Hi guys,
Sorry that I wasn't able to update my blog. yeah, i wasn't able to come online for the past week. Now finally get to see all of u online. Very happy! Hahaha.. all of u mus take care ah!! I m watching u from aussie ah! Hahaha..
Everything is fine now, I've started class. Wow, very stressful cos I couldn't understand the lessons fully. Very sad ah! Hahaha.. but dun worry abt me, I'm getting on very well here. Made many new frends.. So absolutely dun worry for me! lol
Take care hor u ppl!! dun make me worry for u! Lolx
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Friday: Counting Down to 1 day!!
Finally... counter has reach 1..
I as having a little problem with my sleep.. Tears just kept flowing down.. I know I m afraid. I m scare.
Arghh.. I jus feel so stupid! Hahaha..
Mix feelings...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I as having a little problem with my sleep.. Tears just kept flowing down.. I know I m afraid. I m scare.
Arghh.. I jus feel so stupid! Hahaha..
Mix feelings...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Tuesday: Counting down to 4 days!!
Sorry for my lack of updates.. Yup, i was pretty busy.. or jus say that I'm lazy.
The furneral had ended.. As expected, money matters caused tonnes of trouble. I knew it right from the start. Well, lets not spoil the new year mood with nonsense from those suckers. I have had enough from them the past few days already.
She is finally gone. Perhaps I was heartless.. I didn't shed a tear when I saw her being pushed into the incinerator. I asked myself. Why? Why didn't I cry like some of them?
Reason being I had no love for this old lady who had been staying with me for the past 20 years of my life. Maybe I have been voided of any feelings already. It wasn't anything like tat time I lost my granny (my mum's mum). Tat was during my year 1.1, I could remember that the very next day my grandmother died, when i return to school, poor vinoth got scolded for irritating me!
I still miss my grandmother (my mum's mum).
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
The furneral had ended.. As expected, money matters caused tonnes of trouble. I knew it right from the start. Well, lets not spoil the new year mood with nonsense from those suckers. I have had enough from them the past few days already.
She is finally gone. Perhaps I was heartless.. I didn't shed a tear when I saw her being pushed into the incinerator. I asked myself. Why? Why didn't I cry like some of them?
Reason being I had no love for this old lady who had been staying with me for the past 20 years of my life. Maybe I have been voided of any feelings already. It wasn't anything like tat time I lost my granny (my mum's mum). Tat was during my year 1.1, I could remember that the very next day my grandmother died, when i return to school, poor vinoth got scolded for irritating me!
I still miss my grandmother (my mum's mum).
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Saturday: Counting down to 7 Days
Just as I was busy with my count down.. someone else ended hers suddenly.
Yes.. my grandmother ended her count today. 1413 to be exact. To tell the truth. I'm not really sadden by her departure. Rather, I'm truly sadden that she didn't really have anyone to shed true tears for her. Well, alot of them were crying in the hospital, but all crocodile tears. I felt very hurt by it. It wasn't the tears that really matters, its wat the heart feels at that moment. The reason I was so upset by them was that they still care so much about the money even at that critical moment. Dun tell me that I have to be logical and practical.
I did cried this morning when I saw her in the ICU. I called out to her.. but .. Thou I may not love the old woman lying on bed 33, ward 6B this morning. But at least, I do feel sad for her, Thou I always would talk bad about her, perhaps a part of me still holds on the some memories. Yes, to me, she is very bad. I never like her at all. Thinking of the problems that she caused in the family. Come to think of it, without her physically being there, I doubt we(as in the whole family of my father side) would even meet up even once a year. Yup, I never have any liking for those relatives, cos i find them proud. But if not for those proudness in them, nutting would have challenged me to move forward.
And yes, her sudden death did really make me think alot. I was more or less in a daze the whole day. Till and extend that I could take a wrong train. That was my first time in life that I ever took a wrong train. Something keep churning in my head. Racing with my heartbeat. I totally lost my coolness. I've been telling myself. Reminding myself. Drilling myself. Not to keep things to myself. But I still couldn't do it. I have alot to say. Too much to express. But did none. Said none.
I knew that I might have no more tomorrow. But I just can't speak up. Surprising! Cheerene can't speak up for herself?? Lolx.. it just made everyone's toes laughing. Yes. I'm not as brave as everyone might assume. I do have a weak side that I try to hide. Stupid weakling thats my nick. Trying to help others before I could even help myself! Arghh.. See how fantastically stupid I can be?
I happened to b reading keong's bloggy a moment ago. Realized that he somehow was like me. Not being able to speak up. But lucky for me. I waited only 2 years. I met him something like 2 years back. Unforgetable.
But I was more or less pushed by my dreams. Born with a temper that is hard to curb. Character that is pretty unique i would say. And talents that are unmeasurable. (God, see how proud I m of myself). Yes, I wan to soar. I have dreams to fulfil. I want to be the best. I dun want to divert my attention. If I want him, I will have to give up my dreams and b the best to him. Or else, I will have to give him up and do the best for my dreams. Either one. No such things as Best of Both World.
Well, if I have not went thru so much, perhaps my choice would be to follow him instead of my dreams. Bits of everything made me the way I m today. So I decided not to say anything to him. I hide. It wasn't an easy decision. Time and again, I feel so hurt, esp when I'm happy, or when I'm having some celebrations without him. I wanted to share all my happy moments with him. I jus hope for his shoulder to lean on at times of unhappiness. I smsed him just now. Glad that he was the first one to reply to my message. Thou he didn't say much, just to see those few words is good enough already.
A part of me tells me to love unconditionally. Yet another part tells me not even to start it off, for fear of its end. Contradicting.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes.. my grandmother ended her count today. 1413 to be exact. To tell the truth. I'm not really sadden by her departure. Rather, I'm truly sadden that she didn't really have anyone to shed true tears for her. Well, alot of them were crying in the hospital, but all crocodile tears. I felt very hurt by it. It wasn't the tears that really matters, its wat the heart feels at that moment. The reason I was so upset by them was that they still care so much about the money even at that critical moment. Dun tell me that I have to be logical and practical.
I did cried this morning when I saw her in the ICU. I called out to her.. but .. Thou I may not love the old woman lying on bed 33, ward 6B this morning. But at least, I do feel sad for her, Thou I always would talk bad about her, perhaps a part of me still holds on the some memories. Yes, to me, she is very bad. I never like her at all. Thinking of the problems that she caused in the family. Come to think of it, without her physically being there, I doubt we(as in the whole family of my father side) would even meet up even once a year. Yup, I never have any liking for those relatives, cos i find them proud. But if not for those proudness in them, nutting would have challenged me to move forward.
And yes, her sudden death did really make me think alot. I was more or less in a daze the whole day. Till and extend that I could take a wrong train. That was my first time in life that I ever took a wrong train. Something keep churning in my head. Racing with my heartbeat. I totally lost my coolness. I've been telling myself. Reminding myself. Drilling myself. Not to keep things to myself. But I still couldn't do it. I have alot to say. Too much to express. But did none. Said none.
I knew that I might have no more tomorrow. But I just can't speak up. Surprising! Cheerene can't speak up for herself?? Lolx.. it just made everyone's toes laughing. Yes. I'm not as brave as everyone might assume. I do have a weak side that I try to hide. Stupid weakling thats my nick. Trying to help others before I could even help myself! Arghh.. See how fantastically stupid I can be?
I happened to b reading keong's bloggy a moment ago. Realized that he somehow was like me. Not being able to speak up. But lucky for me. I waited only 2 years. I met him something like 2 years back. Unforgetable.
But I was more or less pushed by my dreams. Born with a temper that is hard to curb. Character that is pretty unique i would say. And talents that are unmeasurable. (God, see how proud I m of myself). Yes, I wan to soar. I have dreams to fulfil. I want to be the best. I dun want to divert my attention. If I want him, I will have to give up my dreams and b the best to him. Or else, I will have to give him up and do the best for my dreams. Either one. No such things as Best of Both World.
Well, if I have not went thru so much, perhaps my choice would be to follow him instead of my dreams. Bits of everything made me the way I m today. So I decided not to say anything to him. I hide. It wasn't an easy decision. Time and again, I feel so hurt, esp when I'm happy, or when I'm having some celebrations without him. I wanted to share all my happy moments with him. I jus hope for his shoulder to lean on at times of unhappiness. I smsed him just now. Glad that he was the first one to reply to my message. Thou he didn't say much, just to see those few words is good enough already.
A part of me tells me to love unconditionally. Yet another part tells me not even to start it off, for fear of its end. Contradicting.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Friday: Counting down to 8 days!
Today is all the food n the fun... Wah, busy day... beyond words.
Tired.. shaggy sia.. hahaha
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Tired.. shaggy sia.. hahaha
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Thrusday: Counting down to 9 days!
Wow.. 9 days le.. N i'm not at least excited about it.
Cool.. *lame*
er survive these 9 days without telling the truth? Hmm.. But its really unfair if I break the news now. Its not fair to anyone of us. Well, what is meant to be.. will be. Whats not, will not. This 2 years will be a good test I guess. Time tells no lies.
I'm beginning to feel the laziness.. Its becoming a chore to blog daily. I simply can't find enough time to do it. No lah.. its sheer laziness.. and I'm just trying to cover up for myself.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Cool.. *lame*
er survive these 9 days without telling the truth? Hmm.. But its really unfair if I break the news now. Its not fair to anyone of us. Well, what is meant to be.. will be. Whats not, will not. This 2 years will be a good test I guess. Time tells no lies.
I'm beginning to feel the laziness.. Its becoming a chore to blog daily. I simply can't find enough time to do it. No lah.. its sheer laziness.. and I'm just trying to cover up for myself.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Wednesday: Counting down to 10 Days!
Into the last 10 days here..
Yes, fear has found its way to me. There is no escape. Only to fight against it, will I have a chance to win. Haa. Stupid!
Yawns.. tired.. bored.. Haiz.. I dun noe lah.. feelin stupid.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes, fear has found its way to me. There is no escape. Only to fight against it, will I have a chance to win. Haa. Stupid!
Yawns.. tired.. bored.. Haiz.. I dun noe lah.. feelin stupid.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Tuesday: Counting down to 11 Days!
Yet again.. one more day lesser than yesterday..
Went back to Creative this afternoon.. had a great lunch with my colleagues. Hahaha.. had fun taking photos and things like tat.
Then go home liao. Lolx. Meeting Haoyun at evening time.
Feeling abit weird. Wondering if things said to me are hints that fell from sky? Yes, everytime i hear such things, my mind would ponder, my heart would go wild... Beep Pop, Beep Pop.. I will go crazy with all these little hints. Silly me, didn't know how to express my feelings in fear of rejection.
And I just realize.. I just rejected myself by denying myself of a chance to say it out..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Went back to Creative this afternoon.. had a great lunch with my colleagues. Hahaha.. had fun taking photos and things like tat.
Then go home liao. Lolx. Meeting Haoyun at evening time.
Feeling abit weird. Wondering if things said to me are hints that fell from sky? Yes, everytime i hear such things, my mind would ponder, my heart would go wild... Beep Pop, Beep Pop.. I will go crazy with all these little hints. Silly me, didn't know how to express my feelings in fear of rejection.
And I just realize.. I just rejected myself by denying myself of a chance to say it out..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Monday: Counting Down to 12 Days!
One day lesser than yesterday.
Oh today went for a movie.. Elektra.. yup another movie with all the nice n slick stunts.. not really much of a story to talk about. Let me jus do a quick run thru of the movie then..
Bad guys wans to catch "the one"...
"the one" tries to hide...
Elektra to the rescue...
Help came along the way...
Elektra saves the day.
~The End~
But hey.. its really nice lo.. Elektra jus fought so stylishly. She is fantastic. Oh, her clothes.. cool, I bet they cost a bomb lo. She changes clothes everytime after a fight. But one thing stupid about the show is that their baddie die so easily.. too fast le..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Oh today went for a movie.. Elektra.. yup another movie with all the nice n slick stunts.. not really much of a story to talk about. Let me jus do a quick run thru of the movie then..
Bad guys wans to catch "the one"...
"the one" tries to hide...
Elektra to the rescue...
Help came along the way...
Elektra saves the day.
~The End~
But hey.. its really nice lo.. Elektra jus fought so stylishly. She is fantastic. Oh, her clothes.. cool, I bet they cost a bomb lo. She changes clothes everytime after a fight. But one thing stupid about the show is that their baddie die so easily.. too fast le..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Saturday: Counting down to 14 days!
Went for the predeparture seminar.. Interesting lo.. informative.. Then met up with some seniors from UOW over there. Did abit of networking.. got their contacts down. Lucky jestin was with me.. she help with alot lo. At least she knows wat to ask.. wat sort of things to look out for.
Went to pay for my air tickets costing me more than a cool thousand bucks in total. HaHaha. Wait n wait.. then finally got it done by 230pm. then we went for lunch @ KFC.. lolx.
Then go shopping at Far East lo.. See alot of nice nice clothes. Feel like buying but abit sian.. cos like no use, since I'm not staying here anymore. Hahaha..
Then go buy presents for my friends lo. 2 of them.. 21st birthday! Lolx.. Then later we left orchard at 6pm like tat..
Then later I reach home at 7++ then bath then wrap present then go go to Aranda Country Club liao. Shaggy sia. I took a cab down cos it was pretty late liao. Who noes.. I was early! kaoz. Hahaha.. so i eat and crapped with my sec school mates.. then left the chalet at 1120 like tat. Took a bus home. Reach home at about 12 ++ then do something.. then slept at dun noe quite late..
Now very tired sia.
Sunday: Counting down to 13 days!
I hate Sundays. Cos its a damn day when i just got to inhale lots and lots of smoke. Be subjected to privacy lost. Hey! This isn't rite, and I simply detest this feeling. It sucks to the core!
I'm finally done with my compiling of my album. It looks ok lo. Now just need to add in all the captions and settle the borders and the front design. then I'm done.
I guess I better go slp now. good nite mates.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Went to pay for my air tickets costing me more than a cool thousand bucks in total. HaHaha. Wait n wait.. then finally got it done by 230pm. then we went for lunch @ KFC.. lolx.
Then go shopping at Far East lo.. See alot of nice nice clothes. Feel like buying but abit sian.. cos like no use, since I'm not staying here anymore. Hahaha..
Then go buy presents for my friends lo. 2 of them.. 21st birthday! Lolx.. Then later we left orchard at 6pm like tat..
Then later I reach home at 7++ then bath then wrap present then go go to Aranda Country Club liao. Shaggy sia. I took a cab down cos it was pretty late liao. Who noes.. I was early! kaoz. Hahaha.. so i eat and crapped with my sec school mates.. then left the chalet at 1120 like tat. Took a bus home. Reach home at about 12 ++ then do something.. then slept at dun noe quite late..
Now very tired sia.
Sunday: Counting down to 13 days!
I hate Sundays. Cos its a damn day when i just got to inhale lots and lots of smoke. Be subjected to privacy lost. Hey! This isn't rite, and I simply detest this feeling. It sucks to the core!
I'm finally done with my compiling of my album. It looks ok lo. Now just need to add in all the captions and settle the borders and the front design. then I'm done.
I guess I better go slp now. good nite mates.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Friday: Counting down to 15 days!
Yes.. 2 more weeks to go.. I'm not going to be sad over it. I wun allow myself to.. I dun wan to sadden those who care for me. Haahaa. I will be strong. I must be stronger than yesterday.
Went for tat dumb class... really got very screwed up in class.. lucky I could control my temper.. Haha.. the more enjoyable part of today is during the late morning and late nite.
This morning, I went to do some shopping with my mum. Ok lah, pretty fun, cos i no need to pay! Opps. Hahaha.. then i just help to shop and choose things lor. Hahaha
Then nite time, went to look for chris to pass her some angel's hair lo. She wanted to cook for her boyfrend mah. Hahaha.. then I got some supper for the both of us, I haven had my dinner and my dear silly mei mei didn't eat much during her dinner. Then we sat at the senior citizen corner (silly chris said it was my corner, always bully me de.. dun frend her liao!) to enjoy the goreng pisang and soon kueh... This is my first time doing such things.. eating things at void deck at such a time.. interesting.
I super tired liao.. I go n sleep le.. can't really blog much nowdays.. Guess too much blogging makes me cry.. So I shall just restrict to blogging daily happenings.. who i met or watever.. no more inner thots.. they bring tears easily. stupid.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Went for tat dumb class... really got very screwed up in class.. lucky I could control my temper.. Haha.. the more enjoyable part of today is during the late morning and late nite.
This morning, I went to do some shopping with my mum. Ok lah, pretty fun, cos i no need to pay! Opps. Hahaha.. then i just help to shop and choose things lor. Hahaha
Then nite time, went to look for chris to pass her some angel's hair lo. She wanted to cook for her boyfrend mah. Hahaha.. then I got some supper for the both of us, I haven had my dinner and my dear silly mei mei didn't eat much during her dinner. Then we sat at the senior citizen corner (silly chris said it was my corner, always bully me de.. dun frend her liao!) to enjoy the goreng pisang and soon kueh... This is my first time doing such things.. eating things at void deck at such a time.. interesting.
I super tired liao.. I go n sleep le.. can't really blog much nowdays.. Guess too much blogging makes me cry.. So I shall just restrict to blogging daily happenings.. who i met or watever.. no more inner thots.. they bring tears easily. stupid.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Down to 16 liao..
Haven be able to do daily updates due to numerous reasons.. let me slowly recap everything...
Monday: Counting down to 19 days!
Ok.. I was at home rotting.. cos I'm only meeting my mei mei after her work at 630pm. My poor mei mei seems abit moody on Sunday n monday itself. I was dead worried. Worry until I keep pacing up n down at home thinking of wat I can do to cheer her up. So afraid to see her upset.
Truthfully speaking, I do love this mei mei alot. Thou I call her mei mei, actually, I do see alot of quailties in her that I dun have. Its from her that I began to learn. I will say.. this mei mei is my most beloved mei mei ah.. can't stop caring for u wor. Hahaha.
I was frying some spring rolls in the morning. Was actually pretty busy at home. Walking around at home. Do this, do that. Abit irritated cos I can't think of ways to cheer mei mei up. Then I finally got to settle down at around noon. Then get a quick bite, then go back to my room and pack abit. dun noe y suddenly took out my instrument and started playing with it. Playing some very memoriable songs. Then suddenly thot of something to do Hahaha.. not going to reveal it to u... boo!
Then pretty excited to go n find mei mei. So went to bath at 4 plus.. then 5 plus go to Tampines liao. I went to get some blue tack for my album. Then actually thot of buying some chocolates for mei mei, cos I heard that chocolate makes one happy. So I went to look for some nice ones. Then later came across one with macadamia nuts. It was heavenly.
I know mei mei was pretty angry that I keep getting food for her.. I oso feel abit bad, cos I keep feeding her. So call, make her fat lo. But I really scare she go hungry. I scare she go hungry oso dun wan to tell me, then I oso dun noe. So I just keep buying for her lo.
Then we walk to mei mei's hse again. I really enjoy the walk with her ah. Jie Jie go fetch mei mei from work.. how sweet is that? It seems that this will only occur in our childhood days. But its actually happening on us. Its just a kind of undescribable feeling inside me. Just felt that it was really very sweet lo.
Then we play and talk.. mei mei help me with my photos lo. Lolx. Just enjoy her company very much lor. So hard to find someone like mei mei... so nice, so ting hua, so sweet, so patient... What else could I ask for?
I'm really blessed to have her as my mei mei.
Tuesday: Counting down to 18 days!
Yet another day has past. I'm only left with 18 days in singapore. Pretty sad. I woke up early today. Going to CENT retreat with mummy and Mr Ng. So spent my day over there.
Actually I'm supposed to have lesson in the evening @ Orchard. But I skipped it cos I wanted to spend my evening with mei mei. I dragged mummy to dine with us too. So we had some dim sum and went for kopi and loti at ya kun. It was pretty enjoyable.
Then later I walk home with mei mei again. Hahaha. Actually I'm just worried for her to travel alone at nite. So I accompanied her home lo. I oso not much chance to spend time with her anymore. Very sad ah. I got pretty sad. Till I almost cried at her place. So sorry to mei mei for making her feel upset too.
Wednesday: Counting down to 17 days!
I got up early as usual. Paced around the house. Then check my emails and everything. Then remembered to msg mei mei. Hahaha. Last time, I would purposely set alarm to wake myself up to msg her, and go back to sleep after that. Now I dun need alarm anymore. Got pretty used to waking up early now. Finally getting back to normal.
I spent my day cutting photographs.. selecting them for my album. This is my first time doing something for myself. Everytime I make cards or watever.. its always for someone else. Now finally I'm making something for myself.
Then went to meet mei mei and proceed to the CENT retreat BBQ. Oh, we had quite abit of food ah. I got pretty full. Then we had fun inside the kitchen. Haa.. mei mei cooked butter prawns ah. It was really well done. Everyone was saying that the prawn was fantastic. I had quite a few because it taste really good. Mei mei is a great cook actually, Jia hua is indeed very lucky sia.
Then Mr John Leong sent us home ah. Lolx.. Mei mei was so excited. Lolx. Actually I'm suppose to tag along with mummy on Mr Ng's car, but mei mei was afraid to go with Mr John Leong alone. So I offered to send mei mei home and then go back to my place by myself lo. Hahaha. Silly mei mei
Thursday: Counting down to 16 days!
I'm having the lesson at evening today. I just dun feel like attending it. Kind of turned off by that lecturer. That Roger something something from some poly.. Haa..
Abit bored to stay at home.. Feel like doing alot of things but yet lazy. Stupid lesson .. bloody lesson.. I dun want to go for class!!!!! Haiz.. if not for mei mei and mummy they all (they will nag!!), I would skip this lesson again! stupid lesson. Boo..
Today wun have much time to keep mei mei company liao. Cos of this stupid damn lesson. Mei mei wants to join me for my class on Friday. I'm not going to let her join me. I dun wan her to go home late, anyway, there isn't anything interesting in class. So dun waste her time. I will think of ways to prevent her to come definitely.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Monday: Counting down to 19 days!
Ok.. I was at home rotting.. cos I'm only meeting my mei mei after her work at 630pm. My poor mei mei seems abit moody on Sunday n monday itself. I was dead worried. Worry until I keep pacing up n down at home thinking of wat I can do to cheer her up. So afraid to see her upset.
Truthfully speaking, I do love this mei mei alot. Thou I call her mei mei, actually, I do see alot of quailties in her that I dun have. Its from her that I began to learn. I will say.. this mei mei is my most beloved mei mei ah.. can't stop caring for u wor. Hahaha.
I was frying some spring rolls in the morning. Was actually pretty busy at home. Walking around at home. Do this, do that. Abit irritated cos I can't think of ways to cheer mei mei up. Then I finally got to settle down at around noon. Then get a quick bite, then go back to my room and pack abit. dun noe y suddenly took out my instrument and started playing with it. Playing some very memoriable songs. Then suddenly thot of something to do Hahaha.. not going to reveal it to u... boo!
Then pretty excited to go n find mei mei. So went to bath at 4 plus.. then 5 plus go to Tampines liao. I went to get some blue tack for my album. Then actually thot of buying some chocolates for mei mei, cos I heard that chocolate makes one happy. So I went to look for some nice ones. Then later came across one with macadamia nuts. It was heavenly.
I know mei mei was pretty angry that I keep getting food for her.. I oso feel abit bad, cos I keep feeding her. So call, make her fat lo. But I really scare she go hungry. I scare she go hungry oso dun wan to tell me, then I oso dun noe. So I just keep buying for her lo.
Then we walk to mei mei's hse again. I really enjoy the walk with her ah. Jie Jie go fetch mei mei from work.. how sweet is that? It seems that this will only occur in our childhood days. But its actually happening on us. Its just a kind of undescribable feeling inside me. Just felt that it was really very sweet lo.
Then we play and talk.. mei mei help me with my photos lo. Lolx. Just enjoy her company very much lor. So hard to find someone like mei mei... so nice, so ting hua, so sweet, so patient... What else could I ask for?
I'm really blessed to have her as my mei mei.
Tuesday: Counting down to 18 days!
Yet another day has past. I'm only left with 18 days in singapore. Pretty sad. I woke up early today. Going to CENT retreat with mummy and Mr Ng. So spent my day over there.
Actually I'm supposed to have lesson in the evening @ Orchard. But I skipped it cos I wanted to spend my evening with mei mei. I dragged mummy to dine with us too. So we had some dim sum and went for kopi and loti at ya kun. It was pretty enjoyable.
Then later I walk home with mei mei again. Hahaha. Actually I'm just worried for her to travel alone at nite. So I accompanied her home lo. I oso not much chance to spend time with her anymore. Very sad ah. I got pretty sad. Till I almost cried at her place. So sorry to mei mei for making her feel upset too.
Wednesday: Counting down to 17 days!
I got up early as usual. Paced around the house. Then check my emails and everything. Then remembered to msg mei mei. Hahaha. Last time, I would purposely set alarm to wake myself up to msg her, and go back to sleep after that. Now I dun need alarm anymore. Got pretty used to waking up early now. Finally getting back to normal.
I spent my day cutting photographs.. selecting them for my album. This is my first time doing something for myself. Everytime I make cards or watever.. its always for someone else. Now finally I'm making something for myself.
Then went to meet mei mei and proceed to the CENT retreat BBQ. Oh, we had quite abit of food ah. I got pretty full. Then we had fun inside the kitchen. Haa.. mei mei cooked butter prawns ah. It was really well done. Everyone was saying that the prawn was fantastic. I had quite a few because it taste really good. Mei mei is a great cook actually, Jia hua is indeed very lucky sia.
Then Mr John Leong sent us home ah. Lolx.. Mei mei was so excited. Lolx. Actually I'm suppose to tag along with mummy on Mr Ng's car, but mei mei was afraid to go with Mr John Leong alone. So I offered to send mei mei home and then go back to my place by myself lo. Hahaha. Silly mei mei
Thursday: Counting down to 16 days!
I'm having the lesson at evening today. I just dun feel like attending it. Kind of turned off by that lecturer. That Roger something something from some poly.. Haa..
Abit bored to stay at home.. Feel like doing alot of things but yet lazy. Stupid lesson .. bloody lesson.. I dun want to go for class!!!!! Haiz.. if not for mei mei and mummy they all (they will nag!!), I would skip this lesson again! stupid lesson. Boo..
Today wun have much time to keep mei mei company liao. Cos of this stupid damn lesson. Mei mei wants to join me for my class on Friday. I'm not going to let her join me. I dun wan her to go home late, anyway, there isn't anything interesting in class. So dun waste her time. I will think of ways to prevent her to come definitely.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Counting down.. 20 Days and loving it.
Whopped.. wat a busy day.. shaggy wor..
I slept at 430 last nite.. after bloggin and a couple of rounds of mahjong. Lolx.. Woke up at 730am.. but to late to say goodbye to my mum. She went off early in the morning. Well.. its ok ba.
So I started off my day with wrapping of spring rolls. Wow.. its pretty hardwork. Then at 1:30pm, went to bath and set off to parkway to get my pictures. I made my rounds at cold storage today. Got a couple of ingredients for sushi again. Spent a bomb sia. Oh.. I got a haircut today.. I was feeling rather bored then. So I decided to try something fun. A haircut seems a good idea since I've always been wanting to get one for quite sometime.
Took a bus down to bugis area to get some materials.. Not some lah.. its ALOT ah!!!!! I just realize that I spent a whooping $100+++ on the past 3 days! Shit man.. this isn't a good sign. It means I will be surviving on grass liao (wat mei mei said has come true!! OMG). Super broke.. broke until dun noe wat to say sia. No more food outside..
Got to cut down.. no.. I mean totally cut off expenses on food and beverages le. Welcome to Cheerene Survivial Camp. Haiz. Anyway, I only need a meal a day.. so it doesn't affect me too much lor.. heng ah! Lolx.
Pretty shaggy ah.. cos after I reach home at 6pm++, I had my first meal of the day. (Lolx.. and of cos its the last too...) I continued with the spring rolls.. just managed to finish wrapping them an hour ago. Woo.. I'm going to go thru my pixs now.. and pack all my newly bought stuff.. Guess its gonna be another late nite tonite. I'll con't with the making of the little surprises!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I slept at 430 last nite.. after bloggin and a couple of rounds of mahjong. Lolx.. Woke up at 730am.. but to late to say goodbye to my mum. She went off early in the morning. Well.. its ok ba.
So I started off my day with wrapping of spring rolls. Wow.. its pretty hardwork. Then at 1:30pm, went to bath and set off to parkway to get my pictures. I made my rounds at cold storage today. Got a couple of ingredients for sushi again. Spent a bomb sia. Oh.. I got a haircut today.. I was feeling rather bored then. So I decided to try something fun. A haircut seems a good idea since I've always been wanting to get one for quite sometime.
Took a bus down to bugis area to get some materials.. Not some lah.. its ALOT ah!!!!! I just realize that I spent a whooping $100+++ on the past 3 days! Shit man.. this isn't a good sign. It means I will be surviving on grass liao (wat mei mei said has come true!! OMG). Super broke.. broke until dun noe wat to say sia. No more food outside..
Got to cut down.. no.. I mean totally cut off expenses on food and beverages le. Welcome to Cheerene Survivial Camp. Haiz. Anyway, I only need a meal a day.. so it doesn't affect me too much lor.. heng ah! Lolx.
Pretty shaggy ah.. cos after I reach home at 6pm++, I had my first meal of the day. (Lolx.. and of cos its the last too...) I continued with the spring rolls.. just managed to finish wrapping them an hour ago. Woo.. I'm going to go thru my pixs now.. and pack all my newly bought stuff.. Guess its gonna be another late nite tonite. I'll con't with the making of the little surprises!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Counting down.. 21 Days and loving it.
Abit stupid.. but this blog suppose to be last nite's work.. Just as I finished the last word of my post.. the wireless thingy got shut off.. I guess my faithful readers would know wat I'm actually talking abt.. Lol. Here goes the entry:
Back home at long last. Hahaha. Realized that Its almost 2 weeks since my last entry... I've not done my part and keep my promises. I M BAD! Lolx..
Was at Sentosa today. Fulfilled one of my wishes. To bask in the sun and immerse in the water, just love this carefree feeling where all the trouble in the world seems to disappear. But of cos.. we all know trouble dun dissappear just like that... it only disappear when its solved. It can only slip out of ur mind for a moment.. but huant u for life if not solved.
Hope that the whole gang had enjoyed themselves throughout. Specially like to dedicate this post to mei mei for being so nice and caring and oh.. so sweet. She actually remembered that I told her that I wanted to go Sentosa before I leave.. hence the trip today. I'm really at a lost of words now. Just thot that she is just too sweet le.. hao fan ah! lol Thanks alot ,my dear mei mei! Really couldn't thank u enough. But all I could say is.. you have really really done enough for me le.. no need to do so much for me de. u only make me feel bad whenever u do so much for me. Certain things you can't really help me much, there are things waiting for me to so it myself de.
Hahaha.. just dun noe wat to say now. Writer's block? Rubbish! Hahaha.. its just that I'm kind of having a very mixed up feeling.. Too much things to think, yet can't focus on anything.
My mum is leaving in a few hours time. Just feel like those chao recruit, waiting to get out of Tekong... No lah, kidding. Its more like a chance for me to do things by myself. A mockup 3-days Aussie life style? Ha. Fun lo.. I have the whole kitchen to myself..
Just got too much to say.. yet too much things to worry for, if I ever come clear with such issues. Definitely these are not unfound worries... trust me! Y bother to invite trouble when I'm abt to leave?? Hahaha.. I guess it might be pretty surprising for some of guys. Well, to you, I might have been always a very vocal person.. daring to point out all my point of views on anything? Hahaha.. thats far from truth actually. My disability to point things out at times has caused me to lose alot of things.. relationships.. trust etc.. Quite upset cos till now.. I still could not bare my thots out openly. I'm just too afraid that truth will hurt those I cared for too much. So much so that I would rather keep it deep within myself.. at somewhere I know those stuff would never be heard elsewhere other then my heart.
Sometimes... lessons has got to be learned the hard way. I've taken a very wrong step by giving up myself many years back. I'll always be look down upon becos of it. No second chance. But now, I'm given a new lease of life elsewhere. I will treasure it. I will get all those things which is rightfully mine back! Second life maybe? Ha.. Who knows? But, I would say, just grab this chance before its gone.
My blog has become my channel to let out every shit. tonnes and tonnes of complaints.. wonder if really anyone of u bothers to actually go thru all those stupid entries at times.. not to say if u r so free like me. opps. Sorry to make u read such nonsense. I do feel bad too. I do hope to share happy things too. Well, who dun?
Well.. at least for the past few days, I've been working on something good for everyone. My last thot for everyone. Hahaha.. u bet I'm gonna throw in tonnes of effort in it. Just wait n see! U r gonna see how great Cheerene Lab Inc actually is. How BHB.. bleah!
(Jan23 3.30am)
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Back home at long last. Hahaha. Realized that Its almost 2 weeks since my last entry... I've not done my part and keep my promises. I M BAD! Lolx..
Was at Sentosa today. Fulfilled one of my wishes. To bask in the sun and immerse in the water, just love this carefree feeling where all the trouble in the world seems to disappear. But of cos.. we all know trouble dun dissappear just like that... it only disappear when its solved. It can only slip out of ur mind for a moment.. but huant u for life if not solved.
Hope that the whole gang had enjoyed themselves throughout. Specially like to dedicate this post to mei mei for being so nice and caring and oh.. so sweet. She actually remembered that I told her that I wanted to go Sentosa before I leave.. hence the trip today. I'm really at a lost of words now. Just thot that she is just too sweet le.. hao fan ah! lol Thanks alot ,my dear mei mei! Really couldn't thank u enough. But all I could say is.. you have really really done enough for me le.. no need to do so much for me de. u only make me feel bad whenever u do so much for me. Certain things you can't really help me much, there are things waiting for me to so it myself de.
Hahaha.. just dun noe wat to say now. Writer's block? Rubbish! Hahaha.. its just that I'm kind of having a very mixed up feeling.. Too much things to think, yet can't focus on anything.
My mum is leaving in a few hours time. Just feel like those chao recruit, waiting to get out of Tekong... No lah, kidding. Its more like a chance for me to do things by myself. A mockup 3-days Aussie life style? Ha. Fun lo.. I have the whole kitchen to myself..
Just got too much to say.. yet too much things to worry for, if I ever come clear with such issues. Definitely these are not unfound worries... trust me! Y bother to invite trouble when I'm abt to leave?? Hahaha.. I guess it might be pretty surprising for some of guys. Well, to you, I might have been always a very vocal person.. daring to point out all my point of views on anything? Hahaha.. thats far from truth actually. My disability to point things out at times has caused me to lose alot of things.. relationships.. trust etc.. Quite upset cos till now.. I still could not bare my thots out openly. I'm just too afraid that truth will hurt those I cared for too much. So much so that I would rather keep it deep within myself.. at somewhere I know those stuff would never be heard elsewhere other then my heart.
Sometimes... lessons has got to be learned the hard way. I've taken a very wrong step by giving up myself many years back. I'll always be look down upon becos of it. No second chance. But now, I'm given a new lease of life elsewhere. I will treasure it. I will get all those things which is rightfully mine back! Second life maybe? Ha.. Who knows? But, I would say, just grab this chance before its gone.
My blog has become my channel to let out every shit. tonnes and tonnes of complaints.. wonder if really anyone of u bothers to actually go thru all those stupid entries at times.. not to say if u r so free like me. opps. Sorry to make u read such nonsense. I do feel bad too. I do hope to share happy things too. Well, who dun?
Well.. at least for the past few days, I've been working on something good for everyone. My last thot for everyone. Hahaha.. u bet I'm gonna throw in tonnes of effort in it. Just wait n see! U r gonna see how great Cheerene Lab Inc actually is. How BHB.. bleah!
(Jan23 3.30am)
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Mei mei come to Jie Jie's house
Today quite fun ah, mei mei come to my place. Then 2 of us hide in my room eat n eat n eat for the whole day.. make me so full sia! BLOATED. Lolx.. But fun ah, really enjoy her company althou we never do much at my place. She seems abit sian, cos my place oso nutting much for her to play with. Then i made her do the poster for the club. Feel abit paisae, cos I was the one who offered to help, end up she is the one doing the poster but of cos I oso got work on it de lor.
Hope that the gang can come to my place more often, then at least i wun feel so bored at home. But I know its not really possible afterall. Mei mei has got a job, so meaning I have no playmates on weekdays. Evil twin is in Tekong. Dun tell me about weekends, it seems that my remaining Saturdays in SG have been booked. Sundays.. most prob its going to be family day for most of my friends, so I guess its even more out of question. Thou it seems like a blessing that I'm born in a family with so many siblings, but each of us r not that close afterall. Feeling pretty sad. Time flies, and before you know it, I'm gone.
But maybe I shouldn't be greedy afterall, I'm already blessed to have such a good time with my friends now. I guess I shouldn't ask for more. Thank god for blessing me with such wonderful friends now. Even if we might not remain as friends as time goes by, at least I still have all these beautiful memories to keep, they will be with me for the rest of my life.
Just now, I was pretty bored on bus, hence I came up with a pretty cute idea. From now on, I will do something meaningful everyday and will try my best to blog it down on a daily basis. It might not be possible for me to blog on a daily basis cos my schedule are pretty tight as well. Hahaha
Just suddenly recalled that I still have tonnes of appointment that has yet to be made. How lazy m I? arghh.. My Poly buddies and friends and lecturers who have been so kind to me. My sec schoolmates and teachers who have gone thru such troubled times with me. My pri schoolmates who has given me so much cute little childhood memories. Not forgetting those good O colleagues of mine. I seriously dun dare to count the number of appointments to be made. I dun have much time left...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hope that the gang can come to my place more often, then at least i wun feel so bored at home. But I know its not really possible afterall. Mei mei has got a job, so meaning I have no playmates on weekdays. Evil twin is in Tekong. Dun tell me about weekends, it seems that my remaining Saturdays in SG have been booked. Sundays.. most prob its going to be family day for most of my friends, so I guess its even more out of question. Thou it seems like a blessing that I'm born in a family with so many siblings, but each of us r not that close afterall. Feeling pretty sad. Time flies, and before you know it, I'm gone.
But maybe I shouldn't be greedy afterall, I'm already blessed to have such a good time with my friends now. I guess I shouldn't ask for more. Thank god for blessing me with such wonderful friends now. Even if we might not remain as friends as time goes by, at least I still have all these beautiful memories to keep, they will be with me for the rest of my life.
Just now, I was pretty bored on bus, hence I came up with a pretty cute idea. From now on, I will do something meaningful everyday and will try my best to blog it down on a daily basis. It might not be possible for me to blog on a daily basis cos my schedule are pretty tight as well. Hahaha
Just suddenly recalled that I still have tonnes of appointment that has yet to be made. How lazy m I? arghh.. My Poly buddies and friends and lecturers who have been so kind to me. My sec schoolmates and teachers who have gone thru such troubled times with me. My pri schoolmates who has given me so much cute little childhood memories. Not forgetting those good O colleagues of mine. I seriously dun dare to count the number of appointments to be made. I dun have much time left...
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Entry No. 243
Harlo Folks.. Have u been good recently??
Oh well, I've been... In fact tooo good to be true. Wat crap! I've always been good! Lolx.
Hahaha.. Been having so much fun and food on New Year day itself.. Till an extend I fell sick yesterday. Was very sick.. When I woke up yesterday morning. I felt something wrong already, and by evening time, my temperature started to climb up.. Gosh! I felt very giddy and felt like vomitting. During my bath, I almost fainted in the toilet. Luckily I managed to hold on to something. Then I finally made my way back to my room. To me, it was the longest journey I ever made. Its really tough. For afew times, I almost fell. Kind of lost my sense of direction as well. My back started to ache as well. Got my temperature taken, ooh.. 38.4 degrees. Hmm.. I'm not too sure if tat is consider high or not.. But I just knew that it was the first time I ever felt so terrible with this fever and stupid dummy headache..
After popping down 2 panadols, I tried to sleep. Feeling so terrible. But I woke up at 3am again. This time feeling much better already. Had my temperature taken again. 35.5 degrees. Oh this one seems to be much more "normal-looking" then the previous temperature. Can't really sleep again.. So started starring at my celling till I fell asleep again. As for now, I still feel abit giddy and tired, but I guess I'm more or less on my way to recovery already.
Enough about all those sicky stories. Well time to share something fun. How abt my new year celebrations??
Ok, On the eve of the New Year, I was suppose to meet up with meimei anf gang for a dinner, but I wasn't feeling really fantastic. stomach was rumbling. Not as in hungry or wat, but its just a differnent kind of rumbling. So instead I meet them at 8++ to slack at macdonalds. Awhile later, we have a VOLUNTEER to treat us to K-Box for a KTV session. Opps.! Hahaha.. Thanks to Zihua for volunteering! Then later we hopped onto taxis and made our way home. But I couldn't sleep till 430am+++. Lolx. So its how i spent my countdown.!!
Then early next morning, I woke up too early, hence I decided to go for my tuition. It was a real stupid morning. First, I met a crazy guy on my way to my student's house. Sickening fella. So I ignored him and carry on my way. Then came this dumb car.. I guess u know wat happened next. Yup.... Splashed! I was wet all over. What a way to spend New Year.
Then when I got home, my aunt was at my place already. Actually they were on their way to the supermarket to get the stuff for BBQ. But the 2 kids of my aunt decided to stick with me at home. I couldn't say raise any objections! So they kept bothering me to let them play with my computer. Oh dear.. Computers dun come cheap, and when U look at the way they play computer, U will be able to understand my feelings at that point of time. I was dead sleeply actually, so reluctantly, I had to give in to them. I can't stand people repeating the same thing over and over again. Its very irritating. So this is a great way on how to make me give in to u. Argghh.. Evening's BBQ was pretty fun. Cos I cook, ppl eat. Hahaha.. Simple as that. Oh, my chocolates were finally cleared. So are my cookies. Sad.. but glad to know that at least I wun be gaining another 5kg with those stuff. My tummy really is giving me some serious problem. Before I could even take a rest and start to eat, it started to hurt. Very painful, till I can't stand. So had to get it out.. erm.. Hahahaa..
So wats on the menu that evening.. for cooked food, we had a big pot of curry chicken, fried bee hoon with pork, fried wanton and meat wrapped in beancurd skin. Fishballs and lastly, a pot of pork legs in dark soya sauce. Here comes the highlight.. Hahaa, BBQ stuff, chicken wings marinated in curry powder, black pepper pork chop, chicken chop, satay and otah, chilli sotong and stingray, prawns. For saugages, we have so many different types! Hahaha.. pepper saugages, cheese saugages, taiwan saugages and the normal hotdogs. For drinks, hmmm there were Tiger beer for the old folks, some sparkling juice for kids, and a bottle of red wine for young adults like me! And of cos, lots of gassy drinks and juices for everyone.
Can someone pass me a tissue.. my saliva is dripping..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Oh well, I've been... In fact tooo good to be true. Wat crap! I've always been good! Lolx.
Hahaha.. Been having so much fun and food on New Year day itself.. Till an extend I fell sick yesterday. Was very sick.. When I woke up yesterday morning. I felt something wrong already, and by evening time, my temperature started to climb up.. Gosh! I felt very giddy and felt like vomitting. During my bath, I almost fainted in the toilet. Luckily I managed to hold on to something. Then I finally made my way back to my room. To me, it was the longest journey I ever made. Its really tough. For afew times, I almost fell. Kind of lost my sense of direction as well. My back started to ache as well. Got my temperature taken, ooh.. 38.4 degrees. Hmm.. I'm not too sure if tat is consider high or not.. But I just knew that it was the first time I ever felt so terrible with this fever and stupid dummy headache..
After popping down 2 panadols, I tried to sleep. Feeling so terrible. But I woke up at 3am again. This time feeling much better already. Had my temperature taken again. 35.5 degrees. Oh this one seems to be much more "normal-looking" then the previous temperature. Can't really sleep again.. So started starring at my celling till I fell asleep again. As for now, I still feel abit giddy and tired, but I guess I'm more or less on my way to recovery already.
Enough about all those sicky stories. Well time to share something fun. How abt my new year celebrations??
Ok, On the eve of the New Year, I was suppose to meet up with meimei anf gang for a dinner, but I wasn't feeling really fantastic. stomach was rumbling. Not as in hungry or wat, but its just a differnent kind of rumbling. So instead I meet them at 8++ to slack at macdonalds. Awhile later, we have a VOLUNTEER to treat us to K-Box for a KTV session. Opps.! Hahaha.. Thanks to Zihua for volunteering! Then later we hopped onto taxis and made our way home. But I couldn't sleep till 430am+++. Lolx. So its how i spent my countdown.!!
Then early next morning, I woke up too early, hence I decided to go for my tuition. It was a real stupid morning. First, I met a crazy guy on my way to my student's house. Sickening fella. So I ignored him and carry on my way. Then came this dumb car.. I guess u know wat happened next. Yup.... Splashed! I was wet all over. What a way to spend New Year.
Then when I got home, my aunt was at my place already. Actually they were on their way to the supermarket to get the stuff for BBQ. But the 2 kids of my aunt decided to stick with me at home. I couldn't say raise any objections! So they kept bothering me to let them play with my computer. Oh dear.. Computers dun come cheap, and when U look at the way they play computer, U will be able to understand my feelings at that point of time. I was dead sleeply actually, so reluctantly, I had to give in to them. I can't stand people repeating the same thing over and over again. Its very irritating. So this is a great way on how to make me give in to u. Argghh.. Evening's BBQ was pretty fun. Cos I cook, ppl eat. Hahaha.. Simple as that. Oh, my chocolates were finally cleared. So are my cookies. Sad.. but glad to know that at least I wun be gaining another 5kg with those stuff. My tummy really is giving me some serious problem. Before I could even take a rest and start to eat, it started to hurt. Very painful, till I can't stand. So had to get it out.. erm.. Hahahaa..
So wats on the menu that evening.. for cooked food, we had a big pot of curry chicken, fried bee hoon with pork, fried wanton and meat wrapped in beancurd skin. Fishballs and lastly, a pot of pork legs in dark soya sauce. Here comes the highlight.. Hahaa, BBQ stuff, chicken wings marinated in curry powder, black pepper pork chop, chicken chop, satay and otah, chilli sotong and stingray, prawns. For saugages, we have so many different types! Hahaha.. pepper saugages, cheese saugages, taiwan saugages and the normal hotdogs. For drinks, hmmm there were Tiger beer for the old folks, some sparkling juice for kids, and a bottle of red wine for young adults like me! And of cos, lots of gassy drinks and juices for everyone.
Can someone pass me a tissue.. my saliva is dripping..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I may not be the first.. But mayb I still can make it as the last?? Lol.. Greetings!! Merry Christmas!
Ho Ho Ho! Wishing all my dear readers/fans/supporters/admirers/friends the Merriest of the Merriest Christmas! And not forgetting an Incredibly Happy New Year! Whoopie!
Hahaha.. I just came back from the church erm.. a few hours ago! Lolx.. Mummy invited me to her church for some christmas celebration! Hahaha, quite fun, they started singing n singing.. then got some pretty interesting talk. I find the preaching really interesting in some ways. I found that what that senior pastor had said is pretty true, and alot of the questions he asked, I have long thot of it. It dun mean that I'm smart, it just mean that I think alot. Some of the things did set me thinking.. interesting...
After the celebration, mummy and her husband and her mother-in-law and me went for dinner together at Bedok South. Its been many years since I last went there. Prolly around 5 to 6 years? Mummy's treat again! Hahaha.. Do feel abit bad about letting her buy me meals over n over again. Then everytime when I offer to pay, she will nag again! Then we often end up fighting at the cashier counter. Lolx.
Thou I'm really tired and sleepy and could barely open my eyes, I did enjoy the evening. Had fun! Mummy gave me a bag for christmas. Love it very much. Thank you mummy.. Love u!
I got home this morning at 11 + am! Hahaha.. I tried to sleep abit, but cannot leh, keep thinking about going to church! Hahaha.. I quite stupid hor, getting excited abt this thing. Actually I've always been wanting to visit a church on Christmas Day. Now I finally getting this chance. I missed alot of chances of going to church some time ago. I was invited by some friends to join them at their church for some other activities and celebrations. But I missed them all. Hahaha
I'll blog again soon. I'm to sleepy le, nite nite
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hahaha.. I just came back from the church erm.. a few hours ago! Lolx.. Mummy invited me to her church for some christmas celebration! Hahaha, quite fun, they started singing n singing.. then got some pretty interesting talk. I find the preaching really interesting in some ways. I found that what that senior pastor had said is pretty true, and alot of the questions he asked, I have long thot of it. It dun mean that I'm smart, it just mean that I think alot. Some of the things did set me thinking.. interesting...
After the celebration, mummy and her husband and her mother-in-law and me went for dinner together at Bedok South. Its been many years since I last went there. Prolly around 5 to 6 years? Mummy's treat again! Hahaha.. Do feel abit bad about letting her buy me meals over n over again. Then everytime when I offer to pay, she will nag again! Then we often end up fighting at the cashier counter. Lolx.
Thou I'm really tired and sleepy and could barely open my eyes, I did enjoy the evening. Had fun! Mummy gave me a bag for christmas. Love it very much. Thank you mummy.. Love u!
I got home this morning at 11 + am! Hahaha.. I tried to sleep abit, but cannot leh, keep thinking about going to church! Hahaha.. I quite stupid hor, getting excited abt this thing. Actually I've always been wanting to visit a church on Christmas Day. Now I finally getting this chance. I missed alot of chances of going to church some time ago. I was invited by some friends to join them at their church for some other activities and celebrations. But I missed them all. Hahaha
I'll blog again soon. I'm to sleepy le, nite nite
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
License to BAKE!
Wow.. so busy! Hahaha..
Today is my first attempt at baking a cake all by myself. Ahem! Hahaha.. yeah.. my first time.. Lolx. Hmmm.. can smell something from my kitchen, lets have a peep at my Oreo Cheese cake.. yummmmy..
Backed.. Smell so nice, now my whole house is filled with this fantastic cheezey smell, esp in the kitchen. Hmm! How wonderful. Slurpss.. I loved cheese.. Likes cheese cake alot.. but only like to eat abit at a time, too much of it makes me sick at times.
Hmm.. my cheese cake dun seems to make it ah! Sad..
Today done alot of things ah! Today went for lunch with Miss Kwan at Norgan Vazs. Hahaahaa.. had the baked pasta. Hehehe.. n ICE-CREAM!!! Yummy..
Then hor.. today got some Charity sales.. nutting fantastic ba.. Very small scale only. But still not too bad i guess.. Oh, then after tat, I was inside CENT room.. then i decided to play my wire. N i made a golden butterfly out of it.. Its my first time making a butterfly! Oh, it looks great! Then give to mummy.. I find it really quite pretty ah, my golden butterfly.. Hehehe.
I wan to zzz le.. tired.. oso lacking of sleep! Hahaha Good nite!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Today is my first attempt at baking a cake all by myself. Ahem! Hahaha.. yeah.. my first time.. Lolx. Hmmm.. can smell something from my kitchen, lets have a peep at my Oreo Cheese cake.. yummmmy..
Backed.. Smell so nice, now my whole house is filled with this fantastic cheezey smell, esp in the kitchen. Hmm! How wonderful. Slurpss.. I loved cheese.. Likes cheese cake alot.. but only like to eat abit at a time, too much of it makes me sick at times.
Hmm.. my cheese cake dun seems to make it ah! Sad..
Today done alot of things ah! Today went for lunch with Miss Kwan at Norgan Vazs. Hahaahaa.. had the baked pasta. Hehehe.. n ICE-CREAM!!! Yummy..
Then hor.. today got some Charity sales.. nutting fantastic ba.. Very small scale only. But still not too bad i guess.. Oh, then after tat, I was inside CENT room.. then i decided to play my wire. N i made a golden butterfly out of it.. Its my first time making a butterfly! Oh, it looks great! Then give to mummy.. I find it really quite pretty ah, my golden butterfly.. Hehehe.
I wan to zzz le.. tired.. oso lacking of sleep! Hahaha Good nite!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Very tired.. I tink I'm going to fall sick soon. Keep getting very bad headaches nowadays. But no matter wat.. I will still fight all the way! Hahaaha.. Cannot fall sick now leh, too busy to just lie on bed and sleep.
Everyday is full of little surprises! Live life to the fullest.
Suddenly recalled wat Mr. Ng had said. We were chatting about my sister, he said that there is many aspects in life, my sister might be good in studies and excel in her workplace, doesn't mean she is good in other aspects as well. I couldn't agree more. He said that these areas which she excels in just so happen to be the aspects that people deem as more important. But it doesn't mean that other areas in life are not important. This slowly made me recall something which I've learnt sometime ago... "what is popular may not be right, what is right may not be popular"
Yes, I might have always live a life under her shadow. I try to excel in whatever she did. But many times, I failed. Those words have made me wake up abit. Its not because I'm lousy that I can't perform as well as her in terms of studies and work, but its just that we wanted totally different things in life. We had totally different goals. She is a person who prefers something more realistic, I would at times prefer to work according to my heart, but of cos, I'm still pretty realistic at times. She plans very well ahead of time. I would prefer to take a step at a time. On a darker side of thinking, who knows what will happen next? Recently I began to realize this.. sometimes tomorrow never comes. I'm pretty bugged by these bad thots. But I just cannot stop it from recurring in my mind. She treasures money more than anything else, I treasure happiness more than anything else.
When I try to compare the both of us together, I realized that there are still some areas which I'm stronger in. And I believe no matter how hard she work, she could never surpass me in those areas. I should have faith in myself and continue to work hard in the areas that I'm comfortable with. I should not allow myself to live in her shadow anymore. I should be able to stand up against all odds.
Yesterday nite, I log off pretty early, but could not get to sleep. Keep having images of my family flashing across my mind. I do feel very bad at times. But sometimes I just could not force myself to speak to them regarding certain matters.
Yesterday, I finally took the initiative to ask my sister out for a movie, after a 2 week long cold war. Well, it ended up with a whole group of us. Lucky there were enough tixs to go around. So after the movie, we went over to Geylang for dinner at that "No Sign Board" restaurant. We had some great crabs. 2 thumbs up for the food there! After that, I finally found a chance to speak to her about the air tixs problem. I failed once again. Not being able to get my point across.
Quite bored ah... Being forced again. But before I make any decision, I guess I will still wait for the reply from the Uni ba. Just in case I'm being blamed for nutting again! Stupid! Hahaha.. I go n prepare some stuff for Christmas liao ah! See u..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Everyday is full of little surprises! Live life to the fullest.
Suddenly recalled wat Mr. Ng had said. We were chatting about my sister, he said that there is many aspects in life, my sister might be good in studies and excel in her workplace, doesn't mean she is good in other aspects as well. I couldn't agree more. He said that these areas which she excels in just so happen to be the aspects that people deem as more important. But it doesn't mean that other areas in life are not important. This slowly made me recall something which I've learnt sometime ago... "what is popular may not be right, what is right may not be popular"
Yes, I might have always live a life under her shadow. I try to excel in whatever she did. But many times, I failed. Those words have made me wake up abit. Its not because I'm lousy that I can't perform as well as her in terms of studies and work, but its just that we wanted totally different things in life. We had totally different goals. She is a person who prefers something more realistic, I would at times prefer to work according to my heart, but of cos, I'm still pretty realistic at times. She plans very well ahead of time. I would prefer to take a step at a time. On a darker side of thinking, who knows what will happen next? Recently I began to realize this.. sometimes tomorrow never comes. I'm pretty bugged by these bad thots. But I just cannot stop it from recurring in my mind. She treasures money more than anything else, I treasure happiness more than anything else.
When I try to compare the both of us together, I realized that there are still some areas which I'm stronger in. And I believe no matter how hard she work, she could never surpass me in those areas. I should have faith in myself and continue to work hard in the areas that I'm comfortable with. I should not allow myself to live in her shadow anymore. I should be able to stand up against all odds.
Yesterday nite, I log off pretty early, but could not get to sleep. Keep having images of my family flashing across my mind. I do feel very bad at times. But sometimes I just could not force myself to speak to them regarding certain matters.
Yesterday, I finally took the initiative to ask my sister out for a movie, after a 2 week long cold war. Well, it ended up with a whole group of us. Lucky there were enough tixs to go around. So after the movie, we went over to Geylang for dinner at that "No Sign Board" restaurant. We had some great crabs. 2 thumbs up for the food there! After that, I finally found a chance to speak to her about the air tixs problem. I failed once again. Not being able to get my point across.
Quite bored ah... Being forced again. But before I make any decision, I guess I will still wait for the reply from the Uni ba. Just in case I'm being blamed for nutting again! Stupid! Hahaha.. I go n prepare some stuff for Christmas liao ah! See u..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hmm.. so nice and memorable.. It was taken during this year's CNY period. (me, weijie, mummy, chris, Jh)
This is cute ah!! Hahaha.. Here we are with Mr NgWB's children! Oh.. funny little kids.. Really very fun to be with!!
The Incredibles... and their family maid.. meimei.. Lolx.. She was telling me that she really blended well into the picture.. Hahaha.. nah, she dun look like maid lah! Lolx.. But she very silly one.. she say I look like her maid like tat.. Dun noe wat makes her think this way thou! Lol
One of my personal favourite. Cos it looks like as if she is being super-immposed onto the pix.. Hahaha.. Proudly introducing.. My meimei, Chris! Hahaha (PS: I'm not her fierce sister in SG)
Another day out..
Back! Hahaha.. Fun day ah! Shooping shoooping n more shooooping.. Today, I late again! Hahaha.. I always late de.. i so stupid, keep letting my dear meimei wait for me! So to apologize, I bot her lunch at KFC. Hahaha..
Our first stop was the Temple. We went there to pray pray.. I told guanyinma that I'm going overseas soon.. Lolx.. No lah, I just keep telling guanyinma that I just want everyone to be happy lor.. I tink guanyinma will find me very naggy.. I can keep talking to her.. mention everyone's name.. then later just tell her "everyone"... I just realize i just so dumb! Nvm, I will just email guanyinma and apologize later.. Lolx. But truthfully speaking, I'm pretty greedy. I ask for so much wishes. But basically, Just pray that all of you will enjoy good health and be merry when I'm not around with all of you. I've also ask guanyinma to bless me with a good degree in 2 years time. Hahaa.. greedy rite? Ask for so much!
Then after that we went for lunch le... @ KFC! Wahaha.. Then later we went shopping at Seiyu! Hahaha.. we both very entertaining one lor.. Go to those arcade area more for kids one.. Then started to disturb kids over there! Hahaha.. Ok, I was the one who started all those nonsense.. Meimei was so paisay becos of me! Hahaha.
After disturbing the kids, we slowly walked to Bras Basah. I brought her to Art Friend.. We were both pretty fascinated by all those stuff we saw there! But we just ain't impressed by the pricing! Lolx.. We spent a bomb on those papers n other materials already! Then brought her to the 2-storey McDonalds beside bras basah for a rest and continued with our discussion. After our rest, we went back to get the rest of our needed materials. There goes half of my blue note..
Then later we went to Raffles place. We went around and I took some photos for meimei! Ok lah, quite nice lor.. but meimei finds it abit shaky here n there! Hahaha.. I better go brush up on my skills man! Lolx. Then we went down to the market place at the basement level lor. Wahaha.. Love supermarkets!!! I LOVE IT!!! Hahaha.. its a real HEAVEN! Then when I saw the udon there, I've decided to make some fried udon for meimei. I guess she will like it lor.. Hahaha! I oso dun noe, I only tried it once myself, n i just find the taste okok lor.. nutting much to brag about! But meimei is very easily-contented one, so I guess she would just tell me.. "its really very nice" hahaha..
Really ah, she is so nice de.. she always tell me, watever I cook, she will like! Hahaha.. Where to find such a nice sister?? Even those at home dun appreciate my cooking! They will just gobble up all the food and still have the cheek to say my cooking SUCKS!
Now I found this meimei who is so easy-going one, eat oso very simple! No need to find expensive stuff for her! Hahaha.. Good liao ah, time to dish out all my special "secret-recipes" liao ah. Hahahaha.. Wat else can I make? Lolx.. I'm not a really good cook anyway! I just hope she dun mind! Hahaha..
Oh, then later I meet up with mummy for dinner @ Eunos with her husband. Oh, she buy me alot of things to eat ah! Hahaha.. Her logic is.. if she can't slim down, then make everyone around her fat.. Hahaa! No lah, she is just worried that I dun take my meals regularly. She is just concern abt me, not like tat stupid logic I just mentioned. (That "so-called" logic is just our joke nia).. She is really concerned about my studies ah, then Mr Ng oso trying to offer me some advice regarding this matter. Really very nice of them. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Really have to thank the both of them so much. They were very kind to share their experience with me. I have learnt more things again tonite!
I tink I'll begin on my " Project-Final Christmas Showdown" tml. OMG, wat a cool name for my task! Lolx.. Going to try to sleep early tonite.. Or else I wun have enough energy to work tml liao! Got tuition tml morning at 11am!! Hahahaa.. I'll post some of the photos before I sleep..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Our first stop was the Temple. We went there to pray pray.. I told guanyinma that I'm going overseas soon.. Lolx.. No lah, I just keep telling guanyinma that I just want everyone to be happy lor.. I tink guanyinma will find me very naggy.. I can keep talking to her.. mention everyone's name.. then later just tell her "everyone"... I just realize i just so dumb! Nvm, I will just email guanyinma and apologize later.. Lolx. But truthfully speaking, I'm pretty greedy. I ask for so much wishes. But basically, Just pray that all of you will enjoy good health and be merry when I'm not around with all of you. I've also ask guanyinma to bless me with a good degree in 2 years time. Hahaa.. greedy rite? Ask for so much!
Then after that we went for lunch le... @ KFC! Wahaha.. Then later we went shopping at Seiyu! Hahaha.. we both very entertaining one lor.. Go to those arcade area more for kids one.. Then started to disturb kids over there! Hahaha.. Ok, I was the one who started all those nonsense.. Meimei was so paisay becos of me! Hahaha.
After disturbing the kids, we slowly walked to Bras Basah. I brought her to Art Friend.. We were both pretty fascinated by all those stuff we saw there! But we just ain't impressed by the pricing! Lolx.. We spent a bomb on those papers n other materials already! Then brought her to the 2-storey McDonalds beside bras basah for a rest and continued with our discussion. After our rest, we went back to get the rest of our needed materials. There goes half of my blue note..
Then later we went to Raffles place. We went around and I took some photos for meimei! Ok lah, quite nice lor.. but meimei finds it abit shaky here n there! Hahaha.. I better go brush up on my skills man! Lolx. Then we went down to the market place at the basement level lor. Wahaha.. Love supermarkets!!! I LOVE IT!!! Hahaha.. its a real HEAVEN! Then when I saw the udon there, I've decided to make some fried udon for meimei. I guess she will like it lor.. Hahaha! I oso dun noe, I only tried it once myself, n i just find the taste okok lor.. nutting much to brag about! But meimei is very easily-contented one, so I guess she would just tell me.. "its really very nice" hahaha..
Really ah, she is so nice de.. she always tell me, watever I cook, she will like! Hahaha.. Where to find such a nice sister?? Even those at home dun appreciate my cooking! They will just gobble up all the food and still have the cheek to say my cooking SUCKS!
Now I found this meimei who is so easy-going one, eat oso very simple! No need to find expensive stuff for her! Hahaha.. Good liao ah, time to dish out all my special "secret-recipes" liao ah. Hahahaha.. Wat else can I make? Lolx.. I'm not a really good cook anyway! I just hope she dun mind! Hahaha..
Oh, then later I meet up with mummy for dinner @ Eunos with her husband. Oh, she buy me alot of things to eat ah! Hahaha.. Her logic is.. if she can't slim down, then make everyone around her fat.. Hahaa! No lah, she is just worried that I dun take my meals regularly. She is just concern abt me, not like tat stupid logic I just mentioned. (That "so-called" logic is just our joke nia).. She is really concerned about my studies ah, then Mr Ng oso trying to offer me some advice regarding this matter. Really very nice of them. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Really have to thank the both of them so much. They were very kind to share their experience with me. I have learnt more things again tonite!
I tink I'll begin on my " Project-Final Christmas Showdown" tml. OMG, wat a cool name for my task! Lolx.. Going to try to sleep early tonite.. Or else I wun have enough energy to work tml liao! Got tuition tml morning at 11am!! Hahahaa.. I'll post some of the photos before I sleep..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I forgot abt my blog site again!!!!
I've been neglecting my blog site again! Haiz.. I guess I was too lazy to blog so much afterall..
Been having lots of fun outside.. but things at home, still the same. My Aussie stuff just ain't moving at all! Bloody ass!
Evil twin has went into the army.. Doing pretty fine i guess! He is coming out this weekend.. Yeah, do look forward to it, cos silly meimei has been pinning for him to come home.. she will be very happy to see him.. Well, of cos I'm very happy to see my evil twin too!
Silly meimei has been accompanying me this whole week.. running here and there! Yes.. Its really nice of her to keep me company. Hahaha.. we've been having fun.. yeah! Lots of fun! Haahahaa.. Really enjoyed her company, but one thing is I do feel bad for taking up so much of her time. I'm quite sure her expenditure did shot up quite abit! Haiz.. But silly mei mei will just say, "its ok, nvm one!" Well, thats how silly she is.. Stupid me, still ask her to treat me to some soya bean drink ytd..
So wat have I been doing for the past few days?? ok.. let me try to recall..
Thursday:
I can only recall that evil twin went into army on that day.. I guess, i slept thru the whole morning.
Friday:
I finally recalled.. I went to Raffles Place with silly meimei to pick up her stuff and her pay cheque. Then later I went to TP to have lunch with Miss Ling. Had some great food over at Mensa. Silly mei went to Orchard Forum to pick up some toys, but was screwed by those people over there.. She was quite angry abt it. Then later I accompany her to lunch in Short Circuit. Then we went over to Jes' lab to hang around. I guess we went home after that.. I can't really recall wat I did man!
Saturday:
I woke up early and went for my tuition class. Thereafter, I went back to school to meet up with silly mei, she studied for her Advance Theory and I did some editing on the pictures I've drawn. Then later faith called! Dinner!!! Woopee! So we went for dinner at bugis.. together in the group were andrew, faith, xian rong, chris n me! Hahaha.. then walk around and we started slacking at coffee bean! Then later reach home.. I started working... I didn't sleep at all, cos I'm suppose to wake up at 5am in the morning...
Sunday:
I went over to Malaysia.. But I hope u guys dun ask me where I went to.. I can't tell u anything.. Cos i really dun noe much! I jus slp on eat.. thats all! Got stuck at the stupid causeway for hours! I mean.. really many hours!!! Fed up! Hahahaha.. Super tired after the trip! I just keep sleeping.. no matter how long or short the journey is!
Monday:
I met up with meimei in school.. I was late.. and was issued my first ever warning letter. But i managed to make meimei not to issue any warning letter to me by telling her I will treat her lunch! Hahaha.. Later we went into mummy's class.. Hahaha.. we just sat at the back.. listen to her! Later we had lunch with mummy at short circuit. Then we went back to study lor.. Then I dragged mei mei to 85 market to have dinner with peimin! Hahaha..
Tuesday:
I reached school in the late morning after i went to pick up some CDs from my cousin.. Then later go for lunch at short circuit.. had my favourite muslim food! Nasi lemak! Hahaha.. Poor mei mei forget her timing again, she ended up "shopping" at bedok before going for her advance theory lor.. Then later I went home early to bath.. Spent so much time to dress up.. touch here n there.. Hahaha.. then later went to meet meimei at Eunos, and brought her to Rouge @ Orchard for fun! Lolx.. Yeah, we had fun there, thou it might b abit boring at times! Hahaha.. but we did enjoy those stunts by the bartenders. Oh yeah, we saw a guy by the name of Morgan.. I told meimei that all the guys by the name of morgan looks handsome.. N i wasn't wrong! Hahaha.. Ok, we left pretty early! Cos I didn't want her to go home so late too..
Wednesday:
So I went for tuition again on Wednesday. After that, I met up with meimei to walk around East Point mall, and later meet up with mummy for lunch! Hahaha.. Sakae! Lolx.. After that, we went to mummy's house to mess up her place for her! Hahaha.. Then she put us into a room.. I tired to slp but my meimei keep tickling me! Lolx.. how can I sleep? Lolx.. We were actually fixing a computer for mummy. Oh, mummy gave us christmas gifts! Hahaha.. we got a little bear each! Hahaha.. Thanks mummy! I love it! Then we went over to evil twin's house.. play with the kids there! Lolx.. very fun!!!! I will post their pixs soon!
Thursday:
I woke up very early today to format the hard disk! Then print out the resume for meimei.. Then I went to tampines interchange to pass meimei her resume, then I proceed to TP. Then meimei called.. Told me something abt her interview.. but later hanged up in a hurry.. She came to school to look for me later! Hahaha.. Then I keep pestering her to go running with me and mummy! Hahaha.. Sorry meimei, keep pestering u to go running.. I know u quite tired oso le.. but i never think of u, just dragged u along! Dun angry with me ok nor?
Whats on for tml?
Tml we had great plans! Hahaha.. mei mei will b going for her interview. Then we r meeting up at Bugis. then go to bras basah to get something. I tink we mite b walking to Raffles Place for some shopping too! We will see how lor..! Hehehe..
I just read mei mei's blog! Hahaha.. stupid me, nv go n read her blog still ask her to write! Hahaha.. Just realize that I made a blunder! Hahaha.. I hereby sincerely apologize to meimei for not taking her feelings into consideration. Made her upset again. Please forgive jiejie.. I'll try my best to make u the happiest meimei in the world.. Cheer up! U r the best meimei!!
Maybe in future, U mite meet someone who can take better care of u than me. Its ok that I mite not b the first in your heart, but just remember that I've already given the best of wat i can be! I will be very gentle from now onwards.. I promise!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Been having lots of fun outside.. but things at home, still the same. My Aussie stuff just ain't moving at all! Bloody ass!
Evil twin has went into the army.. Doing pretty fine i guess! He is coming out this weekend.. Yeah, do look forward to it, cos silly meimei has been pinning for him to come home.. she will be very happy to see him.. Well, of cos I'm very happy to see my evil twin too!
Silly meimei has been accompanying me this whole week.. running here and there! Yes.. Its really nice of her to keep me company. Hahaha.. we've been having fun.. yeah! Lots of fun! Haahahaa.. Really enjoyed her company, but one thing is I do feel bad for taking up so much of her time. I'm quite sure her expenditure did shot up quite abit! Haiz.. But silly mei mei will just say, "its ok, nvm one!" Well, thats how silly she is.. Stupid me, still ask her to treat me to some soya bean drink ytd..
So wat have I been doing for the past few days?? ok.. let me try to recall..
Thursday:
I can only recall that evil twin went into army on that day.. I guess, i slept thru the whole morning.
Friday:
I finally recalled.. I went to Raffles Place with silly meimei to pick up her stuff and her pay cheque. Then later I went to TP to have lunch with Miss Ling. Had some great food over at Mensa. Silly mei went to Orchard Forum to pick up some toys, but was screwed by those people over there.. She was quite angry abt it. Then later I accompany her to lunch in Short Circuit. Then we went over to Jes' lab to hang around. I guess we went home after that.. I can't really recall wat I did man!
Saturday:
I woke up early and went for my tuition class. Thereafter, I went back to school to meet up with silly mei, she studied for her Advance Theory and I did some editing on the pictures I've drawn. Then later faith called! Dinner!!! Woopee! So we went for dinner at bugis.. together in the group were andrew, faith, xian rong, chris n me! Hahaha.. then walk around and we started slacking at coffee bean! Then later reach home.. I started working... I didn't sleep at all, cos I'm suppose to wake up at 5am in the morning...
Sunday:
I went over to Malaysia.. But I hope u guys dun ask me where I went to.. I can't tell u anything.. Cos i really dun noe much! I jus slp on eat.. thats all! Got stuck at the stupid causeway for hours! I mean.. really many hours!!! Fed up! Hahahaha.. Super tired after the trip! I just keep sleeping.. no matter how long or short the journey is!
Monday:
I met up with meimei in school.. I was late.. and was issued my first ever warning letter. But i managed to make meimei not to issue any warning letter to me by telling her I will treat her lunch! Hahaha.. Later we went into mummy's class.. Hahaha.. we just sat at the back.. listen to her! Later we had lunch with mummy at short circuit. Then we went back to study lor.. Then I dragged mei mei to 85 market to have dinner with peimin! Hahaha..
Tuesday:
I reached school in the late morning after i went to pick up some CDs from my cousin.. Then later go for lunch at short circuit.. had my favourite muslim food! Nasi lemak! Hahaha.. Poor mei mei forget her timing again, she ended up "shopping" at bedok before going for her advance theory lor.. Then later I went home early to bath.. Spent so much time to dress up.. touch here n there.. Hahaha.. then later went to meet meimei at Eunos, and brought her to Rouge @ Orchard for fun! Lolx.. Yeah, we had fun there, thou it might b abit boring at times! Hahaha.. but we did enjoy those stunts by the bartenders. Oh yeah, we saw a guy by the name of Morgan.. I told meimei that all the guys by the name of morgan looks handsome.. N i wasn't wrong! Hahaha.. Ok, we left pretty early! Cos I didn't want her to go home so late too..
Wednesday:
So I went for tuition again on Wednesday. After that, I met up with meimei to walk around East Point mall, and later meet up with mummy for lunch! Hahaha.. Sakae! Lolx.. After that, we went to mummy's house to mess up her place for her! Hahaha.. Then she put us into a room.. I tired to slp but my meimei keep tickling me! Lolx.. how can I sleep? Lolx.. We were actually fixing a computer for mummy. Oh, mummy gave us christmas gifts! Hahaha.. we got a little bear each! Hahaha.. Thanks mummy! I love it! Then we went over to evil twin's house.. play with the kids there! Lolx.. very fun!!!! I will post their pixs soon!
Thursday:
I woke up very early today to format the hard disk! Then print out the resume for meimei.. Then I went to tampines interchange to pass meimei her resume, then I proceed to TP. Then meimei called.. Told me something abt her interview.. but later hanged up in a hurry.. She came to school to look for me later! Hahaha.. Then I keep pestering her to go running with me and mummy! Hahaha.. Sorry meimei, keep pestering u to go running.. I know u quite tired oso le.. but i never think of u, just dragged u along! Dun angry with me ok nor?
Whats on for tml?
Tml we had great plans! Hahaha.. mei mei will b going for her interview. Then we r meeting up at Bugis. then go to bras basah to get something. I tink we mite b walking to Raffles Place for some shopping too! We will see how lor..! Hehehe..
I just read mei mei's blog! Hahaha.. stupid me, nv go n read her blog still ask her to write! Hahaha.. Just realize that I made a blunder! Hahaha.. I hereby sincerely apologize to meimei for not taking her feelings into consideration. Made her upset again. Please forgive jiejie.. I'll try my best to make u the happiest meimei in the world.. Cheer up! U r the best meimei!!
Maybe in future, U mite meet someone who can take better care of u than me. Its ok that I mite not b the first in your heart, but just remember that I've already given the best of wat i can be! I will be very gentle from now onwards.. I promise!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
...
Oh what have I been doing for the past few days??? Arghh.. KLKK lor.. Island wide travelling... Lolx.. Quite fun ah!
Monday went over to a temple tuck away in a remote corner of Bedok.. For a whole day.. it was all those standing and kneeling.. But I do feel quite sad ah, cos I started to think of my grandmother.. all those memories started to flow back to my mind.
Treasure what you have... before u lose them ah... I still can remember clearly, that day when I went to the hospital to visit her... She can no longer speak to me.. I know that she wasn't asleep.. But she just dun have the strength to open her eyes.. I can feel her in great pain.. But I just dun noe wat i can do to ease her pain.. If I can choose, I would rather be the one to be in pain.. I hold her hands in mine.. and felt little movements occassionally. I was lost.. I didn't know what to do. Felt really terrible..
Afew days later.. I was told that my grandmother had past away.. I was really dumb-struck when my sister told me abt the news. My eyes became watery.. I tried to hold back my tears.. I really did try.. but still can't help.. I ran into my room n cried..
ok lah.. dun talk abt it anymore.. I dun feel really good to talk abt this.. very saddening..
Yesterday went to "celebrate" Jh's last few days of life as a civilian.. Hahaha.. then all those "Old Birds" who came out of Tekong on their 1 week break were sharing their experiences with the group over dinner at Fish n Co. Thats wat happens when a whole gang of these "old birds" do when they get together.. How Happening can it get? Lolx..
Talk abt all this again.. Going to work on my stomach again! See u
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Monday went over to a temple tuck away in a remote corner of Bedok.. For a whole day.. it was all those standing and kneeling.. But I do feel quite sad ah, cos I started to think of my grandmother.. all those memories started to flow back to my mind.
Treasure what you have... before u lose them ah... I still can remember clearly, that day when I went to the hospital to visit her... She can no longer speak to me.. I know that she wasn't asleep.. But she just dun have the strength to open her eyes.. I can feel her in great pain.. But I just dun noe wat i can do to ease her pain.. If I can choose, I would rather be the one to be in pain.. I hold her hands in mine.. and felt little movements occassionally. I was lost.. I didn't know what to do. Felt really terrible..
Afew days later.. I was told that my grandmother had past away.. I was really dumb-struck when my sister told me abt the news. My eyes became watery.. I tried to hold back my tears.. I really did try.. but still can't help.. I ran into my room n cried..
ok lah.. dun talk abt it anymore.. I dun feel really good to talk abt this.. very saddening..
Yesterday went to "celebrate" Jh's last few days of life as a civilian.. Hahaha.. then all those "Old Birds" who came out of Tekong on their 1 week break were sharing their experiences with the group over dinner at Fish n Co. Thats wat happens when a whole gang of these "old birds" do when they get together.. How Happening can it get? Lolx..
Talk abt all this again.. Going to work on my stomach again! See u
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
