I'm a Brown Koala

Try this! This is Pretty funny.. I can't say its totally true thou! First sentence is a dead give away! How can i be "quiet and modest".. Lol enjoy!

Cheerene November/10/1984 Female
You are Brown Koala, who is quiet and modest. You are graceful and have atmosphere of being rather old fashioned. You don't like conflicts and are a peaceful person. People will not hate you. But you don't get loved passionately by the others either. You tend to have the same kind of relationships with each one of them, and no one becoming special. You don't get too close to anyone.You have great sensitivity, and those who get to know you may find you rather too nervous. You are cautious to people around you, and worry too much about your family and yourself. You are realistic person, and you prefer rationalism to emotional things.Nevertheless, you possess great sensitivity and have sense of beauty. You are very romantic type of person. You also possess natural aptitude to spirituality. Your selfish comment may make you isolated from people around you. If you can control your weakness, you may be able to show your talent that matches the need of the society.If you try to be a perfectionist, you will break the inner balance and may shut yourself in your own dreamy world.You should see things objectively and widen your vision. This will lead to successful life.Once married, you will be a devoted wife, and a mother obsessed with children's education.

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Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Upsize of Font size.. specially for chris!

Chris was saying my font size is too small.. Wonder if she is able to read this now?????
 
Back from my tuition class! You bet i would complain again rite?? Nope.. Nutting to complain about! Well, my first time! Hahaha.. A malaysian family.. So i tried introducing myself as "LiPing" .. Jus to play safe!
 
Let me tell you a joke that the kid told me..
 
Kid: Jie jie, you got computer at home??
Me: Yes..
Kid:How many do you have??
Me: Well.. I have 2 of them.. y?
Kid: Oh.. then can give me one??
 
Funny huh! Hahaha.. Well, kids are kids! Jus so adorable!
A great experience! Hahahaha.. I'm loving it!! Finally a real "Miss Wee"..
 
I keep feeling pain near my stomach (but not stomach).. wonder is that gastric like wat Zi Hua has been warning me about! Pls don't be, i promise to take care of myself!! Pleeeassseee..

 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me


Its kind of funny! But i guess most of you might have seen it in your emails before! Hahaha.. Cheerios! Posted by Hello

My love for you will never change!

So rushed! Hahaha.. woke up a little later than usual! I guess i'm really tired! But still got tuition in the evening! Shag sia.. Well this is how hard I have to go for the sake of $$! I fully understand how hard it is to make money! And i swear my love for money will never change..

So i guess i make the right choice of going overseas for a degree.. cos i'm never sastisfy with what i'm earning right now! Job has no prospects at all! I just find that it doesn't really suits me well! Maybe thats why my mum insisted that i should continue study! Should i have understand this long ago.. I would have work harder to score, rather than pass this diploma! Silly me!

There is something wrong with blogging from office.. I can't find lots of functions like changing fonts and the colors! So bear with these plain texts!

I guess i should stop somewhere here! Gearing up for another hard day of work, All in the name of Money! Lol..

Pray hard i get more tuition lobangs soon! So i can earn moreee..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Love you mummy! Happy Birthday!

Happy 18th Birthday Mummy!!

Finally handed the gift to my mummy.. Okie! I've been waiting so impatiently to see her. I'm really tired out by my work.. but it didn't really stop me from thinking of her! Now allow me to disclose what i made for her! Its actually a compilation of photos of all the 16 EXCO of CENT club with our advisors! So i actually use black paper to cut out small boxes on the sides.. making it look like the film! I took special care to select all the photos (all pixs are taken during all CENT club events.. big or small scale!) .. Also got their name written there! Then put a transparency over it to give it a glossy look!

Its really something mummy would really want to see! She has been praying for this day to come! But I'm so useless.. time and again, i didn't managed to fulfil her wish! I did come very close to it.. But i still failed in the end!! Haiz.. so i actually thot of fulfilling her little wish on her birthday! And i just did it! I just hope she would like it!

Definitely I have experience failure while making the present.. Effort put in is definitely more than  100%.. but it doesn't really matter how much time i spend on it.. all it matters is that little smile on her face! She happy.. i oso happy! Perhaps this is call "deriving happiness from other people happiness"

I really tired to type out what i wrote at the back of the board for mummy! Perhaps i will share it with you guys tml! Thou i should say those wordings are not 100% original, but i actually spent more than 2 months looking for the perfect words to pen down! I visited alot of bookstores, gift shops, in search of the words that would best describe wat i always wanted to tell her.. I got edit abit hor! Hahaha.. some form of originality inside perhaps! Hahaha

I gave mummy a call just now, Sometimes i just admire her for being so smart! Lolx.. Actually i thot of giving her a little surprise! I tried so hard to restrain myself from msging her a "Happy Birthday"!! Wanted to give her a little surprise by turning up in school with a cake! She sort of expected me to go back actually! Smart girl! Perhaps its really easy for people who understand my thots to predict my actions! But ended up we were more surprise by her! Hahaha

You are just simply adorable! Love you mummy! Happy Birthday!
But it really makes me very upset cos this might be the last time(in the coming years)  i can have the luxury to celebrate with you..

Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

I'm tinking of you..

After reading ChewLing's blog.. I can't help too.. Yeah.. I thot of someone too.. But i just we are just not fated to be together.. He is just too good for me.. Simply too good.. way too good.. "wo men mei you yuan ba"..

Surprise! Lolx.. just when i was in the midst of writing "wo men mei you yuan ba"... he actually popped online! My god! This is indeed scary! I jolly well know that the person is not as free as me.. so i presume he wun be looking at my blog for watever reason! Sad..

But nvm.. Today, as usual, was a busy day!! Endless work! Just hoping i wun get tied down by OT tml!! Ok.. I crack some really cold jokes during lunch! I almost bring down the whole office with my silly-ness! Bombard them with "jian bian wen ta di".. Then we went thru a colleague's photography! She went to Zurich this May.. took lots of nice photo! So i asked her lots of questions.. All of them keep laughing at me.. my questions were pretty silly i guess!

Silly me spoilt the gift i was making for the past few nites! All my efforts over the past few nites.. totally wasted! Wonder how long i will need to complete it tonite! I guess i have to stop here tonite! Get to work le! Managed to push my tuition 1 day later for the sake of tml! Lolx..

 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Blessed.. So Blessed....

Looking back, Thinking thru.. Its really true that i'm the luckiest girl around! Thou not blessed with looks nor brains, but with all the love showered on me.. I just couldn't help feeling so proud of myself! True enough, very seldom do i run out of luck!

Blessed with a family that occassionally gives me trouble.. but not forgetting the amount of love and care they offered me in return.. True that they might be hurtful at times, but i'm just as bad.. the very fact i can't deny is that sometimes i hurt them even more.. I use hurtful words on them.. I ignore them sometimes..  Sometimes i would say, i did that just to save my face! Just to summarise it with a word.. "Stubborn"!! Now that they are coming up with $$ to send me for an overseas education.. Sometimes i couldn't help and started crying in the night thinking about this..

Yesterday mummy irene told me this: "Now u see, how much they still care for u?"

And becos of this sentence.. I decided to write this entry today..

Yes.. They do really care for me, everyone cares for me... (if not, you wouldn't be reading my blog to find out more about me recently rite??) Blessed with everything i could ask for..

Talking about a job, yes i do have one.. Well in-fact, more than 1 now! I'll become a teacher soon! Starting from Tuesday, I will become a tuition teacher to a small kid! Thou this is one of the lowest paid tuition job that i ever heard of.. But i guess there is no harm having more extra cash in my pocket! Hopefully it will be enough to cover my transportation at least! I have to admit that I'm taking up the job for the sake of $$, But once the job is entrusted to me.. I'll definitely put in all my heart.. Its definitely going to be tough at initial stage, but i'm sure i will get used to it really soon!

Did i mentioned anything about my work! When i look back now, I felt so stupid! Got a job that suits me well.. yet i kept on talking about changing jobs! I almost lost my precious rice bowl! Perhaps this is a blessing-in-disguise, because of wanting to quit this job, I'm now offered a little increment in my salary! I'm really a very lucky person! Have you heard of people getting pay increment just after 2 months of work! Very seldom i guess! In fact i've heard of none! Lolx.. Thou its not a huge increment (its not too small either), but i'm really grateful that i'm getting such a good offer! See how lucky can i get.. Fancy getting a job without having to go all out to look for it..  (FYI, this job is actually offered to me by my supervisor at Creative! I went there for my attachment!) Good thing is that i dun even have to fight with other candidates over this job!

Sounds abit more like fairytale maybe.. Hahaha.. but its all happening on me.. There is a chinese saying.. "Shen Zai Fu Zhong Bu Zhi Fu" Thats really something that you can use to describe me! Compared to many others, I'm really very lucky to get a job, yet i still wanted to change job.. Silly me! So i guess i should stop complaining!

Regarding my studies, I guess there is NO real need to listen to my sister! She can give advice, but ultimately I'm the one who makes the decision! Afterall i'm the one travelling there to study, not her! Should be about time to bring out the "real" me out! Show her that i'm capable of making my own decision! I am no follower! I'm a leader!

Yeah!! Went out just now! Book a tour, will be going away the week after next! Its a real short trip!! Going to Yangong! Will miss all of you.. But i'm dead sure you guys miss me even more badly than i do! Lolx..

Thats about all that happened today! Dinner is ready once again! Gtg.. see you guys around! Cheerios! Tag moreee....

 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

sleepy sia....

Fancy being woke up for a packet of Wanton Mee early in the morning  at 7.45am!! when i actually fell asleep at 2am yesterday! WTH! I guess my body could no longer take such late nites already! Old liao lah... Nvm, I tink i should be finishing my great work soon! No more late nites le!

New happenings over at the office! Leaving me with more choices! Haiz....  Will keep you all update of it once there is more news!

Y do people treasure things only when they are about to lose it..

 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Time to blog.. Shh.. dun let anyone see!

Since no one is looking.. allow me to write a short one first!

First.. apologise for not blogging as often as i used to be! Really busy! I'm really tired ah! I slept at 3am yesterday nite! Woke up at 630am.. force myself to work! When i saw myself in the mirror.. I got a rude shock! Big eye bags.. with dark eye rings! OMG.. Who is that freak!

Ok great! I've been eating the whole day long.. I brought my green bean paste to share with all my colleagues! The jenny bought a cheese cake! Oh.. Hahaha

Today got a new joke! When i went to store this morning.. This was wat happened:

Storeman A: Iqbal, your hunny is here..
Iqbal: Huh.. really??
Me: -_-"

Just can you imaging my face!! Haiz.. Why do the wrong people always get attracted to me? Duh!

Alrite.. time to go toilet n pee! Start slacking, 6:30 is coming soon!! I can't really think now.. Brain isn't functioning well(as always).. hahaha Cheerios!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Boo~

Felt so confused! Lol.. Work-wise, study-wise! A whole lot of problems.. So many choices to make! Who can help me?????
 
I guess no one is able to help me thou! Its my life afterall, it is what i'm going to live with..
 
Office is really busy nowadays.. hardly anytime for MSN for the past few days.. Always running around the whole building.. Meeting everyone.. doing everything! Sounds fun! Yeah, I do have to admit that this is pretty fun! Basically its when all those communication skills, interpersonal skills, lots of coordination work! Its really like working in CENT club sometimes.. but this time, there is no innoCENT to work with anymore.. No one taking pictures for me.. No one to tell me weird jokes.. No one to entertain me!
 
Oh.. how i miss school..
 
Today, I fell asleep on the bus on my way home (as usual), but too bad today.. I was sleeping so soundly that i missed my stop! Haiz.. Okie! Let u all have a good laugh, nvm! Hahaha.. anyway, missing a bus stop is nothing uncommon for me.. lolz!
 
Recently, I've been singing the Hokkien song to jenny and the rest of my colleagues, driving them absolutely crazy! "Ai tio ni sim tia tia, Sio tio ni sim tia tia..."
 
I have this little feeling that i'm kind of going crazy.. Screws are loose again!! Opps.. Hahaha!
 
 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Characteristic of a Scorpio woman?

SCORPIO WOMAN 
 
A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.  Her acting skill always make others to think that she is an innocent, shy and childish woman which is not her true self.  Deep down inside she is very proud of herself. She hates to think she is boring woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. 
 
Many men will make mistake if they think she is a  good  follower, they are wrong. She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes and needs to have power and must have control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has   all   the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it. If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you,  then   you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words  which   could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her   X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are  going   to say. She always smile so that she can hide her feeling.  That's her trick. 
 
She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who  can   earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A   man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She usually goes for a good looking , strong and healthy man so that she can compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.  Even if the man is attached or married, as long as he has the looks, money and status, she will never let go. She will always act like a gentle fragile person and continue to stick to the man like a super glue.  If she wants you, she will not give up no matter what other people may say. This is why Scorpio woman always become a second wife or a mistress.
 
But be careful of this woman, she is the most revengeful woman in the zodiac. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. If you have made a mistake, she will accept your apologies and she pretend  to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future.
 
She gets jealous very easily so when dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew. If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double  it. 
 
She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates,  there   are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps".  If   she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can  sweep   all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this   matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has   good quality as much as her bad tempered.
   
She always like to hear nice things about herself. She likes to spent money. She likes to have fame and  reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than earning more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and cannot feel of being a "Nobody". If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. She wants to win the game. What belongs to her, must not belong to anyone else, this is her selfish character.
 
 
I am a Scorpio, and really proud to be one! Lol.. Sounds very fierce sia! Hohoho.. true or not, up to oneself to believe! From different point of view, it might be true in certain ways! Some "Spello Erro" here n there! But i couldn't be bothered to do any editing to it! Bear with it! I sure most of you would do just fine in understanding this post!
 
 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

So Cock!!!

All tired out yesterday.. Much to my expectations, Yes! I became the maid again! Can't they just leave me alone! Stupid! But I didn't throw any temper thou! Really glad abt it, i manage to control myself! A gracious host yet again!
 
Food wasn't fanastic! Amount was barely enough for all! Basically, the organizer suxs BIG TIME! They ordered the food, which turns out to be not enough, they asked the caterer to come at 5pm and told the guest to come at 4pm! So everything screwed up! Food came damn late! it arrived at 5.45pm.. took quite awhile to setup! Dinner started at 6pm ++... Everyone rushed to the table.. like hungry ghost! Seventh month already? Haha..
 
My uncle brought a bottle of red wine! And i simply just help myself with it! I drank quite a bit! Cos food have not arrive, n i got really bored sitting there! So just drink n drink  n drink lor! Since no one is watching me! Hee.. Dun worry lah, I haven heard of anyone getting drunk with red wine! Shh... dun tell anyone!
 
Then very good ah, they all finish their dinner.. pai pai bi gu, all gone! Lol.. One of the fastest time they left my place! Good ah, dun come better! Mess up the whole place! Keep talking rubbish!
 
Got one Stupid bird seller(aka Bird mother-one of my aunt!)! Keep insulting my father's wine! Hey excuse me.. It cost hundreds of dollars for 1 bottle like that! Give her Martell, she complain.. give her whiskey, she oso complain! WTF.. She is better off with some stupid syrup that came together with the food! Pardon me for my choice of words, but i seriously felt that they deserve nutting better! She started boasting that her son knows how to open the bottle of Red Wine! Wahaha.. I had a good laugh at how he tried to open it! I got him a cork screw.. he hardly noes how to use it! Finally he got the screw into the cork, guess wat he tried to go with it? He tried to pull it out from the top! OMG! Pls leh.. got handles by the side to press down to pull out the cork lor!
 
So whats the moral so the story? Dun insist that you know alot about wine when u can't even open a bottle like tat! LOL..
 
Those few usual questions came! Like:"what u doing now?", "complete studies liao ah?", "where u work?", how much u earn?", "u got further studies?"!!!! Lucky for me that i'm working in a MNC.. they have nutting to comment about my company! Wahahaa.. U guys shld have seen those face! So lucky i have answers to all those questions! No "lost-of-face"! Lol.. U shld have seen how much face i saved for my family! All LPPL sia! Wahahaahaa!
 
I dun noe whether its due to the drinking or i'm just plain tired.. but i fell asleep the very moment they were gone! All the way till 7am this morning! Still got lots of things to do.. so i guess i shld stop blogging liao!
 
Someone pls help me to stop myself from laughing at their cocky-ness!
Cheerios!!!
 
 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me



Boo.. I slept so little yet i'm not at least tired! y??

Morning everyone! Hahaha.. Guess what, I can't sleep again! Lol.. Work all the way till 4am yesterday nite.. was working on my new creation..yet again!  I woke up at 8am in the morning.. eager to continue my work! When I could visualise my end product, I truly amazed by my own creativity.. definitely going to melt your heart once again! Well, I'm not going to disclose any more things about it! I'll keep it as a little secret until i'm really to give away this little gift!
 
Sometimes i really wonder why i didn't go for design courses when i was in TP.. But come to think of it.. If i did went for a design course in TP, wouldn't i miss a chance to meet most of u guys! Wouldn't i miss the chance of joining CENT club? Wouldn't i miss mummy? Wouldn't i miss my dear little kids! So i guess it isn't a wrong choice to come to CEN afterall.. The only wrong thing i've done so far, is that i have brought the wrong attitude to TP! If only i have a chance to do it all over again! I wouldn't let myself down again!
 
Okie.. no point crying over spilled milk! What is over.. is already over! Just dun repeat the same thing in future..
 
Hahaha, okie, so I went to blk85 for dinner cum supper yesterday nite! I had so much chicken wings n satay! Stingray and chay kueh tiew.. hmmm.. yummy! Had so much fun yesterday nite! Laugh thru the nite.. so long since i had so much fun! The place is as usual.. very crowded
 
Work is pretty stressful nowadays! From the very moment i step into the office.. I have to slog till the moment i step out of office! With so many schedules to meet, so many customers to pacify, so many slow vendors to hurry! Then still have others' task to complete(<-- as in i still have to help others complete their work.. Its so-called under my NEW job scope! Duh..)! My supervisor came to me yesterday, she asked me y i look so shag? Well.. isn't the answer obvious! Hahaha.. recently, office is pretty tense up! Everyone is so busy with meeting datelines! But i guess this is only temperoary, as soon as i clear my work, life would be easier for me!
 
Okie! Tonite there will be a big event going on at my place! Its that Old grandmother's birthday AGAIN!  Haiz.. i dun noe how many birthday she wants to celebrate a year! I just hate those people coming over and talking non-sense! Keep "suaning" people! Wat the... Yeah so what if there are people in my family who CMI? Doesn't mean i CMI rite! Shoot me again today.. and i shall shut them up for the rest of tonite! The worst thing they ever do tonite, is to piss me off! I will make them regret! I'm no longer going to behave myself! I DUN SEE THE POINT OF DOING THIS ANYMORE! If you dun like to come to my place! FINE.. better dun come! I dun welcome those people anyway! Always mess up my day! SHIT ...
 
I guess i will stop here for the day, I still need to go n pack up my room and go and buy materials for my gift later in the afternoon! See u guys around! Cheerios! Pray that it wun be so sucky! Hope that my elder sister will come home soon! She is much fiercer than i m! She is one of the best scholars in the family already! Haa.. i guess its hard for me to deny that i still miss her at times! Lol.
 
 
Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Yet another Busy Day~

Busy day at work.. Practically non-stop! Hard to catch me at my cubicle the whole day! Really tiring sia!

Okie.. today i won a curry puff from my supervisor, hahahaa all thanks to our minesweeper flag game! Once again, I have won the game! So i got a curry puff in return! That takes care of my afternoon teabreak! Lolx.. duh.. i think i'm not suppose to have any teabreak thou.. lolx!

Have a long day to go tomolo! Still got tonnes of work to finish! Wonder when will this end! Its really busy nowadays, because of some screw ups recently! I ended up with no work for a period, now over-loaded with work! Wat the...

Still so excited about my 2 day old MuVo TX FM... couldn't stop playing with it! Just like a kid who got a new toy! I just can't keep my hands of it! Since young, i dun really have lots of toys! I seldom get to buy toys like any kid! Most of the miserable amount of toys i "owned" are passed down from my brother n sister! So i really treasure my toys! Guess what, this year's valentine's Day, got a few toys! Simply love them sooo much! Got care bears(one cheer bear n one grumpy bear), got mouse (by the name of chedar)! Lol... A very memorable Valentine's Day.. And perhaps the last that i'm going to spend here for the next few years! How to survive????? Sob..

Yup.. I really treasure this new gadget of mine! I work hard for it man! It cost me a bomb.. it really did! Hahahaa.. but its much cheaper than the market price already!


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

What you transcript says..

Do you think our grades really stands for wat is stated on our result slips? Well.. at least not to Smith and Me.. To us, this is what it means..
A= Absolutely No Problem
B= mayBE can
C= Cannot make it
D= Dun dream abt it!
E= Enough nonsense
F= F*** ... erm.. i rather not say it!
P= Please stand aside

So the next time you get you results.. dun forget to refer to my list of "what grades really stands for" list! Have a good laugh and get over it! Dun Dream abt it! hahahaa


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

For those who show me this before.. ITS PAY BACK TIME NOW! Enjoy.. Cheerios! Posted by Hello

I'm gifted.. so r you!

Lalala.. I finally got my new MP3 player!! The MuVo TX FM wahaha.. I'm having so much fun with it! Simply can't keep my hands of it now!

Guess wat, I guess i'm a pretty good cook afterall! Last Sunday, i was really cooking up a storm in my kitchen! Fish n Chips with potato wedges! Stir-fried udon... Yummmyy.. Really enjoyed the meal! The fish was excellent! Crispy on the outside, juicy n tender inside! Simply irresistible! Oh my god.... Udon was great too! But i'm sure there is room for improvement! Hahahaa.. This is actually my first time trying out dishes like that! Success at first attempt! A great way to kick off the whole series of weekends filled with "fun n food" i guess!

Had Spaghetti.. oh i rather not mention it! Its not too bad.. But i thot i really need alot more practice to perfect it! I tried the meat-ball sauce with added mushrooms n onions!

Gimme sometime to perfect all those dishes before i invite all of u over for dinner one of this weekends! Just dun tell me "I Not Free.."

Take care wor.... Hahahaaa..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

My Girl..

After logging out in the afternoon yesterday, I didn't sleep.. can't wait to watch the movie.. "My Girl"! It was a really nice show, thou i couldn't understand wat the actors and actresses were talking about.. Lucky there were subtitles! Hahaha!

It really reminds me on my past when i use to play at the playgroud near my place! There was this whole group of us.. sort of "owned" the whole playground! Playing with all sorts of games we could think of..

There was once, i climb up the playgroud structure.. Those old playground have those really high metal structure! I went up.. but didn't dare to come down! So got stucked there for hours, until someone came up n rescued me!

Like the girl in the movie.. I also had a play-mate! His name.. erm.. I dun really noe! But we call him "botak".. "Botak" lives in my block too! We would play almost everyday together with the rest of the gang! Haa.. Its been a long time since i last met botak! Well.. even if i really see him, i doubt i would remember his face!

Haa.. Back to the movie.. It was a really good movie! The boy keep denying that she was his girlfriend.. until the little couple got seperated when the girl moved away, only then did the boy realise that she was the one.. End up the girl n the boy didn't manage to get together! Sad but yet there is nutting we can do abt it.. If only the boy had confess his feelings earlier..

So wats the moral of the story??

Got to speak up before its too late.. Dun wait as if there is always a "tomorrow"... We never know.. sometimes tomorrow never comes..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Relationship is like condom.. It tears easily once there is friction..

Like my title?? I came up with it myself.. I find it so interesting true somehow! Hahaha.. The first idea that came to me was actually "rubber" instead of "condom".. but i thot i could change it to something more interesting to suit of of u guys! lol..

Badly shaken by a nitemare.. OMG.. who would have thot of such things! Dreamt of Philip (this fella would always get very HIGH when he sees me) and a few others.. I wonder did i actually laugh out in the midst of my sleep.. I think I better keep the details to myself.. Otherwise i would become another joke of the centuary!

Glad that Faith actually like my previous entry so much that she actually posted in on her bloggie as well! Wahaha and still praise me until i could almost fly into the sky! Haa.. I guess it would really bring back many many memories for alot of us! Be it fond memories or not, it has become part of us the very moment it turn into a memory in our heart.. It will be here to stay.. for the rest of our lives..

Sometime ago, i did offer a few words to my good buddy when she flopped her job interview!

"You didn't get the job doesn't mean you are not worth it.. Rather, it means that the job is not good enough for u!"

As long as she has tried, she had not let herself down in anyway! Heaven will help those who help themselves.. I'm sure she will get a good job soon!! Ahem.. Dun forget to gimme a treat when u get the job wor!! Hohoho

Anyway, back to wat i was saying.. I didn't manage to keep this friend.. not because i'm not worth it, but because this friend simply isn't worth my care and attention..

I've seen thru certain things maybe.. I guess i should channel all those love back onto myself again! I promise to love myself even more.. for the sake of all those who really care for me and love me.. getting back to the "potatoe story" in some of the very early entires.. I guess i should let go eventually.. Whats the point of carrying it with me.. I guess i should laugh more and get over it the next time i ever thot of it again!

Well.. I've losen up abit! Headache now gone.. I'm gonna cook lunch today! Today is Cheerene's "Obassan Day"! A day when i would do all the things my mum would on a normal week day.. like sweeping, cleaning, packing and cooking! Time to brush up abit on such skills (in case mummy want to hire me as her maid in future).. Its about time i give my room a good clean up! My sister came back last weekend and made a mess out of it!

Oh btw, I got a new VCD(erm.. it was a copy.. haha, but i swear those CD-R were mine).. "My Girl".. the Thai movie! Something to look forward to during this weekend! Anyone wans to watch it? Come over to my place for this "movie party" (I still got lots of Ruffles chips and prawn crackers in my room) or just borrow it from me ba! Haaa..

Everyday is a brand new entry in Cheerene's Simply Irresistible bloggie! Cheerios


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

PS: I'm really sorry if my previous entry had brought tears to anyone's eyes.. I didn't mean it!

Do you know how it feels to be a piece of stepping stone?

Work and fun has taken its toil on me.. and finally i could not take it any longer! My head is hurting like mad.. Swarmp with misery

Holding on to things so tightly.. so many "if only i could.." swamp me once again~~ Wondering if i had did the right thing! Still suffering from the illness i would call "heart-wreck"..

I have given all my heart into this failed relationship of ours. I care for you. I treated you as best as i could. Pinned all my hopes on you. I wanted to give the best of myself to you.. So what is it that i've done to deserve such treatment?

Smith edited my favourite song sometime ago.. But i've touch up abit to suit us more..

We had this crazy plan to meet and be the best of friends.
From see you till the first time we came to and lunch together.
But your MSN nick says you are a friend no more
I found this meaning, and have to let you go


It was fate that brought us together.. till your actions do us apart!

Everything came too fast and i was caught off guard! Much as i tried to presuade myself to have faith in you.. I failed! Perhaps it was my fault for mis-placing the trust i used to give u..

Perhaps i should have never grant you entry to my heart.. Perhaps its about time to find the nearest exit from my heart.. There is no place in my heart for you.

I guess its my fault then..
Perhaps it was a mistake right from the beginning..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

What to do?

To go or to stay.. Pondering hard over it!

Everyone tell me to leave! So what izzit that i can't let go? I'm still so unclear of the path that awaits me! I know that if i dun go, I will never be able hold my head high the rest of my life! Of cos, to leave.. its definitely more than just being able to hold my head high! Thinking of my future makes my hair stand! Everyone has high expectations of me.. But what makes them think i could do it? Or.. wat makes them think i'm even going to do it?

Then another question pop up.. If i ever leave.. Will i ever come back? Mummy asked me this too yesterday! She knew the answer all along i guess.. Andrew was dead certain that i would be back! Perhaps u all know! Perhaps I knew it all along..

My mind is swirling right now.. Where to go, what to do? Who decides? I dun noe.. I noe nutting... Stop asking.. No point tinking! Arghhh... help me please.. what the hell m i doing????


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Nice pics..

Nice pics?? Carefully chosen u noe! Haha.. I'm fooling around with the "hello" thingy i downloaded yesterday!! wahaha!! fun sia!

Need to retire to my room early today! Got to work on something for my special someone! Hahaha..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

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Finally got to swim today.. Haha

I've just received the letter of acceptance yesterday! Shld i go or shld i stay? Another major decision in life..

Will have to give up alot to achieve it.. M i willing to take the risk? I noe i will never achieve much by staying here.. Hahaha.. guess it will take me days to think thru it again!!

Never mind abt it! Haa.. Today i woke up really late, haha too long never sleep properly le!

Shit that fella, still dare to disturb me! Still giving me that stupid face!! I DUN OWE HIM ANYTHING!! He better stop it before anything happens.. I dun noe how long i can stand him! When i go crazy.. anything is possible! Hahaha.. Well, so nvm, went out just to avoid seeing him!

Today went out with my sister.. when to sim lim to get some ink for printer! Then went to pray at the temple at "si ma lu".. after that went to Bugis for some shopping! Eyeing on some bags and shoes! Now i noe what to do to my pay for next month! Haha.. Or is there any one who likes to fork out the cash "on my behalf"?? Haa.. After that went swimming at bedok! Oh my god, the pool was so packed! Haha.. but nevertheless i still enjoyed the swim! Then went for dinner at changi road.. Had western food, it was recommended by friends.. well its really pretty nice! The chick is really tender! Haha.. Okie.. here comes the fave part of my outing today! NTUC!! Hahaha.. nice sia! I bot some "angel hair" n "meet ball sauce".. some star fruits and udon and eel!! Shopping at supermarkets make me feel so good! Hahaha..

So who is coming for dinner this weekend?? My door is wide open for all! Hahaha..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Love,
Me

Wat a day..

It was really a great afternoon outside!

Oh guess what, i met the most fearsome teacher i had in secondary school today! Mdm Sue.. So glad that i got to meet her today! Its been like 1 or 2 years since i last met her! Didn't had a long talk cos she was in a hurry i think! But nvm, there will be chances i guess.. Miss her alot.. miss those good old days.. remember how she use to torture the class with all those presentations.. how she force us to do those comprehension! I guess i really owe her alot! If not for her.. I wouldn't have attain so much today! I promise to go back n visit her one day.. before the tiny weenie school closes.. Dun noe why, but just keep talking to her in mandarin.. She is a English Language teacher by the way.. Hahaha.. Again.. even after so many years, she still have to remind me to speak in english.. Hahaha..

Went shopping.. got some clothings.. nice nice! Hahaha.. So much people in the mall today! As usual, enjoyed some silly jokes as we go along..

So reach home around 6pm.. END OF FUN.. HERE COMES TROUBLE! Would there ever be an end? I really sick and tired..

Guess what, i tried talking to my mum.. guess wats her respones? It really pissed me off totally! When that idiot got home.. U should have seen that kind of face he gave me! I tried controlling myself.. But how long can i take?? Miss those really busy school days.. If i'm kept busy all day long.. I wouldn't have stayed at home enduring all those stupid shit! I could always hide in CENT room whenever things arise..

Haha.. So i guess it should be due to all these running away that causes the problem to stay all along the way! Running away didn't help.. it just make matters worst! And again.. where does the problem lies?? Me again.. I still can't change my temper, i'm still so childish, i'm not caring and sensitive enough, I'm too stubborn! I just lack self control.. I really hate to say all these but there is no way i could hide all them... I'm not trying to blame myself(as some of u would say).. But its just the truth! If only i could exercise a little more self control..

Who on earth could understand me.. when i dun even understand myself... Haa.

But hopefully as i write on.. trouble will dissappear itself.. HOPEFULLY..

I hate home.. hate home.. hate u!

After days of fun .. and more fun, I'm finally back for a blog..

Sort of feeling tat my head is spinning.. I guess i'm really abit drunk! Haha.. I just reach home at 630am.. Thanks keong and zihua for staying out with me! Really hate going home! Stupid!

Yesterday morning was really dramatic! Hahaha.. almost had a fight at home! lucky i did manage to control myself.. I didn't lay my hands on him! I got so angry that i just throwed my keys on the floor and went off.. Thats y i refused to come home yesterday nite! But wondered y.. tears came to my eyes.. cried from bedok all the way to jurong.. Serious case of dehydration. I'm still so silly as to shed tears because of him.. asshole! But i just can't help feeling so angry and pissed off! No mood to work all day long.. Keep thinking.. just can't help it! Y do things have to turn out this way? It just make my blood boils to think of it!

Can some kind soul tell me what to do?? Screwed! Y should i endure his nonsense??

Childish i may seems.. running away from home whenever problems arise.. crying out whenever i cannot solve my own shit! Oh.. how stupid can i get? No wonder no one loves cheerene.. far too stupid! Killing everyone with my very own stupidity!

But at least had fun last nite! Oh oh.. its my son's birthday! We enjoyed a dinner at Cartel.. followed by a KTV session at Chinatown! But i didn't really want to call it a day after KTV.. So hop on into a cab, went down to East Coast.. Went for a drink! Now i finally do understand why people like to drink to drown their sorrows! I bet i did tell zihua and keong alot.. I do recall abit, so i guess i'm not totally drunk! Still feeling abit drowsy.. abit weird at my throat!

Going out soon! Hahaha.. meeting that 2 "J-sters"! Hahaha.. Will blog abit more when i'm home later! Got to go.. cheerios! Bathing time! Will pour out more of my problems here later! Let me clear my head first! Hahaha..


Between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you..

Stupid,
Me