Just had my final exam for one of my subjects.. Now I have 2 news for ya.. A good one and a bad one..
Good news is that I definitely will pass...
Bad news is that I definitely wun't score.. But hopefully I'm wrong!
Thats all I can say about it.. nutting much better to mention... Or maybe just to add on.. I was a partner in cheating this time round.. I didn't copied nor did i allow anyone to copy my answers.. just that when I stood up and turned to my back, a friend asked for answers.. Shocked by it totally.. Cool! No wonder I keep getting knocks on my chair.. so it was a signal for me to "share" answers..
I do feel sad for my friend, cos the questions I helped her with was some of the easiest in the whole paper... Get what I'm trying to say? I dun mind helping her.. Just hope that no one takes it for granted.. I just hate the feeling of being taken for granted.. don't u simply feel that way..
Got a bad start for the morning today.. Was waken by knocks on my door.. all those shoutings of my name.. damn it! For what purpose??? Just to borrow something! Well.. this is not the first time I'm getting knocks on doors for such simple things!
I mean for godness sake... SPARE A THOT FOR ME! I'm not like u who could spend nights watching movies and anime, trying to clear serials after serials... I work late into the nights, sometimes even work throughout.. I tink I deserve a good rest more than any one of u, AND U KNOW THAT! The fact that this is not the first time I'm being awaken by such issues that makes me so damn pissed! The fact that I dun flare up upon being waken doesn't mean I dun have the rights to flare up!!! Y do people have to take advantages of such things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn it! I'm feeling really stupid!
Where are my rights?
All I ask for is a good rest and not to be waken by such little things.. i need all the rest i can get..
All I ask for is a more considerate neighbour.. just someone who could at least care for things in the house..
All I ask for is a bit less essays to write, "proof-read" and print.. i need more concentration on my own work..
All I ask for is a cleaner environment, without those roachies.. i need a cleaner "home".. is that very difficult?
All in all, I just want alittle lesser trouble.. thats all... Maybe I'm asking for too much.. but hey! Aren't you telling me about being Civic minded a few days ago? Aren't you gonna apply those things on yourself! STOP this freaking thinking that I MUST help! Stop thinking SOOOO highly of yourself.. well, if U r soo good, then STOP asking help from me then! I just hate being taken for granted! ARGHHHhhh just 2 words to describe my current feelings.. "DAMN TULAN"!
Its such a freaky pain in the arse! Damn it! Can't I just live everyday peacefully..?? Going back to work now.. damn it..
Seconds by seconds,
I just felt closer to home and reunion.
My dreams..
Good day.
How ya doing mate!
Just back from faithy blog.. She was blogging about entering adulthood and stuff like that. Come to think of it.. have I really stepped into mine? Think about this.. When was the last time when you don't have to be responsible for the decisions u made? For me.. it was way longer than I can recall...
Definition from my fave website: the state (and responsibilities) of a person who has attained maturity.
A person who is mature, has to hold responsibilities. Come to think of it.. So many of my friends are turning 21 this yr, so do i. What does it really symbolise to turn 21? I just can't forget the terror of turning 20 last year.. having that "2" infront. So how do we define "young", "adult", "mature"... blah blah.. Friends would just tell me this.. "nah.. u are still young, not to worry so much for future" and whatever lah.. If 21 symbolises stepping into adulthood, it means I'm no longer young, I no longer enjoy consessions like I use to.
Pondering over it, what do I have in future? What is my path ahead of me? What profession would I go into? Where will I be in 10 years down the road? Will I become an engineer as what people would assume? All these future isn't far.. It might be here before you can even prepare for it.
Seriously speaking, I do have a list of "what I want to be in future".. Lets go through it starting from my "oldest" dream..
How ya doing mate!
Just back from faithy blog.. She was blogging about entering adulthood and stuff like that. Come to think of it.. have I really stepped into mine? Think about this.. When was the last time when you don't have to be responsible for the decisions u made? For me.. it was way longer than I can recall...
Definition from my fave website: the state (and responsibilities) of a person who has attained maturity.
A person who is mature, has to hold responsibilities. Come to think of it.. So many of my friends are turning 21 this yr, so do i. What does it really symbolise to turn 21? I just can't forget the terror of turning 20 last year.. having that "2" infront. So how do we define "young", "adult", "mature"... blah blah.. Friends would just tell me this.. "nah.. u are still young, not to worry so much for future" and whatever lah.. If 21 symbolises stepping into adulthood, it means I'm no longer young, I no longer enjoy consessions like I use to.
Pondering over it, what do I have in future? What is my path ahead of me? What profession would I go into? Where will I be in 10 years down the road? Will I become an engineer as what people would assume? All these future isn't far.. It might be here before you can even prepare for it.
Seriously speaking, I do have a list of "what I want to be in future".. Lets go through it starting from my "oldest" dream..
- Doctor: Reason being, doctors earn lots of $$$.. Its cool to have people calling you Doctor Wee, dun u think so? Cool.. The biggest pull off was that ... Why in the hell is everyone having the same dream as me??? Nah.. I dun wan to be the same as "anyone of the rest.." Anyway, I'm a person who has poor memory.. I never forget this story about my Primary school servant, Ah moi. It was said that her husband died because during an operation, the doctors left a scissors inside his stomach. I seriously dun wan to cause any death because of my scatterbraininess.
- Pianist: Reason being I thot its really cool to compose songs to call your own, all the fame and recognition you get.. Biggest pull off was because my fingers never do me proud.. Till now, then I realise this.. they were good for things like MSN.. not piano.
- Teacher: Reason being its a very well respected job. And you can get so many presents on teacher's day! Fwahaha!! Nah, I've always like this profession because I respected my teachers in a way that I dun always show it thou. Biggest pull off was that alot of teachers were actually bugged with ill-health, this was a kind of trade off for the kind of pay they are receiving... And the other major one was NIE dun wan me.. Of cos, something that puts me off was that.. "y is that girl sitting next to me copying me again?" But over the years, this dream comes back to me over and over again.
- Cook: Reason being I love to play with food. I love being praised in a way. Biggest pull off was I wasn't born with a sensitive taste bud, and over the years, I've learn to hate questions like "Do u think this taste good?" and "Is this saltish enough?" But even if so, I still love cooking every now and then.. But now, I've develop theories like "food no matter nice or not, will all taste good provided you are eating it with companies you enjoy.
- Financial Analyst: Reason being I love to count $$$, and even if I don't have so much $$$, I still can count others' $$$. Biggest pull off was that I never like accounting.. due to the fact that I've got some really weird accounting teachers! Freaks! But seriously, they are not be be totally blamed, cos at that time, I wasn't serious about my studies. I have always believed that even if I don't like them, I will have my way to go thru it. But apparently, I didn't bother about it at that time.
- Musician: Reason being I fell deeply in love with chinese orchestra. Performing with SCO was my dream. Becoming a top notch soloist and all those stuff. Biggest pull off was that I m not allowed to persue this dream. I guess its just normal that all parents wouldn't want their children to become musicians and artists because of the harsh fact of life that these professions are those which is deemed as the unwanted.. cos it makes them think of street baskers! But now, think about it, if I really got my way to it, would I really get to know you guys.
- Artist: Reason being I love acting and I thot I m gifted in this area since young. Ever since TV came into my life.. I always have such dreams, but it wasn't until I've won "The Best Actress" Award that my dream became more defined, but its really until I've got exposed to stage plays then I got really into this dream. I have always thot of join ThearterWorks and those drama companies in SG at that time. Biggest pull off was again my parents. The are the more old fashion people I guess.
- Computer Games Programmer: Reason being I always loved computers but wasn't given much of a chance to use them since young.. Now that computer and I could never be seperated.. who would have thot of it 10 years ago when the liping they knew was a computer idiot and dun even own a proper computer then? But even if not game programmer, I have always wanted to have something to do with computers due to many reasons, one of them being my relatives! I wun go too much into that for now... anyway, Biggest pull off..my programming really sucks big time!
- Counsellor: Reason being I love helping people, I love solving problems for others. I wanted the world to feel that help is always there for them, cheerene is always there to cheer u up. Biggest pull off.. I get too much into their life. Its more like putting myself into their shoe, which is a no no in this profession.
- CEO and founder of my own company (name has yet to be chosen, mus choose carefully, for you never know, it might get listed on NASDAQ one day): Reason being I have been wanting to taste the success of running my own biz. The kind of satisfaction if can give me. That will be what others will have problems trying to copy me. There are tonnes of other reasons that is to why I wanted to setup my company. One of it which has grown even more important to me over the past few years was that I wanted to provide a good life for my mum esp. Biggest pull off was the capital problem.. nevertheless, I had never give up on it. I will work on it.. and lets set a target for 60K by the age of 25. Something that I learn from Sim Wong Hoo.. which is to have BHAG.. Big Hairy Audacious Goal.. Mine wasn't really that big and hairy.. But its just the question marks I have that makes is audacious. At the same time, going towards this goal means I have alot of things to give up as well.. But nutting is going to stop me this time. You never know what has been building up over the years in this puny brain of mine..
Just had so much to blog but not much time for it... Till I finish my revision for my exams, I shall blog on the things i want to do.. Maybe by midnite tonite, I can finish this subject.. Hopefullly.. if not, most prob, you wun be hearing from me..
Time really seems to past very fast over here.. Day 70 here already! Isn't that fast? Almost clearing a third of my stay here for this year.. I'm just so thrilled that with every passing day, it means I'm a day closer to home.
To conclude up everything, future lies in your own hand... I had mine in my hand, and I know that, if I don't stop now and get back to work.. I would have not much of a bright future to speak of.. Haahaha.. Go for a shower to clear my brain now.. getting back to work at full gear! Woo!
I just felt closer to home and reunion.
Shame on you..
ARGH..
Back at long last.. Feeling really tired and shaggy.. an hour long march with a laptop hung over my back.. Cool huh!
There is a kind of feeling building up inside me.. Long time since i can dislike someone up too this stage. Really can't stand his fake-ness, cocky-ness, ugly-ness. Please do not get me wrong, I have nothing against ugly people or whatever.. I'm not saying that I'm very pretty.. but at the very least, I definitely have a more presentable face than him. Anyway, back to the point, I'm not talking much about the physical outlook, rather, its more of the heart he has.. But no matter what, I still have to say this.. HE IS UGLY BOTH IN THE PHYSICAL OUTLOOK AND THE HEART..
Seen many 2 headed snakes around? Well if you want, you might call him a multiheaded cobra or python or whatever you like. Never have I seen such kind of guys in my life.. he is far worst than the worst. A total disgrace to the race of man..
Seriously, I can never clearly explain why I hated him so much.. His character really sucks big time. The things he do really make me puke! Totally going against my principle of helping.. His behaviour is disgusting.. and those girls are definitely not in the right state of mind to tolerate such unspeakable behaviour. A man of no values, a man of no character, a man of no disclipline, a man whose brain is filled with cow dung! Shitty fella!
If you ever feel like asking me what this guy has done to incur my wrath, Don't bother to ask. You might want to think that I'm childish or whatever shit, I don't care! I think I should have the freedom to choose what kind of people I want to make friends with. He is definitely not making it to my list... Gonna delete him one fine day... To think I'm still kind enough to give him the chance to be on my msn list.. my msn list dun consist of any tom, dick nor harry! Its such an insult to the rest on my list.. And I deeply apologise for it..
I am truly ashame of myself for saying those things above, but he ought to be more ashame because all I've said is nothing but the truth.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Back at long last.. Feeling really tired and shaggy.. an hour long march with a laptop hung over my back.. Cool huh!
There is a kind of feeling building up inside me.. Long time since i can dislike someone up too this stage. Really can't stand his fake-ness, cocky-ness, ugly-ness. Please do not get me wrong, I have nothing against ugly people or whatever.. I'm not saying that I'm very pretty.. but at the very least, I definitely have a more presentable face than him. Anyway, back to the point, I'm not talking much about the physical outlook, rather, its more of the heart he has.. But no matter what, I still have to say this.. HE IS UGLY BOTH IN THE PHYSICAL OUTLOOK AND THE HEART..
Seen many 2 headed snakes around? Well if you want, you might call him a multiheaded cobra or python or whatever you like. Never have I seen such kind of guys in my life.. he is far worst than the worst. A total disgrace to the race of man..
Seriously, I can never clearly explain why I hated him so much.. His character really sucks big time. The things he do really make me puke! Totally going against my principle of helping.. His behaviour is disgusting.. and those girls are definitely not in the right state of mind to tolerate such unspeakable behaviour. A man of no values, a man of no character, a man of no disclipline, a man whose brain is filled with cow dung! Shitty fella!
If you ever feel like asking me what this guy has done to incur my wrath, Don't bother to ask. You might want to think that I'm childish or whatever shit, I don't care! I think I should have the freedom to choose what kind of people I want to make friends with. He is definitely not making it to my list... Gonna delete him one fine day... To think I'm still kind enough to give him the chance to be on my msn list.. my msn list dun consist of any tom, dick nor harry! Its such an insult to the rest on my list.. And I deeply apologise for it..
I am truly ashame of myself for saying those things above, but he ought to be more ashame because all I've said is nothing but the truth.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
la la la
Nutting better to do.. tired after a report... feel like taking a break.. dun feel like working anymore..
Battery flat.. Hee..
Fingers have been going nonstop for long time.. Im mentally tired.. Brain juice all drained out... a holiday is coming this monday.. yipee! More time to work on my secret manual..
Haik! I dun really know what to write here at this moment.. Till next time ba..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Battery flat.. Hee..
Fingers have been going nonstop for long time.. Im mentally tired.. Brain juice all drained out... a holiday is coming this monday.. yipee! More time to work on my secret manual..
Haik! I dun really know what to write here at this moment.. Till next time ba..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Utter dissapointment..
Bet you might already found out why I'm writing this post again..
Yes.. Another of my subject is gone.. Just saw my mid term exam results a moment ago.. Didn't flop it.. but jus didn't do well in it.. score only 70% for it. Its really saddening. This subject is my most confident subject and it turns out to be such a dissapointment.
Don't know what to say about it.. Can't concentrate on anything now.. 70% is never going to let me get near to my goal of a distinction for this subject.. Which I guess is a bare minimum as my frend was telling me that it would be a real shame if one only manage to get a "credit" for this subject.. really scared..
I just hate myself for not being able to perform well.. Where is the old me? Where has my hopes and dreams and those big and wonderful theories gone to when I needed them most..?? Where is my faith, where is my believes? Where is the old Cheerene who can jump around with joy for just passing a simple test?
I know I can never be my same old self again.. Perhaps the world has just lost the old cheerene.. in replacement was someone who is dominated by scores and grades, results and positions. No longer her old self.. No longer what she thot she was..
I know I'm not fit to be angry with anyone or anything.. I guess I can only vent this anger on myself then.. Its all my fault for being stupid.. I can't blame anyone else..
Remember what faithy used to tell me.. she used to tell me how she admired me.. *wonders if she can still remember it* .. yes its a really great feeling to b admired by people, and she really makes me feel proud of it. And because of what she had said, I really swelled with pride! But that was in the past, at this moment, I had nutting for anyone to admire anymore..
Sometime ago, I received an email.. I was really upset with the contents. Thou wat it said was really true, but I just can't take the fact.. it was way too hard to swallow.. the Hard Facts of Life.. I'm just not as good as everyone thinks. I'm just a good-for-nutting..
Should I be happy that I've passed a paper? Haa.. Doubt so..
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Thats all I want to say about my results for my mid term paper.. Dun ask about it anymore.. is that a deal?
What i wanted to speak about, is something that has been troubling me for sometime..
Recently, I've been bothered by a spat of bad dreams and horrible nitemares.. They seems to have deeper meaning behind them, but I just dun noe what they actually meant.
Ever heard about having a spirit or something to lie on you when you sleep, causing difficulties in getting up and all sorts of things? Sounds scary don't you think? Yeah.. Its really scary that day. Soon, even weirder dreams came along.. for days, I'm always badly waken up by these bad dreams of watever kind.
Due to stress perhaps.. Haiz..
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Next thing I wanted to talk about is regarding a silly yet "cannot dun get it off my heart" topic.. about my frends..
I've seen much much more recently.. About friends who leave u in lurch at times of great needs or whatever... So what do we call them? Friends or Fiends?
First..
definition of friend: A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
I always told myself to give unconditionally, love unconditionally.. but I never managed to do that.. I would always hope for something in return.. In another words, I always expected help to come to me when I need them..
But is it wrong to have such expectations? Doesn't everyone have such expectations in a way? I'm really puzzled with life, and the way it works.. I believe in giving chances.. but seriously, would a REAL friend need so many chances to prove oneself as a "friend"?
Doubt so.. Anyway, here's a toast to our friendship.. real or fake, up to you! Dun have to tell me, I can see for myself... I'm sick and tired of it... really, just give me a break..
My God,
All I ask for is someone I could totally trust. Was that too much to ask for? I dun noe.. God, pleas enlighten me.. I believe I have put in effort in any relationship.. But apparently, that is not the case..
praying hard..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes.. Another of my subject is gone.. Just saw my mid term exam results a moment ago.. Didn't flop it.. but jus didn't do well in it.. score only 70% for it. Its really saddening. This subject is my most confident subject and it turns out to be such a dissapointment.
Don't know what to say about it.. Can't concentrate on anything now.. 70% is never going to let me get near to my goal of a distinction for this subject.. Which I guess is a bare minimum as my frend was telling me that it would be a real shame if one only manage to get a "credit" for this subject.. really scared..
I just hate myself for not being able to perform well.. Where is the old me? Where has my hopes and dreams and those big and wonderful theories gone to when I needed them most..?? Where is my faith, where is my believes? Where is the old Cheerene who can jump around with joy for just passing a simple test?
I know I can never be my same old self again.. Perhaps the world has just lost the old cheerene.. in replacement was someone who is dominated by scores and grades, results and positions. No longer her old self.. No longer what she thot she was..
I know I'm not fit to be angry with anyone or anything.. I guess I can only vent this anger on myself then.. Its all my fault for being stupid.. I can't blame anyone else..
Remember what faithy used to tell me.. she used to tell me how she admired me.. *wonders if she can still remember it* .. yes its a really great feeling to b admired by people, and she really makes me feel proud of it. And because of what she had said, I really swelled with pride! But that was in the past, at this moment, I had nutting for anyone to admire anymore..
Sometime ago, I received an email.. I was really upset with the contents. Thou wat it said was really true, but I just can't take the fact.. it was way too hard to swallow.. the Hard Facts of Life.. I'm just not as good as everyone thinks. I'm just a good-for-nutting..
Should I be happy that I've passed a paper? Haa.. Doubt so..
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Thats all I want to say about my results for my mid term paper.. Dun ask about it anymore.. is that a deal?
What i wanted to speak about, is something that has been troubling me for sometime..
Recently, I've been bothered by a spat of bad dreams and horrible nitemares.. They seems to have deeper meaning behind them, but I just dun noe what they actually meant.
Ever heard about having a spirit or something to lie on you when you sleep, causing difficulties in getting up and all sorts of things? Sounds scary don't you think? Yeah.. Its really scary that day. Soon, even weirder dreams came along.. for days, I'm always badly waken up by these bad dreams of watever kind.
Due to stress perhaps.. Haiz..
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Next thing I wanted to talk about is regarding a silly yet "cannot dun get it off my heart" topic.. about my frends..
I've seen much much more recently.. About friends who leave u in lurch at times of great needs or whatever... So what do we call them? Friends or Fiends?
First..
definition of friend: A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
I always told myself to give unconditionally, love unconditionally.. but I never managed to do that.. I would always hope for something in return.. In another words, I always expected help to come to me when I need them..
But is it wrong to have such expectations? Doesn't everyone have such expectations in a way? I'm really puzzled with life, and the way it works.. I believe in giving chances.. but seriously, would a REAL friend need so many chances to prove oneself as a "friend"?
Doubt so.. Anyway, here's a toast to our friendship.. real or fake, up to you! Dun have to tell me, I can see for myself... I'm sick and tired of it... really, just give me a break..
My God,
All I ask for is someone I could totally trust. Was that too much to ask for? I dun noe.. God, pleas enlighten me.. I believe I have put in effort in any relationship.. But apparently, that is not the case..
praying hard..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Upgrade boyfriend 5.0 to husband 1.0 - Pentium version
I assume that most of my avid fans are computer literate.. Duh! Shouldn't have much problem understanding wats inside this dumb joke.. Enjoy..
---Here Goes---
Dear IT Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and Would Cup 2.0.
And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do?
Signed,
Desperate
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Reply:
Dear Desperate,
First keep in mind: Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.
Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0. If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.
But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files.
Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.
In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance.I personally recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.
Good Luck,
IT Support
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
---Here Goes---
Dear IT Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and Would Cup 2.0.
And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do?
Signed,
Desperate
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Reply:
Dear Desperate,
First keep in mind: Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.
Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0. If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.
But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files.
Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.
In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance.I personally recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.
Good Luck,
IT Support
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yet another one has gone to serve his nation with pride.. yeah.. another one heading for Tekong again..
Yes, Coach Keongz has finally step onto a brand new chapter in his life... A life I would never need to go thru I guess.. But I guess he would really learn alot there.. Just like I do when I came over.. Hey man! Hope u will enjoy urself with those freaking trainings inside!
Actually wanted to give coach keong an sms, but I was too busy today.. had a mid term exam today.. this marks my first major exams over here.. Yeah major exam.. Cool huh! Well, at least I'm confident of getting a pass for this! Then my java assignment.. arhhg.. I will talk about that in a moment..
But anyway.. here is a msg for Coach Keong!
"Yo man! Thou the words U say, at times, can get pretty weird! But.. I still miss them thou! Hahaha! Hope u will be enjoying life there! Wear a cap incase ur hairless head catches a cold! =X Training will b tough.. But I'm sure u ...shld be up to it, i guess! Afterall, u are not a coach for nutting?!? Look forward, as we shall soon be able to enjoy our Ba Chou Mee at 85 market!! Well... in another 7 months time roughly. Haa"
Jus finish the god damn java.. I guess I shld say.. the rest finished my god damn java instead! I dun noe how I can express out this anger in me.. but, I can never forgive myself for this.. thats for sure. Enough about it, I'm damn sick of it.. I m sure the rest do as well.
So 2 days without sleep.. I shld retire early tonite.. Woahaha.. Nah, tonnes of research yet to be done! Slp wat shit! Kaoz! I dun noe y, I jus feel so vulgar today..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes, Coach Keongz has finally step onto a brand new chapter in his life... A life I would never need to go thru I guess.. But I guess he would really learn alot there.. Just like I do when I came over.. Hey man! Hope u will enjoy urself with those freaking trainings inside!
Actually wanted to give coach keong an sms, but I was too busy today.. had a mid term exam today.. this marks my first major exams over here.. Yeah major exam.. Cool huh! Well, at least I'm confident of getting a pass for this! Then my java assignment.. arhhg.. I will talk about that in a moment..
But anyway.. here is a msg for Coach Keong!
"Yo man! Thou the words U say, at times, can get pretty weird! But.. I still miss them thou! Hahaha! Hope u will be enjoying life there! Wear a cap incase ur hairless head catches a cold! =X Training will b tough.. But I'm sure u ...shld be up to it, i guess! Afterall, u are not a coach for nutting?!? Look forward, as we shall soon be able to enjoy our Ba Chou Mee at 85 market!! Well... in another 7 months time roughly. Haa"
Jus finish the god damn java.. I guess I shld say.. the rest finished my god damn java instead! I dun noe how I can express out this anger in me.. but, I can never forgive myself for this.. thats for sure. Enough about it, I'm damn sick of it.. I m sure the rest do as well.
So 2 days without sleep.. I shld retire early tonite.. Woahaha.. Nah, tonnes of research yet to be done! Slp wat shit! Kaoz! I dun noe y, I jus feel so vulgar today..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'm loving u guys!
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Oh yeah.. then again.. I've long wanted to blog on this topic.. just that I always brush it off with.. "aiya.. no time lah.. next time lo" .. it goes to show how lazy i am! Geez.. this is a well known fact about me! Dun tell me u dun know!
Been wanting to blog something about the comparsion of life in Singapore and Aussie land.. Whats makes it so different.. what makes it so attractive for SGreans to come over?? What is the pros of coming over, and of cos, the cons!! What brought me here.. what is my biggest regret.. what is the thing I miss most? So many WHO, WHAT, WHERE, WHEN??
Its not going to be short.. jus bear with it pls..
Clearly remember when I first landed down at Sydney Airport.. whats my first thot?? Guess wat.. Its a really evil thot! Oh man.. I do feel abit uneasy to share it out here.. but I guess it will be fine.. Hahaha.. well.. here goes.
"Oh man, freedom.. I'm gonna embrace u like never before!! From this very moment onwards.. its just gonna be u and me.."
Well, thats what came over me that very morning I first set my foot on this foreign land.. I landed at around 3:30am SG time that day.. which is like 7:30am NSW time.. The queue was very bad.. I only managed to clear the customs after at least 1 to 2 hour later..
So whats really different about our motherland and Aussieland?? Building is the first thing u would ever realise.. Where has the skyscrapers gone to?? Yeah, maybe its all in the Sydney central.. but till now, I've still yet to set my foot on Sydney since I step into Wollongong.. this jus goes to show how dorminant I am.. Anyway, our library here.. Its only like 3 to 4 stories high?? where has our 11-stories TP library gone to?
Weather-wise, I don't really enjoy it.. thou its pretty cooling at times, it can get pretty hot too.. And at times, u are jus gonna hate the rain! Its practically none stop, one thing special about the rain, its so quiet that U wun even know its raining.. Worst thing that I've encountered.. Its raining ICE!! Woo man.. ICE falling from above.. Mag was still kidding with me, she said it might be the fella living above me who is pouring ice at my window! Aw.. Hehehe.. thanks mag! Lolx.. But I would say generally, it has pretty fine weather. pretty cooling, u wun sweat like what u are used to in SG..
Food wise, I'm easy with food.. not much of a preference.. if u were to ask me to choose, oh pls... jus give me back my mum's yong tau foo soup and the bak kut teh! I'm just so lazy to cook a proper meal.. that day, I just got nagged by my poly buddy.. (ok chewling.. dun point fingers now!! yes i'm talking abt u!!!) all because I ate some chicken porridge I cook around a week ago or less? I left it in the fridge.. But it taste ok lah.. Afterall, I've inherited my mum's genes leh! how can my cooking be that bad?? Haa.. jus that I can be reeeellly lazy at times. But ultimately, I know chewling wun nag if she doesn't care!! Thanks girl, I'll listen to u de!! Ok, back to the topic.. U can't find things that we eat normally over here. One thing I really missed... my bak gua... Chris promised me 1kg when I go home.. I just can't wait.. oh man!! Anyway, by now, most of you should have know that my house is full of friends from China.. Haa, and of cos, I picked up a few dishes from them.. I shall try them out when I'm home this coming Nov (hopefully)..
Transportation-wise, I really hate it man! Going places?? Gear up yourself with a comfy pair of shoes and off u go! Its walking and more walking!! Hey, I wouldn't mind if the person walking next to me is him.. I would then hope that we will take forever to reach our destination.. Buses here, not that cheap, its like $1.50 from the university to the city mall.. and thats not the worst, the worst is the frequency of the bus! Pls dun expect something like SBS, here, expect something like 1 hr a bus.. miss it? better go home for a cup of tea first, rather than wait in the cold wind.. But the good thing I love about the buses here.. the drivers are really friendly..
I would say, Aussies are really a great bunch of people! I love their friendliness! Cool huh! Back in SG, u never really find strangers on the road smiling at u, wishing u "Good day" dun u? They do over here.. I'm loving it.. every morning, I would greet those old granny and grand daddy with a warm smile and a simple hello... It would really make my day, and theirs! How good is this feeling.. Something I never had in SG I guess.. I guess this will be the most lovely memories I will keep when I return home.
So whats the thing that attracted ppl like me to come over?? A simpler life? Nah.. Initially, I oso had this idea, life here would be easy, and I even had the idea of settling down here.. But maybe I'm not the type who can really fit into such a life easily. I need more adventure in life! So I guess, concrete garden is still the best place for me! But really, aussie would be a nice place for u to come for a rest... or can even consider this place for your retirement.. it will be good.. I do have plans of coming over here to retire.. that is if I have the money.. Hahaha.. Seriously, air here smells nicer too! Sweet flora fragrance.. Greenery everywhere. Indeed a very lovely place for u to relax your mind.. (thats if ur motive here is to relax.. not to study).. Seriously, do consider this place for ur holidays.. In the city area, not small little towns like Wollongong.. some farmstay would be great too!
So what brings me over to aussie? Well, this is indeed unplanned of a year ago.. as a matter of fact, I guess some of u guys might have heard me saying this "I will NEVER leave Singapore for my studies.." reason being I'm scared! But somewhere around last July, I've decided on persuing my future.. very unplanned.. I can ever imagine myself as a international student, let alone being an undergrad.. but well, here I m now, as an undergrad of University of Wollongong.. I have to upgrade myself so that I'm worthy of this new status!
I dun noe how many of u have read my blog long time ago.. One of my post mentioned.. abt him.. yeah.. It really happened.. As I told him I wanted to leave.. I do really hope he will ask me to stay in Singapore.. But those words never come.. Till now, my heart occassionally still will ache when I thot of it.. Till now, I've yet to get over him.. If I really wanted words like "wishing you the best in Aussie..." or "work hard.." would I really called him that night? He didn't turn up as promised on the 12 of Feb.. I did call him up after I entered the gates.. He didn't say much.. so did I.. A very good colleague of my, Andrea, once told me.. "once you decided not to tell him, never ever mention it again.." true enough, I thot to myself.. Whats the point of telling him now?? Make him wait for 2 years?? I guess if I really mean well for him, I should let him have a chance to find his real happiness in this 2 years? Afterall, I might not be his real happiness anyway.. But I still like our current status now.. still good buddies.. nutting more, nutting less.. thou a small conflict online that day.. but its over anyway.. Haa.. Now.. We are still very close buddies!! Really!
My worst regret?? It would be that I have to much unfinished work left in Singapore... One of the most important task will be getting all my buddies back together.. I've been thinking alot for the past weeks.. Really, if none of you guys mean anything to me, would I have thot of u ppl so often.. No doubt I might have a mouth which loves to sweet talk.. but, I say, when I say I miss u.. it means I really do.. seriously..
Speaking of the people I miss most?? I guess I better not go into too much of it.. I wun give any form of ranking! I dun want to get into trouble u know.. Deep down, Of cos, at times, such things do have a form of ranking thou... But most importantly, I still must mention some names tonite.. First.. my family.. esp my mom.. love u ma..! Just make sure none of "those people" bully her.. or else I will go back and settle all the scores once and for all! But I guess I still miss everyone back at home.. Perhaps I just dun show my care for them easily.. but one thing I realise, I really love them. Life is so different without them.
Somehow stupid, I jus feel like listing a whole grand list of people I missed.. but still, I want to make a small list thou.. Other then my family... I still have a great deal of u guys to miss!
Mummy Irene, miss her so much.. miss those great badminton sessions we had back then.. I will never forget the very first impression I had of mummy when she step into the lecture hall that day for her ESD lecture... Her patience really make me melt... I'm really impressed with her forgiving, endurance, tolerance.. just too many qualities..
Chris mei mei, thou it might sound funny to her, but deep down, I'm still filled with admirations for this young lady... Getting to know this girl is definitely the most beautiful accident in my life.. A girl like none other.. U can't say she is silly.. she is just the plain O her.. and its this that makes her special.. I'm truly blessed to have such a nice little girl as my sister..
Of cos, my Evil Twin, Smith Leong JH, haaa.. at times our point of view never really match.. given our strong characters.. thou hard for us to mix, but we still did! Thanks to his strong words at times which does wake me up when I needed it! Haa! Thanks evil twin! I owe u a proper testimonial!! That one i gave was just a sick practical joke.
Coach Keong! Another funny fella! Miss his funniness! One unique guy indeed! Hahaha.. Way to go keong! 7 more months before I could go ur place and slack, and not forgetting those instant cup noodles n my lovely ribiena(watever the spelling)! Aunty's cooking is definitely better than mine thou!
Zihua ah.. got boyfrend le, dun forget frends!! Hahaha.. known this lady for a short period of time but maybe.. its the chemistry that works wonder between us.. Watch her change so much.. Its really an eye OPENER! My god! Who else but Zihua can laugh so loud with me in Short Circuit!
Haa! ChewLing!!!!! Another one! cannot forget! this O buddie.. sticking thru thick and thin with me.. one very tough girl who survived the 3 monstrous years with me.. Definitely owe her a very big thank you for helping me with my PCS notes ah!!! I had never forgotten abt it.. And I never will.. Ling ah... 3 years and 8 months le.. "san nian ling ba ge yue".. Of cos, the big thank you is not only for the PCS notes lah!!
Hee.. and my FYP matey!! Chi! Ah.. this pretty lady whom I've known for very long.. this dates back to our year 1.. when me n ling would always find her sitting on the first 2 rows of the lecture hall.. Haa! FYP would never be the same without her.. But we only got to know her only during our year 2 actually... thats when I entered CEN as a newbie!
Jestin! Oh.. this girl ah! Haa.. My blog template creator as many of u know! A great frend who is willing to go great lengths for her frends! U are really fortunate if u have her fighting side by side with u..
My lovely Do Re Mi.. 3 pretty ladies from my secondary school! Haahaa! Thanks for the photoframe! I will definitely choose a very nice photo n put it in!! This 3 ladies are some of the more creative ones who I've met! Blessed with the looks and the brains.. Rare beauties indeed.. Haa! But guys, some of them are attached already.. not that I dun wan to introduce to u people! Lol
Yeah.. My Sec 4 Form Teacher... Miss Tiew.. This young lady.. another one who has won my admiration.. Thou its a long time since we last met up.. but perhaps its all fated that I were to meet up with her a few months before I leave SG, and we still had a little gathering one the eve of my departure. Hey! Thou she is my form teacher.. She is NOT that old as u guys imagine! Oh my, she look even younger than me!! A very nice, yound lady.. unique character. Miss her alot.. Miss those good old days.. Still can clearly remember that afternoon, after her class test, how confident I was to actually walk up to her and shake my head.. "Full marks le lah.." Well, sad to say, I was one of those disturbance in her class!! But for now, I will jus pray for her quietly.. Pray that everything will be fine for her..
Faithy and XR.. funny and really interesting couple! One is a great singer, one is a great photographer.. Wahaha.. Isn't that interesting enough?? What more do I need to say?
Jun.. My sister's schoolmatey! Oh.. my Evil twin's sister rather! Hahaha.. interesting?? Duh! Y do I make eveything sound interesting! Haha.. Anyway.. Dun play scrable with her! So hard to win! Not fun! Lolx..
Andrea.. My dear colleague from creative! Haa.. Very unique personality. A very well learnt person.. Thru out my stay in Creative, I've learnt so much from her words of wisdom.
Jenny!! oh how can I ever forget her! Hahaha.. My partner in almost everything! Partners in crime, etc.. opps! Haha.. Jus a great friend! Great buddy! And almost anything else!! Way to go girl!! We rock!! lol
Bee Leng! Oh... what should I say.. She really take great care of me.. Lovely lady.. really caring.. I bet U can't find another friend like her.. Its just my blessing to get to know her! Where else will u find a great friend like her who takes care of every silght details for u?
There are 2 Kelly that I miss too! Kelly from Creative too! Hee.. My dear kelly, my very wise advisor! a very straight forward person who draws very clear line of her work and personal stuff! Indeed a very "gong shi fen ming" person!! This is her uniqueness that really draws my attention! The 2nd Kelly is none other than my Sec school monsterous buddie!! She is now in HK le.. I must... die die oso must go n visit her one day!! I'm coming, my dear girl!
Gita is a great pal I made over here in Uni! She is just a very fantastic person! Hardworking.. kind, and willing to share.. Helping me with my studies.. pulling me up from the pits.. very fortunate to have the chance to work with her in one of the subjects as team mates.. I know I will have a great time with her!!
But seriously, this list is infinite... it can go pages and pages for sure.. but I need to put it to a stop now.. Got to go and take a shower.. I'm stinking!!
Hee.. Anyway.. I do really miss u guys! Take care buddies!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Oh yeah.. then again.. I've long wanted to blog on this topic.. just that I always brush it off with.. "aiya.. no time lah.. next time lo" .. it goes to show how lazy i am! Geez.. this is a well known fact about me! Dun tell me u dun know!
Been wanting to blog something about the comparsion of life in Singapore and Aussie land.. Whats makes it so different.. what makes it so attractive for SGreans to come over?? What is the pros of coming over, and of cos, the cons!! What brought me here.. what is my biggest regret.. what is the thing I miss most? So many WHO, WHAT, WHERE, WHEN??
Its not going to be short.. jus bear with it pls..
Clearly remember when I first landed down at Sydney Airport.. whats my first thot?? Guess wat.. Its a really evil thot! Oh man.. I do feel abit uneasy to share it out here.. but I guess it will be fine.. Hahaha.. well.. here goes.
"Oh man, freedom.. I'm gonna embrace u like never before!! From this very moment onwards.. its just gonna be u and me.."
Well, thats what came over me that very morning I first set my foot on this foreign land.. I landed at around 3:30am SG time that day.. which is like 7:30am NSW time.. The queue was very bad.. I only managed to clear the customs after at least 1 to 2 hour later..
So whats really different about our motherland and Aussieland?? Building is the first thing u would ever realise.. Where has the skyscrapers gone to?? Yeah, maybe its all in the Sydney central.. but till now, I've still yet to set my foot on Sydney since I step into Wollongong.. this jus goes to show how dorminant I am.. Anyway, our library here.. Its only like 3 to 4 stories high?? where has our 11-stories TP library gone to?
Weather-wise, I don't really enjoy it.. thou its pretty cooling at times, it can get pretty hot too.. And at times, u are jus gonna hate the rain! Its practically none stop, one thing special about the rain, its so quiet that U wun even know its raining.. Worst thing that I've encountered.. Its raining ICE!! Woo man.. ICE falling from above.. Mag was still kidding with me, she said it might be the fella living above me who is pouring ice at my window! Aw.. Hehehe.. thanks mag! Lolx.. But I would say generally, it has pretty fine weather. pretty cooling, u wun sweat like what u are used to in SG..
Food wise, I'm easy with food.. not much of a preference.. if u were to ask me to choose, oh pls... jus give me back my mum's yong tau foo soup and the bak kut teh! I'm just so lazy to cook a proper meal.. that day, I just got nagged by my poly buddy.. (ok chewling.. dun point fingers now!! yes i'm talking abt u!!!) all because I ate some chicken porridge I cook around a week ago or less? I left it in the fridge.. But it taste ok lah.. Afterall, I've inherited my mum's genes leh! how can my cooking be that bad?? Haa.. jus that I can be reeeellly lazy at times. But ultimately, I know chewling wun nag if she doesn't care!! Thanks girl, I'll listen to u de!! Ok, back to the topic.. U can't find things that we eat normally over here. One thing I really missed... my bak gua... Chris promised me 1kg when I go home.. I just can't wait.. oh man!! Anyway, by now, most of you should have know that my house is full of friends from China.. Haa, and of cos, I picked up a few dishes from them.. I shall try them out when I'm home this coming Nov (hopefully)..
Transportation-wise, I really hate it man! Going places?? Gear up yourself with a comfy pair of shoes and off u go! Its walking and more walking!! Hey, I wouldn't mind if the person walking next to me is him.. I would then hope that we will take forever to reach our destination.. Buses here, not that cheap, its like $1.50 from the university to the city mall.. and thats not the worst, the worst is the frequency of the bus! Pls dun expect something like SBS, here, expect something like 1 hr a bus.. miss it? better go home for a cup of tea first, rather than wait in the cold wind.. But the good thing I love about the buses here.. the drivers are really friendly..
I would say, Aussies are really a great bunch of people! I love their friendliness! Cool huh! Back in SG, u never really find strangers on the road smiling at u, wishing u "Good day" dun u? They do over here.. I'm loving it.. every morning, I would greet those old granny and grand daddy with a warm smile and a simple hello... It would really make my day, and theirs! How good is this feeling.. Something I never had in SG I guess.. I guess this will be the most lovely memories I will keep when I return home.
So whats the thing that attracted ppl like me to come over?? A simpler life? Nah.. Initially, I oso had this idea, life here would be easy, and I even had the idea of settling down here.. But maybe I'm not the type who can really fit into such a life easily. I need more adventure in life! So I guess, concrete garden is still the best place for me! But really, aussie would be a nice place for u to come for a rest... or can even consider this place for your retirement.. it will be good.. I do have plans of coming over here to retire.. that is if I have the money.. Hahaha.. Seriously, air here smells nicer too! Sweet flora fragrance.. Greenery everywhere. Indeed a very lovely place for u to relax your mind.. (thats if ur motive here is to relax.. not to study).. Seriously, do consider this place for ur holidays.. In the city area, not small little towns like Wollongong.. some farmstay would be great too!
So what brings me over to aussie? Well, this is indeed unplanned of a year ago.. as a matter of fact, I guess some of u guys might have heard me saying this "I will NEVER leave Singapore for my studies.." reason being I'm scared! But somewhere around last July, I've decided on persuing my future.. very unplanned.. I can ever imagine myself as a international student, let alone being an undergrad.. but well, here I m now, as an undergrad of University of Wollongong.. I have to upgrade myself so that I'm worthy of this new status!
I dun noe how many of u have read my blog long time ago.. One of my post mentioned.. abt him.. yeah.. It really happened.. As I told him I wanted to leave.. I do really hope he will ask me to stay in Singapore.. But those words never come.. Till now, my heart occassionally still will ache when I thot of it.. Till now, I've yet to get over him.. If I really wanted words like "wishing you the best in Aussie..." or "work hard.." would I really called him that night? He didn't turn up as promised on the 12 of Feb.. I did call him up after I entered the gates.. He didn't say much.. so did I.. A very good colleague of my, Andrea, once told me.. "once you decided not to tell him, never ever mention it again.." true enough, I thot to myself.. Whats the point of telling him now?? Make him wait for 2 years?? I guess if I really mean well for him, I should let him have a chance to find his real happiness in this 2 years? Afterall, I might not be his real happiness anyway.. But I still like our current status now.. still good buddies.. nutting more, nutting less.. thou a small conflict online that day.. but its over anyway.. Haa.. Now.. We are still very close buddies!! Really!
My worst regret?? It would be that I have to much unfinished work left in Singapore... One of the most important task will be getting all my buddies back together.. I've been thinking alot for the past weeks.. Really, if none of you guys mean anything to me, would I have thot of u ppl so often.. No doubt I might have a mouth which loves to sweet talk.. but, I say, when I say I miss u.. it means I really do.. seriously..
Speaking of the people I miss most?? I guess I better not go into too much of it.. I wun give any form of ranking! I dun want to get into trouble u know.. Deep down, Of cos, at times, such things do have a form of ranking thou... But most importantly, I still must mention some names tonite.. First.. my family.. esp my mom.. love u ma..! Just make sure none of "those people" bully her.. or else I will go back and settle all the scores once and for all! But I guess I still miss everyone back at home.. Perhaps I just dun show my care for them easily.. but one thing I realise, I really love them. Life is so different without them.
Somehow stupid, I jus feel like listing a whole grand list of people I missed.. but still, I want to make a small list thou.. Other then my family... I still have a great deal of u guys to miss!
Mummy Irene, miss her so much.. miss those great badminton sessions we had back then.. I will never forget the very first impression I had of mummy when she step into the lecture hall that day for her ESD lecture... Her patience really make me melt... I'm really impressed with her forgiving, endurance, tolerance.. just too many qualities..
Chris mei mei, thou it might sound funny to her, but deep down, I'm still filled with admirations for this young lady... Getting to know this girl is definitely the most beautiful accident in my life.. A girl like none other.. U can't say she is silly.. she is just the plain O her.. and its this that makes her special.. I'm truly blessed to have such a nice little girl as my sister..
Of cos, my Evil Twin, Smith Leong JH, haaa.. at times our point of view never really match.. given our strong characters.. thou hard for us to mix, but we still did! Thanks to his strong words at times which does wake me up when I needed it! Haa! Thanks evil twin! I owe u a proper testimonial!! That one i gave was just a sick practical joke.
Coach Keong! Another funny fella! Miss his funniness! One unique guy indeed! Hahaha.. Way to go keong! 7 more months before I could go ur place and slack, and not forgetting those instant cup noodles n my lovely ribiena(watever the spelling)! Aunty's cooking is definitely better than mine thou!
Zihua ah.. got boyfrend le, dun forget frends!! Hahaha.. known this lady for a short period of time but maybe.. its the chemistry that works wonder between us.. Watch her change so much.. Its really an eye OPENER! My god! Who else but Zihua can laugh so loud with me in Short Circuit!
Haa! ChewLing!!!!! Another one! cannot forget! this O buddie.. sticking thru thick and thin with me.. one very tough girl who survived the 3 monstrous years with me.. Definitely owe her a very big thank you for helping me with my PCS notes ah!!! I had never forgotten abt it.. And I never will.. Ling ah... 3 years and 8 months le.. "san nian ling ba ge yue".. Of cos, the big thank you is not only for the PCS notes lah!!
Hee.. and my FYP matey!! Chi! Ah.. this pretty lady whom I've known for very long.. this dates back to our year 1.. when me n ling would always find her sitting on the first 2 rows of the lecture hall.. Haa! FYP would never be the same without her.. But we only got to know her only during our year 2 actually... thats when I entered CEN as a newbie!
Jestin! Oh.. this girl ah! Haa.. My blog template creator as many of u know! A great frend who is willing to go great lengths for her frends! U are really fortunate if u have her fighting side by side with u..
My lovely Do Re Mi.. 3 pretty ladies from my secondary school! Haahaa! Thanks for the photoframe! I will definitely choose a very nice photo n put it in!! This 3 ladies are some of the more creative ones who I've met! Blessed with the looks and the brains.. Rare beauties indeed.. Haa! But guys, some of them are attached already.. not that I dun wan to introduce to u people! Lol
Yeah.. My Sec 4 Form Teacher... Miss Tiew.. This young lady.. another one who has won my admiration.. Thou its a long time since we last met up.. but perhaps its all fated that I were to meet up with her a few months before I leave SG, and we still had a little gathering one the eve of my departure. Hey! Thou she is my form teacher.. She is NOT that old as u guys imagine! Oh my, she look even younger than me!! A very nice, yound lady.. unique character. Miss her alot.. Miss those good old days.. Still can clearly remember that afternoon, after her class test, how confident I was to actually walk up to her and shake my head.. "Full marks le lah.." Well, sad to say, I was one of those disturbance in her class!! But for now, I will jus pray for her quietly.. Pray that everything will be fine for her..
Faithy and XR.. funny and really interesting couple! One is a great singer, one is a great photographer.. Wahaha.. Isn't that interesting enough?? What more do I need to say?
Jun.. My sister's schoolmatey! Oh.. my Evil twin's sister rather! Hahaha.. interesting?? Duh! Y do I make eveything sound interesting! Haha.. Anyway.. Dun play scrable with her! So hard to win! Not fun! Lolx..
Andrea.. My dear colleague from creative! Haa.. Very unique personality. A very well learnt person.. Thru out my stay in Creative, I've learnt so much from her words of wisdom.
Jenny!! oh how can I ever forget her! Hahaha.. My partner in almost everything! Partners in crime, etc.. opps! Haha.. Jus a great friend! Great buddy! And almost anything else!! Way to go girl!! We rock!! lol
Bee Leng! Oh... what should I say.. She really take great care of me.. Lovely lady.. really caring.. I bet U can't find another friend like her.. Its just my blessing to get to know her! Where else will u find a great friend like her who takes care of every silght details for u?
There are 2 Kelly that I miss too! Kelly from Creative too! Hee.. My dear kelly, my very wise advisor! a very straight forward person who draws very clear line of her work and personal stuff! Indeed a very "gong shi fen ming" person!! This is her uniqueness that really draws my attention! The 2nd Kelly is none other than my Sec school monsterous buddie!! She is now in HK le.. I must... die die oso must go n visit her one day!! I'm coming, my dear girl!
Gita is a great pal I made over here in Uni! She is just a very fantastic person! Hardworking.. kind, and willing to share.. Helping me with my studies.. pulling me up from the pits.. very fortunate to have the chance to work with her in one of the subjects as team mates.. I know I will have a great time with her!!
But seriously, this list is infinite... it can go pages and pages for sure.. but I need to put it to a stop now.. Got to go and take a shower.. I'm stinking!!
Hee.. Anyway.. I do really miss u guys! Take care buddies!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Bottoms up with a bottle of Victoria Bitter.. VB thats wat we call it.. visual basic yeah.. well.. abit of this is good for programming thou.. Crap!
Fool begone!
Thanks Keong!! Well, dun give up on me.. For one thing.. thou I fall easily.. I do get back to feet easily too. Lets just hope things get going soon.. I will work my way to it..
Well, I've been trying to relax myself. On the verge of giving up everything.. So I kind of stared into the celling all day long.. watch some china show over at my house mate's lappy. Surprisingly, after a day of fun, those little circuit circuit things started flowing into my brain.. It was a wonder man!
But my dear miss puny brainy can only take that much at a time.. so i guess.. Relax lo.. see how it goes.. maybe I m really fated to be those C, D and E students.. so be it lo...
I will say, the past few days was really hell for me.. Overly-over-stressed I guess. Really really very upset.. I had a small talk with my sister.. given her young age, sometimes I m quite surprised with her thinking too. All I can say is.. both of us are indeed, on the same boat.
Well, well, well... I've been drinking again.. blurted some nonsense on msn last nite.. but anyway, I'm truly sorry for watever nonsense I've said.
I will relax more... hahaha! Oh.. by the way... Happy April's Fool!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Well, I've been trying to relax myself. On the verge of giving up everything.. So I kind of stared into the celling all day long.. watch some china show over at my house mate's lappy. Surprisingly, after a day of fun, those little circuit circuit things started flowing into my brain.. It was a wonder man!
But my dear miss puny brainy can only take that much at a time.. so i guess.. Relax lo.. see how it goes.. maybe I m really fated to be those C, D and E students.. so be it lo...
I will say, the past few days was really hell for me.. Overly-over-stressed I guess. Really really very upset.. I had a small talk with my sister.. given her young age, sometimes I m quite surprised with her thinking too. All I can say is.. both of us are indeed, on the same boat.
Well, well, well... I've been drinking again.. blurted some nonsense on msn last nite.. but anyway, I'm truly sorry for watever nonsense I've said.
I will relax more... hahaha! Oh.. by the way... Happy April's Fool!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
