Hot Curry, Gita and me..

Jus came home again..
Yeah, it does gets a little crappy to stay home actually.
Well, I just went to the mall with my curry brother. Yeah, it does feel weird to go out alone with him actually. Cos u know, curry brother has lots of friends from all over the place, and I do have a wide circle of friends nowadays as well. So when we walk around, we keep bumping into familiar faces. Then we have to keep explaining and explaining.. We are NOT together. Worst when we met people who knows Curry's girlfriend... And it so happen that I'm known as her best friend.. So how does this sound.. "What are you doing with you best friend's boyfriend???" We were just there to shop for a gift for Gita.. its my darling's 21 bday.. Guess what I made for her this time... Its a bouquet.. Yeah.. I'm never a flower person despite my email addy.. And a big board.. very flowery and pinkish.

And before I am to go further.. Curry brother's name is Anu. He is my best friend's boyfriend. But he doesn't like to be known as "my best friend's boyfriend".. Weird huh! My best friend is a hot chick in Uni, why doesnt he like it?? But anyway, he is still my curry brother, no matter wat.

Yeah, so it goes like this. I was actually going to uni to help some friends from the Faculty of Education to fix up some software. They are the brains man!! All doing their PhD. But on the way, I met curry brother. After finishing my biz in uni, I pop over to his place. It does feel weird without my Gita with me thou. Cos I dun go up to his place alone, its always with Gita. Then we had a nice chat.. He just nagged at me over the guy I had a major crush on. He was apparently not very happy that I always feel so upset over this damn guy. So is Gita.

And I guess, its high time I move on with life, get over this shit. He isn't worth it anyway. Even if its not for them, its for myself. And for people who loves and care for me. I'm very glad I have each and everyone of you with me whenever I fall. I really appreciate that you guys dun ask abt that dumb arsehole.. and I would further appreciate it if you never even ask about it in future. As much as I know and as much as I care, he is out of my life.

Some guys just aint worth waiting for anyway. Million times I told myself to hate him for what he has done to me. Million times have I wanted to forget him. I can't. Come to think of it, I shouldn't hate him nor forget him actually. Cos he taught me the way of life. He showed me the ugly side of the world. I ought to thank him in some way thou. So I guess he lives on, only in fond little memories.

Enough said about him. Lets just talk about some other guys.. Erm, but before I go on further, I have to confess that.. I AM NOT GUY HUNGRY. Yeah, I'm perfectly sane currently. I dun need guys to hawk around me, getting jiggy with it or just alittle more touchy at times. I dun peeve on them, neither do I need that to peeve on me. I'm pretty fine the way I am, I dun need people to monitor me.. I need my freedom.

Anyway, back to the original topic. Recently, there is abit of commotion in my life. Well, it all begins at the start of this semester. I noticed some little changes with one of my group mate. Lets just call him Mr M. I shall being with a little intro in Mr M. Mr M is a really shy guy, and a man of a few words. I can recall that he seldom talks to me last semester. And worst part is, he doesnt smile that much. But when I got back this semester, I being to realise tat Mr M begins to talk to me more often, and always remember to smile at me. I didnt pay much attention to it thou. Not until Gita mentioned it to me lately. Apparently, she sees more to it.

Perhaps I'm not that kind of attentive person and wouldnt realise it anyway. She says that Mr M always looks at me during our conversations, as in conversation between Gita, me and Mr M. And he would always look at me, even while answering her question. I was indeed, shocked. She said Mr M even ignores her questions if I was to interuppt suddenly. So I started noticing Mr M around me. Yeah, and now, I do feel alittle awkward when ever I'm sitting with Mr M. Well, he is my group mate, and we have tonnes of opportunities to be together. It does make me feel so weird at times to know that someone is watching me.

I guess many of you might have problem trying to picture me with an Aussie guy. Yeah, I can't really picture much of that as well. But of cos, I wouldnt say its not possible totally. He is a nice gentleman afterall. I wouldnt say no to nice guys. ;) The thing is.. he is totally inverse of me.. I would say that I'm a very bubbly person, loud and snaps at any shit that comes my way. Short and Fat. Hopeless in studies. Mr M on the other hand, is very tall. A very reserved person indeed. I seldom see him with other guys. Doesnt talk too much seriously. He is very good in his work as I see. Hardware and microchip is his area. Sounds too good a catch huh? Yeah, I would think so too.

Curry brother really boosted my confidence level then. Gita always tells me that curry brother hates 99.9% of the world. And the people he doesnt find trouble with, certainly arent bad eggs. And he is pretty accurate with judging people. Really appreciate what curry brother has said to me.. He said something like this.. "I would go out with you, because of your heart." He was just explaining that he wouldnt go out with Gita if he choose to judge her by her looks, its because of her heart, thats y he likes her so much. I really appreciate guys like tat actually. Frank with comments. I am really flattered the way he puts it. I happy, not because he says he doesnt mind going out with me, but its the fact that he appreciates me for who I am. Funny Gita will always add in this sentence "SEE... Anu hates 99.9% of the world he doesnt find any problem with you..." She always couldnt finish the sentence cos curry brother would grab her and cover her mouth.

Thanks Curry brother! Thanks Gita dear!

Maybe just another weird thing I have done a few days ago. I was again at curry brother's place. He was working on his thesis with his friend and I was there to talk to Gita. Then me and Gita ended up on his bed reading FHM.. Yeah, I know its a very weird thing for 2 of us to do together. But yeah, we did it all the same. Its a pretty funny sight actually, to have 2 girls reading FHM infront of 2 other guys. 4 of us, all cramped into a small room. Later cury brother treated us to some hot curry.. oh yeah, I love the curry man! Its hot!! I do feel alittle shy to say this.. But whenever curry brother, Gita and me get together, we become beast.. getting totally horny.. always never fail to mention the "threesome" stuff. Condoms and kamasutras!! Thats just part of our daily routine. But u know, its just an "all talk, no action" kind of thing.

Rest assured that we are perfectly sane. hopefully.


Seconds by seconds,
I just felt closer to home and reunion.