I just feel like banging the wall.. head on..
Really damn pissed.. i'm really easily angered now.. My back has been giving me problems all day long.. even till an extend that i couldn't walk properly now.. Thanks everyone for your concern.. I will find time to visit a doctor as soon as possible..
Pissed at home.. dun u just find it irritating.. Reaching home after more than 12 hours at work.. then still have to come back n tolerate nonsense from idiots??
I just feel so irritated.. My back is hurting me like hell and yet these idiots r like simply bo chup! Sometimes it just makes me wonder wat i'm to them? Y do i keep having a feeling like this? I noe its not good to doubt them.. But i just can't help it too...
Felt so restricted at home.. I simply dun get enough trust i deserved! Y? My sister said i went to pubs too often.. creating heavoc at home! But wun u pls find out about wats happening at home before pointing fingers! So much restrictions r driving me crazy.. I'm just an animal which meant to be set free in the wild.. not a ZOO.. where fools pay to see me perform!
My ideas are not respected.. My choice are not my own.. My decisions never gets approved! So wats the point of asking me to "think for urself"?? when everything is fixed? Ironic isn't it! If i can't do things i like.. i want.. i hope.. Then wats the point of living a life?
Better to end it short n sweet, isn't it!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Beautiful Sunday!
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Hahaha.. Hello guys! I'm back again!
Wow.. My butt really hurts.. I mean the bone there.. I dun remember slipping and falling.. Jenny was saying that i might have hurt my back while working over the past few days.. Sad.. Now i have problem sleeping everyday.. Cos i can lie on my back.. Have to sleep sideways! Then i can't toss and turn as I like, cos i will definitely be awaken by the pain.. Now even sitting up is a torture.. The worst part is when u stand up.. It hurts even more..
I have a feeling that this is pretty serious.. But i just can't bring myself to see a doctor.. I'm just afraid! I know alot of you guys have been telling me to see a doctor.. But i'm just too scare to see one! Sorry lah.. I just pray hard the pain will be gone soon.. Cos next week will be a long week.. with our warehouse sales.. Hahaha.. i can smell money coming my way.. Woot!
Hahaha.. BTW, just to touch up abit for that CCN day.. some funny things.. I was mistaken as a lecturer twice already! Hey.. i mean do i really look so old?? Lolx.. Anyway, i doubt any lecturer would be so crazy like me as to go around shouting "Lelong Lelong.. 1 for 1 dollar.. buy 1 get 1 free.." hahahhaa..
Taken so many nice pixs during that day.. Thanks to Jenny's Digital camera! Dimage Z2.. Hahaha.. Its a great camera! Lolx.. Maybe i should get the Dimage Z3?? I'll be going down to the comex show later on! To source for great deals! Lolx..
BTW, next week will be our creative warehouse sales again! Needless for me to tell u wat to do rite! Lolx.. Just let me noe if u need my service! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Wow.. My butt really hurts.. I mean the bone there.. I dun remember slipping and falling.. Jenny was saying that i might have hurt my back while working over the past few days.. Sad.. Now i have problem sleeping everyday.. Cos i can lie on my back.. Have to sleep sideways! Then i can't toss and turn as I like, cos i will definitely be awaken by the pain.. Now even sitting up is a torture.. The worst part is when u stand up.. It hurts even more..
I have a feeling that this is pretty serious.. But i just can't bring myself to see a doctor.. I'm just afraid! I know alot of you guys have been telling me to see a doctor.. But i'm just too scare to see one! Sorry lah.. I just pray hard the pain will be gone soon.. Cos next week will be a long week.. with our warehouse sales.. Hahaha.. i can smell money coming my way.. Woot!
Hahaha.. BTW, just to touch up abit for that CCN day.. some funny things.. I was mistaken as a lecturer twice already! Hey.. i mean do i really look so old?? Lolx.. Anyway, i doubt any lecturer would be so crazy like me as to go around shouting "Lelong Lelong.. 1 for 1 dollar.. buy 1 get 1 free.." hahahhaa..
Taken so many nice pixs during that day.. Thanks to Jenny's Digital camera! Dimage Z2.. Hahaha.. Its a great camera! Lolx.. Maybe i should get the Dimage Z3?? I'll be going down to the comex show later on! To source for great deals! Lolx..
BTW, next week will be our creative warehouse sales again! Needless for me to tell u wat to do rite! Lolx.. Just let me noe if u need my service! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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Hahaha.. Finally got to post my pixs online! Hahaha.. Here are some Pictures taken with my lecturers on CCN day.. Hahaha! Nice ones! Lolx..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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Love,
Me
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Now.. This is Mdm Koh, my EDS lecturer cum PS Lecturer cum CENT club advisor cum mummy.. Super nice mummy, always take care of me de! Always helping me.. Always nagging at me too.. Opps.. Hahaha! Now i should say she really made a difference in my life.. Because of her, life is never the same.. Now take a look at my blog's layout, u will find 4 words on top.. "committement", "excellence", "never give up", "together as a team".. These were the vision set by her for the club.. I would say that without her.. CENT club would never be able to reach its peak! Love you mummy!
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What a wonderful world..
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Had a super great day today!
Absent myself from work today.. Woke up at 8am.. Went for a swim.. So many things happened along the way..
Then went back to TP.. to join in the CCN day and of cos, pick up my long awaited Diploma! Its so unforgettable.. Then met the director of engine school.. Well, finally got to speak with her.. oh, she still pat my arms! I guess i wun be washing my arm for at least 2 weeks! opps.. hahaha
Hahaha.. silly! I should have taken a picture with her! Lolx.. I too "chicken" to ask for 1!! hahaha but nvm, at least i taken some pictures with my very dear lecturers like Miss Kwan, Mr Boey, Miss Ling and of cos my dear mummy! And of cos, took pixs with my gang!
Had so much fun, so much food, so much drinks! Hahaha.. wat an enjoyable day.. Lovely..
Then i went to visit Jes's group at the end of the day! Fooled around.. Hahaha.. I was waiting for mummy oso! We had dinner together.. Had a very nice chat.. Talk about everything.. Long time since we had a chance to talk so long.. I waited for her in her office.. till around 9pm++! Then we went opposite coffee shop to have our dinner.
I will try to post our pixs ASAP.. But maybe not now.. Got to work tml, so i guess i have to retreat to my room first! But i tink i mite not need to work on Sunday afterall.. So i can spend sometime on it!
I'll write more of today's happenings by tml!
Hahaha.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Absent myself from work today.. Woke up at 8am.. Went for a swim.. So many things happened along the way..
Then went back to TP.. to join in the CCN day and of cos, pick up my long awaited Diploma! Its so unforgettable.. Then met the director of engine school.. Well, finally got to speak with her.. oh, she still pat my arms! I guess i wun be washing my arm for at least 2 weeks! opps.. hahaha
Hahaha.. silly! I should have taken a picture with her! Lolx.. I too "chicken" to ask for 1!! hahaha but nvm, at least i taken some pictures with my very dear lecturers like Miss Kwan, Mr Boey, Miss Ling and of cos my dear mummy! And of cos, took pixs with my gang!
Had so much fun, so much food, so much drinks! Hahaha.. wat an enjoyable day.. Lovely..
Then i went to visit Jes's group at the end of the day! Fooled around.. Hahaha.. I was waiting for mummy oso! We had dinner together.. Had a very nice chat.. Talk about everything.. Long time since we had a chance to talk so long.. I waited for her in her office.. till around 9pm++! Then we went opposite coffee shop to have our dinner.
I will try to post our pixs ASAP.. But maybe not now.. Got to work tml, so i guess i have to retreat to my room first! But i tink i mite not need to work on Sunday afterall.. So i can spend sometime on it!
I'll write more of today's happenings by tml!
Hahaha.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its not easy to be me..
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on Wednesday, August 25, 2004
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Hi guys, back from tuition le! So tired.. everyday work late.. either OT or tuition..
I guess heaven is on my side.. I've got a new tuition lobang again! Hahaha.. In fact, its 2 lobang that i've got! But i turned down one of it, because of the distance..
Now is really working 7 days a week.. I'll be dead busy for the next 2 weeks due to the Comex show @ suntec and our very own warehouse sales.. Work have fully booked my schedule for the next 2 weeks..
But hey.. all work no play makes cheerene a dull girl! Lolx.. I specially got a day off on friday to relax abit and of cos go back to collect my long awaited diploma!
Forgive me if i should forget to update my silly bloggy.. I promise to write a good blog entry once everything is settled down..
Going back to reading my book again! Seeya!
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A nice song entitled.. Superman..
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away away from me
It's all right You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ...... inside of me ...(x2)
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for my dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
It's not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..
It's not easy to be me...
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Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I guess heaven is on my side.. I've got a new tuition lobang again! Hahaha.. In fact, its 2 lobang that i've got! But i turned down one of it, because of the distance..
Now is really working 7 days a week.. I'll be dead busy for the next 2 weeks due to the Comex show @ suntec and our very own warehouse sales.. Work have fully booked my schedule for the next 2 weeks..
But hey.. all work no play makes cheerene a dull girl! Lolx.. I specially got a day off on friday to relax abit and of cos go back to collect my long awaited diploma!
Forgive me if i should forget to update my silly bloggy.. I promise to write a good blog entry once everything is settled down..
Going back to reading my book again! Seeya!
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A nice song entitled.. Superman..
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away away from me
It's all right You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
inside of me ...... inside of me ...(x2)
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for my dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
It's not easy ... wu.. hoo.. hoo..
It's not easy to be me...
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Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
My blog of the day..
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Arghh.. so tired.. Now i understand how hard it is to earn money!!
Its never easy..
Whole day stayed in the warehouse, work like there is no tomorrow.. Ok.. I have to say that i did have some fun down there.. chatting with Li Zhi.. well he is the new storeman.. and i .. erm..
ok.. period!
Jenny was saying i'm going crazy becos of him!! Oh pls.. I SWEAR that there is nutting between us! She was saying that i dun like to work in the office because i always go to the warehouse and look for him..
Its been a really long time since i'm able to slack at home.. now my books are keeping me really busy.. I guess i really love to study.. opps! wat a big fat lie! Hahahaha but one thing for sure.. I'm going to master everything before i go.. I will make it! By hook or by crook!
Not much more to blog tonite! I'm going to study again! See ya around!! Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its never easy..
Whole day stayed in the warehouse, work like there is no tomorrow.. Ok.. I have to say that i did have some fun down there.. chatting with Li Zhi.. well he is the new storeman.. and i .. erm..
ok.. period!
Jenny was saying i'm going crazy becos of him!! Oh pls.. I SWEAR that there is nutting between us! She was saying that i dun like to work in the office because i always go to the warehouse and look for him..
Its been a really long time since i'm able to slack at home.. now my books are keeping me really busy.. I guess i really love to study.. opps! wat a big fat lie! Hahahaha but one thing for sure.. I'm going to master everything before i go.. I will make it! By hook or by crook!
Not much more to blog tonite! I'm going to study again! See ya around!! Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Dead..
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Nutting much to update.. But i just can feel my blood pressure rising.. Going nuts with my tuition! Sad!
Its definitely a hard nut to crack!
Oh btw, my "stand-by" for the Comex Show had been cancelled.. By right i should be happy.. but the thing is.. I'm going back to Creative to work on saturday and sunday.. OMG..
Stupid..
Going to do some reading now.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its definitely a hard nut to crack!
Oh btw, my "stand-by" for the Comex Show had been cancelled.. By right i should be happy.. but the thing is.. I'm going back to Creative to work on saturday and sunday.. OMG..
Stupid..
Going to do some reading now.. Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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on Saturday, August 21, 2004
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I'll always love you
For the rest of my days
You have won my heart and my soul
With your sweet, Sexy ways
You gave me hope
When I needed someone near
You bring me happiness
Everyday of every year
And I'll always love you
For all that you are
You have made my life complete
Youre my lucky star
Your are the one
That I'd been searching for
You are my everything
Tell me who could ask for more
And I'll always love you
Honey, this will never end
I need you by my side, baby
You're my lover my friend
Oh, my friend
You gave my world
A thrill I've never known
And filled my eager heart
With a love to call my own
And I'll always love you
You must know how much I do
You can count on me forever
And I will take good care
Of you
I'll always love you
I'm so happy that your mine
I always love you
Till the end of time
Tasting my own medicine.. (Part 2)
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I left my blog yesterday nite without really saying what i wanted to say! OMG.. forgetful as always!!
Mentally tortured by my student! Argh.. Now i fully understand how my teachers and lecturers felt when i dun do my homework and tutorials and still go into the class and make noise.. I'm truly sorry now.. Let me now write something.. specially dedicated to them..
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Dear Teachers/Lecturers,
I'm so glad I'm still able to write this blog (specially dedicated to you) at this point of time.. I could still clearly remember how bad i was, not doing my homework and tutorials and yet still go into your class and make a fool of myself..
I'm always the loudest in class.. but whenever i quiet down.. It scares u even more!
I'm always a stupid joker.. making fun out of everything.. till the point that my jokes irritates u at times..
I'm always an attention-grabber.. sometimes the class will choose to focus on me.. rather than u..
Now that I've become a part-time teacher myself, heaven have sent "another me" to come and punish me on your behalf! This kid is really like a replication of me.. But i should say, this kid fears NUTTING.. (unlike me.. at the very least, i'm still afraid of some teachers/lecturers at times..)
I bet you must be laughing very hard right now..
Go ahead.. I wouldn't mind!
But rest assured i will push on.. I believe that given my capabilities, I will be able to come up with ways to tame this kid down.. Just like what you did!
I really apperciate your kindness and patience! Your ability to survive my torture is really praise-worthy!! Thank you so much.. you have really make a difference in my life..
Best Regards,
Li Ping
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Let me charged up both mentally and physically on this beautiful saturday... Tml i shall let this kid see how capable I am! Lolx..
Right now, i'm still doing lots of research on Wollongong.. so excited about it!! Hahaha.. I'm just a kid at heart.. Hahaha! Hey but i'm not that old either! I'm only 19.. Heee!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Mentally tortured by my student! Argh.. Now i fully understand how my teachers and lecturers felt when i dun do my homework and tutorials and still go into the class and make noise.. I'm truly sorry now.. Let me now write something.. specially dedicated to them..
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Dear Teachers/Lecturers,
I'm so glad I'm still able to write this blog (specially dedicated to you) at this point of time.. I could still clearly remember how bad i was, not doing my homework and tutorials and yet still go into your class and make a fool of myself..
I'm always the loudest in class.. but whenever i quiet down.. It scares u even more!
I'm always a stupid joker.. making fun out of everything.. till the point that my jokes irritates u at times..
I'm always an attention-grabber.. sometimes the class will choose to focus on me.. rather than u..
Now that I've become a part-time teacher myself, heaven have sent "another me" to come and punish me on your behalf! This kid is really like a replication of me.. But i should say, this kid fears NUTTING.. (unlike me.. at the very least, i'm still afraid of some teachers/lecturers at times..)
I bet you must be laughing very hard right now..
Go ahead.. I wouldn't mind!
But rest assured i will push on.. I believe that given my capabilities, I will be able to come up with ways to tame this kid down.. Just like what you did!
I really apperciate your kindness and patience! Your ability to survive my torture is really praise-worthy!! Thank you so much.. you have really make a difference in my life..
Best Regards,
Li Ping
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Let me charged up both mentally and physically on this beautiful saturday... Tml i shall let this kid see how capable I am! Lolx..
Right now, i'm still doing lots of research on Wollongong.. so excited about it!! Hahaha.. I'm just a kid at heart.. Hahaha! Hey but i'm not that old either! I'm only 19.. Heee!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Tasting my own medicine..
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on Friday, August 20, 2004
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SHAG ahhhhhhh.......
Opps.. ahahahaa Busy.. day in day out.. and when weekend comes.. Boo.. tuition on Sunday morning! Lolx..
Perhaps.. this is called over-committment.. Committment over-dosed! It happens to me too often.. In secondary school, for 4 long years.. i spent all my weekends in chinese orchestra..! I dare to proudly say that i'm the most committed member in the team!
Then comes to CENT club.. no.. i shall say no more.. Hahaha!
Now I've arrived at "working life stage".. I said i wouldn't wan to throw in so much committment.. But look at me now.. arghhh!!! Chiong so hard.. but still no recognition! No money oso! Hahaha.. stupid!
But nvm de lah.. "She who work hard, shall be duly rewarded!" U know, i just have this feeling that i'm gonna make it big one fine day!!!
i jus knew it....
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Opps.. ahahahaa Busy.. day in day out.. and when weekend comes.. Boo.. tuition on Sunday morning! Lolx..
Perhaps.. this is called over-committment.. Committment over-dosed! It happens to me too often.. In secondary school, for 4 long years.. i spent all my weekends in chinese orchestra..! I dare to proudly say that i'm the most committed member in the team!
Then comes to CENT club.. no.. i shall say no more.. Hahaha!
Now I've arrived at "working life stage".. I said i wouldn't wan to throw in so much committment.. But look at me now.. arghhh!!! Chiong so hard.. but still no recognition! No money oso! Hahaha.. stupid!
But nvm de lah.. "She who work hard, shall be duly rewarded!" U know, i just have this feeling that i'm gonna make it big one fine day!!!
i jus knew it....
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I love myself!
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on Thursday, August 19, 2004
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How am i going to break this news to the world.. I just can't take it any more.. I'm about to die.. of happiness!!
Hahahaha.. Here are the 3 things that makes my day:
Hahahaha.. But sad thing is that I would be very busy for the next few weeks! I'll just pray hard that my leave wun get cancelled because of work.. I'll just try to do everything ba.. Even if it means working on saturday and sunday..
Got $$ leh.. Y not rite! Hahahaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Hahahaha.. Here are the 3 things that makes my day:
- I did some OT to earn some extra cash.. Hahaha.. It wasn't really so much because of the money i'm getting.. Its actually because i need to clear my work to prepare for my big day! (read the next point)
- I finally chosen my BIG OFF day!! Its next friday! Jus got to clear everything in order to enjoy my day off! Well.. if i dun take a day off next friday.. I will have to wait around a month before i can get some proper rest!
- I received a letter from IDP.. My application to Wollongong got accepted.. as expected! But i'm still pretty excited about it! Just like a kid, jumping around with joy and happiness!
Hahahaha.. But sad thing is that I would be very busy for the next few weeks! I'll just pray hard that my leave wun get cancelled because of work.. I'll just try to do everything ba.. Even if it means working on saturday and sunday..
Got $$ leh.. Y not rite! Hahahaha..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Cherish everything..
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on Wednesday, August 18, 2004
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Apologies for making Ant worry all day long! I should clarify this, I didn't lose my job at creative! I lost a tuition lobang!
Maybe I should say I didn't lose anything.. Its just like saying "if I didn't even fall in love, how could I have fall out of love..??" How could I have lose a tuition lobang when I didn't even start it in the first place?? Maybe I shouldn't be upset about it.. Maybe its a blessing in disguise.. Who noes I might be blessed with something even better?? Who noes..?
Hey.. But its money we are counting here! How could I not be upset about it! But wat is over.. is over.. Let me come up with more plans to make more money!! Well.. I'm always full of money-making ideas.. But how come my wallet always not full one??
Dun ask me y I so chiong for wat!! I will tell u the reason now.. I m single and available! Nothing to tie me down.. If I dun chiong now, make more money so I can enjoy life later on.. Do I really want to wait till I get a boyfriend/husband then start to chiong? Then neglect him because of work.. then get our relationship into trouble.. Or wait till I have children then start to work hard.. neglect my child's studies.. make him/her a ledge-key child.. No No Noo.. The thots of all this really make me want to work hard now.. I want to give everything and everyone my very best..
Children are the most wonderful things that god ever created.. They are the most wonderful miracles.. I always dream of going to 3rd world countries and help them.. Giving them the education that they definitely deserved.. This is a dream.. since young.. When ever i watch TV.. When i saw them, i always thot of giving my every cent to them.. Then my mum would start saying that i m crazy.. She said this.."with your little bit of money.. what can you do??"
Every bit counts.. Even if its only enough to help one kid.. So be it.. It should be good enough for me.. (If anyone of you have access to CENT room, remember to go and take a look at one of the posters on the notice board, its about the starfish on the beach.. I read that sometime ago when i was alone in the room crying..)
I always believe in this.."chi de ku zhong ku, fang wei ren shang ren" and i get very upset when i hear ppl saying that they are still young and still have a long way to go.. Oh pls! Wake up!! How many "10 years" can you have? I'm not trying to curse you.. But i just hope you will cherish every single moment from now on..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Maybe I should say I didn't lose anything.. Its just like saying "if I didn't even fall in love, how could I have fall out of love..??" How could I have lose a tuition lobang when I didn't even start it in the first place?? Maybe I shouldn't be upset about it.. Maybe its a blessing in disguise.. Who noes I might be blessed with something even better?? Who noes..?
Hey.. But its money we are counting here! How could I not be upset about it! But wat is over.. is over.. Let me come up with more plans to make more money!! Well.. I'm always full of money-making ideas.. But how come my wallet always not full one??
Dun ask me y I so chiong for wat!! I will tell u the reason now.. I m single and available! Nothing to tie me down.. If I dun chiong now, make more money so I can enjoy life later on.. Do I really want to wait till I get a boyfriend/husband then start to chiong? Then neglect him because of work.. then get our relationship into trouble.. Or wait till I have children then start to work hard.. neglect my child's studies.. make him/her a ledge-key child.. No No Noo.. The thots of all this really make me want to work hard now.. I want to give everything and everyone my very best..
Children are the most wonderful things that god ever created.. They are the most wonderful miracles.. I always dream of going to 3rd world countries and help them.. Giving them the education that they definitely deserved.. This is a dream.. since young.. When ever i watch TV.. When i saw them, i always thot of giving my every cent to them.. Then my mum would start saying that i m crazy.. She said this.."with your little bit of money.. what can you do??"
Every bit counts.. Even if its only enough to help one kid.. So be it.. It should be good enough for me.. (If anyone of you have access to CENT room, remember to go and take a look at one of the posters on the notice board, its about the starfish on the beach.. I read that sometime ago when i was alone in the room crying..)
I always believe in this.."chi de ku zhong ku, fang wei ren shang ren" and i get very upset when i hear ppl saying that they are still young and still have a long way to go.. Oh pls! Wake up!! How many "10 years" can you have? I'm not trying to curse you.. But i just hope you will cherish every single moment from now on..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Life is really like a roller coaster..
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Like my photos?? This are taken with Jenny's camera! Lol.. I'm still trying to get more photos from Andrea's cam! Lolx.. There r more over there! Hahaha
Today.. I went into a ultra low mood.. Dun ask me y.. I just lose my job! Period!
Thats it! Now i have to beg on streets.. Or maybe you might find me on Orchard Road, playing guitar and singing songs!!
Just feel so upset over it! Everything destoryed by my own hands! I really regret telling the truth.. Y is it like tat? Is there really anything wrong with being honest?? Being Honest has made me lose alot of things like Friends and Money.. I lost friends because i was too frank with him.. I lose money-making opportunities because i was too frank about everything.. But "Being HONEST" isn't wat parents and teachers have always tried to teach us all this while?
Right.. from now on... Out of 10 sentences that came out of my mouth, 9 will be lies!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Today.. I went into a ultra low mood.. Dun ask me y.. I just lose my job! Period!
Thats it! Now i have to beg on streets.. Or maybe you might find me on Orchard Road, playing guitar and singing songs!!
Just feel so upset over it! Everything destoryed by my own hands! I really regret telling the truth.. Y is it like tat? Is there really anything wrong with being honest?? Being Honest has made me lose alot of things like Friends and Money.. I lost friends because i was too frank with him.. I lose money-making opportunities because i was too frank about everything.. But "Being HONEST" isn't wat parents and teachers have always tried to teach us all this while?
Right.. from now on... Out of 10 sentences that came out of my mouth, 9 will be lies!
- I am Fat N Ugly
- I am Fat N Ugly
- I am Fat N Ugly
- I am Fat N Ugly
- I am Fat N Ugly
- I am Fat N Ugly
- I am Fat N Ugly
- I am Fat N Ugly
- I am Fat N Ugly
- I am Simply Babelicious
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
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5 Great ways to start a week
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5 Great ways to start a week:
Oh.. forgot to mention this, I'm now conferred as the "BBQ Logistic Head" .. So in future, if there is any BBQ, I must get ready in the shortest possible time! Jus like mobilization! Lolx.. this is fun!
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Today was a interesting day, I was sent to Robinson Road to collect some stuff for boss! Lolx.. I had long chats with Taxi drivers on my way to n from company.. Everytime they would repeat the same thing.. here is top 5 FAQs:
Now.. Here is my top 5 answers...
I'm going to sleep! So tired counting money! Hahaha.. just kidding! I dun really make that much u noe!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
- Make today your pay day! (Well.. I've got mine!! Yipee!! My first pay as a tutor! Wahahhaaha!! I m richie rich.. Wow.. Just get so excited when i think of money!)
- Find new means to make MORE money.. (Well.. I've done it too! I've got a new tuition Lobang!! Woahahaaha)
- Pack your schedule to the max! Knowing that every moment means money.. (Mine is fully packed with tuition all the way.. at least 5 lessons a week! This is just so crazy.. But i can't stop loving it man!!)
- Saving more money by skipping lunch! (Munch your way to the pantry, unless u r sure that your dear colleagues will get you small snacks for tea-break! Well, lucky me, i got a nice little Cheese pancake from BeeLeng!)
- Knowing that you will earn alot more than the previous month! (I did my calculations today.. and i could stop myself from grinning from ear to ear! But hey.. Every single cent is made with my sweat n blood..)
Sorry folks.. I'm just a little money grubbing pig!
This morning, i've received some photos taken while i was at the chalet! (That was really fast! Thanks to our Hardworking Andrea!!) Really cute! I just love it! If you guys have known me for sometime, you would know my standard pose in all my pics taken during CENT club events! Well.. I came up with a new one.. Now all my colleagues r doing the same thing! This is so crazy! My work place has become a Heaven for Crazy people with crazy ideas! I will try to bring the pixs to show all of you one day.. (if i'm ever free..)Oh.. forgot to mention this, I'm now conferred as the "BBQ Logistic Head" .. So in future, if there is any BBQ, I must get ready in the shortest possible time! Jus like mobilization! Lolx.. this is fun!
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Today was a interesting day, I was sent to Robinson Road to collect some stuff for boss! Lolx.. I had long chats with Taxi drivers on my way to n from company.. Everytime they would repeat the same thing.. here is top 5 FAQs:
- Your Boss (Mr Sim Wong Hoo) still haven married hor??
- Your Boss very kind hor, always see him do alot of charity rite??
- Your company so big, your pay oso must be very high hor??
- Your Boss very smart hor, make alot of money from the warehouse sales rite??
- Your company famous for its sound card rite?? Now always got alot of new products rite??
Now.. Here is my top 5 answers...
- Ya Lor
- Ya Lor
- Ya Lor
- Ya Lor
- Ya Lor
I'm going to sleep! So tired counting money! Hahaha.. just kidding! I dun really make that much u noe!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Fun wor! Hahaha!!
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Hi folks! I'm back from my chalet.. Wow.. Its way too fun man!
The fun started when Ernest and Jenny came to pick me up.. Once we reach the chalet, we unpack the stuff and went to get a bike each.. Ernest was playing his roller blade.. woow.. it was fun.. we cycled till the end of east coast.. a pretty far point! Hahaha.. Along the way, i had a few "small" accidents.. All Jenny's fault, ask me to look at boys! There were times when both of us almost collide together.. all because of boys! Hahaha.. she is a tiko queen! Not me!!
Then go back, start BBQ le! Actually, Alan was suppose to be the cook-of-the-day! But ended up, i was the one! Hahaha.. But its really fun ah! Thou the food were abit burnt here n there.. Hahaha!
Fun ah.. Hahaha! As usual, i crap along the way! Joke n joke! Really enjoying.. Then after BBQ, we went for a short cycling trip! Then came back.. rest awhile then start to clear stuff and bath le! Then pack pack awhile, all go up to the room le!
We started a few rounds of Dai-Tee! Then Ernest wanted to play Ass-Hole Dai-Tee! Wahahaa.. So fun sia! I became Ass-hole for a few times! And of cos, i won a few times as well! Bee Leng was the poorest.. she kept remaining as Ass-hole!
Played till around 4am in the morning.. Hahaha.. Then tried to sleep, Then i start to crap! Dun let them sleep! I guess they should be sleeping now at home!!!
I'll try to upload the pixs once i get it from my colleagues!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
The fun started when Ernest and Jenny came to pick me up.. Once we reach the chalet, we unpack the stuff and went to get a bike each.. Ernest was playing his roller blade.. woow.. it was fun.. we cycled till the end of east coast.. a pretty far point! Hahaha.. Along the way, i had a few "small" accidents.. All Jenny's fault, ask me to look at boys! There were times when both of us almost collide together.. all because of boys! Hahaha.. she is a tiko queen! Not me!!
Then go back, start BBQ le! Actually, Alan was suppose to be the cook-of-the-day! But ended up, i was the one! Hahaha.. But its really fun ah! Thou the food were abit burnt here n there.. Hahaha!
Fun ah.. Hahaha! As usual, i crap along the way! Joke n joke! Really enjoying.. Then after BBQ, we went for a short cycling trip! Then came back.. rest awhile then start to clear stuff and bath le! Then pack pack awhile, all go up to the room le!
We started a few rounds of Dai-Tee! Then Ernest wanted to play Ass-Hole Dai-Tee! Wahahaa.. So fun sia! I became Ass-hole for a few times! And of cos, i won a few times as well! Bee Leng was the poorest.. she kept remaining as Ass-hole!
Played till around 4am in the morning.. Hahaha.. Then tried to sleep, Then i start to crap! Dun let them sleep! I guess they should be sleeping now at home!!!
I'll try to upload the pixs once i get it from my colleagues!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Missing thing in my heart..
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on Saturday, August 14, 2004
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A very good morning ladies and gentlemen, its me again! Back with more storys to tell.. Sorry for not blogging for the past 2 days.. Every moment of my 24 hours were too packed!
Suffering from mood swing again.. I woke up this morning, feeling really sour in my heart! I just feel that something is missing in me.. Like i said.. Its a real big mood swing.. i was still enjoying myself hours ago at ZEN.. I wasn't tipsy.. I'm just abit kind of "high"-er than usual.
Quite upset that I missed my graduation yesterday. After reading Chew Ling's blog.. I really regretted it.. I'm sure they had fun there.. How i wish i could be part of their fun! Seeing so many of her photos.. Seeing her writing with so much pride.. I'm happy for her! So.. I still have not got my diploma! I'm not yet a graduate of TP yet?? Lolx.. But somehow, i felt that it was pretty unfair for my mum for not letting her have a chance to go back n see me on stage with my cert.. Thou she was the one tell me that she didn't want to go back.. I felt that she was sort of influence by me.. I was telling her that my earning money was more important..
Another busy day at work.. Loads of unfinished work awaits for me on monday morning! Sounds sad rite!! Thinking back, I've not listened to Mr Boey's advice.. I clearly remember this.. Just before i started working.. He told me: "Dun sell yourself to the company.." Dun you think his advice just fell on deaf ears.. Well, i didn't exactly sold myself to the company.. Thou i work hard in the office.. I dun bring work home at least.. Its because of other committments like my tuition that kept me busy all this while!
Yesterday was one of my colleagues last day with us, he went home to china.. working with our branch over there! Good for him.. a chance to be with his family again!
Went for a good lunch over at some ramen restaurant.. Pretty good ramen they offered! I was really shocked when i got back in office and saw my computer! My god.. My taskbar was flooded with MSN Conversation Windows! Thanks all for their best wishes! To all of you who were hoping to see me yesterday at school.. I'm really sorry abt it! But i do hope i can make it back sometime soon!! I miss you just as hard as you miss me.. I can't promise when i can be back.. But i promise to try..
Yesterday nite, rock the world at NYDC.. then later proceed to ZEN to continue the fun.. Played till pretty late! Was with JH, Chris, Jacky, Ryan, Hazel, Keong.. Then met Faith and gang! Its actually a birthday celebration for Chris!! Happy 19th Birthday!! I made her a card.. She was happy.. I guess she likes it.. Hahaha. I'm glad she likes it!
Alrite.. Going back to bed for awhile..then gonna pack my bag later! Going to chalet later on! Wun't be home tonite!! Dun wait for me tonite!! Hahahaa..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Suffering from mood swing again.. I woke up this morning, feeling really sour in my heart! I just feel that something is missing in me.. Like i said.. Its a real big mood swing.. i was still enjoying myself hours ago at ZEN.. I wasn't tipsy.. I'm just abit kind of "high"-er than usual.
Quite upset that I missed my graduation yesterday. After reading Chew Ling's blog.. I really regretted it.. I'm sure they had fun there.. How i wish i could be part of their fun! Seeing so many of her photos.. Seeing her writing with so much pride.. I'm happy for her! So.. I still have not got my diploma! I'm not yet a graduate of TP yet?? Lolx.. But somehow, i felt that it was pretty unfair for my mum for not letting her have a chance to go back n see me on stage with my cert.. Thou she was the one tell me that she didn't want to go back.. I felt that she was sort of influence by me.. I was telling her that my earning money was more important..
Another busy day at work.. Loads of unfinished work awaits for me on monday morning! Sounds sad rite!! Thinking back, I've not listened to Mr Boey's advice.. I clearly remember this.. Just before i started working.. He told me: "Dun sell yourself to the company.." Dun you think his advice just fell on deaf ears.. Well, i didn't exactly sold myself to the company.. Thou i work hard in the office.. I dun bring work home at least.. Its because of other committments like my tuition that kept me busy all this while!
Yesterday was one of my colleagues last day with us, he went home to china.. working with our branch over there! Good for him.. a chance to be with his family again!
Went for a good lunch over at some ramen restaurant.. Pretty good ramen they offered! I was really shocked when i got back in office and saw my computer! My god.. My taskbar was flooded with MSN Conversation Windows! Thanks all for their best wishes! To all of you who were hoping to see me yesterday at school.. I'm really sorry abt it! But i do hope i can make it back sometime soon!! I miss you just as hard as you miss me.. I can't promise when i can be back.. But i promise to try..
Yesterday nite, rock the world at NYDC.. then later proceed to ZEN to continue the fun.. Played till pretty late! Was with JH, Chris, Jacky, Ryan, Hazel, Keong.. Then met Faith and gang! Its actually a birthday celebration for Chris!! Happy 19th Birthday!! I made her a card.. She was happy.. I guess she likes it.. Hahaha. I'm glad she likes it!
Alrite.. Going back to bed for awhile..then gonna pack my bag later! Going to chalet later on! Wun't be home tonite!! Dun wait for me tonite!! Hahahaa..
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Life is like that..
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Just came back from tuition.. Sad to say, i wun be able to make it back for the Graduation Ceremory. Work is piling like nobody's business! Work comes in practically non-stop.. Got a very bad headache since afternoon.. It hurts like crazy!
Had a nice chat with Alex aka Ant! Lolx.. Then jenny came by.. We were both fighting over the keyboard again! She wanted to chat with Alex.. Lolx.. but of cos, i refused! She will definitely go n tell him lots of funny things.. Too bad i can't chat for too long.. Need to chiong my work again! hahaha
Then after work, rushed for tuition.. I was already very drowsy when i reach the kid's place! Kind of teach until wan to drop dead! The kid is simply too playful ah! Just like me.. Now i can really feel how those teacher must have felt when they were teaching me! I'm truly sorry now..
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Some "Horro-scope" again! Lol..
Scorpio woman is confident, magnetic, proud, possessive and a deep person. She is very accurate in assessing the intentions of the others and can tell exactly whom to trust and whom not to. One cannot succeed in fooling her. Her emotions are extreme i.e., she can hate with bitter venom and love with fierce abandon. A strong, masculine and intelligent man suits her best. She is loyal and intensely passionate. Truthfulness and honesty are dominant in her character. She is very protective of her man and is a disciplinarian at home. She likes power. She returns double the amount of what ever she gets whether it be kindness, love, insult or hatred. She refuses to see any viewpoint other than hers. A Scorpio mother is always there to attend to her children's needs and is a good teacher to them.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Had a nice chat with Alex aka Ant! Lolx.. Then jenny came by.. We were both fighting over the keyboard again! She wanted to chat with Alex.. Lolx.. but of cos, i refused! She will definitely go n tell him lots of funny things.. Too bad i can't chat for too long.. Need to chiong my work again! hahaha
Then after work, rushed for tuition.. I was already very drowsy when i reach the kid's place! Kind of teach until wan to drop dead! The kid is simply too playful ah! Just like me.. Now i can really feel how those teacher must have felt when they were teaching me! I'm truly sorry now..
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Some "Horro-scope" again! Lol..
Scorpio woman is confident, magnetic, proud, possessive and a deep person. She is very accurate in assessing the intentions of the others and can tell exactly whom to trust and whom not to. One cannot succeed in fooling her. Her emotions are extreme i.e., she can hate with bitter venom and love with fierce abandon. A strong, masculine and intelligent man suits her best. She is loyal and intensely passionate. Truthfulness and honesty are dominant in her character. She is very protective of her man and is a disciplinarian at home. She likes power. She returns double the amount of what ever she gets whether it be kindness, love, insult or hatred. She refuses to see any viewpoint other than hers. A Scorpio mother is always there to attend to her children's needs and is a good teacher to them.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Did you know.. Cheerene is the most beautiful woman ever.. opps! hahaha
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on Tuesday, August 10, 2004
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Some interesting "Did you know" I've got from my email.. Sorry, i'm just lazy to forward out to my mailing list! But i guess by posting here, I can reach to to many ppl as well! Enjoy reading!! Dun complaint that i write alot.. I didn't its just merely "Ctrl C", "Ctrl V".. nutting much basically! (But i guess the title is the one that made most senses! Hahaha) Cheerios!
Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.
Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy thier beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face?But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?
Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?
Did you know that if y ou ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do. But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of,and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?
Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most succeptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me The people who say these are those that actually need them or really feel them, and they are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.
Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy thier beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that those who need more of you are those that did not mention it to you?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face?But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?
Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?
Did you know that if y ou ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do. But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of,and you know that you can help,you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
I love Cheerene and... Singapore!
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Alrite! I'm back in action once more!
So it seems that alot of you have been enjoying your extra long weekend.. Well, I enjoyed mine too! Cos every holiday is an opportunity for me to make more $$! Oh, I'm loving it!
My day started at 7am, started to bath and slack around, have my breakfast while reading the newspaper. Left home at around 8.30am for work.. Reached office pretty early! Started some simple setups soon! Then i went over to the warehouse to start my my whole day of fun! Lol.. Its sales again! They are offering some very good bargains! Esp.. from my department! Its really cheap and i'm really tempted to get one for myself! But i guess i shld save up as hard as possible!! I dun really need it so forget it! No point wasting money on something i dun really need!
So i tried very hard to sell! Hmm.. Impressed by myself too! Met a few funny customer too! Oh, and i saw one of our CEN senior too! Then made new friends during lunch too! Had quite a good laugh over lunch! Hahahaha.. then it was back to more sales!
Later around evening, Jack Neo and company came in to perform and entertain the crowd!
(-_-") .. they started to belt out Hokkien songs.. It was erm... I guess u shld noe! Hahaha! I managed to sneak out to the amphithearter with a colleague for the big screening of NPD! It was fantastic! Its kind of like at the NDP itself! Superb sound system, good quailty projector! Yeah!! 100 points for it! Then came the Singapore Idol! Ohh.. hahaha, i was busy with work, but my eyes were sort of fixed on the huge screen! Lolx..
Then after the show, we started to clear and pack up! Had some photo taking! Then retreated into our office! Then hitch a ride from a colleague to the MRT station! Then proceed on my way home..
Its really one of the most interesting national day i've spent so far! And of cos.. my last in SG.. I will miss my homeland for sure! And of cos, all its ppl.. like u and u and u and u and u and.. and so much more..
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Today reach office at 850am.. started another hard day of work!
Work work work almost none stop! Then went to west mall for lunch, wallet torn again! Bought a gift for my colleague, cos its her birthday tml! She is always so nice to me ah, she is the one who got me Bread talk "loti" everytime! Today, its finally my turn to get one for her!
Then on my way home this evening.. something weird happened! As usual, i fall asleep as soon as i board the bus. Then i was woken up by a pressure on my arm! I FOUND SOMEONE LEANING ON ME!! OMG! Hahaha.. Too bad its a "SHE".. ermm.. i mean lucky its a "SHE".. I was to embarass to wake her up like tat, so i tried to move and shift myself abit! And finally she woke up just before my stop! Lucky she did, or i will miss my stop again!
Okie.. I'm tired already! Seeya! Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
So it seems that alot of you have been enjoying your extra long weekend.. Well, I enjoyed mine too! Cos every holiday is an opportunity for me to make more $$! Oh, I'm loving it!
My day started at 7am, started to bath and slack around, have my breakfast while reading the newspaper. Left home at around 8.30am for work.. Reached office pretty early! Started some simple setups soon! Then i went over to the warehouse to start my my whole day of fun! Lol.. Its sales again! They are offering some very good bargains! Esp.. from my department! Its really cheap and i'm really tempted to get one for myself! But i guess i shld save up as hard as possible!! I dun really need it so forget it! No point wasting money on something i dun really need!
So i tried very hard to sell! Hmm.. Impressed by myself too! Met a few funny customer too! Oh, and i saw one of our CEN senior too! Then made new friends during lunch too! Had quite a good laugh over lunch! Hahahaha.. then it was back to more sales!
Later around evening, Jack Neo and company came in to perform and entertain the crowd!
(-_-") .. they started to belt out Hokkien songs.. It was erm... I guess u shld noe! Hahaha! I managed to sneak out to the amphithearter with a colleague for the big screening of NPD! It was fantastic! Its kind of like at the NDP itself! Superb sound system, good quailty projector! Yeah!! 100 points for it! Then came the Singapore Idol! Ohh.. hahaha, i was busy with work, but my eyes were sort of fixed on the huge screen! Lolx..
Then after the show, we started to clear and pack up! Had some photo taking! Then retreated into our office! Then hitch a ride from a colleague to the MRT station! Then proceed on my way home..
Its really one of the most interesting national day i've spent so far! And of cos.. my last in SG.. I will miss my homeland for sure! And of cos, all its ppl.. like u and u and u and u and u and.. and so much more..
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Today reach office at 850am.. started another hard day of work!
Work work work almost none stop! Then went to west mall for lunch, wallet torn again! Bought a gift for my colleague, cos its her birthday tml! She is always so nice to me ah, she is the one who got me Bread talk "loti" everytime! Today, its finally my turn to get one for her!
Then on my way home this evening.. something weird happened! As usual, i fall asleep as soon as i board the bus. Then i was woken up by a pressure on my arm! I FOUND SOMEONE LEANING ON ME!! OMG! Hahaha.. Too bad its a "SHE".. ermm.. i mean lucky its a "SHE".. I was to embarass to wake her up like tat, so i tried to move and shift myself abit! And finally she woke up just before my stop! Lucky she did, or i will miss my stop again!
Okie.. I'm tired already! Seeya! Cheerios!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Its a Holiday.. But it does not necessary means fun!
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on Sunday, August 08, 2004
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Bad Bad Bad.. Hahaha! Hate staying at home on Sundays and public holidays! Well.. those full-time suckers never fail to spoil my day!
Wondered wat i did again to have deserved such treatment! Yeah!! N best part is my mum n dad can actually keep quiet about it! Spoil my dinner mood! Dinner sucks, even thou it was roast duckie rice.. erm it was kinda my fave! I would eat this everytime i go n "ta boa"!! But today, it simply sucks! Stupid duck! ... No I shouldn't blame the duckie! Its that sucker's fault! Can't even keep quiet for something like 10 to 15 mins.. Must cause trouble for me!
In such cases, normally, I would "speak up" for myself! But i'm just tired.. too tired! Colleagues called me just now! Wooooo.. Working tml too! I was more than happy to do it! For money, for fun! So y not! Its a public holiday tomolo, and i can't stay at home! SEE.. Its my home, and i can't for heaven's sake, stay at home without getting any trouble! I wonder why my parents are so afraid of him!
I must make this clear first! I'm not running away from home! I just dun feel like going home and start another round of fight! Be accused of things that aren't true! Who can stand it?? Arghhh.. I just cannot stand it.. Hate those moment i spent at home! Argh!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Wondered wat i did again to have deserved such treatment! Yeah!! N best part is my mum n dad can actually keep quiet about it! Spoil my dinner mood! Dinner sucks, even thou it was roast duckie rice.. erm it was kinda my fave! I would eat this everytime i go n "ta boa"!! But today, it simply sucks! Stupid duck! ... No I shouldn't blame the duckie! Its that sucker's fault! Can't even keep quiet for something like 10 to 15 mins.. Must cause trouble for me!
In such cases, normally, I would "speak up" for myself! But i'm just tired.. too tired! Colleagues called me just now! Wooooo.. Working tml too! I was more than happy to do it! For money, for fun! So y not! Its a public holiday tomolo, and i can't stay at home! SEE.. Its my home, and i can't for heaven's sake, stay at home without getting any trouble! I wonder why my parents are so afraid of him!
I must make this clear first! I'm not running away from home! I just dun feel like going home and start another round of fight! Be accused of things that aren't true! Who can stand it?? Arghhh.. I just cannot stand it.. Hate those moment i spent at home! Argh!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
Break my heart and i will break your neck!
Posted by
Cheerene
on Saturday, August 07, 2004
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There was a war yesterday nite after a finished my previous blog entry and logged off! Yep! Its war with some stupid suckers at home! Blood Suckers.. stupid leeches!
The more i'm being forced.. The more i will show them how much more capable i m compared to him! I will make sure he can't hold his head up ever again! Sorry.. He is going down.. way down under! Sucker.. Now my mum went crazy again! Blaming me for things like that.. Dun they ever consider the things i've done compared to that sucker! Talking about results and behaviour and so much more.. I've always been better than the sucker! Y aren't they sastify with my performance?
What is it that i've done wrong again? FINE.. Since thats the case! I wun be going back to get my diploma on that ceremory then!!! Just in case i would tear it in a fit of anger! No one apperciates the fact that i worked hard for this diploma just to please them! They just look down on my diploma! So what is so fantastic about an ITE cert then??
Now i swear to myself.. I'm going to get a degree, no matter what! I will get this degree for the sake of my future, for those who cared for me.. for those whom i love! Sad to say this.. but this degree has become a tool for me to get back at them! I will get back all the pride I've lost over the years..
I just can't take it like this! Bloody shit!
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Alrite for something fun, I've played around with my pictures by adding in some comments! Do vote for the most interesting ppicture okie!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me
The more i'm being forced.. The more i will show them how much more capable i m compared to him! I will make sure he can't hold his head up ever again! Sorry.. He is going down.. way down under! Sucker.. Now my mum went crazy again! Blaming me for things like that.. Dun they ever consider the things i've done compared to that sucker! Talking about results and behaviour and so much more.. I've always been better than the sucker! Y aren't they sastify with my performance?
What is it that i've done wrong again? FINE.. Since thats the case! I wun be going back to get my diploma on that ceremory then!!! Just in case i would tear it in a fit of anger! No one apperciates the fact that i worked hard for this diploma just to please them! They just look down on my diploma! So what is so fantastic about an ITE cert then??
Now i swear to myself.. I'm going to get a degree, no matter what! I will get this degree for the sake of my future, for those who cared for me.. for those whom i love! Sad to say this.. but this degree has become a tool for me to get back at them! I will get back all the pride I've lost over the years..
I just can't take it like this! Bloody shit!
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Alrite for something fun, I've played around with my pictures by adding in some comments! Do vote for the most interesting ppicture okie!!
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..
Love,
Me