I’m finally awaken! Took a cool bath ah, feel so shiok! I reach home this morning at ard 8.20 ah, very smelly and sticky liao.. but lazy to bath lor! Then fall asleep on the floor in my mum’s room! BTH, I really can sleep anywhere ah! Hahaha..
Aiyo.. I was applying my Loreal moisturizer ah, then accidentally drop onto my keyboard! BTH! Hahaha.. KNS, the moisturiser very expensive leh! Sian liao lor! Oh ya.. almost forget! Still haven write the minutes! Aiya, i lazy ah!
Today’s blog very short ah! From morning till now! I only did one thing!
SLEEP!
That’s about all I did today! But hor, once i open my eyes, i start to think liao! Wondering if mummy is ok liao or not! But dun wan to msg and disturb her lah! Just hope that she is ok! Then still got my little sister chris ah! Hahaha we had a girls talk ytd nite! Then she going to her grandma's place today, dun noe if she can tahan bo! For andrew, i just hope that he is alrite! I scare to call him ah! I scare i talk talk talk will make him feel worst! Andrew, you are my idol! You are the BEST! Cheer up! Then Smith oso going to cut his hair i think! Max need to do his LS survey(actually i oso have, but i oso haven finish)! Little Apple end her camp yesterday! I think she go home sure K.O. liao! Maybe later then chat with her online!
Yesterday nite, me and chris talk alot lor! She say i everything oso blame myself ah! Then always worry and think too much lor! Hahaha maybe its natural lah! If i don't care abt you hor, i wouldn't bother to worry abt you lor! I really cannot stop thinking ah, I have tried many times! But each time i failed! Maybe the only way to make me stop worrying and think too much, is to let me know that you are fine! If you are happy, i'll be happy! Then we still talk about CENT club stuff lor, as usual! Then that Max oso nv really sleep! He was listening to our conversation lor!
Weekend is finally here!
Hmm.. Now i still at Chris's place! That Xian rong is dancing behind me again! Hahaha.. he is so amused by the piglet toy!
For me, Today started at 9 am! Met up with mummy and Zwee and his classmates at bedok interchange! I was 2 minutes late sia... Very tired ah.. I slept at around 3 am yesterday! Then woke up at 7+ am! Oh.. So tired! Hahaha was wrapping the gifts we bought for the 3 Birthday boys! Hahaha.. Andrew's gift is really cute! I personally like it very much! I almost fall asleep on the bus.. mummy was talking to me! Lolx.. But i got pay attention to what she saying lor!
We started the meeting at ard 950.. Its on the CENTbiz. Wahahaha, I wrote the minutes again! I simply love it!!!!!!!! I kept very quiet during the meeting, sit beside andrew and write the minutes! Not much comments to give! Later mummy and i went to the gaurd house to meet Chris, Smith, Ahamad, Wei Jie and Xian Rong.. then we went up to the place and started the party! Again.. I added some cream to chris's face! Then hor.. she stared to chase me ah.. She got some cream from mummy's cake! Wah.. BTH! Then we started to play the string game ah! i paired up with andrew ah.. but he wasn't really in the mood to play lor! But can sense all are not in the mood to enjoy! mummy wasn't feeling really well!
Then we(smith, chris and me) went to Xianrong's place! Watch some really cool videos.. Really COOL.. Really entertaining! Then went to parkway parade for dinner! then sat there and chat till around 10! Then we went back to xianrong place then took a cab to Chris's place! Bth.. Now they going crazy with Chris's toys... Me n chris simply have no idea what so funny abt them! really dun noe wats wrong with the guys! They can imagine so much things ah! Maybe i go n join them now! Hahaha!
For me, Today started at 9 am! Met up with mummy and Zwee and his classmates at bedok interchange! I was 2 minutes late sia... Very tired ah.. I slept at around 3 am yesterday! Then woke up at 7+ am! Oh.. So tired! Hahaha was wrapping the gifts we bought for the 3 Birthday boys! Hahaha.. Andrew's gift is really cute! I personally like it very much! I almost fall asleep on the bus.. mummy was talking to me! Lolx.. But i got pay attention to what she saying lor!
We started the meeting at ard 950.. Its on the CENTbiz. Wahahaha, I wrote the minutes again! I simply love it!!!!!!!! I kept very quiet during the meeting, sit beside andrew and write the minutes! Not much comments to give! Later mummy and i went to the gaurd house to meet Chris, Smith, Ahamad, Wei Jie and Xian Rong.. then we went up to the place and started the party! Again.. I added some cream to chris's face! Then hor.. she stared to chase me ah.. She got some cream from mummy's cake! Wah.. BTH! Then we started to play the string game ah! i paired up with andrew ah.. but he wasn't really in the mood to play lor! But can sense all are not in the mood to enjoy! mummy wasn't feeling really well!
Then we(smith, chris and me) went to Xianrong's place! Watch some really cool videos.. Really COOL.. Really entertaining! Then went to parkway parade for dinner! then sat there and chat till around 10! Then we went back to xianrong place then took a cab to Chris's place! Bth.. Now they going crazy with Chris's toys... Me n chris simply have no idea what so funny abt them! really dun noe wats wrong with the guys! They can imagine so much things ah! Maybe i go n join them now! Hahaha!
My Activities for the Day! Enjoy.. Cheers
Hahaha.. So mummy, still don’t know what the miracle is it abt rite? I wouldn’t tell u even if you use your racket to hit me! Let you guess! No point asking chris and apple.. I TOLD NO ONE! Not a single soul! Its my secret! Hahahaha
Later suppose to have lunch with chris and smith de! But on the way saw Andrew and Wei Jie! So got a cup of milo and chat with them! So sorry to chris n smith ah! Hahaha but later I still got go CENT room n find them! Disturb them! Lolx.
At evening.. I return to CENT room after my FYP presentation! During the presentation, as usual.. kena screwed by supervisor again! Haiz.. lolx. Then Edward talk like want to fight with him sia! I so scare till I dun noe wat to say! Anyway, I almost fall asleep halfway thru the presentation ah! Dun noe y so sleepy! Maybe to tired le! Holidays always come back for FYP! Hahaha.. But I feel that I really never contribute to my FYP lor! Both chi and Edward so good! I so lousy! Really feel terrible sia!
Hahaha later chris, smith, xianrong and me go n eat at business park ah! Aldrick oso join us! Aiyo.. 1 dinner we oso can crack so many “adult” jokes ah! Then later we went back to ESC room to chat again! So fun ah.. I sit till I almost fall asleep! Hahaha.. I can sleep almost everywhere ah!
So we go n star gaze with Chris n Smith! I nv know that stars look so nice! Its really a very good experience! Can see the moon (really look like mark lee lor).. Saw Saturn and venus! Then still got some star formation.. Dun noe wat 7 sister and the orion thingy! Really magnificent! We all go is to give aldrick face de! But end up, we really enjoy the event! A lot of out e-guides trainer are there! Got V, nic, Philip they all ah! So nice ah, I really enjoy myself lor!
But hor.. like mummy say lor, should really find a boyfriend and bring there! Just now when we sit at the mat, on my left got chris n smith.... on my right got nic n his GF! All hug here and there! Wah.. then I kuku sit in the middle! ALONE... sob sob!
Before we left ah, we all play the number game again! Wah.. can’t imagine I so unlucky! I lost ah! Then got to sallow the sandwiches in 1 minute ah! Hahaha.. but as long as everyone happy.. I oso happy! Hahahaha
Actually dun feel like going home so early.. But as long as my CENT club things not finish, I can never enjoy myself no matter how beautiful the stars are!
Later suppose to have lunch with chris and smith de! But on the way saw Andrew and Wei Jie! So got a cup of milo and chat with them! So sorry to chris n smith ah! Hahaha but later I still got go CENT room n find them! Disturb them! Lolx.
At evening.. I return to CENT room after my FYP presentation! During the presentation, as usual.. kena screwed by supervisor again! Haiz.. lolx. Then Edward talk like want to fight with him sia! I so scare till I dun noe wat to say! Anyway, I almost fall asleep halfway thru the presentation ah! Dun noe y so sleepy! Maybe to tired le! Holidays always come back for FYP! Hahaha.. But I feel that I really never contribute to my FYP lor! Both chi and Edward so good! I so lousy! Really feel terrible sia!
Hahaha later chris, smith, xianrong and me go n eat at business park ah! Aldrick oso join us! Aiyo.. 1 dinner we oso can crack so many “adult” jokes ah! Then later we went back to ESC room to chat again! So fun ah.. I sit till I almost fall asleep! Hahaha.. I can sleep almost everywhere ah!
So we go n star gaze with Chris n Smith! I nv know that stars look so nice! Its really a very good experience! Can see the moon (really look like mark lee lor).. Saw Saturn and venus! Then still got some star formation.. Dun noe wat 7 sister and the orion thingy! Really magnificent! We all go is to give aldrick face de! But end up, we really enjoy the event! A lot of out e-guides trainer are there! Got V, nic, Philip they all ah! So nice ah, I really enjoy myself lor!
But hor.. like mummy say lor, should really find a boyfriend and bring there! Just now when we sit at the mat, on my left got chris n smith.... on my right got nic n his GF! All hug here and there! Wah.. then I kuku sit in the middle! ALONE... sob sob!
Before we left ah, we all play the number game again! Wah.. can’t imagine I so unlucky! I lost ah! Then got to sallow the sandwiches in 1 minute ah! Hahaha.. but as long as everyone happy.. I oso happy! Hahahaha
Actually dun feel like going home so early.. But as long as my CENT club things not finish, I can never enjoy myself no matter how beautiful the stars are!
I'm a Failure
This is my 3rd attempt trying to write a blog today! First time was at my FYP lab.. I finish typing the blog.... Then suddenly internet down AGAIN! Really bth lor! But surprise.. i just saw my blog.. it was posted! lolx 2nd time was at the CENT room, Chris gotta work.. so I nv finish typing my blog.. nvm, work is more important.. blog can wait! And after a long wait... I finally got home! I’ve just settled some club stuff for tml’s gathering! Everything is in a mess lor! Lots of changes in the end.. Ppl cannot make it at the last moment!(of cos they do have their reasons behind it)
Y ah?? Y do I always screw things up? Y can’t I do things right? Y does it happen yet AGAIN! Y? Y? Y? I just can’t help but to really blame myself ah! Things always go wrong with me around...
Till now, I still cannot forget how I screw up the orientation! No doubt, this failure has really bring down my level of confidence.. I find that I can no longer be as confident as before.. I realize that I some how became very dependent now.. I have to depend on ppl to give me instructions.. give me ideas and show me the way! Sometimes I just cannot help but feel that I can no longer function well as a leader.. Not in the club.. Not for my PBL group.. Not in my life anymore.. Really feel so f*** up! Y is it like that? Till this very moment, I still will feel sad when people mention abt the orientation! I’m not angry with the ppl who mention it. I’m just angry with myself for being such a failure and bring shame to my Dearest CENT club! Really let those of you who work so hard for the club down! I’m sorry, very sorry! Let my mummy down, let my idol Andrew down, let my dear sisters, chris and apple down, and of cos Smith and lots lots more!
Maybe I should be the one to leave.. I’m sure there are more people who can work well with all of you.. I sure there are more people more committed than me! I’m sure there are must stronger leaders than me! Dun you think that useless junk should leave the club! Dun take up spaces lor... I dun believe in taking up what is not supposed to be yours! U get what you deserve! Dun join for the sake of CCA points! Its very stupid! Dun ever let me feel this way abt u.. I WILL LOOK DOWN ON YOU! ALL OF US WILL LOOK DOWN ON YOU! You are just a sucker... always hungry for CCA points! Truly a selfish ass! Everyone will always remember you as a sore loser!(well.. at least u still hold a place in our heart! Not too bad, hahaha)
When I first join the club, I told myself that I’m working for the welfare of the CEN! Not just for myself, not just for my friends, not just for my class.. But for the WHOLE OF CEN! Some how, I just feel that I have failed! Maybe I’m just a sore loser too! I can’t accept failure like a true leader! I just cannot accept it!
Y ah?? Y do I always screw things up? Y can’t I do things right? Y does it happen yet AGAIN! Y? Y? Y? I just can’t help but to really blame myself ah! Things always go wrong with me around...
Till now, I still cannot forget how I screw up the orientation! No doubt, this failure has really bring down my level of confidence.. I find that I can no longer be as confident as before.. I realize that I some how became very dependent now.. I have to depend on ppl to give me instructions.. give me ideas and show me the way! Sometimes I just cannot help but feel that I can no longer function well as a leader.. Not in the club.. Not for my PBL group.. Not in my life anymore.. Really feel so f*** up! Y is it like that? Till this very moment, I still will feel sad when people mention abt the orientation! I’m not angry with the ppl who mention it. I’m just angry with myself for being such a failure and bring shame to my Dearest CENT club! Really let those of you who work so hard for the club down! I’m sorry, very sorry! Let my mummy down, let my idol Andrew down, let my dear sisters, chris and apple down, and of cos Smith and lots lots more!
Maybe I should be the one to leave.. I’m sure there are more people who can work well with all of you.. I sure there are more people more committed than me! I’m sure there are must stronger leaders than me! Dun you think that useless junk should leave the club! Dun take up spaces lor... I dun believe in taking up what is not supposed to be yours! U get what you deserve! Dun join for the sake of CCA points! Its very stupid! Dun ever let me feel this way abt u.. I WILL LOOK DOWN ON YOU! ALL OF US WILL LOOK DOWN ON YOU! You are just a sucker... always hungry for CCA points! Truly a selfish ass! Everyone will always remember you as a sore loser!(well.. at least u still hold a place in our heart! Not too bad, hahaha)
When I first join the club, I told myself that I’m working for the welfare of the CEN! Not just for myself, not just for my friends, not just for my class.. But for the WHOLE OF CEN! Some how, I just feel that I have failed! Maybe I’m just a sore loser too! I can’t accept failure like a true leader! I just cannot accept it!
Cheerene afternoon News..
Hahaha.. Its me again!! well... who else can it be? Lolx..
this morning wake up feeling kinda happy! Didn't really sleep well thou.. because of some stoopid mosquitoes!! They started "kissing" me all over! What to do?? Bo Bian rite.. simply irresistible mah!! Hahaha
Morning breakfast was ok lah.. didn't really eat much! Eat alone.. so boring! Then later leave for school le.. bth sia.. when i walk to bus stop hor... 1 kuku birb flew towards my direction ah.. Then suddenly it shited! Wahahaha.. guess what happen next? Lolx.. Of cos the poo miss me lah.. so else i oso no mood to write blog le! Miss me by ard 20cm ah!! roughly lah.. then can see the poo on the floor.. wet wet de.. hahaha!
Then hor morning i stroll into my lab.. Kenny ask me why i so happy like tat! He say i look so bouncy like tat! Hahaha.. i oso dun noe why i like so happy! Maybe its because of that miracle! So what happened yesterday?? i'm still not gonna tell u! Lolx..
later my supervisor is coming to see my project! PR2 liao... laalalalalaaa! hahaha but for now.. i'm going to meet up with my little brother(smith) n sister(chris) for lunch! Little apple might be joining too! I oso dun noe ah! hahaha! Nowadays lunch very enjoyable sia.. got so many ppl to eat with me! Lolx.
Tonite i shall post some interesting stories abt myself again!! Seeya.. Chris call le... but i no $$ to pay HP bills.. so i reject ah.. Bth! Sorry girl! Hahaha... Short circuit... Here i come!
this morning wake up feeling kinda happy! Didn't really sleep well thou.. because of some stoopid mosquitoes!! They started "kissing" me all over! What to do?? Bo Bian rite.. simply irresistible mah!! Hahaha
Morning breakfast was ok lah.. didn't really eat much! Eat alone.. so boring! Then later leave for school le.. bth sia.. when i walk to bus stop hor... 1 kuku birb flew towards my direction ah.. Then suddenly it shited! Wahahaha.. guess what happen next? Lolx.. Of cos the poo miss me lah.. so else i oso no mood to write blog le! Miss me by ard 20cm ah!! roughly lah.. then can see the poo on the floor.. wet wet de.. hahaha!
Then hor morning i stroll into my lab.. Kenny ask me why i so happy like tat! He say i look so bouncy like tat! Hahaha.. i oso dun noe why i like so happy! Maybe its because of that miracle! So what happened yesterday?? i'm still not gonna tell u! Lolx..
later my supervisor is coming to see my project! PR2 liao... laalalalalaaa! hahaha but for now.. i'm going to meet up with my little brother(smith) n sister(chris) for lunch! Little apple might be joining too! I oso dun noe ah! hahaha! Nowadays lunch very enjoyable sia.. got so many ppl to eat with me! Lolx.
Tonite i shall post some interesting stories abt myself again!! Seeya.. Chris call le... but i no $$ to pay HP bills.. so i reject ah.. Bth! Sorry girl! Hahaha... Short circuit... Here i come!
Just to say Good bye!
Just done up the new template!! Didn't know that this is so fun! I'm gonna have a great deal of fun here man! I'm going to ZzzzZzz.. Tml is FYP day.. yeah! I'm loving it! Coolz
Hahaha.. Good nite, Sleep tight and... wet dreams!
Hahaha.. Good nite, Sleep tight and... wet dreams!
