I may not be the first.. But mayb I still can make it as the last?? Lol.. Greetings!! Merry Christmas!

Ho Ho Ho! Wishing all my dear readers/fans/supporters/admirers/friends the Merriest of the Merriest Christmas! And not forgetting an Incredibly Happy New Year! Whoopie!

Hahaha.. I just came back from the church erm.. a few hours ago! Lolx.. Mummy invited me to her church for some christmas celebration! Hahaha, quite fun, they started singing n singing.. then got some pretty interesting talk. I find the preaching really interesting in some ways. I found that what that senior pastor had said is pretty true, and alot of the questions he asked, I have long thot of it. It dun mean that I'm smart, it just mean that I think alot. Some of the things did set me thinking.. interesting...

After the celebration, mummy and her husband and her mother-in-law and me went for dinner together at Bedok South. Its been many years since I last went there. Prolly around 5 to 6 years? Mummy's treat again! Hahaha.. Do feel abit bad about letting her buy me meals over n over again. Then everytime when I offer to pay, she will nag again! Then we often end up fighting at the cashier counter. Lolx.

Thou I'm really tired and sleepy and could barely open my eyes, I did enjoy the evening. Had fun! Mummy gave me a bag for christmas. Love it very much. Thank you mummy.. Love u!

I got home this morning at 11 + am! Hahaha.. I tried to sleep abit, but cannot leh, keep thinking about going to church! Hahaha.. I quite stupid hor, getting excited abt this thing. Actually I've always been wanting to visit a church on Christmas Day. Now I finally getting this chance. I missed alot of chances of going to church some time ago. I was invited by some friends to join them at their church for some other activities and celebrations. But I missed them all. Hahaha

I'll blog again soon. I'm to sleepy le, nite nite


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

License to BAKE!

Wow.. so busy! Hahaha..

Today is my first attempt at baking a cake all by myself. Ahem! Hahaha.. yeah.. my first time.. Lolx. Hmmm.. can smell something from my kitchen, lets have a peep at my Oreo Cheese cake.. yummmmy..

Backed.. Smell so nice, now my whole house is filled with this fantastic cheezey smell, esp in the kitchen. Hmm! How wonderful. Slurpss.. I loved cheese.. Likes cheese cake alot.. but only like to eat abit at a time, too much of it makes me sick at times.

Hmm.. my cheese cake dun seems to make it ah! Sad..

Today done alot of things ah! Today went for lunch with Miss Kwan at Norgan Vazs. Hahaahaa.. had the baked pasta. Hehehe.. n ICE-CREAM!!! Yummy..

Then hor.. today got some Charity sales.. nutting fantastic ba.. Very small scale only. But still not too bad i guess.. Oh, then after tat, I was inside CENT room.. then i decided to play my wire. N i made a golden butterfly out of it.. Its my first time making a butterfly! Oh, it looks great! Then give to mummy.. I find it really quite pretty ah, my golden butterfly.. Hehehe.

I wan to zzz le.. tired.. oso lacking of sleep! Hahaha Good nite!

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Very tired.. I tink I'm going to fall sick soon. Keep getting very bad headaches nowadays. But no matter wat.. I will still fight all the way! Hahaaha.. Cannot fall sick now leh, too busy to just lie on bed and sleep.

Everyday is full of little surprises! Live life to the fullest.

Suddenly recalled wat Mr. Ng had said. We were chatting about my sister, he said that there is many aspects in life, my sister might be good in studies and excel in her workplace, doesn't mean she is good in other aspects as well. I couldn't agree more. He said that these areas which she excels in just so happen to be the aspects that people deem as more important. But it doesn't mean that other areas in life are not important. This slowly made me recall something which I've learnt sometime ago... "what is popular may not be right, what is right may not be popular"

Yes, I might have always live a life under her shadow. I try to excel in whatever she did. But many times, I failed. Those words have made me wake up abit. Its not because I'm lousy that I can't perform as well as her in terms of studies and work, but its just that we wanted totally different things in life. We had totally different goals. She is a person who prefers something more realistic, I would at times prefer to work according to my heart, but of cos, I'm still pretty realistic at times. She plans very well ahead of time. I would prefer to take a step at a time. On a darker side of thinking, who knows what will happen next? Recently I began to realize this.. sometimes tomorrow never comes. I'm pretty bugged by these bad thots. But I just cannot stop it from recurring in my mind. She treasures money more than anything else, I treasure happiness more than anything else.

When I try to compare the both of us together, I realized that there are still some areas which I'm stronger in. And I believe no matter how hard she work, she could never surpass me in those areas. I should have faith in myself and continue to work hard in the areas that I'm comfortable with. I should not allow myself to live in her shadow anymore. I should be able to stand up against all odds.

Yesterday nite, I log off pretty early, but could not get to sleep. Keep having images of my family flashing across my mind. I do feel very bad at times. But sometimes I just could not force myself to speak to them regarding certain matters.

Yesterday, I finally took the initiative to ask my sister out for a movie, after a 2 week long cold war. Well, it ended up with a whole group of us. Lucky there were enough tixs to go around. So after the movie, we went over to Geylang for dinner at that "No Sign Board" restaurant. We had some great crabs. 2 thumbs up for the food there! After that, I finally found a chance to speak to her about the air tixs problem. I failed once again. Not being able to get my point across.

Quite bored ah... Being forced again. But before I make any decision, I guess I will still wait for the reply from the Uni ba. Just in case I'm being blamed for nutting again! Stupid! Hahaha.. I go n prepare some stuff for Christmas liao ah! See u..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me


Taken on the trip to Malaysia! This is my cousin, You Juan.. cute? Posted by Hello

Hmm.. so nice and memorable.. It was taken during this year's CNY period. (me, weijie, mummy, chris, Jh) Posted by Hello

This is cute ah!! Hahaha.. Here we are with Mr NgWB's children! Oh.. funny little kids.. Really very fun to be with!! Posted by Hello

Fish n Co @ bugis!! Posted by Hello

Oh Chi was back in SG and we managed to meet up with her sometime ago!  Posted by Hello

An Over-aged Big kid! Thats my meimei! Lolxx... chris with Samuel and Samantha! Lolx.. Posted by Hello

3 little imps! Hahaha.. Samantha, Chuan Chuan and Samuel. Posted by Hello

Samantha.. hahaha.. so fascinated that I could take photos with myself! Lolx.. Posted by Hello

Kids.. and more kids!! Taken at Jh's place! Hahaha.. so fun sia all these kids! Posted by Hello

The Incredibles... and their family maid.. meimei.. Lolx.. She was telling me that she really blended well into the picture.. Hahaha.. nah, she dun look like maid lah! Lolx.. But she very silly one.. she say I look like her maid like tat.. Dun noe wat makes her think this way thou! Lol Posted by Hello

Meimei n Pooh! Lolx.. Posted by Hello

See how badly she miss her jiahua?? Hahaha.. Her fierce boyfrend in Tekong! Lolx.. Posted by Hello

One of my personal favourite. Cos it looks like as if she is being super-immposed onto the pix.. Hahaha.. Proudly introducing.. My meimei, Chris! Hahaha (PS: I'm not her fierce sister in SG) Posted by Hello

Another day out..

Back! Hahaha.. Fun day ah! Shooping shoooping n more shooooping.. Today, I late again! Hahaha.. I always late de.. i so stupid, keep letting my dear meimei wait for me! So to apologize, I bot her lunch at KFC. Hahaha..

Our first stop was the Temple. We went there to pray pray.. I told guanyinma that I'm going overseas soon.. Lolx.. No lah, I just keep telling guanyinma that I just want everyone to be happy lor.. I tink guanyinma will find me very naggy.. I can keep talking to her.. mention everyone's name.. then later just tell her "everyone"... I just realize i just so dumb! Nvm, I will just email guanyinma and apologize later.. Lolx. But truthfully speaking, I'm pretty greedy. I ask for so much wishes. But basically, Just pray that all of you will enjoy good health and be merry when I'm not around with all of you. I've also ask guanyinma to bless me with a good degree in 2 years time. Hahaa.. greedy rite? Ask for so much!

Then after that we went for lunch le... @ KFC! Wahaha.. Then later we went shopping at Seiyu! Hahaha.. we both very entertaining one lor.. Go to those arcade area more for kids one.. Then started to disturb kids over there! Hahaha.. Ok, I was the one who started all those nonsense.. Meimei was so paisay becos of me! Hahaha.

After disturbing the kids, we slowly walked to Bras Basah. I brought her to Art Friend.. We were both pretty fascinated by all those stuff we saw there! But we just ain't impressed by the pricing! Lolx.. We spent a bomb on those papers n other materials already! Then brought her to the 2-storey McDonalds beside bras basah for a rest and continued with our discussion. After our rest, we went back to get the rest of our needed materials. There goes half of my blue note..

Then later we went to Raffles place. We went around and I took some photos for meimei! Ok lah, quite nice lor.. but meimei finds it abit shaky here n there! Hahaha.. I better go brush up on my skills man! Lolx. Then we went down to the market place at the basement level lor. Wahaha.. Love supermarkets!!! I LOVE IT!!! Hahaha.. its a real HEAVEN! Then when I saw the udon there, I've decided to make some fried udon for meimei. I guess she will like it lor.. Hahaha! I oso dun noe, I only tried it once myself, n i just find the taste okok lor.. nutting much to brag about! But meimei is very easily-contented one, so I guess she would just tell me.. "its really very nice" hahaha..

Really ah, she is so nice de.. she always tell me, watever I cook, she will like! Hahaha.. Where to find such a nice sister?? Even those at home dun appreciate my cooking! They will just gobble up all the food and still have the cheek to say my cooking SUCKS!

Now I found this meimei who is so easy-going one, eat oso very simple! No need to find expensive stuff for her! Hahaha.. Good liao ah, time to dish out all my special "secret-recipes" liao ah. Hahahaha.. Wat else can I make? Lolx.. I'm not a really good cook anyway! I just hope she dun mind! Hahaha..

Oh, then later I meet up with mummy for dinner @ Eunos with her husband. Oh, she buy me alot of things to eat ah! Hahaha.. Her logic is.. if she can't slim down, then make everyone around her fat.. Hahaa! No lah, she is just worried that I dun take my meals regularly. She is just concern abt me, not like tat stupid logic I just mentioned. (That "so-called" logic is just our joke nia).. She is really concerned about my studies ah, then Mr Ng oso trying to offer me some advice regarding this matter. Really very nice of them. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Really have to thank the both of them so much. They were very kind to share their experience with me. I have learnt more things again tonite!

I tink I'll begin on my " Project-Final Christmas Showdown" tml. OMG, wat a cool name for my task! Lolx.. Going to try to sleep early tonite.. Or else I wun have enough energy to work tml liao! Got tuition tml morning at 11am!! Hahahaa.. I'll post some of the photos before I sleep..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

I forgot abt my blog site again!!!!

I've been neglecting my blog site again! Haiz.. I guess I was too lazy to blog so much afterall..

Been having lots of fun outside.. but things at home, still the same. My Aussie stuff just ain't moving at all! Bloody ass!

Evil twin has went into the army.. Doing pretty fine i guess! He is coming out this weekend.. Yeah, do look forward to it, cos silly meimei has been pinning for him to come home.. she will be very happy to see him.. Well, of cos I'm very happy to see my evil twin too!

Silly meimei has been accompanying me this whole week.. running here and there! Yes.. Its really nice of her to keep me company. Hahaha.. we've been having fun.. yeah! Lots of fun! Haahahaa.. Really enjoyed her company, but one thing is I do feel bad for taking up so much of her time. I'm quite sure her expenditure did shot up quite abit! Haiz.. But silly mei mei will just say, "its ok, nvm one!" Well, thats how silly she is.. Stupid me, still ask her to treat me to some soya bean drink ytd..

So wat have I been doing for the past few days?? ok.. let me try to recall..

Thursday:
I can only recall that evil twin went into army on that day.. I guess, i slept thru the whole morning.

Friday:
I finally recalled.. I went to Raffles Place with silly meimei to pick up her stuff and her pay cheque. Then later I went to TP to have lunch with Miss Ling. Had some great food over at Mensa. Silly mei went to Orchard Forum to pick up some toys, but was screwed by those people over there.. She was quite angry abt it. Then later I accompany her to lunch in Short Circuit. Then we went over to Jes' lab to hang around. I guess we went home after that.. I can't really recall wat I did man!

Saturday:
I woke up early and went for my tuition class. Thereafter, I went back to school to meet up with silly mei, she studied for her Advance Theory and I did some editing on the pictures I've drawn. Then later faith called! Dinner!!! Woopee! So we went for dinner at bugis.. together in the group were andrew, faith, xian rong, chris n me! Hahaha.. then walk around and we started slacking at coffee bean! Then later reach home.. I started working... I didn't sleep at all, cos I'm suppose to wake up at 5am in the morning...

Sunday:
I went over to Malaysia.. But I hope u guys dun ask me where I went to.. I can't tell u anything.. Cos i really dun noe much! I jus slp on eat.. thats all! Got stuck at the stupid causeway for hours! I mean.. really many hours!!! Fed up! Hahahaha.. Super tired after the trip! I just keep sleeping.. no matter how long or short the journey is!

Monday:
I met up with meimei in school.. I was late.. and was issued my first ever warning letter. But i managed to make meimei not to issue any warning letter to me by telling her I will treat her lunch! Hahaha.. Later we went into mummy's class.. Hahaha.. we just sat at the back.. listen to her! Later we had lunch with mummy at short circuit. Then we went back to study lor.. Then I dragged mei mei to 85 market to have dinner with peimin! Hahaha..

Tuesday:
I reached school in the late morning after i went to pick up some CDs from my cousin.. Then later go for lunch at short circuit.. had my favourite muslim food! Nasi lemak! Hahaha.. Poor mei mei forget her timing again, she ended up "shopping" at bedok before going for her advance theory lor.. Then later I went home early to bath.. Spent so much time to dress up.. touch here n there.. Hahaha.. then later went to meet meimei at Eunos, and brought her to Rouge @ Orchard for fun! Lolx.. Yeah, we had fun there, thou it might b abit boring at times! Hahaha.. but we did enjoy those stunts by the bartenders. Oh yeah, we saw a guy by the name of Morgan.. I told meimei that all the guys by the name of morgan looks handsome.. N i wasn't wrong! Hahaha.. Ok, we left pretty early! Cos I didn't want her to go home so late too..

Wednesday:
So I went for tuition again on Wednesday. After that, I met up with meimei to walk around East Point mall, and later meet up with mummy for lunch! Hahaha.. Sakae! Lolx.. After that, we went to mummy's house to mess up her place for her! Hahaha.. Then she put us into a room.. I tired to slp but my meimei keep tickling me! Lolx.. how can I sleep? Lolx.. We were actually fixing a computer for mummy. Oh, mummy gave us christmas gifts! Hahaha.. we got a little bear each! Hahaha.. Thanks mummy! I love it! Then we went over to evil twin's house.. play with the kids there! Lolx.. very fun!!!! I will post their pixs soon!

Thursday:
I woke up very early today to format the hard disk! Then print out the resume for meimei.. Then I went to tampines interchange to pass meimei her resume, then I proceed to TP. Then meimei called.. Told me something abt her interview.. but later hanged up in a hurry.. She came to school to look for me later! Hahaha.. Then I keep pestering her to go running with me and mummy! Hahaha.. Sorry meimei, keep pestering u to go running.. I know u quite tired oso le.. but i never think of u, just dragged u along! Dun angry with me ok nor?

Whats on for tml?
Tml we had great plans! Hahaha.. mei mei will b going for her interview. Then we r meeting up at Bugis. then go to bras basah to get something. I tink we mite b walking to Raffles Place for some shopping too! We will see how lor..! Hehehe..

I just read mei mei's blog! Hahaha.. stupid me, nv go n read her blog still ask her to write! Hahaha.. Just realize that I made a blunder! Hahaha.. I hereby sincerely apologize to meimei for not taking her feelings into consideration. Made her upset again. Please forgive jiejie.. I'll try my best to make u the happiest meimei in the world.. Cheer up! U r the best meimei!!

Maybe in future, U mite meet someone who can take better care of u than me. Its ok that I mite not b the first in your heart, but just remember that I've already given the best of wat i can be! I will be very gentle from now onwards.. I promise!

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

2 of the MOST Fearsome Lecturers in CEN... lolx. Posted by Hello

OMG.. Its that pose again! Posted by Hello

Oh.. its my cat again! Posted by Hello

The whole group of us.. From left to right (me, jun jun, Chris, Jh, keong) Posted by Hello

At K-Box Tampines... Arghh.. Posted by Hello

This will be my future working area! Lolx.. Pray hard sia!! Posted by Hello

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Oh what have I been doing for the past few days??? Arghh.. KLKK lor.. Island wide travelling... Lolx.. Quite fun ah!

Monday went over to a temple tuck away in a remote corner of Bedok.. For a whole day.. it was all those standing and kneeling.. But I do feel quite sad ah, cos I started to think of my grandmother.. all those memories started to flow back to my mind.

Treasure what you have... before u lose them ah... I still can remember clearly, that day when I went to the hospital to visit her... She can no longer speak to me.. I know that she wasn't asleep.. But she just dun have the strength to open her eyes.. I can feel her in great pain.. But I just dun noe wat i can do to ease her pain.. If I can choose, I would rather be the one to be in pain.. I hold her hands in mine.. and felt little movements occassionally. I was lost.. I didn't know what to do. Felt really terrible..

Afew days later.. I was told that my grandmother had past away.. I was really dumb-struck when my sister told me abt the news. My eyes became watery.. I tried to hold back my tears.. I really did try.. but still can't help.. I ran into my room n cried..

ok lah.. dun talk abt it anymore.. I dun feel really good to talk abt this.. very saddening..

Yesterday went to "celebrate" Jh's last few days of life as a civilian.. Hahaha.. then all those "Old Birds" who came out of Tekong on their 1 week break were sharing their experiences with the group over dinner at Fish n Co. Thats wat happens when a whole gang of these "old birds" do when they get together.. How Happening can it get? Lolx..

Talk abt all this again.. Going to work on my stomach again! See u

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me


Lonely cat... in SG.. Soon.. I will post another pix of myself.. "Lonely cheerene... in AUS" Posted by Hello

Lonely christmas... My last christmas here in SG.. hope i wun't end up like my little cat.. Posted by Hello

A cat and a mouse.. Posted by Hello

Life of a cat.. Jealous? Posted by Hello

Cute isn't it? Posted by Hello

I was at Ikea.. Photo taken by Jes! Posted by Hello