Girl gang of Sec 4B.. (afew of them isn't able to make it back thou..)
In Love With You..
A few days ago.. I happened to be reading our great singaporean blogger's blog.. Xiaxue.blogspot.com and came across one very interesting entry. It was one of her really long entry.. about her own story.
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Here is something that I could call my own..
The Beginning..
It really make me think back.. and I realized.. I still missed him dearly..
The first time I met him was at Sentosa, back then, I was only 18... (Oh pls.. I'm only abt to turn 20 this year) We were there with a whole bunch of friends. Having fun, enjoying the cooling waters, gulping down giant cups of icy cool slurpies under the great sun. At first, we didn't really know each other. All I knew was his name, nutting else.. I guess its pretty much the same for him too.
He took the initiative and spoke to me.. Its because of the little initiative he showed, our friendship began to took off.
"So how is the afternoon, enjoy yourself?"
That was his very first sentence to me. I will never be able to forget that.. Never..
I didn't really expected him to actually walk up and talk to me, I am just another girl among the group, nutting special about me, unlike him... He is just like a star among the crowd who will out-shine anyone and everyone. Good at sports, fun to be with, a pretty well-mannered guy. Perhaps its all these qualities of his that really caught my eyes.
Ralph is what everyone known him as.
It was really like the greatest day in my life, i thot to myself, having to know a person like Ralph.
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The Process..
Soon we found ourselves chatting online together every now and then. We could talk about lots of things. He had taught me alot of things, ways of life.. how to handle my work.. how to make the best out of things i do. He was always there to shower me with care and concern when i'm down and out. Consoling me whenever i face any problems at home and at work. It was him who spurred me on to commit myself to whatever i do. He is always there to give me support, give me ideas, give me comments, give me the little push whenever i need it most.
From little online chats.. to hours of sweet talks over the phone in the middle of the nite. Sometimes we could chat till 3am or 4am. Even at times, I felt so tired and was about to doze off any moment, he could ring me up, and I will be able to talk to him for another few hours.. Even when i'm stressed and busy over my notes, I would put all my work down just to listen to him..
Soon, i found my whole world revolving around him. This Charming and suave young man. Witty and unbelievably cute fella. Someone who could understand me so well, tolerate my nonsenses. Solving all my problems. An intellect definitely. He is such an Elite.. among his peers, among my peers, and most importantly.. he is an elite in my heart.. forever.
Life had never been the same ever since that day he walk into it.
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The Decision..
Soon i found myself out of TP. Like what i always tell my friends, I never had to worry about getting a job. God will help those who help themselves. Soon I found myself getting a job offer, without having to go and look for it. Thou pay wasn't fantastic, but i accepted it. Just to get away from those nagging by my mum at least for the time being.
But as I started working, I soon found out more about myself.. I'm a person who is never satisfy with life. Then I realized it will be pretty impossible for me to go on with just a diploma. Of cos, my results weren't good enough to get me into the University of my choice. When my sister found out about it, she suggested that I should go overseas to further my studies.
At that point, I was really stressed at work. And I felt that if i were to conitnue to work there, I will always remain at the same point, not much of any future to talk about. I was really upset and had thot of giving up this job. At that time, Ralph was really busy with his work too, and i couldn't bear to disturb him with my problems. So I had to turn to my blog. I never told him about this little blog i had for months, so I'm sure he wouldn't know of my problems so as not to make him worry for me.
Then I received a sms from one of my faithful blog reader.. thou not from Ralph, it was from my mummy. "Never give up" was what she said. It had really brought me up from the pits. Soon enough I was back on my feet again. Back to work with full force. I've made up my mind. What Ralph and mummy had always taught me, NEVER GIVE UP.
So after, I made this decision that would affect my life forever. I choose to leave for Australia. Leaving Singapore wasn't an easy choice. Many times at nite, I had to cry myself to sleep. Thinking of leaving my loved ones behind is just as good as piercing a knife into my heart.
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The Hint..
I finally convinced myself to call Ralph.
"Ralph, I've got something to tell you.... (pause for quite awhile).... I'll be leaving singapore to continue my studies.."
Silly as I may be. I was really hoping that he would ask me to stay. Or at least tell me something that I'm hoping for.. at the very least.. some little hints.
But none came from him..
"Good for you.."
Thats what he said. Followed by a long slience..
"I'll be there for 2 years.."
"So when are you leaving?"
"Early next year.. maybe end of january or latest by early Febuary"
"Oh, so fast ah.. But good.. Starting earlier also means you can finish your course earlier"
At this point, My heart was really bleeding.. so i began hinting him..
"Yeah.. I might decide to stay there for good if I can find a good job over there"
"That will be good.."
"Would you have anything to tell me.. ermm.. I mean do you have any advice for me??"
I'm praying hard..
"Yes.. Do study hard and get yourself a good degree, you will have to learn to be independent"
"Oh.. yes, I definitely will.. This will be something that I can assure you of.."
A long pause followed.. I couldn't take it anymore..
"Hey Ralph, you still need to work tml, better have an early nite, so you can concentrate on your work tml."
"Alrite then, you have an early nite too.. good nite, bye bye"
"Bye.."
Of cos, who could be able to sleep after that phone call? I didn't sleep a wink the whole nite. Thinking of the words he said.. Did he really meant it? I asked myself.
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The Act..
I started numbing myself with work, just to ease the pain which was inflicted upon me that nite. So I begin packing myself with OTs and tuitions, from Monday to Sunday. When being questioned by friends, I would just brush it off by saying:
"I need the money.. thats why i need to work extra hard now.. hahahaha.. unless you want to give me a few thousand bucks.. maybe I wouldn't need to work so hard now"
I work as normal, speak as normal, play as normal.. In short, I just try to behave as if nothing had happened.. Just to show that I'm not at least affected by his words. But deep down, my heart is already shattered.
He behaved as normal as well.. He would still occassionally pop by and chat with me in MSN, occassionally, I would still chat with him, but no longer than 5 mins, thereafter i would give excuses to end the chat. But everytime I close that little window, I would still yearn for him.. Why am I so stupid.. I keep myself awake till late at nite, hoping for him to call..
I don't understand myself afterall, why just couldn't I say out those words myself.. why should I wait for him to pop it out..
I love you..
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Here is a song that I would really love to sing to him now..
Velasquez Regine - In Love With You (with Jacky Cheung) Lyrics
(Jacky)
Just a gentle whisper, tell me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
(Regine)
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be there
I'll be there for you...
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
(Regine/Jacky)
Come to me now
I will never leave you, I will always here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
(Jacky)
Now we've here together, yesterday has past
Life is just beginning, close to you at last
And I promise to you, I will always be there
I give my all to you
(Regine)
Living life without you is more that I can bear
Hold me close forever..
(Jacky)
I'll be there..
(Regine/Jacky)
I'll be there for you
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you, I will stand here with you
Though the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
(Jacky)
Love has found
(Regine)
Love has found a way...
(Regine/Jacky)
I'm in love, I'm in love
Yes I'm in love, so in love
I'm so in love with you....
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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Here is something that I could call my own..
The Beginning..
It really make me think back.. and I realized.. I still missed him dearly..
The first time I met him was at Sentosa, back then, I was only 18... (Oh pls.. I'm only abt to turn 20 this year) We were there with a whole bunch of friends. Having fun, enjoying the cooling waters, gulping down giant cups of icy cool slurpies under the great sun. At first, we didn't really know each other. All I knew was his name, nutting else.. I guess its pretty much the same for him too.
He took the initiative and spoke to me.. Its because of the little initiative he showed, our friendship began to took off.
"So how is the afternoon, enjoy yourself?"
That was his very first sentence to me. I will never be able to forget that.. Never..
I didn't really expected him to actually walk up and talk to me, I am just another girl among the group, nutting special about me, unlike him... He is just like a star among the crowd who will out-shine anyone and everyone. Good at sports, fun to be with, a pretty well-mannered guy. Perhaps its all these qualities of his that really caught my eyes.
Ralph is what everyone known him as.
It was really like the greatest day in my life, i thot to myself, having to know a person like Ralph.
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The Process..
Soon we found ourselves chatting online together every now and then. We could talk about lots of things. He had taught me alot of things, ways of life.. how to handle my work.. how to make the best out of things i do. He was always there to shower me with care and concern when i'm down and out. Consoling me whenever i face any problems at home and at work. It was him who spurred me on to commit myself to whatever i do. He is always there to give me support, give me ideas, give me comments, give me the little push whenever i need it most.
From little online chats.. to hours of sweet talks over the phone in the middle of the nite. Sometimes we could chat till 3am or 4am. Even at times, I felt so tired and was about to doze off any moment, he could ring me up, and I will be able to talk to him for another few hours.. Even when i'm stressed and busy over my notes, I would put all my work down just to listen to him..
Soon, i found my whole world revolving around him. This Charming and suave young man. Witty and unbelievably cute fella. Someone who could understand me so well, tolerate my nonsenses. Solving all my problems. An intellect definitely. He is such an Elite.. among his peers, among my peers, and most importantly.. he is an elite in my heart.. forever.
Life had never been the same ever since that day he walk into it.
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The Decision..
Soon i found myself out of TP. Like what i always tell my friends, I never had to worry about getting a job. God will help those who help themselves. Soon I found myself getting a job offer, without having to go and look for it. Thou pay wasn't fantastic, but i accepted it. Just to get away from those nagging by my mum at least for the time being.
But as I started working, I soon found out more about myself.. I'm a person who is never satisfy with life. Then I realized it will be pretty impossible for me to go on with just a diploma. Of cos, my results weren't good enough to get me into the University of my choice. When my sister found out about it, she suggested that I should go overseas to further my studies.
At that point, I was really stressed at work. And I felt that if i were to conitnue to work there, I will always remain at the same point, not much of any future to talk about. I was really upset and had thot of giving up this job. At that time, Ralph was really busy with his work too, and i couldn't bear to disturb him with my problems. So I had to turn to my blog. I never told him about this little blog i had for months, so I'm sure he wouldn't know of my problems so as not to make him worry for me.
Then I received a sms from one of my faithful blog reader.. thou not from Ralph, it was from my mummy. "Never give up" was what she said. It had really brought me up from the pits. Soon enough I was back on my feet again. Back to work with full force. I've made up my mind. What Ralph and mummy had always taught me, NEVER GIVE UP.
So after, I made this decision that would affect my life forever. I choose to leave for Australia. Leaving Singapore wasn't an easy choice. Many times at nite, I had to cry myself to sleep. Thinking of leaving my loved ones behind is just as good as piercing a knife into my heart.
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The Hint..
I finally convinced myself to call Ralph.
"Ralph, I've got something to tell you.... (pause for quite awhile).... I'll be leaving singapore to continue my studies.."
Silly as I may be. I was really hoping that he would ask me to stay. Or at least tell me something that I'm hoping for.. at the very least.. some little hints.
But none came from him..
"Good for you.."
Thats what he said. Followed by a long slience..
"I'll be there for 2 years.."
"So when are you leaving?"
"Early next year.. maybe end of january or latest by early Febuary"
"Oh, so fast ah.. But good.. Starting earlier also means you can finish your course earlier"
At this point, My heart was really bleeding.. so i began hinting him..
"Yeah.. I might decide to stay there for good if I can find a good job over there"
"That will be good.."
"Would you have anything to tell me.. ermm.. I mean do you have any advice for me??"
I'm praying hard..
"Yes.. Do study hard and get yourself a good degree, you will have to learn to be independent"
"Oh.. yes, I definitely will.. This will be something that I can assure you of.."
A long pause followed.. I couldn't take it anymore..
"Hey Ralph, you still need to work tml, better have an early nite, so you can concentrate on your work tml."
"Alrite then, you have an early nite too.. good nite, bye bye"
"Bye.."
Of cos, who could be able to sleep after that phone call? I didn't sleep a wink the whole nite. Thinking of the words he said.. Did he really meant it? I asked myself.
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The Act..
I started numbing myself with work, just to ease the pain which was inflicted upon me that nite. So I begin packing myself with OTs and tuitions, from Monday to Sunday. When being questioned by friends, I would just brush it off by saying:
"I need the money.. thats why i need to work extra hard now.. hahahaha.. unless you want to give me a few thousand bucks.. maybe I wouldn't need to work so hard now"
I work as normal, speak as normal, play as normal.. In short, I just try to behave as if nothing had happened.. Just to show that I'm not at least affected by his words. But deep down, my heart is already shattered.
He behaved as normal as well.. He would still occassionally pop by and chat with me in MSN, occassionally, I would still chat with him, but no longer than 5 mins, thereafter i would give excuses to end the chat. But everytime I close that little window, I would still yearn for him.. Why am I so stupid.. I keep myself awake till late at nite, hoping for him to call..
I don't understand myself afterall, why just couldn't I say out those words myself.. why should I wait for him to pop it out..
I love you..
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Here is a song that I would really love to sing to him now..
Velasquez Regine - In Love With You (with Jacky Cheung) Lyrics
(Jacky)
Just a gentle whisper, tell me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
(Regine)
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be there
I'll be there for you...
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
(Regine/Jacky)
Come to me now
I will never leave you, I will always here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
(Jacky)
Now we've here together, yesterday has past
Life is just beginning, close to you at last
And I promise to you, I will always be there
I give my all to you
(Regine)
Living life without you is more that I can bear
Hold me close forever..
(Jacky)
I'll be there..
(Regine/Jacky)
I'll be there for you
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you, I will stand here with you
Though the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
(Jacky)
Love has found
(Regine)
Love has found a way...
(Regine/Jacky)
I'm in love, I'm in love
Yes I'm in love, so in love
I'm so in love with you....
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Complaint Letter - Part 2
Dear all, this is my second email.. addressed to Grand Hyatt Singapore..
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Good evening,
I'm writing in to actually give some of my feedbacks regarding your Service and Staffs at the Scotts Lounge.
I actually travelled all the way to your Hotel for a high tea with my family on Sunday (19/9/04) at 3pm. And my sister had actually made a reservation for a table. She had made this reservation on last Friday (17/9/04).
Upon entering Scotts Lounge, I was kind of expecting your staff to actually be there to at least guide us to our table. But sadly, your staff simply ignored me and my family members. We were left to stand around for a few minutes before I actually have to take the initiative to walk up to your staff and ask about my reservation. I find that this kind of service is seriously totally unacceptable in such a classy restaurant like yours. Shouldn't the staff be the ones taking the initiative to approach EVERY customers and help them?
So later when we spoke to the manager on duty that day, she told us that there isn't any reservation made under the name of my sister. The manager told us that since sometime ago, Scotts Lounge had stop taking in any reservations. According to my sister, she actually called your main line and was later diverted to a department and made this reservations with the staff over the phone. So what happened to the reservation made by my sister? I'm truly surprised that you could allow your staff to make such big mistakes!! Please do not use "communication breakdown" as an excuse. In this service line, shouldn't you take every possible measures to ensure none of such unnecessary mistakes will take place?
Worst thing is, when the manager turn around to speak to her staff, they actually communicated in malay. Of cause there is nothing wrong to communicate in their own mother tongue, but the thing is, shouldn't they spare a thought for their CHINESE customer (or even customer of other races). It is really very offending and rude to do such things. I can't understand a single word that came out of their mouth, but I just find it so offending that I just feel like giving that manager a piece of my mind right on the spot, but I didn't really want to spoil the good image of your restaurant infront of so many other guest. I seriously couldn't understand how an inconsiderate person could actually become a manager at Scotts Lounge. Ridiculous isn't it!
Lucky for us, after standing around and waiting for more than half an hour, a guest offered a table to us, At least my trip to Scotts Lounge wasn't totally wasted. But definitely, my trip there wasn't a really satisfying one. The standard of your customer service really spoil my mood for the rest of the day. My family didn't really get to enjoy the afternoon at all. Its really disheartening, I was really looking forward for this high tea, spend a wonderful afternoon with my family. So I actually had to cancel all my work scheduled on Sunday, which caused me to loss a considerable amount of income. Yet, this is what i get..
While I was browsing your website, I couldn't help but started laughing at it. You could boast about all your facilities like award-winning accommodation, superb restaurants.. But yet your quality of service is so disappointing.. So whats the point of offering such great facilities and yet you don't work to improve on your customer service??
I would really hope that you would take my comments seriously and do work on it. I do hope to hear from you soon regarding this matter. I seriously didn't expect to receive such service at such a prestigious hotel. BTW, should you need to contact me for whatever reasons, pls feel free to ring me up via my mobile phone at (number removed to prevent prank calls.. lolx).
Best Regards,
Wee Li Ping
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I bet this is one of the funniest email they ever received.. Hahaha.. Even when i read it over again, I couldn't help laughing at myself.. Lolx. I'm so silly!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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Good evening,
I'm writing in to actually give some of my feedbacks regarding your Service and Staffs at the Scotts Lounge.
I actually travelled all the way to your Hotel for a high tea with my family on Sunday (19/9/04) at 3pm. And my sister had actually made a reservation for a table. She had made this reservation on last Friday (17/9/04).
Upon entering Scotts Lounge, I was kind of expecting your staff to actually be there to at least guide us to our table. But sadly, your staff simply ignored me and my family members. We were left to stand around for a few minutes before I actually have to take the initiative to walk up to your staff and ask about my reservation. I find that this kind of service is seriously totally unacceptable in such a classy restaurant like yours. Shouldn't the staff be the ones taking the initiative to approach EVERY customers and help them?
So later when we spoke to the manager on duty that day, she told us that there isn't any reservation made under the name of my sister. The manager told us that since sometime ago, Scotts Lounge had stop taking in any reservations. According to my sister, she actually called your main line and was later diverted to a department and made this reservations with the staff over the phone. So what happened to the reservation made by my sister? I'm truly surprised that you could allow your staff to make such big mistakes!! Please do not use "communication breakdown" as an excuse. In this service line, shouldn't you take every possible measures to ensure none of such unnecessary mistakes will take place?
Worst thing is, when the manager turn around to speak to her staff, they actually communicated in malay. Of cause there is nothing wrong to communicate in their own mother tongue, but the thing is, shouldn't they spare a thought for their CHINESE customer (or even customer of other races). It is really very offending and rude to do such things. I can't understand a single word that came out of their mouth, but I just find it so offending that I just feel like giving that manager a piece of my mind right on the spot, but I didn't really want to spoil the good image of your restaurant infront of so many other guest. I seriously couldn't understand how an inconsiderate person could actually become a manager at Scotts Lounge. Ridiculous isn't it!
Lucky for us, after standing around and waiting for more than half an hour, a guest offered a table to us, At least my trip to Scotts Lounge wasn't totally wasted. But definitely, my trip there wasn't a really satisfying one. The standard of your customer service really spoil my mood for the rest of the day. My family didn't really get to enjoy the afternoon at all. Its really disheartening, I was really looking forward for this high tea, spend a wonderful afternoon with my family. So I actually had to cancel all my work scheduled on Sunday, which caused me to loss a considerable amount of income. Yet, this is what i get..
While I was browsing your website, I couldn't help but started laughing at it. You could boast about all your facilities like award-winning accommodation, superb restaurants.. But yet your quality of service is so disappointing.. So whats the point of offering such great facilities and yet you don't work to improve on your customer service??
I would really hope that you would take my comments seriously and do work on it. I do hope to hear from you soon regarding this matter. I seriously didn't expect to receive such service at such a prestigious hotel. BTW, should you need to contact me for whatever reasons, pls feel free to ring me up via my mobile phone at (number removed to prevent prank calls.. lolx).
Best Regards,
Wee Li Ping
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I bet this is one of the funniest email they ever received.. Hahaha.. Even when i read it over again, I couldn't help laughing at myself.. Lolx. I'm so silly!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Complain Letter.. Part 1
Dear all, this is an email which i just wrote in a fit of anger a moment ago..
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Good Evening,
I'm writing this email to actually feedback about one of your bus captain of Bus service 63, which operates from Eunos Interchange.
Its a pity I couldn't take down the Bus number in time. But i'm quite sure you would be able to trace the bus itself. The time of this incident is around 9.45pm. This particular bus captain has truly brought shame to the good name of SBS Transit.
I happened to board the bus along Ubi(just before Maha Budi School), the bus was travelling all the way when it came to a cross junction, as it was making a turn, it suddenly made an immediate stop, which actually caused me to fell of my seat resulting in injuries to my wrist and leg. Most of the passengers on the bus did actually hurt themselves, but till what extend, I'm not too sure.
But I could say that this incident has definitely bring down my level of trust in your bus services. It was truly lucky that the bus wasn't really crowded at that time. Could you imaging what would the consequences be like if some old folks or even pregnant ladies? It would be disastrous...
Worst thing is the bus captain DIDN"T even bother to stop the bus and check on the passengers. This is truly unforgivable.
I would seriously hope that some immediate action is taken before history repeats itself. Please do let let a mistake of a reckless bus captain spoil the good name of your company. I would really hope that I would get a reply from you soon regarding this matter.
Please feel free to contact me via my moblie phone at (number removed to prevent prank calls.. lolx) if there is anything else you would like to find out from me.
Regards,
Wee Li Ping
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Now i'm writing a second letter.. this time to Grand Hyatt Singapore.. Wait patiently for my new posting! Lolx.. I'm gonna screw their butt!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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Good Evening,
I'm writing this email to actually feedback about one of your bus captain of Bus service 63, which operates from Eunos Interchange.
Its a pity I couldn't take down the Bus number in time. But i'm quite sure you would be able to trace the bus itself. The time of this incident is around 9.45pm. This particular bus captain has truly brought shame to the good name of SBS Transit.
I happened to board the bus along Ubi(just before Maha Budi School), the bus was travelling all the way when it came to a cross junction, as it was making a turn, it suddenly made an immediate stop, which actually caused me to fell of my seat resulting in injuries to my wrist and leg. Most of the passengers on the bus did actually hurt themselves, but till what extend, I'm not too sure.
But I could say that this incident has definitely bring down my level of trust in your bus services. It was truly lucky that the bus wasn't really crowded at that time. Could you imaging what would the consequences be like if some old folks or even pregnant ladies? It would be disastrous...
Worst thing is the bus captain DIDN"T even bother to stop the bus and check on the passengers. This is truly unforgivable.
I would seriously hope that some immediate action is taken before history repeats itself. Please do let let a mistake of a reckless bus captain spoil the good name of your company. I would really hope that I would get a reply from you soon regarding this matter.
Please feel free to contact me via my moblie phone at (number removed to prevent prank calls.. lolx) if there is anything else you would like to find out from me.
Regards,
Wee Li Ping
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Now i'm writing a second letter.. this time to Grand Hyatt Singapore.. Wait patiently for my new posting! Lolx.. I'm gonna screw their butt!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Just a quick one..
For a quick short one..
I'm back home.. half dead.. Saw all the posting in my shout box.. Grateful for all your concerns, really appreciate it.. Thanks guys!
Have a good nite rest..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'm back home.. half dead.. Saw all the posting in my shout box.. Grateful for all your concerns, really appreciate it.. Thanks guys!
Have a good nite rest..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Ridiculous...
Lets have a look at what I am feeling now..
This is so ridiculous.. arghhhhh...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
- so angry
Stupid.. This is the second time that I've went over to tuition but kept waiting outside the door.. I waited for a cool 45 mins.. standing outside doing nutting.. Shit!!!!! arghh..
I mean this is my 4th lesson.. but already my 2nd time missing lessons.. Wun you feel so angry?? The place is so hard to get to.. I have to spend time travelling.. worst is, i woke up early for this lesson.. cycle under the hot sun.. Today i almost got knock down becos i was so angry that i can't concentrate on the road.. Shit! But lucky me.. nutting happened. I still managed to make my way home in 1 piece.. Thank god for that.This is so ridiculous.. arghhhhh...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
More of me..
Stupid blog.. I tried to post an entry yesterday.. N poofffed.. It went missing! I can't help feeling so pissed.. arghh!
Lucky it was just an email abstract.. so i dun mind copying once again! Lolx... maybe later.. first i would like to do some updates for the past few days first! Of cos i can't really do a day-by-day update due to my failing memory, all i could do now is to give a rough updates of major events for the past week.
I was really being disturbed very badly.. rumors with Lye Thy.. Omg.. then along came Iqbal.. Arghh.. All thanks to my dearest Jenny! Arghh! She hor.. always tell people that i'm madly in love with Lye Thy.. arghh! But i know its just her joke lah.. I dun really mind actually. Hahaha.. I know u are going to say: "you in love with him.. of cos dun mind lah" .. hahaha pls lah! I say no means "NO"!! Lolx.. There is nutting wrong with him, not to worry.. Hahaha.. maybe its me ba.. i jus dun find this period a right timing.. opps!
It all started as a usual busy week.. Everyday is like a 9am-9pm work.. Cos everyday its either tuition or OT.. HEY.. dun make me repeat myself again and again! Lolx. My break finally came on Friday evening.. I met up with Chew Ling and brought her to Billy bombers for a dinner. It was a belated birthday celebration for her.. cos i couldn't make it on her birthday itself.. due to my tuition.. HEY.. I'm repeating again! Hahaha.. sorry! Both of us eat until cannot walk.. Actually I was suppose to go KTV with my colleagues on Friday.. But pushed it off cos i thot its not really easy for the both of us to meet up!
Alrite, Saturday morning.. I woke up at 730am.. I set alarm de lah.. cos i wanted to go back to TP for the leadership talk.. But hor.. stupid me.. laze around till 830am then climb out of bed.. Then continue to slack around.. till 9am then bath.. I noe i very lazy lah.. dun scold me le! I reached school at around 1015am i guess.. The event started off at around 9am i think.. So i was like damn late for it.. Hahaha.. But i still stroll in like a big shot! Worst thing.. I forgot to apologise.. It only came to my mind when i was on my way back home! Die liew.. Those fellas must be thinking what the hell i'm trying to prove! Then went for lunch opposite TP with the committee members.. I should say i'm quite impressed with the group. Great bunch of future leaders i should say.. CENT definitely has a bright future.. Now i can finally leave without worries..
Then i rushed off at 215pm for my first tuition class.. i went home first and then "drove" to tuition.. I reach there around 250pm.. It was pretty fast! Of cos, i took many little short cuts here and there.. If my mum were to find out.. I think she will stop me from "driving" again! I'm praying hard she will never ask about it..
Then i went home after class.. Slack awhile.. have dinner then rush off for my next class le.. i really nutting to say about that student.. NUTTING! PERIOD!
Tml having a morning tuition class at 10am! Cos afternoon i'm going to Orchard to meet my sis for high tea.. she is paying for it of cos! My mum and tat silly sis are coming along too!
So busy until now i actually have to tell people.. "Pls book me at least 2 weeks in advance to avoid disappointment" pls dun get me wrong.. I'm not trying to act high class or watever shit.. Its just that my schedule is really packed till almost max.. I need to maximise every single time slot i have.. I just realized i have so many un-scheduled appointments to make! I'm really sorry about it guys, everytime can't meet up with u ppl! I know i'm really disappointing at times.. pls bear with it for awhile longer.. Things will never be the same again.. Hopefully.
Anyway, for those of u who did OS.. I use "priority" scheduling for all appionment making.. Opps! Then followed by FCFS.. Hahaha.. I'm just trying my best to be funny again.. duh!
Argh.. Hahaha.. hope that this blog entry doesn't screw me up again!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Lucky it was just an email abstract.. so i dun mind copying once again! Lolx... maybe later.. first i would like to do some updates for the past few days first! Of cos i can't really do a day-by-day update due to my failing memory, all i could do now is to give a rough updates of major events for the past week.
I was really being disturbed very badly.. rumors with Lye Thy.. Omg.. then along came Iqbal.. Arghh.. All thanks to my dearest Jenny! Arghh! She hor.. always tell people that i'm madly in love with Lye Thy.. arghh! But i know its just her joke lah.. I dun really mind actually. Hahaha.. I know u are going to say: "you in love with him.. of cos dun mind lah" .. hahaha pls lah! I say no means "NO"!! Lolx.. There is nutting wrong with him, not to worry.. Hahaha.. maybe its me ba.. i jus dun find this period a right timing.. opps!
It all started as a usual busy week.. Everyday is like a 9am-9pm work.. Cos everyday its either tuition or OT.. HEY.. dun make me repeat myself again and again! Lolx. My break finally came on Friday evening.. I met up with Chew Ling and brought her to Billy bombers for a dinner. It was a belated birthday celebration for her.. cos i couldn't make it on her birthday itself.. due to my tuition.. HEY.. I'm repeating again! Hahaha.. sorry! Both of us eat until cannot walk.. Actually I was suppose to go KTV with my colleagues on Friday.. But pushed it off cos i thot its not really easy for the both of us to meet up!
Alrite, Saturday morning.. I woke up at 730am.. I set alarm de lah.. cos i wanted to go back to TP for the leadership talk.. But hor.. stupid me.. laze around till 830am then climb out of bed.. Then continue to slack around.. till 9am then bath.. I noe i very lazy lah.. dun scold me le! I reached school at around 1015am i guess.. The event started off at around 9am i think.. So i was like damn late for it.. Hahaha.. But i still stroll in like a big shot! Worst thing.. I forgot to apologise.. It only came to my mind when i was on my way back home! Die liew.. Those fellas must be thinking what the hell i'm trying to prove! Then went for lunch opposite TP with the committee members.. I should say i'm quite impressed with the group. Great bunch of future leaders i should say.. CENT definitely has a bright future.. Now i can finally leave without worries..
Then i rushed off at 215pm for my first tuition class.. i went home first and then "drove" to tuition.. I reach there around 250pm.. It was pretty fast! Of cos, i took many little short cuts here and there.. If my mum were to find out.. I think she will stop me from "driving" again! I'm praying hard she will never ask about it..
Then i went home after class.. Slack awhile.. have dinner then rush off for my next class le.. i really nutting to say about that student.. NUTTING! PERIOD!
Tml having a morning tuition class at 10am! Cos afternoon i'm going to Orchard to meet my sis for high tea.. she is paying for it of cos! My mum and tat silly sis are coming along too!
So busy until now i actually have to tell people.. "Pls book me at least 2 weeks in advance to avoid disappointment" pls dun get me wrong.. I'm not trying to act high class or watever shit.. Its just that my schedule is really packed till almost max.. I need to maximise every single time slot i have.. I just realized i have so many un-scheduled appointments to make! I'm really sorry about it guys, everytime can't meet up with u ppl! I know i'm really disappointing at times.. pls bear with it for awhile longer.. Things will never be the same again.. Hopefully.
Anyway, for those of u who did OS.. I use "priority" scheduling for all appionment making.. Opps! Then followed by FCFS.. Hahaha.. I'm just trying my best to be funny again.. duh!
Argh.. Hahaha.. hope that this blog entry doesn't screw me up again!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Funny but pretty true
BF : What do you want to eat??
GF : Anything will do......
BF : Ok, chicken rice then.
GF : But I don't feel like having rice leh....
BF : Ok, mee goreng then.....
GF : Don't want, too oily.....
BF : Fishball noddle soup....
GF : Yeeeee...So plain....
BF : Then what you want???
GF : Anything lor.......
Me: What do you don't want to eat? Rice or Noodles?
Wife: Er..don't want rice
Me: Ok, so anything with noodles is fine?
Wife: Yes Me: Soup or dry?
Wife: Anything
In the end, we still couldn't find out what she really wants.
Another scenario when going shopping with girl,
girl: (holding up two clothes) which one is nice?
boy: the blue one looks nicer
girl: is it? I thought the black one is more classy
boy: I agree, take the black one then
girl: But then, the blue one looks quite nice too
boy: yeah
girl: which one is better ?
if boy answer 'black', girl will say he keeps changing his mind and nevershows sincererity and care
if boy answer 'blue', girl will say, " told you that the black one looksmore class"
But no matter what the boy says, the girl will eventually choose the one she has already decided beforehand. A lot of the times,the girl might even put the two clothes back (after extensive trying) and says not interested anymore. really don't know what she wants. This is quite true but not totally. Not all the time girls are like this.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
GF : Anything will do......
BF : Ok, chicken rice then.
GF : But I don't feel like having rice leh....
BF : Ok, mee goreng then.....
GF : Don't want, too oily.....
BF : Fishball noddle soup....
GF : Yeeeee...So plain....
BF : Then what you want???
GF : Anything lor.......
Me: What do you don't want to eat? Rice or Noodles?
Wife: Er..don't want rice
Me: Ok, so anything with noodles is fine?
Wife: Yes Me: Soup or dry?
Wife: Anything
In the end, we still couldn't find out what she really wants.
Another scenario when going shopping with girl,
girl: (holding up two clothes) which one is nice?
boy: the blue one looks nicer
girl: is it? I thought the black one is more classy
boy: I agree, take the black one then
girl: But then, the blue one looks quite nice too
boy: yeah
girl: which one is better ?
if boy answer 'black', girl will say he keeps changing his mind and nevershows sincererity and care
if boy answer 'blue', girl will say, " told you that the black one looksmore class"
But no matter what the boy says, the girl will eventually choose the one she has already decided beforehand. A lot of the times,the girl might even put the two clothes back (after extensive trying) and says not interested anymore. really don't know what she wants. This is quite true but not totally. Not all the time girls are like this.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
You are the Reason..
Today.. jenny came back to office.. she got me some gifts from Thailand.. Hohoho.. got a pink pencil case.. really sweet pink with flowers.. and 2 bookmarks!
Went to that Penang Place for lunch again.. Slurppp.. Had my fave Curry chicken again.. but it wasn't as fantastic as it used to be. Hahaha..
Had been really busy just now.. all the wat till 9pm then i started to pack up and leave office.. otherwise i would never be able to make it home tonite..
If you guys have been looking at my tag box.. u should know by now that i'll be going back to my secondary school to celebrate lantern festival.. well.. my last time in that "about-to-be-torn-down" little L-Shape building.. my last time in Singapore definitely.. my last time to see those old folks in CCHB.. so many of my last time.. Its really sad thou..
Lots of thots came to my mind these few days.. My teachers.. one by one they came to my mind. It can be pretty scary sometimes.. How they used to suffer in my class..
Now i'm really wondering if i should go back.. i just realised i still owe my E-maths teacher lots of exercises.. Cham.. Hahaha!! Hope they forget liao.. Cos i threw away my exercise books years ago!
Not to worry.. I wun let this golden opportunity of seeing my beloved teachers slip past. I'll definitely be going back! Lolx. I really miss them.. Its been a long time since i last saw them.. I guess after all this years, I've met only Mdm Sue on the streets.. Well.. she is really one of the teachers i'm really grateful to.. I'll thank her personally on that day.. Without her.. I wouldn't be wat i'm today! Of cos, my success weren't her credits alone.. Of cos there are ppl like my mummy.. my CENT pals (andrew, chris, jh) .. my good frends.. Hahaha, Chewling.. dun turn ur head.. U oso one of them! Of cos.. there are really alot of them.. Too many to mention one by one..
But always remember this..
"without you.. there wun be me.. you are the reason for ME..."
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Went to that Penang Place for lunch again.. Slurppp.. Had my fave Curry chicken again.. but it wasn't as fantastic as it used to be. Hahaha..
Had been really busy just now.. all the wat till 9pm then i started to pack up and leave office.. otherwise i would never be able to make it home tonite..
If you guys have been looking at my tag box.. u should know by now that i'll be going back to my secondary school to celebrate lantern festival.. well.. my last time in that "about-to-be-torn-down" little L-Shape building.. my last time in Singapore definitely.. my last time to see those old folks in CCHB.. so many of my last time.. Its really sad thou..
Lots of thots came to my mind these few days.. My teachers.. one by one they came to my mind. It can be pretty scary sometimes.. How they used to suffer in my class..
Now i'm really wondering if i should go back.. i just realised i still owe my E-maths teacher lots of exercises.. Cham.. Hahaha!! Hope they forget liao.. Cos i threw away my exercise books years ago!
Not to worry.. I wun let this golden opportunity of seeing my beloved teachers slip past. I'll definitely be going back! Lolx. I really miss them.. Its been a long time since i last saw them.. I guess after all this years, I've met only Mdm Sue on the streets.. Well.. she is really one of the teachers i'm really grateful to.. I'll thank her personally on that day.. Without her.. I wouldn't be wat i'm today! Of cos, my success weren't her credits alone.. Of cos there are ppl like my mummy.. my CENT pals (andrew, chris, jh) .. my good frends.. Hahaha, Chewling.. dun turn ur head.. U oso one of them! Of cos.. there are really alot of them.. Too many to mention one by one..
But always remember this..
"without you.. there wun be me.. you are the reason for ME..."
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
TaDa!
I just feel so tired.. Maybe its about time i should give myself a rest..
Give me some time to settle down.. I do hope i can settle down soon, so i guess for the time being, i wun get other new tuition jobs.. Its really tiring for me to travel around singapore everyday.
But money perks me up!
Just now after a short chat with Chewling.. I realised i'm a real cheater! I cheated so many people over the past few years.. OMG.. I'm a sinner.. Cheat ppl of their love, their youth, their time and money.. see how bad can i be! opps..
Going to sleep now.. Bye.. I'm gonna dream of being a millionaire!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Give me some time to settle down.. I do hope i can settle down soon, so i guess for the time being, i wun get other new tuition jobs.. Its really tiring for me to travel around singapore everyday.
But money perks me up!
Just now after a short chat with Chewling.. I realised i'm a real cheater! I cheated so many people over the past few years.. OMG.. I'm a sinner.. Cheat ppl of their love, their youth, their time and money.. see how bad can i be! opps..
Going to sleep now.. Bye.. I'm gonna dream of being a millionaire!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My "Ai Xin" dinner..
Just back from my "Ai Xin" dinner just now.. Food was great! But like i said.. most important thing is who you are actually eating with! Thanks for the dinner, dear! Actually i wanted to meet up with jeff after my dinner to do some catching up.. Long time since i last met him! Lucky he called later and cancelled our appointment.. cos my dinner ended late too.. hahaha.. But of cos, we will definitely meet up again soon!
Another stressful day at work! But i'm glad this week is finally over! Tml is another Saturday! Thou its filled with tuitions.. but i guess i will get used to it soon!
Wishing my best bud.. or should i say she is actually the most unlucky girl in TP history cos she was my classmates for 3 donkey years, Deryl Chang Chew Ling(AY01/02-E107, AY02/03-C204, AY03/04-C303).. A Very Happy 20th Birthday!!
Paisay ah girl.. Your birthday i still cannot celebrate with u.. cos i got classes tml.. till almost 9pm! I try my best to meet up with u all ba! Sorry ah..
Tml morning will be Java jamming morning! I'm gonna screw that java book! I've been slowing down my reading since 3 weeks ago.. due to work committement! Class starts at 3pm tml! New student.. More excitment!!!! I mean more "blood-vomitting" adventures! Hahaha more "terror-stricken face".. Just pray hard!! Hahaha.. Pray for me.. I will update more on the new student! Not to worry!
Not going to blog too much tonite.. I wan to get some sleep first.. My body has been giving me trouble nowadays.. I almost could not make it to work today due to cramps near my gastric.. I couldn't really sleep the whole nite, I couldn't even toss round my bed.. I tried taking the pain killers given by my doctor.. but it didn't really work. Pain sia.. Hope that it will go away by itself.. Shooo..
I wun be giving those doctors anymore chances to earn my money..!!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Another stressful day at work! But i'm glad this week is finally over! Tml is another Saturday! Thou its filled with tuitions.. but i guess i will get used to it soon!
Wishing my best bud.. or should i say she is actually the most unlucky girl in TP history cos she was my classmates for 3 donkey years, Deryl Chang Chew Ling(AY01/02-E107, AY02/03-C204, AY03/04-C303).. A Very Happy 20th Birthday!!
Paisay ah girl.. Your birthday i still cannot celebrate with u.. cos i got classes tml.. till almost 9pm! I try my best to meet up with u all ba! Sorry ah..
Tml morning will be Java jamming morning! I'm gonna screw that java book! I've been slowing down my reading since 3 weeks ago.. due to work committement! Class starts at 3pm tml! New student.. More excitment!!!! I mean more "blood-vomitting" adventures! Hahaha more "terror-stricken face".. Just pray hard!! Hahaha.. Pray for me.. I will update more on the new student! Not to worry!
Not going to blog too much tonite.. I wan to get some sleep first.. My body has been giving me trouble nowadays.. I almost could not make it to work today due to cramps near my gastric.. I couldn't really sleep the whole nite, I couldn't even toss round my bed.. I tried taking the pain killers given by my doctor.. but it didn't really work. Pain sia.. Hope that it will go away by itself.. Shooo..
I wun be giving those doctors anymore chances to earn my money..!!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Boo..
Too busy to update my bloggy..
Abit sick of this kind of life..everyday work till late.. either OT at creative or rushing off for tuition at Ubi... but well.. at least i'm glad to know that i'm nearing my goals of saving up for my education.. Thou its not alot that i'm earning now.. But its always good to have tat little bit more..
Will have a better update soon! I'm kind of tired out by the warehouse sales le.. Going back to read up my books again.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Abit sick of this kind of life..everyday work till late.. either OT at creative or rushing off for tuition at Ubi... but well.. at least i'm glad to know that i'm nearing my goals of saving up for my education.. Thou its not alot that i'm earning now.. But its always good to have tat little bit more..
Will have a better update soon! I'm kind of tired out by the warehouse sales le.. Going back to read up my books again.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its not easy to be me..
Today, I've done another great deed.
Scenario
Ended work late of cos, then later proceed to Jurong East Central for dinner with Jenny.. It was quite an unexpected dinner actually, we didn't really plan for it.. It was only when she saw me still in office at 745pm, then she chio me for dinner!
After dinner, she wanted to draw some money, cos she was running low in cash reserve.. There was s short queue infront of us.. so we were chatting happily till it was her turn! When she approached the machine.. The ATM machine was beeping.. I found that beep really farmiliar.. then i realised that there was a stack of notes sticking out of the machine..
Choice 1
Snatch the money and run off happily knowing that I will be a few hundred bucks richer this month..
Choice 2
Return to the money to the owner.. well, she hasn't really walk that far yet.. still in sight..
So guess which choice i made in life..
Action
I took the money and ran..
towards the ladyof cos.. passed her the money back.. What is not meant to be mine will not be mine.. Thou many of u might be laughing at me.. I'm sure most of u would be proud of my actions..
Its sure hard to part with money that is already in your hand.. I didn't have to steal nor cheat.. But i guess its just not right to use other's money to sastisfy your own needs.. Who noes, that lady might need the money urgently.. Thou i'm not earning much.. But I'm definitely earning more than enough to cover my own needs and cover some of the expenses in my family.. and of cos save up for my education.. That would be good enough for now.. there is no need to go to such extends of using other people's hard-earned money..
Hahaha.. Need some rest now.. Tml is the sales.. I guess i wun be home so early tml.. Definitely will work till pretty late..
I'm already feeling much better already, the doctor gave me some painkillers.. that is good enough to stop the pain for hours.. Sorry to make everyone worry.. and really Thanks so much for ya concern.. U really make me feel like a princess.. Hahaha
Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Scenario
Ended work late of cos, then later proceed to Jurong East Central for dinner with Jenny.. It was quite an unexpected dinner actually, we didn't really plan for it.. It was only when she saw me still in office at 745pm, then she chio me for dinner!
After dinner, she wanted to draw some money, cos she was running low in cash reserve.. There was s short queue infront of us.. so we were chatting happily till it was her turn! When she approached the machine.. The ATM machine was beeping.. I found that beep really farmiliar.. then i realised that there was a stack of notes sticking out of the machine..
Choice 1
Snatch the money and run off happily knowing that I will be a few hundred bucks richer this month..
Choice 2
Return to the money to the owner.. well, she hasn't really walk that far yet.. still in sight..
So guess which choice i made in life..
Action
I took the money and ran..
towards the ladyof cos.. passed her the money back.. What is not meant to be mine will not be mine.. Thou many of u might be laughing at me.. I'm sure most of u would be proud of my actions..
Its sure hard to part with money that is already in your hand.. I didn't have to steal nor cheat.. But i guess its just not right to use other's money to sastisfy your own needs.. Who noes, that lady might need the money urgently.. Thou i'm not earning much.. But I'm definitely earning more than enough to cover my own needs and cover some of the expenses in my family.. and of cos save up for my education.. That would be good enough for now.. there is no need to go to such extends of using other people's hard-earned money..
Hahaha.. Need some rest now.. Tml is the sales.. I guess i wun be home so early tml.. Definitely will work till pretty late..
I'm already feeling much better already, the doctor gave me some painkillers.. that is good enough to stop the pain for hours.. Sorry to make everyone worry.. and really Thanks so much for ya concern.. U really make me feel like a princess.. Hahaha
Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I can't decide where I want to go until I know where I am
Shit.. All my hard-earned money went to doctors.. Broke now.. very broke! 2nd time i went to see doctor.. The pain simply wun go! Got injection just now(this is the fear i always had).. Then doctor said it was an infection. Now have to sollow down so much medicine and apply cream to ease the pain.. I was so worried that i might result in piles.. I was so lucky to escape that torture..
But nevertheless, i did had my fair share of pain.. After being unable to walk properly so days.. Now my legs are abit wobbly..
But it was because of this.. i get to see people who really cared for me.. I became a true blue "Princess Cheerene" in the office.. Colleagues were so nice.. trying to help me in watever ways they could.. They wun allow me to carry heavy anything.. Bee Leng will stop me from eating any "unhealthy" food, hahaha..
And of cos, I did oso became the butt of their jokes! Now.. I'm known as the "road hog".. due to my slow walking speed.. Then i came up with another joke.. Hence resulting in a new nick.. "2x" The number actually refers to the CD spinning speed.. Now i'm just as slow as a 2X CD-ROM drive! OMG! Just wait till i spin up to 52x.. (well.. this is a very job-related joke.. so perhaps not everyone might apperciate it.. pls just bear with me..)
I did remember that i mentioned in my previous blogs that i really fear to consult a doctor.. (so kind of fear that i've got since young).. It sure took me awhile to muster enough courage to go n visit that doctor.. All those unnecessary pain.. And yes of cos, I did cry in pain just now.. It was unbelieverbly painful.. So painful that i almost kick the poor doctor..
Now i fully understand how important butt is.. I love my butt..
Just saw this interesting email... a really nice sentence caught my attention..
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love ...BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly!
BTW, A very Happy Teacher's Day to all our dedicated teachers and lecturers!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
But nevertheless, i did had my fair share of pain.. After being unable to walk properly so days.. Now my legs are abit wobbly..
But it was because of this.. i get to see people who really cared for me.. I became a true blue "Princess Cheerene" in the office.. Colleagues were so nice.. trying to help me in watever ways they could.. They wun allow me to carry heavy anything.. Bee Leng will stop me from eating any "unhealthy" food, hahaha..
And of cos, I did oso became the butt of their jokes! Now.. I'm known as the "road hog".. due to my slow walking speed.. Then i came up with another joke.. Hence resulting in a new nick.. "2x" The number actually refers to the CD spinning speed.. Now i'm just as slow as a 2X CD-ROM drive! OMG! Just wait till i spin up to 52x.. (well.. this is a very job-related joke.. so perhaps not everyone might apperciate it.. pls just bear with me..)
I did remember that i mentioned in my previous blogs that i really fear to consult a doctor.. (so kind of fear that i've got since young).. It sure took me awhile to muster enough courage to go n visit that doctor.. All those unnecessary pain.. And yes of cos, I did cry in pain just now.. It was unbelieverbly painful.. So painful that i almost kick the poor doctor..
Now i fully understand how important butt is.. I love my butt..
Just saw this interesting email... a really nice sentence caught my attention..
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love ...BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly!
BTW, A very Happy Teacher's Day to all our dedicated teachers and lecturers!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Restricted..
I just feel like banging the wall.. head on..
Really damn pissed.. i'm really easily angered now.. My back has been giving me problems all day long.. even till an extend that i couldn't walk properly now.. Thanks everyone for your concern.. I will find time to visit a doctor as soon as possible..
Pissed at home.. dun u just find it irritating.. Reaching home after more than 12 hours at work.. then still have to come back n tolerate nonsense from idiots??
I just feel so irritated.. My back is hurting me like hell and yet these idiots r like simply bo chup! Sometimes it just makes me wonder wat i'm to them? Y do i keep having a feeling like this? I noe its not good to doubt them.. But i just can't help it too...
Felt so restricted at home.. I simply dun get enough trust i deserved! Y? My sister said i went to pubs too often.. creating heavoc at home! But wun u pls find out about wats happening at home before pointing fingers! So much restrictions r driving me crazy.. I'm just an animal which meant to be set free in the wild.. not a ZOO.. where fools pay to see me perform!
My ideas are not respected.. My choice are not my own.. My decisions never gets approved! So wats the point of asking me to "think for urself"?? when everything is fixed? Ironic isn't it! If i can't do things i like.. i want.. i hope.. Then wats the point of living a life?
Better to end it short n sweet, isn't it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Really damn pissed.. i'm really easily angered now.. My back has been giving me problems all day long.. even till an extend that i couldn't walk properly now.. Thanks everyone for your concern.. I will find time to visit a doctor as soon as possible..
Pissed at home.. dun u just find it irritating.. Reaching home after more than 12 hours at work.. then still have to come back n tolerate nonsense from idiots??
I just feel so irritated.. My back is hurting me like hell and yet these idiots r like simply bo chup! Sometimes it just makes me wonder wat i'm to them? Y do i keep having a feeling like this? I noe its not good to doubt them.. But i just can't help it too...
Felt so restricted at home.. I simply dun get enough trust i deserved! Y? My sister said i went to pubs too often.. creating heavoc at home! But wun u pls find out about wats happening at home before pointing fingers! So much restrictions r driving me crazy.. I'm just an animal which meant to be set free in the wild.. not a ZOO.. where fools pay to see me perform!
My ideas are not respected.. My choice are not my own.. My decisions never gets approved! So wats the point of asking me to "think for urself"?? when everything is fixed? Ironic isn't it! If i can't do things i like.. i want.. i hope.. Then wats the point of living a life?
Better to end it short n sweet, isn't it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Beautiful Sunday!
Hahaha.. Hello guys! I'm back again!
Wow.. My butt really hurts.. I mean the bone there.. I dun remember slipping and falling.. Jenny was saying that i might have hurt my back while working over the past few days.. Sad.. Now i have problem sleeping everyday.. Cos i can lie on my back.. Have to sleep sideways! Then i can't toss and turn as I like, cos i will definitely be awaken by the pain.. Now even sitting up is a torture.. The worst part is when u stand up.. It hurts even more..
I have a feeling that this is pretty serious.. But i just can't bring myself to see a doctor.. I'm just afraid! I know alot of you guys have been telling me to see a doctor.. But i'm just too scare to see one! Sorry lah.. I just pray hard the pain will be gone soon.. Cos next week will be a long week.. with our warehouse sales.. Hahaha.. i can smell money coming my way.. Woot!
Hahaha.. BTW, just to touch up abit for that CCN day.. some funny things.. I was mistaken as a lecturer twice already! Hey.. i mean do i really look so old?? Lolx.. Anyway, i doubt any lecturer would be so crazy like me as to go around shouting "Lelong Lelong.. 1 for 1 dollar.. buy 1 get 1 free.." hahahhaa..
Taken so many nice pixs during that day.. Thanks to Jenny's Digital camera! Dimage Z2.. Hahaha.. Its a great camera! Lolx.. Maybe i should get the Dimage Z3?? I'll be going down to the comex show later on! To source for great deals! Lolx..
BTW, next week will be our creative warehouse sales again! Needless for me to tell u wat to do rite! Lolx.. Just let me noe if u need my service! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Wow.. My butt really hurts.. I mean the bone there.. I dun remember slipping and falling.. Jenny was saying that i might have hurt my back while working over the past few days.. Sad.. Now i have problem sleeping everyday.. Cos i can lie on my back.. Have to sleep sideways! Then i can't toss and turn as I like, cos i will definitely be awaken by the pain.. Now even sitting up is a torture.. The worst part is when u stand up.. It hurts even more..
I have a feeling that this is pretty serious.. But i just can't bring myself to see a doctor.. I'm just afraid! I know alot of you guys have been telling me to see a doctor.. But i'm just too scare to see one! Sorry lah.. I just pray hard the pain will be gone soon.. Cos next week will be a long week.. with our warehouse sales.. Hahaha.. i can smell money coming my way.. Woot!
Hahaha.. BTW, just to touch up abit for that CCN day.. some funny things.. I was mistaken as a lecturer twice already! Hey.. i mean do i really look so old?? Lolx.. Anyway, i doubt any lecturer would be so crazy like me as to go around shouting "Lelong Lelong.. 1 for 1 dollar.. buy 1 get 1 free.." hahahhaa..
Taken so many nice pixs during that day.. Thanks to Jenny's Digital camera! Dimage Z2.. Hahaha.. Its a great camera! Lolx.. Maybe i should get the Dimage Z3?? I'll be going down to the comex show later on! To source for great deals! Lolx..
BTW, next week will be our creative warehouse sales again! Needless for me to tell u wat to do rite! Lolx.. Just let me noe if u need my service! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
And last but not least.. This is me! I should say again.. Its not easy, to be me.. Hahaha.. Everyone calls me differently.. Haha.. "nanny","mummy","da jie".. U name it.. I have it! Lolx.. I'm only a girl, in a funny CENT-Tee, looking for a special thing inside of me.. (From the song.. "superman")
This is that Liqing lor.. very fierce one lor.. always scold me on MSN de.. Hahaha.. No lah! This ah lian no matter how fierce oso no fight with me de! Lolx!
Vincent, me and Zwee! Hmm.. hahaha so good to have met them on that day! Lolx.. I wouldn't miss out any opportunities to take a pix with them of cos!
Those very out-dated pose.. but still interestingly look great with us! Lolx.. Clockwise starting with me! Norlinda, Jaslyn and Jestin! Jes looks abit grumpy.. She just ate lunch, and were tired from all those walking..
My Pictures
Hahaha.. Finally got to post my pixs online! Hahaha.. Here are some Pictures taken with my lecturers on CCN day.. Hahaha! Nice ones! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Now.. This is Mdm Koh, my EDS lecturer cum PS Lecturer cum CENT club advisor cum mummy.. Super nice mummy, always take care of me de! Always helping me.. Always nagging at me too.. Opps.. Hahaha! Now i should say she really made a difference in my life.. Because of her, life is never the same.. Now take a look at my blog's layout, u will find 4 words on top.. "committement", "excellence", "never give up", "together as a team".. These were the vision set by her for the club.. I would say that without her.. CENT club would never be able to reach its peak! Love you mummy!
Now this handsome young man is the most poor thing in TP.. He actually got to tahan me for 3 semesters.. omg! This is Mr Boey.. He can be quite a joker at times.. Hahaha.. Because of him, I got an "A" for my E-Maths 2.. Hahaha
Hahaha.. Favourite LS lecturer! Duh.. I only have 1 LS lecturer rite! Lolx.. anyway.. This is Miss Kwan! She very poor thing de.. Always tio disturb by me! I oso dun noe y i like to disturb her! Maybe bacause she dun like to smile ba! Hahaha
What a wonderful world..
Had a super great day today!
Absent myself from work today.. Woke up at 8am.. Went for a swim.. So many things happened along the way..
Then went back to TP.. to join in the CCN day and of cos, pick up my long awaited Diploma! Its so unforgettable.. Then met the director of engine school.. Well, finally got to speak with her.. oh, she still pat my arms! I guess i wun be washing my arm for at least 2 weeks! opps.. hahaha
Hahaha.. silly! I should have taken a picture with her! Lolx.. I too "chicken" to ask for 1!! hahaha but nvm, at least i taken some pictures with my very dear lecturers like Miss Kwan, Mr Boey, Miss Ling and of cos my dear mummy! And of cos, took pixs with my gang!
Had so much fun, so much food, so much drinks! Hahaha.. wat an enjoyable day.. Lovely..
Then i went to visit Jes's group at the end of the day! Fooled around.. Hahaha.. I was waiting for mummy oso! We had dinner together.. Had a very nice chat.. Talk about everything.. Long time since we had a chance to talk so long.. I waited for her in her office.. till around 9pm++! Then we went opposite coffee shop to have our dinner.
I will try to post our pixs ASAP.. But maybe not now.. Got to work tml, so i guess i have to retreat to my room first! But i tink i mite not need to work on Sunday afterall.. So i can spend sometime on it!
I'll write more of today's happenings by tml!
Hahaha.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Absent myself from work today.. Woke up at 8am.. Went for a swim.. So many things happened along the way..
Then went back to TP.. to join in the CCN day and of cos, pick up my long awaited Diploma! Its so unforgettable.. Then met the director of engine school.. Well, finally got to speak with her.. oh, she still pat my arms! I guess i wun be washing my arm for at least 2 weeks! opps.. hahaha
Hahaha.. silly! I should have taken a picture with her! Lolx.. I too "chicken" to ask for 1!! hahaha but nvm, at least i taken some pictures with my very dear lecturers like Miss Kwan, Mr Boey, Miss Ling and of cos my dear mummy! And of cos, took pixs with my gang!
Had so much fun, so much food, so much drinks! Hahaha.. wat an enjoyable day.. Lovely..
Then i went to visit Jes's group at the end of the day! Fooled around.. Hahaha.. I was waiting for mummy oso! We had dinner together.. Had a very nice chat.. Talk about everything.. Long time since we had a chance to talk so long.. I waited for her in her office.. till around 9pm++! Then we went opposite coffee shop to have our dinner.
I will try to post our pixs ASAP.. But maybe not now.. Got to work tml, so i guess i have to retreat to my room first! But i tink i mite not need to work on Sunday afterall.. So i can spend sometime on it!
I'll write more of today's happenings by tml!
Hahaha.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its not easy to be me..
Hi guys, back from tuition le! So tired.. everyday work late.. either OT or tuition..
I guess heaven is on my side.. I've got a new tuition lobang again! Hahaha.. In fact, its 2 lobang that i've got! But i turned down one of it, because of the distance..
Now is really working 7 days a week.. I'll be dead busy for the next 2 weeks due to the Comex show @ suntec and our very own warehouse sales.. Work have fully booked my schedule for the next 2 weeks..
But hey.. all work no play makes cheerene a dull girl! Lolx.. I specially got a day off on friday to relax abit and of cos go back to collect my long awaited diploma!
Forgive me if i should forget to update my silly bloggy.. I promise to write a good blog entry once everything is settled down..
Going back to reading my book again! Seeya!
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A nice song entitled.. Superman..
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away away from me
It's all right You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ...... inside of me ...(x2)
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for my dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
It's not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..
It's not easy to be me...
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Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I guess heaven is on my side.. I've got a new tuition lobang again! Hahaha.. In fact, its 2 lobang that i've got! But i turned down one of it, because of the distance..
Now is really working 7 days a week.. I'll be dead busy for the next 2 weeks due to the Comex show @ suntec and our very own warehouse sales.. Work have fully booked my schedule for the next 2 weeks..
But hey.. all work no play makes cheerene a dull girl! Lolx.. I specially got a day off on friday to relax abit and of cos go back to collect my long awaited diploma!
Forgive me if i should forget to update my silly bloggy.. I promise to write a good blog entry once everything is settled down..
Going back to reading my book again! Seeya!
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A nice song entitled.. Superman..
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away away from me
It's all right You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ...... inside of me ...(x2)
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for my dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
It's not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..
It's not easy to be me...
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Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My blog of the day..
Arghh.. so tired.. Now i understand how hard it is to earn money!!
Its never easy..
Whole day stayed in the warehouse, work like there is no tomorrow.. Ok.. I have to say that i did have some fun down there.. chatting with Li Zhi.. well he is the new storeman.. and i .. erm..
ok.. period!
Jenny was saying i'm going crazy becos of him!! Oh pls.. I SWEAR that there is nutting between us! She was saying that i dun like to work in the office because i always go to the warehouse and look for him..
Its been a really long time since i'm able to slack at home.. now my books are keeping me really busy.. I guess i really love to study.. opps! wat a big fat lie! Hahahaha but one thing for sure.. I'm going to master everything before i go.. I will make it! By hook or by crook!
Not much more to blog tonite! I'm going to study again! See ya around!! Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its never easy..
Whole day stayed in the warehouse, work like there is no tomorrow.. Ok.. I have to say that i did have some fun down there.. chatting with Li Zhi.. well he is the new storeman.. and i .. erm..
ok.. period!
Jenny was saying i'm going crazy becos of him!! Oh pls.. I SWEAR that there is nutting between us! She was saying that i dun like to work in the office because i always go to the warehouse and look for him..
Its been a really long time since i'm able to slack at home.. now my books are keeping me really busy.. I guess i really love to study.. opps! wat a big fat lie! Hahahaha but one thing for sure.. I'm going to master everything before i go.. I will make it! By hook or by crook!
Not much more to blog tonite! I'm going to study again! See ya around!! Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Dead..
Nutting much to update.. But i just can feel my blood pressure rising.. Going nuts with my tuition! Sad!
Its definitely a hard nut to crack!
Oh btw, my "stand-by" for the Comex Show had been cancelled.. By right i should be happy.. but the thing is.. I'm going back to Creative to work on saturday and sunday.. OMG..
Stupid..
Going to do some reading now.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its definitely a hard nut to crack!
Oh btw, my "stand-by" for the Comex Show had been cancelled.. By right i should be happy.. but the thing is.. I'm going back to Creative to work on saturday and sunday.. OMG..
Stupid..
Going to do some reading now.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'll always love you
For the rest of my days
You have won my heart and my soul
With your sweet, Sexy ways
You gave me hope
When I needed someone near
You bring me happiness
Everyday of every year
And I'll always love you
For all that you are
You have made my life complete
You’re my lucky star
Your are the one
That I'd been searching for
You are my everything
Tell me who could ask for more
And I'll always love you
Honey, this will never end
I need you by my side, baby
You're my lover my friend
Oh, my friend
You gave my world
A thrill I've never known
And filled my eager heart
With a love to call my own
And I'll always love you
You must know how much I do
You can count on me forever
And I will take good care
Of you
I'll always love you
I'm so happy that your mine
I always love you
Till the end of time
Tasting my own medicine.. (Part 2)
I left my blog yesterday nite without really saying what i wanted to say! OMG.. forgetful as always!!
Mentally tortured by my student! Argh.. Now i fully understand how my teachers and lecturers felt when i dun do my homework and tutorials and still go into the class and make noise.. I'm truly sorry now.. Let me now write something.. specially dedicated to them..
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Dear Teachers/Lecturers,
I'm so glad I'm still able to write this blog (specially dedicated to you) at this point of time.. I could still clearly remember how bad i was, not doing my homework and tutorials and yet still go into your class and make a fool of myself..
I'm always the loudest in class.. but whenever i quiet down.. It scares u even more!
I'm always a stupid joker.. making fun out of everything.. till the point that my jokes irritates u at times..
I'm always an attention-grabber.. sometimes the class will choose to focus on me.. rather than u..
Now that I've become a part-time teacher myself, heaven have sent "another me" to come and punish me on your behalf! This kid is really like a replication of me.. But i should say, this kid fears NUTTING.. (unlike me.. at the very least, i'm still afraid of some teachers/lecturers at times..)
I bet you must be laughing very hard right now..
Go ahead.. I wouldn't mind!
But rest assured i will push on.. I believe that given my capabilities, I will be able to come up with ways to tame this kid down.. Just like what you did!
I really apperciate your kindness and patience! Your ability to survive my torture is really praise-worthy!! Thank you so much.. you have really make a difference in my life..
Best Regards,
Li Ping
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Let me charged up both mentally and physically on this beautiful saturday... Tml i shall let this kid see how capable I am! Lolx..
Right now, i'm still doing lots of research on Wollongong.. so excited about it!! Hahaha.. I'm just a kid at heart.. Hahaha! Hey but i'm not that old either! I'm only 19.. Heee!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Mentally tortured by my student! Argh.. Now i fully understand how my teachers and lecturers felt when i dun do my homework and tutorials and still go into the class and make noise.. I'm truly sorry now.. Let me now write something.. specially dedicated to them..
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Dear Teachers/Lecturers,
I'm so glad I'm still able to write this blog (specially dedicated to you) at this point of time.. I could still clearly remember how bad i was, not doing my homework and tutorials and yet still go into your class and make a fool of myself..
I'm always the loudest in class.. but whenever i quiet down.. It scares u even more!
I'm always a stupid joker.. making fun out of everything.. till the point that my jokes irritates u at times..
I'm always an attention-grabber.. sometimes the class will choose to focus on me.. rather than u..
Now that I've become a part-time teacher myself, heaven have sent "another me" to come and punish me on your behalf! This kid is really like a replication of me.. But i should say, this kid fears NUTTING.. (unlike me.. at the very least, i'm still afraid of some teachers/lecturers at times..)
I bet you must be laughing very hard right now..
Go ahead.. I wouldn't mind!
But rest assured i will push on.. I believe that given my capabilities, I will be able to come up with ways to tame this kid down.. Just like what you did!
I really apperciate your kindness and patience! Your ability to survive my torture is really praise-worthy!! Thank you so much.. you have really make a difference in my life..
Best Regards,
Li Ping
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Let me charged up both mentally and physically on this beautiful saturday... Tml i shall let this kid see how capable I am! Lolx..
Right now, i'm still doing lots of research on Wollongong.. so excited about it!! Hahaha.. I'm just a kid at heart.. Hahaha! Hey but i'm not that old either! I'm only 19.. Heee!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Tasting my own medicine..
SHAG ahhhhhhh.......
Opps.. ahahahaa Busy.. day in day out.. and when weekend comes.. Boo.. tuition on Sunday morning! Lolx..
Perhaps.. this is called over-committment.. Committment over-dosed! It happens to me too often.. In secondary school, for 4 long years.. i spent all my weekends in chinese orchestra..! I dare to proudly say that i'm the most committed member in the team!
Then comes to CENT club.. no.. i shall say no more.. Hahaha!
Now I've arrived at "working life stage".. I said i wouldn't wan to throw in so much committment.. But look at me now.. arghhh!!! Chiong so hard.. but still no recognition! No money oso! Hahaha.. stupid!
But nvm de lah.. "She who work hard, shall be duly rewarded!" U know, i just have this feeling that i'm gonna make it big one fine day!!!
i jus knew it....
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Opps.. ahahahaa Busy.. day in day out.. and when weekend comes.. Boo.. tuition on Sunday morning! Lolx..
Perhaps.. this is called over-committment.. Committment over-dosed! It happens to me too often.. In secondary school, for 4 long years.. i spent all my weekends in chinese orchestra..! I dare to proudly say that i'm the most committed member in the team!
Then comes to CENT club.. no.. i shall say no more.. Hahaha!
Now I've arrived at "working life stage".. I said i wouldn't wan to throw in so much committment.. But look at me now.. arghhh!!! Chiong so hard.. but still no recognition! No money oso! Hahaha.. stupid!
But nvm de lah.. "She who work hard, shall be duly rewarded!" U know, i just have this feeling that i'm gonna make it big one fine day!!!
i jus knew it....
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
