Hahaha.. Thanks dear(s)! Hahaha, I wun be angry for too long de! Hehe, maybe its due to my long term illness.. STM (short-term memory).. I seems to forget abt it the moment I stepped out of my place that afternoon!
The very fact that I enjoyed my superb weekend is the best evidence!! Hahaha.. I stayed away from home on saturday nite in bid to make them angry! Go tuition in the afternoon, went shopping at parkway, looking for some little gifts, but found none! Thereafter, meet frends at tampines, talk nonsense, go frend's place, slack, played majong(erm, actually its more of learning rather than playing-- well, I'll be jobless soon, so I better get a life skill to earn my living!), gorge myself with food at 3am, so interesting!! Wanted to take the first bus home, but happened to fall asleep at 5.30am till around 8am I tink! I guess they were pretty angry when I came home on Sunday morning cos they were too pissed to even scold me.. Lolx, but who cares! Hahahaha
Lolx.. Sunday morning came home, bathed and off I went for tuition again! And then to Sim Lim for some little research.. went home quite late, I tink i reach home around 10pm?.. erm.. it wasn't on purpose actually. Its just tat I fell asleep on the bus and missed my stop(I wanted to stop over at eunos and take a feeder bus home).. hence.. erm.. I was "transported" to the interchange(Bedok).. (-_-") so from there i took another bus home(its definitely much longer than taking a bus from eunos).. Erm, so that means I went a much longer way for nutting(there wasn't any "handsome being" on the bus, mind u)! Lolx.
Work is alrite today! Abit TL this morning.. Erm.. yeah, I have to say its my fault actually! So nutting to complaint abt this matter. Tuition.. as usual, it sucks! I kenna "insulted" by my student again today, so in return, i scare him till he cried again(well, this is nutting new actually)!
Hahaha.. I can smell my ORD coming soon! I'm gonna be a free soul soon!! Thinking of this makes me feel so great! Ahh..
Hey peeps! Start "dating" me! Limited time slots available.. Book early to avoid dissapointment! Dun keep me waiting! Muacks..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
All Dumb-ass should steer clear..
Good morning peeps!
Haiz, just came back from the toilet.. Now i can really sit properly, so painful after my big biz.. Hohoho, having some problems with getting the shit out of me! Opps.. I mean i just.. aiya.. forget abt this shit nonsense le ba..
Aiya.. being left alone again! Good lor, go JB never even bother tell me or ask me along! Just msg me:"We r going to JB. anything u need fr there?"
Funny rite? Dun even bother to tell me earlier, yet when they reach there then msg me all this nonsense! Whats the point? Whats the use? Yeah, maybe they can be 100% sure that i'm not going cos I'm having classes on saturdays.. oh well, I work everyday practically. But at least ask rite? U call that care? U call that concern? Rubbish!
So I think I should just go ahead with my booking of my air tixs, settle everything. Reach airport liao then msg back home: "Hey I'm boarding the plane in 30 mins time, hopefully wun get to see u so soon!! Just leave me alone in Australia!"
I'm not angry becos I didn't get to go JB. I'm just angry that they are doing this time and again! This is not the first time they are doing this! I'm just angry that they insisted that they care for me and yet this is what's happening??? So tell me the reason for not even informing me in advance. So do I still have to tell you anything in future? I dun tink so, this is how you treat me, so this will be how i treat u! Fair and square!
Dun demand anything from me, cos you didn't bother to do the same to me! Maybe u would assume that I most probably wun be coming along with u, but at least ask?? Dun assume!!! Yeah, I admit that I might have very often put my work infront of everything, but that doesn't mean I dun care!
Y do I work so hard outside? Y do I choose to stay out till late? Y do I stay in office and perform OT so frequently? I totally understand work can never be finished.. But for that fact that I dun wan to come back and create any problems at home. I know given my temper for the past few days, I could start a war any moment once agitated. Not a single soul appreciates this fact..
Just feel so angry and upset.. nah, now i can't even differentiate these 2 words! Hell! All dumb-ass should just leave me alone! Argh! So tired today, I came home at 12++ am yesterday nite. I was working in the office till 1030pm.. And this morning, I get such a pleasant SURPRISE! Hahaha.. I'm so surprised! Lolx.
Screwed!!!! Fcuking pissed!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Haiz, just came back from the toilet.. Now i can really sit properly, so painful after my big biz.. Hohoho, having some problems with getting the shit out of me! Opps.. I mean i just.. aiya.. forget abt this shit nonsense le ba..
Aiya.. being left alone again! Good lor, go JB never even bother tell me or ask me along! Just msg me:"We r going to JB. anything u need fr there?"
Funny rite? Dun even bother to tell me earlier, yet when they reach there then msg me all this nonsense! Whats the point? Whats the use? Yeah, maybe they can be 100% sure that i'm not going cos I'm having classes on saturdays.. oh well, I work everyday practically. But at least ask rite? U call that care? U call that concern? Rubbish!
So I think I should just go ahead with my booking of my air tixs, settle everything. Reach airport liao then msg back home: "Hey I'm boarding the plane in 30 mins time, hopefully wun get to see u so soon!! Just leave me alone in Australia!"
I'm not angry becos I didn't get to go JB. I'm just angry that they are doing this time and again! This is not the first time they are doing this! I'm just angry that they insisted that they care for me and yet this is what's happening??? So tell me the reason for not even informing me in advance. So do I still have to tell you anything in future? I dun tink so, this is how you treat me, so this will be how i treat u! Fair and square!
Dun demand anything from me, cos you didn't bother to do the same to me! Maybe u would assume that I most probably wun be coming along with u, but at least ask?? Dun assume!!! Yeah, I admit that I might have very often put my work infront of everything, but that doesn't mean I dun care!
Y do I work so hard outside? Y do I choose to stay out till late? Y do I stay in office and perform OT so frequently? I totally understand work can never be finished.. But for that fact that I dun wan to come back and create any problems at home. I know given my temper for the past few days, I could start a war any moment once agitated. Not a single soul appreciates this fact..
Just feel so angry and upset.. nah, now i can't even differentiate these 2 words! Hell! All dumb-ass should just leave me alone! Argh! So tired today, I came home at 12++ am yesterday nite. I was working in the office till 1030pm.. And this morning, I get such a pleasant SURPRISE! Hahaha.. I'm so surprised! Lolx.
Screwed!!!! Fcuking pissed!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'll take care..
Wow.. have been trying out lots of stupid quizes again! Ok lah.. some seems quite fun, while some seems pretty true.
Just back from tuition! Hahaha.. Almost vomit blood again! Haiz.. forget it lah!
I was chatting with Ant, and found out that he fell sick again! So I was commenting that he can't take care of himself.. But guess wat? He actually told me this: "speak for yourself!" Lolx.. Thats really true ba, i guess! Well, he really hit me right on the spot! Hey Ant, hahaha, thanks for reminding me abt this fact. I'll try to take care of myself de.. hope u will be doing the same too!! Lets work hard together!
Everyone ah.. oso must take care ah! I going to sleep again! Hahaha.. If u all free, go n try those quiz ba, quite nice lor i shld say! Hehehe cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Just back from tuition! Hahaha.. Almost vomit blood again! Haiz.. forget it lah!
I was chatting with Ant, and found out that he fell sick again! So I was commenting that he can't take care of himself.. But guess wat? He actually told me this: "speak for yourself!" Lolx.. Thats really true ba, i guess! Well, he really hit me right on the spot! Hey Ant, hahaha, thanks for reminding me abt this fact. I'll try to take care of myself de.. hope u will be doing the same too!! Lets work hard together!
Everyone ah.. oso must take care ah! I going to sleep again! Hahaha.. If u all free, go n try those quiz ba, quite nice lor i shld say! Hehehe cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Quiz time again..
Interesting Quiz.. Hahaha
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
You'll Find Love Where You Least Expect ItYou're the type most likely to find love... surprised? You shouldn't be! You're a fun, independent woman who is always out and about. And you're smart to sometimes leave your girlfriends behind and go it alone. Men love to approach you when you're out by yourself - including Mr. Perfect! Where Will You Find Love? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. |
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Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
inferior complexity..
Haiz.. must be wondering y i didn't blog for so long rite?
I lazy lah.. haiz! Feeling pretty troubled all this while.. I lousy lah.. useless, hopeless and almost worthless..
Why do I have to do so much to cover my own flaws? Why do I have to make myself so strong infront of others? Why do I have to act tough? Why I always like to act smart, when I know I'm just so dumb? Why do I have to play clowns to make people laugh? Why do I have to act blur when I know exactly whats going on all around me? Why ah? Why ah?
It all turns out that I'm trying to hide.. To cover all my flaws, to keep my ugly past to myself. To maintain the image of that "ever cheerful" person infront of all. All in the name of inferior complexity..
Hide hide hide, thats what I always do.. Act act act, thats nutting new. ARGHHHH!!!! I'm not stupid! I'm just dumb!
I just feel so upset abt it, even my closer friends start to compare me with themselves. I just feel so upset abt it, yet I dun voice out any unhappiness infront of them. So what kind of friend m i? I just dun feel good about myself, I dun have the courage to voice out this unhappiness infront of them..
I have such great ego that I can't allow myself to lose to even my closer peers.. I'm a person who can't afford to lose, I can't handle defeat. I'm such a sucker! I just cannot take things in my stride. I only allow myself to admit defeat infront of those whom I look up upon to, maybe as my idol, as my mentor? or whatever ba.. actually, if you ever try to make me name those whom I consider better than me, I would say, I've met not many so far! Less than a handful at the very most.
I'm just not as good as what I claimed to be.. If you dun noe me that well, dun presume.. cos I always did that, and very often, I proved myself wrong!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I lazy lah.. haiz! Feeling pretty troubled all this while.. I lousy lah.. useless, hopeless and almost worthless..
Why do I have to do so much to cover my own flaws? Why do I have to make myself so strong infront of others? Why do I have to act tough? Why I always like to act smart, when I know I'm just so dumb? Why do I have to play clowns to make people laugh? Why do I have to act blur when I know exactly whats going on all around me? Why ah? Why ah?
It all turns out that I'm trying to hide.. To cover all my flaws, to keep my ugly past to myself. To maintain the image of that "ever cheerful" person infront of all. All in the name of inferior complexity..
Hide hide hide, thats what I always do.. Act act act, thats nutting new. ARGHHHH!!!! I'm not stupid! I'm just dumb!
I just feel so upset abt it, even my closer friends start to compare me with themselves. I just feel so upset abt it, yet I dun voice out any unhappiness infront of them. So what kind of friend m i? I just dun feel good about myself, I dun have the courage to voice out this unhappiness infront of them..
I have such great ego that I can't allow myself to lose to even my closer peers.. I'm a person who can't afford to lose, I can't handle defeat. I'm such a sucker! I just cannot take things in my stride. I only allow myself to admit defeat infront of those whom I look up upon to, maybe as my idol, as my mentor? or whatever ba.. actually, if you ever try to make me name those whom I consider better than me, I would say, I've met not many so far! Less than a handful at the very most.
I'm just not as good as what I claimed to be.. If you dun noe me that well, dun presume.. cos I always did that, and very often, I proved myself wrong!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Trust is the beginning of Betrayal
I almost tore my diploma just now..
Yes.. Its the most worthless piece of paper I've ever got! Its even worst than a piece of toilet paper. It can't be even compared to a piece of ITE cert.. Yes.. so be it.. I'll be look down upon forever. Cos I'm a dumb ass... nutting can be done to change this piece of fact. So the whole world thinks i'm stupid! Yeah, they are rite! How stupid can I be? Trusting everyone that comes along and try to befriend me??
So I concluded that "trusting" is wrong. "Trusting" brings about betrayal. There is no such things as "forever friends".. there is no such things as "real friends". I hate to say this, I hate to believe it, but it seems that this is a fact that i cannot deny!
I got scolded this morning.. cos i'm dumb! Yeah, I'm just dumb! I was told that "trusting" has landed me into this state.. I was told that I can trust every single shit that comes along.. I was told that I was wrong simply because I was too honest with people whom I trusted and in the first place I shouldn't have trusted them! I was told that those poeple whom I trusted so much would not come to my rescue when i'm in need of help. I was told that the person (Whom I always respected and trusted) was toying with me, just becos that person finds that I'm cute and dumb?!?
In short, i was told that what ever people ask me to do, I would just do it without thinking. I can throw away my everything just to help people achieve their goals!
I was watching TV yesterday when I heard this sentence.. "Huai ren san nian jiu hui fa cai, Hao ren san shi nian zhi hui fa mei" (meaning a bad guy only takes 3 years to get rich, while for a good guy, even after 30 years, all he gets is to turn mouldy). So why is everyone trying to be good?? Why am I trying so hard to be good as well? Why is everyone trying to be a "good citizen" of their country? There is nutting wrong to be bad.. Well, isn't it better to be bad?
So it turn up that English Language has its flaws.. Honesty can never be the best policy.. Singapore education system has screw children up by inculcating them with the wrong knowledge. Since young, your teachers have told us that we should be honest, we should work hard and become good citizens of Singapore and do our country proud, we should not cheat in our work, we should be good students, we should trust each other and work as a team.
They are all BIG FAT LIARS! Did I mentioned that most teachers are "blessed" with poor health and alot of them die young? Thats becos heaven is there to punish those liars! They lied to students who so innocently believed those craps. They made students into stupid dumb ass who couldn't survive the REAL WORLD!
I seriously regretted my choice of going overseas. Now people are putting the blame on me, for spending away my mum's money. But if they ever remember this, I wasn't the one who proposed this idea. In a matter of fact, I was against this idea in the very beginning. They have look upon this as a "2-years" investment. So now I finally know what I am in their heart. I'm nutting more than a stock that they throw their money into and pray for high returns.
Dun tell me they care for me. I no longer believe that.. This is crap! All they care for is the returns. All they care for is a degree for them to be proud of, not a daughter who owns that piece of paper. They want someone who works in BIG BRANDED COMPANY so that they can show off infront of others.
I was told I didn't spare a thot for their feelings, but did they ever care about my feelings too? They told me that they dun care about how much I can earn, they dun care about what job I hold, they dun care about anything else other than my future! HAHAHAHA dun make me laugh n puke! Making things sound so nice is their forte. I no longer trust anything they say. From this very moment onwards, the trust in me is forever gone.. If they were ever truthful to me, I wouldn't be still in Singapore by now. If they were to ever trust me, I wouldn't have to study what others choose for me!
I was hurt once, so that means I can be hurt twice.. why allow yourself to be so vulnerable?
Let me repeat my point.
To hell with trust, to hell with honesty! Welcome to a brand new world of Betrayal!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes.. Its the most worthless piece of paper I've ever got! Its even worst than a piece of toilet paper. It can't be even compared to a piece of ITE cert.. Yes.. so be it.. I'll be look down upon forever. Cos I'm a dumb ass... nutting can be done to change this piece of fact. So the whole world thinks i'm stupid! Yeah, they are rite! How stupid can I be? Trusting everyone that comes along and try to befriend me??
So I concluded that "trusting" is wrong. "Trusting" brings about betrayal. There is no such things as "forever friends".. there is no such things as "real friends". I hate to say this, I hate to believe it, but it seems that this is a fact that i cannot deny!
I got scolded this morning.. cos i'm dumb! Yeah, I'm just dumb! I was told that "trusting" has landed me into this state.. I was told that I can trust every single shit that comes along.. I was told that I was wrong simply because I was too honest with people whom I trusted and in the first place I shouldn't have trusted them! I was told that those poeple whom I trusted so much would not come to my rescue when i'm in need of help. I was told that the person (Whom I always respected and trusted) was toying with me, just becos that person finds that I'm cute and dumb?!?
In short, i was told that what ever people ask me to do, I would just do it without thinking. I can throw away my everything just to help people achieve their goals!
I was watching TV yesterday when I heard this sentence.. "Huai ren san nian jiu hui fa cai, Hao ren san shi nian zhi hui fa mei" (meaning a bad guy only takes 3 years to get rich, while for a good guy, even after 30 years, all he gets is to turn mouldy). So why is everyone trying to be good?? Why am I trying so hard to be good as well? Why is everyone trying to be a "good citizen" of their country? There is nutting wrong to be bad.. Well, isn't it better to be bad?
So it turn up that English Language has its flaws.. Honesty can never be the best policy.. Singapore education system has screw children up by inculcating them with the wrong knowledge. Since young, your teachers have told us that we should be honest, we should work hard and become good citizens of Singapore and do our country proud, we should not cheat in our work, we should be good students, we should trust each other and work as a team.
They are all BIG FAT LIARS! Did I mentioned that most teachers are "blessed" with poor health and alot of them die young? Thats becos heaven is there to punish those liars! They lied to students who so innocently believed those craps. They made students into stupid dumb ass who couldn't survive the REAL WORLD!
I seriously regretted my choice of going overseas. Now people are putting the blame on me, for spending away my mum's money. But if they ever remember this, I wasn't the one who proposed this idea. In a matter of fact, I was against this idea in the very beginning. They have look upon this as a "2-years" investment. So now I finally know what I am in their heart. I'm nutting more than a stock that they throw their money into and pray for high returns.
Dun tell me they care for me. I no longer believe that.. This is crap! All they care for is the returns. All they care for is a degree for them to be proud of, not a daughter who owns that piece of paper. They want someone who works in BIG BRANDED COMPANY so that they can show off infront of others.
I was told I didn't spare a thot for their feelings, but did they ever care about my feelings too? They told me that they dun care about how much I can earn, they dun care about what job I hold, they dun care about anything else other than my future! HAHAHAHA dun make me laugh n puke! Making things sound so nice is their forte. I no longer trust anything they say. From this very moment onwards, the trust in me is forever gone.. If they were ever truthful to me, I wouldn't be still in Singapore by now. If they were to ever trust me, I wouldn't have to study what others choose for me!
I was hurt once, so that means I can be hurt twice.. why allow yourself to be so vulnerable?
Let me repeat my point.
- Trust is the beginning of betrayal.. no one is ever trustable, not even your closest and dearest, not even in your family!
- Honesty wun bring you far, It will only bring you down!
- If you ever think people are good to you, think about it again! There are always a reason behind things. Something you might want to call, a hidden agenda!
- Nutting is real, nutting is forever, nutting at all..
- I am DUMB and STUPID!
To hell with trust, to hell with honesty! Welcome to a brand new world of Betrayal!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My Adventure..
I almost couldn't believe it.. Haa!
Woke up at 8.45 this morning.. Haahaa.. Busy with my breakfast! Lolx.. and I was doing my last minute inspection on my bike as usual to ensure everything is in tip top condition. Every screws in place and tyres fully pumped up! Then started to prepare some work for my tuition kid. It kind of scared her when she saw all those papers.
After a quick bath, I went off for my tuition at around 1045am. I reach pretty fast, around a 15 mins ride from my place. Parked my bike at the basement carpark as usual.
I ended my lesson around 1.5 hours. Went down to pick up my bike, push it up all the way to the security guard post (cos the slope was seriously very steep, and i will go crazy if i ride it up the slope!) Then I hop on my bike and headed for a frend's place which "seems" nearby. Almost immediately, I started to feel uncomfortable with my bike, its not performing as it usually does. I brake. I inspected my bike, and to my horror, the front tyre was totally flated. WTF..? I was totally crazy about it!
I finally decided to get down on my foot and started walking to my frend's place. The sun was shinny so brightly at the top of my head, I was practically perspiring all the way. Pushing the bike with every bit of my strength.. It was giving me hell! The rubber of the front tyre came out of place, thus rubbing the brakes at very turn of the wheels.. till a point the front wheel could no longer rotate! Arghh! I stood under the hot sun and tried to get in back in shape! And finally I got it done! I slowly proceed to my frend's place.. sort of lost my way in that area..
Finally... Found the place! I drop something into her letterbox and went off.. will try to remember to msg her later! Hahaha! So I decided to bring my bike to a shop at eunos for repair. So I "shop" around the estate to find the exit.. I didn't know that place would be so BIG! I tried to stick to those bigger roads so as not to get lost in the middle of no where! Then after much "touring",I found a small lane by the side of a dirty canal(not really a canal, more like a big dirty drain). I decided to try my luck by cutting thru that small little lane. It was pretty dangerous, cos I dun noe what to expect.. Well, lucky for me, with my wonder sense of direction, I manage to find my way to the main road. Its my first time walking thru the whole estate.. Just like some sort of treasure hunting..
I hurrily tried to locate the bike shop.. And yes! I spotted it across the road! I happily made my way to the traffic light.. ITS REALLY NOT MY DAY! Guess wat? That stupid little shop was closed! OMG.. I was really fumming. How can this be true???? So "happily", I walk my way home from eunos.. to be more exact, I came from some of the deepest part of kembangan all the way to eunos and then back to bedok! How fun could it be.. The whole journey took me 1.5 hours.. tuition ended at 12.30pm and I only reached home at 2pm.. If i were to be so silly as to stick to the main roads, I guess It would take me another half an hour or so! Good that I was daring enough (or perhaps lazy enough) to take those short cuts and small lanes! Haiz..
So what did i gained after the tuition?? Well..
A smelly n sticky body
A good 1.5hrs of exercise
A great tan
A great trip in the middle of kembangan (wow.. u should have seen all those beautiful houses dotted all over Kembangan!!)
A knowledge in the opening hours of bike shop in eunos.
Well at least its not a wasted trip afterall..
Dead beat ah..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Woke up at 8.45 this morning.. Haahaa.. Busy with my breakfast! Lolx.. and I was doing my last minute inspection on my bike as usual to ensure everything is in tip top condition. Every screws in place and tyres fully pumped up! Then started to prepare some work for my tuition kid. It kind of scared her when she saw all those papers.
After a quick bath, I went off for my tuition at around 1045am. I reach pretty fast, around a 15 mins ride from my place. Parked my bike at the basement carpark as usual.
I ended my lesson around 1.5 hours. Went down to pick up my bike, push it up all the way to the security guard post (cos the slope was seriously very steep, and i will go crazy if i ride it up the slope!) Then I hop on my bike and headed for a frend's place which "seems" nearby. Almost immediately, I started to feel uncomfortable with my bike, its not performing as it usually does. I brake. I inspected my bike, and to my horror, the front tyre was totally flated. WTF..? I was totally crazy about it!
I finally decided to get down on my foot and started walking to my frend's place. The sun was shinny so brightly at the top of my head, I was practically perspiring all the way. Pushing the bike with every bit of my strength.. It was giving me hell! The rubber of the front tyre came out of place, thus rubbing the brakes at very turn of the wheels.. till a point the front wheel could no longer rotate! Arghh! I stood under the hot sun and tried to get in back in shape! And finally I got it done! I slowly proceed to my frend's place.. sort of lost my way in that area..
Finally... Found the place! I drop something into her letterbox and went off.. will try to remember to msg her later! Hahaha! So I decided to bring my bike to a shop at eunos for repair. So I "shop" around the estate to find the exit.. I didn't know that place would be so BIG! I tried to stick to those bigger roads so as not to get lost in the middle of no where! Then after much "touring",I found a small lane by the side of a dirty canal(not really a canal, more like a big dirty drain). I decided to try my luck by cutting thru that small little lane. It was pretty dangerous, cos I dun noe what to expect.. Well, lucky for me, with my wonder sense of direction, I manage to find my way to the main road. Its my first time walking thru the whole estate.. Just like some sort of treasure hunting..
I hurrily tried to locate the bike shop.. And yes! I spotted it across the road! I happily made my way to the traffic light.. ITS REALLY NOT MY DAY! Guess wat? That stupid little shop was closed! OMG.. I was really fumming. How can this be true???? So "happily", I walk my way home from eunos.. to be more exact, I came from some of the deepest part of kembangan all the way to eunos and then back to bedok! How fun could it be.. The whole journey took me 1.5 hours.. tuition ended at 12.30pm and I only reached home at 2pm.. If i were to be so silly as to stick to the main roads, I guess It would take me another half an hour or so! Good that I was daring enough (or perhaps lazy enough) to take those short cuts and small lanes! Haiz..
So what did i gained after the tuition?? Well..
A smelly n sticky body
A good 1.5hrs of exercise
A great tan
A great trip in the middle of kembangan (wow.. u should have seen all those beautiful houses dotted all over Kembangan!!)
A knowledge in the opening hours of bike shop in eunos.
Well at least its not a wasted trip afterall..
Dead beat ah..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I tink I'm suffering from depression..
Yeah, I think there is really something wrong with me..
Hahaha.. after a good dinner, feel so lazy to blog le.. lol.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hahaha.. after a good dinner, feel so lazy to blog le.. lol.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
What is life..
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Best dream chaser.. Thats what I m..
Arghh.. I dun noe wat i want now..
So lost.. Die liew lah! I dun noe what i want to do.. i dun noe what i want.
Yes.. I'm really good at reaching all my short-term goals, I can be so good that I can reach them even before I set new ones.. Thus causing me to feel so lost and feel so bad during the period without any goals in life.. No target, No Goals, No life.. Now then I realised that I'm such a strong person with such amazing power..WTF! Do I call that lucky or what? Seems like I can create miracles with my own hands. Do you realise how scary this can be?
Dun ask me to go for my long-term goals.. I'm a very impatient person.. I can't wait that long to see the results.. I've got serious attitude problem.. Now then I realised that.. Abit too late isn't it.. haiz!
Seems like my attitude problem is getting more and more serious with every passing seconds.. I can't be bothered to work. Yup, I did screw up abit today. I'm really upset abt it.. Somehow, I can't concentrate on my work anymore. I left office right on the dot. I no longer care for my job on hand. I can no longer be so enthusiastic about any work related stuff. No more OT, NO more hardwork..
Yes, I'm lazy, I'm a sucker, I'm dumb, I'm worst than a piece of shit, I'm worthless..... thats if i stay on.. If i leave, I will regain my freedom.. I will regain my wings and be free to fly.. Do the things I've always wanted to, spending quality time with my dearest..
I want to study like never before, I want to be among the top of my cohort.. These are my long term goals! And let me tell you this, I'm just gonna do it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
So lost.. Die liew lah! I dun noe what i want to do.. i dun noe what i want.
Yes.. I'm really good at reaching all my short-term goals, I can be so good that I can reach them even before I set new ones.. Thus causing me to feel so lost and feel so bad during the period without any goals in life.. No target, No Goals, No life.. Now then I realised that I'm such a strong person with such amazing power..WTF! Do I call that lucky or what? Seems like I can create miracles with my own hands. Do you realise how scary this can be?
Dun ask me to go for my long-term goals.. I'm a very impatient person.. I can't wait that long to see the results.. I've got serious attitude problem.. Now then I realised that.. Abit too late isn't it.. haiz!
Seems like my attitude problem is getting more and more serious with every passing seconds.. I can't be bothered to work. Yup, I did screw up abit today. I'm really upset abt it.. Somehow, I can't concentrate on my work anymore. I left office right on the dot. I no longer care for my job on hand. I can no longer be so enthusiastic about any work related stuff. No more OT, NO more hardwork..
Yes, I'm lazy, I'm a sucker, I'm dumb, I'm worst than a piece of shit, I'm worthless..... thats if i stay on.. If i leave, I will regain my freedom.. I will regain my wings and be free to fly.. Do the things I've always wanted to, spending quality time with my dearest..
I want to study like never before, I want to be among the top of my cohort.. These are my long term goals! And let me tell you this, I'm just gonna do it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Finally..
I've lost the war against the virus.. yes.. I'm down again.. flu has got me.. coughing has got worst.. Hahaha.. I'm prepared for the worst.. Come n claim my life ba.. I have no wish to go on so aimlessly in this place..
I just want to go.. I want to fly so high that no one has ever manage to.. I want my freedom back..
No one can tie me up.. no one can control me.. Absolutely no one! If you really care for me, its time to loosen the string and let me go.. Follow my heart and never regret.
Fang le wo ba... Let me be.. Let me go..
I finally got my pride back(at least for a moment..). This is just my first step of proving myself as "no-push-over".. I guess after this round of problem, I would see no end to those shit! But who cares? I can always go if I feel like it.. I have endless opportunities outside.. U think i care for a puny little job like this? Hahaha.. no way man!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I just want to go.. I want to fly so high that no one has ever manage to.. I want my freedom back..
No one can tie me up.. no one can control me.. Absolutely no one! If you really care for me, its time to loosen the string and let me go.. Follow my heart and never regret.
Fang le wo ba... Let me be.. Let me go..
I finally got my pride back(at least for a moment..). This is just my first step of proving myself as "no-push-over".. I guess after this round of problem, I would see no end to those shit! But who cares? I can always go if I feel like it.. I have endless opportunities outside.. U think i care for a puny little job like this? Hahaha.. no way man!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Always believe.. always trust.. always love.. yourself..
Yoz Peeps, have you been enjoying your children's day?? I doubt so.. Hahaha..
I think most of you are either stress out with work, or exams, or even studies... and blah blah blah.. Hahaha.. poor me is stress out by all mentioned above..
Work..
I'm seriously into a state whereby I've lost all hopes of going back to work on monday morning.. Really fed up with those suckers in office! Worst thing is.. she still dare to come to my face and act cute infront of me!!! Please dun come and act infront of me.. U look so sickening.. I've given out as much warnings as possible.. Provoke me again, and i shall make sure you get the dirt.. I'm not joking.. This is the first time i could actually get so mad at someone in the office..
Reaching home yesterday nite, I sat down with my mom telling her whats going on in office.. I almost cried.. For my past almost 20 years of life, I can be really stress up by work, problems at home.. I could tolerate nonsense. But not able tolerate someone like "my DEAR colleague". It really makes me wonder why should I stay in such a job.. pay is really low.. work is really stress.. with this particular colleague who sucks big time!
Exams..
Haahaa.. I'm not the one sitting for exams, Dun worry.. Hahaha! Its my students, Their exams are drawing near.. I'm still trying to find time off my schedule to slot in more classes for them to gear them up for their final paper of the year.. But I can't seems to find any more slots.. I'm left with not much personal time that I could devote to tuition classes.. The only personal time i have is the 5 hours I spend in bed everynite..
Die die i still have to find time to help them with their studies. The cash dun really matters much to me.. To me, its more than just money.. its a job responsibility and perhaps i would say, its a "must" to help. I couldn't bear to see smart kids failing their papers due to sheer laziness.. I think everyone deserves to be help.. Of cos, I would definitely ask for something in return.. That is "a change in attitude".
Studies..
Gearing up for my next 2 years in Australia.. This is really not an excuse, but i'm really too caught up with work and tuition till I really have no time for my books.. Now i promise to reset all my priorities and get everything into position. Hack care with other stuffs.. no time for fun? So be it.. If i'm able to make it back with a good degree, I can have as much fun as I want..
Who will care about short-term fun when I could go for MORE fun on a long term basis?
Blah Blah Blah..
Then still got my Aust stuff.. Have not settle it yet. Really no time to go n settle it. I'll be going to get my new passport later. So I guess i'll be going to settle my payments next week, then get my visa, settle my accomodation stuff, get a air tix.. and off i go!
Then my fridge just broke down! I've been shopping for 1 last nite. Found some not too bad models at Courts.. I tink i better cough out abit of money for the fridge.. Tat would means more OT for me to make up for this amt of money..
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Planning for a trip over to HK to find my frends, and if possible, I would drop by at Vietnam to look for another frend too. Thailand would oso be a good destination, cos I oso happen to have a frend over there, hahahaa. Well, all these travelling will come after Christmas I tink.. or at least till i'm settled with all my work over here.
I've got a pretty interesting biz plan in mind.. So I might be popping up to China as well.. that is if things goes well.. Now is the time i put all my contacts into good use. No, I dun mean I will make use of them, I'm just trying to explore into more possibilities of establishing a platform for both sides to make money out of everything.
Its like, she has the goods i want, I have the contacts she needs, she will remain at square one without me, I will be stuck in square one if she dun lend a helping hand, so why not put everything together and move up the ladder together? Its a mind concept.. If I wan to move higher, I must make sure others move up together with me. Only when forces are joined, we will be able to explore a even higher level which one no has ever come close to.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I think most of you are either stress out with work, or exams, or even studies... and blah blah blah.. Hahaha.. poor me is stress out by all mentioned above..
Work..
I'm seriously into a state whereby I've lost all hopes of going back to work on monday morning.. Really fed up with those suckers in office! Worst thing is.. she still dare to come to my face and act cute infront of me!!! Please dun come and act infront of me.. U look so sickening.. I've given out as much warnings as possible.. Provoke me again, and i shall make sure you get the dirt.. I'm not joking.. This is the first time i could actually get so mad at someone in the office..
Reaching home yesterday nite, I sat down with my mom telling her whats going on in office.. I almost cried.. For my past almost 20 years of life, I can be really stress up by work, problems at home.. I could tolerate nonsense. But not able tolerate someone like "my DEAR colleague". It really makes me wonder why should I stay in such a job.. pay is really low.. work is really stress.. with this particular colleague who sucks big time!
Exams..
Haahaa.. I'm not the one sitting for exams, Dun worry.. Hahaha! Its my students, Their exams are drawing near.. I'm still trying to find time off my schedule to slot in more classes for them to gear them up for their final paper of the year.. But I can't seems to find any more slots.. I'm left with not much personal time that I could devote to tuition classes.. The only personal time i have is the 5 hours I spend in bed everynite..
Die die i still have to find time to help them with their studies. The cash dun really matters much to me.. To me, its more than just money.. its a job responsibility and perhaps i would say, its a "must" to help. I couldn't bear to see smart kids failing their papers due to sheer laziness.. I think everyone deserves to be help.. Of cos, I would definitely ask for something in return.. That is "a change in attitude".
Studies..
Gearing up for my next 2 years in Australia.. This is really not an excuse, but i'm really too caught up with work and tuition till I really have no time for my books.. Now i promise to reset all my priorities and get everything into position. Hack care with other stuffs.. no time for fun? So be it.. If i'm able to make it back with a good degree, I can have as much fun as I want..
Who will care about short-term fun when I could go for MORE fun on a long term basis?
Blah Blah Blah..
Then still got my Aust stuff.. Have not settle it yet. Really no time to go n settle it. I'll be going to get my new passport later. So I guess i'll be going to settle my payments next week, then get my visa, settle my accomodation stuff, get a air tix.. and off i go!
Then my fridge just broke down! I've been shopping for 1 last nite. Found some not too bad models at Courts.. I tink i better cough out abit of money for the fridge.. Tat would means more OT for me to make up for this amt of money..
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Planning for a trip over to HK to find my frends, and if possible, I would drop by at Vietnam to look for another frend too. Thailand would oso be a good destination, cos I oso happen to have a frend over there, hahahaa. Well, all these travelling will come after Christmas I tink.. or at least till i'm settled with all my work over here.
I've got a pretty interesting biz plan in mind.. So I might be popping up to China as well.. that is if things goes well.. Now is the time i put all my contacts into good use. No, I dun mean I will make use of them, I'm just trying to explore into more possibilities of establishing a platform for both sides to make money out of everything.
Its like, she has the goods i want, I have the contacts she needs, she will remain at square one without me, I will be stuck in square one if she dun lend a helping hand, so why not put everything together and move up the ladder together? Its a mind concept.. If I wan to move higher, I must make sure others move up together with me. Only when forces are joined, we will be able to explore a even higher level which one no has ever come close to.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
If I can stop my life just like how I would stop a song in my MP3 player.. wouldn't tat be great?
I just feel so stressed out somehow. I dun noe how to go on by myself.. Why is it that I can't break down like others? Why am I suppose to be strong? Why am I so stupid?
Sometimes I just feel like hugging someone and cry in his amrs. I simply couldn't go on like this.. I'm going crazy again.. I just feel so upset that I have to act all the time.. Y couldn't I show my real feelings to the world.. At times, I just want to speak out, but i can't.. At times, I just want to lead my own life, but I can't..
I just have to do what people tell me to.
I just have to wait for commands.
I just have to follow blindly.
I just have to work work work.
I just have to act stupid.
I am not suppose to stop working.
I am not suppose to use computer till late at nite.
I am not suppose to behave childishly.
I am not suppose to be lazy.
I am not suppose to spend on the things i really want.
and the list goes on...
The world dun owe me anything.. Neither do I owe it anything! I'm really stressed out but this kind of life.. Boring life! Somehow my directions have once again been blurred.. I just can't convince myself that I'm doing the rite thing.
I just wan to be selfish for once. I'm not going to help anyone anymore.
This afternoon, I told jenny that I'm really angry and upset at office.. She told me to endure.. Hahaha.. of cos I know tat.. but the thing is.. Y shld I? Heard of this before.. "ren shan bei ren qi"?? Hahaha.. kind souls always get bullied. Thou I'm not exactly a kind soul.. But at least I dun behave in such a manner like tat sucker, finding faults in other people's work just to prove that she had done something...
But I'm really glad to have her as my supervisor, well at least we can share almost anything, no need to hide from her. Glad that she is always giving me the support i need and making my days at office more fun! Not forgetting the rest of those funny bones in office! Hahahaa.. I will sure miss them when I leave.
I really want to do something I like.. I just dun wan to be anyone's paupet.. I want to have a say..
I'm really tired.. and I need a break badly.. pls save me..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Sometimes I just feel like hugging someone and cry in his amrs. I simply couldn't go on like this.. I'm going crazy again.. I just feel so upset that I have to act all the time.. Y couldn't I show my real feelings to the world.. At times, I just want to speak out, but i can't.. At times, I just want to lead my own life, but I can't..
I just have to do what people tell me to.
I just have to wait for commands.
I just have to follow blindly.
I just have to work work work.
I just have to act stupid.
I am not suppose to stop working.
I am not suppose to use computer till late at nite.
I am not suppose to behave childishly.
I am not suppose to be lazy.
I am not suppose to spend on the things i really want.
and the list goes on...
The world dun owe me anything.. Neither do I owe it anything! I'm really stressed out but this kind of life.. Boring life! Somehow my directions have once again been blurred.. I just can't convince myself that I'm doing the rite thing.
I just wan to be selfish for once. I'm not going to help anyone anymore.
This afternoon, I told jenny that I'm really angry and upset at office.. She told me to endure.. Hahaha.. of cos I know tat.. but the thing is.. Y shld I? Heard of this before.. "ren shan bei ren qi"?? Hahaha.. kind souls always get bullied. Thou I'm not exactly a kind soul.. But at least I dun behave in such a manner like tat sucker, finding faults in other people's work just to prove that she had done something...
But I'm really glad to have her as my supervisor, well at least we can share almost anything, no need to hide from her. Glad that she is always giving me the support i need and making my days at office more fun! Not forgetting the rest of those funny bones in office! Hahahaa.. I will sure miss them when I leave.
I really want to do something I like.. I just dun wan to be anyone's paupet.. I want to have a say..
I'm really tired.. and I need a break badly.. pls save me..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Office Suckers!
Now I'm fully convinced that I'm doing a "SHIT" job! Hahaha.. Bloody damn shit! Arghh.. so angry ah! Can't wait to tear those assholes apart!
Y should i clear the backside of those who shitted but refused to clean the mess themselves?
Y should i tolerate people who can't shit it out all at once.. and have to create such a big mess out of nutting??
It just makes me more determined to leave this place ASAP.. I think I might not be even able to hang on till Nov..
Hate this kind of feeling.. Y do people have to make life difficult for me? I seriously dun understand whats wrong with these people! Leeches! Maybe its that I've already decided to leave, thats why my attitude towards such nonsense changed.. Hahaha.. but fuck care!
Head is so heavy today. Can't concentrate at work.. Bothered by people like *jane*(name changed to protect true identity of that REAL sucker!).. Haiz.. bent on making my life difficult! WTH! TRY HARDER i say! I shall hunt u down in no time! I can swear on it! Like i said, I'm a very generous person, I always give double of what people give to me. Be nice to me, and i shall be doubly nice to you too.. Make my life difficult, I shall make yours doubly difficult too! TRY ME!!!!!
U like to play E-mail wars?? SAME HERE!! I LOVE IT TOO!! I just love to play with word..I will make you eat your words.. I make sure I'll do it!
I'm sorry.. But you are taking the lift down!
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"I tried to be nice to all, helping you with your work, so this is what I get huh? U unappreciative piece of shit! I seriously dun mind helping, all I ask for is that you could do your part as well..
Only truly selfish people like you would do such things.. Delaying tasks dun to sheer laziness, thus forcing my work to halt, in turn putting operations on the customer service end to pause, and caused a drop in our company's prestigous brand name. U are such a loser i say!
Perhaps you might be thinking that since the day I came in, your work load increased due to me.. you might be thinking that I'm creating work for you.. YES I AM!!!! But hey, thats my job! No wonder you like the previous temp so much.. Cos she dun work, so there is no job for you to do!
If you can't do the job, get off. There are others waiting to replace u!"
- Cheerene Wee -
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Just remember to watch your back, U wun noe who is standing behind u..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Y should i clear the backside of those who shitted but refused to clean the mess themselves?
Y should i tolerate people who can't shit it out all at once.. and have to create such a big mess out of nutting??
It just makes me more determined to leave this place ASAP.. I think I might not be even able to hang on till Nov..
Hate this kind of feeling.. Y do people have to make life difficult for me? I seriously dun understand whats wrong with these people! Leeches! Maybe its that I've already decided to leave, thats why my attitude towards such nonsense changed.. Hahaha.. but fuck care!
Head is so heavy today. Can't concentrate at work.. Bothered by people like *jane*(name changed to protect true identity of that REAL sucker!).. Haiz.. bent on making my life difficult! WTH! TRY HARDER i say! I shall hunt u down in no time! I can swear on it! Like i said, I'm a very generous person, I always give double of what people give to me. Be nice to me, and i shall be doubly nice to you too.. Make my life difficult, I shall make yours doubly difficult too! TRY ME!!!!!
U like to play E-mail wars?? SAME HERE!! I LOVE IT TOO!! I just love to play with word..I will make you eat your words.. I make sure I'll do it!
I'm sorry.. But you are taking the lift down!
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"I tried to be nice to all, helping you with your work, so this is what I get huh? U unappreciative piece of shit! I seriously dun mind helping, all I ask for is that you could do your part as well..
Only truly selfish people like you would do such things.. Delaying tasks dun to sheer laziness, thus forcing my work to halt, in turn putting operations on the customer service end to pause, and caused a drop in our company's prestigous brand name. U are such a loser i say!
Perhaps you might be thinking that since the day I came in, your work load increased due to me.. you might be thinking that I'm creating work for you.. YES I AM!!!! But hey, thats my job! No wonder you like the previous temp so much.. Cos she dun work, so there is no job for you to do!
If you can't do the job, get off. There are others waiting to replace u!"
- Cheerene Wee -
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Just remember to watch your back, U wun noe who is standing behind u..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
The person who sleeps all day long.. but yet still score so well! Hmm.. Dun noe what she doing ah!! hahaha
In Love With You..
A few days ago.. I happened to be reading our great singaporean blogger's blog.. Xiaxue.blogspot.com and came across one very interesting entry. It was one of her really long entry.. about her own story.
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Here is something that I could call my own..
The Beginning..
It really make me think back.. and I realized.. I still missed him dearly..
The first time I met him was at Sentosa, back then, I was only 18... (Oh pls.. I'm only abt to turn 20 this year) We were there with a whole bunch of friends. Having fun, enjoying the cooling waters, gulping down giant cups of icy cool slurpies under the great sun. At first, we didn't really know each other. All I knew was his name, nutting else.. I guess its pretty much the same for him too.
He took the initiative and spoke to me.. Its because of the little initiative he showed, our friendship began to took off.
"So how is the afternoon, enjoy yourself?"
That was his very first sentence to me. I will never be able to forget that.. Never..
I didn't really expected him to actually walk up and talk to me, I am just another girl among the group, nutting special about me, unlike him... He is just like a star among the crowd who will out-shine anyone and everyone. Good at sports, fun to be with, a pretty well-mannered guy. Perhaps its all these qualities of his that really caught my eyes.
Ralph is what everyone known him as.
It was really like the greatest day in my life, i thot to myself, having to know a person like Ralph.
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The Process..
Soon we found ourselves chatting online together every now and then. We could talk about lots of things. He had taught me alot of things, ways of life.. how to handle my work.. how to make the best out of things i do. He was always there to shower me with care and concern when i'm down and out. Consoling me whenever i face any problems at home and at work. It was him who spurred me on to commit myself to whatever i do. He is always there to give me support, give me ideas, give me comments, give me the little push whenever i need it most.
From little online chats.. to hours of sweet talks over the phone in the middle of the nite. Sometimes we could chat till 3am or 4am. Even at times, I felt so tired and was about to doze off any moment, he could ring me up, and I will be able to talk to him for another few hours.. Even when i'm stressed and busy over my notes, I would put all my work down just to listen to him..
Soon, i found my whole world revolving around him. This Charming and suave young man. Witty and unbelievably cute fella. Someone who could understand me so well, tolerate my nonsenses. Solving all my problems. An intellect definitely. He is such an Elite.. among his peers, among my peers, and most importantly.. he is an elite in my heart.. forever.
Life had never been the same ever since that day he walk into it.
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The Decision..
Soon i found myself out of TP. Like what i always tell my friends, I never had to worry about getting a job. God will help those who help themselves. Soon I found myself getting a job offer, without having to go and look for it. Thou pay wasn't fantastic, but i accepted it. Just to get away from those nagging by my mum at least for the time being.
But as I started working, I soon found out more about myself.. I'm a person who is never satisfy with life. Then I realized it will be pretty impossible for me to go on with just a diploma. Of cos, my results weren't good enough to get me into the University of my choice. When my sister found out about it, she suggested that I should go overseas to further my studies.
At that point, I was really stressed at work. And I felt that if i were to conitnue to work there, I will always remain at the same point, not much of any future to talk about. I was really upset and had thot of giving up this job. At that time, Ralph was really busy with his work too, and i couldn't bear to disturb him with my problems. So I had to turn to my blog. I never told him about this little blog i had for months, so I'm sure he wouldn't know of my problems so as not to make him worry for me.
Then I received a sms from one of my faithful blog reader.. thou not from Ralph, it was from my mummy. "Never give up" was what she said. It had really brought me up from the pits. Soon enough I was back on my feet again. Back to work with full force. I've made up my mind. What Ralph and mummy had always taught me, NEVER GIVE UP.
So after, I made this decision that would affect my life forever. I choose to leave for Australia. Leaving Singapore wasn't an easy choice. Many times at nite, I had to cry myself to sleep. Thinking of leaving my loved ones behind is just as good as piercing a knife into my heart.
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The Hint..
I finally convinced myself to call Ralph.
"Ralph, I've got something to tell you.... (pause for quite awhile).... I'll be leaving singapore to continue my studies.."
Silly as I may be. I was really hoping that he would ask me to stay. Or at least tell me something that I'm hoping for.. at the very least.. some little hints.
But none came from him..
"Good for you.."
Thats what he said. Followed by a long slience..
"I'll be there for 2 years.."
"So when are you leaving?"
"Early next year.. maybe end of january or latest by early Febuary"
"Oh, so fast ah.. But good.. Starting earlier also means you can finish your course earlier"
At this point, My heart was really bleeding.. so i began hinting him..
"Yeah.. I might decide to stay there for good if I can find a good job over there"
"That will be good.."
"Would you have anything to tell me.. ermm.. I mean do you have any advice for me??"
I'm praying hard..
"Yes.. Do study hard and get yourself a good degree, you will have to learn to be independent"
"Oh.. yes, I definitely will.. This will be something that I can assure you of.."
A long pause followed.. I couldn't take it anymore..
"Hey Ralph, you still need to work tml, better have an early nite, so you can concentrate on your work tml."
"Alrite then, you have an early nite too.. good nite, bye bye"
"Bye.."
Of cos, who could be able to sleep after that phone call? I didn't sleep a wink the whole nite. Thinking of the words he said.. Did he really meant it? I asked myself.
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The Act..
I started numbing myself with work, just to ease the pain which was inflicted upon me that nite. So I begin packing myself with OTs and tuitions, from Monday to Sunday. When being questioned by friends, I would just brush it off by saying:
"I need the money.. thats why i need to work extra hard now.. hahahaha.. unless you want to give me a few thousand bucks.. maybe I wouldn't need to work so hard now"
I work as normal, speak as normal, play as normal.. In short, I just try to behave as if nothing had happened.. Just to show that I'm not at least affected by his words. But deep down, my heart is already shattered.
He behaved as normal as well.. He would still occassionally pop by and chat with me in MSN, occassionally, I would still chat with him, but no longer than 5 mins, thereafter i would give excuses to end the chat. But everytime I close that little window, I would still yearn for him.. Why am I so stupid.. I keep myself awake till late at nite, hoping for him to call..
I don't understand myself afterall, why just couldn't I say out those words myself.. why should I wait for him to pop it out..
I love you..
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Here is a song that I would really love to sing to him now..
Velasquez Regine - In Love With You (with Jacky Cheung) Lyrics
(Jacky)
Just a gentle whisper, tell me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
(Regine)
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be there
I'll be there for you...
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
(Regine/Jacky)
Come to me now
I will never leave you, I will always here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
(Jacky)
Now we've here together, yesterday has past
Life is just beginning, close to you at last
And I promise to you, I will always be there
I give my all to you
(Regine)
Living life without you is more that I can bear
Hold me close forever..
(Jacky)
I'll be there..
(Regine/Jacky)
I'll be there for you
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you, I will stand here with you
Though the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
(Jacky)
Love has found
(Regine)
Love has found a way...
(Regine/Jacky)
I'm in love, I'm in love
Yes I'm in love, so in love
I'm so in love with you....
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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Here is something that I could call my own..
The Beginning..
It really make me think back.. and I realized.. I still missed him dearly..
The first time I met him was at Sentosa, back then, I was only 18... (Oh pls.. I'm only abt to turn 20 this year) We were there with a whole bunch of friends. Having fun, enjoying the cooling waters, gulping down giant cups of icy cool slurpies under the great sun. At first, we didn't really know each other. All I knew was his name, nutting else.. I guess its pretty much the same for him too.
He took the initiative and spoke to me.. Its because of the little initiative he showed, our friendship began to took off.
"So how is the afternoon, enjoy yourself?"
That was his very first sentence to me. I will never be able to forget that.. Never..
I didn't really expected him to actually walk up and talk to me, I am just another girl among the group, nutting special about me, unlike him... He is just like a star among the crowd who will out-shine anyone and everyone. Good at sports, fun to be with, a pretty well-mannered guy. Perhaps its all these qualities of his that really caught my eyes.
Ralph is what everyone known him as.
It was really like the greatest day in my life, i thot to myself, having to know a person like Ralph.
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The Process..
Soon we found ourselves chatting online together every now and then. We could talk about lots of things. He had taught me alot of things, ways of life.. how to handle my work.. how to make the best out of things i do. He was always there to shower me with care and concern when i'm down and out. Consoling me whenever i face any problems at home and at work. It was him who spurred me on to commit myself to whatever i do. He is always there to give me support, give me ideas, give me comments, give me the little push whenever i need it most.
From little online chats.. to hours of sweet talks over the phone in the middle of the nite. Sometimes we could chat till 3am or 4am. Even at times, I felt so tired and was about to doze off any moment, he could ring me up, and I will be able to talk to him for another few hours.. Even when i'm stressed and busy over my notes, I would put all my work down just to listen to him..
Soon, i found my whole world revolving around him. This Charming and suave young man. Witty and unbelievably cute fella. Someone who could understand me so well, tolerate my nonsenses. Solving all my problems. An intellect definitely. He is such an Elite.. among his peers, among my peers, and most importantly.. he is an elite in my heart.. forever.
Life had never been the same ever since that day he walk into it.
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The Decision..
Soon i found myself out of TP. Like what i always tell my friends, I never had to worry about getting a job. God will help those who help themselves. Soon I found myself getting a job offer, without having to go and look for it. Thou pay wasn't fantastic, but i accepted it. Just to get away from those nagging by my mum at least for the time being.
But as I started working, I soon found out more about myself.. I'm a person who is never satisfy with life. Then I realized it will be pretty impossible for me to go on with just a diploma. Of cos, my results weren't good enough to get me into the University of my choice. When my sister found out about it, she suggested that I should go overseas to further my studies.
At that point, I was really stressed at work. And I felt that if i were to conitnue to work there, I will always remain at the same point, not much of any future to talk about. I was really upset and had thot of giving up this job. At that time, Ralph was really busy with his work too, and i couldn't bear to disturb him with my problems. So I had to turn to my blog. I never told him about this little blog i had for months, so I'm sure he wouldn't know of my problems so as not to make him worry for me.
Then I received a sms from one of my faithful blog reader.. thou not from Ralph, it was from my mummy. "Never give up" was what she said. It had really brought me up from the pits. Soon enough I was back on my feet again. Back to work with full force. I've made up my mind. What Ralph and mummy had always taught me, NEVER GIVE UP.
So after, I made this decision that would affect my life forever. I choose to leave for Australia. Leaving Singapore wasn't an easy choice. Many times at nite, I had to cry myself to sleep. Thinking of leaving my loved ones behind is just as good as piercing a knife into my heart.
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The Hint..
I finally convinced myself to call Ralph.
"Ralph, I've got something to tell you.... (pause for quite awhile).... I'll be leaving singapore to continue my studies.."
Silly as I may be. I was really hoping that he would ask me to stay. Or at least tell me something that I'm hoping for.. at the very least.. some little hints.
But none came from him..
"Good for you.."
Thats what he said. Followed by a long slience..
"I'll be there for 2 years.."
"So when are you leaving?"
"Early next year.. maybe end of january or latest by early Febuary"
"Oh, so fast ah.. But good.. Starting earlier also means you can finish your course earlier"
At this point, My heart was really bleeding.. so i began hinting him..
"Yeah.. I might decide to stay there for good if I can find a good job over there"
"That will be good.."
"Would you have anything to tell me.. ermm.. I mean do you have any advice for me??"
I'm praying hard..
"Yes.. Do study hard and get yourself a good degree, you will have to learn to be independent"
"Oh.. yes, I definitely will.. This will be something that I can assure you of.."
A long pause followed.. I couldn't take it anymore..
"Hey Ralph, you still need to work tml, better have an early nite, so you can concentrate on your work tml."
"Alrite then, you have an early nite too.. good nite, bye bye"
"Bye.."
Of cos, who could be able to sleep after that phone call? I didn't sleep a wink the whole nite. Thinking of the words he said.. Did he really meant it? I asked myself.
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The Act..
I started numbing myself with work, just to ease the pain which was inflicted upon me that nite. So I begin packing myself with OTs and tuitions, from Monday to Sunday. When being questioned by friends, I would just brush it off by saying:
"I need the money.. thats why i need to work extra hard now.. hahahaha.. unless you want to give me a few thousand bucks.. maybe I wouldn't need to work so hard now"
I work as normal, speak as normal, play as normal.. In short, I just try to behave as if nothing had happened.. Just to show that I'm not at least affected by his words. But deep down, my heart is already shattered.
He behaved as normal as well.. He would still occassionally pop by and chat with me in MSN, occassionally, I would still chat with him, but no longer than 5 mins, thereafter i would give excuses to end the chat. But everytime I close that little window, I would still yearn for him.. Why am I so stupid.. I keep myself awake till late at nite, hoping for him to call..
I don't understand myself afterall, why just couldn't I say out those words myself.. why should I wait for him to pop it out..
I love you..
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Here is a song that I would really love to sing to him now..
Velasquez Regine - In Love With You (with Jacky Cheung) Lyrics
(Jacky)
Just a gentle whisper, tell me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
(Regine)
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be there
I'll be there for you...
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
(Regine/Jacky)
Come to me now
I will never leave you, I will always here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
(Jacky)
Now we've here together, yesterday has past
Life is just beginning, close to you at last
And I promise to you, I will always be there
I give my all to you
(Regine)
Living life without you is more that I can bear
Hold me close forever..
(Jacky)
I'll be there..
(Regine/Jacky)
I'll be there for you
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you, I will stand here with you
Though the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
(Jacky)
Love has found
(Regine)
Love has found a way...
(Regine/Jacky)
I'm in love, I'm in love
Yes I'm in love, so in love
I'm so in love with you....
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Complaint Letter - Part 2
Dear all, this is my second email.. addressed to Grand Hyatt Singapore..
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Good evening,
I'm writing in to actually give some of my feedbacks regarding your Service and Staffs at the Scotts Lounge.
I actually travelled all the way to your Hotel for a high tea with my family on Sunday (19/9/04) at 3pm. And my sister had actually made a reservation for a table. She had made this reservation on last Friday (17/9/04).
Upon entering Scotts Lounge, I was kind of expecting your staff to actually be there to at least guide us to our table. But sadly, your staff simply ignored me and my family members. We were left to stand around for a few minutes before I actually have to take the initiative to walk up to your staff and ask about my reservation. I find that this kind of service is seriously totally unacceptable in such a classy restaurant like yours. Shouldn't the staff be the ones taking the initiative to approach EVERY customers and help them?
So later when we spoke to the manager on duty that day, she told us that there isn't any reservation made under the name of my sister. The manager told us that since sometime ago, Scotts Lounge had stop taking in any reservations. According to my sister, she actually called your main line and was later diverted to a department and made this reservations with the staff over the phone. So what happened to the reservation made by my sister? I'm truly surprised that you could allow your staff to make such big mistakes!! Please do not use "communication breakdown" as an excuse. In this service line, shouldn't you take every possible measures to ensure none of such unnecessary mistakes will take place?
Worst thing is, when the manager turn around to speak to her staff, they actually communicated in malay. Of cause there is nothing wrong to communicate in their own mother tongue, but the thing is, shouldn't they spare a thought for their CHINESE customer (or even customer of other races). It is really very offending and rude to do such things. I can't understand a single word that came out of their mouth, but I just find it so offending that I just feel like giving that manager a piece of my mind right on the spot, but I didn't really want to spoil the good image of your restaurant infront of so many other guest. I seriously couldn't understand how an inconsiderate person could actually become a manager at Scotts Lounge. Ridiculous isn't it!
Lucky for us, after standing around and waiting for more than half an hour, a guest offered a table to us, At least my trip to Scotts Lounge wasn't totally wasted. But definitely, my trip there wasn't a really satisfying one. The standard of your customer service really spoil my mood for the rest of the day. My family didn't really get to enjoy the afternoon at all. Its really disheartening, I was really looking forward for this high tea, spend a wonderful afternoon with my family. So I actually had to cancel all my work scheduled on Sunday, which caused me to loss a considerable amount of income. Yet, this is what i get..
While I was browsing your website, I couldn't help but started laughing at it. You could boast about all your facilities like award-winning accommodation, superb restaurants.. But yet your quality of service is so disappointing.. So whats the point of offering such great facilities and yet you don't work to improve on your customer service??
I would really hope that you would take my comments seriously and do work on it. I do hope to hear from you soon regarding this matter. I seriously didn't expect to receive such service at such a prestigious hotel. BTW, should you need to contact me for whatever reasons, pls feel free to ring me up via my mobile phone at (number removed to prevent prank calls.. lolx).
Best Regards,
Wee Li Ping
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I bet this is one of the funniest email they ever received.. Hahaha.. Even when i read it over again, I couldn't help laughing at myself.. Lolx. I'm so silly!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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Good evening,
I'm writing in to actually give some of my feedbacks regarding your Service and Staffs at the Scotts Lounge.
I actually travelled all the way to your Hotel for a high tea with my family on Sunday (19/9/04) at 3pm. And my sister had actually made a reservation for a table. She had made this reservation on last Friday (17/9/04).
Upon entering Scotts Lounge, I was kind of expecting your staff to actually be there to at least guide us to our table. But sadly, your staff simply ignored me and my family members. We were left to stand around for a few minutes before I actually have to take the initiative to walk up to your staff and ask about my reservation. I find that this kind of service is seriously totally unacceptable in such a classy restaurant like yours. Shouldn't the staff be the ones taking the initiative to approach EVERY customers and help them?
So later when we spoke to the manager on duty that day, she told us that there isn't any reservation made under the name of my sister. The manager told us that since sometime ago, Scotts Lounge had stop taking in any reservations. According to my sister, she actually called your main line and was later diverted to a department and made this reservations with the staff over the phone. So what happened to the reservation made by my sister? I'm truly surprised that you could allow your staff to make such big mistakes!! Please do not use "communication breakdown" as an excuse. In this service line, shouldn't you take every possible measures to ensure none of such unnecessary mistakes will take place?
Worst thing is, when the manager turn around to speak to her staff, they actually communicated in malay. Of cause there is nothing wrong to communicate in their own mother tongue, but the thing is, shouldn't they spare a thought for their CHINESE customer (or even customer of other races). It is really very offending and rude to do such things. I can't understand a single word that came out of their mouth, but I just find it so offending that I just feel like giving that manager a piece of my mind right on the spot, but I didn't really want to spoil the good image of your restaurant infront of so many other guest. I seriously couldn't understand how an inconsiderate person could actually become a manager at Scotts Lounge. Ridiculous isn't it!
Lucky for us, after standing around and waiting for more than half an hour, a guest offered a table to us, At least my trip to Scotts Lounge wasn't totally wasted. But definitely, my trip there wasn't a really satisfying one. The standard of your customer service really spoil my mood for the rest of the day. My family didn't really get to enjoy the afternoon at all. Its really disheartening, I was really looking forward for this high tea, spend a wonderful afternoon with my family. So I actually had to cancel all my work scheduled on Sunday, which caused me to loss a considerable amount of income. Yet, this is what i get..
While I was browsing your website, I couldn't help but started laughing at it. You could boast about all your facilities like award-winning accommodation, superb restaurants.. But yet your quality of service is so disappointing.. So whats the point of offering such great facilities and yet you don't work to improve on your customer service??
I would really hope that you would take my comments seriously and do work on it. I do hope to hear from you soon regarding this matter. I seriously didn't expect to receive such service at such a prestigious hotel. BTW, should you need to contact me for whatever reasons, pls feel free to ring me up via my mobile phone at (number removed to prevent prank calls.. lolx).
Best Regards,
Wee Li Ping
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I bet this is one of the funniest email they ever received.. Hahaha.. Even when i read it over again, I couldn't help laughing at myself.. Lolx. I'm so silly!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Complain Letter.. Part 1
Dear all, this is an email which i just wrote in a fit of anger a moment ago..
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Good Evening,
I'm writing this email to actually feedback about one of your bus captain of Bus service 63, which operates from Eunos Interchange.
Its a pity I couldn't take down the Bus number in time. But i'm quite sure you would be able to trace the bus itself. The time of this incident is around 9.45pm. This particular bus captain has truly brought shame to the good name of SBS Transit.
I happened to board the bus along Ubi(just before Maha Budi School), the bus was travelling all the way when it came to a cross junction, as it was making a turn, it suddenly made an immediate stop, which actually caused me to fell of my seat resulting in injuries to my wrist and leg. Most of the passengers on the bus did actually hurt themselves, but till what extend, I'm not too sure.
But I could say that this incident has definitely bring down my level of trust in your bus services. It was truly lucky that the bus wasn't really crowded at that time. Could you imaging what would the consequences be like if some old folks or even pregnant ladies? It would be disastrous...
Worst thing is the bus captain DIDN"T even bother to stop the bus and check on the passengers. This is truly unforgivable.
I would seriously hope that some immediate action is taken before history repeats itself. Please do let let a mistake of a reckless bus captain spoil the good name of your company. I would really hope that I would get a reply from you soon regarding this matter.
Please feel free to contact me via my moblie phone at (number removed to prevent prank calls.. lolx) if there is anything else you would like to find out from me.
Regards,
Wee Li Ping
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Now i'm writing a second letter.. this time to Grand Hyatt Singapore.. Wait patiently for my new posting! Lolx.. I'm gonna screw their butt!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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Good Evening,
I'm writing this email to actually feedback about one of your bus captain of Bus service 63, which operates from Eunos Interchange.
Its a pity I couldn't take down the Bus number in time. But i'm quite sure you would be able to trace the bus itself. The time of this incident is around 9.45pm. This particular bus captain has truly brought shame to the good name of SBS Transit.
I happened to board the bus along Ubi(just before Maha Budi School), the bus was travelling all the way when it came to a cross junction, as it was making a turn, it suddenly made an immediate stop, which actually caused me to fell of my seat resulting in injuries to my wrist and leg. Most of the passengers on the bus did actually hurt themselves, but till what extend, I'm not too sure.
But I could say that this incident has definitely bring down my level of trust in your bus services. It was truly lucky that the bus wasn't really crowded at that time. Could you imaging what would the consequences be like if some old folks or even pregnant ladies? It would be disastrous...
Worst thing is the bus captain DIDN"T even bother to stop the bus and check on the passengers. This is truly unforgivable.
I would seriously hope that some immediate action is taken before history repeats itself. Please do let let a mistake of a reckless bus captain spoil the good name of your company. I would really hope that I would get a reply from you soon regarding this matter.
Please feel free to contact me via my moblie phone at (number removed to prevent prank calls.. lolx) if there is anything else you would like to find out from me.
Regards,
Wee Li Ping
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Now i'm writing a second letter.. this time to Grand Hyatt Singapore.. Wait patiently for my new posting! Lolx.. I'm gonna screw their butt!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Just a quick one..
For a quick short one..
I'm back home.. half dead.. Saw all the posting in my shout box.. Grateful for all your concerns, really appreciate it.. Thanks guys!
Have a good nite rest..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'm back home.. half dead.. Saw all the posting in my shout box.. Grateful for all your concerns, really appreciate it.. Thanks guys!
Have a good nite rest..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Ridiculous...
Lets have a look at what I am feeling now..
This is so ridiculous.. arghhhhh...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
Stupid.. This is the second time that I've went over to tuition but kept waiting outside the door.. I waited for a cool 45 mins.. standing outside doing nutting.. Shit!!!!! arghh..
I mean this is my 4th lesson.. but already my 2nd time missing lessons.. Wun you feel so angry?? The place is so hard to get to.. I have to spend time travelling.. worst is, i woke up early for this lesson.. cycle under the hot sun.. Today i almost got knock down becos i was so angry that i can't concentrate on the road.. Shit! But lucky me.. nutting happened. I still managed to make my way home in 1 piece.. Thank god for that.This is so ridiculous.. arghhhhh...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
More of me..
Stupid blog.. I tried to post an entry yesterday.. N poofffed.. It went missing! I can't help feeling so pissed.. arghh!
Lucky it was just an email abstract.. so i dun mind copying once again! Lolx... maybe later.. first i would like to do some updates for the past few days first! Of cos i can't really do a day-by-day update due to my failing memory, all i could do now is to give a rough updates of major events for the past week.
I was really being disturbed very badly.. rumors with Lye Thy.. Omg.. then along came Iqbal.. Arghh.. All thanks to my dearest Jenny! Arghh! She hor.. always tell people that i'm madly in love with Lye Thy.. arghh! But i know its just her joke lah.. I dun really mind actually. Hahaha.. I know u are going to say: "you in love with him.. of cos dun mind lah" .. hahaha pls lah! I say no means "NO"!! Lolx.. There is nutting wrong with him, not to worry.. Hahaha.. maybe its me ba.. i jus dun find this period a right timing.. opps!
It all started as a usual busy week.. Everyday is like a 9am-9pm work.. Cos everyday its either tuition or OT.. HEY.. dun make me repeat myself again and again! Lolx. My break finally came on Friday evening.. I met up with Chew Ling and brought her to Billy bombers for a dinner. It was a belated birthday celebration for her.. cos i couldn't make it on her birthday itself.. due to my tuition.. HEY.. I'm repeating again! Hahaha.. sorry! Both of us eat until cannot walk.. Actually I was suppose to go KTV with my colleagues on Friday.. But pushed it off cos i thot its not really easy for the both of us to meet up!
Alrite, Saturday morning.. I woke up at 730am.. I set alarm de lah.. cos i wanted to go back to TP for the leadership talk.. But hor.. stupid me.. laze around till 830am then climb out of bed.. Then continue to slack around.. till 9am then bath.. I noe i very lazy lah.. dun scold me le! I reached school at around 1015am i guess.. The event started off at around 9am i think.. So i was like damn late for it.. Hahaha.. But i still stroll in like a big shot! Worst thing.. I forgot to apologise.. It only came to my mind when i was on my way back home! Die liew.. Those fellas must be thinking what the hell i'm trying to prove! Then went for lunch opposite TP with the committee members.. I should say i'm quite impressed with the group. Great bunch of future leaders i should say.. CENT definitely has a bright future.. Now i can finally leave without worries..
Then i rushed off at 215pm for my first tuition class.. i went home first and then "drove" to tuition.. I reach there around 250pm.. It was pretty fast! Of cos, i took many little short cuts here and there.. If my mum were to find out.. I think she will stop me from "driving" again! I'm praying hard she will never ask about it..
Then i went home after class.. Slack awhile.. have dinner then rush off for my next class le.. i really nutting to say about that student.. NUTTING! PERIOD!
Tml having a morning tuition class at 10am! Cos afternoon i'm going to Orchard to meet my sis for high tea.. she is paying for it of cos! My mum and tat silly sis are coming along too!
So busy until now i actually have to tell people.. "Pls book me at least 2 weeks in advance to avoid disappointment" pls dun get me wrong.. I'm not trying to act high class or watever shit.. Its just that my schedule is really packed till almost max.. I need to maximise every single time slot i have.. I just realized i have so many un-scheduled appointments to make! I'm really sorry about it guys, everytime can't meet up with u ppl! I know i'm really disappointing at times.. pls bear with it for awhile longer.. Things will never be the same again.. Hopefully.
Anyway, for those of u who did OS.. I use "priority" scheduling for all appionment making.. Opps! Then followed by FCFS.. Hahaha.. I'm just trying my best to be funny again.. duh!
Argh.. Hahaha.. hope that this blog entry doesn't screw me up again!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Lucky it was just an email abstract.. so i dun mind copying once again! Lolx... maybe later.. first i would like to do some updates for the past few days first! Of cos i can't really do a day-by-day update due to my failing memory, all i could do now is to give a rough updates of major events for the past week.
I was really being disturbed very badly.. rumors with Lye Thy.. Omg.. then along came Iqbal.. Arghh.. All thanks to my dearest Jenny! Arghh! She hor.. always tell people that i'm madly in love with Lye Thy.. arghh! But i know its just her joke lah.. I dun really mind actually. Hahaha.. I know u are going to say: "you in love with him.. of cos dun mind lah" .. hahaha pls lah! I say no means "NO"!! Lolx.. There is nutting wrong with him, not to worry.. Hahaha.. maybe its me ba.. i jus dun find this period a right timing.. opps!
It all started as a usual busy week.. Everyday is like a 9am-9pm work.. Cos everyday its either tuition or OT.. HEY.. dun make me repeat myself again and again! Lolx. My break finally came on Friday evening.. I met up with Chew Ling and brought her to Billy bombers for a dinner. It was a belated birthday celebration for her.. cos i couldn't make it on her birthday itself.. due to my tuition.. HEY.. I'm repeating again! Hahaha.. sorry! Both of us eat until cannot walk.. Actually I was suppose to go KTV with my colleagues on Friday.. But pushed it off cos i thot its not really easy for the both of us to meet up!
Alrite, Saturday morning.. I woke up at 730am.. I set alarm de lah.. cos i wanted to go back to TP for the leadership talk.. But hor.. stupid me.. laze around till 830am then climb out of bed.. Then continue to slack around.. till 9am then bath.. I noe i very lazy lah.. dun scold me le! I reached school at around 1015am i guess.. The event started off at around 9am i think.. So i was like damn late for it.. Hahaha.. But i still stroll in like a big shot! Worst thing.. I forgot to apologise.. It only came to my mind when i was on my way back home! Die liew.. Those fellas must be thinking what the hell i'm trying to prove! Then went for lunch opposite TP with the committee members.. I should say i'm quite impressed with the group. Great bunch of future leaders i should say.. CENT definitely has a bright future.. Now i can finally leave without worries..
Then i rushed off at 215pm for my first tuition class.. i went home first and then "drove" to tuition.. I reach there around 250pm.. It was pretty fast! Of cos, i took many little short cuts here and there.. If my mum were to find out.. I think she will stop me from "driving" again! I'm praying hard she will never ask about it..
Then i went home after class.. Slack awhile.. have dinner then rush off for my next class le.. i really nutting to say about that student.. NUTTING! PERIOD!
Tml having a morning tuition class at 10am! Cos afternoon i'm going to Orchard to meet my sis for high tea.. she is paying for it of cos! My mum and tat silly sis are coming along too!
So busy until now i actually have to tell people.. "Pls book me at least 2 weeks in advance to avoid disappointment" pls dun get me wrong.. I'm not trying to act high class or watever shit.. Its just that my schedule is really packed till almost max.. I need to maximise every single time slot i have.. I just realized i have so many un-scheduled appointments to make! I'm really sorry about it guys, everytime can't meet up with u ppl! I know i'm really disappointing at times.. pls bear with it for awhile longer.. Things will never be the same again.. Hopefully.
Anyway, for those of u who did OS.. I use "priority" scheduling for all appionment making.. Opps! Then followed by FCFS.. Hahaha.. I'm just trying my best to be funny again.. duh!
Argh.. Hahaha.. hope that this blog entry doesn't screw me up again!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Funny but pretty true
BF : What do you want to eat??
GF : Anything will do......
BF : Ok, chicken rice then.
GF : But I don't feel like having rice leh....
BF : Ok, mee goreng then.....
GF : Don't want, too oily.....
BF : Fishball noddle soup....
GF : Yeeeee...So plain....
BF : Then what you want???
GF : Anything lor.......
Me: What do you don't want to eat? Rice or Noodles?
Wife: Er..don't want rice
Me: Ok, so anything with noodles is fine?
Wife: Yes Me: Soup or dry?
Wife: Anything
In the end, we still couldn't find out what she really wants.
Another scenario when going shopping with girl,
girl: (holding up two clothes) which one is nice?
boy: the blue one looks nicer
girl: is it? I thought the black one is more classy
boy: I agree, take the black one then
girl: But then, the blue one looks quite nice too
boy: yeah
girl: which one is better ?
if boy answer 'black', girl will say he keeps changing his mind and nevershows sincererity and care
if boy answer 'blue', girl will say, " told you that the black one looksmore class"
But no matter what the boy says, the girl will eventually choose the one she has already decided beforehand. A lot of the times,the girl might even put the two clothes back (after extensive trying) and says not interested anymore. really don't know what she wants. This is quite true but not totally. Not all the time girls are like this.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
GF : Anything will do......
BF : Ok, chicken rice then.
GF : But I don't feel like having rice leh....
BF : Ok, mee goreng then.....
GF : Don't want, too oily.....
BF : Fishball noddle soup....
GF : Yeeeee...So plain....
BF : Then what you want???
GF : Anything lor.......
Me: What do you don't want to eat? Rice or Noodles?
Wife: Er..don't want rice
Me: Ok, so anything with noodles is fine?
Wife: Yes Me: Soup or dry?
Wife: Anything
In the end, we still couldn't find out what she really wants.
Another scenario when going shopping with girl,
girl: (holding up two clothes) which one is nice?
boy: the blue one looks nicer
girl: is it? I thought the black one is more classy
boy: I agree, take the black one then
girl: But then, the blue one looks quite nice too
boy: yeah
girl: which one is better ?
if boy answer 'black', girl will say he keeps changing his mind and nevershows sincererity and care
if boy answer 'blue', girl will say, " told you that the black one looksmore class"
But no matter what the boy says, the girl will eventually choose the one she has already decided beforehand. A lot of the times,the girl might even put the two clothes back (after extensive trying) and says not interested anymore. really don't know what she wants. This is quite true but not totally. Not all the time girls are like this.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
You are the Reason..
Today.. jenny came back to office.. she got me some gifts from Thailand.. Hohoho.. got a pink pencil case.. really sweet pink with flowers.. and 2 bookmarks!
Went to that Penang Place for lunch again.. Slurppp.. Had my fave Curry chicken again.. but it wasn't as fantastic as it used to be. Hahaha..
Had been really busy just now.. all the wat till 9pm then i started to pack up and leave office.. otherwise i would never be able to make it home tonite..
If you guys have been looking at my tag box.. u should know by now that i'll be going back to my secondary school to celebrate lantern festival.. well.. my last time in that "about-to-be-torn-down" little L-Shape building.. my last time in Singapore definitely.. my last time to see those old folks in CCHB.. so many of my last time.. Its really sad thou..
Lots of thots came to my mind these few days.. My teachers.. one by one they came to my mind. It can be pretty scary sometimes.. How they used to suffer in my class..
Now i'm really wondering if i should go back.. i just realised i still owe my E-maths teacher lots of exercises.. Cham.. Hahaha!! Hope they forget liao.. Cos i threw away my exercise books years ago!
Not to worry.. I wun let this golden opportunity of seeing my beloved teachers slip past. I'll definitely be going back! Lolx. I really miss them.. Its been a long time since i last saw them.. I guess after all this years, I've met only Mdm Sue on the streets.. Well.. she is really one of the teachers i'm really grateful to.. I'll thank her personally on that day.. Without her.. I wouldn't be wat i'm today! Of cos, my success weren't her credits alone.. Of cos there are ppl like my mummy.. my CENT pals (andrew, chris, jh) .. my good frends.. Hahaha, Chewling.. dun turn ur head.. U oso one of them! Of cos.. there are really alot of them.. Too many to mention one by one..
But always remember this..
"without you.. there wun be me.. you are the reason for ME..."
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Went to that Penang Place for lunch again.. Slurppp.. Had my fave Curry chicken again.. but it wasn't as fantastic as it used to be. Hahaha..
Had been really busy just now.. all the wat till 9pm then i started to pack up and leave office.. otherwise i would never be able to make it home tonite..
If you guys have been looking at my tag box.. u should know by now that i'll be going back to my secondary school to celebrate lantern festival.. well.. my last time in that "about-to-be-torn-down" little L-Shape building.. my last time in Singapore definitely.. my last time to see those old folks in CCHB.. so many of my last time.. Its really sad thou..
Lots of thots came to my mind these few days.. My teachers.. one by one they came to my mind. It can be pretty scary sometimes.. How they used to suffer in my class..
Now i'm really wondering if i should go back.. i just realised i still owe my E-maths teacher lots of exercises.. Cham.. Hahaha!! Hope they forget liao.. Cos i threw away my exercise books years ago!
Not to worry.. I wun let this golden opportunity of seeing my beloved teachers slip past. I'll definitely be going back! Lolx. I really miss them.. Its been a long time since i last saw them.. I guess after all this years, I've met only Mdm Sue on the streets.. Well.. she is really one of the teachers i'm really grateful to.. I'll thank her personally on that day.. Without her.. I wouldn't be wat i'm today! Of cos, my success weren't her credits alone.. Of cos there are ppl like my mummy.. my CENT pals (andrew, chris, jh) .. my good frends.. Hahaha, Chewling.. dun turn ur head.. U oso one of them! Of cos.. there are really alot of them.. Too many to mention one by one..
But always remember this..
"without you.. there wun be me.. you are the reason for ME..."
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
TaDa!
I just feel so tired.. Maybe its about time i should give myself a rest..
Give me some time to settle down.. I do hope i can settle down soon, so i guess for the time being, i wun get other new tuition jobs.. Its really tiring for me to travel around singapore everyday.
But money perks me up!
Just now after a short chat with Chewling.. I realised i'm a real cheater! I cheated so many people over the past few years.. OMG.. I'm a sinner.. Cheat ppl of their love, their youth, their time and money.. see how bad can i be! opps..
Going to sleep now.. Bye.. I'm gonna dream of being a millionaire!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Give me some time to settle down.. I do hope i can settle down soon, so i guess for the time being, i wun get other new tuition jobs.. Its really tiring for me to travel around singapore everyday.
But money perks me up!
Just now after a short chat with Chewling.. I realised i'm a real cheater! I cheated so many people over the past few years.. OMG.. I'm a sinner.. Cheat ppl of their love, their youth, their time and money.. see how bad can i be! opps..
Going to sleep now.. Bye.. I'm gonna dream of being a millionaire!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My "Ai Xin" dinner..
Just back from my "Ai Xin" dinner just now.. Food was great! But like i said.. most important thing is who you are actually eating with! Thanks for the dinner, dear! Actually i wanted to meet up with jeff after my dinner to do some catching up.. Long time since i last met him! Lucky he called later and cancelled our appointment.. cos my dinner ended late too.. hahaha.. But of cos, we will definitely meet up again soon!
Another stressful day at work! But i'm glad this week is finally over! Tml is another Saturday! Thou its filled with tuitions.. but i guess i will get used to it soon!
Wishing my best bud.. or should i say she is actually the most unlucky girl in TP history cos she was my classmates for 3 donkey years, Deryl Chang Chew Ling(AY01/02-E107, AY02/03-C204, AY03/04-C303).. A Very Happy 20th Birthday!!
Paisay ah girl.. Your birthday i still cannot celebrate with u.. cos i got classes tml.. till almost 9pm! I try my best to meet up with u all ba! Sorry ah..
Tml morning will be Java jamming morning! I'm gonna screw that java book! I've been slowing down my reading since 3 weeks ago.. due to work committement! Class starts at 3pm tml! New student.. More excitment!!!! I mean more "blood-vomitting" adventures! Hahaha more "terror-stricken face".. Just pray hard!! Hahaha.. Pray for me.. I will update more on the new student! Not to worry!
Not going to blog too much tonite.. I wan to get some sleep first.. My body has been giving me trouble nowadays.. I almost could not make it to work today due to cramps near my gastric.. I couldn't really sleep the whole nite, I couldn't even toss round my bed.. I tried taking the pain killers given by my doctor.. but it didn't really work. Pain sia.. Hope that it will go away by itself.. Shooo..
I wun be giving those doctors anymore chances to earn my money..!!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Another stressful day at work! But i'm glad this week is finally over! Tml is another Saturday! Thou its filled with tuitions.. but i guess i will get used to it soon!
Wishing my best bud.. or should i say she is actually the most unlucky girl in TP history cos she was my classmates for 3 donkey years, Deryl Chang Chew Ling(AY01/02-E107, AY02/03-C204, AY03/04-C303).. A Very Happy 20th Birthday!!
Paisay ah girl.. Your birthday i still cannot celebrate with u.. cos i got classes tml.. till almost 9pm! I try my best to meet up with u all ba! Sorry ah..
Tml morning will be Java jamming morning! I'm gonna screw that java book! I've been slowing down my reading since 3 weeks ago.. due to work committement! Class starts at 3pm tml! New student.. More excitment!!!! I mean more "blood-vomitting" adventures! Hahaha more "terror-stricken face".. Just pray hard!! Hahaha.. Pray for me.. I will update more on the new student! Not to worry!
Not going to blog too much tonite.. I wan to get some sleep first.. My body has been giving me trouble nowadays.. I almost could not make it to work today due to cramps near my gastric.. I couldn't really sleep the whole nite, I couldn't even toss round my bed.. I tried taking the pain killers given by my doctor.. but it didn't really work. Pain sia.. Hope that it will go away by itself.. Shooo..
I wun be giving those doctors anymore chances to earn my money..!!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Boo..
Too busy to update my bloggy..
Abit sick of this kind of life..everyday work till late.. either OT at creative or rushing off for tuition at Ubi... but well.. at least i'm glad to know that i'm nearing my goals of saving up for my education.. Thou its not alot that i'm earning now.. But its always good to have tat little bit more..
Will have a better update soon! I'm kind of tired out by the warehouse sales le.. Going back to read up my books again.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Abit sick of this kind of life..everyday work till late.. either OT at creative or rushing off for tuition at Ubi... but well.. at least i'm glad to know that i'm nearing my goals of saving up for my education.. Thou its not alot that i'm earning now.. But its always good to have tat little bit more..
Will have a better update soon! I'm kind of tired out by the warehouse sales le.. Going back to read up my books again.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its not easy to be me..
Today, I've done another great deed.
Scenario
Ended work late of cos, then later proceed to Jurong East Central for dinner with Jenny.. It was quite an unexpected dinner actually, we didn't really plan for it.. It was only when she saw me still in office at 745pm, then she chio me for dinner!
After dinner, she wanted to draw some money, cos she was running low in cash reserve.. There was s short queue infront of us.. so we were chatting happily till it was her turn! When she approached the machine.. The ATM machine was beeping.. I found that beep really farmiliar.. then i realised that there was a stack of notes sticking out of the machine..
Choice 1
Snatch the money and run off happily knowing that I will be a few hundred bucks richer this month..
Choice 2
Return to the money to the owner.. well, she hasn't really walk that far yet.. still in sight..
So guess which choice i made in life..
Action
I took the money and ran..
towards the ladyof cos.. passed her the money back.. What is not meant to be mine will not be mine.. Thou many of u might be laughing at me.. I'm sure most of u would be proud of my actions..
Its sure hard to part with money that is already in your hand.. I didn't have to steal nor cheat.. But i guess its just not right to use other's money to sastisfy your own needs.. Who noes, that lady might need the money urgently.. Thou i'm not earning much.. But I'm definitely earning more than enough to cover my own needs and cover some of the expenses in my family.. and of cos save up for my education.. That would be good enough for now.. there is no need to go to such extends of using other people's hard-earned money..
Hahaha.. Need some rest now.. Tml is the sales.. I guess i wun be home so early tml.. Definitely will work till pretty late..
I'm already feeling much better already, the doctor gave me some painkillers.. that is good enough to stop the pain for hours.. Sorry to make everyone worry.. and really Thanks so much for ya concern.. U really make me feel like a princess.. Hahaha
Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Scenario
Ended work late of cos, then later proceed to Jurong East Central for dinner with Jenny.. It was quite an unexpected dinner actually, we didn't really plan for it.. It was only when she saw me still in office at 745pm, then she chio me for dinner!
After dinner, she wanted to draw some money, cos she was running low in cash reserve.. There was s short queue infront of us.. so we were chatting happily till it was her turn! When she approached the machine.. The ATM machine was beeping.. I found that beep really farmiliar.. then i realised that there was a stack of notes sticking out of the machine..
Choice 1
Snatch the money and run off happily knowing that I will be a few hundred bucks richer this month..
Choice 2
Return to the money to the owner.. well, she hasn't really walk that far yet.. still in sight..
So guess which choice i made in life..
Action
I took the money and ran..
towards the ladyof cos.. passed her the money back.. What is not meant to be mine will not be mine.. Thou many of u might be laughing at me.. I'm sure most of u would be proud of my actions..
Its sure hard to part with money that is already in your hand.. I didn't have to steal nor cheat.. But i guess its just not right to use other's money to sastisfy your own needs.. Who noes, that lady might need the money urgently.. Thou i'm not earning much.. But I'm definitely earning more than enough to cover my own needs and cover some of the expenses in my family.. and of cos save up for my education.. That would be good enough for now.. there is no need to go to such extends of using other people's hard-earned money..
Hahaha.. Need some rest now.. Tml is the sales.. I guess i wun be home so early tml.. Definitely will work till pretty late..
I'm already feeling much better already, the doctor gave me some painkillers.. that is good enough to stop the pain for hours.. Sorry to make everyone worry.. and really Thanks so much for ya concern.. U really make me feel like a princess.. Hahaha
Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I can't decide where I want to go until I know where I am
Shit.. All my hard-earned money went to doctors.. Broke now.. very broke! 2nd time i went to see doctor.. The pain simply wun go! Got injection just now(this is the fear i always had).. Then doctor said it was an infection. Now have to sollow down so much medicine and apply cream to ease the pain.. I was so worried that i might result in piles.. I was so lucky to escape that torture..
But nevertheless, i did had my fair share of pain.. After being unable to walk properly so days.. Now my legs are abit wobbly..
But it was because of this.. i get to see people who really cared for me.. I became a true blue "Princess Cheerene" in the office.. Colleagues were so nice.. trying to help me in watever ways they could.. They wun allow me to carry heavy anything.. Bee Leng will stop me from eating any "unhealthy" food, hahaha..
And of cos, I did oso became the butt of their jokes! Now.. I'm known as the "road hog".. due to my slow walking speed.. Then i came up with another joke.. Hence resulting in a new nick.. "2x" The number actually refers to the CD spinning speed.. Now i'm just as slow as a 2X CD-ROM drive! OMG! Just wait till i spin up to 52x.. (well.. this is a very job-related joke.. so perhaps not everyone might apperciate it.. pls just bear with me..)
I did remember that i mentioned in my previous blogs that i really fear to consult a doctor.. (so kind of fear that i've got since young).. It sure took me awhile to muster enough courage to go n visit that doctor.. All those unnecessary pain.. And yes of cos, I did cry in pain just now.. It was unbelieverbly painful.. So painful that i almost kick the poor doctor..
Now i fully understand how important butt is.. I love my butt..
Just saw this interesting email... a really nice sentence caught my attention..
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love ...BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly!
BTW, A very Happy Teacher's Day to all our dedicated teachers and lecturers!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
But nevertheless, i did had my fair share of pain.. After being unable to walk properly so days.. Now my legs are abit wobbly..
But it was because of this.. i get to see people who really cared for me.. I became a true blue "Princess Cheerene" in the office.. Colleagues were so nice.. trying to help me in watever ways they could.. They wun allow me to carry heavy anything.. Bee Leng will stop me from eating any "unhealthy" food, hahaha..
And of cos, I did oso became the butt of their jokes! Now.. I'm known as the "road hog".. due to my slow walking speed.. Then i came up with another joke.. Hence resulting in a new nick.. "2x" The number actually refers to the CD spinning speed.. Now i'm just as slow as a 2X CD-ROM drive! OMG! Just wait till i spin up to 52x.. (well.. this is a very job-related joke.. so perhaps not everyone might apperciate it.. pls just bear with me..)
I did remember that i mentioned in my previous blogs that i really fear to consult a doctor.. (so kind of fear that i've got since young).. It sure took me awhile to muster enough courage to go n visit that doctor.. All those unnecessary pain.. And yes of cos, I did cry in pain just now.. It was unbelieverbly painful.. So painful that i almost kick the poor doctor..
Now i fully understand how important butt is.. I love my butt..
Just saw this interesting email... a really nice sentence caught my attention..
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love ...BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly!
BTW, A very Happy Teacher's Day to all our dedicated teachers and lecturers!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Restricted..
I just feel like banging the wall.. head on..
Really damn pissed.. i'm really easily angered now.. My back has been giving me problems all day long.. even till an extend that i couldn't walk properly now.. Thanks everyone for your concern.. I will find time to visit a doctor as soon as possible..
Pissed at home.. dun u just find it irritating.. Reaching home after more than 12 hours at work.. then still have to come back n tolerate nonsense from idiots??
I just feel so irritated.. My back is hurting me like hell and yet these idiots r like simply bo chup! Sometimes it just makes me wonder wat i'm to them? Y do i keep having a feeling like this? I noe its not good to doubt them.. But i just can't help it too...
Felt so restricted at home.. I simply dun get enough trust i deserved! Y? My sister said i went to pubs too often.. creating heavoc at home! But wun u pls find out about wats happening at home before pointing fingers! So much restrictions r driving me crazy.. I'm just an animal which meant to be set free in the wild.. not a ZOO.. where fools pay to see me perform!
My ideas are not respected.. My choice are not my own.. My decisions never gets approved! So wats the point of asking me to "think for urself"?? when everything is fixed? Ironic isn't it! If i can't do things i like.. i want.. i hope.. Then wats the point of living a life?
Better to end it short n sweet, isn't it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Really damn pissed.. i'm really easily angered now.. My back has been giving me problems all day long.. even till an extend that i couldn't walk properly now.. Thanks everyone for your concern.. I will find time to visit a doctor as soon as possible..
Pissed at home.. dun u just find it irritating.. Reaching home after more than 12 hours at work.. then still have to come back n tolerate nonsense from idiots??
I just feel so irritated.. My back is hurting me like hell and yet these idiots r like simply bo chup! Sometimes it just makes me wonder wat i'm to them? Y do i keep having a feeling like this? I noe its not good to doubt them.. But i just can't help it too...
Felt so restricted at home.. I simply dun get enough trust i deserved! Y? My sister said i went to pubs too often.. creating heavoc at home! But wun u pls find out about wats happening at home before pointing fingers! So much restrictions r driving me crazy.. I'm just an animal which meant to be set free in the wild.. not a ZOO.. where fools pay to see me perform!
My ideas are not respected.. My choice are not my own.. My decisions never gets approved! So wats the point of asking me to "think for urself"?? when everything is fixed? Ironic isn't it! If i can't do things i like.. i want.. i hope.. Then wats the point of living a life?
Better to end it short n sweet, isn't it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Beautiful Sunday!
Hahaha.. Hello guys! I'm back again!
Wow.. My butt really hurts.. I mean the bone there.. I dun remember slipping and falling.. Jenny was saying that i might have hurt my back while working over the past few days.. Sad.. Now i have problem sleeping everyday.. Cos i can lie on my back.. Have to sleep sideways! Then i can't toss and turn as I like, cos i will definitely be awaken by the pain.. Now even sitting up is a torture.. The worst part is when u stand up.. It hurts even more..
I have a feeling that this is pretty serious.. But i just can't bring myself to see a doctor.. I'm just afraid! I know alot of you guys have been telling me to see a doctor.. But i'm just too scare to see one! Sorry lah.. I just pray hard the pain will be gone soon.. Cos next week will be a long week.. with our warehouse sales.. Hahaha.. i can smell money coming my way.. Woot!
Hahaha.. BTW, just to touch up abit for that CCN day.. some funny things.. I was mistaken as a lecturer twice already! Hey.. i mean do i really look so old?? Lolx.. Anyway, i doubt any lecturer would be so crazy like me as to go around shouting "Lelong Lelong.. 1 for 1 dollar.. buy 1 get 1 free.." hahahhaa..
Taken so many nice pixs during that day.. Thanks to Jenny's Digital camera! Dimage Z2.. Hahaha.. Its a great camera! Lolx.. Maybe i should get the Dimage Z3?? I'll be going down to the comex show later on! To source for great deals! Lolx..
BTW, next week will be our creative warehouse sales again! Needless for me to tell u wat to do rite! Lolx.. Just let me noe if u need my service! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Wow.. My butt really hurts.. I mean the bone there.. I dun remember slipping and falling.. Jenny was saying that i might have hurt my back while working over the past few days.. Sad.. Now i have problem sleeping everyday.. Cos i can lie on my back.. Have to sleep sideways! Then i can't toss and turn as I like, cos i will definitely be awaken by the pain.. Now even sitting up is a torture.. The worst part is when u stand up.. It hurts even more..
I have a feeling that this is pretty serious.. But i just can't bring myself to see a doctor.. I'm just afraid! I know alot of you guys have been telling me to see a doctor.. But i'm just too scare to see one! Sorry lah.. I just pray hard the pain will be gone soon.. Cos next week will be a long week.. with our warehouse sales.. Hahaha.. i can smell money coming my way.. Woot!
Hahaha.. BTW, just to touch up abit for that CCN day.. some funny things.. I was mistaken as a lecturer twice already! Hey.. i mean do i really look so old?? Lolx.. Anyway, i doubt any lecturer would be so crazy like me as to go around shouting "Lelong Lelong.. 1 for 1 dollar.. buy 1 get 1 free.." hahahhaa..
Taken so many nice pixs during that day.. Thanks to Jenny's Digital camera! Dimage Z2.. Hahaha.. Its a great camera! Lolx.. Maybe i should get the Dimage Z3?? I'll be going down to the comex show later on! To source for great deals! Lolx..
BTW, next week will be our creative warehouse sales again! Needless for me to tell u wat to do rite! Lolx.. Just let me noe if u need my service! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
