The whole group of us.. From left to right (me, jun jun, Chris, Jh, keong)
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Oh what have I been doing for the past few days??? Arghh.. KLKK lor.. Island wide travelling... Lolx.. Quite fun ah!
Monday went over to a temple tuck away in a remote corner of Bedok.. For a whole day.. it was all those standing and kneeling.. But I do feel quite sad ah, cos I started to think of my grandmother.. all those memories started to flow back to my mind.
Treasure what you have... before u lose them ah... I still can remember clearly, that day when I went to the hospital to visit her... She can no longer speak to me.. I know that she wasn't asleep.. But she just dun have the strength to open her eyes.. I can feel her in great pain.. But I just dun noe wat i can do to ease her pain.. If I can choose, I would rather be the one to be in pain.. I hold her hands in mine.. and felt little movements occassionally. I was lost.. I didn't know what to do. Felt really terrible..
Afew days later.. I was told that my grandmother had past away.. I was really dumb-struck when my sister told me abt the news. My eyes became watery.. I tried to hold back my tears.. I really did try.. but still can't help.. I ran into my room n cried..
ok lah.. dun talk abt it anymore.. I dun feel really good to talk abt this.. very saddening..
Yesterday went to "celebrate" Jh's last few days of life as a civilian.. Hahaha.. then all those "Old Birds" who came out of Tekong on their 1 week break were sharing their experiences with the group over dinner at Fish n Co. Thats wat happens when a whole gang of these "old birds" do when they get together.. How Happening can it get? Lolx..
Talk abt all this again.. Going to work on my stomach again! See u
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Monday went over to a temple tuck away in a remote corner of Bedok.. For a whole day.. it was all those standing and kneeling.. But I do feel quite sad ah, cos I started to think of my grandmother.. all those memories started to flow back to my mind.
Treasure what you have... before u lose them ah... I still can remember clearly, that day when I went to the hospital to visit her... She can no longer speak to me.. I know that she wasn't asleep.. But she just dun have the strength to open her eyes.. I can feel her in great pain.. But I just dun noe wat i can do to ease her pain.. If I can choose, I would rather be the one to be in pain.. I hold her hands in mine.. and felt little movements occassionally. I was lost.. I didn't know what to do. Felt really terrible..
Afew days later.. I was told that my grandmother had past away.. I was really dumb-struck when my sister told me abt the news. My eyes became watery.. I tried to hold back my tears.. I really did try.. but still can't help.. I ran into my room n cried..
ok lah.. dun talk abt it anymore.. I dun feel really good to talk abt this.. very saddening..
Yesterday went to "celebrate" Jh's last few days of life as a civilian.. Hahaha.. then all those "Old Birds" who came out of Tekong on their 1 week break were sharing their experiences with the group over dinner at Fish n Co. Thats wat happens when a whole gang of these "old birds" do when they get together.. How Happening can it get? Lolx..
Talk abt all this again.. Going to work on my stomach again! See u
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
3 of us used to be so close.. but perhaps all good things dun last long.. (brother, elder sister and me.. lil sister was still under construction at that time..)
This couple here.. They are the creators of the most beautiful "human bean" on earth.. which happens to be me..
Yesterday's today..
Wahaha.. how fun can it be! Crazy! I came home for dinner last nite.. only to get that kind of sickening face again?
Yup.. I went off at 9pm++ last nite.. trying to force myself to sleep.. But.. of cos.. how am I able to fall asleep? Slept at only 4am.. Feeling abit sick now.. Kind of drowsy..
Just feel so upset.. I actually wanted to stay at Orchard area till night time so I could take some pictures.. But before I left for my checkup , I promised my mum to come home for dinner..
Went for my X-Ray first before going for that checkup. Everything cost me alot! So expensive.. I'm really squeezed dry by those 2 clinics.. Really got freak out by the test results! Haiz.. the results were not so erm.. Hahaha.. aiya!
Went back to my work place at Tanglin.. it has been 4 years since I last step into Tanglin Mall.. Quite abit of changes i should say.. My bosses were very happy to see me! Well, of cos I was happy too.. Cos they can't really recognize me! They said I had changed alot. Really is "nu da 18 bian".. Guess what, the funny part is, when I told my boss that I've just quit my job over at creative, she immediately offered me a job.. Duh??!!?? Sorry ah! Not interested ah! I want to study now.. Mind is set on nutting else..
Perhaps this is the only good thing about me.. I can be very stubborn at times! Once I made up my mind, no one can stop me.. Not unless I want to be stop of cos..
Back to work now.. see u later!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yup.. I went off at 9pm++ last nite.. trying to force myself to sleep.. But.. of cos.. how am I able to fall asleep? Slept at only 4am.. Feeling abit sick now.. Kind of drowsy..
Just feel so upset.. I actually wanted to stay at Orchard area till night time so I could take some pictures.. But before I left for my checkup , I promised my mum to come home for dinner..
Went for my X-Ray first before going for that checkup. Everything cost me alot! So expensive.. I'm really squeezed dry by those 2 clinics.. Really got freak out by the test results! Haiz.. the results were not so erm.. Hahaha.. aiya!
Went back to my work place at Tanglin.. it has been 4 years since I last step into Tanglin Mall.. Quite abit of changes i should say.. My bosses were very happy to see me! Well, of cos I was happy too.. Cos they can't really recognize me! They said I had changed alot. Really is "nu da 18 bian".. Guess what, the funny part is, when I told my boss that I've just quit my job over at creative, she immediately offered me a job.. Duh??!!?? Sorry ah! Not interested ah! I want to study now.. Mind is set on nutting else..
Perhaps this is the only good thing about me.. I can be very stubborn at times! Once I made up my mind, no one can stop me.. Not unless I want to be stop of cos..
Back to work now.. see u later!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I've got a new boyfriend already!!! Yipee!! Hahaha.. my new Digi camera.. my Camedia C-770 Ultra Zoom.. Simply love it.. ahh!!! Hahaha.. My new dear dear! Lolx.. anyway.. I still have not got over my old lover.. my faithful Acer lappy..
Well, I didn't strike 4-D nor TOTO.. it was purly my savings for over half a year of work! Chiong all the way.. Then in a matter of weeks.. my effort had been converted to a lappy and a brand new digital camera! Ohh..
Woowoo!! Can't really be bothered to blog actually.. can't stop fondling my laptop and camera! Hahaha.. silly me..!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Well, I didn't strike 4-D nor TOTO.. it was purly my savings for over half a year of work! Chiong all the way.. Then in a matter of weeks.. my effort had been converted to a lappy and a brand new digital camera! Ohh..
Woowoo!! Can't really be bothered to blog actually.. can't stop fondling my laptop and camera! Hahaha.. silly me..!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Woo
Wanted to write something yesterday.. But my brain cells were practically dead.. Haiz.. got this pretty bad headache yesterday.. Due to hours of staring into line after line of codings.. Arghh..
Then skipped lunch with jestin.. lolx.. both lazy to go and eat lah! Hahaha.. Thats what happen when lazy girls meet.. lol!!
Close to 4pm.. I finally cannot hold on le.. my headache is killing me.. i decided to take a nappy.. woke up at around 430.. feel like having some little foodie.. and a hot tea.. Just then.. Mummy appeared! Wooahaha! So later went to join her at bread board lor! Lolx.. we had some dumplings and carrot cake ah! Yummy! And my hot tea!
Later went to mummy's office to help her with msn and her wireless thingy lor.. Hahaha.. then still disturb miss kwan again!! Hahaha.. so nice to disturb her ah! Cos she also very entertaining de! Her jokes sometimes even more entertaining than mine ok!
Me and evil twin Smith went to meet up with my little sister, sillyrene, at Tampines. Ok.. I made a joke out of myself again! Nothing new... Cos i "par jiao" lor.. Hahahaaa
Oh, then later go macdonalds, finally managed to get the incredible pillow for my evil twin. He has been aimming for it for a long time already.. Finally managed to get it from the Macdonalds in Tampines Mall de.. Hahaha! I quite amazed with myself ah! Like tat oso can! Haha.. I guess I just look cute ba.. Charming wat.. bo bian! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Then skipped lunch with jestin.. lolx.. both lazy to go and eat lah! Hahaha.. Thats what happen when lazy girls meet.. lol!!
Close to 4pm.. I finally cannot hold on le.. my headache is killing me.. i decided to take a nappy.. woke up at around 430.. feel like having some little foodie.. and a hot tea.. Just then.. Mummy appeared! Wooahaha! So later went to join her at bread board lor! Lolx.. we had some dumplings and carrot cake ah! Yummy! And my hot tea!
Later went to mummy's office to help her with msn and her wireless thingy lor.. Hahaha.. then still disturb miss kwan again!! Hahaha.. so nice to disturb her ah! Cos she also very entertaining de! Her jokes sometimes even more entertaining than mine ok!
Me and evil twin Smith went to meet up with my little sister, sillyrene, at Tampines. Ok.. I made a joke out of myself again! Nothing new... Cos i "par jiao" lor.. Hahahaaa
Oh, then later go macdonalds, finally managed to get the incredible pillow for my evil twin. He has been aimming for it for a long time already.. Finally managed to get it from the Macdonalds in Tampines Mall de.. Hahaha! I quite amazed with myself ah! Like tat oso can! Haha.. I guess I just look cute ba.. Charming wat.. bo bian! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
update lor..
Back in school..
Aiya.. forget wat to blog again.. Next time lah! I go study liao!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Aiya.. forget wat to blog again.. Next time lah! I go study liao!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Always Beautiful Cheerene (ABC)
Me and my pea brain! Haiz.. Forget to blog abt wat I was blogging halfway ytd! Thanks to Jes lor.."blow" me lor! Lolx.. Jus kidding! Hehehe..
Anyway, I always wanted to talk abt my Birthday celebration lor as usual! Hehe.. Wat a year man.. Might be due to the fact that I'm leaving soon, tats why everyone is trying to give me the most lasting and beautiful memories to bring over to Australia.... Hehee. Trying to make me "bu sher de"rite?? Hahahaa. dun worry lah, I wun cry at the airport de! Ermm.. pls lah, dun make me cry can?? very paisay one.. This is the first time in my life that I actually had so much celebration for my Birthday.. All the food, cakes, fun and gifts are making me go crazy!! Hee.. Really got to give all of u a big big hug n kiss! Thanks for making my birthday an unforgettable one.. But sad to say, this might be the last time in my next few years to be able to celebrate my birthday with u guys! But of cos, if time permits, I will definitely be back to celebrate other occassions with u!!
First, to start the ball rolling was the celebration at office as mentioned in one of my previous entries. Then followed by a dinner at chinatown with my family. And on the actual day itself was with my gang of clicks at bugis! Hmm.. I dun tink they enjoyed the food there, but i kind of enjoyed those food leh.. perhapes due to personal liking ba.. Hahaha.. Abit sad thou, cos mummy was out of town at that time, so couldn't get her to join us. Then my dear Miss Kwan and Mr Boey also didn't join us on tat day!
Anyway, maybe I should write a summary of where we went on the actual day itself. First, my big surprise in the morning was a message from Macdonalds, wishing me a "Happy McBirthday" omg.. I thot it was Smith or Jestin playing this trick on me.. but later Smith told me that I was a registered member with MacDonalds lor.. So that means they have my particulars and everything! It was really shocking man! Hahaha..
I made appearence at the Tampines K-Box! Lolx.. I was 5 mins late thou, I was suppose to meet Smith, Chris and Keong at 11am.. Hahahaha. I had so much fun singing till i sang out of tune! But its really fun! Hey! I LOVE TO SING LEH(its a joke from my office)!! Had a small picture taken. So cute! I will always keep it in my card holder and bring it everywhere with me.. Hehehe.. We sang till 3pm, then went for a teabreak or something like tat at KFC.. Thereafter, we head back to TP.. my beloved CENT room. Upon reaching TP, we visited Jes' lab. Then went up to my dear room. I think it was really fated ba.. I've tried calling Miss Kwan since morning, but can't get her.. but.. We actually got to see her later at CENT room! Hehehe all fated de lah.. She still so funny ah! When she walked in, without saying anything, she walk over to me and touch my face.. I was so ... Shocked!?! Well, I think I'm jus too simply irresistible liao lah.. Heee.. Then I called Mr Boey: "your colleague is in my hands now, I demand a ransom of $2million. Just put the money inside the dustbin outside cent room and we will free ur colleague".. He was very calm leh, not fretting at all! Hahaha, most probably he could recognise my voice ba.. Oh well, who wouldn't be able to recognise my sweet little voice leh?? Lolx.. He came down to CENT room to chat with us for awhile, then we left for Sim Lim le.. Smith went to get some CD-Rs.. after that we headed for dinner at Va Va Voom cafe le.. Eat eat eat.. still got cake.. then after that went over to cold storage to get some drinks then went to Smith's place to play.. till next morning then go home to celebrate Deepavali! WTH.. Lolz!
Mummy came back to SG liao, she called me ytd. I was quite surprised by her, cos when I pick up the phone.. She immediately wished me "Happy Birthday" with her sweet voice.. I wasn't expecting any calls from her, and I didn't thot that she was the caller, cos my hp jus displayed the caller as a private number.. I was pretty stuned! But only for that moment.. I was so happy to hear from her.. Miss her so much man.. She is really one amazing person! She could get hold of all my news and updates without even having to meet up with me?!? Hahahaha.. She has spies all over my side liao.. OMG.. seems like no way to escape liao! Haa..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Anyway, I always wanted to talk abt my Birthday celebration lor as usual! Hehe.. Wat a year man.. Might be due to the fact that I'm leaving soon, tats why everyone is trying to give me the most lasting and beautiful memories to bring over to Australia.... Hehee. Trying to make me "bu sher de"rite?? Hahahaa. dun worry lah, I wun cry at the airport de! Ermm.. pls lah, dun make me cry can?? very paisay one.. This is the first time in my life that I actually had so much celebration for my Birthday.. All the food, cakes, fun and gifts are making me go crazy!! Hee.. Really got to give all of u a big big hug n kiss! Thanks for making my birthday an unforgettable one.. But sad to say, this might be the last time in my next few years to be able to celebrate my birthday with u guys! But of cos, if time permits, I will definitely be back to celebrate other occassions with u!!
First, to start the ball rolling was the celebration at office as mentioned in one of my previous entries. Then followed by a dinner at chinatown with my family. And on the actual day itself was with my gang of clicks at bugis! Hmm.. I dun tink they enjoyed the food there, but i kind of enjoyed those food leh.. perhapes due to personal liking ba.. Hahaha.. Abit sad thou, cos mummy was out of town at that time, so couldn't get her to join us. Then my dear Miss Kwan and Mr Boey also didn't join us on tat day!
Anyway, maybe I should write a summary of where we went on the actual day itself. First, my big surprise in the morning was a message from Macdonalds, wishing me a "Happy McBirthday" omg.. I thot it was Smith or Jestin playing this trick on me.. but later Smith told me that I was a registered member with MacDonalds lor.. So that means they have my particulars and everything! It was really shocking man! Hahaha..
I made appearence at the Tampines K-Box! Lolx.. I was 5 mins late thou, I was suppose to meet Smith, Chris and Keong at 11am.. Hahahaha. I had so much fun singing till i sang out of tune! But its really fun! Hey! I LOVE TO SING LEH(its a joke from my office)!! Had a small picture taken. So cute! I will always keep it in my card holder and bring it everywhere with me.. Hehehe.. We sang till 3pm, then went for a teabreak or something like tat at KFC.. Thereafter, we head back to TP.. my beloved CENT room. Upon reaching TP, we visited Jes' lab. Then went up to my dear room. I think it was really fated ba.. I've tried calling Miss Kwan since morning, but can't get her.. but.. We actually got to see her later at CENT room! Hehehe all fated de lah.. She still so funny ah! When she walked in, without saying anything, she walk over to me and touch my face.. I was so ... Shocked!?! Well, I think I'm jus too simply irresistible liao lah.. Heee.. Then I called Mr Boey: "your colleague is in my hands now, I demand a ransom of $2million. Just put the money inside the dustbin outside cent room and we will free ur colleague".. He was very calm leh, not fretting at all! Hahaha, most probably he could recognise my voice ba.. Oh well, who wouldn't be able to recognise my sweet little voice leh?? Lolx.. He came down to CENT room to chat with us for awhile, then we left for Sim Lim le.. Smith went to get some CD-Rs.. after that we headed for dinner at Va Va Voom cafe le.. Eat eat eat.. still got cake.. then after that went over to cold storage to get some drinks then went to Smith's place to play.. till next morning then go home to celebrate Deepavali! WTH.. Lolz!
Mummy came back to SG liao, she called me ytd. I was quite surprised by her, cos when I pick up the phone.. She immediately wished me "Happy Birthday" with her sweet voice.. I wasn't expecting any calls from her, and I didn't thot that she was the caller, cos my hp jus displayed the caller as a private number.. I was pretty stuned! But only for that moment.. I was so happy to hear from her.. Miss her so much man.. She is really one amazing person! She could get hold of all my news and updates without even having to meet up with me?!? Hahahaha.. She has spies all over my side liao.. OMG.. seems like no way to escape liao! Haa..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Absolutely Brainy Cheerene (ABC)
Woopee!!! Another great achievement to add to my name!! Hahaha.. After a cool 5 hours of that Mad cow game, I finally managed to complete all the stages!! Now, I'm really mad thou! Hee..
Started playing since last nite, I guess its around 12 or 1am when i started playing on it.. Can't really remember liao.. so I keep playing till almost 4am then just lie down on the floor and fall asleep.. Got woken up at 845am by some silly phone calls... WTH.. The calls are really damn silly!! Arghh.. felt so silly myself for answering those calls! Argh! Can't really sleep after that, so I started playing the game again at around 930am.. I was really blessed to be able to complete the whole game in less than an hour, of cos i used my code to bring me back to the last game I could solve!!
Anyway, this silly caller has inspired the Ingenious Cheerene (aka me) to come up with a special action plan for our local mobile companies!! And I shall proudly call it the "Save Our Handphone-bills Operation (SOHO)"..
SOHO Introduction:
SOHO is a 3-part plan created by me in bid to keep our Mobile network a clean and healthy one. To identify potential "buggers" in our wireless society and make local mobile network to be the first in the world to proudly call themselves the "bug-less wireless mobile networking society". Thus bringing the world of wireless mobile technology to a even higher level of standard that anyone wouldn't have thot of.
SOHO (Part 1-Stating Subjects):
Our mobile operators should implement something like the email system (like hotmail or yahoo)into our mobile network, get the caller to state the "subject" of their intended conversation, then as recipient, we can actually get to choose which calls to answer or which calls to bar just by looking at the subjects (works exactly like emails. U choose wat u wan to read!!)!
SOHO (Part 2-Call flitering):
Then those boring subjects like "just trying to get to know u more"or "Hi, 21M, interested? Plz reply", they will be automatically transferred to "Trash Calls"(in other words, its kind of block too, but in this case, you still can see the call details and still be able to choose to answer it or not.. or even unblock it too..) Wouldn't it be great! Then for those who likes to "SPAM" ppl's handphone (aka "SPAMMERS"), their number shall be be kept in the mobile companies'database, so in future, users of even the company may have the ability to totally blocked/barred them from calling or make use of handphones!
SOHO (Part 3-Pay Back Time):
For those callers who just called for fun or just to disturb, the reciepient could actually have an option to choose to let the caller pay for the total airtime used for both users, just as a punishment for that boring caller (this is applicable to reciepient without free incoming calls only)..
Summary:
SOHO is an ingenious plan that helps mobile subscibers to effectively cut down on their monthly handphone bills and at the same time, punish those who mis-used the network causing problems like traffic congestions in our network. This is not affect the mobile companies' earnings in any ways. Thou their normal users are paying less in their monthly bills, but those SPAMMERS are going to make up for it with their 5 pages long handphone bills which can easily total up to at least a few grands per month. And as a matter of fact, mobile companies are able to cut down more on their maintaince of the network infrastructure. This will create a truly win-win situation.
_____________________________
WTF... report on SOHO?? How can I divert till such an extend..?? But anyway, I think my plan is very feasible rite?? Hahaha..
Oh heck care abt it.. back to my original topic, as I was talking abt the game...
It was a really fun game, thanks to Ant aka Alex.. He posted the link on his bloggie, if not, i wouldn't have had the chance to have so much fun throughout the nite! Thou this game really kill alot of your brain cells, but its worth it man! A nice game.. but... of cos has its flaws. If u guys ever play it so madly like me, u would have realized that the "locks" can actually be opened without the keys, except for the stage with the 4 locks. In that stage, u would need to get a total of at least 5 keys, meaning u will need to open at least 2 locks in the middle to get the 4 keys and the one on the bottom right corner.
Can tell u that not all the arrows are needed to complete most of the stages. Some short cuts are available in quite a few stages, esp in the more advance stages. Its really fun to see yourself completing the stage without having to go through so many arrows. Feel so smart! Lolx..
In any case, if you feel like moving on to the later stages but somehow got stuck in the middle.. here is the "levelcode" to bring you to those advance stages! Hmm.. Well, to cater for all, I've noted down all the stages' levelcode.
Mad Cow Game!!
level 1: lvheuughaf
level 2: abminzefod
level 3: dngabgrase
level 4: pwieseryyn
level 5: ppqwiesebk
level 6: altorfjbfs
level 7: lmjmichael
level 8: wlyqwalkin
level 9: ohmmkrisfz
level 10: ssmilchzht
level 11: cmilkmanud
level 12: beixqdorfx
level 13: snjoeybcow
level 14: ydhxgizmox
level 15: thdqwalkin
level 16: mabgrasemh
level 17: qikshamada
level 18: zwmxmilchx
level 19: mxmilchxaw
level 20: omilkmanrk
level 21: hqckuhfell
level 22: ibiobauriq
level 23: alrunorunx
level 24: osbauerlrd
level 25: cpitbullln
level 26: ebullseiun
level 27: smdweidehu
level 28: jpkochseln
level 29: kzfxqdorfx
level 30: zgetfastbe
level 31: moxqdorfxt
level 32: dfxqwalkin
level 33: zekgethome
level 34: soabraxasa
level 35: zmilchheke
level 36: kfxgizmoxw
level 37: hniniveaoh
level 38: vltreckerk
level 39: jeieieiepy
level 40: cbjustqulp
level 41: aqwalkinnm
level 42: mhxtraktor
What a weird number of level to end with, I was kind of expecting something like 99 stages?? Hmmm... oh btw, just a reminder for you guys, dun ever click refresh while in the game.. u will regret it... cos it will just bring u back to the introduction page of the game! Meaning u will need to play it all over again! I've went thru it afew times last night, cos i didn't really thot of it, so just itchy hand go n refresh!! Then other times were accidents.. haiz.. Watching tat silly cow dance is really amusing ah! Hahaha.. U should try this game ppl!! Highly recommended!!!
If any of the codes are wrong, pls let me know! I will change it asap!!
Its a really good workout for my puny little brain! Thats if I happen to have any! Lolx. Freaky!
Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Started playing since last nite, I guess its around 12 or 1am when i started playing on it.. Can't really remember liao.. so I keep playing till almost 4am then just lie down on the floor and fall asleep.. Got woken up at 845am by some silly phone calls... WTH.. The calls are really damn silly!! Arghh.. felt so silly myself for answering those calls! Argh! Can't really sleep after that, so I started playing the game again at around 930am.. I was really blessed to be able to complete the whole game in less than an hour, of cos i used my code to bring me back to the last game I could solve!!
Anyway, this silly caller has inspired the Ingenious Cheerene (aka me) to come up with a special action plan for our local mobile companies!! And I shall proudly call it the "Save Our Handphone-bills Operation (SOHO)"..
SOHO Introduction:
SOHO is a 3-part plan created by me in bid to keep our Mobile network a clean and healthy one. To identify potential "buggers" in our wireless society and make local mobile network to be the first in the world to proudly call themselves the "bug-less wireless mobile networking society". Thus bringing the world of wireless mobile technology to a even higher level of standard that anyone wouldn't have thot of.
SOHO (Part 1-Stating Subjects):
Our mobile operators should implement something like the email system (like hotmail or yahoo)into our mobile network, get the caller to state the "subject" of their intended conversation, then as recipient, we can actually get to choose which calls to answer or which calls to bar just by looking at the subjects (works exactly like emails. U choose wat u wan to read!!)!
SOHO (Part 2-Call flitering):
Then those boring subjects like "just trying to get to know u more"or "Hi, 21M, interested? Plz reply", they will be automatically transferred to "Trash Calls"(in other words, its kind of block too, but in this case, you still can see the call details and still be able to choose to answer it or not.. or even unblock it too..) Wouldn't it be great! Then for those who likes to "SPAM" ppl's handphone (aka "SPAMMERS"), their number shall be be kept in the mobile companies'database, so in future, users of even the company may have the ability to totally blocked/barred them from calling or make use of handphones!
SOHO (Part 3-Pay Back Time):
For those callers who just called for fun or just to disturb, the reciepient could actually have an option to choose to let the caller pay for the total airtime used for both users, just as a punishment for that boring caller (this is applicable to reciepient without free incoming calls only)..
Summary:
SOHO is an ingenious plan that helps mobile subscibers to effectively cut down on their monthly handphone bills and at the same time, punish those who mis-used the network causing problems like traffic congestions in our network. This is not affect the mobile companies' earnings in any ways. Thou their normal users are paying less in their monthly bills, but those SPAMMERS are going to make up for it with their 5 pages long handphone bills which can easily total up to at least a few grands per month. And as a matter of fact, mobile companies are able to cut down more on their maintaince of the network infrastructure. This will create a truly win-win situation.
_____________________________
WTF... report on SOHO?? How can I divert till such an extend..?? But anyway, I think my plan is very feasible rite?? Hahaha..
Oh heck care abt it.. back to my original topic, as I was talking abt the game...
It was a really fun game, thanks to Ant aka Alex.. He posted the link on his bloggie, if not, i wouldn't have had the chance to have so much fun throughout the nite! Thou this game really kill alot of your brain cells, but its worth it man! A nice game.. but... of cos has its flaws. If u guys ever play it so madly like me, u would have realized that the "locks" can actually be opened without the keys, except for the stage with the 4 locks. In that stage, u would need to get a total of at least 5 keys, meaning u will need to open at least 2 locks in the middle to get the 4 keys and the one on the bottom right corner.
Can tell u that not all the arrows are needed to complete most of the stages. Some short cuts are available in quite a few stages, esp in the more advance stages. Its really fun to see yourself completing the stage without having to go through so many arrows. Feel so smart! Lolx..
In any case, if you feel like moving on to the later stages but somehow got stuck in the middle.. here is the "levelcode" to bring you to those advance stages! Hmm.. Well, to cater for all, I've noted down all the stages' levelcode.
Mad Cow Game!!
level 1: lvheuughaf
level 2: abminzefod
level 3: dngabgrase
level 4: pwieseryyn
level 5: ppqwiesebk
level 6: altorfjbfs
level 7: lmjmichael
level 8: wlyqwalkin
level 9: ohmmkrisfz
level 10: ssmilchzht
level 11: cmilkmanud
level 12: beixqdorfx
level 13: snjoeybcow
level 14: ydhxgizmox
level 15: thdqwalkin
level 16: mabgrasemh
level 17: qikshamada
level 18: zwmxmilchx
level 19: mxmilchxaw
level 20: omilkmanrk
level 21: hqckuhfell
level 22: ibiobauriq
level 23: alrunorunx
level 24: osbauerlrd
level 25: cpitbullln
level 26: ebullseiun
level 27: smdweidehu
level 28: jpkochseln
level 29: kzfxqdorfx
level 30: zgetfastbe
level 31: moxqdorfxt
level 32: dfxqwalkin
level 33: zekgethome
level 34: soabraxasa
level 35: zmilchheke
level 36: kfxgizmoxw
level 37: hniniveaoh
level 38: vltreckerk
level 39: jeieieiepy
level 40: cbjustqulp
level 41: aqwalkinnm
level 42: mhxtraktor
What a weird number of level to end with, I was kind of expecting something like 99 stages?? Hmmm... oh btw, just a reminder for you guys, dun ever click refresh while in the game.. u will regret it... cos it will just bring u back to the introduction page of the game! Meaning u will need to play it all over again! I've went thru it afew times last night, cos i didn't really thot of it, so just itchy hand go n refresh!! Then other times were accidents.. haiz.. Watching tat silly cow dance is really amusing ah! Hahaha.. U should try this game ppl!! Highly recommended!!!
If any of the codes are wrong, pls let me know! I will change it asap!!
Its a really good workout for my puny little brain! Thats if I happen to have any! Lolx. Freaky!
Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yipee!
Boo! Happy third 18th Birthday to myself again!!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its a happy day!
Just a minute more.. n I'll be.. OMG..
Jenny was telling me that when the clock strucks 12 on the eve of your 20th birthday, your skin starts to crack.. wrinkles crawl out.. certain parts of u will start to sag or watever.. Silly Jenny, always saying such things! But without her, I wouldn't had so much fun in office!
Hehehe.. So happy, got my new BF.. my lappy! So cool so nice! Hahaha..
Oh before i end my blog.. I must really give each and everyone a big big hug n a kiss! Thanks guys for the wonderful gifts and all the planning u ppl had to go thru, to give me a wonderful celebration! I really appreciate it! Love u ppl soooo much!
I'm really thrilled! So thrilled! Tml will be endless of fun n excitement again! Woopee!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Jenny was telling me that when the clock strucks 12 on the eve of your 20th birthday, your skin starts to crack.. wrinkles crawl out.. certain parts of u will start to sag or watever.. Silly Jenny, always saying such things! But without her, I wouldn't had so much fun in office!
Hehehe.. So happy, got my new BF.. my lappy! So cool so nice! Hahaha..
Oh before i end my blog.. I must really give each and everyone a big big hug n a kiss! Thanks guys for the wonderful gifts and all the planning u ppl had to go thru, to give me a wonderful celebration! I really appreciate it! Love u ppl soooo much!
I'm really thrilled! So thrilled! Tml will be endless of fun n excitement again! Woopee!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Celebrating my third 18th Birthday in another 12 hours time!
Hahaha.. So happy! Hmm.. Ya.. ok lah.. not too bad.. Happy lor! Lolx. Dumb! Just realized how stupid I'm.. Blaming things on others when I'm to be blamed for it too. My dumb attitude towards everything. When will I ever grow up?? Or should I ask.. WILL I EVER GROW UP?
Haiz.. actually took a day off today just becuase I'm upset with myself.. Cos of my attitude. Come to think of it, ppl with my kind of attitude, how to survive in the world? Very difficult lor. Almost impossible. And given my temper.. even worst. I've got really bad temper ah! Haiz.. how dumb can I get..
Ok ppl, by this time, I'm sure most of u might have already planned to leave a msg at my shoutbox to comfort me or watever.. ask me dun blame myself for everything.. Hahaha! Dun worry, I'm not blaming myself again. Its just some reflections on my behaviour for the past few days. I'm not really happy with myself for the way I am. Maybe at this age, I still have not learn to accept myself? Thats really scary..
Hey! The shop called again, my lappy is finally ready! Yipee! I go bath.. Maybe go pickup my new hubby soon! Hehe..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Haiz.. actually took a day off today just becuase I'm upset with myself.. Cos of my attitude. Come to think of it, ppl with my kind of attitude, how to survive in the world? Very difficult lor. Almost impossible. And given my temper.. even worst. I've got really bad temper ah! Haiz.. how dumb can I get..
Ok ppl, by this time, I'm sure most of u might have already planned to leave a msg at my shoutbox to comfort me or watever.. ask me dun blame myself for everything.. Hahaha! Dun worry, I'm not blaming myself again. Its just some reflections on my behaviour for the past few days. I'm not really happy with myself for the way I am. Maybe at this age, I still have not learn to accept myself? Thats really scary..
Hey! The shop called again, my lappy is finally ready! Yipee! I go bath.. Maybe go pickup my new hubby soon! Hehe..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'm celebrating my 18th birthday AGAIN!!!!
Thanks all my dear colleagues! Wat a wonderful celebration I had yesterday! Wonderful lunch, wonderful cake, wonderful colleagues.. Hahaha!! Xie xie ni men! Long time since anyone has got me a birthday cake.. Around 5 to 6 years back? Really appreciated wat u guys had done for me! The birthday song was fantastic! Really touched by u ppl! I almost cried.. but luckily, I controlled.. U ppl ah... really so eager to see me in tears?
Then this evening, went out for dinner after my tuition with my family.. Went to chinatown for dinner! Went to the "Holland V dun noe wat restaurant"(i can't remember the name).. Food is nice ah.. But.. as usual, i didn't bothered to talk to my family except for my 'old sister' and my bro-in-law! Then after dinner, we went to try out some funny drinks on those roadside stalls.. quite nice ba.. but pretty ex.. a small cup for 2 bucks!!! On our way back, she keep telling me about my bad temper, my stubborness.. keep asking me to talk to my mum.. Dun cause anymore trouble at home.. And now she is telling me to follow mummy to church on sundays.. Or go for some prayer sessions at SOKA to calm myself down.. Haiz.. I tink I'm going crazy soon! Even my sister tinks so too... Now I better start looking for activities outside, to stay away from home..
Wat a year for me.. Get to celebrate my birthday for so many times.. hahahhaa.. I really appreciate wat u guys have went thru to arrange all these celebrations! Thank you.. but.. jus dun make me cry during the celebration.. wait i paisay.. Maybe u ppl must be thinking I wun be coming back to SG anymore.. Hahaha.. not too worry, u might drop by in Australia to visit me anytime.. As for returning to Singapore.. I myself is not very sure too.. hahaha.. unless anyone of u are getting married.. Hahaha..
Oh btw, this is the second time i'm writting this silly blog.. Just now by accidentally click the wrong button n pooof, there goes my blog entry..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Then this evening, went out for dinner after my tuition with my family.. Went to chinatown for dinner! Went to the "Holland V dun noe wat restaurant"(i can't remember the name).. Food is nice ah.. But.. as usual, i didn't bothered to talk to my family except for my 'old sister' and my bro-in-law! Then after dinner, we went to try out some funny drinks on those roadside stalls.. quite nice ba.. but pretty ex.. a small cup for 2 bucks!!! On our way back, she keep telling me about my bad temper, my stubborness.. keep asking me to talk to my mum.. Dun cause anymore trouble at home.. And now she is telling me to follow mummy to church on sundays.. Or go for some prayer sessions at SOKA to calm myself down.. Haiz.. I tink I'm going crazy soon! Even my sister tinks so too... Now I better start looking for activities outside, to stay away from home..
Wat a year for me.. Get to celebrate my birthday for so many times.. hahahhaa.. I really appreciate wat u guys have went thru to arrange all these celebrations! Thank you.. but.. jus dun make me cry during the celebration.. wait i paisay.. Maybe u ppl must be thinking I wun be coming back to SG anymore.. Hahaha.. not too worry, u might drop by in Australia to visit me anytime.. As for returning to Singapore.. I myself is not very sure too.. hahaha.. unless anyone of u are getting married.. Hahaha..
Oh btw, this is the second time i'm writting this silly blog.. Just now by accidentally click the wrong button n pooof, there goes my blog entry..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Stupidity kills!
Actually there was suppose to be another great entry from me a few days ago! But somehow.. things just screwed up! So there goes my blog entry..
Here I am trying to get another entry up.. hope nutting goes wrong!
Last week, terrible stuff happened at home once again! It has been weeks since these troubles started to bug me.. and of cos, being a person like me, I would of cos fight back and stand firm by my point.. Only to realize that this would actually cause more problems. Watever..
Tat day.. tat fateful day, "toot toot toot~~~" my handphone cried.. I picked it up, read my msg. Suddenly can feel a bit of pain in my heart.. Felt angry, yet remorseful. Then I hide in the toilet n cried. Suddenly jenny came into the toilet. She thot I was playing in th toilet.. Hahaha! Then she realized I was actually crying and of cos, her first reaction was to ask me wat happened?? Lolx.. "Sob sob~~, I dun have enough money to eat lunch today.." was my reply! I'm quite a sick joker maybe.. even in those kind of really lousy mood, I can even make it a point to crack a silly joke! Haiz.. But pls believe me, I really have no money..
War broke out a few days ago. Threaten to slam me with a chair?? Oh come on! Slam if u dare i say!! He has got the police knocking on the door just for poking my head with his finger many years back.. If this time, he were to try anything funny, hahaha where do u think he will end up in?? Oh well, just to let u guys know, I was the one calling the police crying for help tat time! Hahaha.. nobody expected me to call the police.. They thot i wouldn't dare to.. But.. Haiz, I dissapointed them yet again! Hohoho.. Abit silly I'm, but this is me! No one messes with Princess Cheerene! The thing that made me so upset is not actually him.. but my parents....... really very upset with them. Tat ass-hole's words means nutting to me, yeah, it might hurt me for a moment.. but never too long. Its really wat my parents said abt me tat really makes me broke down... Wat kind of parents would say such things to hurt their child, i asked myself..
I really very "hurt-ed". Ended up, I got to pour out all my pain n agony onto jh, chris, zihua and keong.. I oso quite sad to share all my unhappiness ah..
But I know, no matter wat i say now is useless.. Only in 2 years time, I will be able to prove the whole world wrong.. in 2 years time, evil shall fall.. and from its ashes shall rise the all new warrior, Princess Cheerene.
Got my new lappy! Yeah! Happy about it of cos! Hey! Heart pain okie!! Its cool money hor!! Cool specs! Kind of really close to wat i really wanted! And price was below my budget! Hehehe.. Tats kind of good enough for me already. Hohoh.. got a couple of freebis too! Hehe, thanks to my experience in sales!! That sales guy was pretty shock that i could give them pretty accurate pricing. I'm ahemm.. more pro than him! Hehehe.. no lah, i kidding, I only trying to bluff my way thru.. Never expected him to buy my words.
Work wise.. not too bad.. well... REALLY not too bad lah! Some colleagues already started to miss me already.. But most of them were happy for me, cos they actually understood my feelings.. care about my future.. I'm happy to have them as friends.. And I really thank god for bringing them into my life. Each of them are really special. And all are definitely people who cared about their jobs.
K lah.. i have too much to update.. but i'm kind of tired sitting infront of my computer le.. I try to update tml again!! Seeya peeps! Hehe!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Here I am trying to get another entry up.. hope nutting goes wrong!
Last week, terrible stuff happened at home once again! It has been weeks since these troubles started to bug me.. and of cos, being a person like me, I would of cos fight back and stand firm by my point.. Only to realize that this would actually cause more problems. Watever..
Tat day.. tat fateful day, "toot toot toot~~~" my handphone cried.. I picked it up, read my msg. Suddenly can feel a bit of pain in my heart.. Felt angry, yet remorseful. Then I hide in the toilet n cried. Suddenly jenny came into the toilet. She thot I was playing in th toilet.. Hahaha! Then she realized I was actually crying and of cos, her first reaction was to ask me wat happened?? Lolx.. "Sob sob~~, I dun have enough money to eat lunch today.." was my reply! I'm quite a sick joker maybe.. even in those kind of really lousy mood, I can even make it a point to crack a silly joke! Haiz.. But pls believe me, I really have no money..
War broke out a few days ago. Threaten to slam me with a chair?? Oh come on! Slam if u dare i say!! He has got the police knocking on the door just for poking my head with his finger many years back.. If this time, he were to try anything funny, hahaha where do u think he will end up in?? Oh well, just to let u guys know, I was the one calling the police crying for help tat time! Hahaha.. nobody expected me to call the police.. They thot i wouldn't dare to.. But.. Haiz, I dissapointed them yet again! Hohoho.. Abit silly I'm, but this is me! No one messes with Princess Cheerene! The thing that made me so upset is not actually him.. but my parents....... really very upset with them. Tat ass-hole's words means nutting to me, yeah, it might hurt me for a moment.. but never too long. Its really wat my parents said abt me tat really makes me broke down... Wat kind of parents would say such things to hurt their child, i asked myself..
I really very "hurt-ed". Ended up, I got to pour out all my pain n agony onto jh, chris, zihua and keong.. I oso quite sad to share all my unhappiness ah..
But I know, no matter wat i say now is useless.. Only in 2 years time, I will be able to prove the whole world wrong.. in 2 years time, evil shall fall.. and from its ashes shall rise the all new warrior, Princess Cheerene.
Got my new lappy! Yeah! Happy about it of cos! Hey! Heart pain okie!! Its cool money hor!! Cool specs! Kind of really close to wat i really wanted! And price was below my budget! Hehehe.. Tats kind of good enough for me already. Hohoh.. got a couple of freebis too! Hehe, thanks to my experience in sales!! That sales guy was pretty shock that i could give them pretty accurate pricing. I'm ahemm.. more pro than him! Hehehe.. no lah, i kidding, I only trying to bluff my way thru.. Never expected him to buy my words.
Work wise.. not too bad.. well... REALLY not too bad lah! Some colleagues already started to miss me already.. But most of them were happy for me, cos they actually understood my feelings.. care about my future.. I'm happy to have them as friends.. And I really thank god for bringing them into my life. Each of them are really special. And all are definitely people who cared about their jobs.
K lah.. i have too much to update.. but i'm kind of tired sitting infront of my computer le.. I try to update tml again!! Seeya peeps! Hehe!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Thanks peeps for your concern!
Hahaha.. Thanks dear(s)! Hahaha, I wun be angry for too long de! Hehe, maybe its due to my long term illness.. STM (short-term memory).. I seems to forget abt it the moment I stepped out of my place that afternoon!
The very fact that I enjoyed my superb weekend is the best evidence!! Hahaha.. I stayed away from home on saturday nite in bid to make them angry! Go tuition in the afternoon, went shopping at parkway, looking for some little gifts, but found none! Thereafter, meet frends at tampines, talk nonsense, go frend's place, slack, played majong(erm, actually its more of learning rather than playing-- well, I'll be jobless soon, so I better get a life skill to earn my living!), gorge myself with food at 3am, so interesting!! Wanted to take the first bus home, but happened to fall asleep at 5.30am till around 8am I tink! I guess they were pretty angry when I came home on Sunday morning cos they were too pissed to even scold me.. Lolx, but who cares! Hahahaha
Lolx.. Sunday morning came home, bathed and off I went for tuition again! And then to Sim Lim for some little research.. went home quite late, I tink i reach home around 10pm?.. erm.. it wasn't on purpose actually. Its just tat I fell asleep on the bus and missed my stop(I wanted to stop over at eunos and take a feeder bus home).. hence.. erm.. I was "transported" to the interchange(Bedok).. (-_-") so from there i took another bus home(its definitely much longer than taking a bus from eunos).. Erm, so that means I went a much longer way for nutting(there wasn't any "handsome being" on the bus, mind u)! Lolx.
Work is alrite today! Abit TL this morning.. Erm.. yeah, I have to say its my fault actually! So nutting to complaint abt this matter. Tuition.. as usual, it sucks! I kenna "insulted" by my student again today, so in return, i scare him till he cried again(well, this is nutting new actually)!
Hahaha.. I can smell my ORD coming soon! I'm gonna be a free soul soon!! Thinking of this makes me feel so great! Ahh..
Hey peeps! Start "dating" me! Limited time slots available.. Book early to avoid dissapointment! Dun keep me waiting! Muacks..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
The very fact that I enjoyed my superb weekend is the best evidence!! Hahaha.. I stayed away from home on saturday nite in bid to make them angry! Go tuition in the afternoon, went shopping at parkway, looking for some little gifts, but found none! Thereafter, meet frends at tampines, talk nonsense, go frend's place, slack, played majong(erm, actually its more of learning rather than playing-- well, I'll be jobless soon, so I better get a life skill to earn my living!), gorge myself with food at 3am, so interesting!! Wanted to take the first bus home, but happened to fall asleep at 5.30am till around 8am I tink! I guess they were pretty angry when I came home on Sunday morning cos they were too pissed to even scold me.. Lolx, but who cares! Hahahaha
Lolx.. Sunday morning came home, bathed and off I went for tuition again! And then to Sim Lim for some little research.. went home quite late, I tink i reach home around 10pm?.. erm.. it wasn't on purpose actually. Its just tat I fell asleep on the bus and missed my stop(I wanted to stop over at eunos and take a feeder bus home).. hence.. erm.. I was "transported" to the interchange(Bedok).. (-_-") so from there i took another bus home(its definitely much longer than taking a bus from eunos).. Erm, so that means I went a much longer way for nutting(there wasn't any "handsome being" on the bus, mind u)! Lolx.
Work is alrite today! Abit TL this morning.. Erm.. yeah, I have to say its my fault actually! So nutting to complaint abt this matter. Tuition.. as usual, it sucks! I kenna "insulted" by my student again today, so in return, i scare him till he cried again(well, this is nutting new actually)!
Hahaha.. I can smell my ORD coming soon! I'm gonna be a free soul soon!! Thinking of this makes me feel so great! Ahh..
Hey peeps! Start "dating" me! Limited time slots available.. Book early to avoid dissapointment! Dun keep me waiting! Muacks..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
All Dumb-ass should steer clear..
Good morning peeps!
Haiz, just came back from the toilet.. Now i can really sit properly, so painful after my big biz.. Hohoho, having some problems with getting the shit out of me! Opps.. I mean i just.. aiya.. forget abt this shit nonsense le ba..
Aiya.. being left alone again! Good lor, go JB never even bother tell me or ask me along! Just msg me:"We r going to JB. anything u need fr there?"
Funny rite? Dun even bother to tell me earlier, yet when they reach there then msg me all this nonsense! Whats the point? Whats the use? Yeah, maybe they can be 100% sure that i'm not going cos I'm having classes on saturdays.. oh well, I work everyday practically. But at least ask rite? U call that care? U call that concern? Rubbish!
So I think I should just go ahead with my booking of my air tixs, settle everything. Reach airport liao then msg back home: "Hey I'm boarding the plane in 30 mins time, hopefully wun get to see u so soon!! Just leave me alone in Australia!"
I'm not angry becos I didn't get to go JB. I'm just angry that they are doing this time and again! This is not the first time they are doing this! I'm just angry that they insisted that they care for me and yet this is what's happening??? So tell me the reason for not even informing me in advance. So do I still have to tell you anything in future? I dun tink so, this is how you treat me, so this will be how i treat u! Fair and square!
Dun demand anything from me, cos you didn't bother to do the same to me! Maybe u would assume that I most probably wun be coming along with u, but at least ask?? Dun assume!!! Yeah, I admit that I might have very often put my work infront of everything, but that doesn't mean I dun care!
Y do I work so hard outside? Y do I choose to stay out till late? Y do I stay in office and perform OT so frequently? I totally understand work can never be finished.. But for that fact that I dun wan to come back and create any problems at home. I know given my temper for the past few days, I could start a war any moment once agitated. Not a single soul appreciates this fact..
Just feel so angry and upset.. nah, now i can't even differentiate these 2 words! Hell! All dumb-ass should just leave me alone! Argh! So tired today, I came home at 12++ am yesterday nite. I was working in the office till 1030pm.. And this morning, I get such a pleasant SURPRISE! Hahaha.. I'm so surprised! Lolx.
Screwed!!!! Fcuking pissed!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Haiz, just came back from the toilet.. Now i can really sit properly, so painful after my big biz.. Hohoho, having some problems with getting the shit out of me! Opps.. I mean i just.. aiya.. forget abt this shit nonsense le ba..
Aiya.. being left alone again! Good lor, go JB never even bother tell me or ask me along! Just msg me:"We r going to JB. anything u need fr there?"
Funny rite? Dun even bother to tell me earlier, yet when they reach there then msg me all this nonsense! Whats the point? Whats the use? Yeah, maybe they can be 100% sure that i'm not going cos I'm having classes on saturdays.. oh well, I work everyday practically. But at least ask rite? U call that care? U call that concern? Rubbish!
So I think I should just go ahead with my booking of my air tixs, settle everything. Reach airport liao then msg back home: "Hey I'm boarding the plane in 30 mins time, hopefully wun get to see u so soon!! Just leave me alone in Australia!"
I'm not angry becos I didn't get to go JB. I'm just angry that they are doing this time and again! This is not the first time they are doing this! I'm just angry that they insisted that they care for me and yet this is what's happening??? So tell me the reason for not even informing me in advance. So do I still have to tell you anything in future? I dun tink so, this is how you treat me, so this will be how i treat u! Fair and square!
Dun demand anything from me, cos you didn't bother to do the same to me! Maybe u would assume that I most probably wun be coming along with u, but at least ask?? Dun assume!!! Yeah, I admit that I might have very often put my work infront of everything, but that doesn't mean I dun care!
Y do I work so hard outside? Y do I choose to stay out till late? Y do I stay in office and perform OT so frequently? I totally understand work can never be finished.. But for that fact that I dun wan to come back and create any problems at home. I know given my temper for the past few days, I could start a war any moment once agitated. Not a single soul appreciates this fact..
Just feel so angry and upset.. nah, now i can't even differentiate these 2 words! Hell! All dumb-ass should just leave me alone! Argh! So tired today, I came home at 12++ am yesterday nite. I was working in the office till 1030pm.. And this morning, I get such a pleasant SURPRISE! Hahaha.. I'm so surprised! Lolx.
Screwed!!!! Fcuking pissed!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'll take care..
Wow.. have been trying out lots of stupid quizes again! Ok lah.. some seems quite fun, while some seems pretty true.
Just back from tuition! Hahaha.. Almost vomit blood again! Haiz.. forget it lah!
I was chatting with Ant, and found out that he fell sick again! So I was commenting that he can't take care of himself.. But guess wat? He actually told me this: "speak for yourself!" Lolx.. Thats really true ba, i guess! Well, he really hit me right on the spot! Hey Ant, hahaha, thanks for reminding me abt this fact. I'll try to take care of myself de.. hope u will be doing the same too!! Lets work hard together!
Everyone ah.. oso must take care ah! I going to sleep again! Hahaha.. If u all free, go n try those quiz ba, quite nice lor i shld say! Hehehe cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Just back from tuition! Hahaha.. Almost vomit blood again! Haiz.. forget it lah!
I was chatting with Ant, and found out that he fell sick again! So I was commenting that he can't take care of himself.. But guess wat? He actually told me this: "speak for yourself!" Lolx.. Thats really true ba, i guess! Well, he really hit me right on the spot! Hey Ant, hahaha, thanks for reminding me abt this fact. I'll try to take care of myself de.. hope u will be doing the same too!! Lets work hard together!
Everyone ah.. oso must take care ah! I going to sleep again! Hahaha.. If u all free, go n try those quiz ba, quite nice lor i shld say! Hehehe cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Quiz time again..
Interesting Quiz.. Hahaha
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
You'll Find Love Where You Least Expect ItYou're the type most likely to find love... surprised? You shouldn't be! You're a fun, independent woman who is always out and about. And you're smart to sometimes leave your girlfriends behind and go it alone. Men love to approach you when you're out by yourself - including Mr. Perfect! Where Will You Find Love? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. |
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Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
inferior complexity..
Haiz.. must be wondering y i didn't blog for so long rite?
I lazy lah.. haiz! Feeling pretty troubled all this while.. I lousy lah.. useless, hopeless and almost worthless..
Why do I have to do so much to cover my own flaws? Why do I have to make myself so strong infront of others? Why do I have to act tough? Why I always like to act smart, when I know I'm just so dumb? Why do I have to play clowns to make people laugh? Why do I have to act blur when I know exactly whats going on all around me? Why ah? Why ah?
It all turns out that I'm trying to hide.. To cover all my flaws, to keep my ugly past to myself. To maintain the image of that "ever cheerful" person infront of all. All in the name of inferior complexity..
Hide hide hide, thats what I always do.. Act act act, thats nutting new. ARGHHHH!!!! I'm not stupid! I'm just dumb!
I just feel so upset abt it, even my closer friends start to compare me with themselves. I just feel so upset abt it, yet I dun voice out any unhappiness infront of them. So what kind of friend m i? I just dun feel good about myself, I dun have the courage to voice out this unhappiness infront of them..
I have such great ego that I can't allow myself to lose to even my closer peers.. I'm a person who can't afford to lose, I can't handle defeat. I'm such a sucker! I just cannot take things in my stride. I only allow myself to admit defeat infront of those whom I look up upon to, maybe as my idol, as my mentor? or whatever ba.. actually, if you ever try to make me name those whom I consider better than me, I would say, I've met not many so far! Less than a handful at the very most.
I'm just not as good as what I claimed to be.. If you dun noe me that well, dun presume.. cos I always did that, and very often, I proved myself wrong!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I lazy lah.. haiz! Feeling pretty troubled all this while.. I lousy lah.. useless, hopeless and almost worthless..
Why do I have to do so much to cover my own flaws? Why do I have to make myself so strong infront of others? Why do I have to act tough? Why I always like to act smart, when I know I'm just so dumb? Why do I have to play clowns to make people laugh? Why do I have to act blur when I know exactly whats going on all around me? Why ah? Why ah?
It all turns out that I'm trying to hide.. To cover all my flaws, to keep my ugly past to myself. To maintain the image of that "ever cheerful" person infront of all. All in the name of inferior complexity..
Hide hide hide, thats what I always do.. Act act act, thats nutting new. ARGHHHH!!!! I'm not stupid! I'm just dumb!
I just feel so upset abt it, even my closer friends start to compare me with themselves. I just feel so upset abt it, yet I dun voice out any unhappiness infront of them. So what kind of friend m i? I just dun feel good about myself, I dun have the courage to voice out this unhappiness infront of them..
I have such great ego that I can't allow myself to lose to even my closer peers.. I'm a person who can't afford to lose, I can't handle defeat. I'm such a sucker! I just cannot take things in my stride. I only allow myself to admit defeat infront of those whom I look up upon to, maybe as my idol, as my mentor? or whatever ba.. actually, if you ever try to make me name those whom I consider better than me, I would say, I've met not many so far! Less than a handful at the very most.
I'm just not as good as what I claimed to be.. If you dun noe me that well, dun presume.. cos I always did that, and very often, I proved myself wrong!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Trust is the beginning of Betrayal
I almost tore my diploma just now..
Yes.. Its the most worthless piece of paper I've ever got! Its even worst than a piece of toilet paper. It can't be even compared to a piece of ITE cert.. Yes.. so be it.. I'll be look down upon forever. Cos I'm a dumb ass... nutting can be done to change this piece of fact. So the whole world thinks i'm stupid! Yeah, they are rite! How stupid can I be? Trusting everyone that comes along and try to befriend me??
So I concluded that "trusting" is wrong. "Trusting" brings about betrayal. There is no such things as "forever friends".. there is no such things as "real friends". I hate to say this, I hate to believe it, but it seems that this is a fact that i cannot deny!
I got scolded this morning.. cos i'm dumb! Yeah, I'm just dumb! I was told that "trusting" has landed me into this state.. I was told that I can trust every single shit that comes along.. I was told that I was wrong simply because I was too honest with people whom I trusted and in the first place I shouldn't have trusted them! I was told that those poeple whom I trusted so much would not come to my rescue when i'm in need of help. I was told that the person (Whom I always respected and trusted) was toying with me, just becos that person finds that I'm cute and dumb?!?
In short, i was told that what ever people ask me to do, I would just do it without thinking. I can throw away my everything just to help people achieve their goals!
I was watching TV yesterday when I heard this sentence.. "Huai ren san nian jiu hui fa cai, Hao ren san shi nian zhi hui fa mei" (meaning a bad guy only takes 3 years to get rich, while for a good guy, even after 30 years, all he gets is to turn mouldy). So why is everyone trying to be good?? Why am I trying so hard to be good as well? Why is everyone trying to be a "good citizen" of their country? There is nutting wrong to be bad.. Well, isn't it better to be bad?
So it turn up that English Language has its flaws.. Honesty can never be the best policy.. Singapore education system has screw children up by inculcating them with the wrong knowledge. Since young, your teachers have told us that we should be honest, we should work hard and become good citizens of Singapore and do our country proud, we should not cheat in our work, we should be good students, we should trust each other and work as a team.
They are all BIG FAT LIARS! Did I mentioned that most teachers are "blessed" with poor health and alot of them die young? Thats becos heaven is there to punish those liars! They lied to students who so innocently believed those craps. They made students into stupid dumb ass who couldn't survive the REAL WORLD!
I seriously regretted my choice of going overseas. Now people are putting the blame on me, for spending away my mum's money. But if they ever remember this, I wasn't the one who proposed this idea. In a matter of fact, I was against this idea in the very beginning. They have look upon this as a "2-years" investment. So now I finally know what I am in their heart. I'm nutting more than a stock that they throw their money into and pray for high returns.
Dun tell me they care for me. I no longer believe that.. This is crap! All they care for is the returns. All they care for is a degree for them to be proud of, not a daughter who owns that piece of paper. They want someone who works in BIG BRANDED COMPANY so that they can show off infront of others.
I was told I didn't spare a thot for their feelings, but did they ever care about my feelings too? They told me that they dun care about how much I can earn, they dun care about what job I hold, they dun care about anything else other than my future! HAHAHAHA dun make me laugh n puke! Making things sound so nice is their forte. I no longer trust anything they say. From this very moment onwards, the trust in me is forever gone.. If they were ever truthful to me, I wouldn't be still in Singapore by now. If they were to ever trust me, I wouldn't have to study what others choose for me!
I was hurt once, so that means I can be hurt twice.. why allow yourself to be so vulnerable?
Let me repeat my point.
To hell with trust, to hell with honesty! Welcome to a brand new world of Betrayal!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes.. Its the most worthless piece of paper I've ever got! Its even worst than a piece of toilet paper. It can't be even compared to a piece of ITE cert.. Yes.. so be it.. I'll be look down upon forever. Cos I'm a dumb ass... nutting can be done to change this piece of fact. So the whole world thinks i'm stupid! Yeah, they are rite! How stupid can I be? Trusting everyone that comes along and try to befriend me??
So I concluded that "trusting" is wrong. "Trusting" brings about betrayal. There is no such things as "forever friends".. there is no such things as "real friends". I hate to say this, I hate to believe it, but it seems that this is a fact that i cannot deny!
I got scolded this morning.. cos i'm dumb! Yeah, I'm just dumb! I was told that "trusting" has landed me into this state.. I was told that I can trust every single shit that comes along.. I was told that I was wrong simply because I was too honest with people whom I trusted and in the first place I shouldn't have trusted them! I was told that those poeple whom I trusted so much would not come to my rescue when i'm in need of help. I was told that the person (Whom I always respected and trusted) was toying with me, just becos that person finds that I'm cute and dumb?!?
In short, i was told that what ever people ask me to do, I would just do it without thinking. I can throw away my everything just to help people achieve their goals!
I was watching TV yesterday when I heard this sentence.. "Huai ren san nian jiu hui fa cai, Hao ren san shi nian zhi hui fa mei" (meaning a bad guy only takes 3 years to get rich, while for a good guy, even after 30 years, all he gets is to turn mouldy). So why is everyone trying to be good?? Why am I trying so hard to be good as well? Why is everyone trying to be a "good citizen" of their country? There is nutting wrong to be bad.. Well, isn't it better to be bad?
So it turn up that English Language has its flaws.. Honesty can never be the best policy.. Singapore education system has screw children up by inculcating them with the wrong knowledge. Since young, your teachers have told us that we should be honest, we should work hard and become good citizens of Singapore and do our country proud, we should not cheat in our work, we should be good students, we should trust each other and work as a team.
They are all BIG FAT LIARS! Did I mentioned that most teachers are "blessed" with poor health and alot of them die young? Thats becos heaven is there to punish those liars! They lied to students who so innocently believed those craps. They made students into stupid dumb ass who couldn't survive the REAL WORLD!
I seriously regretted my choice of going overseas. Now people are putting the blame on me, for spending away my mum's money. But if they ever remember this, I wasn't the one who proposed this idea. In a matter of fact, I was against this idea in the very beginning. They have look upon this as a "2-years" investment. So now I finally know what I am in their heart. I'm nutting more than a stock that they throw their money into and pray for high returns.
Dun tell me they care for me. I no longer believe that.. This is crap! All they care for is the returns. All they care for is a degree for them to be proud of, not a daughter who owns that piece of paper. They want someone who works in BIG BRANDED COMPANY so that they can show off infront of others.
I was told I didn't spare a thot for their feelings, but did they ever care about my feelings too? They told me that they dun care about how much I can earn, they dun care about what job I hold, they dun care about anything else other than my future! HAHAHAHA dun make me laugh n puke! Making things sound so nice is their forte. I no longer trust anything they say. From this very moment onwards, the trust in me is forever gone.. If they were ever truthful to me, I wouldn't be still in Singapore by now. If they were to ever trust me, I wouldn't have to study what others choose for me!
I was hurt once, so that means I can be hurt twice.. why allow yourself to be so vulnerable?
Let me repeat my point.
- Trust is the beginning of betrayal.. no one is ever trustable, not even your closest and dearest, not even in your family!
- Honesty wun bring you far, It will only bring you down!
- If you ever think people are good to you, think about it again! There are always a reason behind things. Something you might want to call, a hidden agenda!
- Nutting is real, nutting is forever, nutting at all..
- I am DUMB and STUPID!
To hell with trust, to hell with honesty! Welcome to a brand new world of Betrayal!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My Adventure..
I almost couldn't believe it.. Haa!
Woke up at 8.45 this morning.. Haahaa.. Busy with my breakfast! Lolx.. and I was doing my last minute inspection on my bike as usual to ensure everything is in tip top condition. Every screws in place and tyres fully pumped up! Then started to prepare some work for my tuition kid. It kind of scared her when she saw all those papers.
After a quick bath, I went off for my tuition at around 1045am. I reach pretty fast, around a 15 mins ride from my place. Parked my bike at the basement carpark as usual.
I ended my lesson around 1.5 hours. Went down to pick up my bike, push it up all the way to the security guard post (cos the slope was seriously very steep, and i will go crazy if i ride it up the slope!) Then I hop on my bike and headed for a frend's place which "seems" nearby. Almost immediately, I started to feel uncomfortable with my bike, its not performing as it usually does. I brake. I inspected my bike, and to my horror, the front tyre was totally flated. WTF..? I was totally crazy about it!
I finally decided to get down on my foot and started walking to my frend's place. The sun was shinny so brightly at the top of my head, I was practically perspiring all the way. Pushing the bike with every bit of my strength.. It was giving me hell! The rubber of the front tyre came out of place, thus rubbing the brakes at very turn of the wheels.. till a point the front wheel could no longer rotate! Arghh! I stood under the hot sun and tried to get in back in shape! And finally I got it done! I slowly proceed to my frend's place.. sort of lost my way in that area..
Finally... Found the place! I drop something into her letterbox and went off.. will try to remember to msg her later! Hahaha! So I decided to bring my bike to a shop at eunos for repair. So I "shop" around the estate to find the exit.. I didn't know that place would be so BIG! I tried to stick to those bigger roads so as not to get lost in the middle of no where! Then after much "touring",I found a small lane by the side of a dirty canal(not really a canal, more like a big dirty drain). I decided to try my luck by cutting thru that small little lane. It was pretty dangerous, cos I dun noe what to expect.. Well, lucky for me, with my wonder sense of direction, I manage to find my way to the main road. Its my first time walking thru the whole estate.. Just like some sort of treasure hunting..
I hurrily tried to locate the bike shop.. And yes! I spotted it across the road! I happily made my way to the traffic light.. ITS REALLY NOT MY DAY! Guess wat? That stupid little shop was closed! OMG.. I was really fumming. How can this be true???? So "happily", I walk my way home from eunos.. to be more exact, I came from some of the deepest part of kembangan all the way to eunos and then back to bedok! How fun could it be.. The whole journey took me 1.5 hours.. tuition ended at 12.30pm and I only reached home at 2pm.. If i were to be so silly as to stick to the main roads, I guess It would take me another half an hour or so! Good that I was daring enough (or perhaps lazy enough) to take those short cuts and small lanes! Haiz..
So what did i gained after the tuition?? Well..
A smelly n sticky body
A good 1.5hrs of exercise
A great tan
A great trip in the middle of kembangan (wow.. u should have seen all those beautiful houses dotted all over Kembangan!!)
A knowledge in the opening hours of bike shop in eunos.
Well at least its not a wasted trip afterall..
Dead beat ah..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Woke up at 8.45 this morning.. Haahaa.. Busy with my breakfast! Lolx.. and I was doing my last minute inspection on my bike as usual to ensure everything is in tip top condition. Every screws in place and tyres fully pumped up! Then started to prepare some work for my tuition kid. It kind of scared her when she saw all those papers.
After a quick bath, I went off for my tuition at around 1045am. I reach pretty fast, around a 15 mins ride from my place. Parked my bike at the basement carpark as usual.
I ended my lesson around 1.5 hours. Went down to pick up my bike, push it up all the way to the security guard post (cos the slope was seriously very steep, and i will go crazy if i ride it up the slope!) Then I hop on my bike and headed for a frend's place which "seems" nearby. Almost immediately, I started to feel uncomfortable with my bike, its not performing as it usually does. I brake. I inspected my bike, and to my horror, the front tyre was totally flated. WTF..? I was totally crazy about it!
I finally decided to get down on my foot and started walking to my frend's place. The sun was shinny so brightly at the top of my head, I was practically perspiring all the way. Pushing the bike with every bit of my strength.. It was giving me hell! The rubber of the front tyre came out of place, thus rubbing the brakes at very turn of the wheels.. till a point the front wheel could no longer rotate! Arghh! I stood under the hot sun and tried to get in back in shape! And finally I got it done! I slowly proceed to my frend's place.. sort of lost my way in that area..
Finally... Found the place! I drop something into her letterbox and went off.. will try to remember to msg her later! Hahaha! So I decided to bring my bike to a shop at eunos for repair. So I "shop" around the estate to find the exit.. I didn't know that place would be so BIG! I tried to stick to those bigger roads so as not to get lost in the middle of no where! Then after much "touring",I found a small lane by the side of a dirty canal(not really a canal, more like a big dirty drain). I decided to try my luck by cutting thru that small little lane. It was pretty dangerous, cos I dun noe what to expect.. Well, lucky for me, with my wonder sense of direction, I manage to find my way to the main road. Its my first time walking thru the whole estate.. Just like some sort of treasure hunting..
I hurrily tried to locate the bike shop.. And yes! I spotted it across the road! I happily made my way to the traffic light.. ITS REALLY NOT MY DAY! Guess wat? That stupid little shop was closed! OMG.. I was really fumming. How can this be true???? So "happily", I walk my way home from eunos.. to be more exact, I came from some of the deepest part of kembangan all the way to eunos and then back to bedok! How fun could it be.. The whole journey took me 1.5 hours.. tuition ended at 12.30pm and I only reached home at 2pm.. If i were to be so silly as to stick to the main roads, I guess It would take me another half an hour or so! Good that I was daring enough (or perhaps lazy enough) to take those short cuts and small lanes! Haiz..
So what did i gained after the tuition?? Well..
A smelly n sticky body
A good 1.5hrs of exercise
A great tan
A great trip in the middle of kembangan (wow.. u should have seen all those beautiful houses dotted all over Kembangan!!)
A knowledge in the opening hours of bike shop in eunos.
Well at least its not a wasted trip afterall..
Dead beat ah..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I tink I'm suffering from depression..
Yeah, I think there is really something wrong with me..
Hahaha.. after a good dinner, feel so lazy to blog le.. lol.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hahaha.. after a good dinner, feel so lazy to blog le.. lol.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
What is life..
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Best dream chaser.. Thats what I m..
Arghh.. I dun noe wat i want now..
So lost.. Die liew lah! I dun noe what i want to do.. i dun noe what i want.
Yes.. I'm really good at reaching all my short-term goals, I can be so good that I can reach them even before I set new ones.. Thus causing me to feel so lost and feel so bad during the period without any goals in life.. No target, No Goals, No life.. Now then I realised that I'm such a strong person with such amazing power..WTF! Do I call that lucky or what? Seems like I can create miracles with my own hands. Do you realise how scary this can be?
Dun ask me to go for my long-term goals.. I'm a very impatient person.. I can't wait that long to see the results.. I've got serious attitude problem.. Now then I realised that.. Abit too late isn't it.. haiz!
Seems like my attitude problem is getting more and more serious with every passing seconds.. I can't be bothered to work. Yup, I did screw up abit today. I'm really upset abt it.. Somehow, I can't concentrate on my work anymore. I left office right on the dot. I no longer care for my job on hand. I can no longer be so enthusiastic about any work related stuff. No more OT, NO more hardwork..
Yes, I'm lazy, I'm a sucker, I'm dumb, I'm worst than a piece of shit, I'm worthless..... thats if i stay on.. If i leave, I will regain my freedom.. I will regain my wings and be free to fly.. Do the things I've always wanted to, spending quality time with my dearest..
I want to study like never before, I want to be among the top of my cohort.. These are my long term goals! And let me tell you this, I'm just gonna do it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
So lost.. Die liew lah! I dun noe what i want to do.. i dun noe what i want.
Yes.. I'm really good at reaching all my short-term goals, I can be so good that I can reach them even before I set new ones.. Thus causing me to feel so lost and feel so bad during the period without any goals in life.. No target, No Goals, No life.. Now then I realised that I'm such a strong person with such amazing power..WTF! Do I call that lucky or what? Seems like I can create miracles with my own hands. Do you realise how scary this can be?
Dun ask me to go for my long-term goals.. I'm a very impatient person.. I can't wait that long to see the results.. I've got serious attitude problem.. Now then I realised that.. Abit too late isn't it.. haiz!
Seems like my attitude problem is getting more and more serious with every passing seconds.. I can't be bothered to work. Yup, I did screw up abit today. I'm really upset abt it.. Somehow, I can't concentrate on my work anymore. I left office right on the dot. I no longer care for my job on hand. I can no longer be so enthusiastic about any work related stuff. No more OT, NO more hardwork..
Yes, I'm lazy, I'm a sucker, I'm dumb, I'm worst than a piece of shit, I'm worthless..... thats if i stay on.. If i leave, I will regain my freedom.. I will regain my wings and be free to fly.. Do the things I've always wanted to, spending quality time with my dearest..
I want to study like never before, I want to be among the top of my cohort.. These are my long term goals! And let me tell you this, I'm just gonna do it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Finally..
I've lost the war against the virus.. yes.. I'm down again.. flu has got me.. coughing has got worst.. Hahaha.. I'm prepared for the worst.. Come n claim my life ba.. I have no wish to go on so aimlessly in this place..
I just want to go.. I want to fly so high that no one has ever manage to.. I want my freedom back..
No one can tie me up.. no one can control me.. Absolutely no one! If you really care for me, its time to loosen the string and let me go.. Follow my heart and never regret.
Fang le wo ba... Let me be.. Let me go..
I finally got my pride back(at least for a moment..). This is just my first step of proving myself as "no-push-over".. I guess after this round of problem, I would see no end to those shit! But who cares? I can always go if I feel like it.. I have endless opportunities outside.. U think i care for a puny little job like this? Hahaha.. no way man!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I just want to go.. I want to fly so high that no one has ever manage to.. I want my freedom back..
No one can tie me up.. no one can control me.. Absolutely no one! If you really care for me, its time to loosen the string and let me go.. Follow my heart and never regret.
Fang le wo ba... Let me be.. Let me go..
I finally got my pride back(at least for a moment..). This is just my first step of proving myself as "no-push-over".. I guess after this round of problem, I would see no end to those shit! But who cares? I can always go if I feel like it.. I have endless opportunities outside.. U think i care for a puny little job like this? Hahaha.. no way man!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Always believe.. always trust.. always love.. yourself..
Yoz Peeps, have you been enjoying your children's day?? I doubt so.. Hahaha..
I think most of you are either stress out with work, or exams, or even studies... and blah blah blah.. Hahaha.. poor me is stress out by all mentioned above..
Work..
I'm seriously into a state whereby I've lost all hopes of going back to work on monday morning.. Really fed up with those suckers in office! Worst thing is.. she still dare to come to my face and act cute infront of me!!! Please dun come and act infront of me.. U look so sickening.. I've given out as much warnings as possible.. Provoke me again, and i shall make sure you get the dirt.. I'm not joking.. This is the first time i could actually get so mad at someone in the office..
Reaching home yesterday nite, I sat down with my mom telling her whats going on in office.. I almost cried.. For my past almost 20 years of life, I can be really stress up by work, problems at home.. I could tolerate nonsense. But not able tolerate someone like "my DEAR colleague". It really makes me wonder why should I stay in such a job.. pay is really low.. work is really stress.. with this particular colleague who sucks big time!
Exams..
Haahaa.. I'm not the one sitting for exams, Dun worry.. Hahaha! Its my students, Their exams are drawing near.. I'm still trying to find time off my schedule to slot in more classes for them to gear them up for their final paper of the year.. But I can't seems to find any more slots.. I'm left with not much personal time that I could devote to tuition classes.. The only personal time i have is the 5 hours I spend in bed everynite..
Die die i still have to find time to help them with their studies. The cash dun really matters much to me.. To me, its more than just money.. its a job responsibility and perhaps i would say, its a "must" to help. I couldn't bear to see smart kids failing their papers due to sheer laziness.. I think everyone deserves to be help.. Of cos, I would definitely ask for something in return.. That is "a change in attitude".
Studies..
Gearing up for my next 2 years in Australia.. This is really not an excuse, but i'm really too caught up with work and tuition till I really have no time for my books.. Now i promise to reset all my priorities and get everything into position. Hack care with other stuffs.. no time for fun? So be it.. If i'm able to make it back with a good degree, I can have as much fun as I want..
Who will care about short-term fun when I could go for MORE fun on a long term basis?
Blah Blah Blah..
Then still got my Aust stuff.. Have not settle it yet. Really no time to go n settle it. I'll be going to get my new passport later. So I guess i'll be going to settle my payments next week, then get my visa, settle my accomodation stuff, get a air tix.. and off i go!
Then my fridge just broke down! I've been shopping for 1 last nite. Found some not too bad models at Courts.. I tink i better cough out abit of money for the fridge.. Tat would means more OT for me to make up for this amt of money..
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Planning for a trip over to HK to find my frends, and if possible, I would drop by at Vietnam to look for another frend too. Thailand would oso be a good destination, cos I oso happen to have a frend over there, hahahaa. Well, all these travelling will come after Christmas I tink.. or at least till i'm settled with all my work over here.
I've got a pretty interesting biz plan in mind.. So I might be popping up to China as well.. that is if things goes well.. Now is the time i put all my contacts into good use. No, I dun mean I will make use of them, I'm just trying to explore into more possibilities of establishing a platform for both sides to make money out of everything.
Its like, she has the goods i want, I have the contacts she needs, she will remain at square one without me, I will be stuck in square one if she dun lend a helping hand, so why not put everything together and move up the ladder together? Its a mind concept.. If I wan to move higher, I must make sure others move up together with me. Only when forces are joined, we will be able to explore a even higher level which one no has ever come close to.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I think most of you are either stress out with work, or exams, or even studies... and blah blah blah.. Hahaha.. poor me is stress out by all mentioned above..
Work..
I'm seriously into a state whereby I've lost all hopes of going back to work on monday morning.. Really fed up with those suckers in office! Worst thing is.. she still dare to come to my face and act cute infront of me!!! Please dun come and act infront of me.. U look so sickening.. I've given out as much warnings as possible.. Provoke me again, and i shall make sure you get the dirt.. I'm not joking.. This is the first time i could actually get so mad at someone in the office..
Reaching home yesterday nite, I sat down with my mom telling her whats going on in office.. I almost cried.. For my past almost 20 years of life, I can be really stress up by work, problems at home.. I could tolerate nonsense. But not able tolerate someone like "my DEAR colleague". It really makes me wonder why should I stay in such a job.. pay is really low.. work is really stress.. with this particular colleague who sucks big time!
Exams..
Haahaa.. I'm not the one sitting for exams, Dun worry.. Hahaha! Its my students, Their exams are drawing near.. I'm still trying to find time off my schedule to slot in more classes for them to gear them up for their final paper of the year.. But I can't seems to find any more slots.. I'm left with not much personal time that I could devote to tuition classes.. The only personal time i have is the 5 hours I spend in bed everynite..
Die die i still have to find time to help them with their studies. The cash dun really matters much to me.. To me, its more than just money.. its a job responsibility and perhaps i would say, its a "must" to help. I couldn't bear to see smart kids failing their papers due to sheer laziness.. I think everyone deserves to be help.. Of cos, I would definitely ask for something in return.. That is "a change in attitude".
Studies..
Gearing up for my next 2 years in Australia.. This is really not an excuse, but i'm really too caught up with work and tuition till I really have no time for my books.. Now i promise to reset all my priorities and get everything into position. Hack care with other stuffs.. no time for fun? So be it.. If i'm able to make it back with a good degree, I can have as much fun as I want..
Who will care about short-term fun when I could go for MORE fun on a long term basis?
Blah Blah Blah..
Then still got my Aust stuff.. Have not settle it yet. Really no time to go n settle it. I'll be going to get my new passport later. So I guess i'll be going to settle my payments next week, then get my visa, settle my accomodation stuff, get a air tix.. and off i go!
Then my fridge just broke down! I've been shopping for 1 last nite. Found some not too bad models at Courts.. I tink i better cough out abit of money for the fridge.. Tat would means more OT for me to make up for this amt of money..
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Planning for a trip over to HK to find my frends, and if possible, I would drop by at Vietnam to look for another frend too. Thailand would oso be a good destination, cos I oso happen to have a frend over there, hahahaa. Well, all these travelling will come after Christmas I tink.. or at least till i'm settled with all my work over here.
I've got a pretty interesting biz plan in mind.. So I might be popping up to China as well.. that is if things goes well.. Now is the time i put all my contacts into good use. No, I dun mean I will make use of them, I'm just trying to explore into more possibilities of establishing a platform for both sides to make money out of everything.
Its like, she has the goods i want, I have the contacts she needs, she will remain at square one without me, I will be stuck in square one if she dun lend a helping hand, so why not put everything together and move up the ladder together? Its a mind concept.. If I wan to move higher, I must make sure others move up together with me. Only when forces are joined, we will be able to explore a even higher level which one no has ever come close to.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
If I can stop my life just like how I would stop a song in my MP3 player.. wouldn't tat be great?
I just feel so stressed out somehow. I dun noe how to go on by myself.. Why is it that I can't break down like others? Why am I suppose to be strong? Why am I so stupid?
Sometimes I just feel like hugging someone and cry in his amrs. I simply couldn't go on like this.. I'm going crazy again.. I just feel so upset that I have to act all the time.. Y couldn't I show my real feelings to the world.. At times, I just want to speak out, but i can't.. At times, I just want to lead my own life, but I can't..
I just have to do what people tell me to.
I just have to wait for commands.
I just have to follow blindly.
I just have to work work work.
I just have to act stupid.
I am not suppose to stop working.
I am not suppose to use computer till late at nite.
I am not suppose to behave childishly.
I am not suppose to be lazy.
I am not suppose to spend on the things i really want.
and the list goes on...
The world dun owe me anything.. Neither do I owe it anything! I'm really stressed out but this kind of life.. Boring life! Somehow my directions have once again been blurred.. I just can't convince myself that I'm doing the rite thing.
I just wan to be selfish for once. I'm not going to help anyone anymore.
This afternoon, I told jenny that I'm really angry and upset at office.. She told me to endure.. Hahaha.. of cos I know tat.. but the thing is.. Y shld I? Heard of this before.. "ren shan bei ren qi"?? Hahaha.. kind souls always get bullied. Thou I'm not exactly a kind soul.. But at least I dun behave in such a manner like tat sucker, finding faults in other people's work just to prove that she had done something...
But I'm really glad to have her as my supervisor, well at least we can share almost anything, no need to hide from her. Glad that she is always giving me the support i need and making my days at office more fun! Not forgetting the rest of those funny bones in office! Hahahaa.. I will sure miss them when I leave.
I really want to do something I like.. I just dun wan to be anyone's paupet.. I want to have a say..
I'm really tired.. and I need a break badly.. pls save me..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Sometimes I just feel like hugging someone and cry in his amrs. I simply couldn't go on like this.. I'm going crazy again.. I just feel so upset that I have to act all the time.. Y couldn't I show my real feelings to the world.. At times, I just want to speak out, but i can't.. At times, I just want to lead my own life, but I can't..
I just have to do what people tell me to.
I just have to wait for commands.
I just have to follow blindly.
I just have to work work work.
I just have to act stupid.
I am not suppose to stop working.
I am not suppose to use computer till late at nite.
I am not suppose to behave childishly.
I am not suppose to be lazy.
I am not suppose to spend on the things i really want.
and the list goes on...
The world dun owe me anything.. Neither do I owe it anything! I'm really stressed out but this kind of life.. Boring life! Somehow my directions have once again been blurred.. I just can't convince myself that I'm doing the rite thing.
I just wan to be selfish for once. I'm not going to help anyone anymore.
This afternoon, I told jenny that I'm really angry and upset at office.. She told me to endure.. Hahaha.. of cos I know tat.. but the thing is.. Y shld I? Heard of this before.. "ren shan bei ren qi"?? Hahaha.. kind souls always get bullied. Thou I'm not exactly a kind soul.. But at least I dun behave in such a manner like tat sucker, finding faults in other people's work just to prove that she had done something...
But I'm really glad to have her as my supervisor, well at least we can share almost anything, no need to hide from her. Glad that she is always giving me the support i need and making my days at office more fun! Not forgetting the rest of those funny bones in office! Hahahaa.. I will sure miss them when I leave.
I really want to do something I like.. I just dun wan to be anyone's paupet.. I want to have a say..
I'm really tired.. and I need a break badly.. pls save me..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Office Suckers!
Now I'm fully convinced that I'm doing a "SHIT" job! Hahaha.. Bloody damn shit! Arghh.. so angry ah! Can't wait to tear those assholes apart!
Y should i clear the backside of those who shitted but refused to clean the mess themselves?
Y should i tolerate people who can't shit it out all at once.. and have to create such a big mess out of nutting??
It just makes me more determined to leave this place ASAP.. I think I might not be even able to hang on till Nov..
Hate this kind of feeling.. Y do people have to make life difficult for me? I seriously dun understand whats wrong with these people! Leeches! Maybe its that I've already decided to leave, thats why my attitude towards such nonsense changed.. Hahaha.. but fuck care!
Head is so heavy today. Can't concentrate at work.. Bothered by people like *jane*(name changed to protect true identity of that REAL sucker!).. Haiz.. bent on making my life difficult! WTH! TRY HARDER i say! I shall hunt u down in no time! I can swear on it! Like i said, I'm a very generous person, I always give double of what people give to me. Be nice to me, and i shall be doubly nice to you too.. Make my life difficult, I shall make yours doubly difficult too! TRY ME!!!!!
U like to play E-mail wars?? SAME HERE!! I LOVE IT TOO!! I just love to play with word..I will make you eat your words.. I make sure I'll do it!
I'm sorry.. But you are taking the lift down!
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"I tried to be nice to all, helping you with your work, so this is what I get huh? U unappreciative piece of shit! I seriously dun mind helping, all I ask for is that you could do your part as well..
Only truly selfish people like you would do such things.. Delaying tasks dun to sheer laziness, thus forcing my work to halt, in turn putting operations on the customer service end to pause, and caused a drop in our company's prestigous brand name. U are such a loser i say!
Perhaps you might be thinking that since the day I came in, your work load increased due to me.. you might be thinking that I'm creating work for you.. YES I AM!!!! But hey, thats my job! No wonder you like the previous temp so much.. Cos she dun work, so there is no job for you to do!
If you can't do the job, get off. There are others waiting to replace u!"
- Cheerene Wee -
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Just remember to watch your back, U wun noe who is standing behind u..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Y should i clear the backside of those who shitted but refused to clean the mess themselves?
Y should i tolerate people who can't shit it out all at once.. and have to create such a big mess out of nutting??
It just makes me more determined to leave this place ASAP.. I think I might not be even able to hang on till Nov..
Hate this kind of feeling.. Y do people have to make life difficult for me? I seriously dun understand whats wrong with these people! Leeches! Maybe its that I've already decided to leave, thats why my attitude towards such nonsense changed.. Hahaha.. but fuck care!
Head is so heavy today. Can't concentrate at work.. Bothered by people like *jane*(name changed to protect true identity of that REAL sucker!).. Haiz.. bent on making my life difficult! WTH! TRY HARDER i say! I shall hunt u down in no time! I can swear on it! Like i said, I'm a very generous person, I always give double of what people give to me. Be nice to me, and i shall be doubly nice to you too.. Make my life difficult, I shall make yours doubly difficult too! TRY ME!!!!!
U like to play E-mail wars?? SAME HERE!! I LOVE IT TOO!! I just love to play with word..I will make you eat your words.. I make sure I'll do it!
I'm sorry.. But you are taking the lift down!
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"I tried to be nice to all, helping you with your work, so this is what I get huh? U unappreciative piece of shit! I seriously dun mind helping, all I ask for is that you could do your part as well..
Only truly selfish people like you would do such things.. Delaying tasks dun to sheer laziness, thus forcing my work to halt, in turn putting operations on the customer service end to pause, and caused a drop in our company's prestigous brand name. U are such a loser i say!
Perhaps you might be thinking that since the day I came in, your work load increased due to me.. you might be thinking that I'm creating work for you.. YES I AM!!!! But hey, thats my job! No wonder you like the previous temp so much.. Cos she dun work, so there is no job for you to do!
If you can't do the job, get off. There are others waiting to replace u!"
- Cheerene Wee -
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Just remember to watch your back, U wun noe who is standing behind u..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
