Another lazy morning! Finally can slack at home.. write my blog! Hahaha Actually I woke up at 7am this morning wanted to go swimming then go library, but sky looks abit dark, kind of cloudy.. so i thot i better stay at home and continue with my sleep. Abit lazy oso! NVM, i still have lots of things to do at home! Still have lots of things to settle!
I just came back from my chalet yesterday. It was Non stop food, fun and laughter! Enjoy every moment with my gang! A pity that Zihua and Ryan had to go back on the second day, otherwise it would be even more fun! Maybe lets just summarise what had happened on the 3 days @ Sentosa!
Day 1:
Met Chris, Smith, Ryan, Zihua, Aldrick at Harbour Front and went into Sentosa together! Took the very first monorail n reach palawan beach! We all very FOC(Full of Crap) de.. We are very "self-entertaining" people! We had joy.. we had fun, we had.. blah blah... hahaha! can't remember that song liao! But the people arrived pretty late, so everything was pretty messy. But overall we still had fun! Play some games. Obstacle course.. tug-of-war! Hahaha.. talking about that obstacle course, haiz.. my trick back-fired on me. Hmm.. i saw Shi Qiang running towards me, So i tried to blow the flour on his face. But i failed! End up.. he blow those flour onto my face sia! Then later still got all those group leaders.. pour sea water on me! Hmm.. I became a dough instantly!
Guess what, mummy was thrown into the sea ah! Hehehe.. That was really funny!! oh well.. i guess i better be honest.. i was thrown into the sea as well.. hahahaa, in fact! everyone was thrown into the sea!
LOLx. Then we all play all the way till afternoon ah. Then got to do some video shooting stuff! Then after that went to chalet liao! Wahaha play awhile then start to BBQ. Food is very nice ah! Thanks to Zihua, our great chef! and of cos my mother for helping us with the marinating! well actually that was suppose to be my job! But i was really busy with my own revision! She is such a super housewife sia! Before i know it.. everything was done! Really thank her so much! She is the best sia! Hahaha.. then at nite, we start to drink the barcadri(can't remember the spelling) haha... It doesn't taste nice lah! Hahaha
Oh ya, something bad happened that nite ah, mummy scalded her hand ah! Poor thing.. I didn't know that only till a much later time! It must have been really painful ah! Her hand is very red ah, she she keep touching it and rubbing it!! The stupid first-aid kit dun have those cream! So i went to the reception n tried to get some! But those people there oso dun have! Lousy sia! Later i got her a cup of kopi-o!! Hahaha she was so happy sia! I think she really miss her kopi-o ah!
Day 2:
Everyone start to become blur n sleepy liao ah! So we just slack around at the pool area! Just plain slacking.. doing nutting but eating n eating n eating n eating.... Received some msg from my SIP company supervisor.. a job lobang! Pays well! But i'm not too eligible cos they would need someone to work for a long period of time!! And i cannot confirm with them if i'm able to stay in that job for long, cos i made an application at the uni already! If i get it, i will have to leave them very soon! But they were kind of hoping that i could go back and work for them.. perhaps its because they know me.. it will be easier for them to work with someone they know, rather than some unfamiliar fella! Hahaha, but they told me to keep them informed of my results and my application status! Hopefully i can confirm with them soon! Meanwhile, i will jus have to go around and do some part time stuff! Dun feel like committing myself to anything yet! Then we go watch the musical fountain during the evening time! Really nice sia! fantastic! Then slowly went back to the chalet. Continue to eat n eat n eat n eat... Then i the middle of the nite, start to drink the barcadri again! Finish the whole bottle! Really drank for the kick of it lah! Just one mouthful.. n u can feel the burning sensation at the throat! Interesting sia! Hmm.. i think i should try more!! Later i will go n raid all my cupboards for all this alcohol stuff!! This week all come my house n party ah!! Hahaha
Day 3:
morning woke up.. pack up abit! Then left chalet le!! Slowly make our way back to the main island! Then went for breakfast at the hawker centre. Smith bought me a cup of ice-tea! thanks for the treat! Next time dun treat tea ah... treat me dinner enough liao! hehehe I reach home.. unpack.. bath.. eat something... send email.. then go to school liao! Got a meeting! Haven got time for any power nap! But i kept going!! Dun noe where did i find all these energy! Hahaha then later go eat with Chris n Smith, then we go walk walk shop shop!! Hahaha
Really happy that the gang could click so well with Zihua!! They only met a few times! Now the whole bunch of us were like best buddies liao! Hehehe.. Wey.. not fair sia!! Y u all call her da-jie.. but call me mummy???? I really so old meh? Hahaha
I will be back~~
Came back from dinner@Lemongrass-orchard..! Dinner was great, The food is simply delicious! But its really very very very expensive! We paid something like $150 for the meal! Me now is not "simply irresistible" but "simply heart-ache". But i recommend all to go n try the green curry! Nice Nice!! Maybe i go n learn to cook that green curry! Need volunteers or this dish, anyone interested?? Hahaha but no promise that i can do it ah! lol.
Very sleepy.. still need time to recover from those terrible nites! Hahaha but whatever is over is over. No point i still be sad abt it rite?? Mummy said not to think abt it mah! So dun tink to much lor! Anyway, think abt it oso can do nutting! Might as well i party like hell! I have done my best and i have no regrets liao ah! So thats it! Final liao.. dun talk abt CN le!
I forgot to say something in my previous blogs ah!
1. Need to apologise to all the committee members ah! Hahaha.. sorry for showing attitude at the meeting! Didn't mean to scare all of u! Hahaha, sorry for not contributing at the meeting! Have nutting in my mind except that paper. Terribly upset by it! Stupid me!
2. Need to clarify something, hahaha Jestin did win me in our tic-tac-toe game! But i was the overall winner ah! Hahaha
3. I forgot wat i want to say again.. (as usual)!! NVM.. just look out for the next blog.. Hmm.. sorry ah! me is suffering from Short Term Memory(STM).. Hope that i can remember what i wan to say by the next blog posting! Hehehe sorry fellas!
Well for now, at least after a nite.. get over it already! I'm all set to party! Hey, where shall we go?
Hahahaha, oh ya, i tink i still owe alot of people alot of things ah! Hahaha.. i have some many volunteers to be my guinea pigs rite!! lolx.. Calling all my little piglets, What do you guys like to eat?? Give me some ideas of what to cook for all of you ba! Cheerene is running out of creativity le.. Battery flat ah! Give me some time to fully recover ah!
Just wait till u see me in action again!
Very sleepy.. still need time to recover from those terrible nites! Hahaha but whatever is over is over. No point i still be sad abt it rite?? Mummy said not to think abt it mah! So dun tink to much lor! Anyway, think abt it oso can do nutting! Might as well i party like hell! I have done my best and i have no regrets liao ah! So thats it! Final liao.. dun talk abt CN le!
I forgot to say something in my previous blogs ah!
1. Need to apologise to all the committee members ah! Hahaha.. sorry for showing attitude at the meeting! Didn't mean to scare all of u! Hahaha, sorry for not contributing at the meeting! Have nutting in my mind except that paper. Terribly upset by it! Stupid me!
2. Need to clarify something, hahaha Jestin did win me in our tic-tac-toe game! But i was the overall winner ah! Hahaha
3. I forgot wat i want to say again.. (as usual)!! NVM.. just look out for the next blog.. Hmm.. sorry ah! me is suffering from Short Term Memory(STM).. Hope that i can remember what i wan to say by the next blog posting! Hehehe sorry fellas!
Well for now, at least after a nite.. get over it already! I'm all set to party! Hey, where shall we go?
Hahahaha, oh ya, i tink i still owe alot of people alot of things ah! Hahaha.. i have some many volunteers to be my guinea pigs rite!! lolx.. Calling all my little piglets, What do you guys like to eat?? Give me some ideas of what to cook for all of you ba! Cheerene is running out of creativity le.. Battery flat ah! Give me some time to fully recover ah!
Just wait till u see me in action again!
Dear all.. Thanks for being there for me!
Dear fans of the Cheerene's fan club.. Miss me rite? I have been in MIA mode since 2 weeks ago. Where did i went to?? Where else but CENT room?? Been preparing for exams.. Chiong all the way.. let me briefly go thru wat happened for the past 2 weeks.. Hahaha
Summary at a glance..
Week 1 of MIA mode:
I started off with missing from home! My sister started msging n calling and ask me to go home! (read previous blogs for details lah.. lazy to write again!! BTW, i never run away from home okie! Hahaha dun be mistaken!) For my revision, I started of with subjects i'm most confident with.. OS n Dcode, to boost my morale. Then went into a bit of CN.. got totally turn off by CN! So thats for the revision part.. i better dun go into details of wat i studied.. simply too much.. Dun wan to turn u off!! Hahahaha.. Anyway.. its all over! Y i like to study in CENT room.. Its cool inside, so comfy inside! And of cos all work no play makes cheerene a dull girl! Hehehe so study until stress liao, still got 1 whole list of MSN buddies to play with me! Really grateful sia! All my best-est buddies! Hehehe. Play some simple games lah! relax awhile then chiong again!
Then still have mummy always there to test me at the end of the day! Hmm.. I know she cannot remember so much of the stuff liao ah, but she always try her best to test me lor! Really apperciate that! Hahaha.. then she will always ask her fave question: "you want to eat instant noodles??" hahaha
I remember that Thursday, mummy was on half-day leave. I was in the CENT room doing my revision as usual. Then we met Miss Kwan. Of cos i invited her into the CENT room. We talk n talk.. joke n joke! So jokes on whistles.. and other stuff! After a short while then she left le.. She went off to prepare for her class.. those part time classes. Then later hor, they got tea break ah. She even bring in some food for us ah! She very nice rite! She scare we hungry sia! Hahaha
Weekend came, By that time, i was already too confident abt my Dcode and OS liao, so i went into intensive CN revision! All the way chiong lor! Really very stressed up! 3-day intensive CN revision! U can never imaging how much pain it was to study this kind of subjects.. Maybe to you all, it may sound easy ah! But to me.. Its really very difficult! I never like to study anyway!
Week 2 of MIA mode: (the Final showdown)
I completed all my past year papers.. Start to distribute to the rest of my friends! That day my classmates came to the CENT room to get the papers from me, andrew was there. He jokingly ask me: "Dr. Wee, how much did they pay you for ur consultation fee?" LOLX. No lah, i never charge them lah! Since i have done all those papers, might as well share them! hehehe. By that time, my MSN oso become something like an online tutor! Lets call it "e-Tutor".. and another thing is "e-Appointment". Well.. my classmates would start to ask questions on those subjects. Hahaha thats the "e-Tutor" service! For "e-Appointment" rite, its actually my classmates booking a time they can come down to CENT room to ask questions on some of the topics! Actually i not so pro, but its pure luck ba, the questions they ask happen to be those i got revise before lah! Thats y i noe! Aiyo, if ask me too chim ones i oso dun noe how to answer mah!
Another service we provide is the "Lecture" service. For the past 2 or 3 days, there were lectures held in the CENT room too! It was conducted by 2 new lecturers.. Miss Wang and Miss Wee. Both specialise in different subjects! Hahaha attendance wise was quite good ah! From my point of view lah, i never waste my time and effort lor. Although u may think tat i teach them then i end up with no time for my own revision hor, its not true lah! When i teach, i further reinforce everything into myself! But most importantly is that you will see the smile on ur student's face! This is what that keeps me going. It just feel so good to be able to help people! U see people happy, u will oso be happy! Well.. maybe not everyone feels this way, but at least i feel this way lor.. hahaha its just a matter of job satisfaction lah! lol
Hmm, maybe all lecturers should start to go online ah. All should be trained to use MSN! Maybe can suggest to the school hor! hahaha
Start off with my Dcode paper on Wednesday, not too fantastic, but not bad oso! Abit not very satisfied! But ok lah! Then start revising for CN again! Didn't do much for OS! Only until Thursday morning then start to revise for OS again! Wack all the way.. Cool.. Its a open book test, so not much problems! Any way i'm already quite ok in this subject liao, so i also have nutting much to worry! But hor, funny thing is.. i go into exam hall.. do do do .. u noe my table in a total mess! I can't find my question paper sia! i tot i lost it! Then when i found my question paper, i could write the answers, cos i can't find my answer booklet! Hmm.. CN exam was a disaster! Dun talk abt it le! Just pray hard for that little miracle to happen again! Maybe i should learn to trust everyone lah, everyone keep telling me i can do it! Haiz.. no choice lah, i will have to make it! Hahaha even if it means a supp paper! I'm gonna clear it! Miss Kwan told me that there will be no LS lessons for me even if i retain, cos i pass LS! Hehehe wouldn't school life be boring without all those LS n PSS classes! So i'm not going to retain! And i doubt mummy will still wan me in the club if i retain! hahaha cos yesterday i keep telling her i will throw all my work aside when i receive my CCA points! hahaha.. I'm just kidding lah! If i can throw all my work aside.. I would have done so long time ago! Who cares about CCA points anyway! Even if no CCA points, i will also work for the club lor!! Cos in the first place, I didn't join for the CCA points mah!
Then still got mummy.. always come and tempt me with all her chocolates n all the snacks! She got lots of pattern now.. she always like to say: "Half?".. hahaha she want to share her "load" ah! Oh yah, u guys remember the OREO cookie's commercial.. the one tat says:
"When he surrended cream side of the cookie to me... ahhh.. true love forever.."
I have found my true love then! Its mummy. Hahaha that day we were eating the the Ritz biscuit, she gave me the cream side of the cookie ah!! Ahh.. so sweet.. hehehe!
Share with you some major stuff that happened a few days ago!
On the 21-4-2004, I have signed a contract stating that i will take care of mummy irene for the rest of her life. Expect nothing in return except for love and care! Nice contract rite?? Hahaha, i will honour my words! dun worry.. Since she handed the cream side of the cookie to me.. What to do?? Hahaha true love forever.. hahaha anyway, she really take good care of me mah! Hahaha, help me find boyfriend, help me this.. help me that! But i let her down ah! I fail her FYP ah. Fail nvm, i still change the objective ah! Hahaha Sorry mummy! Hehe
K lah, i tink quite long liao.. But i still have alot to write leh! dun noe how ah! I need to recall ah! Still got much more to go! Still got loads of jokes ah.. but cannot recall now! Hmm.. as i recall, i will blog it down for all! Definitely will cheer all up!
But before i go ah, need to thank a few people first!
1. Mummy, for all her care n concern, all her snacks and all those funny jokes! Really destress me alot! Then still find time to come n test me on those topics i study! Hahaha Thank you so mucchhhh!! Sorry mummy, let you down, didn't score 101 for OS! If there is ever a NEXT TIME, i will try even harder!
2. ZiHua, for studying with me during this exams, help me along the way!
3. Jestin, for keep losing to me in our tic-tac-toe game!
4. Zwee, for being online to help clear my doubts and all those tips he gave me for CN!
5. JH and chris. for helping me destress when i needed it most! N that burger when i need it most! Hahaha
6. Miss Kwan, for her sandwiches and fish fingers.. and those comforting words before i went for my CN paper!
7. All my classmates, for being so willing to share and willing to let me share! Hahaha
8. All my faithful blog readers, for waiting so patiently for my next blog posting!
9. My MSN buddies, for letting disturb all of u when i'm tired..
10. EVERYONE!! Hahaha Really owe each and everyone a very very big thank you ah! (Duh.. don't "EVERYONE" includes all the people i mention in 1-9?? hahaha)
BTW, feeling abit lost.. out of TP already.. just felt so strange! stupid me!
Summary at a glance..
Week 1 of MIA mode:
I started off with missing from home! My sister started msging n calling and ask me to go home! (read previous blogs for details lah.. lazy to write again!! BTW, i never run away from home okie! Hahaha dun be mistaken!) For my revision, I started of with subjects i'm most confident with.. OS n Dcode, to boost my morale. Then went into a bit of CN.. got totally turn off by CN! So thats for the revision part.. i better dun go into details of wat i studied.. simply too much.. Dun wan to turn u off!! Hahahaha.. Anyway.. its all over! Y i like to study in CENT room.. Its cool inside, so comfy inside! And of cos all work no play makes cheerene a dull girl! Hehehe so study until stress liao, still got 1 whole list of MSN buddies to play with me! Really grateful sia! All my best-est buddies! Hehehe. Play some simple games lah! relax awhile then chiong again!
Then still have mummy always there to test me at the end of the day! Hmm.. I know she cannot remember so much of the stuff liao ah, but she always try her best to test me lor! Really apperciate that! Hahaha.. then she will always ask her fave question: "you want to eat instant noodles??" hahaha
I remember that Thursday, mummy was on half-day leave. I was in the CENT room doing my revision as usual. Then we met Miss Kwan. Of cos i invited her into the CENT room. We talk n talk.. joke n joke! So jokes on whistles.. and other stuff! After a short while then she left le.. She went off to prepare for her class.. those part time classes. Then later hor, they got tea break ah. She even bring in some food for us ah! She very nice rite! She scare we hungry sia! Hahaha
Weekend came, By that time, i was already too confident abt my Dcode and OS liao, so i went into intensive CN revision! All the way chiong lor! Really very stressed up! 3-day intensive CN revision! U can never imaging how much pain it was to study this kind of subjects.. Maybe to you all, it may sound easy ah! But to me.. Its really very difficult! I never like to study anyway!
Week 2 of MIA mode: (the Final showdown)
I completed all my past year papers.. Start to distribute to the rest of my friends! That day my classmates came to the CENT room to get the papers from me, andrew was there. He jokingly ask me: "Dr. Wee, how much did they pay you for ur consultation fee?" LOLX. No lah, i never charge them lah! Since i have done all those papers, might as well share them! hehehe. By that time, my MSN oso become something like an online tutor! Lets call it "e-Tutor".. and another thing is "e-Appointment". Well.. my classmates would start to ask questions on those subjects. Hahaha thats the "e-Tutor" service! For "e-Appointment" rite, its actually my classmates booking a time they can come down to CENT room to ask questions on some of the topics! Actually i not so pro, but its pure luck ba, the questions they ask happen to be those i got revise before lah! Thats y i noe! Aiyo, if ask me too chim ones i oso dun noe how to answer mah!
Another service we provide is the "Lecture" service. For the past 2 or 3 days, there were lectures held in the CENT room too! It was conducted by 2 new lecturers.. Miss Wang and Miss Wee. Both specialise in different subjects! Hahaha attendance wise was quite good ah! From my point of view lah, i never waste my time and effort lor. Although u may think tat i teach them then i end up with no time for my own revision hor, its not true lah! When i teach, i further reinforce everything into myself! But most importantly is that you will see the smile on ur student's face! This is what that keeps me going. It just feel so good to be able to help people! U see people happy, u will oso be happy! Well.. maybe not everyone feels this way, but at least i feel this way lor.. hahaha its just a matter of job satisfaction lah! lol
Hmm, maybe all lecturers should start to go online ah. All should be trained to use MSN! Maybe can suggest to the school hor! hahaha
Start off with my Dcode paper on Wednesday, not too fantastic, but not bad oso! Abit not very satisfied! But ok lah! Then start revising for CN again! Didn't do much for OS! Only until Thursday morning then start to revise for OS again! Wack all the way.. Cool.. Its a open book test, so not much problems! Any way i'm already quite ok in this subject liao, so i also have nutting much to worry! But hor, funny thing is.. i go into exam hall.. do do do .. u noe my table in a total mess! I can't find my question paper sia! i tot i lost it! Then when i found my question paper, i could write the answers, cos i can't find my answer booklet! Hmm.. CN exam was a disaster! Dun talk abt it le! Just pray hard for that little miracle to happen again! Maybe i should learn to trust everyone lah, everyone keep telling me i can do it! Haiz.. no choice lah, i will have to make it! Hahaha even if it means a supp paper! I'm gonna clear it! Miss Kwan told me that there will be no LS lessons for me even if i retain, cos i pass LS! Hehehe wouldn't school life be boring without all those LS n PSS classes! So i'm not going to retain! And i doubt mummy will still wan me in the club if i retain! hahaha cos yesterday i keep telling her i will throw all my work aside when i receive my CCA points! hahaha.. I'm just kidding lah! If i can throw all my work aside.. I would have done so long time ago! Who cares about CCA points anyway! Even if no CCA points, i will also work for the club lor!! Cos in the first place, I didn't join for the CCA points mah!
Then still got mummy.. always come and tempt me with all her chocolates n all the snacks! She got lots of pattern now.. she always like to say: "Half?".. hahaha she want to share her "load" ah! Oh yah, u guys remember the OREO cookie's commercial.. the one tat says:
"When he surrended cream side of the cookie to me... ahhh.. true love forever.."
I have found my true love then! Its mummy. Hahaha that day we were eating the the Ritz biscuit, she gave me the cream side of the cookie ah!! Ahh.. so sweet.. hehehe!
Share with you some major stuff that happened a few days ago!
On the 21-4-2004, I have signed a contract stating that i will take care of mummy irene for the rest of her life. Expect nothing in return except for love and care! Nice contract rite?? Hahaha, i will honour my words! dun worry.. Since she handed the cream side of the cookie to me.. What to do?? Hahaha true love forever.. hahaha anyway, she really take good care of me mah! Hahaha, help me find boyfriend, help me this.. help me that! But i let her down ah! I fail her FYP ah. Fail nvm, i still change the objective ah! Hahaha Sorry mummy! Hehe
K lah, i tink quite long liao.. But i still have alot to write leh! dun noe how ah! I need to recall ah! Still got much more to go! Still got loads of jokes ah.. but cannot recall now! Hmm.. as i recall, i will blog it down for all! Definitely will cheer all up!
But before i go ah, need to thank a few people first!
1. Mummy, for all her care n concern, all her snacks and all those funny jokes! Really destress me alot! Then still find time to come n test me on those topics i study! Hahaha Thank you so mucchhhh!! Sorry mummy, let you down, didn't score 101 for OS! If there is ever a NEXT TIME, i will try even harder!
2. ZiHua, for studying with me during this exams, help me along the way!
3. Jestin, for keep losing to me in our tic-tac-toe game!
4. Zwee, for being online to help clear my doubts and all those tips he gave me for CN!
5. JH and chris. for helping me destress when i needed it most! N that burger when i need it most! Hahaha
6. Miss Kwan, for her sandwiches and fish fingers.. and those comforting words before i went for my CN paper!
7. All my classmates, for being so willing to share and willing to let me share! Hahaha
8. All my faithful blog readers, for waiting so patiently for my next blog posting!
9. My MSN buddies, for letting disturb all of u when i'm tired..
10. EVERYONE!! Hahaha Really owe each and everyone a very very big thank you ah! (Duh.. don't "EVERYONE" includes all the people i mention in 1-9?? hahaha)
BTW, feeling abit lost.. out of TP already.. just felt so strange! stupid me!
I dun noe what title to put!
Haiz.. I really study till i very sian! OS.. really flood liao ah! Information overloaded! haiz...
Really sian lor, nutting much to write! I still in CENT room, no mood to study any more! Stupid ah! I study the whole day. I really got study! But nutting much can go into my head lah! hahaha
Around 11, receive sms from my sister again! Keep asking me to go home! silly woman! Hahaha, not as if i nv go home! Y keep asking me to go back? I tink from tml onwards, my handphone will be off ah! Dun wan to read any more of all those sickening messages i have been receiving the past few days!!!!! SICK OF IT! I M REALLY SICK N TIRED OF IT!!!! Hahaha.. i going in MIA mode again! Woooaoaoahh long time never do that liao!
Hahaha, today Zihua made some yummy stuff for all of us! Really very nice! It has a really long name! I can't remember what its called! But anyway... its really nice! Then we all talk about turning CENT room into a mini restaurant! Maybe something like NYDC or Baker's inn! Cool isn't it! If thats going to happen, mummy will become the boss, me and zihua will become the cook! Hahaha so i'm not going to be unemployed afterall! So i better practice more! Hmm.. Guinea Pigs needed.. any volunteers?? Anyway, i'm really serious ah! need lots of guinea pigs! I'm going cook up a storm in my kitchen soon!
Whole day eat n eat n eat n eat lor! Nutting much lah!! eat eat eat lor!~ hahahaha stupid me!
Really sian lor, nutting much to write! I still in CENT room, no mood to study any more! Stupid ah! I study the whole day. I really got study! But nutting much can go into my head lah! hahaha
Around 11, receive sms from my sister again! Keep asking me to go home! silly woman! Hahaha, not as if i nv go home! Y keep asking me to go back? I tink from tml onwards, my handphone will be off ah! Dun wan to read any more of all those sickening messages i have been receiving the past few days!!!!! SICK OF IT! I M REALLY SICK N TIRED OF IT!!!! Hahaha.. i going in MIA mode again! Woooaoaoahh long time never do that liao!
Hahaha, today Zihua made some yummy stuff for all of us! Really very nice! It has a really long name! I can't remember what its called! But anyway... its really nice! Then we all talk about turning CENT room into a mini restaurant! Maybe something like NYDC or Baker's inn! Cool isn't it! If thats going to happen, mummy will become the boss, me and zihua will become the cook! Hahaha so i'm not going to be unemployed afterall! So i better practice more! Hmm.. Guinea Pigs needed.. any volunteers?? Anyway, i'm really serious ah! need lots of guinea pigs! I'm going cook up a storm in my kitchen soon!
Whole day eat n eat n eat n eat lor! Nutting much lah!! eat eat eat lor!~ hahahaha stupid me!
Another promise made! I never joke about my promises..
A very nice sentence got from an email:
No Man is worth a woman's tears. The only one who's worth her tears is the one who knows he could but would never, ever make her cry.
Upset ah! Hahaha.. Ok lah! Make a promise before i forget again! I promise not to go out unnecessary again in order not to make anyone worry again! I wun't go out n play again!! (So mummy dun have to worry i can't finish my work ah!) I will work hard during this period ah! NUTTING will distract me ah! As for the daily report to my sister.. I'm not going to do it.. see what can they do to me!! Hahaha!
No Man is worth a woman's tears. The only one who's worth her tears is the one who knows he could but would never, ever make her cry.
Upset ah! Hahaha.. Ok lah! Make a promise before i forget again! I promise not to go out unnecessary again in order not to make anyone worry again! I wun't go out n play again!! (So mummy dun have to worry i can't finish my work ah!) I will work hard during this period ah! NUTTING will distract me ah! As for the daily report to my sister.. I'm not going to do it.. see what can they do to me!! Hahaha!
Today i got study... I swear!
Really bored! Really sick! Dun noe what to do.. Now one of my silly classmate is singing to me! Hahahaha Reach home awhile ago! Super sian.. didn't really want to come home! But also no where to go! Really feel so tired.. mentally tired! Really testing my patient...
Ok, first lets do some work! Just now mummy asked me what is deadlock! Actually i know, i can roughly remember. But i dun noe how to put it in proper words lah! So let me give all of u the proper explaination now:
Deadlock - two or more processes are waiting indefinitely for an event that can be caused by only one of the waiting processes.
D-code rite, i say wrongly just now, i did the JPEG stuff.. the one with the long formula is call DCT! quantization is different! Hahaha.. so blur! NVM, i learn all now, next time u all have any problem, can come n find me! I try not to forget it!! Very fun ah, after i study, at the end of the day, still got mummy to test me! Lolx, anyone can test me ah, all except for miss kwan, i really very scare of her big eyes!
So i tink tml morning i all the way chiong OS! So go lecture no need to blur n stone there again! 2 hour lec.. dun noe whether can survive or not! Let me try to motivate myself ba.. Hmm.. If tml i dun fall asleep in lecture tomolo, i will treat myself to all the sweets i can find!(wat kind of motivation is this??) Hahaha..
Stupid me.. as always! Today i called my sister when i was in breadboard. Hahaha, maybe its the first time andrew n mummy see me scold ppl till so fierce ba! I lazy to go into details of wat she actually said ah! Too stupid liao! But really talk until i want to cry again! But got so many people there! Cannot cry infront of sooo many ppl rite! hahahha! She keep telling me stupid things! Scold me lor! Nag lor.. now still want me to call her everyday to report! Stupid rite! So what if i choose not to call?? Who can control me?? Want to compete stubborness.. i wun't lose one lor! I can be very responsible.. i can oso be very irresponsible! Its my choice lor! Who want to try to control me?? Or should i say Who has the power to control me?? Anyone wants to try??
Hahahaha stupid me!!
Ok, first lets do some work! Just now mummy asked me what is deadlock! Actually i know, i can roughly remember. But i dun noe how to put it in proper words lah! So let me give all of u the proper explaination now:
Deadlock - two or more processes are waiting indefinitely for an event that can be caused by only one of the waiting processes.
D-code rite, i say wrongly just now, i did the JPEG stuff.. the one with the long formula is call DCT! quantization is different! Hahaha.. so blur! NVM, i learn all now, next time u all have any problem, can come n find me! I try not to forget it!! Very fun ah, after i study, at the end of the day, still got mummy to test me! Lolx, anyone can test me ah, all except for miss kwan, i really very scare of her big eyes!
So i tink tml morning i all the way chiong OS! So go lecture no need to blur n stone there again! 2 hour lec.. dun noe whether can survive or not! Let me try to motivate myself ba.. Hmm.. If tml i dun fall asleep in lecture tomolo, i will treat myself to all the sweets i can find!(wat kind of motivation is this??) Hahaha..
Stupid me.. as always! Today i called my sister when i was in breadboard. Hahaha, maybe its the first time andrew n mummy see me scold ppl till so fierce ba! I lazy to go into details of wat she actually said ah! Too stupid liao! But really talk until i want to cry again! But got so many people there! Cannot cry infront of sooo many ppl rite! hahahha! She keep telling me stupid things! Scold me lor! Nag lor.. now still want me to call her everyday to report! Stupid rite! So what if i choose not to call?? Who can control me?? Want to compete stubborness.. i wun't lose one lor! I can be very responsible.. i can oso be very irresponsible! Its my choice lor! Who want to try to control me?? Or should i say Who has the power to control me?? Anyone wants to try??
Hahahaha stupid me!!
I m a tortise! Stupid Tortise..
Tried to read my notes, tried to prepare for my exams.. but simply cannot do it! Cannot concentrate.. keep thinking and thinking.
Returned from Keong's place around noon. Took a bath, watch TV. Tried sia. Had so much fun yesterday. Kind of make me forget everything for that moment!
I was already lying flat on the floor, in my mum's room. Thou i closed my eyes, didn't really slept. Could hear all those words my younger sister said.. Really irritated by it.
But why When i'm irritated.. i still have to hide it? why? The more i hide, the more uncomfortable i feel.. But if i dun hide, i would start the fight again! Why ah?? Why is my temper still so bad? Why izzit that i cannot take things easily? Why did i choose to hide? I already tried to aviod problems by hiding in school.. by keeping quiet.. what else m i suppose to do? I really dun noe, i say things out, i get into trouble, i keep quiet, i still get into trouble!
That day i spoke to my elder sister, she said i should go and talk to her if i have any problems! But whats the point?? I can talk, i can talk to anyone, i can talk to everyone! But whats the use? No point lah! She told me that we are facing alot of problems at home! She told me that my mum called her and cried tat day! She said my mum is feeling stressed! But m i not stressed?? So when i'm stressed, who can i call n cry?
She said that i must tolerate everything. She said i must help in everything. She said i must care for them. She said i must spare a thot for them. She say i must take up all the responsibility. She said i cannot say no to my responsibilities.
They are not wrong to have expectations of me, I am the one in wrong... for not being able to meet all these expectations. Quite a few days since i last talk to them face to face. Feeling really lousy ah. Always like tat, when i'm with my frends, i can be so noisy. But when i go home, i'm switched to "mute" instantly!
I can help others. But why can't i help myself? I can help others to relieve stress, but why can't i relieve my own stress? I can offer advice to others, but why can't i offer those advice to myself? I can tell others not to give up easily, but why do i keep giving up so easily?
Maybe i'm just a tortise.. When i face any problems, i just hide in my shell! When you flip me over, flat on my back, i become totally helpless.. I can't even stand up by myself! COWARD. So STUPID!
When is this gonna be over? Haiz..
Returned from Keong's place around noon. Took a bath, watch TV. Tried sia. Had so much fun yesterday. Kind of make me forget everything for that moment!
I was already lying flat on the floor, in my mum's room. Thou i closed my eyes, didn't really slept. Could hear all those words my younger sister said.. Really irritated by it.
But why When i'm irritated.. i still have to hide it? why? The more i hide, the more uncomfortable i feel.. But if i dun hide, i would start the fight again! Why ah?? Why is my temper still so bad? Why izzit that i cannot take things easily? Why did i choose to hide? I already tried to aviod problems by hiding in school.. by keeping quiet.. what else m i suppose to do? I really dun noe, i say things out, i get into trouble, i keep quiet, i still get into trouble!
That day i spoke to my elder sister, she said i should go and talk to her if i have any problems! But whats the point?? I can talk, i can talk to anyone, i can talk to everyone! But whats the use? No point lah! She told me that we are facing alot of problems at home! She told me that my mum called her and cried tat day! She said my mum is feeling stressed! But m i not stressed?? So when i'm stressed, who can i call n cry?
She said that i must tolerate everything. She said i must help in everything. She said i must care for them. She said i must spare a thot for them. She say i must take up all the responsibility. She said i cannot say no to my responsibilities.
They are not wrong to have expectations of me, I am the one in wrong... for not being able to meet all these expectations. Quite a few days since i last talk to them face to face. Feeling really lousy ah. Always like tat, when i'm with my frends, i can be so noisy. But when i go home, i'm switched to "mute" instantly!
I can help others. But why can't i help myself? I can help others to relieve stress, but why can't i relieve my own stress? I can offer advice to others, but why can't i offer those advice to myself? I can tell others not to give up easily, but why do i keep giving up so easily?
Maybe i'm just a tortise.. When i face any problems, i just hide in my shell! When you flip me over, flat on my back, i become totally helpless.. I can't even stand up by myself! COWARD. So STUPID!
When is this gonna be over? Haiz..
My Update.. super sian..
Long time no blog.. Sorry to keep all waiting!
This week very happening ah! So much things happened.. So much till i dun noe how to start! Let me go thru one by one lah!
Hmm.. first, tat day i cleared my CN!No sweat ah! Do u know how much time i spent on reading those notes?? I woke up at 4am to read thru lor! Thenon the same nite later cannot sleep well because of my FYP! Actually on top of FYP there is still 2 other project.. That nite was really terrible.. I woke up at 5am to prepare for my FYP.. I was thinking of giving up for the other 2 subjects already!
Wednesday morning came.. I reached school.. Went into the OS lab.. Then realised that project interview is next week! Everyone seems to know about it.. only me dun noe anything! I guess i really over stressed myself.. Getting stressed up over nutting.. Y m i always like that??? NVM.. still got D-code! But who noes, i go into D-code lab.. lecturer say.. project demo NEXT WEEK... arghhhh... Whats going on?? I keep thinking that everything has to be cleared by THIS week! End up like tat! haiz.. wats wrong with me? Everyone seems to know ah.. y onli i dun noe? M i really so blur.. or izzit that i'm just tooooo gan chiong abt my project?? It all proves that i'm a super gan chiong spider.. Its never fun to do project with me.. I will over-stress my groupmates with super early datelines! Haiz.. Stupid me..
Then came my FYP judging.. U can never imagine how worried i look when i was waiting in the lab! Everytime the door opened.. i would look up.. my groupmates were pretty amused! Seldom will they find me so gan chiong.. But i keep telling myself lah.. watever it is... i've already prepared for it! So even if really kena shoot.. i can only depend on my "smoking skills". Hahaha well.. finally my judges came.. they were pretty in a hurry.. i dun even have enough time to do a full demo of my project! Some of the good features were not shown! Haiz.. But all end well.. Not a single question that we couldn't answer! Not much technical questions asked!
I FEEL SO STUPID..... Y I ALWAYS SO GAN CHIONG??
Then thursday is my technical presentation. Got to wear formal again. Feel so uncomfortable in it! Look amusing in those formal wear! Something funny happened.. met some neighbour at the lift area! An old auntie.. Keep smiling at me.. keep looking at me.. I feel so disturbed.. but managed to force a smile... Before i step into the lift.. she called me finally..
old auntie: "Girl ah... going to work ah??"
me: "no lah.. hahaha today got presentation!"
old auntie: "oh hahaha.. good good.."
But thats not the point.. the point is.. i DUN NOE HER! Hmm.. maybe i'm really so famous in my block? They all seems to know me pretty well.. but i just dun noe them! They even know which floor i stay! But i dun even know anything about them! hahaha i'm so stupid ah! This is not the first time.
That day me n zihua were going home.. on our way to bus stop, we met a guy, he smiled and wave at me.. I was stunted.. but i wave back n smile at him too!
Zihua: "ur frend ah?"
Me: " no leh! Dun noe him!"
Zihua: "huh?? then y u wave at him?"
Me: "dun noe leh, he wave at me first mah, so i wave back lor!"
Zihua: "u really power ah! like tat oso can"
Me: "never mind ah.. 1 wave and a smile wouldn't kill me ah"
Well.. thats me.. What to do?? I really stupid rite?
This week very happening ah! So much things happened.. So much till i dun noe how to start! Let me go thru one by one lah!
Hmm.. first, tat day i cleared my CN!No sweat ah! Do u know how much time i spent on reading those notes?? I woke up at 4am to read thru lor! Thenon the same nite later cannot sleep well because of my FYP! Actually on top of FYP there is still 2 other project.. That nite was really terrible.. I woke up at 5am to prepare for my FYP.. I was thinking of giving up for the other 2 subjects already!
Wednesday morning came.. I reached school.. Went into the OS lab.. Then realised that project interview is next week! Everyone seems to know about it.. only me dun noe anything! I guess i really over stressed myself.. Getting stressed up over nutting.. Y m i always like that??? NVM.. still got D-code! But who noes, i go into D-code lab.. lecturer say.. project demo NEXT WEEK... arghhhh... Whats going on?? I keep thinking that everything has to be cleared by THIS week! End up like tat! haiz.. wats wrong with me? Everyone seems to know ah.. y onli i dun noe? M i really so blur.. or izzit that i'm just tooooo gan chiong abt my project?? It all proves that i'm a super gan chiong spider.. Its never fun to do project with me.. I will over-stress my groupmates with super early datelines! Haiz.. Stupid me..
Then came my FYP judging.. U can never imagine how worried i look when i was waiting in the lab! Everytime the door opened.. i would look up.. my groupmates were pretty amused! Seldom will they find me so gan chiong.. But i keep telling myself lah.. watever it is... i've already prepared for it! So even if really kena shoot.. i can only depend on my "smoking skills". Hahaha well.. finally my judges came.. they were pretty in a hurry.. i dun even have enough time to do a full demo of my project! Some of the good features were not shown! Haiz.. But all end well.. Not a single question that we couldn't answer! Not much technical questions asked!
I FEEL SO STUPID..... Y I ALWAYS SO GAN CHIONG??
Then thursday is my technical presentation. Got to wear formal again. Feel so uncomfortable in it! Look amusing in those formal wear! Something funny happened.. met some neighbour at the lift area! An old auntie.. Keep smiling at me.. keep looking at me.. I feel so disturbed.. but managed to force a smile... Before i step into the lift.. she called me finally..
old auntie: "Girl ah... going to work ah??"
me: "no lah.. hahaha today got presentation!"
old auntie: "oh hahaha.. good good.."
But thats not the point.. the point is.. i DUN NOE HER! Hmm.. maybe i'm really so famous in my block? They all seems to know me pretty well.. but i just dun noe them! They even know which floor i stay! But i dun even know anything about them! hahaha i'm so stupid ah! This is not the first time.
That day me n zihua were going home.. on our way to bus stop, we met a guy, he smiled and wave at me.. I was stunted.. but i wave back n smile at him too!
Zihua: "ur frend ah?"
Me: " no leh! Dun noe him!"
Zihua: "huh?? then y u wave at him?"
Me: "dun noe leh, he wave at me first mah, so i wave back lor!"
Zihua: "u really power ah! like tat oso can"
Me: "never mind ah.. 1 wave and a smile wouldn't kill me ah"
Well.. thats me.. What to do?? I really stupid rite?
I'm really going crazy....
I really very scare of my FYP Judging tomolo... I can't seems to sleep... Very disturb... Arghhh!!! I feel so lost... I dun noe what to do!! I can't concentrate! Argh...
I dun noe what i will get! I dun noe what i should do! I dun noe anything... duh! I'm driving myself crazy! I cannot go to sleep now.. everytime i close my eyes, I see my judge.. I'm going to freak out soon.... I dun think i can just smoke my way thru like today! I'll be taking MC tml... I very sick...I'm "worry sick"! I will be getting another MC for the the next 2 weeks.. oso because i sick... "sick of school"! Valid reasons rite? Hopefully will get approve soon!
I'm really going crazy....
I dun noe what i will get! I dun noe what i should do! I dun noe anything... duh! I'm driving myself crazy! I cannot go to sleep now.. everytime i close my eyes, I see my judge.. I'm going to freak out soon.... I dun think i can just smoke my way thru like today! I'll be taking MC tml... I very sick...I'm "worry sick"! I will be getting another MC for the the next 2 weeks.. oso because i sick... "sick of school"! Valid reasons rite? Hopefully will get approve soon!
I'm really going crazy....
Attitude..
Lets match the alphabets and numbers together!!! say if A=1, B=2,C=3 and so on...
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17
18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
Then Hardwork= H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% only
Knowledge=K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% only
Love=L+O+V+E=12+15+22+5=54%
Luck=L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47% (don't most of us think this is most important???)
Then what makes 100% Is it Money? ..... No!!!!!
Leadership? ...... NO!!!!
Every problem has a solution, only if we perhaps change our attitude.
To go to the top, to that 100%
what we really need to go further..... a bit more.......
Attitude=A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life and Work that makes
OUR Life 100%
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17
18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
Then Hardwork= H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% only
Knowledge=K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% only
Love=L+O+V+E=12+15+22+5=54%
Luck=L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47% (don't most of us think this is most important???)
Then what makes 100% Is it Money? ..... No!!!!!
Leadership? ...... NO!!!!
Every problem has a solution, only if we perhaps change our attitude.
To go to the top, to that 100%
what we really need to go further..... a bit more.......
Attitude=A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life and Work that makes
OUR Life 100%
Its here..
Remember what i said in my blog a few days ago?? It came.. It really came. But much faster than i expected....
It really comes back to our EXPECTATIONS again. Y am i always exepected to do whatever you tell me to do? Can i ever say NO? M i suppose to keep quiet even when i hear all those accusation? I know that you weren't happy since tat day she complaint abt me.. Didn't u realised tat i never spoken to you about this matter.. NEVER! I never blame you for scolding me.. Its because i never bother to clear things up! But i'm just upset over what u have said..
"you are getting from bad to worst! Everytime ask u to help, u always dun help"
But problem is.. what is getting from bad to worst?? My temper again? My attitude? What izzit that i did that make you so unhappy about me again???
Anyway.. I never say i dun want to help! I NEVER REFUSE TO HELP! That silly girl was the one who told you that i refuse to help! But i never said that before! She just assume that.. so did u!
Please tell me what do you really expect from me? Since u dun wan to talk to me.. I also have nutting for u!
Leave me alone... Dun force me...
It really comes back to our EXPECTATIONS again. Y am i always exepected to do whatever you tell me to do? Can i ever say NO? M i suppose to keep quiet even when i hear all those accusation? I know that you weren't happy since tat day she complaint abt me.. Didn't u realised tat i never spoken to you about this matter.. NEVER! I never blame you for scolding me.. Its because i never bother to clear things up! But i'm just upset over what u have said..
"you are getting from bad to worst! Everytime ask u to help, u always dun help"
But problem is.. what is getting from bad to worst?? My temper again? My attitude? What izzit that i did that make you so unhappy about me again???
Anyway.. I never say i dun want to help! I NEVER REFUSE TO HELP! That silly girl was the one who told you that i refuse to help! But i never said that before! She just assume that.. so did u!
Please tell me what do you really expect from me? Since u dun wan to talk to me.. I also have nutting for u!
Leave me alone... Dun force me...
