Nutting better to do.. tired after a report... feel like taking a break.. dun feel like working anymore..
Battery flat.. Hee..
Fingers have been going nonstop for long time.. Im mentally tired.. Brain juice all drained out... a holiday is coming this monday.. yipee! More time to work on my secret manual..
Haik! I dun really know what to write here at this moment.. Till next time ba..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Utter dissapointment..
Bet you might already found out why I'm writing this post again..
Yes.. Another of my subject is gone.. Just saw my mid term exam results a moment ago.. Didn't flop it.. but jus didn't do well in it.. score only 70% for it. Its really saddening. This subject is my most confident subject and it turns out to be such a dissapointment.
Don't know what to say about it.. Can't concentrate on anything now.. 70% is never going to let me get near to my goal of a distinction for this subject.. Which I guess is a bare minimum as my frend was telling me that it would be a real shame if one only manage to get a "credit" for this subject.. really scared..
I just hate myself for not being able to perform well.. Where is the old me? Where has my hopes and dreams and those big and wonderful theories gone to when I needed them most..?? Where is my faith, where is my believes? Where is the old Cheerene who can jump around with joy for just passing a simple test?
I know I can never be my same old self again.. Perhaps the world has just lost the old cheerene.. in replacement was someone who is dominated by scores and grades, results and positions. No longer her old self.. No longer what she thot she was..
I know I'm not fit to be angry with anyone or anything.. I guess I can only vent this anger on myself then.. Its all my fault for being stupid.. I can't blame anyone else..
Remember what faithy used to tell me.. she used to tell me how she admired me.. *wonders if she can still remember it* .. yes its a really great feeling to b admired by people, and she really makes me feel proud of it. And because of what she had said, I really swelled with pride! But that was in the past, at this moment, I had nutting for anyone to admire anymore..
Sometime ago, I received an email.. I was really upset with the contents. Thou wat it said was really true, but I just can't take the fact.. it was way too hard to swallow.. the Hard Facts of Life.. I'm just not as good as everyone thinks. I'm just a good-for-nutting..
Should I be happy that I've passed a paper? Haa.. Doubt so..
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Thats all I want to say about my results for my mid term paper.. Dun ask about it anymore.. is that a deal?
What i wanted to speak about, is something that has been troubling me for sometime..
Recently, I've been bothered by a spat of bad dreams and horrible nitemares.. They seems to have deeper meaning behind them, but I just dun noe what they actually meant.
Ever heard about having a spirit or something to lie on you when you sleep, causing difficulties in getting up and all sorts of things? Sounds scary don't you think? Yeah.. Its really scary that day. Soon, even weirder dreams came along.. for days, I'm always badly waken up by these bad dreams of watever kind.
Due to stress perhaps.. Haiz..
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Next thing I wanted to talk about is regarding a silly yet "cannot dun get it off my heart" topic.. about my frends..
I've seen much much more recently.. About friends who leave u in lurch at times of great needs or whatever... So what do we call them? Friends or Fiends?
First..
definition of friend: A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
I always told myself to give unconditionally, love unconditionally.. but I never managed to do that.. I would always hope for something in return.. In another words, I always expected help to come to me when I need them..
But is it wrong to have such expectations? Doesn't everyone have such expectations in a way? I'm really puzzled with life, and the way it works.. I believe in giving chances.. but seriously, would a REAL friend need so many chances to prove oneself as a "friend"?
Doubt so.. Anyway, here's a toast to our friendship.. real or fake, up to you! Dun have to tell me, I can see for myself... I'm sick and tired of it... really, just give me a break..
My God,
All I ask for is someone I could totally trust. Was that too much to ask for? I dun noe.. God, pleas enlighten me.. I believe I have put in effort in any relationship.. But apparently, that is not the case..
praying hard..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes.. Another of my subject is gone.. Just saw my mid term exam results a moment ago.. Didn't flop it.. but jus didn't do well in it.. score only 70% for it. Its really saddening. This subject is my most confident subject and it turns out to be such a dissapointment.
Don't know what to say about it.. Can't concentrate on anything now.. 70% is never going to let me get near to my goal of a distinction for this subject.. Which I guess is a bare minimum as my frend was telling me that it would be a real shame if one only manage to get a "credit" for this subject.. really scared..
I just hate myself for not being able to perform well.. Where is the old me? Where has my hopes and dreams and those big and wonderful theories gone to when I needed them most..?? Where is my faith, where is my believes? Where is the old Cheerene who can jump around with joy for just passing a simple test?
I know I can never be my same old self again.. Perhaps the world has just lost the old cheerene.. in replacement was someone who is dominated by scores and grades, results and positions. No longer her old self.. No longer what she thot she was..
I know I'm not fit to be angry with anyone or anything.. I guess I can only vent this anger on myself then.. Its all my fault for being stupid.. I can't blame anyone else..
Remember what faithy used to tell me.. she used to tell me how she admired me.. *wonders if she can still remember it* .. yes its a really great feeling to b admired by people, and she really makes me feel proud of it. And because of what she had said, I really swelled with pride! But that was in the past, at this moment, I had nutting for anyone to admire anymore..
Sometime ago, I received an email.. I was really upset with the contents. Thou wat it said was really true, but I just can't take the fact.. it was way too hard to swallow.. the Hard Facts of Life.. I'm just not as good as everyone thinks. I'm just a good-for-nutting..
Should I be happy that I've passed a paper? Haa.. Doubt so..
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Thats all I want to say about my results for my mid term paper.. Dun ask about it anymore.. is that a deal?
What i wanted to speak about, is something that has been troubling me for sometime..
Recently, I've been bothered by a spat of bad dreams and horrible nitemares.. They seems to have deeper meaning behind them, but I just dun noe what they actually meant.
Ever heard about having a spirit or something to lie on you when you sleep, causing difficulties in getting up and all sorts of things? Sounds scary don't you think? Yeah.. Its really scary that day. Soon, even weirder dreams came along.. for days, I'm always badly waken up by these bad dreams of watever kind.
Due to stress perhaps.. Haiz..
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Next thing I wanted to talk about is regarding a silly yet "cannot dun get it off my heart" topic.. about my frends..
I've seen much much more recently.. About friends who leave u in lurch at times of great needs or whatever... So what do we call them? Friends or Fiends?
First..
definition of friend: A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
I always told myself to give unconditionally, love unconditionally.. but I never managed to do that.. I would always hope for something in return.. In another words, I always expected help to come to me when I need them..
But is it wrong to have such expectations? Doesn't everyone have such expectations in a way? I'm really puzzled with life, and the way it works.. I believe in giving chances.. but seriously, would a REAL friend need so many chances to prove oneself as a "friend"?
Doubt so.. Anyway, here's a toast to our friendship.. real or fake, up to you! Dun have to tell me, I can see for myself... I'm sick and tired of it... really, just give me a break..
My God,
All I ask for is someone I could totally trust. Was that too much to ask for? I dun noe.. God, pleas enlighten me.. I believe I have put in effort in any relationship.. But apparently, that is not the case..
praying hard..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Upgrade boyfriend 5.0 to husband 1.0 - Pentium version
I assume that most of my avid fans are computer literate.. Duh! Shouldn't have much problem understanding wats inside this dumb joke.. Enjoy..
---Here Goes---
Dear IT Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and Would Cup 2.0.
And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do?
Signed,
Desperate
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Reply:
Dear Desperate,
First keep in mind: Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.
Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0. If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.
But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files.
Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.
In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance.I personally recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.
Good Luck,
IT Support
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
---Here Goes---
Dear IT Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and Would Cup 2.0.
And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do?
Signed,
Desperate
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Reply:
Dear Desperate,
First keep in mind: Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.
Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0. If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.
But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files.
Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.
In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance.I personally recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.
Good Luck,
IT Support
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yet another one has gone to serve his nation with pride.. yeah.. another one heading for Tekong again..
Yes, Coach Keongz has finally step onto a brand new chapter in his life... A life I would never need to go thru I guess.. But I guess he would really learn alot there.. Just like I do when I came over.. Hey man! Hope u will enjoy urself with those freaking trainings inside!
Actually wanted to give coach keong an sms, but I was too busy today.. had a mid term exam today.. this marks my first major exams over here.. Yeah major exam.. Cool huh! Well, at least I'm confident of getting a pass for this! Then my java assignment.. arhhg.. I will talk about that in a moment..
But anyway.. here is a msg for Coach Keong!
"Yo man! Thou the words U say, at times, can get pretty weird! But.. I still miss them thou! Hahaha! Hope u will be enjoying life there! Wear a cap incase ur hairless head catches a cold! =X Training will b tough.. But I'm sure u ...shld be up to it, i guess! Afterall, u are not a coach for nutting?!? Look forward, as we shall soon be able to enjoy our Ba Chou Mee at 85 market!! Well... in another 7 months time roughly. Haa"
Jus finish the god damn java.. I guess I shld say.. the rest finished my god damn java instead! I dun noe how I can express out this anger in me.. but, I can never forgive myself for this.. thats for sure. Enough about it, I'm damn sick of it.. I m sure the rest do as well.
So 2 days without sleep.. I shld retire early tonite.. Woahaha.. Nah, tonnes of research yet to be done! Slp wat shit! Kaoz! I dun noe y, I jus feel so vulgar today..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes, Coach Keongz has finally step onto a brand new chapter in his life... A life I would never need to go thru I guess.. But I guess he would really learn alot there.. Just like I do when I came over.. Hey man! Hope u will enjoy urself with those freaking trainings inside!
Actually wanted to give coach keong an sms, but I was too busy today.. had a mid term exam today.. this marks my first major exams over here.. Yeah major exam.. Cool huh! Well, at least I'm confident of getting a pass for this! Then my java assignment.. arhhg.. I will talk about that in a moment..
But anyway.. here is a msg for Coach Keong!
"Yo man! Thou the words U say, at times, can get pretty weird! But.. I still miss them thou! Hahaha! Hope u will be enjoying life there! Wear a cap incase ur hairless head catches a cold! =X Training will b tough.. But I'm sure u ...shld be up to it, i guess! Afterall, u are not a coach for nutting?!? Look forward, as we shall soon be able to enjoy our Ba Chou Mee at 85 market!! Well... in another 7 months time roughly. Haa"
Jus finish the god damn java.. I guess I shld say.. the rest finished my god damn java instead! I dun noe how I can express out this anger in me.. but, I can never forgive myself for this.. thats for sure. Enough about it, I'm damn sick of it.. I m sure the rest do as well.
So 2 days without sleep.. I shld retire early tonite.. Woahaha.. Nah, tonnes of research yet to be done! Slp wat shit! Kaoz! I dun noe y, I jus feel so vulgar today..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'm loving u guys!
God.. Blogging bug has once again come alive!! Do check out some of the new links above..!! Dun miss out some of the latest updates of our friends!! Woopee!!
Oh yeah.. then again.. I've long wanted to blog on this topic.. just that I always brush it off with.. "aiya.. no time lah.. next time lo" .. it goes to show how lazy i am! Geez.. this is a well known fact about me! Dun tell me u dun know!
Been wanting to blog something about the comparsion of life in Singapore and Aussie land.. Whats makes it so different.. what makes it so attractive for SGreans to come over?? What is the pros of coming over, and of cos, the cons!! What brought me here.. what is my biggest regret.. what is the thing I miss most? So many WHO, WHAT, WHERE, WHEN??
Its not going to be short.. jus bear with it pls..
Clearly remember when I first landed down at Sydney Airport.. whats my first thot?? Guess wat.. Its a really evil thot! Oh man.. I do feel abit uneasy to share it out here.. but I guess it will be fine.. Hahaha.. well.. here goes.
"Oh man, freedom.. I'm gonna embrace u like never before!! From this very moment onwards.. its just gonna be u and me.."
Well, thats what came over me that very morning I first set my foot on this foreign land.. I landed at around 3:30am SG time that day.. which is like 7:30am NSW time.. The queue was very bad.. I only managed to clear the customs after at least 1 to 2 hour later..
So whats really different about our motherland and Aussieland?? Building is the first thing u would ever realise.. Where has the skyscrapers gone to?? Yeah, maybe its all in the Sydney central.. but till now, I've still yet to set my foot on Sydney since I step into Wollongong.. this jus goes to show how dorminant I am.. Anyway, our library here.. Its only like 3 to 4 stories high?? where has our 11-stories TP library gone to?
Weather-wise, I don't really enjoy it.. thou its pretty cooling at times, it can get pretty hot too.. And at times, u are jus gonna hate the rain! Its practically none stop, one thing special about the rain, its so quiet that U wun even know its raining.. Worst thing that I've encountered.. Its raining ICE!! Woo man.. ICE falling from above.. Mag was still kidding with me, she said it might be the fella living above me who is pouring ice at my window! Aw.. Hehehe.. thanks mag! Lolx.. But I would say generally, it has pretty fine weather. pretty cooling, u wun sweat like what u are used to in SG..
Food wise, I'm easy with food.. not much of a preference.. if u were to ask me to choose, oh pls... jus give me back my mum's yong tau foo soup and the bak kut teh! I'm just so lazy to cook a proper meal.. that day, I just got nagged by my poly buddy.. (ok chewling.. dun point fingers now!! yes i'm talking abt u!!!) all because I ate some chicken porridge I cook around a week ago or less? I left it in the fridge.. But it taste ok lah.. Afterall, I've inherited my mum's genes leh! how can my cooking be that bad?? Haa.. jus that I can be reeeellly lazy at times. But ultimately, I know chewling wun nag if she doesn't care!! Thanks girl, I'll listen to u de!! Ok, back to the topic.. U can't find things that we eat normally over here. One thing I really missed... my bak gua... Chris promised me 1kg when I go home.. I just can't wait.. oh man!! Anyway, by now, most of you should have know that my house is full of friends from China.. Haa, and of cos, I picked up a few dishes from them.. I shall try them out when I'm home this coming Nov (hopefully)..
Transportation-wise, I really hate it man! Going places?? Gear up yourself with a comfy pair of shoes and off u go! Its walking and more walking!! Hey, I wouldn't mind if the person walking next to me is him.. I would then hope that we will take forever to reach our destination.. Buses here, not that cheap, its like $1.50 from the university to the city mall.. and thats not the worst, the worst is the frequency of the bus! Pls dun expect something like SBS, here, expect something like 1 hr a bus.. miss it? better go home for a cup of tea first, rather than wait in the cold wind.. But the good thing I love about the buses here.. the drivers are really friendly..
I would say, Aussies are really a great bunch of people! I love their friendliness! Cool huh! Back in SG, u never really find strangers on the road smiling at u, wishing u "Good day" dun u? They do over here.. I'm loving it.. every morning, I would greet those old granny and grand daddy with a warm smile and a simple hello... It would really make my day, and theirs! How good is this feeling.. Something I never had in SG I guess.. I guess this will be the most lovely memories I will keep when I return home.
So whats the thing that attracted ppl like me to come over?? A simpler life? Nah.. Initially, I oso had this idea, life here would be easy, and I even had the idea of settling down here.. But maybe I'm not the type who can really fit into such a life easily. I need more adventure in life! So I guess, concrete garden is still the best place for me! But really, aussie would be a nice place for u to come for a rest... or can even consider this place for your retirement.. it will be good.. I do have plans of coming over here to retire.. that is if I have the money.. Hahaha.. Seriously, air here smells nicer too! Sweet flora fragrance.. Greenery everywhere. Indeed a very lovely place for u to relax your mind.. (thats if ur motive here is to relax.. not to study).. Seriously, do consider this place for ur holidays.. In the city area, not small little towns like Wollongong.. some farmstay would be great too!
So what brings me over to aussie? Well, this is indeed unplanned of a year ago.. as a matter of fact, I guess some of u guys might have heard me saying this "I will NEVER leave Singapore for my studies.." reason being I'm scared! But somewhere around last July, I've decided on persuing my future.. very unplanned.. I can ever imagine myself as a international student, let alone being an undergrad.. but well, here I m now, as an undergrad of University of Wollongong.. I have to upgrade myself so that I'm worthy of this new status!
I dun noe how many of u have read my blog long time ago.. One of my post mentioned.. abt him.. yeah.. It really happened.. As I told him I wanted to leave.. I do really hope he will ask me to stay in Singapore.. But those words never come.. Till now, my heart occassionally still will ache when I thot of it.. Till now, I've yet to get over him.. If I really wanted words like "wishing you the best in Aussie..." or "work hard.." would I really called him that night? He didn't turn up as promised on the 12 of Feb.. I did call him up after I entered the gates.. He didn't say much.. so did I.. A very good colleague of my, Andrea, once told me.. "once you decided not to tell him, never ever mention it again.." true enough, I thot to myself.. Whats the point of telling him now?? Make him wait for 2 years?? I guess if I really mean well for him, I should let him have a chance to find his real happiness in this 2 years? Afterall, I might not be his real happiness anyway.. But I still like our current status now.. still good buddies.. nutting more, nutting less.. thou a small conflict online that day.. but its over anyway.. Haa.. Now.. We are still very close buddies!! Really!
My worst regret?? It would be that I have to much unfinished work left in Singapore... One of the most important task will be getting all my buddies back together.. I've been thinking alot for the past weeks.. Really, if none of you guys mean anything to me, would I have thot of u ppl so often.. No doubt I might have a mouth which loves to sweet talk.. but, I say, when I say I miss u.. it means I really do.. seriously..
Speaking of the people I miss most?? I guess I better not go into too much of it.. I wun give any form of ranking! I dun want to get into trouble u know.. Deep down, Of cos, at times, such things do have a form of ranking thou... But most importantly, I still must mention some names tonite.. First.. my family.. esp my mom.. love u ma..! Just make sure none of "those people" bully her.. or else I will go back and settle all the scores once and for all! But I guess I still miss everyone back at home.. Perhaps I just dun show my care for them easily.. but one thing I realise, I really love them. Life is so different without them.
Somehow stupid, I jus feel like listing a whole grand list of people I missed.. but still, I want to make a small list thou.. Other then my family... I still have a great deal of u guys to miss!
Mummy Irene, miss her so much.. miss those great badminton sessions we had back then.. I will never forget the very first impression I had of mummy when she step into the lecture hall that day for her ESD lecture... Her patience really make me melt... I'm really impressed with her forgiving, endurance, tolerance.. just too many qualities..
Chris mei mei, thou it might sound funny to her, but deep down, I'm still filled with admirations for this young lady... Getting to know this girl is definitely the most beautiful accident in my life.. A girl like none other.. U can't say she is silly.. she is just the plain O her.. and its this that makes her special.. I'm truly blessed to have such a nice little girl as my sister..
Of cos, my Evil Twin, Smith Leong JH, haaa.. at times our point of view never really match.. given our strong characters.. thou hard for us to mix, but we still did! Thanks to his strong words at times which does wake me up when I needed it! Haa! Thanks evil twin! I owe u a proper testimonial!! That one i gave was just a sick practical joke.
Coach Keong! Another funny fella! Miss his funniness! One unique guy indeed! Hahaha.. Way to go keong! 7 more months before I could go ur place and slack, and not forgetting those instant cup noodles n my lovely ribiena(watever the spelling)! Aunty's cooking is definitely better than mine thou!
Zihua ah.. got boyfrend le, dun forget frends!! Hahaha.. known this lady for a short period of time but maybe.. its the chemistry that works wonder between us.. Watch her change so much.. Its really an eye OPENER! My god! Who else but Zihua can laugh so loud with me in Short Circuit!
Haa! ChewLing!!!!! Another one! cannot forget! this O buddie.. sticking thru thick and thin with me.. one very tough girl who survived the 3 monstrous years with me.. Definitely owe her a very big thank you for helping me with my PCS notes ah!!! I had never forgotten abt it.. And I never will.. Ling ah... 3 years and 8 months le.. "san nian ling ba ge yue".. Of cos, the big thank you is not only for the PCS notes lah!!
Hee.. and my FYP matey!! Chi! Ah.. this pretty lady whom I've known for very long.. this dates back to our year 1.. when me n ling would always find her sitting on the first 2 rows of the lecture hall.. Haa! FYP would never be the same without her.. But we only got to know her only during our year 2 actually... thats when I entered CEN as a newbie!
Jestin! Oh.. this girl ah! Haa.. My blog template creator as many of u know! A great frend who is willing to go great lengths for her frends! U are really fortunate if u have her fighting side by side with u..
My lovely Do Re Mi.. 3 pretty ladies from my secondary school! Haahaa! Thanks for the photoframe! I will definitely choose a very nice photo n put it in!! This 3 ladies are some of the more creative ones who I've met! Blessed with the looks and the brains.. Rare beauties indeed.. Haa! But guys, some of them are attached already.. not that I dun wan to introduce to u people! Lol
Yeah.. My Sec 4 Form Teacher... Miss Tiew.. This young lady.. another one who has won my admiration.. Thou its a long time since we last met up.. but perhaps its all fated that I were to meet up with her a few months before I leave SG, and we still had a little gathering one the eve of my departure. Hey! Thou she is my form teacher.. She is NOT that old as u guys imagine! Oh my, she look even younger than me!! A very nice, yound lady.. unique character. Miss her alot.. Miss those good old days.. Still can clearly remember that afternoon, after her class test, how confident I was to actually walk up to her and shake my head.. "Full marks le lah.." Well, sad to say, I was one of those disturbance in her class!! But for now, I will jus pray for her quietly.. Pray that everything will be fine for her..
Faithy and XR.. funny and really interesting couple! One is a great singer, one is a great photographer.. Wahaha.. Isn't that interesting enough?? What more do I need to say?
Jun.. My sister's schoolmatey! Oh.. my Evil twin's sister rather! Hahaha.. interesting?? Duh! Y do I make eveything sound interesting! Haha.. Anyway.. Dun play scrable with her! So hard to win! Not fun! Lolx..
Andrea.. My dear colleague from creative! Haa.. Very unique personality. A very well learnt person.. Thru out my stay in Creative, I've learnt so much from her words of wisdom.
Jenny!! oh how can I ever forget her! Hahaha.. My partner in almost everything! Partners in crime, etc.. opps! Haha.. Jus a great friend! Great buddy! And almost anything else!! Way to go girl!! We rock!! lol
Bee Leng! Oh... what should I say.. She really take great care of me.. Lovely lady.. really caring.. I bet U can't find another friend like her.. Its just my blessing to get to know her! Where else will u find a great friend like her who takes care of every silght details for u?
There are 2 Kelly that I miss too! Kelly from Creative too! Hee.. My dear kelly, my very wise advisor! a very straight forward person who draws very clear line of her work and personal stuff! Indeed a very "gong shi fen ming" person!! This is her uniqueness that really draws my attention! The 2nd Kelly is none other than my Sec school monsterous buddie!! She is now in HK le.. I must... die die oso must go n visit her one day!! I'm coming, my dear girl!
Gita is a great pal I made over here in Uni! She is just a very fantastic person! Hardworking.. kind, and willing to share.. Helping me with my studies.. pulling me up from the pits.. very fortunate to have the chance to work with her in one of the subjects as team mates.. I know I will have a great time with her!!
But seriously, this list is infinite... it can go pages and pages for sure.. but I need to put it to a stop now.. Got to go and take a shower.. I'm stinking!!
Hee.. Anyway.. I do really miss u guys! Take care buddies!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Oh yeah.. then again.. I've long wanted to blog on this topic.. just that I always brush it off with.. "aiya.. no time lah.. next time lo" .. it goes to show how lazy i am! Geez.. this is a well known fact about me! Dun tell me u dun know!
Been wanting to blog something about the comparsion of life in Singapore and Aussie land.. Whats makes it so different.. what makes it so attractive for SGreans to come over?? What is the pros of coming over, and of cos, the cons!! What brought me here.. what is my biggest regret.. what is the thing I miss most? So many WHO, WHAT, WHERE, WHEN??
Its not going to be short.. jus bear with it pls..
Clearly remember when I first landed down at Sydney Airport.. whats my first thot?? Guess wat.. Its a really evil thot! Oh man.. I do feel abit uneasy to share it out here.. but I guess it will be fine.. Hahaha.. well.. here goes.
"Oh man, freedom.. I'm gonna embrace u like never before!! From this very moment onwards.. its just gonna be u and me.."
Well, thats what came over me that very morning I first set my foot on this foreign land.. I landed at around 3:30am SG time that day.. which is like 7:30am NSW time.. The queue was very bad.. I only managed to clear the customs after at least 1 to 2 hour later..
So whats really different about our motherland and Aussieland?? Building is the first thing u would ever realise.. Where has the skyscrapers gone to?? Yeah, maybe its all in the Sydney central.. but till now, I've still yet to set my foot on Sydney since I step into Wollongong.. this jus goes to show how dorminant I am.. Anyway, our library here.. Its only like 3 to 4 stories high?? where has our 11-stories TP library gone to?
Weather-wise, I don't really enjoy it.. thou its pretty cooling at times, it can get pretty hot too.. And at times, u are jus gonna hate the rain! Its practically none stop, one thing special about the rain, its so quiet that U wun even know its raining.. Worst thing that I've encountered.. Its raining ICE!! Woo man.. ICE falling from above.. Mag was still kidding with me, she said it might be the fella living above me who is pouring ice at my window! Aw.. Hehehe.. thanks mag! Lolx.. But I would say generally, it has pretty fine weather. pretty cooling, u wun sweat like what u are used to in SG..
Food wise, I'm easy with food.. not much of a preference.. if u were to ask me to choose, oh pls... jus give me back my mum's yong tau foo soup and the bak kut teh! I'm just so lazy to cook a proper meal.. that day, I just got nagged by my poly buddy.. (ok chewling.. dun point fingers now!! yes i'm talking abt u!!!) all because I ate some chicken porridge I cook around a week ago or less? I left it in the fridge.. But it taste ok lah.. Afterall, I've inherited my mum's genes leh! how can my cooking be that bad?? Haa.. jus that I can be reeeellly lazy at times. But ultimately, I know chewling wun nag if she doesn't care!! Thanks girl, I'll listen to u de!! Ok, back to the topic.. U can't find things that we eat normally over here. One thing I really missed... my bak gua... Chris promised me 1kg when I go home.. I just can't wait.. oh man!! Anyway, by now, most of you should have know that my house is full of friends from China.. Haa, and of cos, I picked up a few dishes from them.. I shall try them out when I'm home this coming Nov (hopefully)..
Transportation-wise, I really hate it man! Going places?? Gear up yourself with a comfy pair of shoes and off u go! Its walking and more walking!! Hey, I wouldn't mind if the person walking next to me is him.. I would then hope that we will take forever to reach our destination.. Buses here, not that cheap, its like $1.50 from the university to the city mall.. and thats not the worst, the worst is the frequency of the bus! Pls dun expect something like SBS, here, expect something like 1 hr a bus.. miss it? better go home for a cup of tea first, rather than wait in the cold wind.. But the good thing I love about the buses here.. the drivers are really friendly..
I would say, Aussies are really a great bunch of people! I love their friendliness! Cool huh! Back in SG, u never really find strangers on the road smiling at u, wishing u "Good day" dun u? They do over here.. I'm loving it.. every morning, I would greet those old granny and grand daddy with a warm smile and a simple hello... It would really make my day, and theirs! How good is this feeling.. Something I never had in SG I guess.. I guess this will be the most lovely memories I will keep when I return home.
So whats the thing that attracted ppl like me to come over?? A simpler life? Nah.. Initially, I oso had this idea, life here would be easy, and I even had the idea of settling down here.. But maybe I'm not the type who can really fit into such a life easily. I need more adventure in life! So I guess, concrete garden is still the best place for me! But really, aussie would be a nice place for u to come for a rest... or can even consider this place for your retirement.. it will be good.. I do have plans of coming over here to retire.. that is if I have the money.. Hahaha.. Seriously, air here smells nicer too! Sweet flora fragrance.. Greenery everywhere. Indeed a very lovely place for u to relax your mind.. (thats if ur motive here is to relax.. not to study).. Seriously, do consider this place for ur holidays.. In the city area, not small little towns like Wollongong.. some farmstay would be great too!
So what brings me over to aussie? Well, this is indeed unplanned of a year ago.. as a matter of fact, I guess some of u guys might have heard me saying this "I will NEVER leave Singapore for my studies.." reason being I'm scared! But somewhere around last July, I've decided on persuing my future.. very unplanned.. I can ever imagine myself as a international student, let alone being an undergrad.. but well, here I m now, as an undergrad of University of Wollongong.. I have to upgrade myself so that I'm worthy of this new status!
I dun noe how many of u have read my blog long time ago.. One of my post mentioned.. abt him.. yeah.. It really happened.. As I told him I wanted to leave.. I do really hope he will ask me to stay in Singapore.. But those words never come.. Till now, my heart occassionally still will ache when I thot of it.. Till now, I've yet to get over him.. If I really wanted words like "wishing you the best in Aussie..." or "work hard.." would I really called him that night? He didn't turn up as promised on the 12 of Feb.. I did call him up after I entered the gates.. He didn't say much.. so did I.. A very good colleague of my, Andrea, once told me.. "once you decided not to tell him, never ever mention it again.." true enough, I thot to myself.. Whats the point of telling him now?? Make him wait for 2 years?? I guess if I really mean well for him, I should let him have a chance to find his real happiness in this 2 years? Afterall, I might not be his real happiness anyway.. But I still like our current status now.. still good buddies.. nutting more, nutting less.. thou a small conflict online that day.. but its over anyway.. Haa.. Now.. We are still very close buddies!! Really!
My worst regret?? It would be that I have to much unfinished work left in Singapore... One of the most important task will be getting all my buddies back together.. I've been thinking alot for the past weeks.. Really, if none of you guys mean anything to me, would I have thot of u ppl so often.. No doubt I might have a mouth which loves to sweet talk.. but, I say, when I say I miss u.. it means I really do.. seriously..
Speaking of the people I miss most?? I guess I better not go into too much of it.. I wun give any form of ranking! I dun want to get into trouble u know.. Deep down, Of cos, at times, such things do have a form of ranking thou... But most importantly, I still must mention some names tonite.. First.. my family.. esp my mom.. love u ma..! Just make sure none of "those people" bully her.. or else I will go back and settle all the scores once and for all! But I guess I still miss everyone back at home.. Perhaps I just dun show my care for them easily.. but one thing I realise, I really love them. Life is so different without them.
Somehow stupid, I jus feel like listing a whole grand list of people I missed.. but still, I want to make a small list thou.. Other then my family... I still have a great deal of u guys to miss!
Mummy Irene, miss her so much.. miss those great badminton sessions we had back then.. I will never forget the very first impression I had of mummy when she step into the lecture hall that day for her ESD lecture... Her patience really make me melt... I'm really impressed with her forgiving, endurance, tolerance.. just too many qualities..
Chris mei mei, thou it might sound funny to her, but deep down, I'm still filled with admirations for this young lady... Getting to know this girl is definitely the most beautiful accident in my life.. A girl like none other.. U can't say she is silly.. she is just the plain O her.. and its this that makes her special.. I'm truly blessed to have such a nice little girl as my sister..
Of cos, my Evil Twin, Smith Leong JH, haaa.. at times our point of view never really match.. given our strong characters.. thou hard for us to mix, but we still did! Thanks to his strong words at times which does wake me up when I needed it! Haa! Thanks evil twin! I owe u a proper testimonial!! That one i gave was just a sick practical joke.
Coach Keong! Another funny fella! Miss his funniness! One unique guy indeed! Hahaha.. Way to go keong! 7 more months before I could go ur place and slack, and not forgetting those instant cup noodles n my lovely ribiena(watever the spelling)! Aunty's cooking is definitely better than mine thou!
Zihua ah.. got boyfrend le, dun forget frends!! Hahaha.. known this lady for a short period of time but maybe.. its the chemistry that works wonder between us.. Watch her change so much.. Its really an eye OPENER! My god! Who else but Zihua can laugh so loud with me in Short Circuit!
Haa! ChewLing!!!!! Another one! cannot forget! this O buddie.. sticking thru thick and thin with me.. one very tough girl who survived the 3 monstrous years with me.. Definitely owe her a very big thank you for helping me with my PCS notes ah!!! I had never forgotten abt it.. And I never will.. Ling ah... 3 years and 8 months le.. "san nian ling ba ge yue".. Of cos, the big thank you is not only for the PCS notes lah!!
Hee.. and my FYP matey!! Chi! Ah.. this pretty lady whom I've known for very long.. this dates back to our year 1.. when me n ling would always find her sitting on the first 2 rows of the lecture hall.. Haa! FYP would never be the same without her.. But we only got to know her only during our year 2 actually... thats when I entered CEN as a newbie!
Jestin! Oh.. this girl ah! Haa.. My blog template creator as many of u know! A great frend who is willing to go great lengths for her frends! U are really fortunate if u have her fighting side by side with u..
My lovely Do Re Mi.. 3 pretty ladies from my secondary school! Haahaa! Thanks for the photoframe! I will definitely choose a very nice photo n put it in!! This 3 ladies are some of the more creative ones who I've met! Blessed with the looks and the brains.. Rare beauties indeed.. Haa! But guys, some of them are attached already.. not that I dun wan to introduce to u people! Lol
Yeah.. My Sec 4 Form Teacher... Miss Tiew.. This young lady.. another one who has won my admiration.. Thou its a long time since we last met up.. but perhaps its all fated that I were to meet up with her a few months before I leave SG, and we still had a little gathering one the eve of my departure. Hey! Thou she is my form teacher.. She is NOT that old as u guys imagine! Oh my, she look even younger than me!! A very nice, yound lady.. unique character. Miss her alot.. Miss those good old days.. Still can clearly remember that afternoon, after her class test, how confident I was to actually walk up to her and shake my head.. "Full marks le lah.." Well, sad to say, I was one of those disturbance in her class!! But for now, I will jus pray for her quietly.. Pray that everything will be fine for her..
Faithy and XR.. funny and really interesting couple! One is a great singer, one is a great photographer.. Wahaha.. Isn't that interesting enough?? What more do I need to say?
Jun.. My sister's schoolmatey! Oh.. my Evil twin's sister rather! Hahaha.. interesting?? Duh! Y do I make eveything sound interesting! Haha.. Anyway.. Dun play scrable with her! So hard to win! Not fun! Lolx..
Andrea.. My dear colleague from creative! Haa.. Very unique personality. A very well learnt person.. Thru out my stay in Creative, I've learnt so much from her words of wisdom.
Jenny!! oh how can I ever forget her! Hahaha.. My partner in almost everything! Partners in crime, etc.. opps! Haha.. Jus a great friend! Great buddy! And almost anything else!! Way to go girl!! We rock!! lol
Bee Leng! Oh... what should I say.. She really take great care of me.. Lovely lady.. really caring.. I bet U can't find another friend like her.. Its just my blessing to get to know her! Where else will u find a great friend like her who takes care of every silght details for u?
There are 2 Kelly that I miss too! Kelly from Creative too! Hee.. My dear kelly, my very wise advisor! a very straight forward person who draws very clear line of her work and personal stuff! Indeed a very "gong shi fen ming" person!! This is her uniqueness that really draws my attention! The 2nd Kelly is none other than my Sec school monsterous buddie!! She is now in HK le.. I must... die die oso must go n visit her one day!! I'm coming, my dear girl!
Gita is a great pal I made over here in Uni! She is just a very fantastic person! Hardworking.. kind, and willing to share.. Helping me with my studies.. pulling me up from the pits.. very fortunate to have the chance to work with her in one of the subjects as team mates.. I know I will have a great time with her!!
But seriously, this list is infinite... it can go pages and pages for sure.. but I need to put it to a stop now.. Got to go and take a shower.. I'm stinking!!
Hee.. Anyway.. I do really miss u guys! Take care buddies!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Bottoms up with a bottle of Victoria Bitter.. VB thats wat we call it.. visual basic yeah.. well.. abit of this is good for programming thou.. Crap!
Fool begone!
Thanks Keong!! Well, dun give up on me.. For one thing.. thou I fall easily.. I do get back to feet easily too. Lets just hope things get going soon.. I will work my way to it..
Well, I've been trying to relax myself. On the verge of giving up everything.. So I kind of stared into the celling all day long.. watch some china show over at my house mate's lappy. Surprisingly, after a day of fun, those little circuit circuit things started flowing into my brain.. It was a wonder man!
But my dear miss puny brainy can only take that much at a time.. so i guess.. Relax lo.. see how it goes.. maybe I m really fated to be those C, D and E students.. so be it lo...
I will say, the past few days was really hell for me.. Overly-over-stressed I guess. Really really very upset.. I had a small talk with my sister.. given her young age, sometimes I m quite surprised with her thinking too. All I can say is.. both of us are indeed, on the same boat.
Well, well, well... I've been drinking again.. blurted some nonsense on msn last nite.. but anyway, I'm truly sorry for watever nonsense I've said.
I will relax more... hahaha! Oh.. by the way... Happy April's Fool!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Well, I've been trying to relax myself. On the verge of giving up everything.. So I kind of stared into the celling all day long.. watch some china show over at my house mate's lappy. Surprisingly, after a day of fun, those little circuit circuit things started flowing into my brain.. It was a wonder man!
But my dear miss puny brainy can only take that much at a time.. so i guess.. Relax lo.. see how it goes.. maybe I m really fated to be those C, D and E students.. so be it lo...
I will say, the past few days was really hell for me.. Overly-over-stressed I guess. Really really very upset.. I had a small talk with my sister.. given her young age, sometimes I m quite surprised with her thinking too. All I can say is.. both of us are indeed, on the same boat.
Well, well, well... I've been drinking again.. blurted some nonsense on msn last nite.. but anyway, I'm truly sorry for watever nonsense I've said.
I will relax more... hahaha! Oh.. by the way... Happy April's Fool!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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Thanks Girl!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Thanks Girl!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Week 4 coming to an end..
Adios Amigo!!
Aw... its me again.. Tadaaa!!
I had actually written an entry last nite.. but thanks to some browser error, the entry was gone even before I could get it posted. Naa.. Forget it man. I'll just write once more.. just to get some points across..
I bet most of you would have heard me complaining about my work and all those stuff... well, true that there is alot of work.. tonnes of assignments and incredible amount of reports to clear, but none of these is going to bring me down! Lolx.. (hopefully)
Let us all pray together.. Should have seen some of the photos by now i guess.. So how was it?? Haha.. ok.. tell me the truth.. I grown fatter again right? Yeah, very true.. its due to the bread n more bread that causes me to gain weight again!! Arghh.. sickening.. Those peanut butter is definitely driving me nuts... Aw... Thou the peanut butter dun taste exactly excellent.. but its good enough for me le.. I'm not very choosy over wat i eat anyway.. One thing for sure.. I'm falling in love with peanut butter... Just cannot resist the aroma of peanut in my mouth..
Oh yeah, those photos below.. I purposely got dressed formally for my presentation. Results are out, out of the 2 proposal my group presented... My idea was chosen. Hahaha thats one thing to be happy about I guess. Guess it was the creativity that attracted the judges to choose this project out of the 2 my group submitted. Wonder y I never took a full photo of myself in those clothes?? Well.. I was in shorts that night actually.. that explains y.. hehee. Well, i was jus trying on the clothes then..
I'm kind of getting abit tired to blog now.. I will leave watever I wanted to say till the next one then.. Going to nap now.. I've been missing out on "zzz" for sometime already..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Aw... its me again.. Tadaaa!!
I had actually written an entry last nite.. but thanks to some browser error, the entry was gone even before I could get it posted. Naa.. Forget it man. I'll just write once more.. just to get some points across..
I bet most of you would have heard me complaining about my work and all those stuff... well, true that there is alot of work.. tonnes of assignments and incredible amount of reports to clear, but none of these is going to bring me down! Lolx.. (hopefully)
Let us all pray together.. Should have seen some of the photos by now i guess.. So how was it?? Haha.. ok.. tell me the truth.. I grown fatter again right? Yeah, very true.. its due to the bread n more bread that causes me to gain weight again!! Arghh.. sickening.. Those peanut butter is definitely driving me nuts... Aw... Thou the peanut butter dun taste exactly excellent.. but its good enough for me le.. I'm not very choosy over wat i eat anyway.. One thing for sure.. I'm falling in love with peanut butter... Just cannot resist the aroma of peanut in my mouth..
Oh yeah, those photos below.. I purposely got dressed formally for my presentation. Results are out, out of the 2 proposal my group presented... My idea was chosen. Hahaha thats one thing to be happy about I guess. Guess it was the creativity that attracted the judges to choose this project out of the 2 my group submitted. Wonder y I never took a full photo of myself in those clothes?? Well.. I was in shorts that night actually.. that explains y.. hehee. Well, i was jus trying on the clothes then..
I'm kind of getting abit tired to blog now.. I will leave watever I wanted to say till the next one then.. Going to nap now.. I've been missing out on "zzz" for sometime already..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
All of me.. nutting less..
Aloha!
Yup yup yup.. its more of me and me and me and me again!!! Hahaha.. Bear with it, cos u wun get this kind of nonsense from me so often anyway. Ha.. So far so good, Start school for 2 weeks already. Well, really caught up with work. Yeah, I guess my workload isn't really heavey, just that I'm slower, hence needing more time to work on them. Yeah, blame it on my playfulness in the past, and my unwillingness to work. Now that I have to work 3 times harder than the rest of my peers, I can blame no one for it.. other than myself. Oh well, lets not harp on it anymore.
So i've been here for exactly 21 days already. 3 weeks.. A real busy 3 weeks have past. More busy time to come. Really really really not much time to enjoy myself, like wat most of you would suggested to me. My only time will be spent on MSN, trying to update everyone. But I guess my bloggy will still b my best way to update all of u one shot! Hahaha.. I really miss the times when I could spend my whole night chatting away on MSN with all of u.. but I guess its not really possible afterall. With the work chasing after me, even if my msn is on.. I bet its not really possible for me to chat much with u afterall. So u guys mus bear with me.. wait till i clear my assignments ok!! Wait for me..
So maybe I will just do a quick update for the past 3 weeks maybe.. let you have an idea of wats happening over at this sleepy town.
Week 1:
My Orientation week. Ho, wat a boring one. Hahaha.. Well, after my years in TP, I feel so silly to attend orientation here. Its a real weird feeling.. I've once again, become a NOOB. Yeah, feel so noobish on day 1 of orientation. Hahaa.. think of it, the number of orientations I've work on.. From Mentor's mentor to mentee.. Oh gosh.. Hahaa.. It was indeed some real dumb orientation. Just endless talks and more and more and more talks.. Nah.. boring!
Then went to settle my accomodations, only then get to know that I have no where to stay. Ho.. Thanks to UOW for doing this to me!!! No permanent place to stay and all alone in Sleepy Town. I never want to go thru it ever again. Its really really very scary. That day, I was so scare that I went back to my room at the inn and cried. Totally lost and so scare. I didn't even dare to call back home at first. I tried other means to get help over here.
Then after 2 nites at the inn, I moved out and bunk in with some guys that I met the previous day. It was so scary. I only got to know them for less than 24 hours and I'm actually moving into their place.. Hey, mind you, I dun even do that back in Singapore. Wow.. Thats a real scary experience I will say. Then I stayed there for another 2 nites before I finally settle down at my permanent place here at Robsons Road. During that 2 days, I went around and scout for houses. Visiting different places, house after house. Still can't get one that I'm really comfortable with. Then finally got this place. I'm really grateful to get this place already. Not too expensive. Not too far from school. Just a less than 30 mins walk from school. I quite enjoy it here actually thou everything seems abit run down. So after moving in, another guy drove me around the town to get all the stuff I need. So there I go, settled down... and time to get settle into this kind of lifestyle.
U bet those days were really scary. Totally lost. Totally hopeless. I didn't even dare tell anyone esp my family much about it actually. Now that everything has been settled, hahaa, so none of you will worry about it when I speak of it now. I have no wish of letting anyone worry abt these little things about me.
Since getting my accomodation settled, everything has been going on quite smoothely for me. Met a CEN senior over here. Winston is his name. he graduated in 2001, hahaha..when he grad, I jus joined TP. So interesting. He is really helpful to me. He even gave me all the books for all the subjects. And his notes too. Really grateful for his help. Last sunday he still drove me around the sleepy town to get my printer, some food and showed me around some places. Of cos, winston wasn't the only one who has been helping me.. There were Billy, Dexter, Wilson, Yang, John, Jason.. and many many others. The guys were really nice to me. Really got to thank god!
Lucky me..
Week 2:
School started.. I was so overwhelmed by my timetable. Haiz.. U just got to see those big holes I have in the time table! But I guess I have no other coice but to stick to it.
Lessons were hard. I was worried sick. So much to learn, but yet I couldn't understand wat the lecturer was talking about. I'm so scare to even raise my hand in the lecture hall. Never in my life have I got so worried abt not understanding the content of any lectures I've attended. Yeah, I've definitely changed my attitude towards my studies already. I've learnt my lessons the hard way. Definitely must learn from my idol.. andrew. his attitude towards his work. Ask for nutting less than perfect..
"If you could get 100 marks, why settle for 99?"
-Got this from TV a long time ago-
So I even read up on my lecture notes prior to lesson. Thou I couldn't understand abit of it. I guess I should just push on. I believe one day, I will be able to understand the lesson fully before I even step into the lecture hall. Trying out every single question of the tutorial is a must for me.. definitely. I will work hard on it.. Do everyone proud!
Week 3:
Labs started to come in. I'm pretty fine during lab sessions, except that I'm alittle slow. Thou I couldn't finish al my lab assignments, but no fret, I've got matlab and java stuff all in my lappy, so I can work from practically anywhere anytime.
I'm still facing a great deal of problems with my tuts and lectures thou. But i'm working on it.
I made a great deal of friends. All over the world. Africa, India, Hong Kong, China, Indonesia, Malaysia and the list goes on..
So maybe thats all I have to update. Do email me often, or just drop me a msg on msn.. I'm always there for everyone.. just like everyone is always there for me.. Haha. Anyway, I've uploaded somepictures I've taken over here.. Enjoy!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yup yup yup.. its more of me and me and me and me again!!! Hahaha.. Bear with it, cos u wun get this kind of nonsense from me so often anyway. Ha.. So far so good, Start school for 2 weeks already. Well, really caught up with work. Yeah, I guess my workload isn't really heavey, just that I'm slower, hence needing more time to work on them. Yeah, blame it on my playfulness in the past, and my unwillingness to work. Now that I have to work 3 times harder than the rest of my peers, I can blame no one for it.. other than myself. Oh well, lets not harp on it anymore.
So i've been here for exactly 21 days already. 3 weeks.. A real busy 3 weeks have past. More busy time to come. Really really really not much time to enjoy myself, like wat most of you would suggested to me. My only time will be spent on MSN, trying to update everyone. But I guess my bloggy will still b my best way to update all of u one shot! Hahaha.. I really miss the times when I could spend my whole night chatting away on MSN with all of u.. but I guess its not really possible afterall. With the work chasing after me, even if my msn is on.. I bet its not really possible for me to chat much with u afterall. So u guys mus bear with me.. wait till i clear my assignments ok!! Wait for me..
So maybe I will just do a quick update for the past 3 weeks maybe.. let you have an idea of wats happening over at this sleepy town.
Week 1:
My Orientation week. Ho, wat a boring one. Hahaha.. Well, after my years in TP, I feel so silly to attend orientation here. Its a real weird feeling.. I've once again, become a NOOB. Yeah, feel so noobish on day 1 of orientation. Hahaa.. think of it, the number of orientations I've work on.. From Mentor's mentor to mentee.. Oh gosh.. Hahaa.. It was indeed some real dumb orientation. Just endless talks and more and more and more talks.. Nah.. boring!
Then went to settle my accomodations, only then get to know that I have no where to stay. Ho.. Thanks to UOW for doing this to me!!! No permanent place to stay and all alone in Sleepy Town. I never want to go thru it ever again. Its really really very scary. That day, I was so scare that I went back to my room at the inn and cried. Totally lost and so scare. I didn't even dare to call back home at first. I tried other means to get help over here.
Then after 2 nites at the inn, I moved out and bunk in with some guys that I met the previous day. It was so scary. I only got to know them for less than 24 hours and I'm actually moving into their place.. Hey, mind you, I dun even do that back in Singapore. Wow.. Thats a real scary experience I will say. Then I stayed there for another 2 nites before I finally settle down at my permanent place here at Robsons Road. During that 2 days, I went around and scout for houses. Visiting different places, house after house. Still can't get one that I'm really comfortable with. Then finally got this place. I'm really grateful to get this place already. Not too expensive. Not too far from school. Just a less than 30 mins walk from school. I quite enjoy it here actually thou everything seems abit run down. So after moving in, another guy drove me around the town to get all the stuff I need. So there I go, settled down... and time to get settle into this kind of lifestyle.
U bet those days were really scary. Totally lost. Totally hopeless. I didn't even dare tell anyone esp my family much about it actually. Now that everything has been settled, hahaa, so none of you will worry about it when I speak of it now. I have no wish of letting anyone worry abt these little things about me.
Since getting my accomodation settled, everything has been going on quite smoothely for me. Met a CEN senior over here. Winston is his name. he graduated in 2001, hahaha..when he grad, I jus joined TP. So interesting. He is really helpful to me. He even gave me all the books for all the subjects. And his notes too. Really grateful for his help. Last sunday he still drove me around the sleepy town to get my printer, some food and showed me around some places. Of cos, winston wasn't the only one who has been helping me.. There were Billy, Dexter, Wilson, Yang, John, Jason.. and many many others. The guys were really nice to me. Really got to thank god!
Lucky me..
Week 2:
School started.. I was so overwhelmed by my timetable. Haiz.. U just got to see those big holes I have in the time table! But I guess I have no other coice but to stick to it.
Lessons were hard. I was worried sick. So much to learn, but yet I couldn't understand wat the lecturer was talking about. I'm so scare to even raise my hand in the lecture hall. Never in my life have I got so worried abt not understanding the content of any lectures I've attended. Yeah, I've definitely changed my attitude towards my studies already. I've learnt my lessons the hard way. Definitely must learn from my idol.. andrew. his attitude towards his work. Ask for nutting less than perfect..
"If you could get 100 marks, why settle for 99?"
-Got this from TV a long time ago-
So I even read up on my lecture notes prior to lesson. Thou I couldn't understand abit of it. I guess I should just push on. I believe one day, I will be able to understand the lesson fully before I even step into the lecture hall. Trying out every single question of the tutorial is a must for me.. definitely. I will work hard on it.. Do everyone proud!
Week 3:
Labs started to come in. I'm pretty fine during lab sessions, except that I'm alittle slow. Thou I couldn't finish al my lab assignments, but no fret, I've got matlab and java stuff all in my lappy, so I can work from practically anywhere anytime.
I'm still facing a great deal of problems with my tuts and lectures thou. But i'm working on it.
I made a great deal of friends. All over the world. Africa, India, Hong Kong, China, Indonesia, Malaysia and the list goes on..
So maybe thats all I have to update. Do email me often, or just drop me a msg on msn.. I'm always there for everyone.. just like everyone is always there for me.. Haha. Anyway, I've uploaded somepictures I've taken over here.. Enjoy!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hahaha.. I'm 3 hours faster than al of u.. It means I get to end my classes earlier that any of you!! Hahaha..
Guess what's this?? Yeah, Its from Mei mei.. Hahaa, bet she is happy to see that I'm using it everyday.
Mt Keira.. another great view from my window.. Well, I'm gonna conquere it one day.. yeah.. one of these days..
Back by popular demand.. Here is part of my room.. my study table! Duhx.. Do I really study that much??
updates... all the way from down under..
Time for more bloggy...
Lolx.. My internet is finally up. Thank god.
Well, so far so good, all has been well. Eating well, sleeping well.. but the only thing that I'm troubled over is my studies.. If only I could call it quits. Sad.
I want to go home. 3 weeks have past since I left home. I got pretty lifeless ever since then. Stuck in this sleepy little town. Yeah, telling me to appreciate wat I have now?? Haha.. thanks ah! Thou I must be fair and say that air smells nicer here. Got mountain right infront of my window. Ducks in the ponds. Rabbits hopping around the patches of grass. Seems very interesting isn't it?
Yeah yeah, quite good lah. But I just want to go home.. I miss SG. Well, I'm not the only one who feels this way. Given wat i've been thru since day 1, You can't blame me for hating the school so much!
UOW screws me big time!!! I want to go back TP.. kns.. tat time should have taken some of their suggestions like complete all 4 ETCM diplomas. But like I say.. leave no room for regrets...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Lolx.. My internet is finally up. Thank god.
Well, so far so good, all has been well. Eating well, sleeping well.. but the only thing that I'm troubled over is my studies.. If only I could call it quits. Sad.
I want to go home. 3 weeks have past since I left home. I got pretty lifeless ever since then. Stuck in this sleepy little town. Yeah, telling me to appreciate wat I have now?? Haha.. thanks ah! Thou I must be fair and say that air smells nicer here. Got mountain right infront of my window. Ducks in the ponds. Rabbits hopping around the patches of grass. Seems very interesting isn't it?
Yeah yeah, quite good lah. But I just want to go home.. I miss SG. Well, I'm not the only one who feels this way. Given wat i've been thru since day 1, You can't blame me for hating the school so much!
UOW screws me big time!!! I want to go back TP.. kns.. tat time should have taken some of their suggestions like complete all 4 ETCM diplomas. But like I say.. leave no room for regrets...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
with Love.. from wollongong
Hi guys,
Sorry that I wasn't able to update my blog. yeah, i wasn't able to come online for the past week. Now finally get to see all of u online. Very happy! Hahaha.. all of u mus take care ah!! I m watching u from aussie ah! Hahaha..
Everything is fine now, I've started class. Wow, very stressful cos I couldn't understand the lessons fully. Very sad ah! Hahaha.. but dun worry abt me, I'm getting on very well here. Made many new frends.. So absolutely dun worry for me! lol
Take care hor u ppl!! dun make me worry for u! Lolx
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Sorry that I wasn't able to update my blog. yeah, i wasn't able to come online for the past week. Now finally get to see all of u online. Very happy! Hahaha.. all of u mus take care ah!! I m watching u from aussie ah! Hahaha..
Everything is fine now, I've started class. Wow, very stressful cos I couldn't understand the lessons fully. Very sad ah! Hahaha.. but dun worry abt me, I'm getting on very well here. Made many new frends.. So absolutely dun worry for me! lol
Take care hor u ppl!! dun make me worry for u! Lolx
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Friday: Counting Down to 1 day!!
Finally... counter has reach 1..
I as having a little problem with my sleep.. Tears just kept flowing down.. I know I m afraid. I m scare.
Arghh.. I jus feel so stupid! Hahaha..
Mix feelings...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I as having a little problem with my sleep.. Tears just kept flowing down.. I know I m afraid. I m scare.
Arghh.. I jus feel so stupid! Hahaha..
Mix feelings...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Tuesday: Counting down to 4 days!!
Sorry for my lack of updates.. Yup, i was pretty busy.. or jus say that I'm lazy.
The furneral had ended.. As expected, money matters caused tonnes of trouble. I knew it right from the start. Well, lets not spoil the new year mood with nonsense from those suckers. I have had enough from them the past few days already.
She is finally gone. Perhaps I was heartless.. I didn't shed a tear when I saw her being pushed into the incinerator. I asked myself. Why? Why didn't I cry like some of them?
Reason being I had no love for this old lady who had been staying with me for the past 20 years of my life. Maybe I have been voided of any feelings already. It wasn't anything like tat time I lost my granny (my mum's mum). Tat was during my year 1.1, I could remember that the very next day my grandmother died, when i return to school, poor vinoth got scolded for irritating me!
I still miss my grandmother (my mum's mum).
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
The furneral had ended.. As expected, money matters caused tonnes of trouble. I knew it right from the start. Well, lets not spoil the new year mood with nonsense from those suckers. I have had enough from them the past few days already.
She is finally gone. Perhaps I was heartless.. I didn't shed a tear when I saw her being pushed into the incinerator. I asked myself. Why? Why didn't I cry like some of them?
Reason being I had no love for this old lady who had been staying with me for the past 20 years of my life. Maybe I have been voided of any feelings already. It wasn't anything like tat time I lost my granny (my mum's mum). Tat was during my year 1.1, I could remember that the very next day my grandmother died, when i return to school, poor vinoth got scolded for irritating me!
I still miss my grandmother (my mum's mum).
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Saturday: Counting down to 7 Days
Just as I was busy with my count down.. someone else ended hers suddenly.
Yes.. my grandmother ended her count today. 1413 to be exact. To tell the truth. I'm not really sadden by her departure. Rather, I'm truly sadden that she didn't really have anyone to shed true tears for her. Well, alot of them were crying in the hospital, but all crocodile tears. I felt very hurt by it. It wasn't the tears that really matters, its wat the heart feels at that moment. The reason I was so upset by them was that they still care so much about the money even at that critical moment. Dun tell me that I have to be logical and practical.
I did cried this morning when I saw her in the ICU. I called out to her.. but .. Thou I may not love the old woman lying on bed 33, ward 6B this morning. But at least, I do feel sad for her, Thou I always would talk bad about her, perhaps a part of me still holds on the some memories. Yes, to me, she is very bad. I never like her at all. Thinking of the problems that she caused in the family. Come to think of it, without her physically being there, I doubt we(as in the whole family of my father side) would even meet up even once a year. Yup, I never have any liking for those relatives, cos i find them proud. But if not for those proudness in them, nutting would have challenged me to move forward.
And yes, her sudden death did really make me think alot. I was more or less in a daze the whole day. Till and extend that I could take a wrong train. That was my first time in life that I ever took a wrong train. Something keep churning in my head. Racing with my heartbeat. I totally lost my coolness. I've been telling myself. Reminding myself. Drilling myself. Not to keep things to myself. But I still couldn't do it. I have alot to say. Too much to express. But did none. Said none.
I knew that I might have no more tomorrow. But I just can't speak up. Surprising! Cheerene can't speak up for herself?? Lolx.. it just made everyone's toes laughing. Yes. I'm not as brave as everyone might assume. I do have a weak side that I try to hide. Stupid weakling thats my nick. Trying to help others before I could even help myself! Arghh.. See how fantastically stupid I can be?
I happened to b reading keong's bloggy a moment ago. Realized that he somehow was like me. Not being able to speak up. But lucky for me. I waited only 2 years. I met him something like 2 years back. Unforgetable.
But I was more or less pushed by my dreams. Born with a temper that is hard to curb. Character that is pretty unique i would say. And talents that are unmeasurable. (God, see how proud I m of myself). Yes, I wan to soar. I have dreams to fulfil. I want to be the best. I dun want to divert my attention. If I want him, I will have to give up my dreams and b the best to him. Or else, I will have to give him up and do the best for my dreams. Either one. No such things as Best of Both World.
Well, if I have not went thru so much, perhaps my choice would be to follow him instead of my dreams. Bits of everything made me the way I m today. So I decided not to say anything to him. I hide. It wasn't an easy decision. Time and again, I feel so hurt, esp when I'm happy, or when I'm having some celebrations without him. I wanted to share all my happy moments with him. I jus hope for his shoulder to lean on at times of unhappiness. I smsed him just now. Glad that he was the first one to reply to my message. Thou he didn't say much, just to see those few words is good enough already.
A part of me tells me to love unconditionally. Yet another part tells me not even to start it off, for fear of its end. Contradicting.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes.. my grandmother ended her count today. 1413 to be exact. To tell the truth. I'm not really sadden by her departure. Rather, I'm truly sadden that she didn't really have anyone to shed true tears for her. Well, alot of them were crying in the hospital, but all crocodile tears. I felt very hurt by it. It wasn't the tears that really matters, its wat the heart feels at that moment. The reason I was so upset by them was that they still care so much about the money even at that critical moment. Dun tell me that I have to be logical and practical.
I did cried this morning when I saw her in the ICU. I called out to her.. but .. Thou I may not love the old woman lying on bed 33, ward 6B this morning. But at least, I do feel sad for her, Thou I always would talk bad about her, perhaps a part of me still holds on the some memories. Yes, to me, she is very bad. I never like her at all. Thinking of the problems that she caused in the family. Come to think of it, without her physically being there, I doubt we(as in the whole family of my father side) would even meet up even once a year. Yup, I never have any liking for those relatives, cos i find them proud. But if not for those proudness in them, nutting would have challenged me to move forward.
And yes, her sudden death did really make me think alot. I was more or less in a daze the whole day. Till and extend that I could take a wrong train. That was my first time in life that I ever took a wrong train. Something keep churning in my head. Racing with my heartbeat. I totally lost my coolness. I've been telling myself. Reminding myself. Drilling myself. Not to keep things to myself. But I still couldn't do it. I have alot to say. Too much to express. But did none. Said none.
I knew that I might have no more tomorrow. But I just can't speak up. Surprising! Cheerene can't speak up for herself?? Lolx.. it just made everyone's toes laughing. Yes. I'm not as brave as everyone might assume. I do have a weak side that I try to hide. Stupid weakling thats my nick. Trying to help others before I could even help myself! Arghh.. See how fantastically stupid I can be?
I happened to b reading keong's bloggy a moment ago. Realized that he somehow was like me. Not being able to speak up. But lucky for me. I waited only 2 years. I met him something like 2 years back. Unforgetable.
But I was more or less pushed by my dreams. Born with a temper that is hard to curb. Character that is pretty unique i would say. And talents that are unmeasurable. (God, see how proud I m of myself). Yes, I wan to soar. I have dreams to fulfil. I want to be the best. I dun want to divert my attention. If I want him, I will have to give up my dreams and b the best to him. Or else, I will have to give him up and do the best for my dreams. Either one. No such things as Best of Both World.
Well, if I have not went thru so much, perhaps my choice would be to follow him instead of my dreams. Bits of everything made me the way I m today. So I decided not to say anything to him. I hide. It wasn't an easy decision. Time and again, I feel so hurt, esp when I'm happy, or when I'm having some celebrations without him. I wanted to share all my happy moments with him. I jus hope for his shoulder to lean on at times of unhappiness. I smsed him just now. Glad that he was the first one to reply to my message. Thou he didn't say much, just to see those few words is good enough already.
A part of me tells me to love unconditionally. Yet another part tells me not even to start it off, for fear of its end. Contradicting.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Friday: Counting down to 8 days!
Today is all the food n the fun... Wah, busy day... beyond words.
Tired.. shaggy sia.. hahaha
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Tired.. shaggy sia.. hahaha
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Thrusday: Counting down to 9 days!
Wow.. 9 days le.. N i'm not at least excited about it.
Cool.. *lame*
er survive these 9 days without telling the truth? Hmm.. But its really unfair if I break the news now. Its not fair to anyone of us. Well, what is meant to be.. will be. Whats not, will not. This 2 years will be a good test I guess. Time tells no lies.
I'm beginning to feel the laziness.. Its becoming a chore to blog daily. I simply can't find enough time to do it. No lah.. its sheer laziness.. and I'm just trying to cover up for myself.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Cool.. *lame*
er survive these 9 days without telling the truth? Hmm.. But its really unfair if I break the news now. Its not fair to anyone of us. Well, what is meant to be.. will be. Whats not, will not. This 2 years will be a good test I guess. Time tells no lies.
I'm beginning to feel the laziness.. Its becoming a chore to blog daily. I simply can't find enough time to do it. No lah.. its sheer laziness.. and I'm just trying to cover up for myself.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Wednesday: Counting down to 10 Days!
Into the last 10 days here..
Yes, fear has found its way to me. There is no escape. Only to fight against it, will I have a chance to win. Haa. Stupid!
Yawns.. tired.. bored.. Haiz.. I dun noe lah.. feelin stupid.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes, fear has found its way to me. There is no escape. Only to fight against it, will I have a chance to win. Haa. Stupid!
Yawns.. tired.. bored.. Haiz.. I dun noe lah.. feelin stupid.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Tuesday: Counting down to 11 Days!
Yet again.. one more day lesser than yesterday..
Went back to Creative this afternoon.. had a great lunch with my colleagues. Hahaha.. had fun taking photos and things like tat.
Then go home liao. Lolx. Meeting Haoyun at evening time.
Feeling abit weird. Wondering if things said to me are hints that fell from sky? Yes, everytime i hear such things, my mind would ponder, my heart would go wild... Beep Pop, Beep Pop.. I will go crazy with all these little hints. Silly me, didn't know how to express my feelings in fear of rejection.
And I just realize.. I just rejected myself by denying myself of a chance to say it out..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Went back to Creative this afternoon.. had a great lunch with my colleagues. Hahaha.. had fun taking photos and things like tat.
Then go home liao. Lolx. Meeting Haoyun at evening time.
Feeling abit weird. Wondering if things said to me are hints that fell from sky? Yes, everytime i hear such things, my mind would ponder, my heart would go wild... Beep Pop, Beep Pop.. I will go crazy with all these little hints. Silly me, didn't know how to express my feelings in fear of rejection.
And I just realize.. I just rejected myself by denying myself of a chance to say it out..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Monday: Counting Down to 12 Days!
One day lesser than yesterday.
Oh today went for a movie.. Elektra.. yup another movie with all the nice n slick stunts.. not really much of a story to talk about. Let me jus do a quick run thru of the movie then..
Bad guys wans to catch "the one"...
"the one" tries to hide...
Elektra to the rescue...
Help came along the way...
Elektra saves the day.
~The End~
But hey.. its really nice lo.. Elektra jus fought so stylishly. She is fantastic. Oh, her clothes.. cool, I bet they cost a bomb lo. She changes clothes everytime after a fight. But one thing stupid about the show is that their baddie die so easily.. too fast le..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Oh today went for a movie.. Elektra.. yup another movie with all the nice n slick stunts.. not really much of a story to talk about. Let me jus do a quick run thru of the movie then..
Bad guys wans to catch "the one"...
"the one" tries to hide...
Elektra to the rescue...
Help came along the way...
Elektra saves the day.
~The End~
But hey.. its really nice lo.. Elektra jus fought so stylishly. She is fantastic. Oh, her clothes.. cool, I bet they cost a bomb lo. She changes clothes everytime after a fight. But one thing stupid about the show is that their baddie die so easily.. too fast le..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Saturday: Counting down to 14 days!
Went for the predeparture seminar.. Interesting lo.. informative.. Then met up with some seniors from UOW over there. Did abit of networking.. got their contacts down. Lucky jestin was with me.. she help with alot lo. At least she knows wat to ask.. wat sort of things to look out for.
Went to pay for my air tickets costing me more than a cool thousand bucks in total. HaHaha. Wait n wait.. then finally got it done by 230pm. then we went for lunch @ KFC.. lolx.
Then go shopping at Far East lo.. See alot of nice nice clothes. Feel like buying but abit sian.. cos like no use, since I'm not staying here anymore. Hahaha..
Then go buy presents for my friends lo. 2 of them.. 21st birthday! Lolx.. Then later we left orchard at 6pm like tat..
Then later I reach home at 7++ then bath then wrap present then go go to Aranda Country Club liao. Shaggy sia. I took a cab down cos it was pretty late liao. Who noes.. I was early! kaoz. Hahaha.. so i eat and crapped with my sec school mates.. then left the chalet at 1120 like tat. Took a bus home. Reach home at about 12 ++ then do something.. then slept at dun noe quite late..
Now very tired sia.
Sunday: Counting down to 13 days!
I hate Sundays. Cos its a damn day when i just got to inhale lots and lots of smoke. Be subjected to privacy lost. Hey! This isn't rite, and I simply detest this feeling. It sucks to the core!
I'm finally done with my compiling of my album. It looks ok lo. Now just need to add in all the captions and settle the borders and the front design. then I'm done.
I guess I better go slp now. good nite mates.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Went to pay for my air tickets costing me more than a cool thousand bucks in total. HaHaha. Wait n wait.. then finally got it done by 230pm. then we went for lunch @ KFC.. lolx.
Then go shopping at Far East lo.. See alot of nice nice clothes. Feel like buying but abit sian.. cos like no use, since I'm not staying here anymore. Hahaha..
Then go buy presents for my friends lo. 2 of them.. 21st birthday! Lolx.. Then later we left orchard at 6pm like tat..
Then later I reach home at 7++ then bath then wrap present then go go to Aranda Country Club liao. Shaggy sia. I took a cab down cos it was pretty late liao. Who noes.. I was early! kaoz. Hahaha.. so i eat and crapped with my sec school mates.. then left the chalet at 1120 like tat. Took a bus home. Reach home at about 12 ++ then do something.. then slept at dun noe quite late..
Now very tired sia.
Sunday: Counting down to 13 days!
I hate Sundays. Cos its a damn day when i just got to inhale lots and lots of smoke. Be subjected to privacy lost. Hey! This isn't rite, and I simply detest this feeling. It sucks to the core!
I'm finally done with my compiling of my album. It looks ok lo. Now just need to add in all the captions and settle the borders and the front design. then I'm done.
I guess I better go slp now. good nite mates.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Friday: Counting down to 15 days!
Yes.. 2 more weeks to go.. I'm not going to be sad over it. I wun allow myself to.. I dun wan to sadden those who care for me. Haahaa. I will be strong. I must be stronger than yesterday.
Went for tat dumb class... really got very screwed up in class.. lucky I could control my temper.. Haha.. the more enjoyable part of today is during the late morning and late nite.
This morning, I went to do some shopping with my mum. Ok lah, pretty fun, cos i no need to pay! Opps. Hahaha.. then i just help to shop and choose things lor. Hahaha
Then nite time, went to look for chris to pass her some angel's hair lo. She wanted to cook for her boyfrend mah. Hahaha.. then I got some supper for the both of us, I haven had my dinner and my dear silly mei mei didn't eat much during her dinner. Then we sat at the senior citizen corner (silly chris said it was my corner, always bully me de.. dun frend her liao!) to enjoy the goreng pisang and soon kueh... This is my first time doing such things.. eating things at void deck at such a time.. interesting.
I super tired liao.. I go n sleep le.. can't really blog much nowdays.. Guess too much blogging makes me cry.. So I shall just restrict to blogging daily happenings.. who i met or watever.. no more inner thots.. they bring tears easily. stupid.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Went for tat dumb class... really got very screwed up in class.. lucky I could control my temper.. Haha.. the more enjoyable part of today is during the late morning and late nite.
This morning, I went to do some shopping with my mum. Ok lah, pretty fun, cos i no need to pay! Opps. Hahaha.. then i just help to shop and choose things lor. Hahaha
Then nite time, went to look for chris to pass her some angel's hair lo. She wanted to cook for her boyfrend mah. Hahaha.. then I got some supper for the both of us, I haven had my dinner and my dear silly mei mei didn't eat much during her dinner. Then we sat at the senior citizen corner (silly chris said it was my corner, always bully me de.. dun frend her liao!) to enjoy the goreng pisang and soon kueh... This is my first time doing such things.. eating things at void deck at such a time.. interesting.
I super tired liao.. I go n sleep le.. can't really blog much nowdays.. Guess too much blogging makes me cry.. So I shall just restrict to blogging daily happenings.. who i met or watever.. no more inner thots.. they bring tears easily. stupid.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Down to 16 liao..
Haven be able to do daily updates due to numerous reasons.. let me slowly recap everything...
Monday: Counting down to 19 days!
Ok.. I was at home rotting.. cos I'm only meeting my mei mei after her work at 630pm. My poor mei mei seems abit moody on Sunday n monday itself. I was dead worried. Worry until I keep pacing up n down at home thinking of wat I can do to cheer her up. So afraid to see her upset.
Truthfully speaking, I do love this mei mei alot. Thou I call her mei mei, actually, I do see alot of quailties in her that I dun have. Its from her that I began to learn. I will say.. this mei mei is my most beloved mei mei ah.. can't stop caring for u wor. Hahaha.
I was frying some spring rolls in the morning. Was actually pretty busy at home. Walking around at home. Do this, do that. Abit irritated cos I can't think of ways to cheer mei mei up. Then I finally got to settle down at around noon. Then get a quick bite, then go back to my room and pack abit. dun noe y suddenly took out my instrument and started playing with it. Playing some very memoriable songs. Then suddenly thot of something to do Hahaha.. not going to reveal it to u... boo!
Then pretty excited to go n find mei mei. So went to bath at 4 plus.. then 5 plus go to Tampines liao. I went to get some blue tack for my album. Then actually thot of buying some chocolates for mei mei, cos I heard that chocolate makes one happy. So I went to look for some nice ones. Then later came across one with macadamia nuts. It was heavenly.
I know mei mei was pretty angry that I keep getting food for her.. I oso feel abit bad, cos I keep feeding her. So call, make her fat lo. But I really scare she go hungry. I scare she go hungry oso dun wan to tell me, then I oso dun noe. So I just keep buying for her lo.
Then we walk to mei mei's hse again. I really enjoy the walk with her ah. Jie Jie go fetch mei mei from work.. how sweet is that? It seems that this will only occur in our childhood days. But its actually happening on us. Its just a kind of undescribable feeling inside me. Just felt that it was really very sweet lo.
Then we play and talk.. mei mei help me with my photos lo. Lolx. Just enjoy her company very much lor. So hard to find someone like mei mei... so nice, so ting hua, so sweet, so patient... What else could I ask for?
I'm really blessed to have her as my mei mei.
Tuesday: Counting down to 18 days!
Yet another day has past. I'm only left with 18 days in singapore. Pretty sad. I woke up early today. Going to CENT retreat with mummy and Mr Ng. So spent my day over there.
Actually I'm supposed to have lesson in the evening @ Orchard. But I skipped it cos I wanted to spend my evening with mei mei. I dragged mummy to dine with us too. So we had some dim sum and went for kopi and loti at ya kun. It was pretty enjoyable.
Then later I walk home with mei mei again. Hahaha. Actually I'm just worried for her to travel alone at nite. So I accompanied her home lo. I oso not much chance to spend time with her anymore. Very sad ah. I got pretty sad. Till I almost cried at her place. So sorry to mei mei for making her feel upset too.
Wednesday: Counting down to 17 days!
I got up early as usual. Paced around the house. Then check my emails and everything. Then remembered to msg mei mei. Hahaha. Last time, I would purposely set alarm to wake myself up to msg her, and go back to sleep after that. Now I dun need alarm anymore. Got pretty used to waking up early now. Finally getting back to normal.
I spent my day cutting photographs.. selecting them for my album. This is my first time doing something for myself. Everytime I make cards or watever.. its always for someone else. Now finally I'm making something for myself.
Then went to meet mei mei and proceed to the CENT retreat BBQ. Oh, we had quite abit of food ah. I got pretty full. Then we had fun inside the kitchen. Haa.. mei mei cooked butter prawns ah. It was really well done. Everyone was saying that the prawn was fantastic. I had quite a few because it taste really good. Mei mei is a great cook actually, Jia hua is indeed very lucky sia.
Then Mr John Leong sent us home ah. Lolx.. Mei mei was so excited. Lolx. Actually I'm suppose to tag along with mummy on Mr Ng's car, but mei mei was afraid to go with Mr John Leong alone. So I offered to send mei mei home and then go back to my place by myself lo. Hahaha. Silly mei mei
Thursday: Counting down to 16 days!
I'm having the lesson at evening today. I just dun feel like attending it. Kind of turned off by that lecturer. That Roger something something from some poly.. Haa..
Abit bored to stay at home.. Feel like doing alot of things but yet lazy. Stupid lesson .. bloody lesson.. I dun want to go for class!!!!! Haiz.. if not for mei mei and mummy they all (they will nag!!), I would skip this lesson again! stupid lesson. Boo..
Today wun have much time to keep mei mei company liao. Cos of this stupid damn lesson. Mei mei wants to join me for my class on Friday. I'm not going to let her join me. I dun wan her to go home late, anyway, there isn't anything interesting in class. So dun waste her time. I will think of ways to prevent her to come definitely.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Monday: Counting down to 19 days!
Ok.. I was at home rotting.. cos I'm only meeting my mei mei after her work at 630pm. My poor mei mei seems abit moody on Sunday n monday itself. I was dead worried. Worry until I keep pacing up n down at home thinking of wat I can do to cheer her up. So afraid to see her upset.
Truthfully speaking, I do love this mei mei alot. Thou I call her mei mei, actually, I do see alot of quailties in her that I dun have. Its from her that I began to learn. I will say.. this mei mei is my most beloved mei mei ah.. can't stop caring for u wor. Hahaha.
I was frying some spring rolls in the morning. Was actually pretty busy at home. Walking around at home. Do this, do that. Abit irritated cos I can't think of ways to cheer mei mei up. Then I finally got to settle down at around noon. Then get a quick bite, then go back to my room and pack abit. dun noe y suddenly took out my instrument and started playing with it. Playing some very memoriable songs. Then suddenly thot of something to do Hahaha.. not going to reveal it to u... boo!
Then pretty excited to go n find mei mei. So went to bath at 4 plus.. then 5 plus go to Tampines liao. I went to get some blue tack for my album. Then actually thot of buying some chocolates for mei mei, cos I heard that chocolate makes one happy. So I went to look for some nice ones. Then later came across one with macadamia nuts. It was heavenly.
I know mei mei was pretty angry that I keep getting food for her.. I oso feel abit bad, cos I keep feeding her. So call, make her fat lo. But I really scare she go hungry. I scare she go hungry oso dun wan to tell me, then I oso dun noe. So I just keep buying for her lo.
Then we walk to mei mei's hse again. I really enjoy the walk with her ah. Jie Jie go fetch mei mei from work.. how sweet is that? It seems that this will only occur in our childhood days. But its actually happening on us. Its just a kind of undescribable feeling inside me. Just felt that it was really very sweet lo.
Then we play and talk.. mei mei help me with my photos lo. Lolx. Just enjoy her company very much lor. So hard to find someone like mei mei... so nice, so ting hua, so sweet, so patient... What else could I ask for?
I'm really blessed to have her as my mei mei.
Tuesday: Counting down to 18 days!
Yet another day has past. I'm only left with 18 days in singapore. Pretty sad. I woke up early today. Going to CENT retreat with mummy and Mr Ng. So spent my day over there.
Actually I'm supposed to have lesson in the evening @ Orchard. But I skipped it cos I wanted to spend my evening with mei mei. I dragged mummy to dine with us too. So we had some dim sum and went for kopi and loti at ya kun. It was pretty enjoyable.
Then later I walk home with mei mei again. Hahaha. Actually I'm just worried for her to travel alone at nite. So I accompanied her home lo. I oso not much chance to spend time with her anymore. Very sad ah. I got pretty sad. Till I almost cried at her place. So sorry to mei mei for making her feel upset too.
Wednesday: Counting down to 17 days!
I got up early as usual. Paced around the house. Then check my emails and everything. Then remembered to msg mei mei. Hahaha. Last time, I would purposely set alarm to wake myself up to msg her, and go back to sleep after that. Now I dun need alarm anymore. Got pretty used to waking up early now. Finally getting back to normal.
I spent my day cutting photographs.. selecting them for my album. This is my first time doing something for myself. Everytime I make cards or watever.. its always for someone else. Now finally I'm making something for myself.
Then went to meet mei mei and proceed to the CENT retreat BBQ. Oh, we had quite abit of food ah. I got pretty full. Then we had fun inside the kitchen. Haa.. mei mei cooked butter prawns ah. It was really well done. Everyone was saying that the prawn was fantastic. I had quite a few because it taste really good. Mei mei is a great cook actually, Jia hua is indeed very lucky sia.
Then Mr John Leong sent us home ah. Lolx.. Mei mei was so excited. Lolx. Actually I'm suppose to tag along with mummy on Mr Ng's car, but mei mei was afraid to go with Mr John Leong alone. So I offered to send mei mei home and then go back to my place by myself lo. Hahaha. Silly mei mei
Thursday: Counting down to 16 days!
I'm having the lesson at evening today. I just dun feel like attending it. Kind of turned off by that lecturer. That Roger something something from some poly.. Haa..
Abit bored to stay at home.. Feel like doing alot of things but yet lazy. Stupid lesson .. bloody lesson.. I dun want to go for class!!!!! Haiz.. if not for mei mei and mummy they all (they will nag!!), I would skip this lesson again! stupid lesson. Boo..
Today wun have much time to keep mei mei company liao. Cos of this stupid damn lesson. Mei mei wants to join me for my class on Friday. I'm not going to let her join me. I dun wan her to go home late, anyway, there isn't anything interesting in class. So dun waste her time. I will think of ways to prevent her to come definitely.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Counting down.. 20 Days and loving it.
Whopped.. wat a busy day.. shaggy wor..
I slept at 430 last nite.. after bloggin and a couple of rounds of mahjong. Lolx.. Woke up at 730am.. but to late to say goodbye to my mum. She went off early in the morning. Well.. its ok ba.
So I started off my day with wrapping of spring rolls. Wow.. its pretty hardwork. Then at 1:30pm, went to bath and set off to parkway to get my pictures. I made my rounds at cold storage today. Got a couple of ingredients for sushi again. Spent a bomb sia. Oh.. I got a haircut today.. I was feeling rather bored then. So I decided to try something fun. A haircut seems a good idea since I've always been wanting to get one for quite sometime.
Took a bus down to bugis area to get some materials.. Not some lah.. its ALOT ah!!!!! I just realize that I spent a whooping $100+++ on the past 3 days! Shit man.. this isn't a good sign. It means I will be surviving on grass liao (wat mei mei said has come true!! OMG). Super broke.. broke until dun noe wat to say sia. No more food outside..
Got to cut down.. no.. I mean totally cut off expenses on food and beverages le. Welcome to Cheerene Survivial Camp. Haiz. Anyway, I only need a meal a day.. so it doesn't affect me too much lor.. heng ah! Lolx.
Pretty shaggy ah.. cos after I reach home at 6pm++, I had my first meal of the day. (Lolx.. and of cos its the last too...) I continued with the spring rolls.. just managed to finish wrapping them an hour ago. Woo.. I'm going to go thru my pixs now.. and pack all my newly bought stuff.. Guess its gonna be another late nite tonite. I'll con't with the making of the little surprises!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I slept at 430 last nite.. after bloggin and a couple of rounds of mahjong. Lolx.. Woke up at 730am.. but to late to say goodbye to my mum. She went off early in the morning. Well.. its ok ba.
So I started off my day with wrapping of spring rolls. Wow.. its pretty hardwork. Then at 1:30pm, went to bath and set off to parkway to get my pictures. I made my rounds at cold storage today. Got a couple of ingredients for sushi again. Spent a bomb sia. Oh.. I got a haircut today.. I was feeling rather bored then. So I decided to try something fun. A haircut seems a good idea since I've always been wanting to get one for quite sometime.
Took a bus down to bugis area to get some materials.. Not some lah.. its ALOT ah!!!!! I just realize that I spent a whooping $100+++ on the past 3 days! Shit man.. this isn't a good sign. It means I will be surviving on grass liao (wat mei mei said has come true!! OMG). Super broke.. broke until dun noe wat to say sia. No more food outside..
Got to cut down.. no.. I mean totally cut off expenses on food and beverages le. Welcome to Cheerene Survivial Camp. Haiz. Anyway, I only need a meal a day.. so it doesn't affect me too much lor.. heng ah! Lolx.
Pretty shaggy ah.. cos after I reach home at 6pm++, I had my first meal of the day. (Lolx.. and of cos its the last too...) I continued with the spring rolls.. just managed to finish wrapping them an hour ago. Woo.. I'm going to go thru my pixs now.. and pack all my newly bought stuff.. Guess its gonna be another late nite tonite. I'll con't with the making of the little surprises!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Counting down.. 21 Days and loving it.
Abit stupid.. but this blog suppose to be last nite's work.. Just as I finished the last word of my post.. the wireless thingy got shut off.. I guess my faithful readers would know wat I'm actually talking abt.. Lol. Here goes the entry:
Back home at long last. Hahaha. Realized that Its almost 2 weeks since my last entry... I've not done my part and keep my promises. I M BAD! Lolx..
Was at Sentosa today. Fulfilled one of my wishes. To bask in the sun and immerse in the water, just love this carefree feeling where all the trouble in the world seems to disappear. But of cos.. we all know trouble dun dissappear just like that... it only disappear when its solved. It can only slip out of ur mind for a moment.. but huant u for life if not solved.
Hope that the whole gang had enjoyed themselves throughout. Specially like to dedicate this post to mei mei for being so nice and caring and oh.. so sweet. She actually remembered that I told her that I wanted to go Sentosa before I leave.. hence the trip today. I'm really at a lost of words now. Just thot that she is just too sweet le.. hao fan ah! lol Thanks alot ,my dear mei mei! Really couldn't thank u enough. But all I could say is.. you have really really done enough for me le.. no need to do so much for me de. u only make me feel bad whenever u do so much for me. Certain things you can't really help me much, there are things waiting for me to so it myself de.
Hahaha.. just dun noe wat to say now. Writer's block? Rubbish! Hahaha.. its just that I'm kind of having a very mixed up feeling.. Too much things to think, yet can't focus on anything.
My mum is leaving in a few hours time. Just feel like those chao recruit, waiting to get out of Tekong... No lah, kidding. Its more like a chance for me to do things by myself. A mockup 3-days Aussie life style? Ha. Fun lo.. I have the whole kitchen to myself..
Just got too much to say.. yet too much things to worry for, if I ever come clear with such issues. Definitely these are not unfound worries... trust me! Y bother to invite trouble when I'm abt to leave?? Hahaha.. I guess it might be pretty surprising for some of guys. Well, to you, I might have been always a very vocal person.. daring to point out all my point of views on anything? Hahaha.. thats far from truth actually. My disability to point things out at times has caused me to lose alot of things.. relationships.. trust etc.. Quite upset cos till now.. I still could not bare my thots out openly. I'm just too afraid that truth will hurt those I cared for too much. So much so that I would rather keep it deep within myself.. at somewhere I know those stuff would never be heard elsewhere other then my heart.
Sometimes... lessons has got to be learned the hard way. I've taken a very wrong step by giving up myself many years back. I'll always be look down upon becos of it. No second chance. But now, I'm given a new lease of life elsewhere. I will treasure it. I will get all those things which is rightfully mine back! Second life maybe? Ha.. Who knows? But, I would say, just grab this chance before its gone.
My blog has become my channel to let out every shit. tonnes and tonnes of complaints.. wonder if really anyone of u bothers to actually go thru all those stupid entries at times.. not to say if u r so free like me. opps. Sorry to make u read such nonsense. I do feel bad too. I do hope to share happy things too. Well, who dun?
Well.. at least for the past few days, I've been working on something good for everyone. My last thot for everyone. Hahaha.. u bet I'm gonna throw in tonnes of effort in it. Just wait n see! U r gonna see how great Cheerene Lab Inc actually is. How BHB.. bleah!
(Jan23 3.30am)
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Back home at long last. Hahaha. Realized that Its almost 2 weeks since my last entry... I've not done my part and keep my promises. I M BAD! Lolx..
Was at Sentosa today. Fulfilled one of my wishes. To bask in the sun and immerse in the water, just love this carefree feeling where all the trouble in the world seems to disappear. But of cos.. we all know trouble dun dissappear just like that... it only disappear when its solved. It can only slip out of ur mind for a moment.. but huant u for life if not solved.
Hope that the whole gang had enjoyed themselves throughout. Specially like to dedicate this post to mei mei for being so nice and caring and oh.. so sweet. She actually remembered that I told her that I wanted to go Sentosa before I leave.. hence the trip today. I'm really at a lost of words now. Just thot that she is just too sweet le.. hao fan ah! lol Thanks alot ,my dear mei mei! Really couldn't thank u enough. But all I could say is.. you have really really done enough for me le.. no need to do so much for me de. u only make me feel bad whenever u do so much for me. Certain things you can't really help me much, there are things waiting for me to so it myself de.
Hahaha.. just dun noe wat to say now. Writer's block? Rubbish! Hahaha.. its just that I'm kind of having a very mixed up feeling.. Too much things to think, yet can't focus on anything.
My mum is leaving in a few hours time. Just feel like those chao recruit, waiting to get out of Tekong... No lah, kidding. Its more like a chance for me to do things by myself. A mockup 3-days Aussie life style? Ha. Fun lo.. I have the whole kitchen to myself..
Just got too much to say.. yet too much things to worry for, if I ever come clear with such issues. Definitely these are not unfound worries... trust me! Y bother to invite trouble when I'm abt to leave?? Hahaha.. I guess it might be pretty surprising for some of guys. Well, to you, I might have been always a very vocal person.. daring to point out all my point of views on anything? Hahaha.. thats far from truth actually. My disability to point things out at times has caused me to lose alot of things.. relationships.. trust etc.. Quite upset cos till now.. I still could not bare my thots out openly. I'm just too afraid that truth will hurt those I cared for too much. So much so that I would rather keep it deep within myself.. at somewhere I know those stuff would never be heard elsewhere other then my heart.
Sometimes... lessons has got to be learned the hard way. I've taken a very wrong step by giving up myself many years back. I'll always be look down upon becos of it. No second chance. But now, I'm given a new lease of life elsewhere. I will treasure it. I will get all those things which is rightfully mine back! Second life maybe? Ha.. Who knows? But, I would say, just grab this chance before its gone.
My blog has become my channel to let out every shit. tonnes and tonnes of complaints.. wonder if really anyone of u bothers to actually go thru all those stupid entries at times.. not to say if u r so free like me. opps. Sorry to make u read such nonsense. I do feel bad too. I do hope to share happy things too. Well, who dun?
Well.. at least for the past few days, I've been working on something good for everyone. My last thot for everyone. Hahaha.. u bet I'm gonna throw in tonnes of effort in it. Just wait n see! U r gonna see how great Cheerene Lab Inc actually is. How BHB.. bleah!
(Jan23 3.30am)
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Mei mei come to Jie Jie's house
Today quite fun ah, mei mei come to my place. Then 2 of us hide in my room eat n eat n eat for the whole day.. make me so full sia! BLOATED. Lolx.. But fun ah, really enjoy her company althou we never do much at my place. She seems abit sian, cos my place oso nutting much for her to play with. Then i made her do the poster for the club. Feel abit paisae, cos I was the one who offered to help, end up she is the one doing the poster but of cos I oso got work on it de lor.
Hope that the gang can come to my place more often, then at least i wun feel so bored at home. But I know its not really possible afterall. Mei mei has got a job, so meaning I have no playmates on weekdays. Evil twin is in Tekong. Dun tell me about weekends, it seems that my remaining Saturdays in SG have been booked. Sundays.. most prob its going to be family day for most of my friends, so I guess its even more out of question. Thou it seems like a blessing that I'm born in a family with so many siblings, but each of us r not that close afterall. Feeling pretty sad. Time flies, and before you know it, I'm gone.
But maybe I shouldn't be greedy afterall, I'm already blessed to have such a good time with my friends now. I guess I shouldn't ask for more. Thank god for blessing me with such wonderful friends now. Even if we might not remain as friends as time goes by, at least I still have all these beautiful memories to keep, they will be with me for the rest of my life.
Just now, I was pretty bored on bus, hence I came up with a pretty cute idea. From now on, I will do something meaningful everyday and will try my best to blog it down on a daily basis. It might not be possible for me to blog on a daily basis cos my schedule are pretty tight as well. Hahaha
Just suddenly recalled that I still have tonnes of appointment that has yet to be made. How lazy m I? arghh.. My Poly buddies and friends and lecturers who have been so kind to me. My sec schoolmates and teachers who have gone thru such troubled times with me. My pri schoolmates who has given me so much cute little childhood memories. Not forgetting those good O colleagues of mine. I seriously dun dare to count the number of appointments to be made. I dun have much time left...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hope that the gang can come to my place more often, then at least i wun feel so bored at home. But I know its not really possible afterall. Mei mei has got a job, so meaning I have no playmates on weekdays. Evil twin is in Tekong. Dun tell me about weekends, it seems that my remaining Saturdays in SG have been booked. Sundays.. most prob its going to be family day for most of my friends, so I guess its even more out of question. Thou it seems like a blessing that I'm born in a family with so many siblings, but each of us r not that close afterall. Feeling pretty sad. Time flies, and before you know it, I'm gone.
But maybe I shouldn't be greedy afterall, I'm already blessed to have such a good time with my friends now. I guess I shouldn't ask for more. Thank god for blessing me with such wonderful friends now. Even if we might not remain as friends as time goes by, at least I still have all these beautiful memories to keep, they will be with me for the rest of my life.
Just now, I was pretty bored on bus, hence I came up with a pretty cute idea. From now on, I will do something meaningful everyday and will try my best to blog it down on a daily basis. It might not be possible for me to blog on a daily basis cos my schedule are pretty tight as well. Hahaha
Just suddenly recalled that I still have tonnes of appointment that has yet to be made. How lazy m I? arghh.. My Poly buddies and friends and lecturers who have been so kind to me. My sec schoolmates and teachers who have gone thru such troubled times with me. My pri schoolmates who has given me so much cute little childhood memories. Not forgetting those good O colleagues of mine. I seriously dun dare to count the number of appointments to be made. I dun have much time left...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Entry No. 243
Harlo Folks.. Have u been good recently??
Oh well, I've been... In fact tooo good to be true. Wat crap! I've always been good! Lolx.
Hahaha.. Been having so much fun and food on New Year day itself.. Till an extend I fell sick yesterday. Was very sick.. When I woke up yesterday morning. I felt something wrong already, and by evening time, my temperature started to climb up.. Gosh! I felt very giddy and felt like vomitting. During my bath, I almost fainted in the toilet. Luckily I managed to hold on to something. Then I finally made my way back to my room. To me, it was the longest journey I ever made. Its really tough. For afew times, I almost fell. Kind of lost my sense of direction as well. My back started to ache as well. Got my temperature taken, ooh.. 38.4 degrees. Hmm.. I'm not too sure if tat is consider high or not.. But I just knew that it was the first time I ever felt so terrible with this fever and stupid dummy headache..
After popping down 2 panadols, I tried to sleep. Feeling so terrible. But I woke up at 3am again. This time feeling much better already. Had my temperature taken again. 35.5 degrees. Oh this one seems to be much more "normal-looking" then the previous temperature. Can't really sleep again.. So started starring at my celling till I fell asleep again. As for now, I still feel abit giddy and tired, but I guess I'm more or less on my way to recovery already.
Enough about all those sicky stories. Well time to share something fun. How abt my new year celebrations??
Ok, On the eve of the New Year, I was suppose to meet up with meimei anf gang for a dinner, but I wasn't feeling really fantastic. stomach was rumbling. Not as in hungry or wat, but its just a differnent kind of rumbling. So instead I meet them at 8++ to slack at macdonalds. Awhile later, we have a VOLUNTEER to treat us to K-Box for a KTV session. Opps.! Hahaha.. Thanks to Zihua for volunteering! Then later we hopped onto taxis and made our way home. But I couldn't sleep till 430am+++. Lolx. So its how i spent my countdown.!!
Then early next morning, I woke up too early, hence I decided to go for my tuition. It was a real stupid morning. First, I met a crazy guy on my way to my student's house. Sickening fella. So I ignored him and carry on my way. Then came this dumb car.. I guess u know wat happened next. Yup.... Splashed! I was wet all over. What a way to spend New Year.
Then when I got home, my aunt was at my place already. Actually they were on their way to the supermarket to get the stuff for BBQ. But the 2 kids of my aunt decided to stick with me at home. I couldn't say raise any objections! So they kept bothering me to let them play with my computer. Oh dear.. Computers dun come cheap, and when U look at the way they play computer, U will be able to understand my feelings at that point of time. I was dead sleeply actually, so reluctantly, I had to give in to them. I can't stand people repeating the same thing over and over again. Its very irritating. So this is a great way on how to make me give in to u. Argghh.. Evening's BBQ was pretty fun. Cos I cook, ppl eat. Hahaha.. Simple as that. Oh, my chocolates were finally cleared. So are my cookies. Sad.. but glad to know that at least I wun be gaining another 5kg with those stuff. My tummy really is giving me some serious problem. Before I could even take a rest and start to eat, it started to hurt. Very painful, till I can't stand. So had to get it out.. erm.. Hahahaa..
So wats on the menu that evening.. for cooked food, we had a big pot of curry chicken, fried bee hoon with pork, fried wanton and meat wrapped in beancurd skin. Fishballs and lastly, a pot of pork legs in dark soya sauce. Here comes the highlight.. Hahaa, BBQ stuff, chicken wings marinated in curry powder, black pepper pork chop, chicken chop, satay and otah, chilli sotong and stingray, prawns. For saugages, we have so many different types! Hahaha.. pepper saugages, cheese saugages, taiwan saugages and the normal hotdogs. For drinks, hmmm there were Tiger beer for the old folks, some sparkling juice for kids, and a bottle of red wine for young adults like me! And of cos, lots of gassy drinks and juices for everyone.
Can someone pass me a tissue.. my saliva is dripping..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Oh well, I've been... In fact tooo good to be true. Wat crap! I've always been good! Lolx.
Hahaha.. Been having so much fun and food on New Year day itself.. Till an extend I fell sick yesterday. Was very sick.. When I woke up yesterday morning. I felt something wrong already, and by evening time, my temperature started to climb up.. Gosh! I felt very giddy and felt like vomitting. During my bath, I almost fainted in the toilet. Luckily I managed to hold on to something. Then I finally made my way back to my room. To me, it was the longest journey I ever made. Its really tough. For afew times, I almost fell. Kind of lost my sense of direction as well. My back started to ache as well. Got my temperature taken, ooh.. 38.4 degrees. Hmm.. I'm not too sure if tat is consider high or not.. But I just knew that it was the first time I ever felt so terrible with this fever and stupid dummy headache..
After popping down 2 panadols, I tried to sleep. Feeling so terrible. But I woke up at 3am again. This time feeling much better already. Had my temperature taken again. 35.5 degrees. Oh this one seems to be much more "normal-looking" then the previous temperature. Can't really sleep again.. So started starring at my celling till I fell asleep again. As for now, I still feel abit giddy and tired, but I guess I'm more or less on my way to recovery already.
Enough about all those sicky stories. Well time to share something fun. How abt my new year celebrations??
Ok, On the eve of the New Year, I was suppose to meet up with meimei anf gang for a dinner, but I wasn't feeling really fantastic. stomach was rumbling. Not as in hungry or wat, but its just a differnent kind of rumbling. So instead I meet them at 8++ to slack at macdonalds. Awhile later, we have a VOLUNTEER to treat us to K-Box for a KTV session. Opps.! Hahaha.. Thanks to Zihua for volunteering! Then later we hopped onto taxis and made our way home. But I couldn't sleep till 430am+++. Lolx. So its how i spent my countdown.!!
Then early next morning, I woke up too early, hence I decided to go for my tuition. It was a real stupid morning. First, I met a crazy guy on my way to my student's house. Sickening fella. So I ignored him and carry on my way. Then came this dumb car.. I guess u know wat happened next. Yup.... Splashed! I was wet all over. What a way to spend New Year.
Then when I got home, my aunt was at my place already. Actually they were on their way to the supermarket to get the stuff for BBQ. But the 2 kids of my aunt decided to stick with me at home. I couldn't say raise any objections! So they kept bothering me to let them play with my computer. Oh dear.. Computers dun come cheap, and when U look at the way they play computer, U will be able to understand my feelings at that point of time. I was dead sleeply actually, so reluctantly, I had to give in to them. I can't stand people repeating the same thing over and over again. Its very irritating. So this is a great way on how to make me give in to u. Argghh.. Evening's BBQ was pretty fun. Cos I cook, ppl eat. Hahaha.. Simple as that. Oh, my chocolates were finally cleared. So are my cookies. Sad.. but glad to know that at least I wun be gaining another 5kg with those stuff. My tummy really is giving me some serious problem. Before I could even take a rest and start to eat, it started to hurt. Very painful, till I can't stand. So had to get it out.. erm.. Hahahaa..
So wats on the menu that evening.. for cooked food, we had a big pot of curry chicken, fried bee hoon with pork, fried wanton and meat wrapped in beancurd skin. Fishballs and lastly, a pot of pork legs in dark soya sauce. Here comes the highlight.. Hahaa, BBQ stuff, chicken wings marinated in curry powder, black pepper pork chop, chicken chop, satay and otah, chilli sotong and stingray, prawns. For saugages, we have so many different types! Hahaha.. pepper saugages, cheese saugages, taiwan saugages and the normal hotdogs. For drinks, hmmm there were Tiger beer for the old folks, some sparkling juice for kids, and a bottle of red wine for young adults like me! And of cos, lots of gassy drinks and juices for everyone.
Can someone pass me a tissue.. my saliva is dripping..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
