Tasting my own medicine..

SHAG ahhhhhhh.......

Opps.. ahahahaa Busy.. day in day out.. and when weekend comes.. Boo.. tuition on Sunday morning! Lolx..

Perhaps.. this is called over-committment.. Committment over-dosed! It happens to me too often.. In secondary school, for 4 long years.. i spent all my weekends in chinese orchestra..! I dare to proudly say that i'm the most committed member in the team!

Then comes to CENT club.. no.. i shall say no more.. Hahaha!

Now I've arrived at "working life stage".. I said i wouldn't wan to throw in so much committment.. But look at me now.. arghhh!!! Chiong so hard.. but still no recognition! No money oso! Hahaha.. stupid!

But nvm de lah.. "She who work hard, shall be duly rewarded!" U know, i just have this feeling that i'm gonna make it big one fine day!!!

i jus knew it....


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

I love myself!

How am i going to break this news to the world.. I just can't take it any more.. I'm about to die.. of happiness!!

Hahahaha.. Here are the 3 things that makes my day:

1. I did some OT to earn some extra cash.. Hahaha.. It wasn't really so much because of the money i'm getting.. Its actually because i need to clear my work to prepare for my big day! (read the next point)
2. I finally chosen my BIG OFF day!! Its next friday! Jus got to clear everything in order to enjoy my day off! Well.. if i dun take a day off next friday.. I will have to wait around a month before i can get some proper rest!
3. I received a letter from IDP.. My application to Wollongong got accepted.. as expected! But i'm still pretty excited about it! Just like a kid, jumping around with joy and happiness!

Arghhh.. I'm dying! Dying of happiness..

Hahahaha.. But sad thing is that I would be very busy for the next few weeks! I'll just pray hard that my leave wun get cancelled because of work.. I'll just try to do everything ba.. Even if it means working on saturday and sunday..

Got $$ leh.. Y not rite! Hahahaha..

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Cherish everything..

Apologies for making Ant worry all day long! I should clarify this, I didn't lose my job at creative! I lost a tuition lobang!

Maybe I should say I didn't lose anything.. Its just like saying "if I didn't even fall in love, how could I have fall out of love..??" How could I have lose a tuition lobang when I didn't even start it in the first place?? Maybe I shouldn't be upset about it.. Maybe its a blessing in disguise.. Who noes I might be blessed with something even better?? Who noes..?

Hey.. But its money we are counting here! How could I not be upset about it! But wat is over.. is over.. Let me come up with more plans to make more money!! Well.. I'm always full of money-making ideas.. But how come my wallet always not full one??

Dun ask me y I so chiong for wat!! I will tell u the reason now.. I m single and available! Nothing to tie me down.. If I dun chiong now, make more money so I can enjoy life later on.. Do I really want to wait till I get a boyfriend/husband then start to chiong? Then neglect him because of work.. then get our relationship into trouble.. Or wait till I have children then start to work hard.. neglect my child's studies.. make him/her a ledge-key child.. No No Noo.. The thots of all this really make me want to work hard now.. I want to give everything and everyone my very best..

Children are the most wonderful things that god ever created.. They are the most wonderful miracles.. I always dream of going to 3rd world countries and help them.. Giving them the education that they definitely deserved.. This is a dream.. since young.. When ever i watch TV.. When i saw them, i always thot of giving my every cent to them.. Then my mum would start saying that i m crazy.. She said this.."with your little bit of money.. what can you do??"

Every bit counts.. Even if its only enough to help one kid.. So be it.. It should be good enough for me.. (If anyone of you have access to CENT room, remember to go and take a look at one of the posters on the notice board, its about the starfish on the beach.. I read that sometime ago when i was alone in the room crying..)

I always believe in this.."chi de ku zhong ku, fang wei ren shang ren" and i get very upset when i hear ppl saying that they are still young and still have a long way to go.. Oh pls! Wake up!! How many "10 years" can you have? I'm not trying to curse you.. But i just hope you will cherish every single moment from now on..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Life is really like a roller coaster..

Like my photos?? This are taken with Jenny's camera! Lol.. I'm still trying to get more photos from Andrea's cam! Lolx.. There r more over there! Hahaha

Today.. I went into a ultra low mood.. Dun ask me y.. I just lose my job! Period!

Thats it! Now i have to beg on streets.. Or maybe you might find me on Orchard Road, playing guitar and singing songs!!

Just feel so upset over it! Everything destoryed by my own hands! I really regret telling the truth.. Y is it like tat? Is there really anything wrong with being honest?? Being Honest has made me lose alot of things like Friends and Money.. I lost friends because i was too frank with him.. I lose money-making opportunities because i was too frank about everything.. But "Being HONEST" isn't wat parents and teachers have always tried to teach us all this while?

Right.. from now on... Out of 10 sentences that came out of my mouth, 9 will be lies!

1. I am Fat N Ugly
2. I am Fat N Ugly
3. I am Fat N Ugly
4. I am Fat N Ugly
5. I am Fat N Ugly
6. I am Fat N Ugly
7. I am Fat N Ugly
8. I am Fat N Ugly
9. I am Fat N Ugly
10. I am Simply Babelicious

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Me, Jenny and Andrea.. We are SHE!! Way to go man! lolx.. I wanna be Ella!! 

This is Fook On.. My boss.. Lolx.. We forced him to do that! Hahaha.. BTW, the beer really isn't mine! 

This is the first time in Kelly's life that she is doing such things!! Hahahaha.. All thanks to their Creative Idol.. Cheerene Wee.. 

This is Ernest.. He is pretty good at it too! Lolx.. 

So hold me close, I'll kiss away your fears.
I won't promise the moon but I promise to be here. And what if together it gets better every day?
Who knows? Baby, who knows?  

5 Great ways to start a week

5 Great ways to start a week:

1. Make today your pay day! (Well.. I've got mine!! Yipee!! My first pay as a tutor! Wahahhaaha!! I m richie rich.. Wow.. Just get so excited when i think of money!)
2. Find new means to make MORE money.. (Well.. I've done it too! I've got a new tuition Lobang!! Woahahaaha)
3. Pack your schedule to the max! Knowing that every moment means money.. (Mine is fully packed with tuition all the way.. at least 5 lessons a week! This is just so crazy.. But i can't stop loving it man!!)
4. Saving more money by skipping lunch! (Munch your way to the pantry, unless u r sure that your dear colleagues will get you small snacks for tea-break! Well, lucky me, i got a nice little Cheese pancake from BeeLeng!)
5. Knowing that you will earn alot more than the previous month! (I did my calculations today.. and i could stop myself from grinning from ear to ear! But hey.. Every single cent is made with my sweat n blood..)

Sorry folks.. I'm just a little money grubbing pig!

This morning, i've received some photos taken while i was at the chalet! (That was really fast! Thanks to our Hardworking Andrea!!) Really cute! I just love it! If you guys have known me for sometime, you would know my standard pose in all my pics taken during CENT club events! Well.. I came up with a new one.. Now all my colleagues r doing the same thing! This is so crazy! My work place has become a Heaven for Crazy people with crazy ideas! I will try to bring the pixs to show all of you one day.. (if i'm ever free..)

Oh.. forgot to mention this, I'm now conferred as the "BBQ Logistic Head" .. So in future, if there is any BBQ, I must get ready in the shortest possible time! Jus like mobilization! Lolx.. this is fun!
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Today was a interesting day, I was sent to Robinson Road to collect some stuff for boss! Lolx.. I had long chats with Taxi drivers on my way to n from company.. Everytime they would repeat the same thing.. here is top 5 FAQs:

1. Your Boss (Mr Sim Wong Hoo) still haven married hor??
2. Your Boss very kind hor, always see him do alot of charity rite??
3. Your company so big, your pay oso must be very high hor??
4. Your Boss very smart hor, make alot of money from the warehouse sales rite??
5. Your company famous for its sound card rite?? Now always got alot of new products rite??

Now.. Here is my top 5 answers...

1. Ya Lor
2. Ya Lor
3. Ya Lor
4. Ya Lor
5. Ya Lor

Look.. Its rather simple case here.. Since you know so much anout my company and my boss, dun ask lame questions already!! Got it?? Lolx..

I'm going to sleep! So tired counting money! Hahaha.. just kidding! I dun really make that much u noe!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Fun wor! Hahaha!!

Hi folks! I'm back from my chalet.. Wow.. Its way too fun man!

The fun started when Ernest and Jenny came to pick me up.. Once we reach the chalet, we unpack the stuff and went to get a bike each.. Ernest was playing his roller blade.. woow.. it was fun.. we cycled till the end of east coast.. a pretty far point! Hahaha.. Along the way, i had a few "small" accidents.. All Jenny's fault, ask me to look at boys! There were times when both of us almost collide together.. all because of boys! Hahaha.. she is a tiko queen! Not me!!

Then go back, start BBQ le! Actually, Alan was suppose to be the cook-of-the-day! But ended up, i was the one! Hahaha.. But its really fun ah! Thou the food were abit burnt here n there.. Hahaha!

Fun ah.. Hahaha! As usual, i crap along the way! Joke n joke! Really enjoying.. Then after BBQ, we went for a short cycling trip! Then came back.. rest awhile then start to clear stuff and bath le! Then pack pack awhile, all go up to the room le!

We started a few rounds of Dai-Tee! Then Ernest wanted to play Ass-Hole Dai-Tee! Wahahaa.. So fun sia! I became Ass-hole for a few times! And of cos, i won a few times as well! Bee Leng was the poorest.. she kept remaining as Ass-hole!

Played till around 4am in the morning.. Hahaha.. Then tried to sleep, Then i start to crap! Dun let them sleep! I guess they should be sleeping now at home!!!

I'll try to upload the pixs once i get it from my colleagues!!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Missing thing in my heart..

A very good morning ladies and gentlemen, its me again! Back with more storys to tell.. Sorry for not blogging for the past 2 days.. Every moment of my 24 hours were too packed!

Suffering from mood swing again.. I woke up this morning, feeling really sour in my heart! I just feel that something is missing in me.. Like i said.. Its a real big mood swing.. i was still enjoying myself hours ago at ZEN.. I wasn't tipsy.. I'm just abit kind of "high"-er than usual.

Quite upset that I missed my graduation yesterday. After reading Chew Ling's blog.. I really regretted it.. I'm sure they had fun there.. How i wish i could be part of their fun! Seeing so many of her photos.. Seeing her writing with so much pride.. I'm happy for her! So.. I still have not got my diploma! I'm not yet a graduate of TP yet?? Lolx.. But somehow, i felt that it was pretty unfair for my mum for not letting her have a chance to go back n see me on stage with my cert.. Thou she was the one tell me that she didn't want to go back.. I felt that she was sort of influence by me.. I was telling her that my earning money was more important..

Another busy day at work.. Loads of unfinished work awaits for me on monday morning! Sounds sad rite!! Thinking back, I've not listened to Mr Boey's advice.. I clearly remember this.. Just before i started working.. He told me: "Dun sell yourself to the company.." Dun you think his advice just fell on deaf ears.. Well, i didn't exactly sold myself to the company.. Thou i work hard in the office.. I dun bring work home at least.. Its because of other committments like my tuition that kept me busy all this while!

Yesterday was one of my colleagues last day with us, he went home to china.. working with our branch over there! Good for him.. a chance to be with his family again!

Went for a good lunch over at some ramen restaurant.. Pretty good ramen they offered! I was really shocked when i got back in office and saw my computer! My god.. My taskbar was flooded with MSN Conversation Windows! Thanks all for their best wishes! To all of you who were hoping to see me yesterday at school.. I'm really sorry abt it! But i do hope i can make it back sometime soon!! I miss you just as hard as you miss me.. I can't promise when i can be back.. But i promise to try..

Yesterday nite, rock the world at NYDC.. then later proceed to ZEN to continue the fun.. Played till pretty late! Was with JH, Chris, Jacky, Ryan, Hazel, Keong.. Then met Faith and gang! Its actually a birthday celebration for Chris!! Happy 19th Birthday!! I made her a card.. She was happy.. I guess she likes it.. Hahaha. I'm glad she likes it!

Alrite.. Going back to bed for awhile..then gonna pack my bag later! Going to chalet later on! Wun't be home tonite!! Dun wait for me tonite!! Hahahaa..

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Life is like that..

Just came back from tuition.. Sad to say, i wun be able to make it back for the Graduation Ceremory. Work is piling like nobody's business! Work comes in practically non-stop.. Got a very bad headache since afternoon.. It hurts like crazy!

Had a nice chat with Alex aka Ant! Lolx.. Then jenny came by.. We were both fighting over the keyboard again! She wanted to chat with Alex.. Lolx.. but of cos, i refused! She will definitely go n tell him lots of funny things.. Too bad i can't chat for too long.. Need to chiong my work again! hahaha

Then after work, rushed for tuition.. I was already very drowsy when i reach the kid's place! Kind of teach until wan to drop dead! The kid is simply too playful ah! Just like me.. Now i can really feel how those teacher must have felt when they were teaching me! I'm truly sorry now..
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Some "Horro-scope" again! Lol..

Scorpio woman is confident, magnetic, proud, possessive and a deep person. She is very accurate in assessing the intentions of the others and can tell exactly whom to trust and whom not to. One cannot succeed in fooling her. Her emotions are extreme i.e., she can hate with bitter venom and love with fierce abandon. A strong, masculine and intelligent man suits her best. She is loyal and intensely passionate. Truthfulness and honesty are dominant in her character. She is very protective of her man and is a disciplinarian at home. She likes power. She returns double the amount of what ever she gets whether it be kindness, love, insult or hatred. She refuses to see any viewpoint other than hers. A Scorpio mother is always there to attend to her children's needs and is a good teacher to them.



Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Did you know.. Cheerene is the most beautiful woman ever.. opps! hahaha

Some interesting "Did you know" I've got from my email.. Sorry, i'm just lazy to forward out to my mailing list! But i guess by posting here, I can reach to to many ppl as well! Enjoy reading!! Dun complaint that i write alot.. I didn't its just merely "Ctrl C", "Ctrl V".. nutting much basically! (But i guess the title is the one that made most senses! Hahaha) Cheerios!

Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.

Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy thier beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face?But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?

Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?

Did you know that if y ou ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do. But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of,and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

I love Cheerene and... Singapore!

Alrite! I'm back in action once more!

So it seems that alot of you have been enjoying your extra long weekend.. Well, I enjoyed mine too! Cos every holiday is an opportunity for me to make more $$! Oh, I'm loving it!

My day started at 7am, started to bath and slack around, have my breakfast while reading the newspaper. Left home at around 8.30am for work.. Reached office pretty early! Started some simple setups soon! Then i went over to the warehouse to start my my whole day of fun! Lol.. Its sales again! They are offering some very good bargains! Esp.. from my department! Its really cheap and i'm really tempted to get one for myself! But i guess i shld save up as hard as possible!! I dun really need it so forget it! No point wasting money on something i dun really need!

So i tried very hard to sell! Hmm.. Impressed by myself too! Met a few funny customer too! Oh, and i saw one of our CEN senior too! Then made new friends during lunch too! Had quite a good laugh over lunch! Hahahaha.. then it was back to more sales!

Later around evening, Jack Neo and company came in to perform and entertain the crowd!
(-_-") .. they started to belt out Hokkien songs.. It was erm... I guess u shld noe! Hahaha! I managed to sneak out to the amphithearter with a colleague for the big screening of NPD! It was fantastic! Its kind of like at the NDP itself! Superb sound system, good quailty projector! Yeah!! 100 points for it! Then came the Singapore Idol! Ohh.. hahaha, i was busy with work, but my eyes were sort of fixed on the huge screen! Lolx..

Then after the show, we started to clear and pack up! Had some photo taking! Then retreated into our office! Then hitch a ride from a colleague to the MRT station! Then proceed on my way home..

Its really one of the most interesting national day i've spent so far! And of cos.. my last in SG.. I will miss my homeland for sure! And of cos, all its ppl.. like u and u and u and u and u and.. and so much more..
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Today reach office at 850am.. started another hard day of work!

Work work work almost none stop! Then went to west mall for lunch, wallet torn again! Bought a gift for my colleague, cos its her birthday tml! She is always so nice to me ah, she is the one who got me Bread talk "loti" everytime! Today, its finally my turn to get one for her!

Then on my way home this evening.. something weird happened! As usual, i fall asleep as soon as i board the bus. Then i was woken up by a pressure on my arm! I FOUND SOMEONE LEANING ON ME!! OMG! Hahaha.. Too bad its a "SHE".. ermm.. i mean lucky its a "SHE".. I was to embarass to wake her up like tat, so i tried to move and shift myself abit! And finally she woke up just before my stop! Lucky she did, or i will miss my stop again!

Okie.. I'm tired already! Seeya! Cheerios!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Its a Holiday.. But it does not necessary means fun!

Bad Bad Bad.. Hahaha! Hate staying at home on Sundays and public holidays! Well.. those full-time suckers never fail to spoil my day!

Wondered wat i did again to have deserved such treatment! Yeah!! N best part is my mum n dad can actually keep quiet about it! Spoil my dinner mood! Dinner sucks, even thou it was roast duckie rice.. erm it was kinda my fave! I would eat this everytime i go n "ta boa"!! But today, it simply sucks! Stupid duck! ... No I shouldn't blame the duckie! Its that sucker's fault! Can't even keep quiet for something like 10 to 15 mins.. Must cause trouble for me!

In such cases, normally, I would "speak up" for myself! But i'm just tired.. too tired! Colleagues called me just now! Wooooo.. Working tml too! I was more than happy to do it! For money, for fun! So y not! Its a public holiday tomolo, and i can't stay at home! SEE.. Its my home, and i can't for heaven's sake, stay at home without getting any trouble! I wonder why my parents are so afraid of him!

I must make this clear first! I'm not running away from home! I just dun feel like going home and start another round of fight! Be accused of things that aren't true! Who can stand it?? Arghhh.. I just cannot stand it.. Hate those moment i spent at home! Argh!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Break my heart and i will break your neck!

There was a war yesterday nite after a finished my previous blog entry and logged off! Yep! Its war with some stupid suckers at home! Blood Suckers.. stupid leeches!

The more i'm being forced.. The more i will show them how much more capable i m compared to him! I will make sure he can't hold his head up ever again! Sorry.. He is going down.. way down under! Sucker.. Now my mum went crazy again! Blaming me for things like that.. Dun they ever consider the things i've done compared to that sucker! Talking about results and behaviour and so much more.. I've always been better than the sucker! Y aren't they sastify with my performance?

What is it that i've done wrong again? FINE.. Since thats the case! I wun be going back to get my diploma on that ceremory then!!! Just in case i would tear it in a fit of anger! No one apperciates the fact that i worked hard for this diploma just to please them! They just look down on my diploma! So what is so fantastic about an ITE cert then??

Now i swear to myself.. I'm going to get a degree, no matter what! I will get this degree for the sake of my future, for those who cared for me.. for those whom i love! Sad to say this.. but this degree has become a tool for me to get back at them! I will get back all the pride I've lost over the years..

I just can't take it like this! Bloody shit!
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Alrite for something fun, I've played around with my pictures by adding in some comments! Do vote for the most interesting ppicture okie!!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Please stand behind the yellow line peepz!! 

Serving the nation with pride.. Vote for the one and only, Cheerene Wee.. Cos she is here to change the world for the better! 

I'm pretty well trained on abacus, u know! 

I bet none of you can stop this as well.. 

It couldn't have taste any better!! 

Oh isn't she beautiful... 

Its a Small Small World!

A couple of things to update.. In an attempt to keep my bloggie alive!

Woot.. First of all, allow me to begin by reminding all of you that my birthday falls on the 10th of November.. Perhaps it a co-incident of some kind.. It will never fail to fall on 10th of November every year! Hmm.. that will set me thinking for some time.. Wun u? Lol!

Enough of my lame-ness! Okie! Today was a special day! Practically.. I was busy all day long! Yes.. I'm really busy! Oh well, as a matter of fact, i'm always busy! HAhahahaha.. Had a great lunch at the Peneng restaurant near my office. Its really a very pleasant surprise! I met all my primary school teachers there! Wow.. most of them travel all the way from Bedok to jurong to eat! Well, of cos i went over to greet my teachers, I've always respected my teachers.. It has been like 8 years since we last met! Omg.. Its really wonderful to see them! Some of them have retired already! Wow.. Hahahaa! So glad that they actually could recognise me! But i do feel ashame of myself for not visiting them for such a long time! Shame on me!

Then it was back to office for some work! Well, some not really nice things happened! It really make my sup and I kind of upset over it! Oh.. stupid stupid stupid! But we did entertain each other very much! So it kind of made up for it! Lol.. Today, everyone is so damn busy! Me n jenny had some long chat earlier on.. I realised that we actually have so much things in common! We had a history.. Hahaha.. Look out for more stories in the next posting! Not really in the mood of blogging it down now.. Cos i'm being SPIED!

Then after work, I met Zihua for some shopping at Cityhall area! Got myself a pants.. Then we went for a drink! Not as in alcohol.. she had orange juice.. i had my lime juice.. Period! We were talking about our work related issues as usual.. Hahahaha! So sad!

I've jus seen her colleague's profile on friendster.. She looks pretty familiar.. She could be my primary school-mate! But i just cannot remember her name! Damn it! Arghhh.. I tink its really her! Hmm.. Small world huh! Lolx..

Some sad stuff maybe.. Things aren't working out at home! That sick ass is trying to pick a fight! Well... i can't really be bothered! Too tired to fight.. But i just can't stand my mum's nagging!

Oh damn it.. Guess wat that childish ass jus did?? He switched on all the lights in the living room! Trying to attract my parents' attention again! I'm really tired after one whole day of work.. and can't i just use the computer in peace for a moment?? Dun i deserve a quiet moment online with my blog after one stressful day..!! I mean.. I'm not even making any noise down here! If he can stay up the whole nite just to watch soccer and wrestling.. Y is it that only when i'm using the computer, he would want to sleep?? Isn't that ironic?

I can't really be bothered! Want to fight?? Jus bring it on! I'm not at least intimidated! F*** off.. I can't stand CHILDISH MAN! Just imaging a 25 years old bastard doing such childish stuff.. wouldn't you laugh your head off?? Pity whoever is goona stick with this sick-in-the-mind bastard for the rest of her life!!! Someone who has to depend on his parents at the age of 25 (for no good reasons) doesn't deserve any sympathy from anyone of us!!!

I seriously dun get it! Wat will he get for causing more of these trouble at home?? My parents r jus gonna get more stress up! I'm jus gonna stay out! No one will help my sister with her homework!! So wat will he gain? Is it pride? Is it fun.. or just simply got KICK???

I guess i should stop here.. I could go into lenght regarding this problem! I'm tired too!!! Btw, there wouldn't be a long weekend for me.. I've got to work! Sad thou.. but looking at the bright side.. Hey.. I'm actually earning more for this month! Cheerios!!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Interesting...

http://www.x-woods.com/games/differences/diff.htm
A game recommended by jestine! Haiz.. playing this game gets on my nerves at times! A real test for ur mind!

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

One By, One Girl

Everything seems to be happening too fast.. simply too fast! Whatever had happened.. seems jus like yesterday.. I would silently pray, hopefully tomorrow never come.. so we could stay as we were at this moment.. It was the most pleasant of surprises.. Who would have thot of it? The day when we both met..

"He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend
When she said there's this one you should meet
At a crowded restaurant way cross town
He waited impatiently
She walked in, their eyes met, and they both stared
And right there and then, everyone else disappeared

But one boy, one girl - two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled - they knew right away
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives
For a moment the whole world
Revolved around one boy - and one girl"

I would never forget the very moment.. when my heart got stolen, by your one sweet smile, it grab me the very moment our eyes met. I wouldn't say its a dream come true, cos no one would have been able to dream of such fantasy..

I could feel my heart burning for you.. I could simply feel my whole world revolving around you instantly.. Its a feeling that cannot be describe using words.. Its has to be feel by the heart.

"In no time at all they were standing there
In the front of a little church
Among their friends and family
Repeating those sacred words
Preacher said: "son, kiss your bride," and he raised her wail
Like the night they met, time just stood still

For one boy, one girl - two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled - they knew right away
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives
For a moment the whole world
Revolved around one boy - and one girl"

I'm so blessed to have you in my live.. to share my dreams and of cos.. my bed!

"He was holding her hand when the doctor looked up and grinned
Congratulations, twins

One boy, one girl - two hearts beating wildly
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight
He smiled, she smiled - they knew right away
This was the day they'd waited for all their lives
For a moment the whole world
Revolved around one boy - and one girl"

Our lives were never the same.. maybe thats our destiny.. I was meant for you.. you were meant for me..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Eh oh..

A big hello to my wonderful readers.. from your long-winded, ever naggy, super duper lazy blogger.. !!

Alrite.. I damn tired now! Over-chiong-ed! Screw up at my work today! Flare up at tuition.. Lack of sleep maybe!! Battery running dry.. Ding Dong Ding Dong.. alarm sounding already.. about time to rest my tired mind!

Okie.. after work, met up with Zwee to pass him something.. then he sent me to my tuition! I was running late already, lucky he was nice enough to offer me a ride to Ubi for my class!

In order to persue my dreams.. I'm going to prove to the world that i'm worth it! I'm gonna be the best dream-chaser you ever seen!

But.. lets catch some sleep before anything else! Nite nite everyone! Oh BTW, since everyone is doing this, i shouldn't leave myself out of the fun! My Birthday is on 10th Nov ... Cheerios!

Best of luck to all exams/tests takers! Lolx.. Whoever gets full marks, I treat kopi!! Cheers..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

A nice Email I've received! Enjoy..
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A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Mom."

With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:

Dear Mom,

It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing to you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you.

I've been finding real passion with John and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion mom, I'm pregnant and John said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too.

John taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want.

In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so John can get better; he sure deserves it!!

Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Some day I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grandchildren.

Your daughter,
Judith

PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.

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Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Who rules my lilfe? Can i ever say anything?

After reading those SMSes sent by my sister.. uncontrollably, tears rolled down my cheek! There I m trying to find something that would fit wat she is asking for.. There she is trying to make my life difficult! No there is nutting wrong with the offer i'm getting now.. But i was definitely hoping for something better.. Something that I myself would prefer!

She insisted on a B-Eng.. FINE.. Lets get a B-Eng! Well.. Curtin offers that, so does Wollongong!

She wanted something recognised by our government! FINE.. Lets get one that is recognised over here! Well.. Curtin is, so is Wollongong!

I hoped for something that is more recognised.. maybe something at least associated to Go8.. Curtin isn't.. But Wollongong IS.. at least an associate member of the Go8!!

Now she is complaining of the cost! WTF.. Didn't she do her calculations in the VERY FIRST PLACE!!!!!!!! I kept asking.. But no one is giving me any answers! Now she is actually throwing her temper at me! Saying that I m unreasonable! Saying that i'm not thinking for my parents! Saying that I'm irresponsible! Saying that I'm too demanding! Now she is asking me if i will take care of my parents in future!

Come on.. shouldn't we face this very fact that no matter what they are still my parents! If i were to leave my parents... wouldn't that make me something worst than shit! What does she take me as?? A beast?? Maybe she should start asking herself if she would leave them to fend for themselves! To me, she is just trying to find a "getaway" from these responsibilities!

Back to the very first place.. I didn't intend to study anyway.. Isn't that the reason that i threw away all my results slips! Stupid ass! Now that i managed to convince myself that Studying more will do me more good! I'm more than willing to chiong and better myself!

I'm suppose to have so many choices.. Yeah.. They sure "tried" to give me choice! But whats the use of letting me choose when you all got your "dreamed path" in mind already! But shouldn't we get this clear, Its your "dreamed path".. NOT MINE! Y insist that i should follow your idea! Dun you tink its like abit too demanding on her side?? Cant' she respect MY decision as well!

Whenever i suggest anything, they would flatly refused! Yes i do admit i dun make the right choice everytime! But does it means I can't make choices myself! Isn't it useless to tell me this: "Do something you like in university.. dun end up get a degree that you dun like!!" Well.. I dun see any senses in telling me something like tat! So which part of this damn sentence suggested that I CANNOT CHOOSE!!! So why izzit that i dun get to choose my future!

3 years back when i was choosing my course in TP.. No one offered me any help! I was left to fend for myself! No one bothers to comment on what i have chosen! I clearly remember this sentence: "U should choose it yourself.. So if anything goes wrong in future, you have no one to blame!".. I do understand the fact, they are not just trying to defend themselves! They wanted me to take charge of my life! I thank them for not interferring with my choice! And now 3 years later.. I'm really glad i've made this choice myself!!

She wanted me to go Curtin cos they have a friend who got a 6K/mth job in some big shot company! He grad from Curtin! So?? Does it means grads from other Uni will not get any job in SG???

Maybe lets get this straight, I'm not saying that Curtin isn't good! But i just wanted to support decisions with hard facts.. and not by some Tom Dick or Harry that has got a 6K/mth job here in SG! He might just be some "1 in a million lucky ass" that has got the job!

The fact that made me so angry is that since she has decided already.. So y keep telling me to register for watever i wan????????? When i ask she to go n speak with the counsellor together with me.. She jus didn't want! Ok fine! So when i told her that she shld have followed me to the RELC.. guess wats her reply?? "I dun own u anything.. I have to work to keep my job... blah blah blah....." yeah.. its not as if i dun have to work to keep my job!!! So that was the beginning or one whole round of almost non-stop scolding.. My hp keeps beeping.. and my heart simply keeps bleeding.. I not like a baby who needs her company anywhere i go.. I just hope that she could listen up to the counsellor over there and knock some sense into her head! No use forcing me to go to somewhere i dun really hope to go!

I can't help feeling so pissed off by the fact that i have no say over MY future! This is not something that will be over in 2 to 3 years time.. This is something that will following me with the rest of my life! This is something that I have to depend on the rest of my life!

I seriously dun mind throwing in all my savings into it!

Call me stubborn..
Call me selfish...
Call me stupid..
Call me dumb..
Call me irresponsible..
Call me a sucker..
Call me anything you like..

But get this straight! Its my future.. N i will do anything to fight for it! Not unless you can prove me wrong with any facts! Or else.. I will go for wat i really want! Not wat U wan! I do things my way, not urs.. Since she wanted a deg from Curtin so badly.. maybe she shld go for it herself! Once again.. my fighting spirit has been spurred.. There would be no end to it.. till i've got wat i want!

It doesn't really mean that i have to go to wollongong.. But its just that it fits our "pre-requsites"!! Lets give in abit and make our lifes easier.. Well, I have given in alot already! Starting with that B-Eng and B-Sc nonsense!

Come n prove me wrong... I'm still waiting!

So sorry to my dear readers! Another long blog doing nutting but complaining like hell! If you ever find it too boring to read on.. I guess its high time u should stop reading, start writing your own! Cos i doubt you can get anything useful from my entry!!

Between now and then, till I see you again, I only yearn for you..

Love,
Me

I'm a Brown Koala

Try this! This is Pretty funny.. I can't say its totally true thou! First sentence is a dead give away! How can i be "quiet and modest".. Lol enjoy!

Cheerene November/10/1984 Female
You are Brown Koala, who is quiet and modest. You are graceful and have atmosphere of being rather old fashioned. You don't like conflicts and are a peaceful person. People will not hate you. But you don't get loved passionately by the others either. You tend to have the same kind of relationships with each one of them, and no one becoming special. You don't get too close to anyone.You have great sensitivity, and those who get to know you may find you rather too nervous. You are cautious to people around you, and worry too much about your family and yourself. You are realistic person, and you prefer rationalism to emotional things.Nevertheless, you possess great sensitivity and have sense of beauty. You are very romantic type of person. You also possess natural aptitude to spirituality. Your selfish comment may make you isolated from people around you. If you can control your weakness, you may be able to show your talent that matches the need of the society.If you try to be a perfectionist, you will break the inner balance and may shut yourself in your own dreamy world.You should see things objectively and widen your vision. This will lead to successful life.Once married, you will be a devoted wife, and a mother obsessed with children's education.

What do you guys tink of it! Hahaha.. do try it out yourself at http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Upsize of Font size.. specially for chris!

Chris was saying my font size is too small.. Wonder if she is able to read this now?????
 
Back from my tuition class! You bet i would complain again rite?? Nope.. Nutting to complain about! Well, my first time! Hahaha.. A malaysian family.. So i tried introducing myself as "LiPing" .. Jus to play safe!
 
Let me tell you a joke that the kid told me..
 
Kid: Jie jie, you got computer at home??
Me: Yes..
Kid:How many do you have??
Me: Well.. I have 2 of them.. y?
Kid: Oh.. then can give me one??
 
Funny huh! Hahaha.. Well, kids are kids! Jus so adorable!
A great experience! Hahahaha.. I'm loving it!! Finally a real "Miss Wee"..
 
I keep feeling pain near my stomach (but not stomach).. wonder is that gastric like wat Zi Hua has been warning me about! Pls don't be, i promise to take care of myself!! Pleeeassseee..

 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Its kind of funny! But i guess most of you might have seen it in your emails before! Hahaha.. Cheerios! 

My love for you will never change!

So rushed! Hahaha.. woke up a little later than usual! I guess i'm really tired! But still got tuition in the evening! Shag sia.. Well this is how hard I have to go for the sake of $$! I fully understand how hard it is to make money! And i swear my love for money will never change..

So i guess i make the right choice of going overseas for a degree.. cos i'm never sastisfy with what i'm earning right now! Job has no prospects at all! I just find that it doesn't really suits me well! Maybe thats why my mum insisted that i should continue study! Should i have understand this long ago.. I would have work harder to score, rather than pass this diploma! Silly me!

There is something wrong with blogging from office.. I can't find lots of functions like changing fonts and the colors! So bear with these plain texts!

I guess i should stop somewhere here! Gearing up for another hard day of work, All in the name of Money! Lol..

Pray hard i get more tuition lobangs soon! So i can earn moreee..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Love you mummy! Happy Birthday!

Happy 18th Birthday Mummy!!

Finally handed the gift to my mummy.. Okie! I've been waiting so impatiently to see her. I'm really tired out by my work.. but it didn't really stop me from thinking of her! Now allow me to disclose what i made for her! Its actually a compilation of photos of all the 16 EXCO of CENT club with our advisors! So i actually use black paper to cut out small boxes on the sides.. making it look like the film! I took special care to select all the photos (all pixs are taken during all CENT club events.. big or small scale!) .. Also got their name written there! Then put a transparency over it to give it a glossy look!

Its really something mummy would really want to see! She has been praying for this day to come! But I'm so useless.. time and again, i didn't managed to fulfil her wish! I did come very close to it.. But i still failed in the end!! Haiz.. so i actually thot of fulfilling her little wish on her birthday! And i just did it! I just hope she would like it!

Definitely I have experience failure while making the present.. Effort put in is definitely more than  100%.. but it doesn't really matter how much time i spend on it.. all it matters is that little smile on her face! She happy.. i oso happy! Perhaps this is call "deriving happiness from other people happiness"

I really tired to type out what i wrote at the back of the board for mummy! Perhaps i will share it with you guys tml! Thou i should say those wordings are not 100% original, but i actually spent more than 2 months looking for the perfect words to pen down! I visited alot of bookstores, gift shops, in search of the words that would best describe wat i always wanted to tell her.. I got edit abit hor! Hahaha.. some form of originality inside perhaps! Hahaha

I gave mummy a call just now, Sometimes i just admire her for being so smart! Lolx.. Actually i thot of giving her a little surprise! I tried so hard to restrain myself from msging her a "Happy Birthday"!! Wanted to give her a little surprise by turning up in school with a cake! She sort of expected me to go back actually! Smart girl! Perhaps its really easy for people who understand my thots to predict my actions! But ended up we were more surprise by her! Hahaha

You are just simply adorable! Love you mummy! Happy Birthday!
But it really makes me very upset cos this might be the last time(in the coming years)  i can have the luxury to celebrate with you..

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

I'm tinking of you..

After reading ChewLing's blog.. I can't help too.. Yeah.. I thot of someone too.. But i just we are just not fated to be together.. He is just too good for me.. Simply too good.. way too good.. "wo men mei you yuan ba"..

Surprise! Lolx.. just when i was in the midst of writing "wo men mei you yuan ba"... he actually popped online! My god! This is indeed scary! I jolly well know that the person is not as free as me.. so i presume he wun be looking at my blog for watever reason! Sad..

But nvm.. Today, as usual, was a busy day!! Endless work! Just hoping i wun get tied down by OT tml!! Ok.. I crack some really cold jokes during lunch! I almost bring down the whole office with my silly-ness! Bombard them with "jian bian wen ta di".. Then we went thru a colleague's photography! She went to Zurich this May.. took lots of nice photo! So i asked her lots of questions.. All of them keep laughing at me.. my questions were pretty silly i guess!

Silly me spoilt the gift i was making for the past few nites! All my efforts over the past few nites.. totally wasted! Wonder how long i will need to complete it tonite! I guess i have to stop here tonite! Get to work le! Managed to push my tuition 1 day later for the sake of tml! Lolx..

 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Blessed.. So Blessed....

Looking back, Thinking thru.. Its really true that i'm the luckiest girl around! Thou not blessed with looks nor brains, but with all the love showered on me.. I just couldn't help feeling so proud of myself! True enough, very seldom do i run out of luck!

Blessed with a family that occassionally gives me trouble.. but not forgetting the amount of love and care they offered me in return.. True that they might be hurtful at times, but i'm just as bad.. the very fact i can't deny is that sometimes i hurt them even more.. I use hurtful words on them.. I ignore them sometimes..  Sometimes i would say, i did that just to save my face! Just to summarise it with a word.. "Stubborn"!! Now that they are coming up with $$ to send me for an overseas education.. Sometimes i couldn't help and started crying in the night thinking about this..

Yesterday mummy irene told me this: "Now u see, how much they still care for u?"

And becos of this sentence.. I decided to write this entry today..

Yes.. They do really care for me, everyone cares for me... (if not, you wouldn't be reading my blog to find out more about me recently rite??) Blessed with everything i could ask for..

Talking about a job, yes i do have one.. Well in-fact, more than 1 now! I'll become a teacher soon! Starting from Tuesday, I will become a tuition teacher to a small kid! Thou this is one of the lowest paid tuition job that i ever heard of.. But i guess there is no harm having more extra cash in my pocket! Hopefully it will be enough to cover my transportation at least! I have to admit that I'm taking up the job for the sake of $$, But once the job is entrusted to me.. I'll definitely put in all my heart.. Its definitely going to be tough at initial stage, but i'm sure i will get used to it really soon!

Did i mentioned anything about my work! When i look back now, I felt so stupid! Got a job that suits me well.. yet i kept on talking about changing jobs! I almost lost my precious rice bowl! Perhaps this is a blessing-in-disguise, because of wanting to quit this job, I'm now offered a little increment in my salary! I'm really a very lucky person! Have you heard of people getting pay increment just after 2 months of work! Very seldom i guess! In fact i've heard of none! Lolx.. Thou its not a huge increment (its not too small either), but i'm really grateful that i'm getting such a good offer! See how lucky can i get.. Fancy getting a job without having to go all out to look for it..  (FYI, this job is actually offered to me by my supervisor at Creative! I went there for my attachment!) Good thing is that i dun even have to fight with other candidates over this job!

Sounds abit more like fairytale maybe.. Hahaha.. but its all happening on me.. There is a chinese saying.. "Shen Zai Fu Zhong Bu Zhi Fu" Thats really something that you can use to describe me! Compared to many others, I'm really very lucky to get a job, yet i still wanted to change job.. Silly me! So i guess i should stop complaining!

Regarding my studies, I guess there is NO real need to listen to my sister! She can give advice, but ultimately I'm the one who makes the decision! Afterall i'm the one travelling there to study, not her! Should be about time to bring out the "real" me out! Show her that i'm capable of making my own decision! I am no follower! I'm a leader!

Yeah!! Went out just now! Book a tour, will be going away the week after next! Its a real short trip!! Going to Yangong! Will miss all of you.. But i'm dead sure you guys miss me even more badly than i do! Lolx..

Thats about all that happened today! Dinner is ready once again! Gtg.. see you guys around! Cheerios! Tag moreee....

 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

sleepy sia....

Fancy being woke up for a packet of Wanton Mee early in the morning  at 7.45am!! when i actually fell asleep at 2am yesterday! WTH! I guess my body could no longer take such late nites already! Old liao lah... Nvm, I tink i should be finishing my great work soon! No more late nites le!

New happenings over at the office! Leaving me with more choices! Haiz....  Will keep you all update of it once there is more news!

Y do people treasure things only when they are about to lose it..

 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Time to blog.. Shh.. dun let anyone see!

Since no one is looking.. allow me to write a short one first!

First.. apologise for not blogging as often as i used to be! Really busy! I'm really tired ah! I slept at 3am yesterday nite! Woke up at 630am.. force myself to work! When i saw myself in the mirror.. I got a rude shock! Big eye bags.. with dark eye rings! OMG.. Who is that freak!

Ok great! I've been eating the whole day long.. I brought my green bean paste to share with all my colleagues! The jenny bought a cheese cake! Oh.. Hahaha

Today got a new joke! When i went to store this morning.. This was wat happened:

Storeman A: Iqbal, your hunny is here..
Iqbal: Huh.. really??
Me: -_-"

Just can you imaging my face!! Haiz.. Why do the wrong people always get attracted to me? Duh!

Alrite.. time to go toilet n pee! Start slacking, 6:30 is coming soon!! I can't really think now.. Brain isn't functioning well(as always).. hahaha Cheerios!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Boo~

Felt so confused! Lol.. Work-wise, study-wise! A whole lot of problems.. So many choices to make! Who can help me?????
 
I guess no one is able to help me thou! Its my life afterall, it is what i'm going to live with..
 
Office is really busy nowadays.. hardly anytime for MSN for the past few days.. Always running around the whole building.. Meeting everyone.. doing everything! Sounds fun! Yeah, I do have to admit that this is pretty fun! Basically its when all those communication skills, interpersonal skills, lots of coordination work! Its really like working in CENT club sometimes.. but this time, there is no innoCENT to work with anymore.. No one taking pictures for me.. No one to tell me weird jokes.. No one to entertain me!
 
Oh.. how i miss school..
 
Today, I fell asleep on the bus on my way home (as usual), but too bad today.. I was sleeping so soundly that i missed my stop! Haiz.. Okie! Let u all have a good laugh, nvm! Hahaha.. anyway, missing a bus stop is nothing uncommon for me.. lolz!
 
Recently, I've been singing the Hokkien song to jenny and the rest of my colleagues, driving them absolutely crazy! "Ai tio ni sim tia tia, Sio tio ni sim tia tia..."
 
I have this little feeling that i'm kind of going crazy.. Screws are loose again!! Opps.. Hahaha!
 
 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Characteristic of a Scorpio woman?

SCORPIO WOMAN 
 
A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.  Her acting skill always make others to think that she is an innocent, shy and childish woman which is not her true self.  Deep down inside she is very proud of herself. She hates to think she is boring woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. 
 
Many men will make mistake if they think she is a  good  follower, they are wrong. She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes and needs to have power and must have control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has   all   the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it. If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you,  then   you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words  which   could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her   X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are  going   to say. She always smile so that she can hide her feeling.  That's her trick. 
 
She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who  can   earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A   man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She usually goes for a good looking , strong and healthy man so that she can compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.  Even if the man is attached or married, as long as he has the looks, money and status, she will never let go. She will always act like a gentle fragile person and continue to stick to the man like a super glue.  If she wants you, she will not give up no matter what other people may say. This is why Scorpio woman always become a second wife or a mistress.
 
But be careful of this woman, she is the most revengeful woman in the zodiac. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. If you have made a mistake, she will accept your apologies and she pretend  to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future.
 
She gets jealous very easily so when dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew. If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double  it. 
 
She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates,  there   are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps".  If   she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can  sweep   all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this   matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has   good quality as much as her bad tempered.
   
She always like to hear nice things about herself. She likes to spent money. She likes to have fame and  reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than earning more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and cannot feel of being a "Nobody". If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. She wants to win the game. What belongs to her, must not belong to anyone else, this is her selfish character.
 
 
I am a Scorpio, and really proud to be one! Lol.. Sounds very fierce sia! Hohoho.. true or not, up to oneself to believe! From different point of view, it might be true in certain ways! Some "Spello Erro" here n there! But i couldn't be bothered to do any editing to it! Bear with it! I sure most of you would do just fine in understanding this post!
 
 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

So Cock!!!

All tired out yesterday.. Much to my expectations, Yes! I became the maid again! Can't they just leave me alone! Stupid! But I didn't throw any temper thou! Really glad abt it, i manage to control myself! A gracious host yet again!
 
Food wasn't fanastic! Amount was barely enough for all! Basically, the organizer suxs BIG TIME! They ordered the food, which turns out to be not enough, they asked the caterer to come at 5pm and told the guest to come at 4pm! So everything screwed up! Food came damn late! it arrived at 5.45pm.. took quite awhile to setup! Dinner started at 6pm ++... Everyone rushed to the table.. like hungry ghost! Seventh month already? Haha..
 
My uncle brought a bottle of red wine! And i simply just help myself with it! I drank quite a bit! Cos food have not arrive, n i got really bored sitting there! So just drink n drink  n drink lor! Since no one is watching me! Hee.. Dun worry lah, I haven heard of anyone getting drunk with red wine! Shh... dun tell anyone!
 
Then very good ah, they all finish their dinner.. pai pai bi gu, all gone! Lol.. One of the fastest time they left my place! Good ah, dun come better! Mess up the whole place! Keep talking rubbish!
 
Got one Stupid bird seller(aka Bird mother-one of my aunt!)! Keep insulting my father's wine! Hey excuse me.. It cost hundreds of dollars for 1 bottle like that! Give her Martell, she complain.. give her whiskey, she oso complain! WTF.. She is better off with some stupid syrup that came together with the food! Pardon me for my choice of words, but i seriously felt that they deserve nutting better! She started boasting that her son knows how to open the bottle of Red Wine! Wahaha.. I had a good laugh at how he tried to open it! I got him a cork screw.. he hardly noes how to use it! Finally he got the screw into the cork, guess wat he tried to go with it? He tried to pull it out from the top! OMG! Pls leh.. got handles by the side to press down to pull out the cork lor!
 
So whats the moral so the story? Dun insist that you know alot about wine when u can't even open a bottle like tat! LOL..
 
Those few usual questions came! Like:"what u doing now?", "complete studies liao ah?", "where u work?", how much u earn?", "u got further studies?"!!!! Lucky for me that i'm working in a MNC.. they have nutting to comment about my company! Wahahaa.. U guys shld have seen those face! So lucky i have answers to all those questions! No "lost-of-face"! Lol.. U shld have seen how much face i saved for my family! All LPPL sia! Wahahaahaa!
 
I dun noe whether its due to the drinking or i'm just plain tired.. but i fell asleep the very moment they were gone! All the way till 7am this morning! Still got lots of things to do.. so i guess i shld stop blogging liao!
 
Someone pls help me to stop myself from laughing at their cocky-ness!
Cheerios!!!
 
 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Boo.. I slept so little yet i'm not at least tired! y??

Morning everyone! Hahaha.. Guess what, I can't sleep again! Lol.. Work all the way till 4am yesterday nite.. was working on my new creation..yet again!  I woke up at 8am in the morning.. eager to continue my work! When I could visualise my end product, I truly amazed by my own creativity.. definitely going to melt your heart once again! Well, I'm not going to disclose any more things about it! I'll keep it as a little secret until i'm really to give away this little gift!
 
Sometimes i really wonder why i didn't go for design courses when i was in TP.. But come to think of it.. If i did went for a design course in TP, wouldn't i miss a chance to meet most of u guys! Wouldn't i miss the chance of joining CENT club? Wouldn't i miss mummy? Wouldn't i miss my dear little kids! So i guess it isn't a wrong choice to come to CEN afterall.. The only wrong thing i've done so far, is that i have brought the wrong attitude to TP! If only i have a chance to do it all over again! I wouldn't let myself down again!
 
Okie.. no point crying over spilled milk! What is over.. is already over! Just dun repeat the same thing in future..
 
Hahaha, okie, so I went to blk85 for dinner cum supper yesterday nite! I had so much chicken wings n satay! Stingray and chay kueh tiew.. hmmm.. yummy! Had so much fun yesterday nite! Laugh thru the nite.. so long since i had so much fun! The place is as usual.. very crowded
 
Work is pretty stressful nowadays! From the very moment i step into the office.. I have to slog till the moment i step out of office! With so many schedules to meet, so many customers to pacify, so many slow vendors to hurry! Then still have others' task to complete(<-- as in i still have to help others complete their work.. Its so-called under my NEW job scope! Duh..)! My supervisor came to me yesterday, she asked me y i look so shag? Well.. isn't the answer obvious! Hahaha.. recently, office is pretty tense up! Everyone is so busy with meeting datelines! But i guess this is only temperoary, as soon as i clear my work, life would be easier for me!
 
Okie! Tonite there will be a big event going on at my place! Its that Old grandmother's birthday AGAIN!  Haiz.. i dun noe how many birthday she wants to celebrate a year! I just hate those people coming over and talking non-sense! Keep "suaning" people! Wat the... Yeah so what if there are people in my family who CMI? Doesn't mean i CMI rite! Shoot me again today.. and i shall shut them up for the rest of tonite! The worst thing they ever do tonite, is to piss me off! I will make them regret! I'm no longer going to behave myself! I DUN SEE THE POINT OF DOING THIS ANYMORE! If you dun like to come to my place! FINE.. better dun come! I dun welcome those people anyway! Always mess up my day! SHIT ...
 
I guess i will stop here for the day, I still need to go n pack up my room and go and buy materials for my gift later in the afternoon! See u guys around! Cheerios! Pray that it wun be so sucky! Hope that my elder sister will come home soon! She is much fiercer than i m! She is one of the best scholars in the family already! Haa.. i guess its hard for me to deny that i still miss her at times! Lol.
 
 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Yet another Busy Day~

Busy day at work.. Practically non-stop! Hard to catch me at my cubicle the whole day! Really tiring sia!

Okie.. today i won a curry puff from my supervisor, hahahaa all thanks to our minesweeper flag game! Once again, I have won the game! So i got a curry puff in return! That takes care of my afternoon teabreak! Lolx.. duh.. i think i'm not suppose to have any teabreak thou.. lolx!

Have a long day to go tomolo! Still got tonnes of work to finish! Wonder when will this end! Its really busy nowadays, because of some screw ups recently! I ended up with no work for a period, now over-loaded with work! Wat the...

Still so excited about my 2 day old MuVo TX FM... couldn't stop playing with it! Just like a kid who got a new toy! I just can't keep my hands of it! Since young, i dun really have lots of toys! I seldom get to buy toys like any kid! Most of the miserable amount of toys i "owned" are passed down from my brother n sister! So i really treasure my toys! Guess what, this year's valentine's Day, got a few toys! Simply love them sooo much! Got care bears(one cheer bear n one grumpy bear), got mouse (by the name of chedar)! Lol... A very memorable Valentine's Day.. And perhaps the last that i'm going to spend here for the next few years! How to survive????? Sob..

Yup.. I really treasure this new gadget of mine! I work hard for it man! It cost me a bomb.. it really did! Hahahaa.. but its much cheaper than the market price already!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

What you transcript says..

Do you think our grades really stands for wat is stated on our result slips? Well.. at least not to Smith and Me.. To us, this is what it means..
A= Absolutely No Problem
B= mayBE can
C= Cannot make it
D= Dun dream abt it!
E= Enough nonsense
F= F*** ... erm.. i rather not say it!
P= Please stand aside

So the next time you get you results.. dun forget to refer to my list of "what grades really stands for" list! Have a good laugh and get over it! Dun Dream abt it! hahahaa


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

For those who show me this before.. ITS PAY BACK TIME NOW! Enjoy.. Cheerios! 

I'm gifted.. so r you!

Lalala.. I finally got my new MP3 player!! The MuVo TX FM wahaha.. I'm having so much fun with it! Simply can't keep my hands of it now!

Guess wat, I guess i'm a pretty good cook afterall! Last Sunday, i was really cooking up a storm in my kitchen! Fish n Chips with potato wedges! Stir-fried udon... Yummmyy.. Really enjoyed the meal! The fish was excellent! Crispy on the outside, juicy n tender inside! Simply irresistible! Oh my god.... Udon was great too! But i'm sure there is room for improvement! Hahahaa.. This is actually my first time trying out dishes like that! Success at first attempt! A great way to kick off the whole series of weekends filled with "fun n food" i guess!

Had Spaghetti.. oh i rather not mention it! Its not too bad.. But i thot i really need alot more practice to perfect it! I tried the meat-ball sauce with added mushrooms n onions!

Gimme sometime to perfect all those dishes before i invite all of u over for dinner one of this weekends! Just dun tell me "I Not Free.."

Take care wor.... Hahahaaa..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

My Girl..

After logging out in the afternoon yesterday, I didn't sleep.. can't wait to watch the movie.. "My Girl"! It was a really nice show, thou i couldn't understand wat the actors and actresses were talking about.. Lucky there were subtitles! Hahaha!

It really reminds me on my past when i use to play at the playgroud near my place! There was this whole group of us.. sort of "owned" the whole playground! Playing with all sorts of games we could think of..

There was once, i climb up the playgroud structure.. Those old playground have those really high metal structure! I went up.. but didn't dare to come down! So got stucked there for hours, until someone came up n rescued me!

Like the girl in the movie.. I also had a play-mate! His name.. erm.. I dun really noe! But we call him "botak".. "Botak" lives in my block too! We would play almost everyday together with the rest of the gang! Haa.. Its been a long time since i last met botak! Well.. even if i really see him, i doubt i would remember his face!

Haa.. Back to the movie.. It was a really good movie! The boy keep denying that she was his girlfriend.. until the little couple got seperated when the girl moved away, only then did the boy realise that she was the one.. End up the girl n the boy didn't manage to get together! Sad but yet there is nutting we can do abt it.. If only the boy had confess his feelings earlier..

So wats the moral of the story??

Got to speak up before its too late.. Dun wait as if there is always a "tomorrow"... We never know.. sometimes tomorrow never comes..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Relationship is like condom.. It tears easily once there is friction..

Like my title?? I came up with it myself.. I find it so interesting true somehow! Hahaha.. The first idea that came to me was actually "rubber" instead of "condom".. but i thot i could change it to something more interesting to suit of of u guys! lol..

Badly shaken by a nitemare.. OMG.. who would have thot of such things! Dreamt of Philip (this fella would always get very HIGH when he sees me) and a few others.. I wonder did i actually laugh out in the midst of my sleep.. I think I better keep the details to myself.. Otherwise i would become another joke of the centuary!

Glad that Faith actually like my previous entry so much that she actually posted in on her bloggie as well! Wahaha and still praise me until i could almost fly into the sky! Haa.. I guess it would really bring back many many memories for alot of us! Be it fond memories or not, it has become part of us the very moment it turn into a memory in our heart.. It will be here to stay.. for the rest of our lives..

Sometime ago, i did offer a few words to my good buddy when she flopped her job interview!

"You didn't get the job doesn't mean you are not worth it.. Rather, it means that the job is not good enough for u!"

As long as she has tried, she had not let herself down in anyway! Heaven will help those who help themselves.. I'm sure she will get a good job soon!! Ahem.. Dun forget to gimme a treat when u get the job wor!! Hohoho

Anyway, back to wat i was saying.. I didn't manage to keep this friend.. not because i'm not worth it, but because this friend simply isn't worth my care and attention..

I've seen thru certain things maybe.. I guess i should channel all those love back onto myself again! I promise to love myself even more.. for the sake of all those who really care for me and love me.. getting back to the "potatoe story" in some of the very early entires.. I guess i should let go eventually.. Whats the point of carrying it with me.. I guess i should laugh more and get over it the next time i ever thot of it again!

Well.. I've losen up abit! Headache now gone.. I'm gonna cook lunch today! Today is Cheerene's "Obassan Day"! A day when i would do all the things my mum would on a normal week day.. like sweeping, cleaning, packing and cooking! Time to brush up abit on such skills (in case mummy want to hire me as her maid in future).. Its about time i give my room a good clean up! My sister came back last weekend and made a mess out of it!

Oh btw, I got a new VCD(erm.. it was a copy.. haha, but i swear those CD-R were mine).. "My Girl".. the Thai movie! Something to look forward to during this weekend! Anyone wans to watch it? Come over to my place for this "movie party" (I still got lots of Ruffles chips and prawn crackers in my room) or just borrow it from me ba! Haaa..

Everyday is a brand new entry in Cheerene's Simply Irresistible bloggie! Cheerios


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

PS: I'm really sorry if my previous entry had brought tears to anyone's eyes.. I didn't mean it!

Do you know how it feels to be a piece of stepping stone?

Work and fun has taken its toil on me.. and finally i could not take it any longer! My head is hurting like mad.. Swarmp with misery

Holding on to things so tightly.. so many "if only i could.." swamp me once again~~ Wondering if i had did the right thing! Still suffering from the illness i would call "heart-wreck"..

I have given all my heart into this failed relationship of ours. I care for you. I treated you as best as i could. Pinned all my hopes on you. I wanted to give the best of myself to you.. So what is it that i've done to deserve such treatment?

Smith edited my favourite song sometime ago.. But i've touch up abit to suit us more..

We had this crazy plan to meet and be the best of friends.
From see you till the first time we came to and lunch together.
But your MSN nick says you are a friend no more
I found this meaning, and have to let you go

It was fate that brought us together.. till your actions do us apart!

Everything came too fast and i was caught off guard! Much as i tried to presuade myself to have faith in you.. I failed! Perhaps it was my fault for mis-placing the trust i used to give u..

Perhaps i should have never grant you entry to my heart.. Perhaps its about time to find the nearest exit from my heart.. There is no place in my heart for you.

I guess its my fault then..
Perhaps it was a mistake right from the beginning..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

What to do?

To go or to stay.. Pondering hard over it!

Everyone tell me to leave! So what izzit that i can't let go? I'm still so unclear of the path that awaits me! I know that if i dun go, I will never be able hold my head high the rest of my life! Of cos, to leave.. its definitely more than just being able to hold my head high! Thinking of my future makes my hair stand! Everyone has high expectations of me.. But what makes them think i could do it? Or.. wat makes them think i'm even going to do it?

Then another question pop up.. If i ever leave.. Will i ever come back? Mummy asked me this too yesterday! She knew the answer all along i guess.. Andrew was dead certain that i would be back! Perhaps u all know! Perhaps I knew it all along..

My mind is swirling right now.. Where to go, what to do? Who decides? I dun noe.. I noe nutting... Stop asking.. No point tinking! Arghhh... help me please.. what the hell m i doing????


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me