Hahaha.. Thanks dear(s)! Hahaha, I wun be angry for too long de! Hehe, maybe its due to my long term illness.. STM (short-term memory).. I seems to forget abt it the moment I stepped out of my place that afternoon!
The very fact that I enjoyed my superb weekend is the best evidence!! Hahaha.. I stayed away from home on saturday nite in bid to make them angry! Go tuition in the afternoon, went shopping at parkway, looking for some little gifts, but found none! Thereafter, meet frends at tampines, talk nonsense, go frend's place, slack, played majong(erm, actually its more of learning rather than playing-- well, I'll be jobless soon, so I better get a life skill to earn my living!), gorge myself with food at 3am, so interesting!! Wanted to take the first bus home, but happened to fall asleep at 5.30am till around 8am I tink! I guess they were pretty angry when I came home on Sunday morning cos they were too pissed to even scold me.. Lolx, but who cares! Hahahaha
Lolx.. Sunday morning came home, bathed and off I went for tuition again! And then to Sim Lim for some little research.. went home quite late, I tink i reach home around 10pm?.. erm.. it wasn't on purpose actually. Its just tat I fell asleep on the bus and missed my stop(I wanted to stop over at eunos and take a feeder bus home).. hence.. erm.. I was "transported" to the interchange(Bedok).. (-_-") so from there i took another bus home(its definitely much longer than taking a bus from eunos).. Erm, so that means I went a much longer way for nutting(there wasn't any "handsome being" on the bus, mind u)! Lolx.
Work is alrite today! Abit TL this morning.. Erm.. yeah, I have to say its my fault actually! So nutting to complaint abt this matter. Tuition.. as usual, it sucks! I kenna "insulted" by my student again today, so in return, i scare him till he cried again(well, this is nutting new actually)!
Hahaha.. I can smell my ORD coming soon! I'm gonna be a free soul soon!! Thinking of this makes me feel so great! Ahh..
Hey peeps! Start "dating" me! Limited time slots available.. Book early to avoid dissapointment! Dun keep me waiting! Muacks..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
All Dumb-ass should steer clear..
Good morning peeps!
Haiz, just came back from the toilet.. Now i can really sit properly, so painful after my big biz.. Hohoho, having some problems with getting the shit out of me! Opps.. I mean i just.. aiya.. forget abt this shit nonsense le ba..
Aiya.. being left alone again! Good lor, go JB never even bother tell me or ask me along! Just msg me:"We r going to JB. anything u need fr there?"
Funny rite? Dun even bother to tell me earlier, yet when they reach there then msg me all this nonsense! Whats the point? Whats the use? Yeah, maybe they can be 100% sure that i'm not going cos I'm having classes on saturdays.. oh well, I work everyday practically. But at least ask rite? U call that care? U call that concern? Rubbish!
So I think I should just go ahead with my booking of my air tixs, settle everything. Reach airport liao then msg back home: "Hey I'm boarding the plane in 30 mins time, hopefully wun get to see u so soon!! Just leave me alone in Australia!"
I'm not angry becos I didn't get to go JB. I'm just angry that they are doing this time and again! This is not the first time they are doing this! I'm just angry that they insisted that they care for me and yet this is what's happening??? So tell me the reason for not even informing me in advance. So do I still have to tell you anything in future? I dun tink so, this is how you treat me, so this will be how i treat u! Fair and square!
Dun demand anything from me, cos you didn't bother to do the same to me! Maybe u would assume that I most probably wun be coming along with u, but at least ask?? Dun assume!!! Yeah, I admit that I might have very often put my work infront of everything, but that doesn't mean I dun care!
Y do I work so hard outside? Y do I choose to stay out till late? Y do I stay in office and perform OT so frequently? I totally understand work can never be finished.. But for that fact that I dun wan to come back and create any problems at home. I know given my temper for the past few days, I could start a war any moment once agitated. Not a single soul appreciates this fact..
Just feel so angry and upset.. nah, now i can't even differentiate these 2 words! Hell! All dumb-ass should just leave me alone! Argh! So tired today, I came home at 12++ am yesterday nite. I was working in the office till 1030pm.. And this morning, I get such a pleasant SURPRISE! Hahaha.. I'm so surprised! Lolx.
Screwed!!!! Fcuking pissed!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Haiz, just came back from the toilet.. Now i can really sit properly, so painful after my big biz.. Hohoho, having some problems with getting the shit out of me! Opps.. I mean i just.. aiya.. forget abt this shit nonsense le ba..
Aiya.. being left alone again! Good lor, go JB never even bother tell me or ask me along! Just msg me:"We r going to JB. anything u need fr there?"
Funny rite? Dun even bother to tell me earlier, yet when they reach there then msg me all this nonsense! Whats the point? Whats the use? Yeah, maybe they can be 100% sure that i'm not going cos I'm having classes on saturdays.. oh well, I work everyday practically. But at least ask rite? U call that care? U call that concern? Rubbish!
So I think I should just go ahead with my booking of my air tixs, settle everything. Reach airport liao then msg back home: "Hey I'm boarding the plane in 30 mins time, hopefully wun get to see u so soon!! Just leave me alone in Australia!"
I'm not angry becos I didn't get to go JB. I'm just angry that they are doing this time and again! This is not the first time they are doing this! I'm just angry that they insisted that they care for me and yet this is what's happening??? So tell me the reason for not even informing me in advance. So do I still have to tell you anything in future? I dun tink so, this is how you treat me, so this will be how i treat u! Fair and square!
Dun demand anything from me, cos you didn't bother to do the same to me! Maybe u would assume that I most probably wun be coming along with u, but at least ask?? Dun assume!!! Yeah, I admit that I might have very often put my work infront of everything, but that doesn't mean I dun care!
Y do I work so hard outside? Y do I choose to stay out till late? Y do I stay in office and perform OT so frequently? I totally understand work can never be finished.. But for that fact that I dun wan to come back and create any problems at home. I know given my temper for the past few days, I could start a war any moment once agitated. Not a single soul appreciates this fact..
Just feel so angry and upset.. nah, now i can't even differentiate these 2 words! Hell! All dumb-ass should just leave me alone! Argh! So tired today, I came home at 12++ am yesterday nite. I was working in the office till 1030pm.. And this morning, I get such a pleasant SURPRISE! Hahaha.. I'm so surprised! Lolx.
Screwed!!!! Fcuking pissed!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I'll take care..
Wow.. have been trying out lots of stupid quizes again! Ok lah.. some seems quite fun, while some seems pretty true.
Just back from tuition! Hahaha.. Almost vomit blood again! Haiz.. forget it lah!
I was chatting with Ant, and found out that he fell sick again! So I was commenting that he can't take care of himself.. But guess wat? He actually told me this: "speak for yourself!" Lolx.. Thats really true ba, i guess! Well, he really hit me right on the spot! Hey Ant, hahaha, thanks for reminding me abt this fact. I'll try to take care of myself de.. hope u will be doing the same too!! Lets work hard together!
Everyone ah.. oso must take care ah! I going to sleep again! Hahaha.. If u all free, go n try those quiz ba, quite nice lor i shld say! Hehehe cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Just back from tuition! Hahaha.. Almost vomit blood again! Haiz.. forget it lah!
I was chatting with Ant, and found out that he fell sick again! So I was commenting that he can't take care of himself.. But guess wat? He actually told me this: "speak for yourself!" Lolx.. Thats really true ba, i guess! Well, he really hit me right on the spot! Hey Ant, hahaha, thanks for reminding me abt this fact. I'll try to take care of myself de.. hope u will be doing the same too!! Lets work hard together!
Everyone ah.. oso must take care ah! I going to sleep again! Hahaha.. If u all free, go n try those quiz ba, quite nice lor i shld say! Hehehe cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Quiz time again..
Interesting Quiz.. Hahaha
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
You'll Find Love Where You Least Expect ItYou're the type most likely to find love... surprised? You shouldn't be! You're a fun, independent woman who is always out and about. And you're smart to sometimes leave your girlfriends behind and go it alone. Men love to approach you when you're out by yourself - including Mr. Perfect! Where Will You Find Love? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. |
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Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
inferior complexity..
Haiz.. must be wondering y i didn't blog for so long rite?
I lazy lah.. haiz! Feeling pretty troubled all this while.. I lousy lah.. useless, hopeless and almost worthless..
Why do I have to do so much to cover my own flaws? Why do I have to make myself so strong infront of others? Why do I have to act tough? Why I always like to act smart, when I know I'm just so dumb? Why do I have to play clowns to make people laugh? Why do I have to act blur when I know exactly whats going on all around me? Why ah? Why ah?
It all turns out that I'm trying to hide.. To cover all my flaws, to keep my ugly past to myself. To maintain the image of that "ever cheerful" person infront of all. All in the name of inferior complexity..
Hide hide hide, thats what I always do.. Act act act, thats nutting new. ARGHHHH!!!! I'm not stupid! I'm just dumb!
I just feel so upset abt it, even my closer friends start to compare me with themselves. I just feel so upset abt it, yet I dun voice out any unhappiness infront of them. So what kind of friend m i? I just dun feel good about myself, I dun have the courage to voice out this unhappiness infront of them..
I have such great ego that I can't allow myself to lose to even my closer peers.. I'm a person who can't afford to lose, I can't handle defeat. I'm such a sucker! I just cannot take things in my stride. I only allow myself to admit defeat infront of those whom I look up upon to, maybe as my idol, as my mentor? or whatever ba.. actually, if you ever try to make me name those whom I consider better than me, I would say, I've met not many so far! Less than a handful at the very most.
I'm just not as good as what I claimed to be.. If you dun noe me that well, dun presume.. cos I always did that, and very often, I proved myself wrong!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I lazy lah.. haiz! Feeling pretty troubled all this while.. I lousy lah.. useless, hopeless and almost worthless..
Why do I have to do so much to cover my own flaws? Why do I have to make myself so strong infront of others? Why do I have to act tough? Why I always like to act smart, when I know I'm just so dumb? Why do I have to play clowns to make people laugh? Why do I have to act blur when I know exactly whats going on all around me? Why ah? Why ah?
It all turns out that I'm trying to hide.. To cover all my flaws, to keep my ugly past to myself. To maintain the image of that "ever cheerful" person infront of all. All in the name of inferior complexity..
Hide hide hide, thats what I always do.. Act act act, thats nutting new. ARGHHHH!!!! I'm not stupid! I'm just dumb!
I just feel so upset abt it, even my closer friends start to compare me with themselves. I just feel so upset abt it, yet I dun voice out any unhappiness infront of them. So what kind of friend m i? I just dun feel good about myself, I dun have the courage to voice out this unhappiness infront of them..
I have such great ego that I can't allow myself to lose to even my closer peers.. I'm a person who can't afford to lose, I can't handle defeat. I'm such a sucker! I just cannot take things in my stride. I only allow myself to admit defeat infront of those whom I look up upon to, maybe as my idol, as my mentor? or whatever ba.. actually, if you ever try to make me name those whom I consider better than me, I would say, I've met not many so far! Less than a handful at the very most.
I'm just not as good as what I claimed to be.. If you dun noe me that well, dun presume.. cos I always did that, and very often, I proved myself wrong!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Trust is the beginning of Betrayal
I almost tore my diploma just now..
Yes.. Its the most worthless piece of paper I've ever got! Its even worst than a piece of toilet paper. It can't be even compared to a piece of ITE cert.. Yes.. so be it.. I'll be look down upon forever. Cos I'm a dumb ass... nutting can be done to change this piece of fact. So the whole world thinks i'm stupid! Yeah, they are rite! How stupid can I be? Trusting everyone that comes along and try to befriend me??
So I concluded that "trusting" is wrong. "Trusting" brings about betrayal. There is no such things as "forever friends".. there is no such things as "real friends". I hate to say this, I hate to believe it, but it seems that this is a fact that i cannot deny!
I got scolded this morning.. cos i'm dumb! Yeah, I'm just dumb! I was told that "trusting" has landed me into this state.. I was told that I can trust every single shit that comes along.. I was told that I was wrong simply because I was too honest with people whom I trusted and in the first place I shouldn't have trusted them! I was told that those poeple whom I trusted so much would not come to my rescue when i'm in need of help. I was told that the person (Whom I always respected and trusted) was toying with me, just becos that person finds that I'm cute and dumb?!?
In short, i was told that what ever people ask me to do, I would just do it without thinking. I can throw away my everything just to help people achieve their goals!
I was watching TV yesterday when I heard this sentence.. "Huai ren san nian jiu hui fa cai, Hao ren san shi nian zhi hui fa mei" (meaning a bad guy only takes 3 years to get rich, while for a good guy, even after 30 years, all he gets is to turn mouldy). So why is everyone trying to be good?? Why am I trying so hard to be good as well? Why is everyone trying to be a "good citizen" of their country? There is nutting wrong to be bad.. Well, isn't it better to be bad?
So it turn up that English Language has its flaws.. Honesty can never be the best policy.. Singapore education system has screw children up by inculcating them with the wrong knowledge. Since young, your teachers have told us that we should be honest, we should work hard and become good citizens of Singapore and do our country proud, we should not cheat in our work, we should be good students, we should trust each other and work as a team.
They are all BIG FAT LIARS! Did I mentioned that most teachers are "blessed" with poor health and alot of them die young? Thats becos heaven is there to punish those liars! They lied to students who so innocently believed those craps. They made students into stupid dumb ass who couldn't survive the REAL WORLD!
I seriously regretted my choice of going overseas. Now people are putting the blame on me, for spending away my mum's money. But if they ever remember this, I wasn't the one who proposed this idea. In a matter of fact, I was against this idea in the very beginning. They have look upon this as a "2-years" investment. So now I finally know what I am in their heart. I'm nutting more than a stock that they throw their money into and pray for high returns.
Dun tell me they care for me. I no longer believe that.. This is crap! All they care for is the returns. All they care for is a degree for them to be proud of, not a daughter who owns that piece of paper. They want someone who works in BIG BRANDED COMPANY so that they can show off infront of others.
I was told I didn't spare a thot for their feelings, but did they ever care about my feelings too? They told me that they dun care about how much I can earn, they dun care about what job I hold, they dun care about anything else other than my future! HAHAHAHA dun make me laugh n puke! Making things sound so nice is their forte. I no longer trust anything they say. From this very moment onwards, the trust in me is forever gone.. If they were ever truthful to me, I wouldn't be still in Singapore by now. If they were to ever trust me, I wouldn't have to study what others choose for me!
I was hurt once, so that means I can be hurt twice.. why allow yourself to be so vulnerable?
Let me repeat my point.
To hell with trust, to hell with honesty! Welcome to a brand new world of Betrayal!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Yes.. Its the most worthless piece of paper I've ever got! Its even worst than a piece of toilet paper. It can't be even compared to a piece of ITE cert.. Yes.. so be it.. I'll be look down upon forever. Cos I'm a dumb ass... nutting can be done to change this piece of fact. So the whole world thinks i'm stupid! Yeah, they are rite! How stupid can I be? Trusting everyone that comes along and try to befriend me??
So I concluded that "trusting" is wrong. "Trusting" brings about betrayal. There is no such things as "forever friends".. there is no such things as "real friends". I hate to say this, I hate to believe it, but it seems that this is a fact that i cannot deny!
I got scolded this morning.. cos i'm dumb! Yeah, I'm just dumb! I was told that "trusting" has landed me into this state.. I was told that I can trust every single shit that comes along.. I was told that I was wrong simply because I was too honest with people whom I trusted and in the first place I shouldn't have trusted them! I was told that those poeple whom I trusted so much would not come to my rescue when i'm in need of help. I was told that the person (Whom I always respected and trusted) was toying with me, just becos that person finds that I'm cute and dumb?!?
In short, i was told that what ever people ask me to do, I would just do it without thinking. I can throw away my everything just to help people achieve their goals!
I was watching TV yesterday when I heard this sentence.. "Huai ren san nian jiu hui fa cai, Hao ren san shi nian zhi hui fa mei" (meaning a bad guy only takes 3 years to get rich, while for a good guy, even after 30 years, all he gets is to turn mouldy). So why is everyone trying to be good?? Why am I trying so hard to be good as well? Why is everyone trying to be a "good citizen" of their country? There is nutting wrong to be bad.. Well, isn't it better to be bad?
So it turn up that English Language has its flaws.. Honesty can never be the best policy.. Singapore education system has screw children up by inculcating them with the wrong knowledge. Since young, your teachers have told us that we should be honest, we should work hard and become good citizens of Singapore and do our country proud, we should not cheat in our work, we should be good students, we should trust each other and work as a team.
They are all BIG FAT LIARS! Did I mentioned that most teachers are "blessed" with poor health and alot of them die young? Thats becos heaven is there to punish those liars! They lied to students who so innocently believed those craps. They made students into stupid dumb ass who couldn't survive the REAL WORLD!
I seriously regretted my choice of going overseas. Now people are putting the blame on me, for spending away my mum's money. But if they ever remember this, I wasn't the one who proposed this idea. In a matter of fact, I was against this idea in the very beginning. They have look upon this as a "2-years" investment. So now I finally know what I am in their heart. I'm nutting more than a stock that they throw their money into and pray for high returns.
Dun tell me they care for me. I no longer believe that.. This is crap! All they care for is the returns. All they care for is a degree for them to be proud of, not a daughter who owns that piece of paper. They want someone who works in BIG BRANDED COMPANY so that they can show off infront of others.
I was told I didn't spare a thot for their feelings, but did they ever care about my feelings too? They told me that they dun care about how much I can earn, they dun care about what job I hold, they dun care about anything else other than my future! HAHAHAHA dun make me laugh n puke! Making things sound so nice is their forte. I no longer trust anything they say. From this very moment onwards, the trust in me is forever gone.. If they were ever truthful to me, I wouldn't be still in Singapore by now. If they were to ever trust me, I wouldn't have to study what others choose for me!
I was hurt once, so that means I can be hurt twice.. why allow yourself to be so vulnerable?
Let me repeat my point.
- Trust is the beginning of betrayal.. no one is ever trustable, not even your closest and dearest, not even in your family!
- Honesty wun bring you far, It will only bring you down!
- If you ever think people are good to you, think about it again! There are always a reason behind things. Something you might want to call, a hidden agenda!
- Nutting is real, nutting is forever, nutting at all..
- I am DUMB and STUPID!
To hell with trust, to hell with honesty! Welcome to a brand new world of Betrayal!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My Adventure..
I almost couldn't believe it.. Haa!
Woke up at 8.45 this morning.. Haahaa.. Busy with my breakfast! Lolx.. and I was doing my last minute inspection on my bike as usual to ensure everything is in tip top condition. Every screws in place and tyres fully pumped up! Then started to prepare some work for my tuition kid. It kind of scared her when she saw all those papers.
After a quick bath, I went off for my tuition at around 1045am. I reach pretty fast, around a 15 mins ride from my place. Parked my bike at the basement carpark as usual.
I ended my lesson around 1.5 hours. Went down to pick up my bike, push it up all the way to the security guard post (cos the slope was seriously very steep, and i will go crazy if i ride it up the slope!) Then I hop on my bike and headed for a frend's place which "seems" nearby. Almost immediately, I started to feel uncomfortable with my bike, its not performing as it usually does. I brake. I inspected my bike, and to my horror, the front tyre was totally flated. WTF..? I was totally crazy about it!
I finally decided to get down on my foot and started walking to my frend's place. The sun was shinny so brightly at the top of my head, I was practically perspiring all the way. Pushing the bike with every bit of my strength.. It was giving me hell! The rubber of the front tyre came out of place, thus rubbing the brakes at very turn of the wheels.. till a point the front wheel could no longer rotate! Arghh! I stood under the hot sun and tried to get in back in shape! And finally I got it done! I slowly proceed to my frend's place.. sort of lost my way in that area..
Finally... Found the place! I drop something into her letterbox and went off.. will try to remember to msg her later! Hahaha! So I decided to bring my bike to a shop at eunos for repair. So I "shop" around the estate to find the exit.. I didn't know that place would be so BIG! I tried to stick to those bigger roads so as not to get lost in the middle of no where! Then after much "touring",I found a small lane by the side of a dirty canal(not really a canal, more like a big dirty drain). I decided to try my luck by cutting thru that small little lane. It was pretty dangerous, cos I dun noe what to expect.. Well, lucky for me, with my wonder sense of direction, I manage to find my way to the main road. Its my first time walking thru the whole estate.. Just like some sort of treasure hunting..
I hurrily tried to locate the bike shop.. And yes! I spotted it across the road! I happily made my way to the traffic light.. ITS REALLY NOT MY DAY! Guess wat? That stupid little shop was closed! OMG.. I was really fumming. How can this be true???? So "happily", I walk my way home from eunos.. to be more exact, I came from some of the deepest part of kembangan all the way to eunos and then back to bedok! How fun could it be.. The whole journey took me 1.5 hours.. tuition ended at 12.30pm and I only reached home at 2pm.. If i were to be so silly as to stick to the main roads, I guess It would take me another half an hour or so! Good that I was daring enough (or perhaps lazy enough) to take those short cuts and small lanes! Haiz..
So what did i gained after the tuition?? Well..
A smelly n sticky body
A good 1.5hrs of exercise
A great tan
A great trip in the middle of kembangan (wow.. u should have seen all those beautiful houses dotted all over Kembangan!!)
A knowledge in the opening hours of bike shop in eunos.
Well at least its not a wasted trip afterall..
Dead beat ah..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Woke up at 8.45 this morning.. Haahaa.. Busy with my breakfast! Lolx.. and I was doing my last minute inspection on my bike as usual to ensure everything is in tip top condition. Every screws in place and tyres fully pumped up! Then started to prepare some work for my tuition kid. It kind of scared her when she saw all those papers.
After a quick bath, I went off for my tuition at around 1045am. I reach pretty fast, around a 15 mins ride from my place. Parked my bike at the basement carpark as usual.
I ended my lesson around 1.5 hours. Went down to pick up my bike, push it up all the way to the security guard post (cos the slope was seriously very steep, and i will go crazy if i ride it up the slope!) Then I hop on my bike and headed for a frend's place which "seems" nearby. Almost immediately, I started to feel uncomfortable with my bike, its not performing as it usually does. I brake. I inspected my bike, and to my horror, the front tyre was totally flated. WTF..? I was totally crazy about it!
I finally decided to get down on my foot and started walking to my frend's place. The sun was shinny so brightly at the top of my head, I was practically perspiring all the way. Pushing the bike with every bit of my strength.. It was giving me hell! The rubber of the front tyre came out of place, thus rubbing the brakes at very turn of the wheels.. till a point the front wheel could no longer rotate! Arghh! I stood under the hot sun and tried to get in back in shape! And finally I got it done! I slowly proceed to my frend's place.. sort of lost my way in that area..
Finally... Found the place! I drop something into her letterbox and went off.. will try to remember to msg her later! Hahaha! So I decided to bring my bike to a shop at eunos for repair. So I "shop" around the estate to find the exit.. I didn't know that place would be so BIG! I tried to stick to those bigger roads so as not to get lost in the middle of no where! Then after much "touring",I found a small lane by the side of a dirty canal(not really a canal, more like a big dirty drain). I decided to try my luck by cutting thru that small little lane. It was pretty dangerous, cos I dun noe what to expect.. Well, lucky for me, with my wonder sense of direction, I manage to find my way to the main road. Its my first time walking thru the whole estate.. Just like some sort of treasure hunting..
I hurrily tried to locate the bike shop.. And yes! I spotted it across the road! I happily made my way to the traffic light.. ITS REALLY NOT MY DAY! Guess wat? That stupid little shop was closed! OMG.. I was really fumming. How can this be true???? So "happily", I walk my way home from eunos.. to be more exact, I came from some of the deepest part of kembangan all the way to eunos and then back to bedok! How fun could it be.. The whole journey took me 1.5 hours.. tuition ended at 12.30pm and I only reached home at 2pm.. If i were to be so silly as to stick to the main roads, I guess It would take me another half an hour or so! Good that I was daring enough (or perhaps lazy enough) to take those short cuts and small lanes! Haiz..
So what did i gained after the tuition?? Well..
A smelly n sticky body
A good 1.5hrs of exercise
A great tan
A great trip in the middle of kembangan (wow.. u should have seen all those beautiful houses dotted all over Kembangan!!)
A knowledge in the opening hours of bike shop in eunos.
Well at least its not a wasted trip afterall..
Dead beat ah..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I tink I'm suffering from depression..
Yeah, I think there is really something wrong with me..
Hahaha.. after a good dinner, feel so lazy to blog le.. lol.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hahaha.. after a good dinner, feel so lazy to blog le.. lol.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
What is life..
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Best dream chaser.. Thats what I m..
Arghh.. I dun noe wat i want now..
So lost.. Die liew lah! I dun noe what i want to do.. i dun noe what i want.
Yes.. I'm really good at reaching all my short-term goals, I can be so good that I can reach them even before I set new ones.. Thus causing me to feel so lost and feel so bad during the period without any goals in life.. No target, No Goals, No life.. Now then I realised that I'm such a strong person with such amazing power..WTF! Do I call that lucky or what? Seems like I can create miracles with my own hands. Do you realise how scary this can be?
Dun ask me to go for my long-term goals.. I'm a very impatient person.. I can't wait that long to see the results.. I've got serious attitude problem.. Now then I realised that.. Abit too late isn't it.. haiz!
Seems like my attitude problem is getting more and more serious with every passing seconds.. I can't be bothered to work. Yup, I did screw up abit today. I'm really upset abt it.. Somehow, I can't concentrate on my work anymore. I left office right on the dot. I no longer care for my job on hand. I can no longer be so enthusiastic about any work related stuff. No more OT, NO more hardwork..
Yes, I'm lazy, I'm a sucker, I'm dumb, I'm worst than a piece of shit, I'm worthless..... thats if i stay on.. If i leave, I will regain my freedom.. I will regain my wings and be free to fly.. Do the things I've always wanted to, spending quality time with my dearest..
I want to study like never before, I want to be among the top of my cohort.. These are my long term goals! And let me tell you this, I'm just gonna do it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
So lost.. Die liew lah! I dun noe what i want to do.. i dun noe what i want.
Yes.. I'm really good at reaching all my short-term goals, I can be so good that I can reach them even before I set new ones.. Thus causing me to feel so lost and feel so bad during the period without any goals in life.. No target, No Goals, No life.. Now then I realised that I'm such a strong person with such amazing power..WTF! Do I call that lucky or what? Seems like I can create miracles with my own hands. Do you realise how scary this can be?
Dun ask me to go for my long-term goals.. I'm a very impatient person.. I can't wait that long to see the results.. I've got serious attitude problem.. Now then I realised that.. Abit too late isn't it.. haiz!
Seems like my attitude problem is getting more and more serious with every passing seconds.. I can't be bothered to work. Yup, I did screw up abit today. I'm really upset abt it.. Somehow, I can't concentrate on my work anymore. I left office right on the dot. I no longer care for my job on hand. I can no longer be so enthusiastic about any work related stuff. No more OT, NO more hardwork..
Yes, I'm lazy, I'm a sucker, I'm dumb, I'm worst than a piece of shit, I'm worthless..... thats if i stay on.. If i leave, I will regain my freedom.. I will regain my wings and be free to fly.. Do the things I've always wanted to, spending quality time with my dearest..
I want to study like never before, I want to be among the top of my cohort.. These are my long term goals! And let me tell you this, I'm just gonna do it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Finally..
I've lost the war against the virus.. yes.. I'm down again.. flu has got me.. coughing has got worst.. Hahaha.. I'm prepared for the worst.. Come n claim my life ba.. I have no wish to go on so aimlessly in this place..
I just want to go.. I want to fly so high that no one has ever manage to.. I want my freedom back..
No one can tie me up.. no one can control me.. Absolutely no one! If you really care for me, its time to loosen the string and let me go.. Follow my heart and never regret.
Fang le wo ba... Let me be.. Let me go..
I finally got my pride back(at least for a moment..). This is just my first step of proving myself as "no-push-over".. I guess after this round of problem, I would see no end to those shit! But who cares? I can always go if I feel like it.. I have endless opportunities outside.. U think i care for a puny little job like this? Hahaha.. no way man!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I just want to go.. I want to fly so high that no one has ever manage to.. I want my freedom back..
No one can tie me up.. no one can control me.. Absolutely no one! If you really care for me, its time to loosen the string and let me go.. Follow my heart and never regret.
Fang le wo ba... Let me be.. Let me go..
I finally got my pride back(at least for a moment..). This is just my first step of proving myself as "no-push-over".. I guess after this round of problem, I would see no end to those shit! But who cares? I can always go if I feel like it.. I have endless opportunities outside.. U think i care for a puny little job like this? Hahaha.. no way man!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Always believe.. always trust.. always love.. yourself..
Yoz Peeps, have you been enjoying your children's day?? I doubt so.. Hahaha..
I think most of you are either stress out with work, or exams, or even studies... and blah blah blah.. Hahaha.. poor me is stress out by all mentioned above..
Work..
I'm seriously into a state whereby I've lost all hopes of going back to work on monday morning.. Really fed up with those suckers in office! Worst thing is.. she still dare to come to my face and act cute infront of me!!! Please dun come and act infront of me.. U look so sickening.. I've given out as much warnings as possible.. Provoke me again, and i shall make sure you get the dirt.. I'm not joking.. This is the first time i could actually get so mad at someone in the office..
Reaching home yesterday nite, I sat down with my mom telling her whats going on in office.. I almost cried.. For my past almost 20 years of life, I can be really stress up by work, problems at home.. I could tolerate nonsense. But not able tolerate someone like "my DEAR colleague". It really makes me wonder why should I stay in such a job.. pay is really low.. work is really stress.. with this particular colleague who sucks big time!
Exams..
Haahaa.. I'm not the one sitting for exams, Dun worry.. Hahaha! Its my students, Their exams are drawing near.. I'm still trying to find time off my schedule to slot in more classes for them to gear them up for their final paper of the year.. But I can't seems to find any more slots.. I'm left with not much personal time that I could devote to tuition classes.. The only personal time i have is the 5 hours I spend in bed everynite..
Die die i still have to find time to help them with their studies. The cash dun really matters much to me.. To me, its more than just money.. its a job responsibility and perhaps i would say, its a "must" to help. I couldn't bear to see smart kids failing their papers due to sheer laziness.. I think everyone deserves to be help.. Of cos, I would definitely ask for something in return.. That is "a change in attitude".
Studies..
Gearing up for my next 2 years in Australia.. This is really not an excuse, but i'm really too caught up with work and tuition till I really have no time for my books.. Now i promise to reset all my priorities and get everything into position. Hack care with other stuffs.. no time for fun? So be it.. If i'm able to make it back with a good degree, I can have as much fun as I want..
Who will care about short-term fun when I could go for MORE fun on a long term basis?
Blah Blah Blah..
Then still got my Aust stuff.. Have not settle it yet. Really no time to go n settle it. I'll be going to get my new passport later. So I guess i'll be going to settle my payments next week, then get my visa, settle my accomodation stuff, get a air tix.. and off i go!
Then my fridge just broke down! I've been shopping for 1 last nite. Found some not too bad models at Courts.. I tink i better cough out abit of money for the fridge.. Tat would means more OT for me to make up for this amt of money..
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Planning for a trip over to HK to find my frends, and if possible, I would drop by at Vietnam to look for another frend too. Thailand would oso be a good destination, cos I oso happen to have a frend over there, hahahaa. Well, all these travelling will come after Christmas I tink.. or at least till i'm settled with all my work over here.
I've got a pretty interesting biz plan in mind.. So I might be popping up to China as well.. that is if things goes well.. Now is the time i put all my contacts into good use. No, I dun mean I will make use of them, I'm just trying to explore into more possibilities of establishing a platform for both sides to make money out of everything.
Its like, she has the goods i want, I have the contacts she needs, she will remain at square one without me, I will be stuck in square one if she dun lend a helping hand, so why not put everything together and move up the ladder together? Its a mind concept.. If I wan to move higher, I must make sure others move up together with me. Only when forces are joined, we will be able to explore a even higher level which one no has ever come close to.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I think most of you are either stress out with work, or exams, or even studies... and blah blah blah.. Hahaha.. poor me is stress out by all mentioned above..
Work..
I'm seriously into a state whereby I've lost all hopes of going back to work on monday morning.. Really fed up with those suckers in office! Worst thing is.. she still dare to come to my face and act cute infront of me!!! Please dun come and act infront of me.. U look so sickening.. I've given out as much warnings as possible.. Provoke me again, and i shall make sure you get the dirt.. I'm not joking.. This is the first time i could actually get so mad at someone in the office..
Reaching home yesterday nite, I sat down with my mom telling her whats going on in office.. I almost cried.. For my past almost 20 years of life, I can be really stress up by work, problems at home.. I could tolerate nonsense. But not able tolerate someone like "my DEAR colleague". It really makes me wonder why should I stay in such a job.. pay is really low.. work is really stress.. with this particular colleague who sucks big time!
Exams..
Haahaa.. I'm not the one sitting for exams, Dun worry.. Hahaha! Its my students, Their exams are drawing near.. I'm still trying to find time off my schedule to slot in more classes for them to gear them up for their final paper of the year.. But I can't seems to find any more slots.. I'm left with not much personal time that I could devote to tuition classes.. The only personal time i have is the 5 hours I spend in bed everynite..
Die die i still have to find time to help them with their studies. The cash dun really matters much to me.. To me, its more than just money.. its a job responsibility and perhaps i would say, its a "must" to help. I couldn't bear to see smart kids failing their papers due to sheer laziness.. I think everyone deserves to be help.. Of cos, I would definitely ask for something in return.. That is "a change in attitude".
Studies..
Gearing up for my next 2 years in Australia.. This is really not an excuse, but i'm really too caught up with work and tuition till I really have no time for my books.. Now i promise to reset all my priorities and get everything into position. Hack care with other stuffs.. no time for fun? So be it.. If i'm able to make it back with a good degree, I can have as much fun as I want..
Who will care about short-term fun when I could go for MORE fun on a long term basis?
Blah Blah Blah..
Then still got my Aust stuff.. Have not settle it yet. Really no time to go n settle it. I'll be going to get my new passport later. So I guess i'll be going to settle my payments next week, then get my visa, settle my accomodation stuff, get a air tix.. and off i go!
Then my fridge just broke down! I've been shopping for 1 last nite. Found some not too bad models at Courts.. I tink i better cough out abit of money for the fridge.. Tat would means more OT for me to make up for this amt of money..
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Planning for a trip over to HK to find my frends, and if possible, I would drop by at Vietnam to look for another frend too. Thailand would oso be a good destination, cos I oso happen to have a frend over there, hahahaa. Well, all these travelling will come after Christmas I tink.. or at least till i'm settled with all my work over here.
I've got a pretty interesting biz plan in mind.. So I might be popping up to China as well.. that is if things goes well.. Now is the time i put all my contacts into good use. No, I dun mean I will make use of them, I'm just trying to explore into more possibilities of establishing a platform for both sides to make money out of everything.
Its like, she has the goods i want, I have the contacts she needs, she will remain at square one without me, I will be stuck in square one if she dun lend a helping hand, so why not put everything together and move up the ladder together? Its a mind concept.. If I wan to move higher, I must make sure others move up together with me. Only when forces are joined, we will be able to explore a even higher level which one no has ever come close to.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
