oh it was really fun! We practically flood ourselves with jokes.. It was like chain reaction.. oh I shouldn't have started it! hahaha what would you expect from 5 very stressed-up women? HAhahaa

Weekend is coming again! Gonna chiong all day long tomolo! My office email is up finally!Can't really remember my email addy(cheerene_wee@ xxxxxxxxx), but not to worry, i will go and find out tomolo! Actually i also have my own phone.. 6xxx-5091.. thats all i can remember.. I dun really noe wat is the 3 numbers infornt! Haiz! Thats me.. As always! Hahaha

Looking forward to get my mp3 player at very special rate.. Oh yeahh..

Okie.. will stop here for today! Will write more soon! I'm loving it!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me